#i may be projecting a bit
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house and wilson r both autistic and on complete opposite ends of the spectrum
(bear with me here i'm autistic myself and it's hard to articulate my thoughts)
wilson masks heavily. he knows he's different than everyone else and he tries so desperately not to be. he wants to be seen as a normal guy. he's the furthest thing from it but nobody needs to know that if he can help it. he knew he was different since he was a kid and it upset him. he worked so hard to create an image of himself that is palatable. he is very concious abt it. he clings to normalcy. his knuckles r white and his nails r digging into it. the only person he is ok with letting go of it for is house. house is is safe space. house is the one person he knows will not care if he acts a little different.
house, however, doesn't mask very much at all. if he wanted to, he probably could (although i also partially think he couldn't) but he doesn't. he just doesn't give a shit. he doesn't care abt what ppl think and he doesn't rlly care how he affects them either. he says what is on his mind. he is the way he is and he feels no shame for it. social rules r stupid and he doesn't respect them. he doesn't respect any rules.
wilson is primarily sensory avoident. he likes peace and calm. he especially doesn't like visual overstimulation. he likes things to be neat and pristine. when his space is organized, he can function. his environment influences the state of his head.
house is very sensory seeking. he thrives in chaos. he needs the outside world to be as fast and loud and hectic as his mind is. he needs noise and things to look at and something in his hand (his stupid red autism ball). he's never doing nothing when he's thinking. he likes soap operas and crappy reality tv partially because it's good background noise. it doesn't take up much brain power, but it's still a constant noise.
wilson has big body language. he is very expressive. i know this is rlly bc rsl is a stage actor and that's what they do but. let me have this. but that's just how he is. every symptom of autism exists on its own spectrum. some autistics have a very flat affect, very little body language, and very little expressions. some (wilson) have the exact opposite.
house doesn't outwardly show many of his emotions. he definitely feels them, they're very intense, but he doesn't display them. he isn't expressive, and it's not by choice. that's just naturally how he is.
this is more of a headcanon but whatever. wilson likes stim toys. he stims subtly (part of him trying to cling to normalcy. he needs to stim and he knows that but he won't do anything like hand flapping or rocking.), like with a fidget cube or one of those spinny rings. when he's alone, he'll sometimes let himself stim in bigger ways and it's a great release. he doesn't rlly need to stim as much as house does tho. also i think he'd love pressure and cuddling for stimulation. he'd like to be squished.
house is always stimming. this isn't a headcanon. this man is always doing something! pacing, playing with his ball, listening to music, he's always doing something for some sort of stimulation. he likes vestibular stimming and big full body stims best. he likes to move and do things. he likes to be busy. a fidget toy won't do much for him. he was a pretty active person before the infarction, and that was a great release for his emotions. but now he can't do the things he used to so he needs to constantly be moving. he doesn't get a big release so he's just constantly letting it out.
they're both very particular abt their ways of living, but they do not live the same way. wilson likes calm, house likes chaos. if this is disturbed, they get upset and distressed.
wilson has more shutdowns, house has more meltdowns. not to say they don't have both, tho.
also i feel the need to say this: house's special interest is humanity. he loves puzzles and humans are the greatest one of them all. everything he does is motivated by his need to know why people do what they do. oh and also monster trucks.
#anyone feel free to add ur own thoughts#autism#autistic greg house#autistic james wilson#house md#james wilson#greg house#i may be projecting a bit#(probably a lot)#the autism is autismimg tonight
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it’s been said by several people already, but there’s just something about royal x knight pairings that just
a knight showing their prince what roughness is in the most intimate and delicate way possible, a king helping their knight embrace softness and vulnerability, both reassuring the other that they’re safe with them, free to drop their mask and explore desires they wouldn’t have allowed themselves otherwise
#i may be projecting a bit#i’m both prince and knight here#don’t talk to me i’m dealing with thoughts#maybe i should get back into writing#anyway#ftm nsft#ftm ns/fw#nsft ftm#ftm puppy
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oh dear god
kutner did what
#house#house md#lawrence kutner#dr kutner#kutner house#this is especially bad#bc i love him#but he is also me#in a way#'we all thought he was fine he smiled a lot he was goofy. the pain was in the past. he talked to people about his pain.'#yeah he did and he was#and at the end of the day he'd go home and be alone with his thoughts#they knew it hurt and he had someone to talk about it with#and still he struggled every day. most times he was alone.#i may be projecting a bit#god#dr house#tw suicide#tw sui ideation#the difference is that thats never a thing that will happen with me#not an option#because not letting it be an option is the only way i can keep it from seeming like the best option#there was like no lead up that they showed#and thats kind of what hit the hardest#cause thats how it is a lot of the time#who let him have a gun#who the fuck#let this man#have a gun
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Probably an unpopular opinion but I want to see slow burns that end badly. slow burns that burst into flame once they cross that precipice and leaves them both burned. That crumbles to pieces - friends to lovers to strangers - and then they have to put themselves back together with all of those stereotypical slow burn moments from beforehand turned more bitter than sweet
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Hey hey hey may 31th anon! How's 2024 going? ☆ヾ(*´▽`)ノ This year I have for you a leaked Sherlock season 5 image. Thinking of you!! And everyone!!
#may 31th anon#Hello hello hello friends!! How are you!!#I miss you all I miss tumblr I miss drawing these silly men#work was soooo boring today I was really happy that I got to draw John in a baby carrier afterwards (*´︶`*)#what have you been up to??#my job is very boring most of the time unfortunatly!! I want to have a new job a little bit but I also never want to have a job interview#ever again and also I might get a lamp this year (!) I have heard that someone has already printed out the lamp form#are you excited for good omens season 3??#I am!! I have also been watching a lot of x-files#(*´▽`*) we also have moths in the kitchen#I do not know what they are eating we have been storing all of our food in the fridge since last week but new moths keep coming#yesterday one flew out of the forks and spoon drawer#it's her kitchen now#I also got a mole removed#now instead of the mole I have a scar the exact same size an color of the mole#I have also been working on a longer comic project!! I think it will be ready to be shared this summer and I really hope you will like it#it's about the old dragon bros characters and their life with the princesses (◍•ᴗ•◍)❤#I'm having a lot of fun drawing again!!#I hope you're having fun too#also I had to write an email today and I had to attach a pdf file but it was upside down#I could not fix it#I just hit send
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Urbanshade was not prepared for the accommodations they would have to make so now he's got back pain too 💔
#roblox pressure#roblox pressure fanart#sebastian solace#sebastian pressure#sebastian solace fanart#i may be projecting a little bit#i do not have a comically small cot#spicy art
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Dopplegänger
Uh oh.
(Og Photo:)
#The Twitter people seemed to like this a lot so may as well post it here!#Broker bean design yea….#I really like that silly#This was a small VERY MUCH needed stress reliever I made for fun#I have been in the GUTTERS with art recently oh my god#I have stuff planned though! It just may take me a while to finish them/get them posted :’DDD#I’ll get more stuff done soon- I just needed a small piece to calm me down because I’ve been pretty stressed lately with a lot of things#I think once school kicks up again I’ll have a LOT more art (and personal projects like a real life matching medkit and subspace cosplay-#With a friend!) so there WILL be food soon#It may just take me a bit to get it done#art#phighting#phighting fanart#digital art#phighting roblox#phighting art#roblox#roblox phighting#phighting!#artists on tumblr#roblox fanart#roblox art#roblox game#roblox design#phighting! roblox#phighting! art#broker#PHIGHTING! Broker#the broker phighting#fanart
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I liked her a lot, actually
#my art#project moon#limbus company#lcb nelly#holy fuck astra's posting art !?! ? insane#i finally (almost) caught up after dropping pm for a bit for my sanity#here's my designated fave of the new canto and thankfully not dead i would have been very sad :(#shoutout to one of my best friend's obsession w heathcliff for finally motivating me to get caught up#time to forget abt this blog again until may#drawn in flash. fun aspect is debatable. it'll happen again
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Do you think Stan and Ford made sure to get the twins their own things as birthday gifts? Like they probably got a lot of the same things as birthday gifts as kids only in like a different color or something because they were twins so do you think they made sure that Dipper and Mable got their own separate things as gifts?
#okay I may be projecting a bit#since this happened to me as a kid#me and my twin would get almost the same thing#but in like a different color#gravity falls#dipper pines#mabel pines#stan pines#ford pines#grunkle ford#grunkle stan#pines twins#stanford pines#stanly pines
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Could you imagine? (lmao)
#gravity falls#bill cipher#the book of bill#(probably?)#stanford pines#ford pines#billford#I'm entirely happy this is likely canon-#well to me it is!#joke#funny#shitpost#(maybe?)#shitposting#silly#sillyposting#artists on tumblr#digital aritst#digital art#digital drawing#digital artwork#storyboard#(I have no idea what it is but a funny)#what am I doing?#edit#Also he typed so poorly bc it was fast and behind his back lol#in a hurry#also first time i drew Ford he may look a bit off or may not#lol never thought this would be the first content i would draw with him (he inspired me in my childhood btw)#or technically the second I have one more project
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couple of doodles that I made on @lizaisdrawing's whiteboard
#✧・゚: *✧・゚:*#i may be a bit out of welcome home but the welcome home isn't leaving me#aslo a bill is here- dunno why lol#BUT NOT WRONG ABOUT WALLACE'S FACE IS MAN FACE- /j#bouns: i need some doodles since working on project for a art contest so#ty wally for not letting brain to be fry xd
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I can see where they all get it from now..
And i'd also like to include?
#alien stage#alien stage till#alien stage ivan#alien stage sua#alien stage mizi#alien stage hyuna#alien stage luka#alnst#Maybe qmeng and vivinos were the real aliens all along#I find it funny how qmeng and vivinos may have done the worldwide writer thing of projecting onto their characters a bit#I’m not complaining though#It gives them more jazz#I hope hyuna rips Lukas hair out#sause: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2gZnIKoXFf4#safe to say i love the creators as much as i love their characters#their all so silly#(and vivinos is a ixxx? twins.) (im an intp)
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Speaking of ruin’s tendency to land himself in situations where he’s kidnapped, or forced into isolation for periods of time
I wonder if that’s the go-to Ruin whump because it’s going to be the most effective weapon against him?
He’s already got ten years worth of trauma having to do with physical dismemberment and the mental pain of losing family and friends to a monster, so those are a no go.
However, he is very well established as an actor, one that constantly switches up his masks to suit his needs. Usually, those needs involve people-skills— having an audience to perform for. So, how do you get to an actor who’s already been through so much that usual methods won’t work? You take away their audience.
I picture Ruin as someone who uses their masks to cope, to avoid facing their pain, to pretend like they’re not hurting. Masks are carefully crafted to appease certain audiences— I’m sure you’ve heard of “people pleasing is a form of manipulation”— and Ruin puts himself around those people when he needs to, both to manipulate his audience and avoid being alone with his thoughts.
That’s not to say he’s incapable of being alone! He’s had a lot of alone time before and after his big plan. But, he had the choice to seek out companionship, an audience, when he wanted or needed to. That, and he kept himself busy almost the entire time, with one thing or another. Method-acting a madman, somehow building a whole spaceship thing, fixing arcade machines, trying to navigate his way into other people’s business, to name a few.
When he’s taken away from his audience, or he loses general access to his audience, he has no one to wear a mask for. He’s painfully aware he has a mask, it only feels natural when he’s performing but alone there’s no one to perform for. He’s left alone with his thoughts, forced to be with himself (you’ll notice he talks to himself often) and I’d like to assume that he hates that.
TLDR I think that Ruin’s been kidnapped/isolated several times because that’s the only thing that would hurt him in any capacity beyond actually killing him
#sorry if this is incoherent I may be projecting onto ruin a bit#oh well my point still stands#ruin hates being alone so ofc he’s been kidnapped several times#/forced into isolation (imprisonment)#tsams#quirky rambling#tsams ruin#ruin tsams#uuuh autistic ruin anyone? no? okay
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And if I said that Aaron Minyard greets every new adult with a miss/mister or ma’am/sir because it was beat into him by his mother to make her look good? And he never stopped because when he forgot to as a kid he would get beat? And it took him months to stop calling abby Miss Abigail and coach Mr Wymack because he was scared to get in trouble? What then??
#aftg#all for the game#aaron minyard#kevin day#allison reynolds#andrew minyard#dan wilds#matt boyd#neil josten#renee walker#may be a bit of projection#i just think he would be overly polite until he finally got comfortable#andrew is the one who finally tells him to knock it off#and surprisingly it actually works
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(non)binary stars
a short brainplayer comic strip about reincarnation and gender
-> part 1 of the “astra inclinant, sed non obligant” series
[concept art + notes available on ko-fi]
#brainplayer#plain kh#khml#khml player#brain kh#my art#some context for those who don’t know:#I headcanon Player as nonbinary/genderfluid (I don’t wanna say it’s the consensus across the fandom despite how prevalent it is)#I like to think Player2 would also have some ambiguities about their gender that they may not have figured out yet#reincarnation is weird; gender is weirder#yeah okay maybe I’m projecting a bit#I also can’t resist the brainplayer ship; there’s so much potential for both of them to find solace in each other#I’m enamored with how they could be together#my posts#aisno#family feud scala edition
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This is History (of Art) Professor Evans on a field trip to Berlin with his students, actually
(he is unaware that he is actually the work of art his students are most interested in)
#as someone who has been on may history of art field trips to berlin#I may be projecting just a little bit#but god he is a literal fantasy come to life#LORD HELP ME#chris evans#minnie talks
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