#i need to get a DIARY
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Okay weird thing but I kinda had a crisis about death at like 11pm last night when I was supposed to be sleeping
#I need to get a diary#but#it’s just so weird yk??#like all your memories or thoughts and it’s just suddenly gone#and all that’s left of you is your body#you’ll be so scared and then all of a sudden it’s just gone#and you can’t think or experience anything anymore#like all your thoughts#just#poof#gone#that’s so weird#not even a quarter life crisis#I have so much time#but also like#crisis!!!#ahhh#scary#idk#because when you think about death you think about the people left behind#but what about the actual person??#omg brains are so fucking weird#omg what#omg fuck#ahhh 😟
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i went for a walk in the rain today
and i listened to hole and realized i will not get what i want out of this life for a very very very long time
#i need to get a diary#its ok my brother bought me one for christmas apparently#girlblogging#this is a girlblog#girlblogger#girlrotting#girlhood#girlrot
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let him get up let him get up
oh… he’s concussed…
#i’ve posted about his ass hitting the groun before but i found more images since then#why does this happen so often 😭#laurance#get Uup#we need you#aphmau#minecraft diaries#aphmau fandom#mcd#minecraft diaries aphmau#aphmau mcyt#mcd aphmau#mcyt#aphblr#aphverse#aphmau mcd#laurance zvahl#laurence zvahl#meme#minecraft
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GIVE MAOMAO A GUN YOU COWARDS 🗣🗣
#the apothecary diaries#i saw that scene and was immediately possessed to make this#im sure a lot of cases would be resolved really quickly if she had a gun#especially when she has to deal with the ladies in waiting of the crystal pavillion#but then we would need about 15 chapters more per case of jinshi gaoshun and lady gyokuyo fixing the political mess left behind#AND I WOULD READ ALL OF THEM#get that girl a gun#for enrichment in he enclosure#maomao
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love how he finally resigned to the fact that his crush is weird THAT'S A GREEN FLAG RIGHT THERE
#oh he got the how to get maomao to marry me formula#i need a jinshi in my life too please#jinshi#maomao#the apothecary diaries#kusuriya no hitorigoto
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A fierce duel commences!
#poorly drawn mdzs#mdzs#wei wuxian#lan wangji#game dev diary#This was a test to figure out busts (art style & methodology as well as implementation & uploading)!#Game progress is going well! It is not the most showy content at the moment though....but soon!#I have made more spritesheets + wrote a 20 page script for the beginning of the game + lots of mechanical stuff.#OOH and our main town has a map and I've hammered out most of the major character designs!#(I have a comic I will share later this week about how character design talk in a team setting has been going so far.)#This gif is to share a little bit of whimsy and joy with you all. Because we are having so much fun!#Fanart like this is great for practicing a new medium! Also very few people would care to see my custom windowskins.#(This gif is pre-custom windowskins sadly. Next game dev update will have them though!)#Thank you all for being here at the start of my journey B*)#By the way yeah I do think WWX would be a menace when it comes to taking his medication.#WWX's toxic masculinity trait is thinking he's invincible and doesn't need medication.#He would get worms and go 'Nah my immune system will handle it.' Which. No. Please take worms seriously.#LWJ on the other hand would be the model medication taker. He's got a schedule. A weekly organizer. He's a doctor's dream patient.
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these are the murderbot artworks Tommy Arnold did for the Subterranean Press omnibus editions of the series, and a photo of Kevin R. Free, who narrates the murderbot audiobooks. when fans complain about the casting for the tv show, there is a very real basis for it in these past official/canonical aspects of the book series
#the murderbot diaries#tmbd#murderbot show#like. it is completely normal and wonderful to headcanon a character#who doesn’t have an in-text description#as a person of color in fanworks and such#im not criticizing that or saying that sort of fandom-wide design decision is an invalid base for an argument against the casting#i just feel the need to point out that there is very real and apparent subtext in these aspects of the series#that have suggested murderbot is brown#even if these things didn’t exist. i still think you could make valid arguments about the merit of having an actor of color in this role#i just really want to emphasize that there is a canonical basis for the common fan perception of mb as a poc#sorry if im over-explaining my point#im just really put off by the casting of a blonde white man as mb#i also want to be clear im not trying to like. lambast the show or get it cancelled or anything#creative decisions were made. things are set in stone already. whatever#i personally already dislike it very much and am not looking forward to it#im just trying to like. explain why im so pissed about this ig#💫
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Go you funky little SecUnit! Go!
(One of my favorite scenes from the newest Murderbot novel: System Collapse)

#love when secunit gets a little bit feral#system collapse#murderbot#the murderbot diaries#system collapse spoilers#I'm not good at drawing armor pls go easy on me#I just laughed so hard at this scene it's so fucking funny to me#imagine being the B-E secunit already having a terrible day#your clients are scheming and trying to murder each other#and then here comes the weirdest secunit you've ever seen and you need to neutralize it#you very cleverly disable its projectile weapon with a well-aimed shot oh you're so clever#and just like that it's flinging itself at your head like a fucking feral cat at the vet's office#grace makes art
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I just want to shift to get fucked propely 🎀

#i need to shift#reality shifting#shifting diary#desired reality#i will shift or go crazy trying#i just want my husband from other reality#i also want to shift to get my dream body
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the way I crave a parent who, not only loves me, but likes me, and notices me is so so embarrassing
#my heart aches when i think of the few good childhood memories i have with my parents#i want the mum who played snowman with me after a bath when i was covered in talcum powder#i want the mum who would hold me and not get mad at me when i cried#i want the dad who. actually i dont think i have a good memory of just me and my dad#im sick of the parents who cancel on me and forget about me and refuse to listen when i speak#im sick of being scared and alone and needing parents I'll never see again- parents ive never actually had#im homesick for a love i never really had#bpd#actually bpd#bpd safe#bpd thoughts#bpd vent#bpd blog#bpd splitting#bpd diary#actually borderline#borderline thoughts#borderline blog#borderline personality disorder#borderline vent#eupd#actually eupd#emotionally unstable personality disorder#mother issues#father issues#parent issues#family issues
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This is not funny but I also did not want to do my job for five minutes
#my art#murderbot diaries#I need this gig to be over so I can get back my 20 hours per week. to draw secunit my best friend secunit
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I don't know what fucks me up more, the fact that Constructs just have a Secret Ribcage Pocket for storage or the fact that it's so underutilized that MB forgets an entire FutureTech WiFi Extender in there for an absurd amount of time. You're telling me it's not jostling in there??? Is the construct equivalent of a Glove Compartment lined with velvet??? The company would never. Thunk thunk bitch your secret best friend ham radio is audible whenever you run but no one's brave enough to make smalltalk with you about it.
#tmbd#murderbot diaries#the murderbot diaries#i have a hard time imagining it as anything smaller than say#a case for wireless earbuds#even if it were something closer to an airtag in size and construction itd still be like. jostle jostle.#realistically if it was making any noise MB could just wrap it in like. a scrap of shirt and then forget about it but its funnier like this#MB really went Yeah that secret storage i have in my chest and elaborated no further#this artifact my friend gave me can go in THE LUNG STORAGE#tbf if it stashed it in its pocket it would be prone to getting lost or misplaced with how often MB fucks up or needs to replace clothes#secunit your thought process is fascinating to me
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I appreciate so so much that Maomao continues to visit Xiaolan after she's transferred to the Jade palace. It would've been so easy from a narrative stand-point to just have Maomao go "Man good riddance" about her chatty barely-friend from "back then", but no.
Not only does she continue to speak to Xiaolan, she uses her as an informant of sorts, because Maomao recognizes just how much a person like Xiaolan helps on that front. And she's reoccuring and not forgotten by Maomao Or the narrative as a whole!
#kusuriya no hitorigoto#the apothecary diaries#Yeah yeah at this point not falling victim to pitting women against each other isn't like#Revolutionary or anything#But it's still nice to see where someone who Seems like such an obvious one-appearance-throwaway actually sticks around#And she's super sweet!#Like a character like Xiaolan in a worse piece of literature could've easily just had her be an annoying chatterbox one off that Maomao#doesn't need because she's Smarter Than That Hurdur#Idonno it's something I appreciate#And somehow we're still not far enough in feminism to not be weird about women who aren't objectively cool or whatever#So yknow#We take what we can get ig#Manda's Maomao simpage
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need to have a heavy, steamy make-out sesh with leon... need his hands gripping on my waist for dear life while i dry hump on him... need to hear his whines and groans while i put my hands through his hair and tug on it...
#— dear diary .#— character .#— leon kennedy .#— lea's blog .#I NEED HIM SO BAD IT IS NOT EVEN FUNNY#any leon#all the leon kennedy's#give em here we need to get freaky right NYEOW#need his tongue in my mouth and desire and desperation in his eyes while he looks up at me#MEOWW#leon kennedy x reader#leon kennedy#leon x reader#leon kennedy x y/n#leon kennedy x you#leon kennedy resident evil#resident evil x y/n#resident evil x you#resident evil x reader#leon resident evil#resident evil
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BE A FLOWER
#artists on tumblr#illustration#fanart#the apothecary diaries#kusuriya no hitorigoto#knh fanart#maomao#I. COMPLETELY FORGOT ABT THIS PIECE#i finished this so long ago omg i need to get on here more💔#i used to be super active im sorry ladies…#im a twt brainrotter now. sigh
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