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i found a REALLY old picture of me from many many years ago when i was goth lol
it almost made me tear up because when i dressed that way there was no tiktok and it wasn’t normalized in any second
i got bullied to the core and seeing kids now being able to wear it makes me actually very happy tbh
i dress so boring now and sometimes miss it but i feel too old to dress that way now😭
baby goth me was a cutie ngl
and i also miss being a scene kid so much like it wasn’t a good time because of the bullying but i loved every inch of dressing how i wanted
#gothgoth#goth aesthetic#gothic#goth girl#alternative goth#goth music#goth#alternative#alternative clothing#alternative aesthetic#goth fashion#baby goth#old goth#old emo#i miss being emo#emo scene#scene girl#scene queen#emo girl#scemo#scenemo#i miss being a scene kid#scene kid#2000s emo#emo aesthetic#emo kid#emocore
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This might be a hot take, but I actually like that Percy figured out Luke was the traitor at the last minute. There were A LOT of clues that would’ve been hard to ignore, and he ignored them for as long as he could. And it’s clear that even after accusing Luke, he’s still surprised and heartbroken at Luke’s confirmation of his suspicions. He was holding out hope, guys!!
Also, the Betrayal Scene flows better as an exchange of dialogue and a swordfight than it did, in the books, as a monologue and a scorpion sting. This also leaves a bigger impact on the viewers and characters because it’s more emotional.
#I disagree with some of the other examples of the kids immediately knowing something is a trap but THIS ISNT ONE OF THEM.#like I knew they were going to change that scene a lot because it just wouldn’t have translated well to screen.#plus Annabeth not being there in the book was a total missed opportunity.#I’m curious if anyone else has recently reread tlt and agrees with me about this#percy jackson and the olympians#pjo#percy jackson#luke castellan#pjo tv show#pjo spoilers#pjo tv series#pjo tv adaptation#pjo season 1#pjo disney+#Pjo ep 8#Pjo 1x08#the prophecy comes true
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Warming my heart to see that people still want to see my season 2 content!
I’m enjoying season 3, don’t get me wrong, but it doesn’t inspire me the way season 2 does, even if it isn’t the best season of actual play out there season 2 will always be the most special for me
(It’s because Taylor is there)
#noodly#ugh I’ve missed drawing for this fandom!#y’all are so cool#I’m going a little harder on the first scene than I probably had to#so it’s taking a bit longer#but I’m loving this style sm#and fake screenshots are so fun#maybe I’ll stream making some of them#it’s been a million years since I last streamed#dndads#dungeons and daddies#I’m being serious about crediting Taylor with this btw!#both the manga and these anime screenshots are because he’s an anime kid#like I was
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sorry i cant be the only one who thought keefes comment about lady belva having a crush on him was a joke. like completely unserious untrue hes just saying that to sound cooler or whatever. please.
#i just!! think its being taken too literally!!#i think there was a scene where he had to dance with her in detention? but also#that could either be a “ok youre not paying attention so come show the class how its done” type thing#or a. she has to dance with someone to demonstrate and has probably danced with multiple other kids.#im just bringing it up bc ive seen it mentioned a lot lately and ive never considered it to be literal.#i havent read the books in a while so maybe theres a really damning quote i missed!#but for now i am a belva is probably not that bad truther#kotlc
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Late Night Talking
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#poorly drawn mdzs#MDZS#wei wuxian#lan wangji#This scene had massive 'we are the only two people still up at the sleepover' energy#thought let me set the record straight; wwx doesn't open up in the scene. He fully deflects#Nor does LWJ play with ants B*(#I wanted to merge the two scenes a bit that's all#My OG script was a bit funnier but it broke continuity so rip (i.e: wwx outright stated 'remember when YOU...' in reference to the ants)#also rip to lwj saying 'hey U up?' like he's texting his crush. I hope the spirit is still there#We all know lwj sticks to his 9pm bedtime no matter what#and wouldn't be traditionally texting on a cellphone#He wakes up at 4:30 am to go for a run#gets home at 5:30 to use the lan household computer to go on his shared google doc with wwx and comments 'are you still awake?'#cause lets me real. wwx might also keep a steady sleep schedule but at least he *can* pull an all-nighter#Can you imagine lwj at a sleepover? I admit to being the kid who went to bed and woke up 3-4 hours before the others#you either get fed up and wake someone else up for enrichment - or plan ahead to bring a book - or Walk Home#I fully missed out on all that deep heart to heart stuff. I usually was the one to go 'guysssss we are gonna get in troubleeee go to sleep'#wait this is too much sleepover talk I need to talk about wwx in the last panel. It's a mix of panic and pride.#He's just at the beginning of realizing this guy has changed a lot in 13 years#gonna be a while before more comic pages get posted but they're ready to go in the queue!#(I'm still posting other stuff daily though!)
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middle fingers UP!!! if u don't give a FUCK !!!!! (- taken with Hajime's fucked up ipod touch )
#scribbles#danganronpa#sdr2#hajime hinata#nagito komaeda#chiaki nanami#scene au#scene kid au#scene au by sol--lux my beloved#featuring ui from the fcked up ipod touch i used when i was a little emo kid <3#to anyone who recognises the marble hornets reference i love u so much#i miss being a cringy emo kid so much TT scene au fixes that craving.
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honestly beth and jerry have maybe my second favourite relationship in the entire show just for how interesting and tragic it is. like its brushed aside a lot in favour of other stuff but they were really both just kids... and the saddest part about them is that they maybe do love each other but its always in some way artificial
#‘i would find you in any lifetime’ but they never really had a choice#rick and morty#makes stuff like rixty minutes wayyy more sad#like they say they only had summer bc they blew a tire on the way to the clinic… JAW DROP.#but also stuff like jerry talking beth back thru their first kiss and her admitting to hating it#alsooo like. ik they bring up a lot that beth was 17 but jerry was also like. 17. or around it. they were BOTH kids and they both had to#make hard decisions. and they both did everything wrong and are both unhappy#like as much as ppl cling to that one speech abt jerry being a parasite i think its true for both of them#they both need each other in a sick way. yhey both love each other and they both hate wach other#its just their different personalities and they way they view each other that sets them apart#rick views jerry as a parasite bc well.. beth is his daughter and a lot like him#and also u can argue he was projecting a lot in that scene#but in the end its beth who ends up going back to jerry#she needs jerry as much as he needs her. bc he gives her that unconditional love she missed growinh up#..anyway#do they have a ship name btw. berry. jereth. lol#for the record their relationship is terrible. but i love thinking abt it its sooooo compelling to me
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”neon genesis evangelion is confusing” is actually a statistical error. most people have basic media literacy and understand what the show literally fucking spells out to you. no media literacy georg, who cannot understand basic storytelling tools, is an outlier adm should not have been counted.
#like. I’m baffled people think neon genesis Evangelion is confusing. surreal? absolutely. but not confusing#it’s like. ??? guys it literally tells you the meaning and it also goes hey all that other lore stuff is cool but don’t het too caught up i#trying to understand that shit to the point you miss the obvious#it’s about love and choosing to love yourself and wanting to live#on that note it’s like. not got a sad ending??? like??? it’s definitely bittersweet but the kids r better off than they were before by far#shinji wants to live and has. sort of learnt boundaries. like he still attacked asuka but he did choose the boundary option.#asuka has learnt she’s loved! she’s always been loved! and she’s able to show affection freely for the first time.#rei and kaworu are chilling being gods and also the same being#and the nonce gets fucking bit in two#(surprising how many ppl don’t pick up on That with rei and gendo either like. after end of eva? with a literal sa scene?)
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#Fifteen episode 2. Mmmmmmhhhhhh#The animation quality DOES get worse. This episode shows it lol#So many static frames stretching for so long... I feel so sorry for the animators.#I still stand by the fact that if studios can't provide enough budget or time to their animators seasons simply shouldn't be released.#But after all who am I to talk...#The scene of Dazai shooting at the soldier makes my blood freeze. Rimbaud throwing books in the fire is equally upsetting#Like I /know/ it's an anime about literature with constant metafiction references–#and that this too has a symbolic meaning and is *supposed* to be upsetting but that said.#Seeing whole books being thrown in the fire is such a disturbing sight that calls for such a visceral response in me 😭😭😭#The amv opening is nice! Makes me even more bitter about season 5 one lmao. Of the kind#“not only we had to get a amv opening (((while we deserved a wholly ss/kk focused opening)))‚ we even got a bad amv ending at that”#Mmmmhhhh I hateeeeeee how they handled the Sheep 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 Seriously this is just another bug instance of#“me and the author have WHOLLY different views of what human nature is like”#I just... Don't think... Children joining together in an hostile environment would act like that. I'm so much more of a t/pn kind of guy.#Children who come together to survive would protect each other and especially would trust each other. Why is there such a big lack of trust#Why doesn't Shirase trust Chuuya? Why doesn't Chuuya trust Shirase (with handling more information)? It's just dumb#It's dumb. It sounds stupid from the very plot aspect that Chuuya would act so shady and suspicious with the Sheep instead of being open–#about what his course of action is. It's like he was trying to have them turn on him. It's stupid of Shirase to mistrust Chuuya–#when in eight years he never gave them any reason to doubt of him.#And I know right as I'm writing this that someone is going to read it and think “you're completely missing on the unbalance of power that–#creates these dynamics of lack of trust” but the thing is exactly that I don't see why that unbalance of power would ever come to be!#They're all just kids. They're aware of that. If Chuuya never had malicious intentions towards Shirase‚ I don't see why he would ever fear–#his betrayal. Likewise‚ I don't see why Shirase and the other Sheep members would ever be so manipulative and disrespectful towards–#Chuuya if he's been nothing but kind to them (and we have no reason to think otherwise)?#It all comes down to: I think people are inherently good and willing to help each other. The author thinks not lmao. It is what it is#But I wish you could see t/pn. Where kids are constantly trying to outwit each other in order to OUT-SACRIFICE THEMSELVES for the others lo#I love t/pn it's my life... I miss it#random rambles#And if anyone would like to argue that Dazai specifically set them off to betray each other... Yes I DO understand that's what the story–#is suggesting. I just don't think Dazai - for how good. and infallible he is - is enough to scrape long-term relationships of trust.
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man... rhoam's "redemption" in aoc really sucked, huh?
like botw SHOWED us, several times, how much pressure rhoam put on zelda to unlock her powers, despite her telling him, several times, that it wasn't working. he got angry and banned her from doing not only something she saw as useful, but something that she was clearly very interested in and passionate about because she "wasn't dedicating enough time to her prayers." yes, his diary expresses regret for it, but at the end of the day, if zelda saw that it wouldn't mean much to her. the actions rhoam took, and the way zelda grew up under so much pressure that she nearly died as a child in one of the springs (this is in urbosa's diary, iirc) mean so much more than his regrets and his intentions. it took him nearly 10 years to realize that he fucked up, and by that point it was too late. the calamity had returned, and rhoam had lost any chance he had at making things right with zelda.
meanwhile, in aoc, all that's there is some half-hearted scene in the temple of time that's supposed to make everything better? yes, aoc had a very different and arguably better outcome than the calamity that led to botw, but the damage was still done by rhoam. it's still the same hurts and abuse and trauma that he put his daughter through all because of the prophesized calamity.
#legend of zelda#breath of the wild#hyrule warriors age of calamity#sorry i just. i don't know what nintendo meant to do with rhoam#i guess they were trying to make him into a guy who did bad things for a good reason but still#i think the action matters more than the reason because the action is what impacts others the most#when someone is hurting and they lash out what people remember most is them lashing out#that scene in aoc really felt kinda empty and half-hearted (even kohga crying during the scene kinda felt forced)#yeah i guess they were trying to make him into a stern father who we were meant to sympathize with because he didn't want to do#what he had to do. but it kinda... fell flat?#i don't think he was a good king either. he wasn't a tyrant for sure but also what kinda king puts the fate of his entire kingdom#on the back of like 6 people. 4 of whom are considered kids or young adults by their society's standards#(urbosa also mentions this in her diary and she hates that she and daruk are the only seasoned warriors of the champions)#(her diary is full of worldbuilding gems because of her relationship with zelda and its worth a read if you have the DLC)#don't think i forgot about link in all of this either. he was like 12 when he pulled the master sword and he wasn't much older than zelda#if he was older at all. and he was already a knight as a teenager. he was a child soldier who rhoam personally appointed#because he was able to wield the master sword#and maybe revali has a point there. maybe he didn't deserve any of it but not in the way that revali thinks#i don't think that's a writing mistake. revali is a very flawed character and he's young and brash and impulsive. he's very harsh on link#because he thinks he's being overlooked for his skills while link gets all of the pomp for doing the bare minimum#which isn't true but there's also not really anyone proving otherwise to him. link himself doesn't talk a lot#BUT I DIGRESS this post is about rhoam not link and revali#yes i have sat on this for 3 and a half years. what of it#i think rhoam could have had a redemption if he didn't like. deliberately lie to link at the beginning of botw. several times.#like.... these are flawed characters and it would take a LOT for rhoam to shift his world view like that#if he had come to the conclusion he did earlier and listened to zelda maybe things would have been a bit different#but he didn't. he missed his chance to speak with his daughter and tbh the fact that it took him about 10 years to realize this#says a lot about his character i think#post brought to you by the copious amounts of hades i've been playing (zagreus and zelda are an interesting point of comparison in my mind)#(like yeah rhoam and hades are two completely different parents but they both had similar outcomes with their children)
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we made it to may🖤
#mentally tired#sick and tired#pierce the veil#ptv#emo girl#i miss being emo#i miss being a scene kid#scemo#scenemo#emo scene#2000s emo#hold on till may#Spotify
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ousaugoahgh I love lou wilson so MUCH i want to be his friend so BAD.
#im so excited for junior year#and im glad that they all seem excited for it#because honestly as much as i love the bad kids#it felt kind of selfish of me to want them back so badly#when the cast clearly wanted to be doing other things#like i feel kind of guilty for 'making them' do fantasy high again#yknow what i mean?#it just kind of seemed like- esp from emily saying she considered retiring fig-#it seemed for a minute like they didnt want to do fh again like they were done with it#but at least from the little behind the scenes vids it looks like theyre excited#im so ready for them to be silly goofy and insane again#so many of the other seasons are like. a touch too serious for me#a lot of them veer a little too far into like. critical role territory for me.#which is why fantasy high and starstruck are my favorite seasons#i missed them being wild and fun#i hope its good. i really hope its good#fantasy high#d20
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Books of 2024: August Wrap-Up.
Hey, would you look at that, it's suddenly September! Rude and uncalled for. This month, I did a lot of knitting (two sets of gloves and two hats! gearing up for holiday season), and a LOT of writing (finished the first 16k draft of a scene, who???), and read uh. Some. I didn't finish a ton of books, but I did make it through what felt like a ton of pages.
Two-thirds of this month's reading were post-apocalyptic-community-oriented, on purpose, to feed into my current writing project, and that worked really well--either I'm very good at choosing books that match the vibe I need, or my ADHD brain is good at making connections, OR a little bit of column A, a little bit of column B. Photos and/or reviews linked below:
GHOST STATION (pages-out stand-in book pictured above, because I checked it out from the library after canceling my paperback pre-order, which was a good call) - ★★ This was very bad. Bad science, stupid incompetent characters, JUST enough neat worldbuilding to make it FRUSTRATING that this missed so hard. I'm bummed because I wanted to read DEAD SILENCE by this author, too, but I don't trust her now :(
ALWAYS COMING HOME - ★★★★½ Loved this!! Dense and chewy, and it required a lot of patience, but it was very rewarding and I'm really glad I read it. My absolute favorite passage was about scrub oaks, but I posted a few other highlights and tagged them as "le guin posting," if you're interested! If you like Le Guin and/or utopias and better futures and/or huge books that push what it means to Be A Novel, check this out for sure.
ARCHANGELS OF FUNK - ★★★½ So. I didn't realize that this was attached to a few other novels she's already written. And I read it cold (oops). Goodreads informed me that it was Book #2 of Cinnamon Jones, and review-diving indicated that REDWOOD AND WILDFIRE is also implicated in its worldbuilding, but that didn't stop me because I can't read. I would like to revisit this one after I've read those other two, I think, but!: The community and vibes and Making Art At The End Of The World were all immaculate, and the character names made me feel vindicated in some of my own naming conventions (seriously: there's an Indigo in this, and a Game-Boy, and Hawk, I can't make this shit up).
Under the Cut: A Note About ~*★Stars★*~
Historically, I have been Very Bad™ about assigning things Star Ratings, because it's so Vibes Heavy for me and therefore Contingent Upon my Whims. I am refining this as I figure out my wrap up posts (epiphany of this month: I don't like that stars are Odd, because that makes three the midpoint and things are rarely so truly mid for me)(I have hacked my way around this with a ½). Here is, generally, how I conceptualize stars:
★ - This was Bad. I would actively recommend that you do NOT read this one, no redeeming qualities whatsoever, not worth the slog. Save Yourself, It's Too Late For Me. Book goes in the garbage (donate bin).
★★ - This was Not Good. I would not recommend it, but it wasn't a total waste or wash--something in here held my interest/kept my attention/sparked some joy. I will not be rereading this ever. Save Yourself (Or Join Me In Suffering, That Seems Like A Cool Bonding Activity).
★★★ - This was Good/Fine/Okay/Meh. I don't care about this enough to recommend it one way or another. Perfectly serviceable book, held my interest, I probably enjoyed myself (or at least didn't actively loathe the reading). I don't have especially strong feelings. You probably don't need to save yourself from this one--if it sounds like your jam, give it a shot! Just didn't resonate with me particularly powerfully. I probably won't reread this unless I'm after something in particular.
★★★½ - I liked this! I'll probably recommend it if I know it matches someone's vibes or specific requests, but I didn't commit to a star rating on Goodreads. More likely to reread, but not guaranteed.
★★★★ - I really enjoyed this!! I would recommend it (sometimes with caveats about content warnings or such--I tend to like weird fucked up funny shit, and I don't have many hard readerly NO's). Not a perfect book for me by any means, but Very Good. This is something I would reread! Join me!!
★★★★★ - I LOVED THE SHIT OUT OF THIS, IT REWIRED MY BRAIN, WILL RECOMMEND TO ANYONE AND EVERYONE AT THE SLIGHTEST PROVOCATION (content warning caveats still apply--see 4-star disclaimer). Excellent book, I'll reread it regularly, I'll buy copies for all my friends, I'll try to convince all of Booklr to read it, PLEASE join me!!
#books of 2024#books of 2024: august wrap-up#ghost station#sa barnes#always coming home#ursula k. le guin#archangels of funk#andrea hairston#le guin is 4.5 stars from me because i will not recommend it to anyone and everyone lol#i mean i think if anyone's interested they absofuckenlutely should#but you have to be willing to approach the book on your own terms i think#hence it's not quite 5 from me#and i'd like to reread it but it won't be a regular reread#i really enjoyed reading the acknowledgements in hairston's book btw#i love seeing where books and stories come from#i'm not sure how much of this one didn't resonate with me as well as it could because i was missing TWO BOOKS OF CONTEXT LMFAO#but i had a good time anyway so i think it's probably pretty good :)#i did spend a bunch of the beginning wondering what i missed and if this was a Me Problem or a Story Decision#(but i vaguely remembered MASTER OF POISONS being the same sort of “dump you in the deep end good luck kid” situation)#so i let it ride#i'm curious about how much cinnamon history is included in SMALL CHANGE (i suspect klaus and marie yes but tatyana no??)#it also tracks why those two books were rereleased in hardback by tor when they were lmaooo#anyway. liked le guin. liked hairston. gonna read some manga next and then vandermeer.#i have to finish my revisions on this scene and swing into nano prep mode SOON i'm giving myself a week to knock it out
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and if i told you guys that i just finished the last part of buzzer beater too?????
#im gonna miss them so much 😭😭😭#but that wont be until frankenstein complex is done aka june! so!#im not kidding i literally had like 2 scenes left to write and i just did them#i really want to clear out my wips before i start new ones this time........#im hoping to finish baby fangs next bc that one is also so close to being done#and i wrote all the other strawbsunday fics like 6-12 months ago 😭#talk#text#mine#f: little league#s: buzzer beater
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always thinking about ford being furious that stan would risk the world for him vs him being willing to trade the world to keep stan and the kids safe in a heartbeat
#but also him only separating from the stan o war photo after 40 years when he basically has to kill stan...#that fearamid scene being left to the viewers' imagination is great cos we have that#but also stan going 'im going to kill that son of a b-- what the fuck is that tattoo'#i choose to believe that there was karaoke at the kid's bday party#to make up for the fact that the town missed love patrol alpha#and i choose to believe that stan and soos singing all star is canon
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令嫒就像那片山水。虽然我从未亲眼看见过,但是我知道她会有多美。... 我有多羡慕将来可以亲眼看见她的那个人。
#鹤唳华亭#royal nirvana#cdrama#drama#my posts#hlht#rewatched the 屏风定情 scenes i think for the first time...#it just hits SO differently now#the first time was more about seeing two innocent kids falling in love while knowing it's gonna turn out so tragic#the second is inevitably about how lonely and sad xdq is. and lwx being completely altered eventually#xdq talking about missing someone even when they're right before you. lwx talking about reuniting with huating!!!!!!!!#them talking about freedom and liberation!!!!!!!! among the rivers and mountains!!!#'you don't have to become a deity to experience that'. you can experience it in this lifetime as a person#but to xdq (and to many other people) it's really just THAT hard#lwx has experienced it. experienced nirvana. but from here on it's gonna be her fall and demise#i'm just so fucking sad#she's the symbol of the world outside to him. unreachable. and something he can only hope and yearn for#even though it's just right before him#like she's literally an abstraction to him for the longest time bc he has never SEEN her before#it's insane all he wanted is to lay eyes on someone's face and looks AND HE COULDN'T#AND WHEN HE WAS GIVEN THE OPPORTUNITY. HE LOOKED WAY PAST IT.#HELLO I'M GOING INSANE
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