#i need to shut up and die lmao
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i’m so fucking hungry lmao like i can’t walk properly yet because my legs are all shaky but my stomach’s been growling all day i’ve never been this hungry
#i need to shut up and die lmao#that escalated#i’m just very not happy rn#alaskas surgical adventures
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it beats for you
#fuck it we (bawl)#rookanis#lucanis dellamorte#lucanis x rook#datv#dragon age#dragon age veilguard#emmer arts#is that even my tag idk man#i'm just constantly#turning them in my head#MY ROOK IS HE/HIM IF YOU CARE BTW#I KNOW U CAN BARELY SEE HIM HERE LMAO#anyway uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh#yknow that line#at the end#that whole conversation actually#GOD if i could draw comics it'd be all over for your fuckers#and for myself#i'd re-illustrate this entire scene between them#bc it's so intimate#and i just#NEED some HAND HOLDINg#I NEED SOME DEMONSTRATIVE HAND-ON-HEART CONTACT#and probably some kissing let's be real bioware let them kiss#(all companion romances deserve a before the final battle kiss i'll happily die on that hill)#shutting up now time to post bye
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Honestly, it is so funny remembering that Annabeth Chase's literal, stated, canonical fatal flaw is hubris.
Rick Riordan was like, "This clever, neurodivergent preteen girl believes that she is smarter than the gods, and she will get the chance to prove herself right," and he was correct. 😌
#pjo#honestly annabeth best character cuz in the end the gods straight up are like 'you're right. here's your dream come true'#like never once did mr. riordan say 'and she should stop being like that.'#honestly in general mega props to pjo for framing fatal flaws as a source of strength consistently#both percy and annabeth in the end get to be So Valid in their fatal flaws lmao#like it's so funny that in the end percy straight up is like 'I don't know shit but you all need to shut up and listen to annabeth'#and annabeth is like 'I might be an asshole but percy is the best most loyal person I know and we all need to be willing to die for him'#and they both are so correct for it. the NARRATIVE SAYS THEY ARE CORRECT ON BOTH COUNTS.#actually uwu cuz like#thinking about the fact that annabeth takes that dagger to protect percy and it's basically her last major act before the battle is won#and the fact that percy appeals to luke by saying 'annabeth was right listen to her' and that's how he finally wins#literally using each other's fatal flaws to win and live. ANYWAY I MADE MYSELF EMOTIONAL#as you can tell i will be a fucking wreck once the series comes out nobody touch me.
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Sweetest, precious darling baby Tom Hulce as Artie Shoemaker - Those Lips, Those Eyes (dir. Michael Pressman, 1980)
#MY KING LET ME PROTECT YOU MY LIEGE#Tom Hulce#credited as Thomas Hulce aww Idk why I love that#now im thinking god i need to make a gifset with Artie & Trent from Lawn Dogs and omfg i am losing my fuckin mind my brain is shutting down#I swear to god askjadhlsjdkawd#i say baby tom hulce but he was like 27 at the time lmao look at him pls such a baby face#gif quality is shitty sorry but im saving up to buy dvds#I WOULD DIE FOR YOU MY KING#COMMAND ME TO BATTLE LET ME DESTROY THEM ALL IN YOUR NAME YOUR HIGNESS#I WILL FOLLOW YOU TO BATTLE ANYWHERE YOU LEAD MY LIEGE I WILL CARRY YOUR FLAG#I no longer have free will I decide not what to watch nor enjoy my king you command me#my queer king#artie shoemaker#those lips those eyes#those lips those eyes 1980#The ultimate twink of the 80s#queer actor#gay actor#80s movies#80 actors#Michael Pressman#thogop#Thomas Hulce
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[pericky; a look into ricky's head during their meeting.]
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"I'm glad you came, I wasn't sure you would." The wine pours, the sound of it drowning out the missing word in that sentence: back.
Of course, is the response, and the part of Ricky that's spent twenty years tearing itself apart to understand why vibrates with relief. It doesn't matter anymore. Of course, of course, he thinks giddily along with the words. He never needed to wonder why Pericles wasn't coming back in the first place; he was always going to.
I'm happy you invited me, and of course he thinks again. A lifetime of pretending he wasn't always going to either falls away. However harsh and lonely the world has been, all's right with it again; and the shy voice of the boy inside him that he's tried so hard to kill says, so quietly, I missed you.
#sdmi#scooby doo: mystery incorporated#pericky#ricky owens#professor pericles#anyway fucking end me actually. lay me down to die#i said i was gonna write more pericky and by fucking god i did#the 'why did you do this to me' to 'oh thank god you didn't actually do this to me' pipeline of abuse folks 🥲#which like. their last conversation is yet another devastating example of ricky finally standing up to pericles' bullshit Too Late#ricky denounces him in the strongest terms he knows; based on his own feelings and opinions and the way he sees the world#(which: even then he can't bring himself to say 'i don't love you anymore')#(the closest he can get is 'i chose you and i can't take it back; the only way i can imagine not loving you is if i never had at all')#and pericles tries to go 'nyeh nyeh whatever i don't care' (and does a real bad job of pretending he is not obviously hurt lmao)#and ricky doesn't try to understand his logic; he doesn't try to reconcile a world where pericles didn't *really* mean to do anything wrong#his response is MAYBE YOU *SHOULD* CARE.#pericles' view of the world and what's right and acceptable are warped and *wrong* and he's the one who needs to get his shit together#'you shouldn't have abused me you shouldn't have killed cassidy you shouldn't have murdered a child in cold blood'#that is MASSIVE and i think it is really telling that pericles' response is to shut him down with force instead of trying to argue any more#and that in the end is the real true fucking tragedy of it all#ricky is making huge strides one after the other to take back his freedom from pericles emotionally#....and materially it makes no difference to improve his situation in the moment; because pericles doesn't have any less power to abuse him#he never has a triumphant moment where he Overcomes His Abuser and Breaks Out of His Control#there's nothing he can do to fight back until pericles is too Literally Dead to control him anymore#it is one of the rawest depictions of the reality of abuse i've ever seen and just. God. i love it so much#(at the same time i REALLY want to explore a version of events where he got the chance to expand further on that growth)#(the 'all witches are selfish; make all things yours; i have a duty' speech from the wee free men comes to mind)#whosebaby makes things#whosebaby writes#SDMItag#dyn: when i die i want you to die too
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trying to get work done today is like. lets learn how to do inverse kinematics for my robot. whats the general form of the matrix again. does my mother deserve to suffer a period of me distancing myself from her. will i survive doing that. what order am i cascading these matrices in
#helpppppp im a bit numb and very lost#i want to leave really bad rn#but there are some things at my mums i need to get first#and i can't just run off without speaking to her#absolutely not doing this over the phone but i'm so exhausted from last night i can't stand another argument#don't want to cry anymore as well fjdbdjf my eyes hurt#dad's friend dug up a tree that was causing problems in the garden today#found a hibernating snake#they tried to put it somewhere safe#and i was thinking wow cool hope it survives . how do i love my mum now tho#it's like that's all there is !!! and ive got exams ripppp#seriously thinking of postponing this year and finishing it next year because idk how i'm going to handle it#when it gets any more stressful than it is right now#will at least apply for some kind of special considerations for these exams#maybe i can get my marks boosted but ive only known that to happen when family members die#but my dad could kill himself#that wasn't just an anxious irrational fear of mine#and idk i feel like that should qualify me for a bit of help#because how do i sit here and act like uni matters it DOESNT#<- is 3rd year engineering#lmao#i need someone here to say girl shut up and solve ur robots#.......... my mum? ha#i need to talk to her its new years eve i was going to stay with her tomorrow#if i don't tell her i know then she won't understand why i'm not replying but how tf do i word that message#i don't want to tell her to her face that i know#fuckkk i dont want to hurt her#i'm not even angry i'm just so sad and idk what to do to stop it
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// there is no way people are saying the puzzles in Amanda the Adventurer are too difficult i-
#ooc : tear away the mask#// we are DOOMED#// between this and people complaining that zoochosis was too vague with its directions and needed more guidance#// .....after literally complaining that r.esident e.vil and f.ar c.ry doing that was “tacky” and “too obvious” and “clashed with the a.es#// like. just shut the fuck up lmao#// i am TIRED of “gamer opinions”#// the games arent bad#// gamer bros and gaming “critics” are just illiterate. refuse to read instructions. and refuse to think critically about the stories share#// the games arent the problem. the problem is the stereotypical demographic that games appeal to cant handle when stories arent about them#// if them being superior and flawless is not the point of the story. if their experiences and views are not the spotlit “good side”#// then they automatically view the media as garbage. bc it's “woke” bc it's “dei” bc its “snowflake safespace“ bc ”trigger warnings“#// or whatever new buzzword the pipeline is spoonfeeding them to denigrate the people they actively view as lesser than them#// due to the continued culture of bigotry that permeates and festers in gaming and media circles#// simply put- when you're accustomed to privilege equality and representation feels like the threat of oppression#// theyre not the center of attention anymore. so they take that as them being erased without seeing the irony#// im rambling but my god “hardcore gamers” piss me off#// die in the game AND for real actually-
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im gonna let you guys in on a little secret.
the more macden shippers shit on other pairings, the more multishippers like me will move towards their secondary and/or tertiary pairings. if i can't go into the charden tag without seeing a post intentionally tagged with multiple ships and trying to spark discourse between them by saying people who ship "rarepairs" are stupid and delusional, first of all, that's an instant fucking block, but like. I'm not going to feel like talking about macdennis when it feels like there's such an obnoxious pressure on you to fall into line and accept the widely preached and accepted fanon canon.
I love macden too. and I would post about and enjoy it a lot more if y'all didn't make it feel like we had to pick a side. just because you prefer the big popular ship, that doesn't make you smarter, or more correct than anyone who ships charden or charmac, it just means you have different preferences. i think macden has the biggest chance of being an actual couple on the show, and obviously mac and dennis are both gay and queer respectively, but if i want to ship charden, why can't i do that too? fandom is supposed to be fun, and it's supposed to be enjoyable, i don't want to have to fight to prove that this ship that i personally see working and enjoy the dynamics of is a "valid ship" when i am fully aware that they're not going to be canon that's kind of the point, and why i prefer it. and for the love of god... if you hc a pairing as platonic, that is perfectly fine. that's how i see charmac myself, but that is your view and your problem, not the shippers'. just block the tag so you don't have to see it if it bothers you that much.
and i don't like several of the other common rarepairs, but have any of you ever seen me talking shit on charmac or chardee shippers? no. stay in your lane and let people live. i'm sick of seeing people acting superior over a fucking it's always sunny in philadelphia ship.
#ada speaks#i am so tired#of feeling like im being judged constantly because of this lmao#its fine if you dont see charden personally but shut the fuck up about it#i purposefully mangle the word mac//den so it doesn't show up in tags if im being critical of their dynamic#AND I SHIP THEM SO LIKE.#i am just vibing bro! i just want to write about charden shared trauma!#idk how its seemingly so hard to understand why people would ship other members of the gang#theyre like. friends.#people crackship characters in other FANDOMS and this is somehow the hill you choose to die on re: 'delusional' ships?#i think its based as hell for people to ship people who've never interacted actually because it brings out cool fucking dynamics#that you wouldnt normally see in canon! have your fave blorbos interact who gives a shit#just so frustrating to feel like you need to justify Why you ship characters when its.... rlly not that farfetched#and yet people will actively vague and point and laugh at you for shipping characters whove been friends for the majority of their life#okay rant over im just. huheeuheu
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tired of being called boring cuz i hate toxic ships </33 im sorry i get triggered easily by stuff like that brah, the most toxic my ships r allowed to get before i get triggered is a lil possessiveness and a hint of unhealthy codependency 🤭 beyond that, i literally get sick to my stomach lmao..
do what u want but anyone whose never been abused before does NOT get the right to call ME boring for not liking abusive ships..
#i just think too many people equate them not liking something as it being inherently bad.. why dont we all just shut up.. lmao#do ur thing tbh like if u enjoy reading it and dont condone abuse irl then go ahead#i just will not participate and thats okay bro like we dont all have to like the same things#be an individual bro like we dont all have to have the same likes and dislikes#why do i have to read comments on all my fav fics about how theyre tired of things being 'too fluffy' LEMME ENJOY MY LOVELY FLUFF#if i get a comment like that on one of MY fics it is literally over i will die#anyway..#okay this is a little fib cuz i am also a huge fan of the cannibalism as a metaphor for love thing. um.. let me have this LMAO.#romanticizing cheating is something i just cant stand though ngl#honestly i dont know why i like toxic codependency and CANNIBALISM but having an affair is where i draw the line..#i think consent is my issue like i need there to be consent or its over and i cry and throw up from reading it lmfao#i like toxicity when its because they love each other TOO much.. THATS IT.. NO MORE CHEATING NO MORE ONE SIDED ABUSE NO MORE#i will continue to enjoy my super healthy fluffy protective ships 5ever#meows post#fanfic#ao3
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writing a little yeehan fic for myself mostly (ill most likely never post it bc its personal but also just oddly obscure and references things only id know + I don't like posting long fics bc I tend to run out of motivation and don't want ppl waiting)
and its been so fun, exploring these concepts and pushing these building blocks of lore, or simple things like how the tech and political landscape is, bc after all it is the 2070s.
Giving these little guys complex ideologies that contradict, exploring how generally kind and nice characters get ticked off, or the surprising maturity of the younger heroes things like that XD
im just havin so much fun with my writing recently and character dynamics... and oh how I can wax and muse about the found family tropes, the everybody hates chris bullying of hanzo, and repairing brotherly bonds. all wrapped up in a way that lets me talk abt philosophy and music I like or whatever I care abt deeply that day.
plus the gross old men yearning enemies to ???, ideas about gender in the 2070s, healthcare/medicine in general, just stupid shit I'm rlly fascinated about.
#one day i might post it because I do consider it the peak of my writing rn#but itd need a lot of polishing and outtakes and editing#and its the longest fuckin thing ive evah wrote in my life#30+ chaps with around 10k words for each and thats b4 rereadin and editing#but as of right now the only thing I have set in solid is a frenemy relationship between hanzo and satya#shimada lore is different since this is a trans!hanzo centered fic and thus genji was head instead of hanzo#sojiro has a weird “if only you were born a boy” mentality bc he deems hanzo as more responsible than genji and would prefer him as head#but yknow traditions#anyways im gonna shut up im just going on and on lmao#overwatch#hanzo shimada#extra tidbit: i like to think angela is a ride or die science believer so while she respects religion and magic she also dismisses it as#misunderstanding of simple scientific processes
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#twist rambles#putting the mainline ones on here bc if i have to go to spinoff hell i will die ok#i rly want to do 2 4 7 and otherwise im very open 2 the rest ... but also want my mutuals opinions :3#i also dont have MUCH interest for the modern titles altho i do want to try 14 at some point. if that helps#i need to get a tag for this bc i havent shut up about this game in like 2 weeks lmao
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Another day, another "Do I suck really bad at video games like I suck at everything in my life or is this shit REALLY fucking badly designed?"
#destiny 2 I love you with all my heart#unless I need to play THEN I FUCKING WISH YOU WOULD DIE 100000000 DEATHS#I can only play solo because noone can fucking stand me#why is the exotic mission so fucking hard WITH a guide and WITH a good loadout and WITH a leveled character#I haaaaate timers FUCK why do they all get off on timers so much#I rushed and had instructions and it STILL WASNT ENOUGH TIME#I wanted to play destiny TO RELAX NOW IM DOUBLE SAD AND ALSO FUCKING ANGY#shut up hologram#good on me for never trying whisper because im never trying zh ever again#also I dont care if Im shit at the game I wish every ''its good this mission is hard you just need better weapons lmao'' a very die in agon
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(i do try not to think about that episode so much because it does annoy me greatly that it’s this build up of. everyone around the doctor loves him so much they’d risk destroying time itself to save his life. river resists shooting him, amy puts together pieces of him in her head enough to want to help him across reality breaking, and at the end, the whole of time and space hears someone say “the doctor needs help!” and they come to answer. because that’s the good he puts out into the universe. people will come. if he just asks, they’ll come.
and then the episode turns around and goes, ‘yeah, anyway, river’s an idiot for doing all this dramatic shit to save him lol. the doctor had a plan all along to save himself. he doesn’t need anyone’s help.’ like THEN WHAT WAS THE POINT. OF EVERYONE WHO CAME. TO HELP HIM. WHY DID WE BOTHER WITH ANY OF THIS.)
#ITS SOOOO UNSATISFYING GOD. AND IT DOES MANAGE TO BE SO GOOD UP UNTIL THAT MOMENT.#the doctor is so loved by all the universe….. but lmao who cares he’s never needed anyone but himself am i right#LIKE NO. SHUT UP. LET HIM BE SAVED BY THE POWER OF FRIENDSHIP AND THE GOOD WILL HE’S GENERATED BY HELPING PEOPLE THROUGHOUT SPACE!!!!!!#could have been such a crowning moment for a doctor who is just. so set on not being helped. on doing things himself even if it hurts and it#does it always does. from the moment amy tries to intervene in the beast below and he yells at her for it and hes *wrong* to because without#listening to her he’d have made himself a monster.#to the battle of demon’s run where he gets so caught up in himself and making a show of humiliating and defeating these people that his team#that came here to help him start to die and he doesn’t even notice that the child he came here to save is already gone.#IS THIS NOT ABOUT THE DOCTOR PUTTING HIS SHIT DOWN AND LETTING OTHER PEOPLE HELP HIM.#AND IF NOT. IF NOT. THEN WHY. ARE WE BOTHERING.#okay. okay. im okay again. im normal. back to business per usual.#justice for river song fr#doctor who
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I did something stupid while drunk. I met two famous guys from a band (think how 5sos is for Australia well them but for Slovenia) and I got a photo with them (nice) but I also told them they were popular on tumblr lmaooooo
#anyways i wanna die#i just got home and this is all i'm thinking about#i'm never drinking again cause me drunk speaks too much#and i need to shut up sometimes :)))))#it's 2:30 am and i still need to shower#and this wasnt th first time i ran into them it was second lmao#i keep running into bojan from joker out#and he is soooo pretty its no wonder people are obsessed with him#i need to shut up anywas it was a good night <3#talking*#joker out
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going to go lie in some grass and scream into the dirt or smth and see if things are a little better after that
#nothing like waking up at 6am to study for an exam that you are unbelievably fucked for and then getting a call an hour before said exam#to find out that a friend of yours is missing. bc. that’s. so .#and i’m not even in the same fucking county. what am i supposed to do about this#and i was told by a mutual person who i am no longer friends with bc of a falling out that was similiar to this lmao and woah#idk if u’ve ever answered a phone at 11am on 2 hours sleep. half high from exhaustion. 2 a person talkin to you with Hate in their voice#but it’s wild#if i ever die from a curse or smth it’s bc of her#i am so v bad with not being able to do nothing and i can feel myself shutting down and can and don’t want to do anything to stop it#just got to get through these exams and hope that she’s found and ok. i just. idk. i’m just tired and i want to hug her and have her tell me#about her gf who i find so annoying but she loves and steal her socks bc they have cool designs and watch spiderman like we’re 15 again#three days. three fucking days she’s been gone and no one told me#i want to not have to miss ppl. i want to not have to do another reading in a church. i want to refuse to eat her terrible baking. i want to#listen to her tell me everything i do wrong in life even tho that’s kind of awful. i want to sleep. i want. i want#ignore this i just needed to get it out so i didn’t give out to ppl where it wouldn’t do any good#at least i found out what was being hidden from me lol#delete later
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bruh my social battery is still at zero from the concert on thursday, i think i’m getting a cold and i am back in the office tomorrow!!! how funny is that
#shut up j#the punchline is that I would rather Fucking Die#help (desperate)#the idea of it actually has me on the edge of crying lmao I AM A BABY AND ALSO HORMONAL AND ALSO JUST NOT I#IN THE MOOD FOR THIS SHEEEEEET :)#j needs a new job diaries: day 6382916
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