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I would love to know why the hell tumblr keeps reblogging stuff i meant for my blog in this one 🤦
#i pay so much attention fr#it's not too much of an issue when im just reblogging but for some reason it always reblogs here when i want to add tags#im really sorry for doing this all the time tumblr is just not cooperating#light#adm light
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So there’s this guy…. *twirls hair*
#my art#legend of korra#tlok#amon#lieutenant#I love him so much he deserves better#a small glimpse into lieutenant’s twisted mind#his ahh is not paying attention#just like me fr#lieumon#their ship name is cute I pronounce it as lemon in my head
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ok so idk if anyone remembers this sketch i posted of angel crowley a while back but i Also colourblocked it and since i will not be finishing it anytime soon i thought i might as well post it too. Here u go
#fearandhatred#fearandart#inspired by brba iykyk#also now that i think about it. this is a very good lesson in using shapes to colour instead of just blending#bc why does it look so good.#i simply don't have the skillset to complete a full coloured drawing much less a gore one 😭 give me ten years#i didn't even fully pay attention to the skull anatomy when i did this those are just random lines fr#tw body horror#tw gore#tw fake blood#pls tell me if i need any other tws lol#good omens#crowley#good omens fanart#q
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sits up in bed. so lana and ema definitely thought they were responsible for edgeworth "choosing death", right?
(the rest of this post was supposed to go in the tags, because it's not very well organised or written, but it got too long so. here are the slightly edited tags for your reading pleasure (or otherwise)):
i was going to make this solely about ema because she's the obvious one with her open adoration of edgeworth, but the thing about rfta is that it goes to great lengths to emphasise the connection between lana and edgeworth as well.
the sl-9 incident showed that lana grows attached to people deeply, hence angel starr's comment on how, when neil marshall died, 'she (lana) felt like her own brother had died.' with edgeworth, i think it was similar but worse. because he's not just a coworker or subordinate who's dear to her. he saved her life. and it cost him his own.
at the beginning of the case, edgeworth says he was mistaken for thinking that lana was always looking out for him post sl-9 (a statement interesting on its own because that's when everyone else says she grew distant), and, later on, he brings ema fingerprinting powder because lana asked him to. then, of course, there's the 'lady luck' comment he makes.
similarly, on lana's side, you obviously have the end of the trial when she says he did well, but there's also that additional moment post-trial where she's the only one to notice — in a group comprising her, ema, phoenix and gumshoe — that he's 'hiding', listening to their conversation. point is, there's enough to suggest that she might have been the nearest thing edgeworth had to a mia; his 'chief prosecutor' to phoenix's plain 'chief'. they're as close as two people can be in a relationship where one of them is constantly lying and the other is von karma's star pupil.
rfta is pretty straightforwardly depicted as the case which solidified edgeworth's resolve to do what he did; i don't think i have to prove that. rumours about him have reached new heights, his car and knife were involved in goodman's murder, he makes an unprecedented mistake in court by failing to connect the evidence room and carpark incidents, thus forcing the chief of police to enter the trial to do so himself, and he's publicly revealed to have relied on falsified evidence to secure a conviction in the sl-9 case, all of which only happened because of lana. jake marshall even claims that from the beginning — that if you trace edgeworth's rumours back to their source, you end up meeting one person: lana skye.
and it gets worse because at the end of rfta, she thinks he's fine!! she literally says, 'i was afraid the pressure would break you, but you rose above it,' and reminds him he's nothing like gant because he's not alone. she leaves the case thinking he will be okay. and then, what, like a week passes, and she finds out that he wasn't, and that he's gone, and it's her fault. even after she was freed from gant's control, even after she had finally stopped lying, she couldn't prevent herself from claiming another life. so much for 'lady luck', i suppose.
and the game reiterates this multiple times. gumshoe states at the start that edgeworth's ties to those higher up in the department have made him the subject of constant rumours, and phoenix says (in front of ema) that he shouldn't be held responsible for the forged evidence because that was all lana's doing, which then leads to edgeworth commenting (again in front of ema) that he feels as though 'something inside him has died.' it all goes back to lana. we can argue and say that it was technically gant's doing that caused all of this, but lana still took actions that led to it. even her complicated friendship with edgeworth isn't spared; it's that closeness between them that exacerbated those rumours. how could she not feel responsible in some way?
and with ema, it's rather obvious, isn't it? if she hadn't gone poking her nose into things, none of this would have happened or come to light. and, of course, she'd never choose anyone over her sister, not for anything in the world — it's simply not a question, but that's the problem, isn't it? it's not a question. it's not some hypothetical moral dilemma. it just is. she may not have killed neil marshall, but she still has one king of prosecutor's blood on her hands. and now she has to live with that. she just. has. to live with it. no matter if he chose otherwise.
moving on from that a little, i think it's actually wild how much of ema's journey to becoming a forensics investigator is paved with bad memories. neil marshall's death and her subsequent inability to testify are what drives her to begin pursuing it, her first proper investigation results in her idol's "death" and when she finally graduates, the person who saved her sister has been disbarred, and she can't even help because she isn't allowed to. all that pain and constant pursuit of her goals, and she's still the same ema skye, still that girl shrouded in darkness, always one step behind the truth, one step a little too late. no wonder she was angry in aa:aj. i would be furious.
#and then like a year later they find out edgeworth's fine and if that happened to me i think i would kill him fr#WKSHDKAHDKS#lana skye#ema skye#miles edgeworth#the skye sisters' relationship with one dramatic depressed prosecutor is something that can be so personal...#ive literally never thought this much about lana or ema ever. they never occupy my thoughts but somehow.#everyone else: man edgeworth's vanishing must have had a real impact on franziska and phoenix. me: what about these 2 side characters who#technically only appeared once in the whole trilogy. in a dlc. what about them.#it's actually so interesting how much lana is set up to be important to edgeworth. phoenix even says she reminds him of mia and when i#first read that i was like ??? bc of the scarf? there's more to mia than a scard phoenix. but then you pay attention to how she interacts#with edgeworth and it's like oh. i see it now. and then she disappears forever.#mind you i dont think she or ema were like. destroyed by the news of edgeworth's supposed passing. not in the way phoenix was anyway.#for better or worse both lana and ema are shown to have a tight hold over themselves emotionally speaking. lana keeps a lid on them for#years and ema is told she might have killed neil by accident and is functional after a brief faint and recess. like those women are strong.#but i do think it would have had a deep impact regardless of how well they were able to cope. like i've said i dont see how it wouldnt.#anyway this concludes my rfta moment. time to go back to being unable to say a thing about susato-san even though she occupies my every#waking moment. if you read all this ily <3#it's also past midnight so if this is all a bit everywhere im sorry
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She wails as though a part of her has died.
oh man. i picked up the sidestory to @just-a-carrot's five-arc horror epic a couple days ago and i'm so glad i did. i'll probably be talking nonstop and/or drawing about it for days
there's a handful of whiteboard doodles with other characters under the cut, but rly i just wanted to pay a homage to the scene that hit me the hardest... enjoy
#theres already PARAGRAPHS upon paragraphs in my partners dms over this freaking thing but like listen to me (jingle jingle) PAY ATTENTION#i feel like i have to add that visual novels arent really something i take interest in at all this one jus JUMPED me#i actually played the side piece (our cinderella) first + was so in love with the writing i went to check out the main story. worth it#and i DEFINITELY won't be able to fit everything i want to say in the tags but its so refreshing to read/play thru a novel where the protag#are regular ass adults. like middle class thirty year olds barely breaking even. and that still get sappy unapologetically.#need more stories like this fr#that aside it's been fucking crazy to look at iggy's character arc through his eyes considering yk.. everything.#theres no universal asexual experience or anything but sometimes there'd be a line in there that made me like. sit up and go damn what the#i did that. i do that.#it's. i cant explain it in depth in the tags its about the way topics are skirted around and the realization that something is#uncomfortable in a way you werent expecting it to be. or even on your radar. theres so much#ugh. im unwell. anyways.#dewdles#our wonderland#gidget bordelle#iggy maxwell#genzou#genzou ichihara#cecil- does cecil have a last name??? cecil.#blood#injury#ask to tag
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the writers on here making the miguel fics need to remember his fangs inject paralytic venom hes not a real vampire it was just a joke in the movie 😭
oh but i still want him to bite me don’t get me wrong idgaf if they have venom 🤷🏾♀️🤷🏾♀️
#the copious amounts of smut i’ve seen with this man and the fangs is crazy#y’all need to tone it DOWN wheres the fluff omg??#there’s like so many smut x reader fics clogging the miguel o’hara tag and people can express their creative liberties or whatever but it’s#getting CRAZY#like why is almost nobody talking about his character and writing an analysis on him#AND WHY ARE SO MANY FICS WRITING HIM TO BE SOME FERAL AND MEAN BEAST#firstly it’s feels racist to write a brown latino man that way.#second it feels fetishiz-y with how people only sexualize the fuck outta him and talk about nothing else when it comes to him#to add onto that people are drawing him with a MUZZLE on#at first all this didn’t really register in my head as bad but after seeing so much i see it 😭#also some spanish speakers have said people are using incorrect spanish when writing dialogue for him and thats kinda funny#don’t use google translate please 💀#miguel o’ hara#spiderman 2099#across the spiderverse#i also saw someone say miguel would not be a good partner or something and i just know you didn’t pay attention#and i wont go into why because its spoilers but we have seen him be soft and happy with someone he cares about it’s just trauma that has#made him mean and depressed#he was obviously projecting onto miles in the movie when he acted like that let’s be fr#why am i writing a novel down here idk i just wanted to talk about it a little#i love the smut (trust me) but pleaaseee don’t start being fetishize-y
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quick cross doodle<333
#art#my art#utmv#xtale#xtale cross#xtale sans#cross sans#cross!sans#cross#two drawings in a week? more likely than i thought lmao HHHH#fr i almost forgot i had this in my drafts omg HGGHGJ#i didn't look twice at the wonky anatomy so don't pay too much attention to it either HHH >:'D#i just drew the head and thought of the pose afterwards which is an extremely bad idea when you suck at bodies HGHGJGHGJ#my poor bby i did him so dirty SOB 😔 </3#anyways uhh catch this doodle and until next time!! byyye >:D <333
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just did 9,999 damage to a weak point with a fully charged bow 💅
#in the hossberg wetlands straight up 'killing it' and by 'it' let's just say. the gloom howler.#no but fr is that a glitch?? i always hit weak points and i don't think i've seen that much before??#i hit 3k-8k on the regular depending on the charge level + enemy type + buffs/bonuses (there are.. so many)#actually maybe once i have seen it do that much?? just last night against a dragon's belly. hmm. maybe i haven't been paying attention#i'm playing on normal difficulty btw and i'm level forty something#anyways.txt#jasmine plays datv
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people in the comments of georgie & mandy's first marriage clips keep pissing me tf off, saying shit like "why do i suddenly not like missy" & saying she's being mean/bad/a brat/etc ... & it's like GOD FORBID the child who's been ignored her whole life, JUST LOST HER FATHER, had her twin brother move several states away & her older brother move out (+ a mom who's distracted dealing w her own grief) MIGHT NOT BE ACTING LIKE A PICTURE PERFECT CHILD! not to mention she's literally a teenage girl, like wtf do you want from her -
#( a pathological people pleaser // ooc )#(like leave her alone shut up!!!! she's been through enough!!!!)#(people on the internet when traumatized teenage girls act like traumatized teenage girls: 😮😮😮)#(where's that one post ...)#(but no fr don't piss me off - ALSO LIKE its literally canon missy acts out after george passes like tbbt established that BEFORE#either of the spin-offs existed so???)#(i don't pay much attention to tbbt stuff BUT THESE PEOPLE DO- SO LIKE-)
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i looove listening to a new group and not understanding anything they say😭
#i just love their accents tho#but fr it took me like. 7 yrs to understand hozier (mainly bc i didnt pay too much attention for a few yrs)#so idk how long its gonna take me to understand more than 2 lines per song of kneecap :/#z xarre
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it's been soooo long since i was forced to endure some dude condescending to me about hip hop i don't care about in the passenger seat of his car omfgODDD
i accidentally called Lupe Fiasco "mainstream" before I immediately clarified and used the word "known" and this dude harped on it for so fuckin long jfCHRIST. that sort of "Not only do you not know what you're talking about, but now you're getting your ignorance on ME" kinda harping on it.
apparently Lupe Fiasco doesn't count as anything even approaching mainstream because he "doesn't sell" and when I looked at him, fucking incredulous, I asked idk how many times "Are you saying people don't know Lupe Fiasco? Hip-hop doesn't know Lupe Fiasco???" for him to finally STFU and at that point it wasn't even a conversation I wanted to be in anymore lmao
all this because he just had to talk about how Eminem is a more culturally appropriate rapper than Drake because he wrote the song White America (me summarizing but I don't really care for his opinion anymore lol), like it's some revelation that I would never have connected the dots on 😂 all this because he just needed to know I was paying attention to his music
....anyway, I need a new ride to and from rehearsals 😅
#just thoughts#music#mannnn i aint gonna pretend im some fuckin hip hop historian#but i dont need some new male acquaintance who feels this need to Educate Me on a genre i actively listen to#fuck outta here lmao#come back to me when you stop thinking that listening to mike posner and justin bieber on top of#the old school rnb makes you an eclectic listener lol#try again when you play something TRULY strange new or interesting#that's the only way I'll pay attention now#and i usually love discussing music with new people to be fucking clear 😂😂#idek how many good music conversations ive had with drivers I'll never see again#so this is someone failing the vibe check spectacularly fr fr#i have so much music to listen to and this just made lupe the least of priority to me lmao
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oh man not me crying over this week's skip and loafer 😭😭😭
#rei rambles#skip and loafer#mako giving a one sentence review of yuzu's art only to come back and be so effusive to her middle school friends#and say all the things yuzu was telling mitsumi bc mako was!! paying attention!!!!!!! 😭😭😭💖💖💖 THEY SHOULD DATE AWH#or kanechika saying he cant imagine himself not screenwriting but still being so obviously nervous to hear the reviews!!!!#like he's been doing this since he was a kid and he will always always still be vulnerable after putting his heart & soul into something 😭#and then shima and his kid brother and how keiri only started crying when he knew he was safe with his nii-chan aaaAAAHHH 😭😭😭#and it was so funny how they did that with the both of them looking at each other back and forth with the slow zoom 😂😂#this anime is SO GOOD#the way mitsumi gets a little honesick bc everyone else has middle school friends to visit them#but they all convene together for some time to themselves too#and mako bought churros for all of them including mika-chan I LOVE THESE GIRLS' FRIENDSHIP SO MUCH#ugh fr i cried hahaha overly considerate kids will never not pull at my heartstrings
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where is purpled’s mcc team 🗣️🗣️🗣️
#i don’t even pay much attention to him or mcc anymore but he’s just so fun to watch play esp mcc#need to know who he’s playing w fr#ash.txt
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also re: what i just said. that’s fr happening to paul and chani dune in a small way. i saw a tiktok the other day saying they had “friend chemistry” and that the kissing scenes were “awkward”. and frankly that person made me so mad i did consider deleting the app again. it doesn’t matter. anyway. the romance is not the center of that story ergo it did not even need to be huge and impressive. secondly the only reason you’re saying they had “friend chemistry” is because you are too obsessed with these actors personal lives to see any character they play as a character. you’re spidermanpilled. thirdly you’re a hater kys. when they make their debut in the timeless video remake then you’ll see 🙄 you could never understand their toxic divorce swag. some of us understood zendaya’s vision for that character…..
#and also it’s true that dune is not that deep to me so it’s not as if i was doing analysis while watching it#i couldn’t do much of anything while watching it after hour 2 due to i was FILLED with pee at the time#there reached a point in that movie i had to pee so bad i was barely paying attention fr
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"Why?" "Probably because you asked." … "That's all it takes, Griddle? That's all you demand? This is the complex mystery that lies in the pit of your psyche?" ... "That's all I ever demanded."
gideon nav you are the realest mfer out there
#i love her so much its unreal#the core of her character is just.... she loves so much and she just wants to help and have someone pay attention to her#shes so sincere it hurts#also the heavy lifting the word asked is doing#bc yeah... harrow never asks; not genuinely#harrow demands and forces her so... the one time harrow asks; even if its asking her to risk her life and go through immense pain;#she does it#bc hey she asked this time thats all gideon's ever wanted#shes just like me fr...
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For the record: I don’t support nor condone using AI for any art/fandom related purposes. Fandom and fandom art, fic, headcanons, etc are great BECAUSE they are made by real people with unique minds!!!
I think that using AI to create art, fic, character interaction, etc not only discourages the real human creators making art/fic for the fandom by taking attention and support away from them, but it provides a better platform for AI to flourish and eventually become more prevalent, continuing to spread and take attention (and work!!) away from real people. For example, as far as I know, painting AI learns from basically stolen artwork and can be trained to emulate the styles of human artists who have spent YEARS to cultivate their skills and style, then take money and attention away from those people. Plus, there was that whole issue where someone was drawing on twitch and someone stole their wip, put it into one of those AI programs to “finish” it before the actual artist, then demanded credit.
I consider myself to be fairly lucky that my work is not in the mainstream eye and that my style changes constantly, otherwise I’d be genuinely worried that someone might try to use AI to undermine the work I’ve done as an artist that has gotten me to where I am.
Maybe I’m just old and jaded but I’ve watched technology grow and spread over my lifetime, and instead of helping people have better lives, it seems to have a habit of taking peoples’ place in work/life and leaving them to either find other work or just fucking cope. AI is not our friend. It’s not a cute, fun way to make fanart or fic— it’s a robot, not a real artist, or a character created by a unique creative mind.
This post pretty much sums it up🤷🏽
#cedar speaks#discourse#ai discourse#listen I fucking hate ai#I realize this is a full blown rant and some of y’all might disagree with me but I’m not gonna budge on it#using robots to make art and write fic??? literally insane#ai doesn’t ‘make’ anything anyway it just cobbles together the art/writing it’s been given into new configurations#don’t come near me with that shit fr#I’m sorry I would 10000% prefer to either commission an artist or do something myself than to use ai#have y’all been paying attention to how it’s being used??#the WGA made a statement about it too and shit#ai taking the place of actual people is clearly a very real issue#I just am very angery about it#I have loved finding communities of people who love a franchise so much that they come together and make new things#discussing characters and lore and ideas with people is so fun#and it’s fun because every single person has different and interesting ideas#if the future yall ai lovers want means just having to pick from the same dry-ass stolen takes from robots instead of having the experience#of talking to real people and witnessing the wildness of the human mind in action#that’s depressing as fuck#rant
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