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turtleblogatlast · 9 months ago

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Don’t think I ever quite said what my LGBTQ+ headcanons are for the boys, so these are my current thoughts! Always changing of course but this is what I feel most strongly right now.

#rottmnt #rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles #rottmnt headcanons #rise donnie #rise leo #rise mikey #rise raph #donnie and leo’s sexualities being practically swapped was unintentional but it works way too well #same with mikey and raph tbh it was a happy accident #anyway I kinda hc raph as the type who doesn’t care about physical appearance just if you fight lol #Mikey’s more than happy with friends and family #Donnie is a BIG romantic but he needs time to sus a person out fully before he gets the hots for them #leo meanwhile isn’t keen on romance unless it’s with someone he grows to really really REALLY trust #I could go on and probably will later (knowing me) but it is late and I am tired haha #turtle art tag #curious as to what everyone else headcanons #the only one of these I’ll defend forever is Bi (female-leaning) donnie and trans leo #all the others can change over time but I really like where they’re sitting right now #I hope these are the right flags too because it was kinda hard to find them #went looking for transmasc flag in particular but I couldn’t find a solid agreed upon version 😭#ngl a big part of why I hc mikey as aro is because of a pun #my phone often misspells aromantic as aromatic and- and you get it- because aromatic herbs and- and Mikey is a chef do YOU GET IT #note that while I hc leo as bisexual (male-leaning) I still think he’s prob closer to demi in that as well just not as far into the spectrum #if that makes sense #headcanons are fun and hard to narrow down at the same time alas #I made this in like an hour can you tell djjdjd #I drew them all from memory so if there’s anything wrong…shhh #and if you’re wondering for April and Splinter #Both are Bisexual (female-leaning) but April is also Panromantic #I almost wanna make Splinter demiromantic too so Big Mama’s betrayal hits just a bit harder

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spontaneousglitterbees · 2 years ago

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#genuinely i didnt do this on purpose i was just very tired when i went to draw yesterday and did pose practice instead of new comic #but then i see franz kafka trending this morning and i remembered this hellsite has the most arbitrary holidays i love it #dr draws #danganronpa #dr #ndrv3 #drv3 #kokichi ouma #ouma kokichi #kokichi oma #oma kokichi #glittersart #TAPP AU #if you want it doesnt have to be #but i am working on an ask about how everyone is holding up post-sim #mostly in writing if thats alright bc im not positive yet how to draw out the story i want to tell #and therein is a small headcanon that kokichi kinda. for several reasons has a bit more intense a time than most of his classmates #and sometimes he Needs to sleep at arbitrary times during the school day. if he wont do it voluntarily he'll just kinda faint-#- which is especially frustrating for him because the lack of control and his inherent distrust of most people fuel his paranoia-#- and over time he designates a couple of Probably Secure places around campus that he can sleep if his dorm is too far.#ive started setting it up (itll take a lot of drawing to explain it all) but one of them is the animal shed #i do want to try actively to write about Students Who Aren't Kokichi but this all did start bc im kinda fixated atm #actually i think kokichi has been in all of the comics so far. like at least appeared #which will probably continue to be true as kokichis brand of pranking #('i put a kick-me sign on kaitos back and when saihara sees it theyll have an excuse to talk. all according to plan.')-caliber #is a nice device to crash characters into eachother like bumper cars

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multiversal-pudding · 1 month ago

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…Hey. Hey.

If the Roblox “noob” skin technically represents like. The concept of a “straight up out of the box new player pre getting accessories and stuff” new Roblox Player (despite the current starting outfit technically being something else-whatever-)

…Would a technically-The-Most-Accurate Poob Humanization look like a guy who’s just Uncannily Average save for the fact they’re a little goofy? Like. “Emmet from Lego Movie”, but also ��Guy who’s so average looking they’re basically an SCP in that even if you tried describing them while staring straight at them you couldn’t do it, couldn’t remember their face after looking away, somehow fits everyone’s independent perception of what ‘average guy’ would look like perfectly even when those same people have wildly differing ideas of what a Perfectly Average Guy would look like, despite having the same face for both of them. Actually, is it the same face? Can you say that for sure? We have the photos right here- Why is it so hard to double check? There’s hundreds of photos from hundreds of different parties over the years- Why do the drawings keep coming out so different when they work off the same photos, then? Why does the face never seem to change? Why is the only thing anyone can remember, aside from a fun-loving party animal with a big smile, a lack of defining characteristics?

…Oh also they’ve got a party hat. That’s pretty consistent actually”

#This post brought to you by ‘it’s 3 am I have face blindness and I’m Very Tired #Is this anything? hell if I know #regretevator poob #regretevator #party noob #poob regretevator #Like.#like. listen I know it’s probably not accurate or ehatever #plus honestly I kinda like the idea of Poob as a funky little Wander Woy toon guy better #but like. going strictly by humanization standards #And like. the idea of the one character in a whole menagerie of crazy designs/pos #ranging from inanimate object to banana dog centaur to 2d image #where even Pest has been redesigned to stand out a bit more with changed text and stuff #We have Poob. who is defined by being a default skin #…That could be a fun concept tbh #idk maybe I’m just Tired #multi rambles #multi posts

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dreamtydraw · 3 months ago

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Entering depressed dreamty wave era of the month, I’ll excuse myself for being moody, I randomly feel like crying on the floor.

#so uh you know when you realize you have a patern and smell that you’re approaching a period where you’ll feel extremely low ?#that me rn #I’m starting to feel weird and i’m self aware enough to know that mean I’m slowly falling under a wave of negative feelings and that at any #given moment I’ll be having an emotional meltdown #so like I’m feeling a bit sad but I know that soon i’ll feel BIG sad #kinda like seing the water dissapearing on a beach and knowing a tsunami approach #so I’ll excuse myself in advance for being emotionally tired and in general constantly sad #i know i’m very open on this blog about moments where I feel down #but I don’t want to be seen as ‘the girl who can’t shut up about being sad’#i can’t shut up in general #so i do end up not closing my mouth when feeling strong emotion of sadness #also i need a therapist but for personal reasons can’t get one #which sucks #am I trauma dumping here ? definetly #will I’ll probably delete this later out of shame ? surely #that a lot of tags because i don’t feel like saying this out loud on text #I think i’m annoying #most of the time I’m sure that I am #lacking self confidence suck #anyway #dreamty’s ramble #tw vent #vent

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banana-pancake5 · 5 months ago

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IM BACK.

#I kinda just disappeared for a week without a word but hi guys I’m here now :D #I’m so tired so I probably won’t make are for a tad bit but I am so excited to finish my Artfight drawings #art*#hiiiiiii #rando ramblings

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darthyolk · 2 months ago

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I've finally finished my first boss for my demon hunting game Judgement Nights! A guard dog for a much stronger demon, Grub keeps their secret safe and hidden from all mortal or demonic eyes

#I hope the notes help to understand what I was trying to go for hehe #Judgement Nights as a system hasn't really been tested by players yet. Just me.#I haven't played enough ttrpgs to know if something like this has been done before or not but something like it probably does lmao #think original fallouts if all of your allies shared one turn instead of being sorted into a turn order. If it was all just your guy's turn #And you had to balance using your AP wisely because whatevers left over you can use to counter the opponents turn!!#I hope that makes some sense I've been writing for a minute now and am kinda tired I'll probably go more in depth in another post #this post was supposed to be abt Grub but now its abt the combat as a whole woopsie :3 #Grub needs just a bit more polish but I'm really happy I've gotten this far. Used to kinda be a far out idea but now that a Demons characte #sheet is right in front of me it feels almost surreal #First time designing a Tabletop game from the ground up and not basing it off an existing ip/ converting a video game into a tabletop #(even though its still very video game inspired taking a good bit from Devil May Cry)#indie ttrpg #Judgement Nights #ttrpg

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nervocat · 6 months ago

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man.

#💭 — ⌗nervo rambles . ★#gonna say I'm venting a bit (kinda of a lot)#but I may seem selfish from this and let me say now ik everyone was putting themselves first (which is a very good thing)#but having three mutuals deactivate their accounts within I think two months or so??#I rlly don't like to be negative and I might also take a break from Tumblr (as much as I love posting here #so I'm still unsure if I'll even stick to that) bc of how negative I've been lately #I just don't want to keep venting and putting that on everyone so #but yeah I just. It makes me sad to see old/new mutuals go #I never thought I'd have to like #witness it #Idk #I've cried over losing them all and it feels rlly silly but I mean idk #I (try to — my feelings with crying are iffy and I hate admitting I do cry) not cry over everything but I just can't word stuff rn #might be posting less/not posting at all for the next few days or so #I'm gonna be busy in July anyways so it's probably better to just say that now #sorry guys I'm just dealing with some stuff mentally lately (an example being gender dysphoria but I can't even word the stuff going on #not to sound like I'm overexaggerating bc I rlly don't wanna seem like I am. It's nothing too serious so don't #be worried at all pls I'm ok enough I won't just disappear)#I just wish I could have alone time in my room with my cats without my family bugging me for a few days #It's tiring atp #I wanna lock myself up just to recooperate and figure out how to deal with certain things the best I can #anyways yap fest over I'm gonna go play wuwa and build Jinshi more #sorry for venting again 🫡🫡

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thevegetablewhichnoonedaresname · 23 days ago

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tonight I go to bed grateful not to be in my bnha phase right now

#pickle pontificates #oh boy. i see stuff starting to blow up over there right now #i have many feelings and thoughts about that series and the amount of good it did for me cannot be underestimated #but i was starting to get a bit frustrated with it around when the war arc started #and i sort of fizzled out in interest #and i stopped keeping up with the manga around the traitor reveal i think #it's bittersweet because on the one hand i cannot say enough about the good it did me #it influenced my real life and studies and hobbies in kind of a big way #but on the other hand i don't feel great about the direction it went #and I'm glad I didn't have to be disillusioned while i was in the middle of fangirling and fixating and whatever else #I'd also rather not be involved in whatever discourse I keep catching whiffs of #seeing that was always the most exhausting part of trying to scavenge the fandom and i am too tired for that #yeah. i guess I'm just glad i got to spend time with it when i did and also that I'm doing other stuff now #watch me talk about media like it's my ex rofl #not entirely wrong though... pretty sure I have seriously and directly compared reading dungeon meshi to falling in love on here #and that's been the case with other things. i fall fast and i fall hard and then we have a passionate affair for a few months to a year #and then we amicably agree to be friends with benefits forever and I move on to the next one #(at least with stuff I really like)#bnha is more of an ex that I had a great time with who taught me a lot but I'm kinda only stalking them on social media once in a while #and they're sorta expressing some mildly concerning political opinions that I probably should've seen coming #but they really weren't that much of a problem back then so it's not like i could've really done anything about it #(this is totally different from the way i do relationships irl which is that i don't and haven't ever)

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front-facing-pokemon · 1 year ago

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#bonus under the cut where they're just a tiny bit closer because i couldn't decide which one was better #lairon #lairon is also pretty good. they have this Really big nose thing happening here which i'm not sure if it's supposed to be a nose or not #but it definitely looks like one from this angle. it definitely Looks like they're snifsnifsnifsniffing that kind of vibe #even though it's kinda on the top of their head. either way lairon is a steel-type and that's inherently cool #i very much like steel-types that look less like Objects or Mechanisms and more like Creatures. Animals. but that's just my personal taste #notably it's also part rock-type because reasons i guess so 4x weakness to fighting my belovèd. just like weavile #and ground also. but at least the rock typing nullifies steel's weakness to fire! in exchange for. a weakness to water #ahh well i dunno anything about the stats of this bitch. i assume they're good and very tanky because steel-type but i'm not #gonna look it up. i usually do but i am tired this morning and i need to just get some coffee and take my meds so i can call someone to #come pick me up and take me to fedex because i don't have a fucking car anymore and also driving is very scary and hard #probably my grandma. which is ironic because she's the one i sold my car to. she'd be taking me to fedex in my own car‚ technically #i dunno y'all. i need to work‚ too‚ so i should probably stop writing. y'all have a good day. brits out there take care with the heat wave #if that's still going on by the time this posts

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running-in-the-dark · 2 months ago

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the only things I've done recently are:

sleeping

making random things with paper maché

playing Plague Inc.

#in order of time spent doing them. I think #idk. it's kinda fun. but dear god I am so tired and everything is exhausting and I would like to be able to do like. a few more things maybe #I'm fully obsessed with paper maché tho lol. it's so stupid how fun it is #and I started playing Plague Inc for the first time since before 2020. for probably obvious reasons.#it's pretty fun on the Switch too even though the text is a bit small #oh! and I've been listening to audiobooks pretty much whenever I'm awake #except when watching Taskmaster or Gilmore Girls with my husband lol #personal

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1eyedstar · 3 months ago

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:3

(☆w눈)/ its been awhile

I've missed being here 🥺

#definitely going to have fun reblogging stuff again 🤭#I haven't really drawn much but I did do a meme redraw one #currently been playing dynasty warriors 7 XL and started playing dbz fighterz again. I want to try online battle but I'm kinda scared 😭.#I'm such a beginner. minus that I've been having fun playing the story/ also against the cpus in the arcade mode but they be beating my ass #also this is my first time playing a DW game and I love it ♡. Ofc the samurai warriors games will always hold a special place in my heart 🥰#but im really am enjoying DW7(XL)#oh yeah I forgot not that long ago I got into Kaiju no. 8!!! I love it so much 🥺🫶. And Kafka is my beloved 😭🥰 iLhsm #(I even made a new oc cause of how much I fell for KN8 🤭) she currently has no name.#I'm getting tired 🥱 but I'll probably rb stuff for a bit #if you read this far you really shouldn't have 🤭🫶 I appreciate you for hearing me ramble lol.

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thecherrygod · 7 months ago

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replicasoul · 10 months ago

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pain garbage

hate that even w/ all the pain meds in the world i end up sleeping like 4 hours, and All of it is Bad Sleep. so within like 3 hrs of being awake, the body just fucking Collapses like. im trying to. do Anything rn, even just to pass the time bc i KNOW i cant try to sleep yet (cant take Too many pain meds over short amt of time) and im just *is tired* *is tired* *is tired* *is tired* *is tired* *is tired* like a ping over and over like. yes i Know, body. i cant do shit about that until ive waited long enough and can take pain meds again to Attempt Sleep again. please shut up and let me exist for a little bit

#not sure why im typing this up here #probably bc im exhausted and annoyed about that and it feels like theres very little Anything i can actually Do atm #but i sure can Complain #i will never stop being jealous of ppl who can just be like 'hm. im kinda tired. i think ill sleep for a little bit'#like How. how can you just Do That. whenever you want. how can you sleep 8-10 hrs a night. i miss that so goddamn much #i know i should know this already but i keep re-learning that I Am Disabled and that Being Disabled: Fucking Sucks

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arcadequeerz · 11 months ago

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Oh mind electric we're really in it now.

#Cade.Txts #i think about tht song all the time.#when they say: Someone help me / Understand what's Going on Inside my Mind! / Doctor I can't tell if I'm Not Me!#I felt tht shit #like man.................me too.#idk tht bit of lyrics has always kinda hit me hard specifically.#Anyways how is everyone doin. sorry I don't ;ost much anymore.#I am posting on my stimblog mostly now BHINJGFDNI if u wanan see stimboards check it out.#im doing a series of stimboards on my favorite pokemon #so far got two boards out already d:)#Wanna keep working on it but i should also make gifs of stuff.#been kind of stressed by shit lately thts unrelated. worried about bigfoot.#he's been acting weird lately. real sluggish n tired. his teeth are bad- n we need to take him to get them checked #but it cost like. 600 to just get a few teeth taken from our dog frankie.#s o. -slides stimboard commission post on my stimblog- /nf #dont like advertising it. feels weird making things for money but if he does need teeyh removed #idk any other way i could make money for it.#hes just got me worried. he's a old man- even tho i always forget he is-#thinking about losing him scares me. am probably rly over thinking shit- he's old course he sleeps n lays around a lot.#but im stil worried.#ANYWHO. stimboard grind 24/7

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piningpercussionist · 1 year ago

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Aside from the delicate touch of a redhead and borderline infidelity, did you get Ramona anything for her birthday?

".... Shit."

Kim stares blankly at her phone for a moment, unsure how to proceed. Did she know that? Did she know it was Ramona's birthday? She tried to recall but kept drawing up blanks. Had she not told them her birthday?

Maybe the panic was making her forget.

Kim bites her lip as she pockets her phone, leaving the ask unanswered; she'd give them some vague non-answer and verbal attack another time. Apparently, she has a birthday girl to tend to.

The guilt feels light enough to ignore now anyhow, as she shuts off the water fully and moves towards the door; she tries not to doubt that Ramona will make her forget about it entirely.

But as her hand reaches for the knob, she hears approaching footsteps, and goes still...

#pine.txt #asks #anon #rp #kim pine #sp comic #spvtwtg #spto #spvtw #ramona flowers #kimona #ship stuff #flowersfromtheapple #(ooc: wow these are taking so long to do as a unit. just. ages. i dont even wanna know how many hours ago the voltfruit ask was initially +#(+ drafted at this stage. but im gonna. anyway hope these were at least interesting done this way? sorry if not lol)#(ooc: was trying something. might have lost the thread a little in the scramble though. so idk how often anyone can expect this)#(ooc: also bc i forget if i talk about it in other tags- i kinda hc that kim answers with video messages usually. that's not the case w +)#(+ these obviously. for the blog i mean if that wasnt clear. i feel like it makes some since just in a making sure she comes across right +#(+ way. A fair bit of Kim's responses to things are added by the body language i feel- if you want how she actually feels anyway.)#(ooc: i probably have other support i can craft for this but i am very tired)#(answer tweaked to reflect flowersfromtheapple's reply elsewhere!)#(if someone wanted to take that seriously for some reason as a canon inconsistency- my recommendation is Save Corruption)#(mostly bc this isnt a memory that it would even remotely make sense for gideon or alter or something?)#(to not or)#SP New Years Party

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lovecrazedpup · 11 months ago

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just had one of the worst cries of my life i think

#going out soon but idk im just so full of anxiety n everything sucks #ive been throwing up since like 3am too bc im so anxious #like i fucked up last night and it hasnt left my mind #n then i have to join a discord and get interviewed and play a game that i find terrifying bc itll make him happy (first world problems ik)#and now i have to go out to lunch today #which would be great but !!#my jeans are a tiny bit tighter than they usually are which means i gained weight !!!! i havent eaten today so its not bloating !!!#and then i went into the bathroom to look at myself and i saw how bad my eyebags are so i went to put on makeup #but i looked fucking stupid so i took it off and now im just sitting here kinda bawling over how ugly i am #i fucking hate it !! im so disgusting #im so tired i just want to kms and cut #how am i meant to talk to him when i cant stop crying and how am i meant to go outside like this #like im never gonna post my face here but u guys rlly dont know how gross i look #god im gonna meet him in like 4 months dude i fucking cant hes gonna find me so repulsive im going to cry #wtf do i do im so fucked nothing is going to save me #hes just gonna spend like 3 days with me probably fuck me and then just leave me i fucking know it #its so over man its so fucking over someone just run me over with a car #jamie.txt

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