#i never wanted to be like this

[neurotichunter]

I came to the realization that if I don't talk about my problems, I have nothing to talk about anymore.

[xxdeardigitaldiaryxx]

I just wanna talk to her without feeling like a failure of a daughter

[boasamishipper]

unpopular opinion but i think a ship that's not canon but both halves are canonically insane about each other is infinitely better than a ship that's canon and boring

[kochei0]

I turn to Ares.

Thanks to Tyler Miles Lockett who allowed me to draw inspiration from his ARES piece for page 2! Look at his etsy page it's SICK

⚔️ If you want to read some queer retelling of arturian legends have a look at my webtoon

[carlyraejepsans]

tragic! trans person no longer merely tolerating the act of existing just now realising their entire wardrobe is ass

[dogburden]

I want to think that the feeling inside I get sometimes is only there to envelop my pain into something palpable. That the burning I feel in my body like a star finally exploding after a billion years spent quietly twinkling is representative of the way I'm so calm I'm so calm so quiet and untouched by anything. Only for something to graze the exposed nerve of my mind and ignite a pain that could only be compared to God's holy fire burning out my sinful eyes. What have I done in a past life, so horrible and unspeakable that I must be punished like this? What have you?

It feels like nothing should affect me the way it does and yet I find myself burning white, a pain so bright and expansive that it is a spectacle. Do I want people to surround me in joy as I sizzle out into nothing, until I am nothing?

I think so.

If I expose my soft underbelly maybe they'll cauterize the wound. The metaphorical knife will be cleansed of my blood and I will get up and thank the nice people then go far away so they never deal with me again.

I have never wanted to be such a bother and it feels threatening to my existence that I'd ever have to ask for help.

[cowboysmp3]

there’s something sooo sickening about how dunmeshis whole energy is like sometimes something terrible and awful happens to you and it changes you forever and nothing can make you the person you were before but there’s still love and there’s still sharing a meal together and there’s still living

[cronchy-baguette]

double posting this comic bc tbh it deserves its own post.... thinking about how elphie was definitely crying after she runs off to hide somewhere following popular... what do the two of them think about afterwards....

[hansoeii]

surprisingly, viktor is quite the hugger. Only jayce knows this, of course.

[gibbearish]

love when ppl defend the aggressive monetization of the internet with "what, do you just expect it to be free and them not make a profit???" like. yeah that would be really nice actually i would love that:)! thanks for asking

[xxdeardigitaldiaryxx]

Mirror Me

I will look in the mirror today.

Will I see me?

Will I say:

This is beautiful.

She is proud.

This she is me.

Or will I see him?

Will I see his boiling anger in my eyes?

Will I see her?

Just 16.

Too naive,

Ready to throw it all away for love.

What will I see in the mirror today?

The overbearing ghost of my father?

So full of rage.

The pathetic ghost of my mother?

So vulnerable and weak.

Maybe just me?

I fear that the most.

I see them because I could never be just me.

[kcrabb88]

I feel like we really lost something when we started looking at writing as a reader-centric product meant to appeal to the desires of a specific audience rather than a writer-centric approach of someone writes whatever particular thing particular compels them/whatever weird thing the demons in their head want to talk about, and people out there who are also compelled, and/or relate, find that writing. A lot of discussions of writing really center around what readers want rather than a writer's exploration. Sometimes as a reader I don't know what I want. I click on a fic or pick up a book I'm not sure about but that looks interesting, and I love it. Reading what I expect to get is it's own joy, but we always need to expand our horizons and not get mad at creators for not always writing what we want/expect.

[roppiepop]

Typical role dustribution

[teaboot]

Any tips for being a suicidal 15 year old?

When I was a suicidal 15 year old everyone told me “it gets better”, and it sounded like bullshit. And frankly, it still sounds like bullshit. Like oh, what, I’m living in hell and you’re not gonna help me or *do* anything or give me any useful advice and I’m supposed to just hang in there on the nebulous, pithy promise that things are just gonna work out on their own? And you can’t tell me how or why, I’m just supposed to take it on the faith that I don’t have that something might change in ways I haven’t considered?

But yeah. It does. And it’s frustrating as hell.

Yes, things are gonna get better, and they’re gonna get better in ways I can’t describe even after experiencing it myself. Things you don’t even know CAN be different WILL be different. One day you’re just going to step outside and realize things got better somewhere and you didn’t even notice it happening.

And there’s really nothing I can say that makes that sound even a little bit believable.

I guess all I can tell you is that you have to want to believe it.

[chloesimaginationthings]

The bitterness kills Michael Afton in FNAF..

[ionomycin]

your last light