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aqent8 · 9 months ago

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they need to invent a place u go to where they actually fix you up and reset your issues so if you walk back out youre the healthiest u could be at that moment

#like crack all my bones stick me full of iv fluids for everything i could possibly need or lack #clear and moisturize my skin and hair with the perfect routines #pump me full of vitamins and probiotics #do every screening necessary to make sure nothing is going unfound #like i just need someone to fix me and reset my issues so i can take over 😭 i cant fix it all on my own #fix your teeth give you medicine for any issues they find inside of you #its a nightmare going to specialists its a nightmare going to any doctor its a nightmare trying to communicate what is wrong its a nightmare #trying to figure out if something is wrong with you its a nightmare being send back and forth between diff doctors its all such a pain #i need it to end just reset me #not in a youre at 100% percect health now but like realistically this is all the shit wrong with u rn that we can change and u walk out of #here feeling healthy and happy #a spa area for all the stress that is literally killing you #clean out anything inside of you that they can like ears #txt

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shima-draws · 1 year ago

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Hm wait she's hitting different this time around,

(I started playing PMD Explorers of the Spirit 😳)

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anethiawoods · 14 days ago

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playing slay the princess as intended (watching your friend stream it and then roleplaying as improvised ocs for each of ur runs)

#anethia collectibles #slay the princess #so ...#run 1 is i think the witch/thorns where we chose to be very stoic and silent throughout #run 2 is the paranoid/nightmare route (fav) bcus i wanted to get to ask more qns that round and somehow that ended up leading to my poor #little curious guy getting so broken and fractured :3 #run 3 is the hero/deconstructed damsel route ....#run 4 is the tower! and being a little shit who is by hell and highwater NOT kneeling down #run 5 is the spectre ... roleplayed as guy who is for reasons he doesnt understand just wants it to be over #and MEOW anyway #nobody told me this game was an rpg .....#but its cool ! i love romances :]#i think its awesome ... the way the hero and the princess are . changing over time . over with each reset #the way they find each other in the long quiet ...... its something so #i love it ...#the hero is so guilty for hurting the princess that he loves and he is scared of hurtign and he wants peace and he doesnt want the eternity #of it .... he loves the . shifting mound (?) is it (?) as much as he hates the work she makes her do as much as he loves todo the workforher #like a blank slate knowing nothing . except that broken wounds can be healed . and then he meets her. and then he meets her over and over #its a million meet cutes for the hero and the princess snd a sweeping tale of love and devotion and salvation in the long wuiet #how many more vessels do you need .....#and its fun to. at least how i played it . the things the hero picks up on #knowingly or unlnowingly with each run #its soooo #every 'remain silent' feels like a callback to the first libe #telling the voices 'itll be okay' after the brightness of the damsel snd that 'ill be okay' after the selfishness n suffering of apotheosis #or after the deconstructed damsel route . and then to the last run. becoming the damsel. seeing it throughcher eyes #and its so . this culminating ammassing of allcthese voices .... and it comes to it all being reflected at eachcother #spectre posseses hero and shifting mound and player becomign whole #anyway i like this love story i find it very tender and swet #... anyway ! this is . none of this is analysis these are just my ocs and the story i made up whilst playing

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herearedragons · 7 months ago

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tag the oc that's most likely to get stuck in a time loop and what kind of time loop it would be

#I feel like Kyana has time loop potential but idk what the exact loop would be #maybe the loop is the entirety of DAO and she keeps getting companions killed/locked into their Bad Endings #and the loop only stops when she manages to get them all to survive the Blight #something something she needs to learn to be a good leader and care about others #unsuccessful loops reset via the archdemon killing her (even if the dark ritual was performed)#Selene gets the classic 'your love interest keeps dying and you try to stop it' time loop #to escape the loop she must Let It Happen (and then it turns out it's fine and everyone survives)#Secret gives me the vibe of someone who knows they're in a time loop but has given up on trying to solve it #she's just going through it. trying everything. keeping herself entertained. trying to stay sane #sometimes she clues Varric in on the looping. sometimes she doesn't #actually maybe her time loop rule is that someone else has to save her from it. nothing she does by herself will work #idk what the exact reset point would be #I'm thinking the Arishok fight maybe. or Meredith #I don't think it would go as far as the Fade #also. after writing Homecoming I did have the thought of a time loop story #with Dorian as the one being trapped and trying to prevent Neil from dying/becoming possessed #maybe in his case he's not really trapped. he can stop anytime he wants but he keeps choosing to go back #the reset point is something Solas-related maybe #herearedragons meta #oc: kyana amell #oc: watcher selene #oc: secret hawke #oc: neilar lavellan #oh. actually. Aqun would be pretty fun to put in a time loop #that runs over some part of DAI and/or Trespasser #Adina is his time loop buddy (the person he usually tells about the loop because she immediately believes him)#idk what his reset/escape condition would be though #maybe in his case it's something purely mechanical #like there's no lesson to be learned it's just a magical anomaly he's trapped on #and on a meta level the 'lesson' is accepting that not everything has a Purpose or a Reason

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catboy-a-day · 1 month ago

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catboy 264 + extras

#sketchbook dump from me trying to write my way out of social anxiety ^_^#by??? getting angry and fed up I think is where I ended up. I’m getting mad at ppl who at this point I’ve made up in my head.#I think I just need to talk to ppl. And like. Get a bit of a reset. I’m thinking too much.#and then make sure I spend enough time resting so I don’t burn myself out like this again 💭#now the problem is how do I request to hang out. I’m going to send the most autistic text in the world.#This was good 4 me I missed throwing shit at my kitty and making him talk through it.#And I have acknowledged feelings I’ve had trouble acknowledging #So I’ll. Have this breakdown again in a week but. I think I’ll get better incrementally.

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forcedhesitation · 1 year ago

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I MISSED THIS ENTIRELY MY FIRST TIME AROUND....THIS IS SO DAMN PRECIOUS?!!

#bg3 spoilers #thoughts about media #this is so sweet. corydalis would cherish this present to the end of his days.#so nice of mirkon to say we killed the harpies in one blow!#we did not.#I couldn't long rest and reset corydalis' empty spell slots because the scene was glitching and the kid would spawn dead.#so i had to forgo the long rest and just fight them.#and then astarion and karlach kept getting lured by the harpy song!#lae'zel was the only one getting anything done!#and she sure as fuck didn't even want to be there!! i brought her to try and boost her approval...#but it's like. stuck at 6 or something equally abysmal because I keep pissing her off by being too nice.#I didn't realise there was an interaction between her and a tiefling in the grove in my first playthrough...she hated me more after that.#GIRL I'M NOT GOING TO MAKE ZORRU BOW FOR YOU!#like corydalis is a tiefling himself! be real lae'zel!#being nice to zorru got us the information we needed anyways...#astarion for whatever reason didn't complain even though i'm pretty sure being too nice in this interaction is supposed to annoy him.#i'm literally LOOKING for interactions to gain his disapproval!!!!!#BECAUSE HIS APPROVAL WON'T GO DOWN!!!!!!!!!#please my dearest I would like to NOT trigger your first romance scene too soon.#honestly if i could romance him without suffering through that again I would be thrilled. but it is not possible.#REALISTICALLY corydalis wouldn't even fall for his lying. he's ten times better a liar than astarion could ever hope to be.#and he's also extremely kind and caring! there's noooo WAY he'd let astarion's evasiveness slide unmentioned.#BUT ALAS. the game only permits you to avoid this TORMENTUOUS experience if you are playing karlach.#goblin camp is next though. I'm SURE I can earn disapproval there with him.#he may be allergic to disagreeing with my tiefling but this is still act 1 astarion! he is a bitter HATER with no healthy outlet.#I just have to like. oh I don't know. offer to help some random npc and ask for nothing in return.

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bogdreamz · 1 year ago

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SOOO WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT SEASON 4???

(love your art btw!!!)

smeltbracket found dead in this kitchen

#okay in all seriousness though i fucking loved it #hands down favorite episode was earth rake #but also contending is stockiverse and.. Bouillabaisse..#i really love how family focused this season is. dont get me started on tervo. i love how much nicer everyone is to each other #except for them really juicing up korvo’s bitchiness in super gooblers (which i guess was meant to push jesse into her confrontation)#speaking of korvo his voice was a delight this season. just so expressive and is now up there with the rest of the casts distinct voices #i guess trying to ease back into finales that end with a season reset #and why didnt pupa change color??#overall it was pretty fucking great. had black spots in my vision during the invisible kitchen scene #tervo this season was fucking crazy my god what are they gonna do for the valentine special #UGHHH. they really keep raising the bar every season. SOOOO GOOD #this isn’t a very In Depth discussion of my thoughts sorry i need to spend more time in this seasons nooks and crannies #ooh ohh and the replicants this season were so cute too. THEY GREW TOGETHERRR #i liked the shlorp lore and little peeks into their past too #anyways i got sidetracked yeah amazing season #I FORGOT TO MENTION THE ANIMATION #THE ANIMATION THIS SEASON WAS BONKERS DUDE. LOVED HOW FLUID IT WAS AND ALL THE FUN NEW EXPRESSIONS THE SOLARS HAD #THAT SCENE OF THEM SAYING DEENOSAUR WAS LIKE MY FAVORITE EXAMPLE #gonna keep adding as i remember things im glad they wanted to explore jesses character more #but i dont like how they jeopardized korvos character for them to get there #kinda made him backtrack his progress for the sake of that episode :/ just a really big shift i wasnt a fan of #and they didnt make him feel remorse that whole episode either he didnt even say sorry :/#also terry was just chill with chris that whole episode? have we just moved past the hall of betrayals thing?#i guess jesse’s roast about him being sky blue really just set him off for the rest of the season #he needs to talk to someone professional #i feel like solars is a really weird blend of being umm. Emotionally episodic

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waywardsalt · 5 months ago

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bc its been bouncing around in my head i think another little tiny grievance i had with totk is that i got to the end and just felt a sense of ‘well what the hell was that all for then’

#salty talks #like. ok. look at me. do you ever think abt how link loses an arm but absolutely nothing comes of it #it was basically just an excuse to give him powers and there was nothing actually done with yknow #him losing an arm. or how the light dragon thing didnt really have any long lasting consequences #and generally like. i had to think for a moment to remember why the hell she did that #what was her purpose in the past again???? what did she accomplish actually??? oh right the fucking sword #its like. i get to the end and like nothing has changed it all resets to zero it barely even feels lile a change #woth the other races pledging loyalty like the past (gags) bc barely anything abt hyrule changed between those two times #mineru leaves. she was a lot of wasted potential. nothing CHANGED it all just reset back to the status quo #no one learned anything i feel nothing new or interesting just oh hyrule is good :) it all feels so hollow #like you go on this big adventure and then at the end you dust yourself off and go back to doing basically #exactly what you were doing before that all happened like nothing happened. thats how it felt. what was the point #yeah sure new zonai stuff but that never sinks in its not important to the main narrative so it feels like nothing #it just. felt like there was no real point to the adventure except to affirm that yeah the past was perfect keep doing that #while none of the characters actions really have any lasting weight to them and they barely feel involved #i need to stop i can feel myself wanting to keep going lol. link losing his arm but the game not at all engaging with it is frustrating #totk salt #like to me it’s an issue bc its a long game with a lot to do but when you reach the end it just rings so fucking hollow #the main story/narrative equivalent to all those fucking collection items where the prize is a useless fucking token

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orcelito · 1 year ago

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Ok so I was wondering like

Top 0.005% of listeners. That's Pretty Damn Small. But I was wondering Just how small...

357.1k monthly listeners

0.005% of 357.1k is... just under 18...

Guys. I'm within the top 20 listeners for IAMX. Period. 🫣

#speculation nation #16K MINUTES OF MY 59K TOTAL MINUTES FOR THE YEAR...#A LITERAL 27% OF ***ALL*** MUSIC I LISTENED TO THIS YEAR........#cant help gettin emo i guess #like i knew he'd be indisputably my top artist but. holy fuck.#THIS ALSO ISNT INCLUDING THE SNEAKER PIMPS ALBUM... which ive listened to obsessively too #as an extension of the obsession with his music. bc he sings in it.#SOMETIMES AN ARTIST HITS U LIKE A FREIGHT TRAIN and ur left like. yeah. yeah .#helps that hes got so many albums so i spent Months slowly making my way through them all.#but then i just kept listening to him bc his music just... scratches an itch in my brain idk.#in part it's the grief. Metanoia was a crutch of an album after my uncle died.#and also with my cat... it was just. nonstop IAMX. for Months.#ive been branching out more again recently bc i do like some variety in the music i listen to #but if i want music but dont know what to play it just always ends up going back to IAMX #because it's dependable. it's enjoyable. it's Comfortable.#his music feels like a reset button for me. like returning to a dark room to sleep at night.#it's not dark for the sake of darkness. but for the comfort of it. existing honestly. existing without fear of judgement.#and bringing the analogy together i really have listened to his music to help me sleep a few times #not often just bc i usually dont listen to music as i sleep. im a light sleeper so i need white noise.#but there were a few times i found myself without a working fan. so i turned to his music to act as white noise instead.#not actual white noise of course. but the function of it. the Comfort. the familiarity.#pick one of his lowkey albums and just let it keep going. and it works. it does.#so like. it makes sense. it does. i understand entirely why i rank so high in his monthly listeners.#it's just a bit mind boggling to actually see the tangible numerical value hfkshdjd bc. man. man...

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keeps-ache · 17 days ago

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[staring out the window but it's just a sticker on the wall] i actually need to make something right now or i'll espode

#just me hi #didn't really do anything yesterday and i have some neat ideas that i haven't gotten around to because of the Sludge #but ouuuu Aura.....#yea..#//also think i want a sweet drink rn #prolly soda ngl. favorite poison :3 #//i had to reset my computer (bugging out) and for some reason it signed me out of everything ? boop ??#anyway so that means ytm autoplay got turned back on. which i rarely enjoy but i don't have the power to turn it off rn so i'm just #tolerating everything that comes on loll #which i'd Like to say it's like the radio but i really really like the station i listen to often and i Understand it's gonna be a roulette #//OH YEAAA i forgot about my mp3 project !! !!!!#so i think i mentioned it can hold images too which is Sickkkk and you can put the images on a slideshow which is even cooler #and bc you can listen to audio while doing that at the same time i was thinking well this is just infinite potential here. this could be #everything khfbvshg :333 #i wanna try a shorter + smaller story first.. prolly a short ghost story cuz spooky is just easier for me to do lol #ik what the visuals will prolly look like but the audio cues are where i'm a bit Hmmm abt em hfshg #i'm thinking i could put All of the audio in just like 2-3 files (for tutorials on how to use the machine for the story :) ) which isn't #hard #and cuz if you need to pause for whatever reason it's next to impossible to figure out where you are properly meant to be anyway #Yeaa i'll prolly do that :)#but if it turns out well i want to do some more complicated stuff!!#like i was thinkin and there's like a second between each pic where it could look like smth is just Kinda animated #which could be really cool and offsetting in the right spots :33 #i'm really excited abt it hbfhsv - prolly cuz it feels like a new medium which always gets my gears moving lol :>#//anyway i'm gonna run out of tag space in a sec lol--#just realized the reason i tend to have my last tag cut off at the end is bc i forget to count my talk tag as. a tag. lmfvsfhvjsf #anyWay yea!!! toodles ^w^

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713-4th-ward-g · 20 days ago

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#maan it took me like 2 hours to take this dell laptop completely apart #and reassembling it back into a new chassis only to find out the chassis i got doesnt have the keyboard light slot for the ribbon cable #thats on me to not paying attention or taking apart my dell laptop to compare the parts #but in the end it works just as new #not only did i change out the chassis but i even put in a new screen 😭#i had to remove so many small screws all different sizes and positions #take the mother board and move it to the new chassis 😭#made a couple mistakes but nothing too serious #it was my first time doing this without any real guide ahahaha #bruh it was task no cap #but at least the laptop looks and feels completely new #next up is adding a 2nd ram stick #then figuring out how to remove this firecuda from this heatsink so i can move it jnto the laptop and run a virtual box #just for the chance i get a virus i can just delete the partition from the hard drive and not have to reset my whole laptop completely #then i could probably run some emulators for ps2 or 3 games #i needed this windows laptop for the off chance i need to use windows for certain applications and i can finally stop using my mac #to virtual machine windows on it to use windows taking up half of my ram cpu cores and storage LMAO #i now freed that up #next up is waiting for my soldering machine to get here so i can fix this ps5 controllers with halo affect analog sticks #which would mean never having to worry about stick drift any longer #i now patiently wait #personal #about me

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throughpatchesofviolet · 3 months ago

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I finished all the Walpurgis Nacht missions in a little over three hours, by the way. This was the average run:

The only time Heathcliff wasn't MVE was when I swapped the "Team Captain" position from him to a Sinner better suited for a mission.

#so much of tonight ended up being me and Hellbat saying ''skill issue'' about things I've heard said about using this ID asdfghjkl #also I managed to not only finish Uptying Meursault's E.G.O but ALSO finished Hong Lu's since I had so many shards from pulls!!#so I can do Meursault + Hong Lu + Heathcliff + Ishmael E.G.O gifs soon!#I'm now working on getting Rodya Uptied ...#but agh ... I needed tonight--it was a nice reset for me mentally #I can't believe I pulled Pequod!Heathcliff in my first WN pull ... AND ALSO I FINALLY PULLED RABBIT ASDFGHJKL #a year and a half and I finally pulled R. Corp Heathcliff naturally ... could you imagine how it'd be if I hadn't gotten him with shards?#anyway the event was very good #I loved seeing Heathcliff and Ishmael interact again--even if it wasn't a lot #and Heathcliff had such an adorable moment with Sinclair in the beginning ... I love it when he's nice to him #it's just such a nice sign of his growth from Canto I ... he's no longer smashing Sinclair's head in--he's expressing gratitude towards him #ough ... I love him so much ...#okay I need to go sleep--I had a blast tonight and feel somewhat rejuvenated so I'm hoping this mood sticks!!#r: remind my heart to beat 💢#Into the Inferno 🚇#scattered pages

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hauntingblue · 6 months ago

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Justice for jolyne wdym emporio defeated pucci

#can i say maybe i dont like where this is going bc i dont like the priest. like why not have dio do all this. i have to endure his boring #self while not having any motivation bc i still dont know why he wants to do all this bc that backstory doesnt justify anything #while dio is in the background and he has a motive to hate the joestars and create a world without them. idk #this is like light and near but unjustified #i would have prefered the priest resurrecting dio in some strange way than him doing all this i think #and i still dont like his powers ☝🏻 they dont make sense to me and the evolution doesnt either. how can you just flip stands.#also his rant about how he killed all his enemies... josuke and giorno are out there now lmao #retracting my statement they changed the opening but just this last episode #i do like the destiny stuff like the same thing happens in a new world bc of necessity and the whole plot has been about things happening #because it needs to happen but why does this reset need to happen??? why does pucci want it?? so everyone can be happy?? why??#literally nothing that happened to him has been the joestars fault. dio brainwashed him? ok SHOW IT #like the plot is okay but the priest doing all this makes no sense it could be anyone at this point #okay i get it now destiny is like gravity.... but his stands changing makes no sense still. the disc thing got out bc of the plant baby. ok #but the gravity just changed to something else entirely??? to time??#he kept repeating time and space but a space stand would be the hand. gravity is something else entirely #its not like velocity>acceleration or star platinum and the world velocity>time. that makes sense #gravity and time is like my stand makes anything into ice cream and then it makes things disappear #rant at this point but yeah #okay control. the priest wants to know exactly what is going to happen at all times to be prepared and evolve?? and why would dio want this?#weather report...... i mean it was meant to be #yeaaahhh emporio roast him #irene and anakiss ajdhaisjaisjakakakak #i might be crying but this doesnt change my pucci criticisms #the ending song..... incredible choice #i think i liked golden wind too much and i cant control myself and not compare #but pucci doesnt make sense to me here apart from being a priest and wanting to fulfill 'god's' purpose or whatever that means #so now there is a new world but with joestars but they dont have stands?? or just pucci doesn't exist (or dio)#so just the prison gang doesnt get them. but ermes didnt go to prison either. idk #talking tag #watching jojo

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tsuncda · 3 months ago

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no, this is so embarrassing, actually, someone burn the loser cringe out of me.

#olive rambles #WHAT DO YOU MEAN I COULD HAVE SUBMITTED VITAL PAPERS DAYS AGO AND DIDN'T HAVE TO CALL CUSTOMER SERVICE #IT SAID 'INVALID FILE TYPE *OR* NO SPECIAL CHARACTERS' I THOUGHT IT WASN'T TAKING PDF FILES #EWWWWWWWWWWWWW #it's been so long since i've had a file rejected because of a white space what do you MEAN that's a special character #i could have fixed this DAYS ago??????????????#this is just like when i waited to get my new social to change my id and had to choose a SUCH an inconvenient day/time and. i didn't have t #they told me on the phone i needed my social and then when i was handing the social to the lady in person she said she didn't need it #😭😭😭😭😭#bro i'm just trying to get my documents in order here don't play games with me #AND i was so busy trying to get all of this done that i missed national spam musubi day on thursday </3 #that's the true tragedy in all of this #suffering the slings and arrows of outrageous fortune this morning and getting flamed on every end; let's just do a hard reset pls #can't believe i have to make phonecalls and be told i just don't have reading comprehension. embarrassing.

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thetimelordbatgirl · 1 year ago

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Finished watching Tales of Arcadia in its entirely... ...Star VS The Forces Of Evil please step aside, another show/movie is here to collect the award for Worst Fucking Ending.

#ngl i didnt fully enjoy the franchise #trollhunters jim was bland to me at first until near the end of it #3below felt like a weird middle for the three shows #and it shows even more when the alien characters return in the movie and dont do anything but...male pregnency plot #which just...is really unneeded plot #and out-stayed its welcome very fast #wizards i defintiely did enjoy...except for jim being turned back to human #ngl preferred him as a troll #and then the movie....so many unneeded deaths #so much weird plot where even the writing goes 'wait why didnt you tell us they dont need all three members to control the titans?!'#plus the fucking ending....oh dear god #the fact that jim time travels and fucks up shit #and makes toby trollhunter instead #like bruh you just saw him die and your going to condemn him to potentially die as trollhunter????#plus your willing to die in his place then or #like is this going to become a never ending time loop with jim and toby if toby survives first season or #and what happened to jim being meant to be trollhunter or the world will go fucked #and like i hate the pregency plot but damn steve was really fine with the babies being erased by jims time travelling #and with the time travel comes everything we saw being undone and reset #so thanks for killing rewatchbility as theres no point if it gets reset at the end

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pyrriax · 1 year ago

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yeah so the grey particles are back. i think im genuinely just cursed (ignore my lack of health i was getting my ass handed to me by skyslimes then the server crashed pvfdnkmfl)

#haunted ecosystem #mind you im an angel so i have like no reason tohave particles?? i was searching for the end portal because i havent grabbed the waystone #for it yet but i noticed the particles again......#they come and go and i have no clue Why they happen or where they came from but yeah its. something #also forgive my terrible inventory management i need to work on upgrading my backpacks.#i think i was looking for cod in that screenshot actually. i wanted to bring one with me to the end for an achievement :)#also wanna guess what piece of armor has mending. because its the only one that isnt like 90% dead at any moment #also respiration helmet saves my ass because i get like. slowness X in water. genuinely it took a minute and a half to get out of a #shallow ocean. its horrible. i cannot go Up. i have to use a sinking amulet so i can just build up instead. i parkour out of water #i still need to make a minecraft tag #i might just ask one of the admins for the coordinates of the main end portal and go from there #documenting the experiences on this server since ive been playing on my own for a minute... when i get back on i'll take some screenshots #of the progress on the base ^_^ since im making actual progress finally. i need to reset my home though since thats gonna be in the floor #aaaanywho i'll probably go end city raiding? maybe? honestly no clue yet i just want to get some things

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