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another dani sketch because i am nothing but completely infatuated with her
#resident lover#daniela dimitrescu#my baby girl#any art i post of her is just her conveniently half naked in a way her abs are shown#i may be sensing a pattern#god can strike me down for my sin but until he does i will not stop#im hoping if i can line it some time later but i need to sleep first#and i need to look up better references for taking off clothes#boy i wonder why pinterest wont give me anything
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I think it's incredibly important to remind folks on testosterone or folks who want to reverse patterned baldness about their options, but man, does it sometimes suck wondering how much of our insecurities about our hair stem from backwards beliefs that to strive towards beauty is not only preferable but "makes you good."
As someone with a rather masculinized body pre-medical transition, patterned baldness has always seemed neutral. Hair is incredibly important (hell, much of my own energy is spent on my hair because I like it), but the pressure to have hair, to have hair the "right way" is something that I absolutely loathe.
I'm not here to judge people who don't want patterned hair loss or baldness, I'm here to say that those traits will never make you lesser. Not only is it neutral, but it is also just as worthy and beautiful.
#trans#transgender#lgbt#lgbtq#ftm#mtf#nonbinary#this especially goes for folks who may be transfem or trans women experiencing patterned hair loss/baldness#i love you and think you are gorgeous<3#i mentioned trans folks going on t because that's a lot of my own experience#i already had a somewhat masc hairline before t and now it's just settling in...#...i found that i'm fortunate in that way for having an already masculine body and i think that's why my changes are more...#...like unpacking your house rather than moving to a new home if that makes sense#but i find that the beauty culture around hair adds even more unnecessary stress for those who want or value their hair#i am beauty culture's number one hater
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Eugene? Twogene? Redgene? Bluegene?
I care not who he is, I want his robe.
So I made a pattern breakdown.
And honestly it looks simple enough to make, so I'm making it.
Edit: i made it.
#also like#hear me out but i scrounged up a good 4 meters of pure raw silk from our fabric storage#and like#it's been there for years and i don't have any other plans for it soooooooo#yeah this may take a while#simple pattern or not#pure silk will need to be treated with RESPECT#drawtectives#drawtectives spoilers#drawtectives season 3#✨fashion✨#sewing project#oh and of course this is just how I'm interpreting the garment#feel free to disagree this is just what makes sense to me
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Manifesting Whit and Arei FTE so HARDDDDD
#please please please please please#drdt#danganronpa despair time#arei nageishi#whit young#literally our last chance to get both Arei and Whit content#I think there should be an Arei and Mai and also Killer and Mai story afterwards#maybe#it makes sense for there to be a pattern
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i love spending hours drawing pixel art on the grand bazaar signboard for literally no reason
#this pic is from some time in may on my old save file#i remember complaining about the graphics always glitching on here ages ago and thinking it mightve jus been the rom i was using#but im playing on my physical copy now and it still has graphical issues 😞#but yeah. drawing on this damn signboard is a pain#i know it jsnt a necessary part of the game but how i wish there was like a grid or you could atleast zoom in#i have a great love for copying patterns to draw in games where you can design stuff. if that makes sense idk#bokumono#harvest moon#grand bazaar#rei ayanami#< tagging her because shes on my little sign board for my apple trees to look at hlhkhjjkh#i hope ivan appreciates my work ..
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the calm before the storm
#art tag#dragon age the veilguard#dragon age veilguard#ivy laidir#rook laidir#lucanis dellamorte#rookanis#ivy uses they/them <3#can you guys pretend spites wings are there for me …. i got overwhelmed <3 im sorry#we got fade cracked skin though!!! thats what matters most#spotify play never let me go by florence + the machine thank you#ive been so normal about this … i wrote an entire one shot for it you may not see the countless conversations of trust security and#vaulnerability that lead to this moment . im normal about them . very normal#like they’re both afraid but its about the trust!!! the trust the other wont let them fall or hurt them!!! you get me!!!!!!!#anyway can you tell im sane . the most sane ive been about a da protagonist since my hawke im sensing a pattern#this happens like directly before act 3 in my mind . like the moment they got back to the lighthouse ivy had to go meet morrigan#love how the water unfluffed ivys hair .. they are wolfing (unironically)#i feel it shouldve been a bit longer but i think their hair is just naturally fluffed out ..
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I guess I do have a type(s)…? [Male Edition]
Like I see patterns but it’s not like all of them have something in common- You now all have grounds to flame me for my shit taste ig- You’re lucky I didn’t put Bill Cipher up there- /hj (I swear my fem edition will be my redemption arc)
#these are in chronological order#didn’t include Ben drowned since creepypasta is community owned kinda#IM GONNA FUCKING CRY WHY IS THE BOWL CUT KINDA A PATTERN 😭😭#the only good taste is Utah 🫶#will respond and answer stuff on the weekend-#Julian to Kakyoin makes sense-#Cassata may be the start of the redhead era ngl#I can kinda see Utah to Rook?#BUT ROLLO WTF#ig whisky is kinda an outlier in looks but his personality is fitting#meowing 🌸
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finally finished tracing out the skirt embroidery!
there was a lot of adjusting i had to do to this to make it symmetrical and also just... make sense (seriously look at the original skirt for a few seconds and you'll start seeing all the places where its.... weird) but im super happy with my results! im planning on using this (or at least elements of it) on the rest of the costume to tie the thing together!
in the end, i couldnt get the lower flower to come out in a way i liked that also felt cohesive with the rest of the design, so i left it off, but i think its just as good without! you can see my first attempt at it in one of the templates below the cut though, if youre interested!
this was fun! idk if anyone other than me will find use in this, but it was worth it anyway,i learnt a lot about using the path tool in the process of making this & already have some future plans for the things i picked up on.
↓ versions with thicker lines and each element separated out into its own template ↓
thicker lines!
The border- this repeats perfectly, just match it center to center
The main flower
The upper flower
The Tulips! i included both directions here
#its red because. i worked in red and could NOT b bothered to change it#i was just going to transfer this with carbon paper and a tracing wheel. maybe pricked holes and chalk#we arent fancy over here#sewing#pattern making#embroidery#template#digital design#cosplay#western#sorta. it gave ME western vibes though the denim may have impacted this. shrugs#Sheriff ginny gonna b so cool#i also elected to keep the border a perfect rotation and not asymmetrical like the original bc that made sense to me#i coulda changed the joining element to be shorter i suppose but i like the swoop of it#(yeah look at that in particular. one is literally just a line)
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#when i was first coloring him in he was gonna be golden chinchilla colored but then i was like ehhh jonah magnus should be red/orange but#elias should be gray ...so i just desaturated what i already did instead of recoloring lol but#he is now supposed to be shaded silver lol#but thats why his coat pattern is on the darker side compared to what it *should* be#og elias bouchard coming from an important/roch family and while whole thing with thinking he just *deserves* stuff bc of his upbringing.#etc. -> he is purebred and matches the breed standards etc for a scottish fold of his color#obviously the eye color doesn't matter because. ahaha#i thought elias fit the Scottish fold vibes because: Scottish folds are known for looking sort of like owls and having intense eyes#and the cat body/face type (also present in british shorthairs) to me gives off sort of... unnasumming vibes?#like ahaha yes i am a boring boss who loves paperwork look at how unnasumming i am season 1-2 elias y'know#trying to think of what cat breed jonah would be. and also jon gerry etc you know all the other characters i like#would it be boring to have multiple british shorthairs#i mean..#Michael shelley/distortion is a laperm that's all I know#i didn't particularly care with the personality attributes associated with eliascat because it didn't need to fit his personality on account#of not being his original body. but i do try to keep in mind the best personality/look/etc. cat attributes as a whole for a character#also sometimes get obsessed with jt making historical and geographical sense but then it just limits me greatly to a point im not into it#so i don't care about specific breeds in that respect lol#tma#my art#elias bouchard#the magnus archives#some notes looking back(made it 2 hours ago but still looking back ok..) on it now are that i feel like elias would never choose this breed#for his next bodyhop because of the inherent health issues in scottish folds. I saw the breed was created in like the early 1960s and#assumed that maybe the health issues wouldn't have been common knowledge until later enough for jonah to be unaware of them but actually no#there's legislation about it like 6 years later LOL so jonah would..maybe not make this choice#i guess in the future when drawing i will just make him a British shorthair#my catTMA is simultaneously 'they are just regular cats or like all show cats or something' and 'exact tma plot but as intelligent cats'#LOL its just vague in my mind idk..also maybe jon can be an Abyssinian#ALSO WHAT WAS I THINKING 'jonah may not have been aware about x thing' like did i...did i forget. me 2 hours ago was dumb as rocks
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every time ive gotten sick since last year i get this red blotchy skin specifically on the front and sides of my neck . it doesnt hurt and isnt really itchy or anything it's just kinda There. Does anyone know what up with that. diagram for reference
#text#health tag#IT'S JUST SO BAFFLING?#i remember it happening in november and february and when i had covid in may so its a Pattern#i dont Know for certain that nov and feb weren't covid but i dont think they were? didnt last nearly as long and i tested negative#which i know 'the vibes' and 'tested negative' arent perfect indicators of it not being covid but yknow#so i dont think its a covid specific thing ? but i could be wrong#OH and i think its the vaccines doing this to me bc thats basically microdosing illness right? so it'd make sense#*doing it to me This time i mean#like i dont THINK im actively contagious with anything i think my body's just pressing buttons
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#Nothing to say. A good episode. A good season.#I love Oda. I love his voice perhaps even more lol#I should look for an improvement of the video quality... To say it's 1080px mkv :/ But the latest upload on N/yaa is too heavy#The op visuals of the untold origins arc are very good. The songs are good too#Although I suppose I may just be nostalgic ahah#I like fuku/fuku... Especially this young bittersweet flavour#Fuku/fuku have so many “couple who for some reason broke up but who still love each other more than anyone else” in this episode.#What do you mean they keep calling each other.#What do you mean Fukuchi won't hesitate to help Fukuzawa even after he refused to join his group.#Mmmmhhh... One more thing#There's so much emphasis on Christianity in bsd. It makes sense for Atsushi and Dostoyevsky I suppose due to the irl authors‚ but...#Why was Oda handed a Bible in this episode? Why was Ango carrying a Bible with him in the Beast movie?#When you take into account that Christianity only makes for 1.5% of religious believers in Japan‚ it's just curious.#But maybe I'm missing something? Was Oda-author Christian too?#Then again I can really feel this wider underlying pattern which... Exceeds the characters in a way?#It's mostly details so it'd be hard to list them but... Idk.#Why was there a cross behind Kunikida when he witnessed the little child die.#🤔#That would be all. This season is very beautiful and I love Mushitarou but can't WAIT to get back to Atsushi I miss him 🥺🥺🥺#random rambles
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on behalf of my gramma i think i should be allowed to tear people who make ai generated cross stitch and crochet patterns limb from limb thank you very much
#how is that for ANCESTRAL RAGE#is it quite as bad as the ai generated images of ‘finished crochet projects’ that get posted onto crochet facebook groups#making a bunch of older people susceptible to getting fooled by it#feel as if the REAL things they make are inadequate in comparison to a thing that literally does not and could not exist? i suppose no BUT#translating those soulless fucking generated images into a pattern? with little stupid arbitrary Generated Details that make NO sense but ar#necessary for the pattern????#listen people put their hearts and souls and HOURS AND DAYS AND WEEKS AND WHAT HAVE YOU INTO THEIR CRAFT#and you can’t be bothered to put in effort to even create what a pattern is BASED ON?#like. dont get me wrong. i like that there are things you can use to convert an image into a pattern. cool! convenient though alterations ma#may be necessary!#but. plugging words into a site with no real care and then plugging that into a generator saying good enough#and then being like. cool okay pay us and spend weeks TOILING over this pattern we put not a MICROSCOPIC level of effort into??????#it’s so fucking manipulative especially considering the generation so many people looking for cross stitch patterns are in#like they don’t know to look out for this not to mention how!!!!!#rant over for now but god. im fucking seething
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Having bathtub (I scrub and scrub til my body bleeds, convince myself I am coming clean) and legit tattoo gun (but I am not a dirty god and I don’t have a dirty body) back to back means so much to me in words I probably can’t articulate
#like bathtub comes off as the harsh reality of coming to terms with your own self image#whereas legit tattoo gun is a desperate denial of that self image#does this make sense to anyone else or am I just rambling? the world may never know#I suck at analysis bc I love identifying patterns but it feels like there are infinite interpretations of said patterns#these songs are just so good#the front bottoms#tfb
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FIGHTING STYLE ANALYSIS.
bold what often, or always applies to your character. italicize things that they will sometimes do. and strike out options that they never do. repost, don't reblog.
• fights honorably / fights dirty
• prefers close - quarters / prefers range
• chats during / goes silent
• low pain tolerance / high pain tolerance
• attacks in bursts / attacks steadily
• goes for the kill / aims to disarm / fights defensively / strikes first
• is provoked easily / provokes their opponent / teases
• gets visibly frustrated / shouts while attacking
• uses strategy / focuses on the battle / experiences conflicting thoughts during battle
• rushes in recklessly / tries to read their opponent before engaging
• fights wildly / fights calmly / fights apathetically / fights with anger / fights with excitement / fights with delight
• fights because they have to / fights because they want to
• fights without regard to wounds / runs away when wounded / hides wounds / takes a blow to protect another
• prefers a blade / prefers a gun / prefers hand to hand combat / prefers a bow / prefers a shield / prefers a personalised weapon / prefers magic, alchemy or spells
• their greatest weakness is physical / their greatest weakness is mental / their greatest weakness is emotional
• transforms for battle / fights as they appear
• relies on strength / doubts their strength / relies on speed
• uses everything they have / proceeds with caution / hides their full potential
• exhausts quickly / has high stamina
• behaves arrogantly / brags after landing a hit / belittles their abilities
• uses psychological tactics / uses brute strength
• tries to avoid civilians / strikes down civilians
• damages surroundings / avoids damaging surroundings
• signature fighting style / makes it up as they go
• mastered skill - set / learning their skill - set
• fancy footwork / sloppy footwork
• messy fighter / elegant fighter
• accepts defeat / refuses defeat / begs for mercy
• compliments their opponent / insults their opponent
• uses unnecessary movements / moves efficiently / barely moves
• prefers to dodge / prefers to block
• defends their blindside / has no blindside / leaves blindsides vulnerable
• uses all available advantages / strictly uses one main method
• plays around / holds back / fights ruthlessly / shows mercy
• waits for an opponent to be ready / strikes when opponent isn’t ready
• fears death / fears pain / fears killing
• has ptsd / avoids fighting
• has lost a fight / has won a fight
• has killed / refuses to kill / enjoys killing
• wants to die standing / would succumb slowly
tagged by: i stole this from one of my other accounts tehe.
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#IT WAS PROBABLY NOTHING BUT IT FELT LIKE THE WORLD: musings.#rp memes.#AHH yeah so you may or may not have noticed a pattern amongst my muses and that is that they all fight dirty LOL#but i meannn whenever you're in a fight especially a street one you kind of have to fight at least a little dirty bc your opponet is NOT-#going to show you kindness most of the time i don't think (': so yeahhh and another important thing to note specifically with blamore is-#that it IS a boxer and also practices muay thai so stand-up striking / sweeps as well as clinches are thing's that it'll commonly-#implement into a fight with someone + he's got strong legs and a good sense of balance due to his boxing experience. HOWEVER#i know that boxing personally is a pretty demanding sport that makes it so that you have to be in tip-top shape to practice it most of the-#time so yeah. maintaining strength in the trunk in particular is something you need and this means training constantly which blamore-#may not be able to do sometimes due to its nerve pain but it definitely tries to stay in good shape. BUT other than that-#i could also picture him using his time in gymnastics to help him to win fights and stuff since it requires a LOT of flexibility / strength#to do those exercises as well.
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still thinking about that one time one of my friends' mother told me that at my age she would have killed herself except for the people who would have had to find her (and that she was glad she didn't). when she was telling me about how sometimes you do or don't do things for other people, not for yourself (this was as a response to my needing sutures for self harm that one time, in fact). and I. it should bother me, I know it should. but a non-zero part of me simply goes 'it would be fine if i did xyz and then told medical professionals so that it wouldn't be normal people finding me'. I don't care. I've freaking thrown up blood and not cared and kept going (clearly, I was fine, and that's only been like once... I think).
I think studying to become a nurse, especially the mental health subject, has desensitised me to a potentially dangerous degree. hm don't like that.
#personal#tw sh#tw ed#tw suicide#please note i am completely fine and safe and im just musing. the usual 'i just ate so im existential' is all.#i wouldn't. but i kinda wish i could tell her how much her comment has affected me#and weirdly! it did not Help it simply made me feel more Guilty for Not Feeling That Way!#but honestly dw. im fine.#i have to drive to my exam tomorrow pray for me that my current recklessness doesn't extend to poor driving lol#<- i do not think it's seriously an issue or i would simply stay home (online exam)#(still on a self imposed ban from trains)#but when i look at patterns of behaviour recently i kinda go hm. things may be going Wrong#but at the same time: i really am fine in the most ultimate sense of the word
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assuming everyone in mash is autistic, where would they fall on the autistic swag-to-fail scale?
i mean... we know frank lol
#mash#margaret houlihan#max klinger#hawkeye pierce#trapper mcintyre#frank burns#i dont think hawkeye sits high on the autistic swag in some sense -- high on the queer swag for sure#i think margaret sits higher on the autistic swag and so does radar#klinger or mulcahy may be right around the top#and tbh i think henry beats out hawkeye on the autistic swag too#bj and trapper now.......#i think we should also add oliver ginger soon-lee and kellye to this scale#OH and sidney and potter duh#potter and sidney sit high on the scale#so do ginger soon-lee and kellye... oliver tho..... there's a part of me that puts him a little lower amongst the other cringefail surgeons#basically surgeon = more fail than not-a-surgeon ive just realised#nurses have to put up with so much fail behaviour and so do the clerks i see a pattern.....
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