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darlinggash · 22 days

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he’s so fine

#hugh jackman #wolverine #deadpool and wolverine #need that #on my knees #this isn’t funny anymore #he’s the only man ever #no actually #i’m going insane #i need him so bad

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iheartsuperjail · 2 months

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the warden as patrick bateman?!?!! (TW//blood & weapon)

i love superjail! and american psycho and i especially love the warden!1!!1!1! so why not make a cool, epic, & radical crossover?!!!! posted on my tiktok as well😋😋😋

#superjail #the warden #i love the warden so much i’m going insane #i need him biblically #american psycho #patrick bateman #fanart #say gex #what the flip #i actually need this man so bad it’s not even funny #piss kink #that last tag was a joke

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moonkhao · 1 month

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hi.

#i know most of you didn’t even realize i was gone #but man…#my mental health was like in a state of 📉📉📉 in the past 30 days like we love being mentally ill and fucking insane <3 #it was mostly bc i panicked and started obsessing over possible water damage in my flat kind of out of nowhere #like it started when my landlord came to check my bathroom bc my downstairs neighbours had water stains on their ceiling back in july #which had been caused by their shower curtain apparently but i was already spiraling when my landlord told me so i was sure it was my fault #i was assuming it was bc of me bc i had sometimes been spilling some of my bathwater and i was like WHAT IF IT HAS GONE THROUGH THE FLOOR?#and it didn't help that it has been hot af and very humid in my apartment LIKE WELL OVER 25 DEGREES AND 60% HUMIDITY #anyways i couldn’t shake this not matter what i tried and my fucking insane brain made me think i was going to get arrested for like #flooding the whole building or for causing some sort of mold infestation #i had SO MANY panic attacks; i wasn't able to sleep; i wasn't able to eat; i was on edge and panicky basically 24/7 so fun fun fun :D #and i kept waking up in the middle of the night and HAD to go check my walls or the space below my kitchen #it was compulsory like i couldn't not get up and go check and tbh i would've thrown out all of my furniture if i could've to check for mold #(and shhhh i know how fucking insane this sounds but having a mentally ill brain that's anxious all the time does suck ass sometimes 🥲)#(the worst thing about it tho was that i was SO AWARE of how insane about this i was being and yet i couldn't stop losing my mind over it)#(also i was so ready to move tf outta here bc i couldn't handle being triggered 24/7 which is why my mom let me stay with her last week )#i was so out of it that i couldn't even let myself do the things i usually enjoy... like at all #like watching my shows or spending any ungodly amount of time on tumblr... or replying to messages i got from people who i love #ig this goes to show HOW bad this actually was for me mentally bc usually tumblr and my shows are like my safe place #anyways we finally had a leak detection dude come over today and we had him check the water levels in my walls #and he said everything is fine and he specifically told me i should stop worrying about any water damage BC THERE IS NO WATER DAMAGE #he also said that the weather has just been insanely humid this year so it's not surprising that the humidity levels are higher than usual #i’m still a bit scared about some possible mold but ig this is good enough for now #i am aware how ridiculous this must sound for anyone who's reading this now but couldn't let it go not even with meds so let me live pls :(#TLDR I WAS GOING THROUGH IT BUT I AM BACK I THINK AND I AM MOST LIKELY GOING TO START BOTHERING YOU WITH MY GIFS AGAIN <3 #AND I JUST REALIZED I HAVEN'T EVEN SEEN ANY OF THE HEART KILLERS STUFF YET ASIDE FROM ONE OR TWO PICS LIKE :(#OH AND I NEED TO START WATCHING SUMMER NIGHT ;_;#sabrina talks #@AIRENYAH GIRL I AM SO SORRY I WILL PROBABLY REPLY TO YOUR MESSAGES LATER TODAY OR TOMORROW MORNING ;_;<3

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rocketqueen1989x · 3 days

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He’s so fucking fine:333

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starsm00n · 5 months

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I love Rick grimes you don’t understand I would let that man do ANYTHING. Like.

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twentyfivemiceinatrenchcoat · 3 months

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i still haven’t written out my 261 metapost but i can’t stop thinking about the stsg subtext in that chapter . the parallels between geto slaughtering the village and gojo slaughtering the higher ups…. the fact that gojo does it right after declaring that he has to “catch up” to geto

#IT’S SOOOOOOO #i will die defending gege akutami’s character writing i’m sorry #i think the shinjuku arc is sloppy when it comes to pacing and some technical fight stuff #but character writing wise it’s SO fucking good it’s so incredible it drives me insane #character writing AND relationship writing #which imo are gege’s strongest points aside from fight choreography #like it just . drives me insane #it’s such an interesting line!!!#he needs to Catch Up to geto. he needs to make a choice for himself not knowing if it’s right or wrong just like he did #he needs to carry through with an extreme action to get the change he wants .#instead of the slow “root cause” method that he himself implemented #(which for the record would have been smarter in geto’s case but for gojo’s goal extreme violence Works )#i also think that on some level it’s like … kinda proving geto’s point?#“you could do it satoru.” he has the power to change the world almost however he wants and he finally used it #at the expense of his own morality and sense of reason. which does turn him into a “monster” narratively i think #i mean . obviously i don’t think gojo killing the higher ups makes him a bad person 😭 it’s a very big deal for gojo’s character though!!#he’s always been capable of cold pragmatism. and he’s always been willing to get his hands bloodied .#but NOT with humans/sorcerers and that’s the really big distinction . he’s not psychotic. he never has been.#i think gojo was probably scared when he decided to go through with it. because it really is him trading a piece of his humanity away #:((((((((((((#aughhhhhhhh gege akutami i love you but when i fucking catch youuuuuuuuuu #anyway i should rlly save all this for the metapost but 😭 i needed to get it out….#ari noises ✩#meta ✩#jjk manga spoilers #jjk spoilers #jjk 261

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godsmus3 · 1 year

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it’s the fact that i have seen NO ONE talk abt this image. idk maybe i’m just going insane but JESUS CHRIST…anyways first post 👹😗

#david tennant #doctor who #tenth doctor #good omens #go2 #micheal sheen #doctor who tenth doctor #i want him so bad #he so babygirl i need biblically #what am i doing here???#plz tell me i’m not going insane #first post

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kaylazer · 5 months

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back on my bullshit (meeting men im in love with). Ben Schwartz is so kind and tall :-) I didn’t totally freeze like when I met the Jonas brothers but the selfies we took are blurry so 😔

(at least I have these bc I told sam to record the whole thing heheheh)

#also the show was great #I had to slap sam many times bc she was choking from laughter #ben schwartz #bro how did i forget my personal tag for ben #ben schwartz my beloved #me #also forgot me tag #editing tags after the fact to recount the entire experience #so we waited outside for about 10 minutes and I had no expectation of how long it usually takes for him to come out and take pictures #he comes out without a mask which is surprising to me and says ‘you guys wanna take some pictures?’#we all just kinda form a non sensical blob (there’s maybe like 10 ppl total) around him #Brandon Katie and Eugene hang back towards the stage door unsure if anyone wants to chat with them #I’m gushing over how tall and handsome Ben is to my sister who is ready to record our interaction once he gets to me #as I listen to him chatting with the other fans I can’t help but smile and say to my sibling ‘he’s so sweet’ every minute #he meets someone who has a cool sketchbook of the skits from the show that he wants to take a picture of #but they need to write their handle so he says he’ll talk with some others and get back to them #so he does and then later I see the girl ready to talk to him again off to the side #so I tell her ‘you can go ahead and finish talking to him”’ and she’s like ‘are you sure?’ and I’m like duh!#finally it’s my turn and he looks at me and says ‘hi I’m Ben’#yes Benjamin Joseph Schwartz I know #he sees me holding my phone and immediately sides steps to get into selfie mode as I ask him if he’ll sign my Jean Ralphio figure #he steps back to Be in front of me ‘yes of course!’#what insane media training he has #he says ‘I’ve seen this! this is the first one I’ve ever signed’#upon seeing the figure he says ‘it’s beautiful’ lol #he’s concerned that the sharpie I brought will not show up and I mention that it was probably a bad one to bring because it’s pastel #he signs and holds it up (as you can see in the first photo) to make sure it’s visible #he hands it back to me and I thank him and he says ‘do you want to take a picture?’#and I say ‘I would love to!’ and then I hold the Jean Ralphio figure and he looks to my sibling assuming she’s taking the picture #she’s like ‘no I’m just here for moral support!’

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yuripira4e · 19 days

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Before otasune week ends I just want to take a moment to plug my playlist

#I just remembered it exists #otasune #snotacon #snake x otacon #mgs #metal gear solid #metal gear #solid snake #David #hal emmerich #they’re married but also have never confessed their feelings to each other #people who think that snake would be the one rejecting Otacon is obviously basing it off of their appearances only #like sorry to say but snake has definitely slept with and accepted his feelings for men #and Hal has not #Hal sleeps with women to try and keep his mind off the fact he has a full family with a man who he loves and is going to watch die #I personally hc his dads abuse had a lot of affect on his feeling of inferiority so being gay would be too weak for him #he’s like a ally who is totally cool with other gay people but freaks out when the label is pointed at him #despite literally having a husband #but I think snake knows and accepts it in his own way #never forgiving Hal for the Naomi thing though #snake looked absolutely devestated the entire time but when he rolls over to sleep on the couch when Hal leaves with her and the soft sad #romance music in the back??? crazy #and y’all don’t even want to hear about the depressing queer repression cycle parallel between him and his mom (Strangelove)#I’m so insane about them I need them to just be in their happy family and nothing bad ever happens #Spotify

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sofarsogoodsowhat · 5 months

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AUUUUGHHHHH MY HEAD HURTS SO BAD

#face #new stupid hat!!!!!#i had so much fucking fun. my boyfriend ended up going with me and staying the whole time :) he wasn’t sure if he’d be able to #we both got drunk i got really stoned we both talked to the dudes from the second band for a WHILE and got cheap leather from em #cuz their singer makes leather like cuffs and collars n that kinda shit #AND THEIR LEATHER IS SOURCED FROM A FUCKING REZ. ITS FUCKING INSANE ITS SO COOL #but also their singer was looking at my tattoos and was like HOW OLD ARE YOU??? and he looks like he’s around my moms age #so that made me feel really fucking good abt my tattoos .#they’re the band that had the heavy metal parking lot shirt #also!!!! talked to the guitarist from the first band outside (i want him BAD) and he got all excited when i said i loved his solos and their #set was fucking crazy and he gave me a couple stickers and then when me and my bf’s bf were talking to the singer from the second band #the guitarist from the first one comes over and starts talking to me again and says he likes my shirt and then he was like yeah man i saw #you out there and i was like damn this seems like the kinda guy that’ll love this set i fucking hope he does I think i’m in love with him.#listen to takacs (columbus based??) + razorblade (pittsburgh)#apparently ppl at thrash shows like my tattoos! i need 2 look into the local thrash scene more

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aflame4goinghome · 11 months

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god, jake has me in such a chokehold. that man could do literally anything and i’d eat that shit up, breakfast lunch and dinner. i’m down so astronomically bad

#i need him so fucking bad #i’m actually going insane #send help #oh my god #greta van fleet #jake kiszka #jakegvf #gvf

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heartual · 1 month

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had such a good experience with surgery today i can’t even fully explain

#🍄.txt #i’m so happy that fuck ass doctor referred me to another doctor in the building because he was so nice and attentive #taking the time to explain things to me and make sure i was good #even said oh well if ur really uncomfortable we can always go to the operating room! :)#when the other doctor treated me like a nuisance the whole time and like some dumb child #well if you can’t sit still they’re going to have to put you under elsewhere 🙄#I DIDNT EVEN FUCKING KNOW THEY COULD DO THAT IN THE BUILDING? SHE MADE IT SEEM LIKE I WAS INCONVENIENCING HER THE WHOLE TIME #i was asking a bunch of questions because knowing makes me feel less nervous and he answered everything so clearly even when my mom was #asking questions too #recommending me different medications to keep this from happening again etc etc etc #so fucking bare minimum for a doctor but it was so nice seriously i wish i could thank him again for making it a more #comfortable experience #he put numbing shots on the inside AND outside of my lid just in case we needed to go from the outside this time #and while it hurt obviously it was so much better than the single shot she gave me the first time three weeks ago #she told me this would be a much more extensive surgery and here i am with my eyelid barely swollen 😐#i could barely see with it open three weeks ago immediately after because it hurt too much and was so swollen #what the fuck how do you have such contrasting experiences with two people who literally work together in the same building #anyway bad doctor experiences are always so fucking bad but when you have a really good experience it just feels crazy and insane #like wow thank u for treating me like a person #did i mention i actually left with care instructions this time written out. and the medicine recommendations on a physical piece of paper #i didn’t even get that after surgery with her how is that not below bare minimum #like this actually surprised me. jesus christ

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drewsarms · 2 months

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drunk rafe eyeing you at a party before he pulls you into the nearest bathroom.

#my rafey!!!#rafe cameron #I’m actually going insane I need him so bad #yapping

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rocketqueen1989x · 25 days

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exactly that

#i need him so bad #w axl rose #guns n roses #music #1980s #rockstar aesthetic #axl rose #gunners #i want him to fuck me all night long #gnr #idol #im just saying #axl gnr #i’m going insane #i want to have his babies #for reallllll

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lesbiansanemi · 3 months

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Was doing so good holding it together today but now that I’m laying down and trying to sleep I’m tearing up and I can feel that I’m about to burst into tears any second now

#my mom called me like ten minutes before I was off work today #and asked if I had talked to my grandpa lately and I was like yeah some why?#I’ve been showing what I’ve been cooking with him and my grandma because I was proud of myself #and she was like oh so you know about his potential surgery?#and I was like. his what???????#apparently his pace maker is dying and malfunctioning and he needs a new one #but this is the third time it’s had to be replaced and as he’s gotten older he’s had a lot more health issues #and they’re not even sure his heart can handle getting it replaced…. he has an appointment tomorrow to find that out #and no one told me. no one fucking told me it was that bad and I’m so #like man my feelings on my grandparents are so insanely complicated but I do love them #I love them so much and they practically raised me and loved me more and treated me better than my mother EVER did #they’re the only family members I’ve ever been legitimately terrified and upset over not accepting me cuz I’m queer #like my mom and siblings? I could not give a flying fuck if they hated me for my gender or sexuality #if my grandparents had a bad reaction I think I would fucking kill myself #and idk the point is I love him and I’ve barely seen him at all the past few years because we live far away now and I never visit because I #hate the rest of my family #but what if he can’t have this surgery?????#or what if he can but something goes wrong??????#what if he’s dying and I’m only able to go down and see him one more time #and he could be fine. it might all work out and he could be fine #but man I’m terrified that won’t happen because WHY WOULD NO ONE TELL ME ANY OF THIS #and yeah no I’m fully crying now I can’t do this #he taught me to draw and he built the house I grew up in and he got me into lord of the rings and would take me book shopping #and and and I’m gonna fucking throw up #kaz rambles

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windshieldwiper · 1 year

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um…so…..I feel totally okay about this…yeah…he looks so mediocre 👍

#windshield rambles (^･o･^)#IM A HORRIBLE LIAR #I SCREEECHED AT THIS #SORRY TO LIMITLESS N MITZI WHO HAD TO WITNESS THIS #GOD #OH JY FUCKING GOD HE LOOKS SO GOOD HERE I REWINDED JUST TO WATCH THIS AGAIN #IM SO FUCKING SICK IN MY STOMACH #I WANT HIM I NEED HIM HE NEEDS TO BE MINE RN #I WANNA SAY UNSPEAKABLE THINGS I WANNA DO UNSPEAKAVLE THINGS #IM GOING TO SLAM MY HEAD INTO THE WALL RN #HE LOOKS SO FUCKING GOODDDDDDD OH MY GOD HE LOOKS AMAZING I WANT HIM NOW #NO YALL DONT UNDERSTAND HOE DOWN BAD I AM FOR SHIDOU #UGH I NEED TO LEARN HOW TO DRAW HIM WELL I NEED TO DO THIS MAN JUSTICE #I’m not a shidou apologist cuz I think he’s great the way he is #I love my men insane #I wish I could tattoo this into my brain #I want him please #I need him to devour me #sorry

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