#I just am very angery about it

[eredins-a-king-aint-he]

For the record: I don’t support nor condone using AI for any art/fandom related purposes. Fandom and fandom art, fic, headcanons, etc are great BECAUSE they are made by real people with unique minds!!!

I think that using AI to create art, fic, character interaction, etc not only discourages the real human creators making art/fic for the fandom by taking attention and support away from them, but it provides a better platform for AI to flourish and eventually become more prevalent, continuing to spread and take attention (and work!!) away from real people. For example, as far as I know, painting AI learns from basically stolen artwork and can be trained to emulate the styles of human artists who have spent YEARS to cultivate their skills and style, then take money and attention away from those people. Plus, there was that whole issue where someone was drawing on twitch and someone stole their wip, put it into one of those AI programs to “finish” it before the actual artist, then demanded credit.

I consider myself to be fairly lucky that my work is not in the mainstream eye and that my style changes constantly, otherwise I’d be genuinely worried that someone might try to use AI to undermine the work I’ve done as an artist that has gotten me to where I am.

Maybe I’m just old and jaded but I’ve watched technology grow and spread over my lifetime, and instead of helping people have better lives, it seems to have a habit of taking peoples’ place in work/life and leaving them to either find other work or just fucking cope. AI is not our friend. It’s not a cute, fun way to make fanart or fic— it’s a robot, not a real artist, or a character created by a unique creative mind.

This post pretty much sums it up🤷🏽

[teamisc]

trying to not put the same songs I always put on every playlist on this one

[wonik1ss]

Ooh To Be Loved — Chaewon

pairing : idol! chaewon x reader

song rec : the way things go - beabadoobee

summary : your feeling like you don’t belong in le sserafim and a certain someone reminds you that you do belong there

Sweat ran down your back as you turned the music back on and got to dancing. Unforgiven promotions had just ended and now your group was about to have their first tour. You couldn’t adjust to some of the little changes in the choero and some of the new ones so you stayed behind to practice.

As the music ended again and you went to turn it back on you saw the time 2:00 am. So you tiredly grabbed your bag and left the practice room. You hopped in your groups van and as the car drove to your dorms your brain wandered.

Were you really meant to debut with these girls? Chaewon was a great leader, Sakura always keep the girls motivated, Yunjin had her vocals, Zuha her dancing and Eunchae had both. But what did you have? You weren’t the best dancer or singer and you were very shy around your members.

So much so that fans were starting to notice. Comments started to pop up saying.

“Is everything ok with Y/n.. she seems distance from her members”

“I’m starting to think she’s just another dozen..”

“Like I said she’s a fill in!”

You new you weren’t supposed to listen to the comments but they were starting to make more and more sense. You were distance and at times you felt like you weren’t performing at your best. So as you pulled up to your dorm you lazily walked to the door. As you opened it you tired to be as quiet as you could as you went to your room.

But when you entered it you were startled to see Chaewon sitting on your bed. Her facial expressions changed from surprised to angery.

“Where were you Y/n you had us all worried!”. The girl jumped up from your bed and as she got closer her face softened. She saw bag under your eyes which were watery, you hair all over the place and sweat coming down your forehead.

“What happened..?”

“Do you think I belong here?”

“What are you talking about..”

“Do you think I deserve to be in this group..”. Chaewon’s lips pouted as she watched tears fall from your eyes. She wiped your cheek as cupped them forcing you to look at her.

“Ofcourse you do.. without you we wouldn’t be Le sserafim.. everytime someone needs help your there everytime a converstaions awkward you make us all laugh anytime we all feel down you cheer us all up.. if we are the solar system Y/n your our sun or one and only star”. The tears started to cascade down your cheeks faster as Chaewon brought you to a hug.

“You don’t know how many times you’ve helped me through some dark times Y/n”. As your broke from the huh Chaewon smiled.

“Now let’s get you to bed.. we need a sun to be well rested right?”. You smiled as Chaewon kissed your forehead and let you go to sleep. The next day Eunchae was spring over you and everyone seemed to be very keen of you. Then you finally noticed. They always had been.

[vegasandhishedgehog]

What type of drunk I think KinnPorsche characters are based on having no drinking experience at all:

Porsche: We have canon for this. Slap happy silly booooyyy! He's a sweetheart and a romantic, if not rather irresponsible. Not a lightweight, but I wouldn't say he's a heavyweight either. Very fun though.

Kinn: We never seem to get drunk!Kinn, but I'm guessing he is a heavyweight. He'd probably just be irritable - too many noises and sensations demanding his attention. Put him to bed.

Vegas: I think it would be difficult to get him drunk just because he is always always always plotting shit and wants to remain sharp. Doesn't mind getting buzzed, of course, but drunk!Vegas is a rare Pokemon. When he does let it happen though, he's incredibly sentimental about everything and if you're anyone other than Pete or Macau, it is weird as hell.

Pete: Also have a canon for this! Our boy can party! He's just cute and silly, practically harmless. I imagine he doesn't care to drink too often (he hates the hangovers too much), but his loyalty as a friend gets the best of him most of the time and it happens more than he really likes. Certain mixes make him very flirty, though.

Macau: Just because he's young doesn't mean he hasn't tried a few. He is kind of reckless, veering into occasionally dangerous stunts, but mostly they remain among the idiotic.

Kim: Drunk crier 100%. This man has so many issues and you're going to hear all of them in detail and if you try to escape he will beg you not to leave. Will sing one heartbroken song (ha).

Porchay: Porsche is pretty good about keeping him away from alcohol but he's definitely snuck a few beers in here or there. There's relatively little change in his demeanor, he just is a few degrees more outgoing than usual. Sadly is the type to get stuck listening to Kim and probably forget Kim is actually crying over him.

Tankhun: Canon has established him as an absolute animal, need I say more?

Arm & Pol: Who let them out of the house? Why are they stripping? Why am I getting secondhand embarrassment?

Jom: He is your best buddy, he will steal the fucking moon for you, he is throwing an imaginary rope around it right now. Ride or die friend dialed up to 11.

Tem: Heartbreak Hotel is open; population: Tem. Sad cowboy emoji.

Time: This man is dangerous. He will fuck nearly everyone in sight if they let him. Needs to be locked up.

Tay: He may not look it, but he's almost as bad as Time, just sneakier and more guilt-ridden about it. He's also soooo supportive, he's the girl bestie you meet in the bathroom and he will absolutely tell you to break up with your shitty partner and not to respond to your ex. Wish he could apply that to himself.

Big: The last time he got drunk was a very long time ago where he might have done a few things with Kinn, but Kinn doesn't talk about it so he doesn't know for sure what happened. It kills him. Literally.

Ken: ANGERY AUSSIE. DO NOT ENGAGE. Makes the worst jokes and breaks stuff. Instigates a lot of pranks which are pretty mean but his targets are kind of deserving of it? Turns out he's a little justified most of the time, even if he goes about it in fucked up ways.

[ouroboros-hideout]

WIP WHENEVER, WHEREVER

(we are meant to be together shakira shakira)

@olath124 tagged me for this, thanks friend!

Still rather low on content or WIPs I can show but it's something

ART

Don't know if I would call it art actually but I am currently making myself some Discord emojis of Aon aka Knife Queen aka Blorbo Girl.

That's the first one I got done. Because smirking is very important 👆 will do 3 or 4 more I guess. Laughing, something sad, angery and what ever inspiration brings along the way.

VP

The Dogtown Noir pics where fun to do but I noticed real quick that I need a lot of focus to get some good shots. And I don't have that most of the time. I heard there is actually a city outside of Dogtown KEK maybe I will go there next and do some photos 💫

WRITING

Putting this last so no one is forced to read the wall of txt. I still have a lot of unfinished ramblings but nothing that would make sense to show. I started to write some small bits for my own amusement and positive vibes based upon a soft OTP promt list (or what ever it was called). It's only stupid conversations and I think it's nothing for AO3, so probably just throw it here whenever I finished one.

Write about your ship getting dressed up in fancy outfits together:

"Oh my god I hate this so much..."

Aon pulled on his black bolero jacket and looked at herself in the mirror next to the large closet in Kurt's apartment on the top floor of the Sapphire with an unimpressed expression.

"You don't like what I've chosen for you?" Kurt asked, still beeing busy in the bathroom.

"No... yes. I mean. No, I don't like all of this." She grimaced a little more and turned around to look at the elegant suit trousers and expensive shoes she would be wearing tonight.

"Fancy clothes, putting up with brainless snobs at glamorous parties. Pretending to care about what they do and who they are. I really don't know why you like that so much."

"You'll have fun, I'm sure of it." Kurt came back to the main room and took his leather harness, which was still lying on the bed, and put it around his shoulders. He chose a more elegant garment than usual for tonight aswell, as Alyona had demanded, but he wasn't going to abandon all of his military habits.

"I'll have fun at the bar. I know that for sure."

She was still tugging at the jacket, as if she was trying to minimize the revealing neckline of the top.

"And you had to pick something so provocative, didn't you? Well, at least it's not a glittery cocktail dress. You could have worn that yourself."

Kurt laughed heartily at the last comment, took a few steps over to her and fastened the last buttons on the collar of his black shirt.

"You look fantastic."

That didn't really convince her.

"Oh, shut the fuck up. I feel like I'm playing dress-up."

Kurt was now standing behind her, looking in the mirror with her, still smiling.

"Well, in a way, we do, don't we? If you want to get close to your prey, you have to wrap yourself in it´s fur."

Aon let out an amused snort. "You're such a poet Kurt, it's almost unbelievable," she replied sarcastically.

"Still, I'm glad you decided to come along. I don't think it will do you any harm to see something other than the workshop." He put his hands on her hips and leaned forward a little. At least he liked the sight of the two of them in the mirror.

"Hmmm, what I wouldn't give to spend all night fixing that Chimera-Junk gathering dust in your warehouse...", she replied with a playfully dreamy tone.

"You enjoyed the evening at the Totentanz. You can't deny that."

"You're seriously comparing your fancy-pants party to the thing at the Totentanz?"

"It was a party, you didn't want to go and you ended up enjoying it."

"Maybe because even the smallest circute in Maelstrom is a more interesting conversation partner than everyone you've invited today."

Kurt leaned a little closer to her.

"If you decide to stay here after all, I want you to come to every party. Not because I like to see you suffer, but because then I would finally have something to look forward to in the evening. Pleasant company and someone I can rely on."

"Don't get too excited. I might already have a plan to ruin everything."

"That doesn't matter. It would definitely still be a night to remember because you were with me."

Her face twisted into a grimace.

"Damn, you're such a suck-up. No wonder you've got all these snobs eating out of your hand."

"But the difference is that I mean my compliments to you seriously."

Kurt couldn't help but laugh again when he noticed Aon blushing and quickly turning away from the mirror so he wouldn't notice.

"Okay, let's get going. The sooner we get there, the sooner I can say I've tried long enough."

She hastily disengaged from his embrace and walked straight towards the door.

He followerd her right away.

"You stay until the end. I'll tell the bartender to keep you 'entertained'."

Think most of the ppl I would tag have already shown their awesome stuff lately so I will skip this time. See you next time!

[daswarschonkaputt]

modern au fem!hanwenzhou

okay so like, pretty much all my art is someone else's fault. i stand by this. this is the fault of @antique-forvalaka (henceforth siv). blame or thank her. she just showed up unprovoked and was like, "fem!wkx has a flat ass and fem!zzs is big tiddy tomboy," and i was like, "umm???" what was i meant to do? NOT draw them? it's a modern au because i don't fuck with drawing hanfu.

most of these were drawn when i was too sick to write and lemme tell you i 100% underestimated the effect of a cough on drawing art. the lineart on wkx's piece took me so fucking long. i even had to go back in and redo bits of it. that's why some of it looks wonky but shhhh don't look.

assorted headcanons beneath the cut:

fem!zzs

this was the first one i started drawing, and then i nearly gave up because zzh's face is the fucking worst to draw. like, i even tried tracing a still and it still didn't look like him. okay, thots:

f!zzs has long hair that she takes relatively good care of but she pretty much always just ties up and ignores

she keeps it long because she sometimes does infiltration missions and it's helpful to appear super feminine

she knows how to be pretty and well presented but she literally never gives a shit

left alone she will happily sit in a sports bra and panties and eat ramen

oh yeah when she's lying low after leaving tc she disguises herself as a male vagabond. @luckydragon10 is very attached to f!zzs's fake stubble.

the hoodie look is an adaptation of my favourite zzs look from woh which is the meili look. look i am a simple woman, put the characters in a veiled hat and my brain just goes hrrrrnnnnng.

fem!wkx

oh hello other actor in this drama who is incredibly fucking hard to draw. luckily i had already drawn modern wkx before so i was a bit more used to his face. okay, some more thots:

the first one i drew was the big profile which is labelled in the csp file as tiddies out wkx

in my head f!wkx has a flat ass and flat chest bc siv said so, but she wishes she were curvy like wkx

she's very much styled after a femme fatale, emphasis on the fatal

she's pretty much always immaculately turned out, perfect make-up, perfect clothes, all very expensive

i had to draw her in stockings and garter belt. i just had to. also that lace texture killed me and took me like half of wanda//vision (which i was watching in the background) to get right

part of the reason i even did modern au was because i wanted to draw wkx with a sniper rifle

on that note the sniper rifle is traced from a photo bc i am lazy and at that point was very ill

"oh? so you have chosen death~♡" -- that's her vibe

fave wkx is angery wkx up in the top right corner. i drew her last.

one big regret that i didn't draw her splattered in blood and smirking like lelouch from code geass. i just think that would be neat.

fem!hy

thank u han ying for having a face that i can draw. thank u actor for having distinguishable features for my face blind self. thank u. thots:

this was the last set of these that i drew and i had to think long and hard about what to do for her. i knew i wanted her to be shorter than zzs but curvier than wkx but that was literally it

originally when i started drawing f!hy i gave her short curly hair, like close to a pixie cut, but i couldn't make it look right, so i went back to siv and extracted her suggestion of a side cut or undercut

in my head, hy and zzs run two-man missions all the time, with zzs as front woman and hy as tactical support/getaway driver

siv said to me that she sees wkx playing dress-up with hy bc hy is more receptive to it than zzs and i was like oh yes so that's why there's a little classy hy over on the right

also the more i drew f!hy with her little undercut and sweats i realised she looked like a fuckboi and i was here for it

special shout out to my favourite tac gear item: the throat mic. they're just so sexy. don't come at me.

shout out to fancy dress ass-kicking hy. the backstory here is that wkx put her in a pretty dress for a nice evening out only for it to devolve into a battlefield so hy takes off her heels and just starts blasting.

oh yeah special shout out here bc my brain was just like "play with the colours" so i did and now there is no consistent colouring for this set.

anyway i love hy's little button nose. so cute. love drawing it.

ok i'm done.

standard disclaimers for my art: all of it was drawn in clip studio paint (my beloved). i use pose references using the built-in 3D models and assorted poses i've downloaded from the store. faces are drawn using stills from the show i've founded on google images. when i draw fashion there's a high change it's from runway collections, in this case hy's dress is from the paolo sebastian moonlight serenade collection, specifically this one. and the fancy han ying look is adapted from ashi studio fall/winter 2017, specifically this look.

[corruptedconfessions]

I hope you're doing okay in these weird times. Know that I love your writing and I hope you're taking care of yourself! <3 Also I've been thinking, what kind of naga and/or dragon do you think yandere!Shigaraki would be? Have a lovely day!!!!<33

I know this is old but thank you anon! <3

Shockingly, I am not dead. Which cannot be said for most of my loved ones. This is over a year old but I'm doing it anyway <3

Dragon Shiggy:

-Angery boi

-I think he would be very confused as to why he is so attached and attracted to you. He's never cared for or even felt anything remotely akin to affection before, and he doesn't know how to cope.

-Plops you down in his hoard and will try to (successfully or unsuccessfully) scare you into staying put

-Fully plans on ignoring you, thinking that just having you in his hoard will get this itch under his skin to go away, to get that nagging constant obsession of you you you out of his fucking head

-It does not.

-He'll make a big show of telling you how you better not cry or get lonely or some shit because hes not going to be your friend or deal with your stupid "human emotions"

-Meanwhile you so much as shift in place and his head is snapping to you, already half crouched into a lunge in case you were hurt and needed saving

-He'll be a little rough at first. Growling at you when you cry out in pain and throwing you around when he wants to snuggle with you but can't figure that out so he thinks you're just in his horde wrong.

-You'll be covered in scratches and bruises from the rough handling, which works him up even more

-Eventually the two of you will figure it out, though. He'll be very very grumpy about his new apparent "weakness" but he can't bring himself to give up the feeling of you snuggled up against him, or pressing his face against you and feeling your warmth, your life

-Be prepared, he is high maintenance after that

-No amount of attention is ever enough; you have to spend every moment of every day with him and even then, sometimes he gets upset because it isn't /enough/

-Dragons are known to be possessive fickle things, they feel deeply and their love is all consuming and he's even worse than that

-He just wants so deeply. He wants you, your smile, your tears, your words, your everything. just you you you you you

-If you want a happy note and can live without having a single ounce of peace, I can see you finding a way to balance his temperamental mood swings and overwhelming need for you with survival. Hell, if you catch him on one of his good moods you could probably convince him travel and live however you want, as long as your always at his side.

-And, of course, you can look over the murder of anyone who gets too close or happens to be nearby when he inevitably snaps for no reason.

-On the bad side, I see him as one of those yanderes to become too consumed with his love. No matter what you do it is never enough, it will never be enough. It's not possible. He always wants more. Even when you're wrapped up in him pressed tight and giving him your undivided attention it's never enough.

-He'll kill you. It's only a matter of time. His mood swings are too drastic, his needs too great. His obsession already consuming and unhealthy just put on steroids by his nature and his unstable personality

-He'll either eat you and revel in knowing the two of you are one, intertwined forever, or he'll keep you. Let your corpse rot in his horde, waiting for the day where this annoying little fixation will fade

-It never will.

[terraliensvent]

Heyo Just letting everybody know that I'll be releasing a huge doc/psa on Terraliens sometime in the future, hopefully it won't take too long to be released but I do have other work I need to get done before I start on that. If anyone has any information they would like me to add to the doc, please dm me on discord at vvibezz! ^^ Any info at all is appreciated, I will censor anyone who wishes to be censored and you can remain anonymous as well ! And since a lot of people seem to want to focus on the fact that I was a big fat angery meanie!11!1 I will preface this by saying I am aware that lately I have been very confrontational towards the terra mods since I am so fed up with their antics, since talking nicely to them almost always got ignored and I'm not one to sugar-coat or beat around the bush, I'm quite direct, blunt and straight-forward and that can often come off as being aggressive when I'm not meaning to. I will say though, I was purposefully aggressive towards the staff when my art got taken down, because I was mad, and had a right to be mad. I felt personally targeted and more about that will be put at the end of the doc. I'm also here to say that I DID NOT cuss at staff, cuss at anyone, or harass staff whatsoever. I did NOT got to their dms after I got timed out. Me going into tycho's dms was COMPLETELY UNRELATED and I would appreciate if people stopped not only spreading mis-info about that, but if people could stop focusing on my behaviour completely and start looking at the actual points I had made, and the overall issues If anyone wants to outline exactly where I was coming off as super aggressive it would be highly appreciated to understand since I am autistic and struggle quite badly with tone.

i think what youre saying would be better backed up with screens (but i think you may have sent me another ask so i may edit this post when i get to it)

[ben-the-hyena]

You know, say all you what about being unpopular towards some ships, I'm surprised you didn't say anything nor put your own thoughts towards Chaggie (the Main Ship of HH) other than Stolitz.

But as I am asking you this, can you please explain your own thoughts on the Other Franchise's Main Ship since you've pretty much explain enough about Stolitz?

I nearly never spoke of them because I give 0 shit. They have little to 0 character to them for how much Viv favors her men characters and yaoi ships ("female centered" my ass), and are one of the blandest ships ever and I hate how it's part of these gay ships people ship only for being gay all while making fun of straight ships that are just as forced not even noticing the double standard

You FEEL how they were an afterthought only because Viv's crew shipped it and because she saw the opportunity to be praised for it. Plus I'm sorry but it is sad that 1) Charlie has more chemistry with Sir Pen than her own girlfriend (and I hate myself for finding it cute) and 2) said girlfriend who is a tad more interesting than Charlie (one of the modt cardboard leads ever) is sidelined and meant to be a punching bag for jokes who has to save her idiot all the time a way it is not even cute or funny but pathetic how dumb and naive Charlie is (YOU FUCKING GREW UP IN HELL) and as loyal and protective as Vaggie is Charlie is NOT in return she is literally THE PRINCESS of Hell and very powerful she NEVER defends or protects her but in fact brushes it off or keeps smiling or staring when she is mocked or pushed around and almost always blatantly chooses not to listen to her anf let Charlie freely run after Verbalase however she'll want she won't even notice she's gone

Talk about a healthy relationship, if I focus on it... Vaggie better find another woman who'd treat her like she'd treat her, and Charlie get a hard slap in the face to finally stop living in a Disney movie. And when you look at all the other canon couples of Viv shows... it's always one being super loyal and protective and defensive and complimenting and the other doing nothing in return taking it for granted like a pillow princess. Sounds like a pattern she seems to love hm ?

And for the angeries who'll see that post and cry "I RUIN THE TAG WAH WAH WAH" that's how my personnal blog tagging system works so I invite you to just block my "fans don't look" tag that's where I put all my unpopular fandom opinions

[perfectlovepoison]

thots on the new junjou mix chapter (tero part)

spoilers below obviously

but first of all a summary of the tero part if anyone is interested.

this is a pretty simple chapter. it starts off with the dean saying to miyagi that he’d like to set him up with another woman (i.e. a miai, arranged marriage type thing). miyagi manages to decline him.

miyagi "I thought this would happen eventually..." -> yes, so did the readers

later on miyagi comes home and shinobu is mad with him because he heard about the miai from risako. (cue miyagi thinking: damn it risako!) miyagi clarifies that he declined and shinobu quickly calms down.

angery

shinobu mentions that he has always talked about not caring about what others think, but he also doesn’t want to be the one dragging miyagi down. miyagi says, you really love me a lot, huh. shinobu says, is it a problem if i do?

cue the shortest sex scene known to man (ahem but i’m happy it was included, bc recently there hasn’t been one for them)

like how does he carry him like this? miyagi is actually so strong

finally, afterwards, whilst shinobu is wrapped up in a blanket, he talks about how he hates beating around the bush like this, and declares that in order to get rid of this stress, he will just tell his father about their relationship.

cue miyagi going waaaait waaaait let’s slow down and discuss this first!!!! and gag end.

"I thought there were some things that you can't tell your parents. But actually, there are things that you have to tell them, because they're your parents"

Miyagi: Nnnnn?

***

my thoughts: first of all, i was just expecting some fluff so when i turned the page and the dean was there, i was like oh?!?!?!?

and then it was the arranged marriage plotline and i was like There It Is, tero finally gets their version of this plotline lmao

but it was also quashed very quickly, shinobu’s temper is basically played for laughs at this point, he’s too mature now for it to actually be a big deal. like, he knows there’s no way in hell that miyagi would actually do it. but he seems somewhat frustrated by the situation. like, we know that if they keep it a secret, they have to keep dealing with stuff like this forever (i'm like.....shinobu could be next for a miai since his father likes setting people up so much?!?!? lol)

although i dont believe that we’re immediately going to go into tero plot from the next issue (i mean i would be VERY happy if we did but…) i feel like this is kind of a flag for where the story will lead. the dean (and risako, etc?) will find out about them in the end - tbh i think it will end up being by accident before they have a chance to tell him, because nakamura sensei loves the drama, but either way…

this short chapter ended up having really big implications bc even if shinobu doesn’t reveal their relationship right away, we know his intentions now. it kinda sets the pace for the future. and its very shinobu-like to be like, this is how it is now deal with it!!!

in fact this chapter really called back to the terrorist chapter where miyagi was worried about holding shinobu back and being a burden to him, but interestingly the difference is that miyagi just worries about it all internally and is like 'should i break up with him for his own good...?' meanwhile shinobu is like 'i acknowledge the burden i am causing you but i will never break up with you' (isn't it good he's so open huuhu)

tbh, i was also really amused that the dean was trying to set miyagi up with a new person. i thought we might be leading into more of a plot where risako wants to remarry, but, not even her own father is on her side with that one lol. it’s kind of funny how involved he wants to be in miyagi’s love life. it does feel almost paternal (in a kind of meddling parent kind of way lol)

also that shinobu and risako are on good terms enough to be communicating with each other on stuff like this. is risako just like hey!!!!! did you know miyagi is going to a miai??? and shinobu is like whaaaat?????

at the same time, since risako still seems to have an interest in miyagi, she might also try to get some info from shinobu since she knows they’re living together. (though i kinda doubt that shinobu says much. i mean it already takes a lot for miyagi to get information from him lmao. imagine risako trying to find out anything)

so much food for thought just from one chapter. i really wasnt expecting it at all. i still have so many thoughts. it really reminded me why i love shinobu as a character. how did he go from seeming like the most unhinged character to seeming like the most reasonable one? he is selfish but he completely owns it. i really love him a lot.

i'm still waiting for miyagi's birthday btw

and, romantica and egoist were also cute. usagi’s picture book was a collab with yukina which is a fun bonus. they were good. (my comments are so short dgfjgdkjf)

i was surprised that there was no junjou mistake, i'm assuming because there was already umi ni nemuru hana & sekakoi & junjou mix which is already a lot of things to be dealing with but yeah. if there turned out to be a mix chapter with no terrorist i would be sad so i was like...oh

also shinobu wrapped up in a blanket (or towel? but looks more like a blanket) has improved my life

[ramonag-if]

I am so sad that I don't have enough saves for both the Irus route and the Sir Oren route, how will I save all the kisses and sexy times now? *insert crying face because I don't have access to emojis on PC*

Anyways, I still haven't played Chapter 6 in Sir Oren's route, but I'm looking forward to it once I get some sleep.

I was so nervous along with my MC, about the alliance happening or not, angery and conflicted at Mama's action and I must say that I was just Elora when both my MC and Irus got out of the bedroom together, lol, I love my Shy MC and how easily blushy blushy he can get (As if you don't get blushy blushy too, Starlight).

Your writing makes me go through so many emotion Ramona that I'm loving it, even the angst moments. Keep up with that! *Sending virtual hugs*

How many saves are people using? 😅🤔 I played the game to see what the big fuss was and to be honest, I got bored very fast because it's something I wrote so it isn't nearly as fun to play 😂

There's really not much romance in this chapter (unfortunately), but the main plot had to take focus this time around. There was a planned dance scene but because of keeping with a monthly update and starting a new job, I cut it out from the chapter. There was going to be a whole dance, smooch and romance. Alas, it's not yet written 😞

Elora's reaction to the MC and Irus was my favourite thing about the chapter 😂

I'm so happy you're enjoying the game and it means a lot to know that you're feeling all these emotions. Thank you for your support 💖🤗

[arcxnumvitae]

Fandom Mischaracterizations

@soraeia said: the dragons >:D ❤️

Jianhuren: Misgendered despite using they/them because of their more "stereotypically" gendered appearances. Only fanart ever drawn is of their masculine form, new people to the fandom are very surprised to learn they have a feminine form at all despite each form getting equal screentime in media. Any trauma and issues related to their histories and actions with their students is ignored in favor of relegating them solely to the wise old mentor archetype. Received some unfortunate characterizations based on Qingshan’s one-sided unrequited crush on them despite them being completely unaware of it and not at all involved.

Qingshan: Completely ignores any scrap of ace-coding she has. Headcanons her as everything else under the sun BUT ace. Also her muscles are gone. For some reason included as a villain in the same exact ranks of actual innocent-slaughterers and world-enders. "Love can fix her!"

Huaxiu: Flattens all of his negative traits for the sole purpose of making him a more ideal partner to “save” them/their ocs/other character in said media they ship Huaxiu with/whoever/etc. Gets mad when said negative traits appear in the canon media. Ignores the trauma-based nuance behind Huaxiu’s preference of masculine partners over the years vs feminine and you bet it will not be engaged with at all in fanon. Fandom is likely too busy focusing on whatever ship wars he’s in. “Love can fix him.” Ignores Minglian. Even worse, treats Minglian as an obstacle in the way of any ships despite the fact that she’s not a romantic interest at all and is Just There.

Meihui: She loves teasing people so that would be kicked up about 20 notches. Always asking Xiaodan for tips and help with her swordplay despite her being older, more experienced, and way more skilled at it than him. Only ever makes an appearance in fan material to prop up Xiaodan's own strength and skills.

Xiaodan: Because he has a resting face, not even a resting bitch face but just a resting face, his only fanon portrayal is “angery.” Ramps up his fondness of sweets to his only other defining trait. Sex god daddy…somehow, despite having been an uninterested virgin thus far in the series.

Minglian: There are no fanon interpretations of Minglian because she is treated solely as Huaxiu’s accessory at best and completely ignored at worst. If she got any, then she’s infantilized out the wazoo. Precious baby can’t do a single thing without her teacher, never says a word against him, and does not act any way of her own volition. Needs to be protected from anything and naïve to the point of being a pushover unable to live and function without assistance. Gets called the dreaded M*** S**

Zhifeng: Woobifies them into only a doe-eyed, sweet being despite them genuinely and explicitly having a foul personality when they're not playing polite. Wife-ification, ignoring said sour traits and softening them into a stereotypically, traditionally feminine, traditionally "wife" role even though it is wildly ooc and then declares that characterization as canon. Zhifeng: *dresses in gnc ways, actively makes it known they're genderfluid, never uses just masculine pronouns, 'I am not a man'* The fandom: What a handsome pretty-boy, I'm going to only call you "he" and constantly use only masculine-gendered terms like boy and man to refer to you, my beautiful little cis male <3. Also sex doll-ifies them despite any and all sexual aspects of their character being explicitly a survival method and not something they engaged with because they genuinely wanted to. Who cares, they're obsessed with sex now!

[elliotly]

Hey hi just wanted to say I love your music (especially the TMA stuff cuz thats how I discovered u but all of it really) and you seem like such a cool person I very much enjoy your vibes thats all hope u have a great day :D

(side note I am still very angery (/j) that there was never a tma wiki song about martin how could you forget the best boy)

thank you!! if I ever wrote a Martin song it would be too embarrassing and sappy bc he was my tma crush c:

[foulbearobservation]

ALSO BESTIE (hi me again I have a lot of thoughts today I really hope you don't mind me yelling them at ya)

I've been marinating a whole warrior nun/his dark materials AU (and by marinating I mean theres 12k of it written but we don't talk about that) and I'm recently much more keen to explore what the heck would happen to ones daemon if one, say, happened to be dragged into another realm on the edge of death and then spat back out agian, just in case that were to happen to anyone, yknow. Maybe let me know if you have Thoughts about that.. Also isn't the whole "visible existence of the soul" aspect extra crunchy in the already-fucked-up warrior nun church verse, and don't even get me started on the whole Dust and science v church stuff -c r o n c h-

Anyway yes lilith's daemon is as dramatic and angsty as she is and yes camila's is an adorable unrepentant gremlin of a creature and i love them both, once again thank u for coming to my tedtalk - Siggy (short for sigwarny...) :)

I never mind hearing fun camilith thoughts!! But I've unfortunately never read the his dark materials series :( I tried reading it when I was in hs, but couldn't get into it. I only know the very basics. I'm just picturing Lilith's little daemon as that one little cat meme like "no talk, me angery"

(I am familiar with the marination techniques,,, we don't talk about the 10k of hades au that I have written.)

👂👂 continue with the ted talk bestie I am LISTENING

[madtomedgar]

Genderbent Wen Ning maybe?

I'm again going to point you over to @stripedroseandsketchpads who has some excellent f!Wen Ning meta. She fits a lot of horror and gothic tropes really well which is fun. I love the like. So Wen Ning is a crackshot archer, and also she is Angery and can be incredibly violent but she is also shy and stammering and awkward and unsure of herself! That is not a combo you see often for girls! It's always either the shy awkward wallflower or the skilled archer with anger issues. Wen Ning has the range. I think Wen Qing is extra protective of baby sister, and finds Wei Wuxian being nice to her deeply suspicious (at first. once Wei Wuxian starts making heart eyes at Lan Wangji she calms down, and just rolls her eyes at Wen Ning making heart eyes at Wei Wuxian). I think Wen Ning's feelings of inadequacy and insecurity would be worse because her older sister is so cool and so competent and so smart and like... meanwhile what even is her deal, yknow.

You can get some good mileage out of Evil Ghost Woman stuff with Wen Ning. Could be fun if everyone assumes she's a nu gui and is spinning gruesome tales about what the guards at the camp must have done to her (or what Jin Zixun must have done to her, you know how similar he is to his uncle) and then how she took bloody revenge but in reality... she was just killed, with a spirit lure flag shoved through her belly and left as live bait. Then f!Wen Ning in the murder basement... you can do a lot with her body as object, objectification and desexualization and dehumanization all rolled into one, the total theft of her autonomy, her body as monstrous. You can do a lot with her lack of autonomy when it comes to her resurrection too, and having her sister be the catalyst there is very crunchy and fun.

You can also get some gender ambiguity with like. Wen Ning very much wants to be Wei Wuxian. Do with that what you will.

UNfortunately. I think. That in the golden core reveal. If Wen Ning is a woman. It really just activates every single little freudian synapse in Jiang Cheng's poor little head. And he discovers he has a kink for powerful women being mean to him at the worst possible time, which is honestly so in character for him. Unfortunately I am not fond of Wen Ning/Jiang Cheng at all so I think this is a permanent him problem.

[fractallogic]

Anyway am tired head hurt am so ANGERY about fucking nothing (but exacerbated by head hurt and tired) but also everything

Like listen, I made rice to go with my dubu jorim for dinner. I made new rice even though I have leftover rice because I was like oh I should make onigiri with the leftovers too, and you need fresh rice for them to stick together well. Did I make onigiri? No. I fell asleep on the couch for an hour at 8:30 being very cold and very migraine. So then I tried to get my head on and figure out wtf I was doing and how to get myself comfortable again (pee, turn on the heat, put on comfy pants) to get ready to go to bed in like an hour, and then I get sucked into my usual TV + phone games routine, and then I have cold rice AGAIN that I just put away and am trying to convince myself to not be furious about

Self, you’re fine. You set out the spices you wanted to mix in with some of the rice for onigiri. You had Intentions. This isn’t even you, this is the horrible brain demo that’s gonna get louder if you let it.

Rice? Angry.

Gift sweatshirt too small? ANGRY.

Friend bday gift not sent out? Wow I am a shitty friend; ANGRY; shame

House its usual mess: DEEP SHAME; angry

So for the second time today I’m trying not to cry because that’ll make my head hurt more and it’s not even WORTH it, you’re fine, calm down or distract yourself enough to get a quick shower in and go to bed and you just have to take the migraine pill; I know it’s gross, you just have to because it’ll make you feel better.