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#more colour gif attemps#park seonghwa#seonghwa#ateez#i just love this look on him#he's such a muse for me creatively#no matter what happens with their music#i think him as a person is just so special#anyways#i probably should have slowed these down#but these are screen records so they're going to be glitchy#and patchy but oh well! he looks lovely!#it's humbling learning how to gif in colour when i have only known how to do it in black and white#they are not the same beast
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Quick animated thingy cos I was just imagining a romance route greeting.
#dragon age#dragon age the veilguard#DAtV#emmrich volkarin#my art#my animation#gif#done in an hour ahdidhd#I should probably slow down#my hand is starting to die again ahhaah#jfc the muse is insanely strong again#always like this at the start#ahdjdbd#oh emmrich what have you done#guess how many drawings lmao
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Ms Paint doodles
#having a job is kinda nice and also suuuuuuuuucks#anyway. stuff should be slowing down once winter hits so I'll probably end up more active soon-ish#oh I also have a gf now!!!! I like her so so so much. She's cool as hell and I want to glue her to me#damara megido#rose lalonde#hs#homestuck#my art
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if i had a nickel for everytime i'd been emotionally affected by a blonde fictional man, i would be so rich, i would be swimming in billions.
#hsr#aventio#dr ratio#aventurine#draw tag#it's been a while since i've drawn something like this. hehehehe i love the results but the process sucks a bit#especially if you accidentally delete your color history ;;#i have been putting out so much content of these two but that is how brainrot works my fellow people#last time i was drawing this much of something was back in 2021 when i would post weekly or multiple times a week#ahhh i should probably slow down and i think i probably will with exam season being just a month away
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can we see more of your comic with Winter King being:
Hey! I do my best to update as often as I can, and thank you so much for reading it! I appreciate the heck outta all the reblogs and comments and all that!
Updates might have to slow down a bit though, I do all the writing, drawing, coloring- the whole process is me! And doing as much as I've done for the last month has been a bit insane so I'm trying to have a better comic/life balance. That, and work balance. Comics are my passion but they unfortunately do not pay my mortgage!
Don't you worry though! It'll update soon, I'm working on coloring page 4 of the chapter, but YEAH I definitely have to slow down from my insane pace a bit.
#cqchat#adventurechat#I'll still update a LOT just not the insane pace I have been#I havent read any books in like weeks and thats my big passion!#also... should probably work on that social life a bit lol#Also I'm going on a giant road trip in a few weeks!#my girlfriend broke up with me and thats bummed me out majorly#I have an event in Grand Junction Colorado and another one in Salt Lake City Utah#and driving home between events is an insane amount of hours so instead I'm gonna roam the beautiful southwest#maybe do some rafting? Get my brain in a nice place <3#I'm so glad you love the story and I love it SO much myself#its taken over my life! but I also gotta slow myself down for my own good#Also the events are Mesa County Comic Con and Salt Lake FanX#come meet me if you're going!!
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sorry im posting so much and too fast but i would like to ask you all politely to beat me with hammers if i put chapters out at the same speed ive been doing lately, not because im burnt out and need to take a break but instead because i REALLY need to learn some PATIENCE LMAOOOO
im gonna try and do weekly updates for the next bit, so probably every monday? maybe this'll give me a chance to build up a proper backlog (which will let me edit more instead of just finishing it and churning it out. which is what i've been doing. im shocked theyve been relatively high quality considering that ngl) and that's something i want to perfect for WWWW specifically because its a big undertaking lmao
#canary continuity#personal#like you guys are still only seeing me at first draft power#i should probably like.... fix that. i could go more insane than i am#having time to look chapters over instead of throwing them out full force might be good for me#sorry about the slowing down obviously (im not anxious at all)#15 chapters is insane and ive really gotten to all the parts ive been holding back from spoiling#so im gonna TRY to slow my roll a bit
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Huntlow situationship gives me such intense brain termites you don't get it
#no i dont think its because Hunter needs time to heal first#i think if it was up to Hunter they would plunge into a committed romantic relationship immediately after the events of the finale#he would propose to her in like. 3 months probably#i know that sounds intense but i think this is what ''i literally died and came back to life'' mania does to a guy#he is so carpe diem minded hes become a little insane. he wants everything#no more waiting around. no more hesitating. he cant afford to do that anymore#would it have been the wise decision to enter a romantic relationship immediately#who's to say. but Hunter would have done it without thinking about it#its Willow that makes the decision to slow down and wait a while before they make any committments theyre not ready for#i dont think she's entirely learned her lesson about letting herself be emotionally reliant every once in a while#shes made progress but the events of ftf were such heat of the moment responses#once things are semi-stable she still needs to adapt to acknowledging that her feelings for Hunter are like. serious. and scarily intense#so like. yea Willow is slamming her pedals on the breaks for both their sakes. shes thinking about how this would effect Hunter too#but also. she scawwed.#when Willow tells him she wants to talk and she's like ''i think we should just be friends'' oh the face he makes is DEVASTATED#he didnt expect it was going in this direction at all. but like. once Willow explains how this is the most reasonable decision for now#he DOES agree. he understands what shes saying and he agrees that it's the best decision to take a breather before they jump into a romance#anyway even when theyre not officially dating the flirting continues insistently. they are very obsessed with each other and cant stop#Willow keeps trying to insist to herself that its just messing around. nothing serious. they find each other hot. its fine to kiss a little#but Hunter makes it very hard when he looks at her with big brown labrador eyes. looks at her like shes the entire world#i think if it was up to Willow they would have been trapped in that uncertain limbo forever. shes too scared to take the plunge#even if she wants to. she badly wants to#but Hunter just wont let that happen. every so often he says ''im ready whenever you are''#he makes his intentions very known. he is not the shy boy from Camila's house anymore#Willow cant just playfully flirt with him without worrying that hes gonna reciprocate. he talks now. he expresses himself#shes a little afraid of that. but she adores it too. he makes her feel safe but also he wont let her stay in this comfort zone#hes giving her the push she needs to pursue this relationship. gives her to push to feel like she can go after what she wants#because god knows HE knows what he wants#they make me so insane
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maybe wrangling this new pen for pages and pages is what finally gets me to finish this sketchbook
#art#ink#sketch#i got a pen with a supposed flex nib and it's nothing like a flexy dip pen nib#i think ive got it working smoothly now. im accepting the lack of line variation haha#i hope it will work okay with the waterproof black ink ive got at home (platinum carbon black) but we will See#ive almost used up the entire ink sample i got with this gjslbfkd#anyway ive had this sketchbook since 2018 which is bonkers#up to that point ive filled up probably 30-40 sketchbooks total#but this one i got as a gift and it's like. big hardcover chonky boy#really good quality!!!!!!#and i think i started using it and then filled out a different sketchbook before coming back to it#and it's also around that time when i was done with university and didn't have much Sketch Time as before which is sad#combined with the fact that it's big and heavy and i do not bring it everywhere#it's slow going!!!!! there's so much doodles in it but ive still got like a quarter left of it??? maybe a fifth#but now i have like eight pages of fountain pen wrangling hahaha#i should add that any Thin Lines are not because this pen flexing but me drawing with the nib upside down#for extra fine lines u_u
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if anyone has been on finasteride, how long did it take to see regrowth? i’m on my fourth month and i thought i was seeing new hairs but every day, it’s harder and harder to cover up the areas of my head where i have super thin strands. the density of my hair has drastically changed in a matter of weeks and you can see more of my scalp every day which is… incredibly concerning.
#everything i’ve read says the shedding stops at month three which#i can definitely tell it has slowed down considerably but i’m still finding so much lose hair when i shower#areas of my head where i didn’t have issues before are suddenly looking thinner and thinner every time i look in the mirror#and i’m scared in a few weeks#i will have no option but to shave it all#i read by month three you should see improvements#and i get it’s different for everyone#but it feels like i’m losing way more hair than i should be at this point#probably need to see my dermatologist again#just don’t really have a ton of time off that isn’t dedicated to trips with the bf to meet his family and i don’t want have to cancel#because i’m being a diva about my hair#buuuuuuut it’s getting like#strikingly bad#how thin and wispy my hair has gotten in like less than two months
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To the Horrors I've Known and Loved
A story about change, parallels, and never being able to go home.
(Read on AO3. updates most Mondays. Warning for body horror themes, minor character death, fantasy weed smoking)
To the Horrors I've Known and Loved:
I often asked myself, if I could tell you one thing now, what would it be? The answer's changed a lot, over the years.
Once there was a time where I cursed you. You took everything from me, and it made me so, so angry. I wanted to hurt you as you'd hurt me.
For a long time, I feared you. I was alone. I built walls for fear you might find me. And, oh, did I have a lot of time to build those walls into a bloody fortress. A prison of my own making.
Now… I'm not so sure. Grief is an odd thing. It sneaks up on you. Did you grieve for me that day? Or was I simply an obstacle in your path?
I thought I had done grieving long ago. But looking at you now, I realise I had been mourning something else entirely. An object, an idea, a place I could never see again. Some nebulous concept I wonder if I even really had in the first place.
I suppose what I'm trying to say is… even after everything that's happened, everything you did, everything I had to do; I forgive you. I do. Because I could have done the same. It would have been so easy. If anything, I should thank you. If you hadn't broken me, I would have ended up just like you.
I look at you and I'm looking in a mirror. I see now that you and I are the same. The difference is in the fucking details.
#yans writes#elder scrolls online#tes fic#azandar al cybiades#leramil the wise#shelreni baro#figured i should just make an official post for this#since i somehow wrote 10k words in 2 weeks (WHICH IS A LOT FOR ME IM USUALLY SLOW)#something about drals has just possessed me and made it really easy to put words on a page#anyways it follows the necrom story and azandar's quests loosely but i changed some stuff#for narrative purposes#also i decided I should just post weekly bc i'm finishing these way too fast and i don't wanna spam#but also if i have to slow down in the future i will probably have a backlog which will be nice#drals/azandar#drals arano
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chat what do u do when it kinda seems like a girl likes u
#“ermmmm ask her out” *INCORRECT BUZZER* its not that simople#i feel like once i got a bit of self confidence i started realizing this actually does happen sometimes#but everytime i realize i dont do nothing abt it so nothing happens#and tbh im bad at reciprocating#learned to tone down my rabid love and attraction to my friends but now i think i went too far in the other direction#it isnt even just “how do u pull” question either its more like. hey do u like me if not no problem if so#then i like u too but maybe not the way u like me. but not like jsut friends either im just not really a boyfriend type of guy#not that im not into doing bf things im just probably no substitute for a boyfriend yk. unless you dont want a boyfriend then im perfect?#umm but not like in a im not capable of affection type of way i can be affectionate. too affectionate even. um#idk man. the convo wouldnt even start w “do u like me” i feel like id have to start with “do u know what a qpr is”#theres so many layers to this onion man. id like to just be friends first an see where that goes#but i kinda feel like ive fumbled like five hot people that way#at least im still friends w some of them :) BUT NOT ALL OF THEM !!#basically its like. should i pursue long term friendship or short term fun. also really really dont wanna hurt anyones feelings#is this a vent. im not rly upset im just kinda down bad and frustrated#also im high 👍 and the heatwave is slowing my cognitive functions i think
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going to be singing in our school's talent showcase tomorrow!! i'm so so excited, i chose the best song to sing as my final tribute to the school
#for anyone wondering the song i chose is sway by michael buble#funny story#i was asking the music director what song i should sing earlier today cause i put my name down on the list without actually knowing what-#-song i was doing#and he was like “if i could suggest a song to you#please please don't do a slow song or a ballad-y kind of song“#“because many people have already chosen a slow song to sing. of course that's great we want to show off their talent-#-but it's going to be held at 7:30pm and we don't want to make the audience sleep pahaha“#and i was like oh shit because the songs i had in mind were slow-ish. so i had to change my song#and i was like frantically looking through my playlist on the bus#wondering what song to pick#and as i was scrolling sway shows up and i was like “that song is so upbeat and people know it well enough”#“if i want to go out with a bang during my last week of school i should go for it”#so i changed the key and learnt the key changes the lyrics and the technicalities of the song (when to get louder how to add dynamic etc.)-#-in one night lmfao#now i'm going to sob over my final day as i write teachers' cards#[🌺] my posts!#[🗣️] nessa's rambles!#[🧍] ramble in the tags#probably the biggest ramble in the tags i've ever done
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Prompt
Tim stumbles upon a girl around his age getting mugged by like five muggers, like so many, trying to take her bags.
And he's like '?' because like she's small and defenseless they only needed one of them, right? Like he's like 'This is a bit excessive guys'
And then so like he goes in ready to fight these men, but none of like the punches land, he's falling all over his feet, and he notices that the muggers are doing the same thing as she's like trying to dodge them, but he notices that she does not need to do any of that.
There's fumbling, falling and all that for like a good thirty minutes before the muggers knock each other out. And he stops tripping.
The girl gives him an apologetic look and just leaves, and suddenly he can walk straight.
there's more encounters, from each of the bats, where she is in an outlandish situation, where nothing is going right. Like nothing is going right.
Like the villains, the vigilantes and the civilians are all just not having a good time.
At first they think that it's like a coincidence until it continues to happen. And they just realize that she's kind of the opposite of a luck charm. [sort of like Domino like in Deadpool] like she's 'lucky' but everyone else is just not, just not to that extreme.
And it's like just either a one-shot or a 5+1 thing where each one of them encounter her, and then like the one time they just kind of let her be. Because at the end of the day, she'll be fine.
I want it to be a crackfic----
#i realized I could write this#But someone commented I have too many fics so I should probably slow down#But the thing is like I have a lot of ideas so I don't know#Just have the bats be like 'nope' when they figure out she's the one getting either mugged or soemthing#they're like#she's your problem to the villains#And even the villains avoid her cause she's just terrible luck#ao3#ao3fanfic#batfamily#batman#red robin fanfic
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Wait I think I missed something in this incredible saga. Are you going on a date with the coworker??? I swear the last thing I saw was “no I would never” lmaoooo. If so, I (like the rest of snzblr) are anxious for updates about your love life. You’re one of the top snzblr couples now, enjoy 🤙
I did say I would never and I was a fucking liar apparently 😔 it's not technically a date tho bc I never told him it was bc I need to be so casual and mysterious ahdkaksk but it's a date To Me lmao. It's tomorrow tho bc we're still at work rn and it doesn't look like we're leaving anytime soon so at least I have that to look forward to I guess lmao
#not snz#we're not a couple tho nooooo 😭😭 lmaooo#it's just me being delusional#like he's literally not into me i stg i think y'all are gonna be more disappointed about the outcome than me#OH but he did hug me tho so I'm riding that high rn actually ahskamsk#lowkey have just been leaning against him half the shift but we've been watching videos and stuff together bc it's been slow so#that means nothing probably#also he looks at me like 😒 every time i ask one if my stupid little debate questions ahsakslsl#today was if ceral is a soup and if ketchup is a smoothie#please know that i ask these randomly literally out of nowhere like it's a normal thing to bring up lmaoooo#i have negative flirting skills ahdkaksk#this is the opposite of pulling a bad bitch by being autistic this is making the coworker question why he puts up with me lmaoooo#but he's the one who said yes to dinner so 😌#you know what he's never seen me in a cute little outfit before actually 👀#it's always been either the work uniform or hiking clothes#which to be fair my hiking clothes are kinda cute but they're hiking clothes nonetheless#like he saw me in normal clothes a bit ago but i was actively dying so they were just the most comfortable clothes i could find#so like maybe i can wear a skirt i have cute skirts i like wearing out with my bestie#and they're like. very specific kinds of skirts so maybe that'll tell him something ahskasmks#help why am i thinking so hard about this ahdkalslal#like it's literally actually not even a date it's just me flipping out for no reason while this guy is clueless 😭#like I'm telling y'all he's not into me and i don't understand why I'm being like this about it lmaoo#I'm always like 'fuck i wish my coworkers wouldn't crush on me to the point of asking me out that's awkward i don't date coworkers'#AND THEN I TURNED AROUND AND DID IT MYSELF#why am i like this#why am i so 👀 when he's one of the few people i shouldn't be 👀 at#i swear i should give it a couple months bc maybe I'm just feeling some type of way about him bc i was sick#but noooo i just HAVE to be insane about it now 😭#i should really have a tag for me being a pathetic wreck but idk what it would even be lmao#no matter he'll probably figure out that I'm being a freak sooner or later and shut that shit down so it won't matter 😔
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I'm alive!!!!
#sometimes I just do other internet things instead of tumblr haha#but I am good!!#it's been busy#also I had my birthday#I am now in EARLY FORTIES#next year it will be MID#what is life#it's just weird how time works#and how you have to spend so much of your life being really bad at it!!!!#it would be nice if we could live longer just so you could have more time to benefit from life lessons you've learned#although probably we would just find new and more inventive ways of screwing things up#as you do#I'm still really addicted to Stardew Valley#it's never lasted this long so I'm not sure if I should be concerned#but I have also been doing a lot of reading#work has slowed down so that's good#also I have been weirdly into watching professional football this fall#not a specific team#just kind of overall#like I have a handful of teams whose fates mildly interest me#I think it's because there is this guy on YouTube who is doing a series called If the NFL Was Scripted#and I am just amazed at how he has created an entire lore#based around events that he actually can't predict or plan#ANYWHO#today I have sooooo much painting to do!!#it's ridiculous#I thought I was past this part of home renovation#but here we are#it's sucky painting too#lots and lots of trim
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pressed bc was on my run today such a perfect day having a great time nice and easy but my HR was high enough that i actually started feeling it and was feeling so off that i stopped at 4 and walked the rest of the way home.... I probably overdid it a little bit yesterday (run + bike) given i did run a half at probably 85% effort on saturday and the marathon 2.5weeks ago but rlly I've been feeling totally fine!!!! but i also don't rlly want to mess up my recovery or comeback or whatever so obvi good to take it easy.... Anyway I'm gonna go rake leaves to appreciate the fall weather but everyone just know i am IRRITATED BY THIS!!!!!!! I just wanna run around!!!!!!!!!!
#it's not like im trying to do speedwork or anything#Ok also can I say I don't understand when ppl r like. U should do most of ur training in z2#If i ran most of my miles in z2 I would be bored out of my fucking skull and also running soooo slow#I think my HR zones have always been like. A little bit high tho. Idk I don't do HR training and I know watches have drift#Tetrapod runs#I said I'd chillax on the running blogging post marathon but now im like well I might register for this one next June#Which means I gotta figure out my offseason plan bc i really do not feel diminished desire to run LOL I want to run MORE!!!!!!#But anyway might start doing plates at the y.... Might try and swim a little more bc i liked that for my tri#Hope we get proper snow this winter so I can XC SKI!!!!#also for the record i took 8 days no running post marathon then like ran 2x the week before half#And then 4mi day before half then half#And since then I've taken 2 days off and 3 days ET....#Idk in my head I was like oh I'm kinda trying to reverse the taper in terms of mileage#But gotta be chiller than that....its just how I feel.....#Also tbf i kinda want my base daily mileage to be 5 not 3 so I don't rlly want to drop down to running 3s like I was.... A year n change ag#Oh my other guess is slight dehydration#My mom might say I'm not eating enough but I am eating like the same as always and proper fueling has never rlly been an issue#So i don't think its that..... Probably a lil dehydrated and then still race recovery#Ah. The body. on the plus side this pair of jeans I love fits way better than they ever have before
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