#I just am very angery about it

[eredins-a-king-aint-he]

For the record: I don’t support nor condone using AI for any art/fandom related purposes. Fandom and fandom art, fic, headcanons, etc are great BECAUSE they are made by real people with unique minds!!!

I think that using AI to create art, fic, character interaction, etc not only discourages the real human creators making art/fic for the fandom by taking attention and support away from them, but it provides a better platform for AI to flourish and eventually become more prevalent, continuing to spread and take attention (and work!!) away from real people. For example, as far as I know, painting AI learns from basically stolen artwork and can be trained to emulate the styles of human artists who have spent YEARS to cultivate their skills and style, then take money and attention away from those people. Plus, there was that whole issue where someone was drawing on twitch and someone stole their wip, put it into one of those AI programs to “finish” it before the actual artist, then demanded credit.

I consider myself to be fairly lucky that my work is not in the mainstream eye and that my style changes constantly, otherwise I’d be genuinely worried that someone might try to use AI to undermine the work I’ve done as an artist that has gotten me to where I am.

Maybe I’m just old and jaded but I’ve watched technology grow and spread over my lifetime, and instead of helping people have better lives, it seems to have a habit of taking peoples’ place in work/life and leaving them to either find other work or just fucking cope. AI is not our friend. It’s not a cute, fun way to make fanart or fic— it’s a robot, not a real artist, or a character created by a unique creative mind.

This post pretty much sums it up🤷🏽

[wonik1ss]

Ooh To Be Loved — Chaewon

pairing : idol! chaewon x reader

song rec : the way things go - beabadoobee

summary : your feeling like you don’t belong in le sserafim and a certain someone reminds you that you do belong there

Sweat ran down your back as you turned the music back on and got to dancing. Unforgiven promotions had just ended and now your group was about to have their first tour. You couldn’t adjust to some of the little changes in the choero and some of the new ones so you stayed behind to practice.

As the music ended again and you went to turn it back on you saw the time 2:00 am. So you tiredly grabbed your bag and left the practice room. You hopped in your groups van and as the car drove to your dorms your brain wandered.

Were you really meant to debut with these girls? Chaewon was a great leader, Sakura always keep the girls motivated, Yunjin had her vocals, Zuha her dancing and Eunchae had both. But what did you have? You weren’t the best dancer or singer and you were very shy around your members.

So much so that fans were starting to notice. Comments started to pop up saying.

“Is everything ok with Y/n.. she seems distance from her members”

“I’m starting to think she’s just another dozen..”

“Like I said she’s a fill in!”

You new you weren’t supposed to listen to the comments but they were starting to make more and more sense. You were distance and at times you felt like you weren’t performing at your best. So as you pulled up to your dorm you lazily walked to the door. As you opened it you tired to be as quiet as you could as you went to your room.

But when you entered it you were startled to see Chaewon sitting on your bed. Her facial expressions changed from surprised to angery.

“Where were you Y/n you had us all worried!”. The girl jumped up from your bed and as she got closer her face softened. She saw bag under your eyes which were watery, you hair all over the place and sweat coming down your forehead.

“What happened..?”

“Do you think I belong here?”

“What are you talking about..”

“Do you think I deserve to be in this group..”. Chaewon’s lips pouted as she watched tears fall from your eyes. She wiped your cheek as cupped them forcing you to look at her.

“Ofcourse you do.. without you we wouldn’t be Le sserafim.. everytime someone needs help your there everytime a converstaions awkward you make us all laugh anytime we all feel down you cheer us all up.. if we are the solar system Y/n your our sun or one and only star”. The tears started to cascade down your cheeks faster as Chaewon brought you to a hug.

“You don’t know how many times you’ve helped me through some dark times Y/n”. As your broke from the huh Chaewon smiled.

“Now let’s get you to bed.. we need a sun to be well rested right?”. You smiled as Chaewon kissed your forehead and let you go to sleep. The next day Eunchae was spring over you and everyone seemed to be very keen of you. Then you finally noticed. They always had been.

[romeoandjulietyouwish]

How am I just finding out about the VM band AU!!?

Okay I have a list I have a list of Taylor Swift songs that ARE some of the VM coded.

No one can convince me that look what you made me do isn't Percy. Like the lyrics ARE the story of his life. Like 'I made a list of names and yours are in red underlined' 👀 and 'you asked me for a place to sleep, threw me out then threw a feast'?! Like that IS his story with the Briarwoods

The Archer is obviously Vex not just cause she's a ranger but the whole song is about the anxiety of not knowing who you are and who will stay with you, which is very much like our girl here.

Vax is bigger then the whole sky and once I heard it I can't unhear it and I cry everytime. You have the grasp of something that could've been amazing and wonderful but slipped through your fingers before it was able to start. 😭

Keyleth I believe with my whole heart is who's afraid of little old me. Everyone always is underestimating our girl but she has power, she has strength and she has anger in her. This is song is just giving her angery faze.🤌🏻

Scanlan I believe is mirrorball, because he sometimes feels like he is just the pretty shinny funny dude shinning for everyone else and no one steps back and actually gets to know him. IE "what's my mother's name"...

Pike I think is long story short. It's a more upbeat song but actually hold a super deep message and shows that yes things happen bad things and you will often make mistakes but in the end you made it through.

Grog is the best day. We all know Grog love his friends so much and would drop anything to be there for them and the best day I think can illustrate the way him and Pike grew up together when they only had eachother hut also the loyalty he has for his friends.

In conclusion a song that is just Vox Machina as a whole is Long Live. I literally can't listen to this song without thinking of them anymore. All the pieces of it shows their love for eachother and the feeling that they can face anything together (even dragons 😆). I feel like this song would be one they drop during their random drops after they stopped regularly touring and dropping albums as a tribute to the times they had together and a thank you to their fans.

I have a lot of feeling about these obviously and I'm glad to find an appropriate place to share them 😊

y'all, I don't know any of these songs lmaooo. BUT I absolutely love these ideas so much!!!

[ouroboros-hideout]

WIP WHENEVER, WHEREVER

(we are meant to be together shakira shakira)

@olath124 tagged me for this, thanks friend!

Still rather low on content or WIPs I can show but it's something

ART

Don't know if I would call it art actually but I am currently making myself some Discord emojis of Aon aka Knife Queen aka Blorbo Girl.

That's the first one I got done. Because smirking is very important 👆 will do 3 or 4 more I guess. Laughing, something sad, angery and what ever inspiration brings along the way.

VP

The Dogtown Noir pics where fun to do but I noticed real quick that I need a lot of focus to get some good shots. And I don't have that most of the time. I heard there is actually a city outside of Dogtown KEK maybe I will go there next and do some photos 💫

WRITING

Putting this last so no one is forced to read the wall of txt. I still have a lot of unfinished ramblings but nothing that would make sense to show. I started to write some small bits for my own amusement and positive vibes based upon a soft OTP promt list (or what ever it was called). It's only stupid conversations and I think it's nothing for AO3, so probably just throw it here whenever I finished one.

Write about your ship getting dressed up in fancy outfits together:

"Oh my god I hate this so much..."

Aon pulled on his black bolero jacket and looked at herself in the mirror next to the large closet in Kurt's apartment on the top floor of the Sapphire with an unimpressed expression.

"You don't like what I've chosen for you?" Kurt asked, still beeing busy in the bathroom.

"No... yes. I mean. No, I don't like all of this." She grimaced a little more and turned around to look at the elegant suit trousers and expensive shoes she would be wearing tonight.

"Fancy clothes, putting up with brainless snobs at glamorous parties. Pretending to care about what they do and who they are. I really don't know why you like that so much."

"You'll have fun, I'm sure of it." Kurt came back to the main room and took his leather harness, which was still lying on the bed, and put it around his shoulders. He chose a more elegant garment than usual for tonight aswell, as Alyona had demanded, but he wasn't going to abandon all of his military habits.

"I'll have fun at the bar. I know that for sure."

She was still tugging at the jacket, as if she was trying to minimize the revealing neckline of the top.

"And you had to pick something so provocative, didn't you? Well, at least it's not a glittery cocktail dress. You could have worn that yourself."

Kurt laughed heartily at the last comment, took a few steps over to her and fastened the last buttons on the collar of his black shirt.

"You look fantastic."

That didn't really convince her.

"Oh, shut the fuck up. I feel like I'm playing dress-up."

Kurt was now standing behind her, looking in the mirror with her, still smiling.

"Well, in a way, we do, don't we? If you want to get close to your prey, you have to wrap yourself in it´s fur."

Aon let out an amused snort. "You're such a poet Kurt, it's almost unbelievable," she replied sarcastically.

"Still, I'm glad you decided to come along. I don't think it will do you any harm to see something other than the workshop." He put his hands on her hips and leaned forward a little. At least he liked the sight of the two of them in the mirror.

"Hmmm, what I wouldn't give to spend all night fixing that Chimera-Junk gathering dust in your warehouse...", she replied with a playfully dreamy tone.

"You enjoyed the evening at the Totentanz. You can't deny that."

"You're seriously comparing your fancy-pants party to the thing at the Totentanz?"

"It was a party, you didn't want to go and you ended up enjoying it."

"Maybe because even the smallest circute in Maelstrom is a more interesting conversation partner than everyone you've invited today."

Kurt leaned a little closer to her.

"If you decide to stay here after all, I want you to come to every party. Not because I like to see you suffer, but because then I would finally have something to look forward to in the evening. Pleasant company and someone I can rely on."

"Don't get too excited. I might already have a plan to ruin everything."

"That doesn't matter. It would definitely still be a night to remember because you were with me."

Her face twisted into a grimace.

"Damn, you're such a suck-up. No wonder you've got all these snobs eating out of your hand."

"But the difference is that I mean my compliments to you seriously."

Kurt couldn't help but laugh again when he noticed Aon blushing and quickly turning away from the mirror so he wouldn't notice.

"Okay, let's get going. The sooner we get there, the sooner I can say I've tried long enough."

She hastily disengaged from his embrace and walked straight towards the door.

He followerd her right away.

"You stay until the end. I'll tell the bartender to keep you 'entertained'."

Think most of the ppl I would tag have already shown their awesome stuff lately so I will skip this time. See you next time!

[corruptedconfessions]

I hope you're doing okay in these weird times. Know that I love your writing and I hope you're taking care of yourself! <3 Also I've been thinking, what kind of naga and/or dragon do you think yandere!Shigaraki would be? Have a lovely day!!!!<33

I know this is old but thank you anon! <3

Shockingly, I am not dead. Which cannot be said for most of my loved ones. This is over a year old but I'm doing it anyway <3

Dragon Shiggy:

-Angery boi

-I think he would be very confused as to why he is so attached and attracted to you. He's never cared for or even felt anything remotely akin to affection before, and he doesn't know how to cope.

-Plops you down in his hoard and will try to (successfully or unsuccessfully) scare you into staying put

-Fully plans on ignoring you, thinking that just having you in his hoard will get this itch under his skin to go away, to get that nagging constant obsession of you you you out of his fucking head

-It does not.

-He'll make a big show of telling you how you better not cry or get lonely or some shit because hes not going to be your friend or deal with your stupid "human emotions"

-Meanwhile you so much as shift in place and his head is snapping to you, already half crouched into a lunge in case you were hurt and needed saving

-He'll be a little rough at first. Growling at you when you cry out in pain and throwing you around when he wants to snuggle with you but can't figure that out so he thinks you're just in his horde wrong.

-You'll be covered in scratches and bruises from the rough handling, which works him up even more

-Eventually the two of you will figure it out, though. He'll be very very grumpy about his new apparent "weakness" but he can't bring himself to give up the feeling of you snuggled up against him, or pressing his face against you and feeling your warmth, your life

-Be prepared, he is high maintenance after that

-No amount of attention is ever enough; you have to spend every moment of every day with him and even then, sometimes he gets upset because it isn't /enough/

-Dragons are known to be possessive fickle things, they feel deeply and their love is all consuming and he's even worse than that

-He just wants so deeply. He wants you, your smile, your tears, your words, your everything. just you you you you you

-If you want a happy note and can live without having a single ounce of peace, I can see you finding a way to balance his temperamental mood swings and overwhelming need for you with survival. Hell, if you catch him on one of his good moods you could probably convince him travel and live however you want, as long as your always at his side.

-And, of course, you can look over the murder of anyone who gets too close or happens to be nearby when he inevitably snaps for no reason.

-On the bad side, I see him as one of those yanderes to become too consumed with his love. No matter what you do it is never enough, it will never be enough. It's not possible. He always wants more. Even when you're wrapped up in him pressed tight and giving him your undivided attention it's never enough.

-He'll kill you. It's only a matter of time. His mood swings are too drastic, his needs too great. His obsession already consuming and unhealthy just put on steroids by his nature and his unstable personality

-He'll either eat you and revel in knowing the two of you are one, intertwined forever, or he'll keep you. Let your corpse rot in his horde, waiting for the day where this annoying little fixation will fade

-It never will.

[rainmustfallts4]

Project Pisces ◇ Bustos G1, Part 4

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I wonder what this says�� I’ve never been able to read this kind of graffiti before. Like, I know this is simlish but in real life, using actual words, I still can’t tell what it says lmao it does look cool, though.

Uh-oh, someone is angery~ I bet it’s because of the lactose intolerance that’s got him all angry.

“Whatcha doing, mom?”

“I’m painting, sweetie.”

“How come? Is it fun?”

“For me, it is. It’s very… freeing.”

“It’s really pretty!”

“Thank you, sweetheart.”

Oooo Bruce tried hacking for the first time, just to see if he could do it and get away with it.

Only… Father Winter was there to catch him!

“Hacking is a very naughty thing to do, Mr. Bruce.”

Bruce frowned. “Am I getting coal for this?”

“No, my boy, not this year. You’ve been very helpful toward your mother and siblings. However, a life of crime is a dangerous road. Once you set down that path, you may not be able to return!”

Those words hit Bruce harder than he expected. He decided he wouldn’t hack anymore, focusing his talents on making plugins and games.

“Here you go, my boy. Happy Winterfest!”

“Thank you, Father!”

“Father Winter! Father Winter!” Bryanna ran into the room, hopping up and down.

The older man laughed heartily. “Happy Winterfest, my child! Here you are.”

“A new dollhouse! Thank you so much!”

“And for you, Mr. Gary.”

“Thanks, Father!”

“And don’t think I forgot about you, Miss Veronica. Here you are.”

Veronica honestly hadn’t expected a gift this year because she felt as if she hadn’t been doing a good job since losing her husband. This certainly lifted her spirits and Father Winter knew it.

“You don’t give yourself enough credit, my dear. You are a wonderful mother and you are doing the very best you can.”

For the first time since her husband died, her heart fluttered inside her chest. “T-Thank you…”

Being near him was comforting and, despite being the Father of Winter, his presence was warm. She didn’t want him to leave.

“Father Winter, will you… stargaze with me?”

“Why, of course! I do so love to stargaze, especially in Winter.”

Sadly, he had to leave soon after, off to give presents to other boys and girls.

She was feeling better than she had in a long while so she headed to her easel, painting something that she actually felt proud of!

His visit also inspired Bryanna to be a better student. She was happy to learn that her grades were improving and her hard work was paying off!

She also drew this cute lil picture at school. Honestly, her art is better than mine lmao I like to think this is her being excited about the new house.

When things would break before the move, her husband would always be the one to fix it. Or, if he was away at work, he would instruct her to hire someone to fix it. Now that he’s not around anymore, she wants to learn how to fix stuff herself!

[terraliensvent]

Heyo Just letting everybody know that I'll be releasing a huge doc/psa on Terraliens sometime in the future, hopefully it won't take too long to be released but I do have other work I need to get done before I start on that. If anyone has any information they would like me to add to the doc, please dm me on discord at vvibezz! ^^ Any info at all is appreciated, I will censor anyone who wishes to be censored and you can remain anonymous as well ! And since a lot of people seem to want to focus on the fact that I was a big fat angery meanie!11!1 I will preface this by saying I am aware that lately I have been very confrontational towards the terra mods since I am so fed up with their antics, since talking nicely to them almost always got ignored and I'm not one to sugar-coat or beat around the bush, I'm quite direct, blunt and straight-forward and that can often come off as being aggressive when I'm not meaning to. I will say though, I was purposefully aggressive towards the staff when my art got taken down, because I was mad, and had a right to be mad. I felt personally targeted and more about that will be put at the end of the doc. I'm also here to say that I DID NOT cuss at staff, cuss at anyone, or harass staff whatsoever. I did NOT got to their dms after I got timed out. Me going into tycho's dms was COMPLETELY UNRELATED and I would appreciate if people stopped not only spreading mis-info about that, but if people could stop focusing on my behaviour completely and start looking at the actual points I had made, and the overall issues If anyone wants to outline exactly where I was coming off as super aggressive it would be highly appreciated to understand since I am autistic and struggle quite badly with tone.

i think what youre saying would be better backed up with screens (but i think you may have sent me another ask so i may edit this post when i get to it)

[ramonag-if]

I am so sad that I don't have enough saves for both the Irus route and the Sir Oren route, how will I save all the kisses and sexy times now? *insert crying face because I don't have access to emojis on PC*

Anyways, I still haven't played Chapter 6 in Sir Oren's route, but I'm looking forward to it once I get some sleep.

I was so nervous along with my MC, about the alliance happening or not, angery and conflicted at Mama's action and I must say that I was just Elora when both my MC and Irus got out of the bedroom together, lol, I love my Shy MC and how easily blushy blushy he can get (As if you don't get blushy blushy too, Starlight).

Your writing makes me go through so many emotion Ramona that I'm loving it, even the angst moments. Keep up with that! *Sending virtual hugs*

How many saves are people using? 😅🤔 I played the game to see what the big fuss was and to be honest, I got bored very fast because it's something I wrote so it isn't nearly as fun to play 😂

There's really not much romance in this chapter (unfortunately), but the main plot had to take focus this time around. There was a planned dance scene but because of keeping with a monthly update and starting a new job, I cut it out from the chapter. There was going to be a whole dance, smooch and romance. Alas, it's not yet written 😞

Elora's reaction to the MC and Irus was my favourite thing about the chapter 😂

I'm so happy you're enjoying the game and it means a lot to know that you're feeling all these emotions. Thank you for your support 💖🤗

[arcxnumvitae]

Fandom Mischaracterizations

@soraeia said: the dragons >:D ❤️

Jianhuren: Misgendered despite using they/them because of their more "stereotypically" gendered appearances. Only fanart ever drawn is of their masculine form, new people to the fandom are very surprised to learn they have a feminine form at all despite each form getting equal screentime in media. Any trauma and issues related to their histories and actions with their students is ignored in favor of relegating them solely to the wise old mentor archetype. Received some unfortunate characterizations based on Qingshan’s one-sided unrequited crush on them despite them being completely unaware of it and not at all involved.

Qingshan: Completely ignores any scrap of ace-coding she has. Headcanons her as everything else under the sun BUT ace. Also her muscles are gone. For some reason included as a villain in the same exact ranks of actual innocent-slaughterers and world-enders. "Love can fix her!"

Huaxiu: Flattens all of his negative traits for the sole purpose of making him a more ideal partner to “save” them/their ocs/other character in said media they ship Huaxiu with/whoever/etc. Gets mad when said negative traits appear in the canon media. Ignores the trauma-based nuance behind Huaxiu’s preference of masculine partners over the years vs feminine and you bet it will not be engaged with at all in fanon. Fandom is likely too busy focusing on whatever ship wars he’s in. “Love can fix him.” Ignores Minglian. Even worse, treats Minglian as an obstacle in the way of any ships despite the fact that she’s not a romantic interest at all and is Just There.

Meihui: She loves teasing people so that would be kicked up about 20 notches. Always asking Xiaodan for tips and help with her swordplay despite her being older, more experienced, and way more skilled at it than him. Only ever makes an appearance in fan material to prop up Xiaodan's own strength and skills.

Xiaodan: Because he has a resting face, not even a resting bitch face but just a resting face, his only fanon portrayal is “angery.” Ramps up his fondness of sweets to his only other defining trait. Sex god daddy…somehow, despite having been an uninterested virgin thus far in the series.

Minglian: There are no fanon interpretations of Minglian because she is treated solely as Huaxiu’s accessory at best and completely ignored at worst. If she got any, then she’s infantilized out the wazoo. Precious baby can’t do a single thing without her teacher, never says a word against him, and does not act any way of her own volition. Needs to be protected from anything and naïve to the point of being a pushover unable to live and function without assistance. Gets called the dreaded M*** S**

Zhifeng: Woobifies them into only a doe-eyed, sweet being despite them genuinely and explicitly having a foul personality when they're not playing polite. Wife-ification, ignoring said sour traits and softening them into a stereotypically, traditionally feminine, traditionally "wife" role even though it is wildly ooc and then declares that characterization as canon. Zhifeng: *dresses in gnc ways, actively makes it known they're genderfluid, never uses just masculine pronouns, 'I am not a man'* The fandom: What a handsome pretty-boy, I'm going to only call you "he" and constantly use only masculine-gendered terms like boy and man to refer to you, my beautiful little cis male <3. Also sex doll-ifies them despite any and all sexual aspects of their character being explicitly a survival method and not something they engaged with because they genuinely wanted to. Who cares, they're obsessed with sex now!

[elliotly]

Hey hi just wanted to say I love your music (especially the TMA stuff cuz thats how I discovered u but all of it really) and you seem like such a cool person I very much enjoy your vibes thats all hope u have a great day :D

(side note I am still very angery (/j) that there was never a tma wiki song about martin how could you forget the best boy)

thank you!! if I ever wrote a Martin song it would be too embarrassing and sappy bc he was my tma crush c:

[foulbearobservation]

ALSO BESTIE (hi me again I have a lot of thoughts today I really hope you don't mind me yelling them at ya)

I've been marinating a whole warrior nun/his dark materials AU (and by marinating I mean theres 12k of it written but we don't talk about that) and I'm recently much more keen to explore what the heck would happen to ones daemon if one, say, happened to be dragged into another realm on the edge of death and then spat back out agian, just in case that were to happen to anyone, yknow. Maybe let me know if you have Thoughts about that.. Also isn't the whole "visible existence of the soul" aspect extra crunchy in the already-fucked-up warrior nun church verse, and don't even get me started on the whole Dust and science v church stuff -c r o n c h-

Anyway yes lilith's daemon is as dramatic and angsty as she is and yes camila's is an adorable unrepentant gremlin of a creature and i love them both, once again thank u for coming to my tedtalk - Siggy (short for sigwarny...) :)

I never mind hearing fun camilith thoughts!! But I've unfortunately never read the his dark materials series :( I tried reading it when I was in hs, but couldn't get into it. I only know the very basics. I'm just picturing Lilith's little daemon as that one little cat meme like "no talk, me angery"

(I am familiar with the marination techniques,,, we don't talk about the 10k of hades au that I have written.)

👂👂 continue with the ted talk bestie I am LISTENING

[madtomedgar]

Genderbent Wen Ning maybe?

I'm again going to point you over to @stripedroseandsketchpads who has some excellent f!Wen Ning meta. She fits a lot of horror and gothic tropes really well which is fun. I love the like. So Wen Ning is a crackshot archer, and also she is Angery and can be incredibly violent but she is also shy and stammering and awkward and unsure of herself! That is not a combo you see often for girls! It's always either the shy awkward wallflower or the skilled archer with anger issues. Wen Ning has the range. I think Wen Qing is extra protective of baby sister, and finds Wei Wuxian being nice to her deeply suspicious (at first. once Wei Wuxian starts making heart eyes at Lan Wangji she calms down, and just rolls her eyes at Wen Ning making heart eyes at Wei Wuxian). I think Wen Ning's feelings of inadequacy and insecurity would be worse because her older sister is so cool and so competent and so smart and like... meanwhile what even is her deal, yknow.

You can get some good mileage out of Evil Ghost Woman stuff with Wen Ning. Could be fun if everyone assumes she's a nu gui and is spinning gruesome tales about what the guards at the camp must have done to her (or what Jin Zixun must have done to her, you know how similar he is to his uncle) and then how she took bloody revenge but in reality... she was just killed, with a spirit lure flag shoved through her belly and left as live bait. Then f!Wen Ning in the murder basement... you can do a lot with her body as object, objectification and desexualization and dehumanization all rolled into one, the total theft of her autonomy, her body as monstrous. You can do a lot with her lack of autonomy when it comes to her resurrection too, and having her sister be the catalyst there is very crunchy and fun.

You can also get some gender ambiguity with like. Wen Ning very much wants to be Wei Wuxian. Do with that what you will.

UNfortunately. I think. That in the golden core reveal. If Wen Ning is a woman. It really just activates every single little freudian synapse in Jiang Cheng's poor little head. And he discovers he has a kink for powerful women being mean to him at the worst possible time, which is honestly so in character for him. Unfortunately I am not fond of Wen Ning/Jiang Cheng at all so I think this is a permanent him problem.

[shoot-of-corruption]

(Oh, look a meme I wanted to send about a week ago and it's Munday again. XD I know there's kinda a lot on here.. If it's too many I starred the ones I want to know the most about. That takes off 3 lol)

icons

*dash games

shipping

*your current RPC

*your character

*an old muse

*blocking

your choice!

Oh look!! A wild munday meme, i posted monday last week, got monday this week and decided to reply to on a wednesday PFFFFGGGHHHH!!

Thanks rainy! I appreciate your asks any day of the week x'D

icons

I have a love-hate relationship with icons. I simultaneously love them for how expressive they can make a post and hate how hard the icon game is on tumblr.

Like one expression can breathe so much more life into a reply or make the intentions you have so much more evident.

Whenever i see people using icons, i see perfect borders or even banners and uniformly sized colorcore icons... and the i feel embarassed.

I decided though that the icons i have might be crooked, not perfect and all a bit weirdly shaped...

But they are mine and they feel very comfortable to use for me in the shape and with the inclusion of exactly how much expression i want!

dash games

I mean they aren't life changing to me, but i always find it sweet if somebody tags me in one and it takes some time, but i usually do them.

If i can identify with the game that is.

What i want to clarify is though that nobody should feel forced to take part in dash games and even if you get tagged in one, you have every right to refuse. Simple as that.

shipping

Gotta say it as it is, I reslly like shipping. It gives me great chances to explore my character more and also their partner.

Usually it is "no strings attached" with me on all muses, which might be because i myself am aromantic... like my muses usually don't care much for romance and are hardly social... but somerimes, there is just this one ship that makes my heart sing 😌✨️

your current RPC

- is actually the best RPC i have ever been in. I have seen a lot of drama here and shit has hit the fan so often for me... but it just feels like home.

I want to come back and go on being here again inevitably.. i have long since stopped trying to explain this. I feel seen and respected and accepted here, i also feel like i am contributing stuff to the fandom and maybe i have also helped shaping it a little bit back in the day.... 🤷‍♀️

It just feels good to be here, i barely get any anxiety and i just love my muses 💚

your character

Honestly, I can't even tell you how i came to rp this complicated miserable mess of a character....

One day i just woke up with this thought in my head that there should be a fleshed out version of Yami Marik. I pondered how this could happen, like... he wasn't fully formed inside of Marik and then obviously killed as well.... the only way in my head was to arrange something in the shadow realm, which i did right after and then the headcanons and feelings came flooding...

By now I reached the level where his brain is as much my own, when i slip him over me like a glove and the words just keep flowing... asking me for headcanons without specifics is always pure chaos, because he is so interwoven with me now, that i know in EVERY situation what he would do, but when prompted with a random i am like: ....... but i need something to react to ..... what do you want to know.... i can't think something out.... GIVE ME SOMETHING TO KNOW HOW HE WOULD THINK ABOUT IT X'D

an old muse

Well another muse which I used to play was

... i think we get the direction my muses usually take now lhjfhsihhhdfkhhx.

Anyway, Flowey was relatively recent and I don't actually play as him anymore. I used to have a love-hate relationship with that too... you know he is a very angery boi, which is cathartic, but it's always keeping tough face with him, or you are risking slipping into mental break down territory.

Also... Underzale fandom didn't feel like here. I wasn't really able to get to know people and additionally, i just used it as a replacement, because i didn't feel comfortable coming back here... i wasn't in s good mental place... like nothing felt right. I think that overflow just went into this muse and actually was what i needed to work through my bad feelings, so thanks Flowey... you seemed to be toxic but you were the healing that I needed.

blocking

What a weird thing to put into a munday list LOL that's like asking: what do you think about the reblog button?

Honestly though.... blocking might be rude to some or an overreaction to others, but I PERSONALLY find it as necessary as breathing. There is some content that you simply can't blacklist, some people, who don't sit right with you, some topics that are beyond traumatic.... and some situations and relationships that looked like a dream but ended up being unbearably toxic.

BLOCKING is a necessary and useful device and should be considered in any and all situations of doubt, fear, toxicity, drama and generally feelings of unwell. Not to forget outright HATE.

Everybody - and I repeat - EVERYBODY deserves the security and self-love in their life to remove themselves from perceived and real danger of mental, emotional and physical properties. This is hard to do in RL and sometimes you have to just deal with your problems head on there or compromise about things to survive.

You should NEVER hsve to do this, especially not online, while doing domething you love and enjoy. All of us deserve to be happy, loved and feel okay. And if there is something - or somebody - that/who causes you to feel constant anxiety, terrible feelings, like you have to give a part of yourself up that you simply can't and won't budge on, that you are unwilling to talk and compromise about, do yourself the service and use the blocking function. You don't have to compromise, you don't have to talk about it, you DO NOT have to EXPLAIN YOURSELF.

Use this knowledge and lead a happier online life. I saw pictures of self harm on my time line once, which i actually have blacklisted, which wasn't tagged and it is very okay to INSTANTLY block this person in anxiety alone. Bloggers cannot keep your timeline trigger free all the time and you deserve to give yourself the attention to remove this harmful content from yourself.

NO QUESTIONS ASKED. You have the highest priority and then everything else follows.

your choice

Oh goody... uhm... I want to repeatedly thank people like you, who are interested in me and my muses and want to know what i have to say. I don't easily leave my shell sometimrs, even though i come off as bubbly and open and social.... i am... really not.

And it's mostly because I made a lot of bad choices about toxic people in my life... people who pretended to like me, pretended to want to know me, ridiculed me and every bit of my being and never took me seriously from a very young age... and it kinda fucked with my self-worth.

That's why i am so baffled, when somebody expresses wishes to know me and that is also why i say sorry a lot and try to explain every bit of "failure" to write better, faster and longer replies ^^

So... it still baffles me sometimes, when i find out that a lot of people honestly like me now... whenever my babbling goes on your nerves, i hope this explains most of it, LOL 💚✨️

[leonawriter]

Low hanging fruit, but Akira and Akechi?

First impression

Akira: I did my best to go into the game with an open mind (though I'd already read a fic, and been aware of some art and stuff) so I guess my first impression was "quiet with hidden depths." Before I went through the game, I was one of those people who sometimes mistook shuake/akeshu art as soukoku.

Akechi: I already knew about him before going in, so I guess my first impression was "huh, interesting" and then at some point "I will literally fight for him, he's my kind of character" and then "[points at screen] it's HIM" and then "oooh, look at him go!" haha. I did have a (very short) period of being uncertain about him around the interrogation room, but. It was short.

Impression now

Akira: I can honestly say I never expected to like a protagonist as much as I do Akira. I love how I can enjoy most fandom takes on him (even if not all). Gay disaster. Thrillseeker and probably has some kind of Thing For Danger in general. Absolute sweetheart and best big brother figure. Has a Lot of Gender.

Akechi: omg he's just like me for real- no seriously. I see a lot of my own issues in him, just dialled up to eleven. I relate so hard. I love his tenacity and the way he goes "I'm done with letting myself be controlled." Also, he's Gay Disaster #1.

Favorite moment

Akira: It's hard to say? Off the top of my head, probably just "any moment where his actions are independent of the player." Stuff you can't control, because it shows he has a personality all of his own. More specifically... ok yeah I gotta go with "the world is going crazy, his cat is human, and Akira just keeps going "?" "!" "?!" at everything.

Akechi: Part of me wants to say "friends? teammates? to hell with that!" but it's not that. It's gotta actually be his speech/dialogue on 2/2. because the entire thing is saying "I will not allow myself to live a lie, I've done that, I've had it with it, I'm sick of it" and by god he's setting his boundaries. He's got this line in the sand and he's saying he needs his free will more than anything, and it's worth dying for. It just hit hard and is one of the things that's stuck so hard about him.

Idea for a story

HAHAHA. I have written SO MANY for these dumb kids, but I still have more.

Akira: Post-11/20 where he he accidentally keeps admitting he misses Akechi for whatever reasons come up. Which is more about Akira bonding and sharing stuff with his friends and teammates than it is Akechi, who'd mostly not be appearing in the fic.

Akechi: I have written two "Vampire Akechi" fics. I now have vague ideas for Werewolf Akechi. Every so often I also want to write something where he finds Mona when he ran away from home.

Unpopular opinion

Akira: Uh... probably that he'd actually go along with an accomplice route or willingly kill anyone, and that the Yaldy choice bad end isn't something I can easily see him doing. I see a lot of people liking these edgier ideas about him and I'm just... he's one angery boi, sure, and he might have thoughts and wonder about how things could go if he just went with his crush, or continued changing hearts like that, but. I don't think he'd do it.

Akechi: Where do I begin. I don't think either of his Personas are fake or manufactured, whether he got lab tested by Wakaba or not. I also don't think that he's trigger-happy about killing people, either; he sees it as a means to an end, but I don't think he ever wanted to be in this position, and he wound up just... getting used to it. On the flip side I also don't see him going "woe is me for I am a murderer and therefore monster" like... he knew what he was doing and if he was going to be like that in third sem or later then he likely wouldn't have got that far.

Favorite relationship

Akira: Not counting Akechi, I think I like seeing him hang out with Futaba the most? But also Ryuji and Sumire.

Akechi: Not counting Akira, it has to be a tie of Sumire and Futaba. Although I love watching him and Haru in the same room. The sparks flying (and him being intimidated by her) is fun both to read and to write. (I'd like to see more of him and the rest of the PT and also Sae in more than just roleswap/etc AUs too, though.)

Favorite headcanon

Akira: He arrives in Tokyo having internalised the idea from his home town and parents that he's supposed to grow up to get a good job, get married to a girl, have kids. He leaves Tokyo realising "oops I'm gay." (read: my playthrough has me see him as completely unhappy with the girls, only realising too late if he's committed himself. because of the sprites.)

Akechi: In any 'verse other than one that explicitly states he survived through other means (brought back via cognitive reasons like Morgana, or like in one of my recent fics) I like to believe that he survived the engine room through sheer persistence and a Goho-m, but stress and trauma and Call of Chaos (and maybe Maruki) made him forget those details.

Maybe it was low-hanging fruit but I take it anyway, so thanks for the ask~!

[the-firebird69]

Lady Gaga, Venus live at G-A-Y, 26 Oct 2013 (part 1)

and they are at me a lot now

Hera

we hear it and armed up. are ready.

Thor Freya

we hit them now as they warm up to move. and tons of them do it now. it is a huge ifre fight. tosns of it and then now the big oones the large groups flatten them and hit all that are hot. tons of them and they fire at us.  missed a lot and right by. blasters lasers and they are weak by the time they get near venus and none hit it.  MASSIVE vollies from the b ig fleets the three.  fireing now too.  they fall.  and are out shortly.  and rellly all 500 b nope about a trillion out shorlty.  in minutes...and WOW a huge volley and they hit.  and the ships fail.  some explode.  tons flee no. are heating.  and it is massvie annd poulverizes the fleets of the morlock and they will hunt them now i feel.  aggressive.  fast.  solid hits. and wow triillins of beams i see.  i am amazed and very surprised at theri firepower scared ab it impressed.  and they are out shorlty

mac daddy

wow is right. and power  and flattened them.  they are out shorlty.  and had two tirllion now 500 b and she knew dont.  leave and get yours out the others daft try later  wont work...inifiltrators i fear.  and she looked oh.  and hers stayed nope ok did.  and shw was angery. liars. or worse. knew it no.  and then this they take them what do they find.  and tehy dont say. ok.  and it mingt be thiers bja says no.  ok gaga says too.  and they are down.  and the empire moves...and it is impressive lots of 100s and tons out they move in for the kill.  we shall and forg and are hailed we shall fire we shall...and we proceed.  

Thor Freya

huge attitude aand we see he has it.  tons say it big too.  and the fleets are gloriuous and well armed adn need it saturn and ok.  and tons say it this is war and the shps clad and huge and are hard to see.  armor is thick. impressive size and stature wwo we colorize it ok damnit this is so cool but mean.  damnit sleek machines

mac daddy

And I said This is just amazing. See the number of ships up there most of them are hard to see they're moving and you can see them a little we're amazed we're sitting here amongst a massive massive fleet and our friend here is right and he's got chips. And the foreigners and they are just impressive as hell the way they're moving suggests that they're very heavy but the engines are doing it and it's just almost motionless the feeling is of fear and anxiety and dread and kind of excited because we can't stand these idiots they're horrible they just think they can do whatever they want and there's no lawn nobody will get back to them and everyone is. We think this fleet is gonna be toast there's only 500 billion left of this particular fleet and they have like two or three others and those are contemplating moving in for Christ sake and not even trying to go near Earth. And we would have been beaten up pretty bad no we would've lost we only have I think three or 4 trillion and someone saying that's about right if that. What an impressive sight and I almost threw up

ben

And there are three more fleets the Morlock have two of them are BJA one is Trump no they're mixed. And they're having a war. Thanks for a rough day. It makes for a rough day. We think that they are going to attack them each fleet is about 2 trillion and he saw 1 trillion ships go up like nothing the firepower was amazing and ships are grabbing them they have junkers and the fleets gonna stay behind from us and them and foreigners it is amazing the size of the fleet of the empire is very big ours is pretty big too but wow and it's impressive. As it goes people are not going to respond well to this. We see Mac Daddy is in a bit of fear and we see that he is yelling at Tommy F to get out of here and we can see that the Empire is moving in on the 500 billion and they're halting there and they're not sending after the others no this is only part of their fleets and we see the other fleets are not moving they intend to finish this fleet off.

Thor Freya

we see it is impressive so print now

Olympus

[pattywagon2go]

Train Talk Monday

Yes, you read that correctly. I'm doing a very short train post on today (Monday) because oh my fucking lord I am about to lose my goddamn mind at this point and I need to vent my fucking frustrations through text. So sit tight and prepare for some very poorly translated anger in a very rushed post.

What I'm so fucking angery about tonight is how here in the United States (and Canada) it's apparently still 100% acceptable to run trains using mainly diesel. I just don't fucking get it, electric locomotives have so many fucking benefits over diesel that I could just list them right here! And I will! Here they are:

More powerful

Less maintenance

Lighter

Multiple Unit trains

Quieter

Can be powered by anything

Better service

No local pollutants

SO WHY THE FUCK DON'T WE EMBRACE ELECTRICITY AT THIS POINT?!

And no, I do not give two flying fucks about your "Capital costs" thing, since the United States spends obscene amounts of money on shit like this:

This.

AND THIS!!!!

BUT NOOOOOOOO OH NOOOOOOOO ELECTRIFICATION PROJECTS IS JUSSSSTT TOOO FAR NOW ISN'T IT?! NOOOOOO WE CAN'T SPEND THE LITERAL PENNIES IT WOULD TAKE TO ELECTRIFY COMPARED TO OUR MILITARY BUDGET! THAT'S PURE LUNACY!!!!!!

OH AND IF YOU ALREADY HAVE THE FUCKING OVERHEAD WIRES TO RUN ELECTRIC TRAINS, WHY THE FUCK DON'T YOU DO IT ALREADY?!

WHY THE FUCK DO YOU INSIST ON USING DIESELS OR BATTERY ELECTRIC BASTARDS WHEN YOU ALREADY FUCKING HAVE THE TECHNOLOGY TO RUN ELECTRIC TRAINS YET YOU JUST INSIST ON NOT FUCKING USING IT

(angrily glares at MARC/MBTA)

But hey, maybe we just forgot how to spend money or something.