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I actually don't think this is a semantic debate, I think that Frogman is right and "it's important not to humanize people who won't hesitate to (effectively) kill people" is, no shit, protofascist ideology.
No matter how awful, how violent, how genocidal, how "evil" someone is, you have to remember that people are human. You have to treat them as humans, as rational actors who are doing things that they believe will achieve their goals, that their goals are founded in a desire to see *their* version of a better world and not out of some abstract demonic drive to be evil.
The second to last poster is fundamentally understanding the paradox of tolerance in a way that would almost be funny if it wasn't so fucking dangerous. One of the attitudes that you absolutely cannot tolerate if you want the world to be a better place is the dehumanizing of you enemies.
You can't do this because it's saying "there is a version of the world in which it is correct to treat some people as other-than-human, and the rules that apply to humans (the right to a fair trial, freedom from cruel and unusual punishment, etc.) do not apply to those people."
And that means you're saying there are conditions in which people *can* lose those rights and that's where the whole thing starts. "People who hurt children don't deserve rights/kill all pedophiles > the LGBTQIAs are trying to recruit your kids > queers are all pedophiles because they want to recruit and destroy your kids > trans people don't deserve rights." "Terrorists don't deserve rights > all Arabs are terrorists > you can't do war crimes against a population with no civilians > gazans as young as 4 are hamas > it's not a war crime to bomb a hospital it's a legitimate attack against a terrorist stronghold." "Criminals have violated the law and don't deserve the same rights as the rest of us > crossing the border without permission from our government is a crime > all undocumented migrants are criminals > it's okay to separate criminals from their families and put them in cages and offshore prisons"
Elon Musk is a shitty, shitty person but by dehumanizing him, by refusing to recognize that he is just as human (with dreams, hopes, trauma, longing, love, fear, and family) as you are, you are trying to differentiate him from you. You are trying to say "that's not human. That's not like me, I'm not like that, that's a monster and monsters don't deserve to be treated like people."
And people who think that way are very good at finding monsters. Maybe the monsters who don't deserve rights are all the Republicans in congress. Maybe the monsters are all the pardoned J6ers. Maybe the monsters are all republicans generally. Maybe it's everyone who *tolerates* republicans so it's everyone in red states. And that's how you get people saying "they fucking deserved it" after the Texas freeze the same way people are saying "they fucking deserved it" after the LA fires. "Suck it up, that's what happens when you vote for [my political opponents], you deserve what's coming to you because you're all monsters."
The worst person you can think of, the most genocidal dictator, the most vile racist supporter of apartheid, the most prolific murderer - these are all humans, they are not special, they are not unique, and you would do well to remember it because you're not special either. It's imperishable to recognize the humanity of those people because to do so is to recognize that NOT being like that is a choice. YOU could become like them. YOU could do some great harm in the name of your best vision of the future.
Look around at the world right now. Look at the online crackdowns on queer expression, on trans joy. Do you know how we got to a place where it's easy to ban and hide and silence trans women in the name of "content violations"? It's because of a bill meant to protect children from being sexually abused. "Of course I support SESTA/FOSTA, I'm not a monster like those pervert freaks, nobody has to tolerate sex on their platforms" - one of the major, major tools that is being used to silence, isolate, and harass queer people online was voted in by Bernie Sanders and Kamala Harris.
We have to recognize the humanity of the people who do awful things because it is a vital reminder that we, humans, maybe even good people, can easily do awful things ourselves.
Anyway. Absolutely bugfuck insane that "it's important not to humanize bad people" is a take that people will say out loud in 2025.
I thought it was fairly normal to feel empathy for bad people.
I thought it was common, even.
But after my Elon/Grimes post... now I'm wondering if I was mistaken about that.
I wrote a post about Trump being traumatized after his assassination attempt and a post about his poor adaptation to aging. I expressed sympathy for him in both cases. But I still maintain my white hot hatred of him and wish for him to face consequences.
Elon was abused by his father. Some of the stories are incredibly tragic. Hearing those stories triggers an involuntary response in my emotional systems that I can't stop no matter how much I despise present-day Elon. I also wonder if that abuse never occurred maybe we wouldn't be dealing with this current clusterfuck.
I have never held so much anger towards a single person as I do my brother. But I also see him as a victim of abuse. I know he was once a really good person and he was slowly corrupted. I feel sorry for him. I mourn the amazing person he used to be. And I still love him.
But that doesn't make me any less angry.
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across the hall; part 5 -quinn hughes-



summary: y/n moves in across the hall from quinn and in an emergency, she leaves her five-year old daughter in his care
word count: 2.2k
pairing: quinn hughes x reader, toxic ex-boyfriend x reader
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it was just after 2am when y/n finally got off of work. she had worked for over 12 hours and she was exhausted. all she wanted to do was go home, take a hot bath and put abby to bed.
but then she remembered that quinn had texted her during her break and informed her that abby wanted to stay at his place for the night. so when she got home, she would be alone.
she loved her daughter but there was not a whole lot of time she got to herself since becoming a mother. this was just one of the many reasons why she was thankful to have quinn in her life.
when she pulled into her parking spot, she spotted a familiar car a few spaces away from hers. and suddenly, she was hesitant to enter the building.
she did promise andy she would talk to him later, but in her mind, later meant the next day or maybe days from then. but he was persistent. so she headed up to her apartment.
just as she predicted, andy was sitting outside her apartment. when he saw her, he stood up and dusted off his pants.
"i was starting to get worried about you." he looked at her, seeing if there was any damage to her body. when he concluded there was not, he let out a sigh of relief. "quinn told me you would be home around midnight. so i've been waiting."
"yeah i figured." she sighed. "look, andy, i've had a really long and stressful day and i know i promised that we could talk later, but i just don't have the energy for that right now."
"that's what i thought was going to happen. but you don't have to do any talking. just listen, please?"
"3 minutes. that's all i can handle."
"can we go inside?"
"no. because if we do, i'll be too exhausted to make you leave and we both know that will not turn out well."
"i've changed, y/n. i really have." he took a hesitant step closer. "i know you may not believe me but i've been going to therapy and i've been making a ton of progress in making myself better. into a man who actually deserves someone as great as you or abby in my life." he looked at her. "i know it'll take some time but all i want is for you to give me one chance to prove it. please?"
"i'm tired, andy. can we talk more about this tomorrow?"
"can i take you out for lunch?"
"if that's what it takes to get you leave right now, then fine." she unlocked her door. "i'll meet you at the cafe that's 10 minutes from here."
"okay. thank you." he went to walk away. "can you bring abby?"
"i will not allow abby any time with you until you have proven to me that you're a changed man."
"okay fair enough. see you tomorrow." he walked away and y/n fought against her will to go inside. the logical part of her brain wanted her to go across the hall and see quinn but the tired part wanted her to just get some rest. she would see quinn tomorrow.
by the time she climbed into bed and got comfortable, the only thing on her mind was the man across the hall.
the next morning, y/n woke up earlier than she wanted. even with the 8 hours of sleep, she was still exhausted. but she had promised to meet andy for lunch so she had to get ready. she did it slowly but the end result was fine enough.
she went across the hall and knocked on quinn's door. he was rubbing his eyes when he answered but when he saw y/n, he smiled.
"good morning."
"good morning." she smiled back. "would you mind watching abby for another hour or two?"
"why? what's going on?"
"i stupidly told andy i'd meet him for lunch today to hear him out."
"oh." was all quinn said.
"yeah." y/n looked at him. "will you watch her?"
"of course." he smiled. "go hear him out. we'll be here when you get back."
"oh you're the best." she leaned up to kiss his cheek and headed towards the elevator.
that was twice in less than 24 hours that y/n had kissed his cheek and left him frozen in place. things continued to get confusing.
he shut the door and went to the kitchen to make abby some lunch. it was a good thing he was an excellent chef who was good with kids or else he wouldn't be doing this.
he chuckled when that thought crossed his mind because even if he wasn't either of those things, he would still keep an eye on abby because y/n asked him to. at this point, he would do anything she asked him to do.
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y/n looked at the coffee and sandwich in front of her as she mindlessly listened to andy explain how he wanted to be better for her and abby. she wanted to believe him but there was so many factors from her past that contradicted what he was saying. stuff that caused her to lose her trust in almost everyone.
"do you hate me?"
"why would you ask that?"
"you've been zoning in and out of this conversation for the last 10 minutes. either something is on your mind or you hate me."
"can't it be both?" she cracked a smile.
"i understand why you hate me, but please, don't deprive our daughter of a life without her father."
"it's not really entirely up to me, andy. i'll talk to abby and get back to you."
"if it helps, i brought presents for her for every holiday and birthday i messed up on. and i have stuff for you too."
"keep it. i don't want any of it."
"but what if abby does?"
"that's up to her." y/n sighed. "i'm taking her to the park later. if you happen to stop by, i can't stop you from seeing her, i suppose."
"so what does this mean then?"
"you're on probation, andy."
"fair enough." he stood up and paid for everything. "thank you for this chance."
"yeah yeah. it's your only one so if you screw this up, you won't be getting another one."
"understood. i'll see you later."
y/n sighed and waited another 10 minutes before heading back to the apartment. she walked into quinn's apartment without knocking and froze when she heard abby's giggling coming from the hallway. seconds later, quinn was running out with abby in his arms, guiding her around like an airplane. when he spotted y/n, he slowed down.
"we have arrived at our destination." he smiled and set her down on the floor. "go get your stuff, abby."
y/n watched her daughter run down the hall before turning to quinn. "i may have made a mistake, quinn."
"i'm guessing the talk didn't go well."
"no. it went better than expected, honestly." y/n looked at him. "i told him i was taking abby to the park later and that if he jut so happened to be there too, i couldn't stop him from seeing his daughter."
"oh."
"tell me if i made a mistake."
"i don't think you did. it's important for a girl to know her father. and it's up to you to set those boundaries." he smiled. "also, i've noticed that you've never made a mistake in the time i've known you. you always think every decision through before making one."
"thanks, quinn. i truly appreciate you and everything you do."
"i appreciate you too." quinn pulled her into a gentle hug. one that she melted into without a thought.
"can quinn come to the park with us today, mom?"
"i would love to, but i got plans with some of the guys from the team. maybe next time, sweetheart." quinn bent down to give abby a hug.
"okay, quinny." abby smiled and headed across the hall. y/n turned to quinn with a grin.
"quinny?" she giggled.
"she started calling me that last night." quinn smirked. "think she likes me."
"dude, she loves you. you're great with her and i appreciate it."
"anything for you." quinn touched her shoulder gently and left her in the hallway. y/n blinked for a few seconds before going to her apartment and grabbing abby.
an hour later, the girls sat down for a picnic when y/n saw andy approaching them. she gave him a signal to stop for a second before she turned to abby.
"hey. um, your dad wants to visit you. would you be interest in that?"
"i guess. he's gonna come around even if i say no, isn't he?"
"yeah i guess so." y/n waved her hand towards him, telling him to move slowly.
"hey. mind if i join you?" he looked at abby. she nodded and looked back at her food, not wanting to engage with him.
andy took a seat next to y/n and set his bag down. "remember the gifts i mentioned?"
"mhm." y/n looked at her phone, wanting nothing more than to text quinn.
"well i brought a couple of them with me and was hoping you girls would accept them."
"presents?" abby set her food back on the plate and turned to face andy as he pulled out 3 gifts. he placed them on the table and abby began opening them.
"i told you i wasn't going to accept any gifts from you, andy." y/n eyed him for a second and went back to her phone.
"i know. but i was hoping you would accept this one." he placed a small jewelry box in front of her, finally catching her attention.
"you really think this is going to make me forgive you, andy? it's going to take a lot more than a necklace." she opened the box and she felt her eyes begin to water. inside the box was a locket with abby's name & birthday, while inside the locket was a picture of the sonogram & a picture of abby when she was 2. y/n's favorite picture. "i'll accept this one gift. but that doesn't mean you're forgiven."
"that's okay. it's a start, right?" he smiled his trademark smile and picked a piece of cheese off y/n's plate.
he ended up being so good with abby and everything he was doing was proving he really was a changed man. y/n hated that she was starting to fall back into his orbit so easily.
later that night, y/n actually let andy into her apartment for dinner. he even joined her in tucking abby in for bed. it felt like they were a family as andy put his arm around y/n when they walked out of the room. she walked him to the door and before he left, he turned to her.
"i just want to thank you again for allowing me to have this day with you guys. i know i've been a terrible person in the past but i hope today was proof that i'm really trying to change. and not just for abby. i'm trying to be a man that deserves someone as wonderful as you."
"you're still on probation, but if i'm being honest, your behavior today has shown a lot of promise."
"i'm glad you feel that way." he slid his hand down her arm and gently grabbed her hand. "i missed you, y/n."
"goodnight, andy." against her better judgement, y/n leaned up and placed a kiss on andy's cheek before he left. just as she was about to shut the door, quinn came out of his apartment.
"hey. how was your day?"
"it was surprisingly good. i think andy may actually be a changed man."
"well, be careful with who you give your heart to. i'd hate to see you get hurt, y/n."
"i appreciate you looking out for me, quinn. but i promise not to get too invested in this, just in case."
"you know i'm only saying this because i care about you, right?"
"i know. and i appreciate it." y/n touched quinn's arm the way andy had touched hers earlier. "thank you."
"you're welcome." he smiled and looked at where her hand was placed. "are you and abby free tomorrow? i have the day off before we have to go on the road for a week and i wanted to spend the day with my favorite girls before i go."
"i'm sure abby would love that, but i won't be able to make it. i work in the morning and i don't know when i'll be home."
"oh." quinn looked at her. "i totally understand. your job is important."
"i'll let you spend the day with abby tomorrow and the first day you get back from the trip, we can spend the day together. i'll make sure to book it off. i promise."
"okay. i would really like that."
"i'll drop abby off before i go to work, alright?"
"sounds good. i'll see you in the morning."
"good night, quinn." y/n kissed his cheek and headed back to her apartment.
quinn was never going to get used to the way she could freeze him with just one simple action.
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tags: @alwaysclassyeagle @justagingerliving @marroonwitch
#quinn hughes x reader#quinn hughes#nhl imagine#quinn hughes imagine#quinn hughes fic#qh43#vancouver canucks
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All My Desires
── fiyero tigelaar x fem!witch!reader (no use of y/n but i do use she / her. no descriptors other than reader being shorter than fiyero. he’s able to rest his head atop readers when they embrace. jonathan bailey is 5’11” irl so do with that information what you will.
ooc glinda and elphaba, neither want fiyero romantically.
based on THAT scene in bridgerton 🙂↔️ but obviously changing things to fit my story. finally finished that episode of anthony’s season and just had to write this
Tension has been building between you and Fiyero for a long time now, and not all of it was good.
The end of the school year was nearing, there was just 1 week of normal classes, followed by a week of final exams. Assuming you passed all those, and you knew you would, you’d finally get to go home for a few months. You’d finally get away from this place, from him.
Things hadn’t always been this tense. In fact you used to be good friends. But then the drama started.
Glinda, your roommate and one of your best friends, had shown interest in Fiyero in the beginning, but she’d confessed to you that a big part in that was the fact that she didn’t want to end up alone.
You pointed out that she was so young and beautiful and had all the time in the world to find someone, that she didn’t need to marry the first man to show any sort of feelings towards her.
“I think if you’re not… if you’re not in love, you should break up with him. It might be sad for a while, but you don’t deserve to be in a relationship where you’re unhappy.”
There were also your unspoken reasons. Like the fact that Fiyero flirted with you just as much as he did with Glinda even though technically, they were together. That reason didn’t need to be unspoken, though, since even your pink loving friend noticed.
“Maybe it’s you he’s secretly in love with,” she joked.
You rolled your eyes as you threw one of your makeup brushes at her. “Now I think we both know that’s not true.”
“I dunno… I think maybe you two should get together.”
“Aren’t you still technically in a relationship?”
Glinda turned to you and shrugged. “I think even he knows we’d never last. Like you said, I’ve realized that part of my attraction to him comes from the fact that I just don’t want to end up alone. I love him, but I think we work better as friends. I’m just saying, I see how he looks at you. There’s something there. And if the two of you were to end up together, I’d be so happy for you. You deserve love, you know.”
“Even if that was something he wanted, you know I’m considering leaving Shiz and not returning next school year.”
Glinda shook her head, refusing to believe that you leaving was a possibility. Shiz University wasn’t the only school that taught magic potions and all that stuff. Before you’d even met Glinda or Elphaba, transferring after your first year was always a possibility.
Both of you were unaware of a certain brown hair, blue eyed individual standing outside of your room door. He’d come to study with you and Glinda, but upon hearing your conversation, he swiftly turned on his heels and stormed off back to his room.
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About a week after that conversation with Glinda, you were shocked to learn that he was the one who initiated the conversation that led to them breaking up.
You should’ve suspected that something was up when Fiyero wasn’t in Professor Wilson’s class. It was the one class you heard him say he was genuinely interested in, and he’d yet to miss a day throughout the entire school year. The professor’s favorite thing to discuss, as of late, were what he deemed the big 3. Aliens, androids, and wizards (and witches) were the 3 worst things you could possibly come across and have to fight.
Less than halfway through class, you thought you heard your name being called. But you looked up and saw Professor Wilson hunched over his desk as he graded papers, and your classmates were all concentrating on reviewing notes since final exams would start tomorrow. Assuming you were going crazy from the amount of studying, you looked back to your notebook.
But then you heard your name again, and this time you looked toward the door. Fiyero stood with his arms crossed, and waved at you to come out of the classroom. You shook your head and held up your notebook. But ever the stubborn man, Fiyero simply entered the classroom and approached Professor Wilson’s desk. The 2 men talked in hushed voices for a minute before your name was called again.
“It’s alright,” Professor Wilson spoke to you. “Prince Fiyero just told me, you may be dismissed early.” You suspected that whatever Fiyero said that allowed this was due to his charm and the fact that you were easily the best student in class. It wasn’t even a question of if you’d ace the final exam.
Feeling the heat rush to your cheeks as your classmates all paused their studying to watch you gather your things, you finally exited the room in record time.
“What—”
“Not here. Your room,” Fiyero spoke, grabbing your books from you at the same time. You could tell he was upset about something, but you didn’t know what.
You had to speed walk to match his stride. “If you’re upset with me, why are you carrying my books?”
He rolled his eyes as if the answer was obvious. “I’m upset but I’m still a gentleman.”
When the 2 of you finally reached your room, Glinda and Elphaba were just leaving.
“Oh shoot I thought we’d be gone already, sorry!” Glinda pulled Elphaba along, not even bothering to say anything else.
“What? Where are you guys going?” You watched as Elphaba turned and shrugged, mouthing sorry.
Glinda, on the other hand, got a big grin on her face as she whispered “good luck!” while giving you a thumbs up. “Actually let me just,” she ran back to you and fixed your hair, then pulled out a tube of lipstick from her purse. She was a second away from applying it on you when Elphaba grabbed her arm and pulled her back.
“Good luck!” She whisper-shouted again.
Now you were more confused than ever. As soon as you walked into the room, Fiyero stepped behind you and shut the door.
When he turns back around, you realize something is genuinely upsetting him.
“What—”
“Do you and Glinda make a habit of discussing me when I’m not in the room, hmm? Were you scheming to break us apart?”
Now it’s your turn to be upset, and you realize he somehow overheard your conversation last week. “Excuse me? I have never schemed to break you apart as you so kindly put it.”
“Oh what do you call encouraging her to break up with me??”
You scoffed. “If you eavesdropped on that part of the conversation then surely you heard everything else as well. I didn’t have a goal of hurting you, although I really am sorry that I did. But that conversation wasn’t intended for you and I think you knew that. I was telling Glinda that she shouldn’t settle, and don’t go twisting my words saying being with you is settling. You’re an incredible man and any woman would be lucky to have you. But that relationship wasn’t fair to either of you. I could see she wasn’t happy. And judging by the way you’d flirted with others I’m going to be bold and say that you weren’t happy either.”
“No.”
“What do you mean no? I—”
“You’re right, we were both unhappy together, had been for a while. But it wasn’t others I flirted with. Only you.”
This has you pause.
He continued. “And why do you think that is?”
You shook your head and took a few steps back. “No. Fiyero don’t go there. Why are you bringing this up now? Practically all school year you’ve been with Glinda despite admitting that you were both unhappy! Don’t come at me with questions like why do I think that is. We both know that as much as you flirt and maybe it was just with me, it was all talk. And as much as you were both unhappy I know you wouldn’t have just ended things with Glinda on a whim. So what has she done to you—”
“She has done nothing. It is you. You have made a relationship with her impossible. My flirting with you wasn’t just talk, I know that, and so do you.”
“But why! You heard Glinda and I, right? Then I know you heard me tell her I might not be coming back after final exams—” You were interrupted again, and had lost count.
“There is nowhere far enough! Do you think that there is a corner of this earth that you could travel to far away enough, to free me from this torment? I am a gentleman, my father raised me to act with honor but that honor is hanging by a thread that grows more precarious with every moment I spend in your presence. You are the bane of my existence… and the object of all my desires. Night and day I dream of you, and that it is you I’m with. You say that it is all talk, but I assure you it’s not. Do you even know all the ways a lady can be seduced? The things I could teach you…”
You shake your head again and take another step back, but Fiyero takes 5 steps forward and puts a hand on your waist as he pulls you closer.
“I did not ask for this. To be plagued by these feelings. But I was going to keep quiet because you were with Glinda and I thought that was what you both wanted. My intent was not to confess my feelings for you the moment that you two were no longer together.”
“I know,” Fiyero reassures you. He leans forward so that his forehead touches yours and you both close your eyes, only for a moment. “But you do, have feelings? For me?”
“Fiyero I—”
“Please. I need to know if I’ve just made the biggest fool of myself. What feelings are you plagued with?”
You’re unsure if you should tell him everything, but ultimately decide that at the very least, he deserves the truth.
“I am driven to distraction every time you enter the room. It’s why I never study with you and Glinda unless Elphaba is also there.”
“Do you feel for me, as I do for you?” Fiyero puts a hand on either side of your face and moves so that his face is less than an inch from yours. But just moments before your lips touch, you both step back.
You were so caught off guard by his question that you weren’t sure how to answer at first. “Is… is that why you ended things with Glinda?”
“It’s not the only reason,” his answer came instantly. “I love her, truly. But it’s as she said, we work better as friends. Where you and I are concerned, if I were to remain with her, it would bind me and you together in a way that would have me spending every day of my relationship wanting you. Dreaming of you. Dreading the day when my last thread of honor finally snaps. Is that a future you’d want for us? For your best friend?”
You’re not given a chance to respond when you hear talking outside of your room. After a few seconds, the voices grow softer and you realize it was only some students passing by. Still, the interruption was enough to scare you and Fiyero a little.
“You have to go,” a tear falls down your cheek, and without thinking, Fiyero wipes it away. He whispers your name, but you can only shake your head.
As much as he wants to push back and force you to talk, Fiyero can see that you’re close to your breaking point. You need time to be alone, and in truth, so does he. “Can we talk again, before we both leave for the summer?”
Once you nod, he steps forward again. “You and I haven’t even had a chance to begin yet, so I know this isn’t the end.” After placing a soft kiss on your forehead, he turns around and exits your room, closing the door softly behind him.
left it sort of open ended, may or may not do a part 2 depending on if more than a handful of people are actually interested.
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Summers With You | William Nylander
summary: when people think that you and William aren't spending summer together, you are quick to prove them wrong.
request: a social media post about a summer in sweden with Willy - anon
authors note: this is the first time that I have gotten a chance to write something really for willy before and we have a few soft launch requests throughout this event so I wanted to do something a little different for this one! a reminder that if you want to look at more of the one shot wonder event, you can see the rest of the event here!
willynylander has posted!

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willynylander: recharging
marner_93: the day that you give us more than a one word caption, I'm dead
↳ willynylander: don't go giving me ideas now
user974: have they really really broken up?
↳ user954: they were really cute too
↳ user781: hey we now get a hot willy summer!!
ella.nylander: you are never coming with me to another concert again
↳ willynylander: we both know there is someone else I want to be going with
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user920: willy is not with his wifey?
↳ user785: because he probably got bored of her ass?
↳ user668: don't look too hard now, your jealousy is showing
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youruser: stockholm
austonmatthews: your captions are literally like your boyfriends
↳ youruser: he has taken me over to the dark side 😔
↳ willynylander: it isn't my fault I influenced you 😙
↳ youruser: anyone want a boyfriend? I have one for sale!
↳ willynylander: you wound me
↳ marner_93: i'll buy you willy
↳ stephhmarner: anyone want a husband? I have one for sale!
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gonna play some vidya but before i do I'm gonna roll up Profesor Arc
a version of our lovable noodle who was the rusted knight first then showed up at beacon. i get one free pick and 2 random rolls. lets see how our boy does and then I'll let you know how I picture the story changing.
first pick
Peerless: (800CP) The knights of Britain are renown for their skill, power and honour. The knights of the Round Table exemplify Britain’s virtues to an even greater extent. You? Lancelot at his height is the only one you can call a peer and he doesn’t remain there for long. Few men are as perfectly well rounded as you. Your physical abilities are enough that you could fight powerful adult dragons and demons to a draw with your bare hands or even win if you added a good weapon to your side. You’ve got unbelievable levels of martial skill in both offense and defense, across two dozen kinds of weapons, such that even without your physical abilities being so great you could slay armies. You have strategic and tactical abilities that let you lead small forces to crush far larger ones and can even make a good substitute for a king if your liege needs to spend a few months away at war, though you are far below the sort of king that can create a golden age. You have a high level of natural talent at any skill or ability you try your hand at and find it very easy to learn and train to become better at new things, quickly surpassing even the most venerable of warriors in their specialties. Of course, you would not be peerless if you did not also look the part. Among all the men in the world, only the divine could outmatch your physical splendour and even then, only by a touch. Your king might frown on the hordes of maidens that lust after you but you really can’t help it, as you gather admirers and love interests even when fully armoured and masked. Just something about you.
chose this one because we're going with the assumption that jaune grew into his roll as the rusted knight since he didn't slowly go mad waiting for rwby. he spent his time in the ever after learning to be a hero and helping people just for the fun of it.
we also know he's already something of a lady's man so that's just turned up to 11 now.
random roll 1
Dark Teacher: (200CP) Teachers have a great deal of power, given they are the source of each proceeding generation’s greatest warriors, magicians and leaders. Rarely is this more true than it is for you. A teacher like few others, those who study under you find that they learn as if they had enormous talent for anything you teach them, picking up everything from the combat arts to the spells of the far off Norse with lightning speed. Even faster this grows should you welcome them into your bedchambers and give them the gift of your thighs. You are particularly charming to any student you have in that manner indeed, and find that even those not yet your student will feel a growing desire to become such as your own fame for great skill and power grows.
alright so jaune's a really good teacher in this, and it speeds up if he sleeps with his students.... someone call @evenmorefatallyobsessed
seems like we're using his version of professor Arc for this lmao
random roll 2
All The King’s Horses: (100CP)A godly being like you deserves a godly steed to travel, and while you may possess an Authority to do so already, another item may prove useful in some cases. For that, this legendary mount is yours to use. Able to break the speed of sound easily while protecting all passengers and possessing a small but effective amount of firepower to defend you when you need it. The exact aesthetic depends on you, maybe you want a flying horse or a small dragon or a vimana. Regardless, the specs will be the same.
juniper made it out and is all the stronger for it! able to break the sound barrier is way faster than she used to be. and while riding on her back jaune's protected from the air and such. jackalope op
alright with that out of the way, lets move on to what this would have changed in the show.
jaune's past in this would be a built up mystery with hints of his time as the rusted knight shining through for eagle eyed fans who pay attention and know the lore. the story of the rusted knight would be brought up a lot in the first season and the good professor would always be a bit cagey about whether he likes the books or not.
as for character changes? not much, yeah he didn't know about aura still and does have to go get it unlocked before he takes the job, but he's basically just a normal teen who got back from an isseki adventure. he's got more hobbies related to equestrainism with juniper and practicing his skills but for the most part he's still just a comic loving dork who wants to make friends.
that's another thing jaune's gonna be physically 17 in this still but being much more solidly built and having longer hair he looks more mature.
the main joke around jaune is how much his students wanna jump his bones. he's like the male goodwitch in how everyone who's into guys just can't look away. his amazing skills at teaching just make everyone want him more. and when he goes out of his way to help them? well they can't not fuck him now can they?
jaune himself still doesn't get the hints, or maybe he just doesn't wanna sleep with his students. either way main joke of those new rwby would be professor arc fan service constantly coming up.
on the other hand he's utterly terrifying in combat. literally pearless in everything except aura usage and he's learning that fast. his time in the ever after changed him so he's just built different now.
the plot would be a lot of the same at first, team rwby learning to deal with each other and ruby learning to lead. pyrrha might not be his partner but she defiantly seeks him out for some private training when she can. yang will not give up on the various pick up lines/ jokes she uses on the professor though and blake thinks jaune can see right through her and knows her past.
the joke there will be that he doesn't. he really didn't think it was his business to get into his student's private lives unless they wanted him too. weiss tries to be prim and proper around him but secretly ships him with winter.
nora and ren like him. he's nice and will even help teach them or train with them for combat class. pyrrha being the only one who consistently asks for training (everyone else is too caught up in looking at jaune lol) means that they spend a lot more time around him than the average students.
people just assume juniper is an animal from out in the wilds that they've never seen before and jaune unlocked her aura so that's why she's so fast, she got a semblance.
volume 2 is where the mystery of professor arc starts getting investigated each member of team rwby imagines his mysterious past from his paperwork differently (ie in different genres of stories) and as they investigate more their theories get more elaborate sometimes jumping to entirely new genres as well, but this is the b plot of the second season. the main plot is white fang stuff with jaune proving he's absolutely terrifying on the battle field and acting as a deterant. leading the two teams on various practice missions. to handle grimm, jaune and qrow have a bromance
volume 3 we get teases that jaune might be a villain but it's a red haring the fall still happens but jaune's much more proactive and pyrrha survives, cinder still becomes the fallmaiden but has to flee when jaune shows up. yang never looses her arm but still gets her ass kicked. blake still runs off, weiss is taken back home. jaune and tai have a bromance
volume 4 lots of side quests for jaune ruby yang pyrrha ren and nora. with jaune still teaching them they're now way stronger than they were in cannon and pyrrha finally gets her man now that he's not technically their teacher anymore. ruby sleeps with him soon after. yang doesn't feel like it, still down after everything and hunting for her mother. series finally is jaune fighting cinder and raven at the same time unlocking his semblance to be truly busted. jaune and qrow have a bromance
volume 5 jaune is asked by ironwood to protect the lower city with it's wall down. jaune's happy to help but dealing with the grimm is a full time job and no one is quite sure what to do without him. ruby is forced into a leadership roll with everyone back. and we learn that jaune really was the rusted knight. pyrrha and ruby both advance so fast the others start to joke it's because Jaune finally gave them the right motivation. ozpin calls ironwood from a land line, turns out that when he dies he reincarnates in a baby's body. no soul to absorb but even just sitting up and getting his eyes to focus right is impossible right now. he'll have to remain hidden until he's old enough to fight. all he can offer is wisdom. salem attacks but thanks to everyone working together is repeled. especially after jaune explains that they could just cut her to pieces and freeze the pieces as a win condition. sure it won't last forever but he figures they could get a cool couple of centuries out of it, and if they make it to space they can just leave her to drift out there forever.
volume 6 ruby want snu snu! pyrrha want snu snu! jaune thinks they should actually talk about what their relationship is.
... qrow and jaune have a bromance as they all travel to vaccuo.
main thing here is jaune doesn't actually change the plot points too much even being op, he's just one man and a jackalope at the end of the day. what effect he does have on the plot comes from pyrrha and ruby being more effective heroes since they have more training from jaune. picking up all sorts of skills from him even before the sex based power up.
but that's just me
@heliosthegriffin @howlingday @weatherman667
how would you write this version of jaune? specifically as a character in the show and what all would you change about the show.
also peerless plus dark teacher would be overpowered in the [Worm] universe for an alternate greg. yeah he's not a legendary king but he could lead an order of knights in the grim dark world of superheroes . at least stop things from getting worse. though greg would probably pull an eminence in shadow and be more preoccupied with playing superhero than truly fixing the world. such is the problem of being a 15 year old. that combination would be really interesting in a 40k character though, especially if he's not a primarch or space marine but a normal human able to train other humans to the same ish level
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In response to my post about Andromeda and Ted, @teddytonks asked about Andromeda hating Remus, and I do have thoughts!
[for ease, I'm writing this as if they’re all cis and use the same pronouns as they do in canon, but I do love my trans headcanons for this family]
One relevant question: does Andromeda find out Remus tried to leave Tonks? Very reasonable that she would never find out either because Tonks has the sense not to tell her or because Remus’s attempted running away was so short that Tonks herself is able to pretend like it never happened. BUT if she finds out???
Ted Tonks risked his life when he married Andromeda. He risked his life when she got pregnant. He was put in serious, active danger through those things (at least in their minds – I do love the hc that Bellatrix did protect them but I don’t think they would believe that). And he loved her enough that he was willing to risk so much for her! And to be her partner! And to parent Tonks! The courage it took.
To find out that her child was pregnant and then the father literally ran away because he was scared??? Like truly. The rage. Her daughter deserves so much better.
I absolutely think that Andromeda retained some of her prejudice from her upbringing – I just think it’s impossible to get rid of all of it. (Things like calling Tonks ‘Nymphadora’ when Tonks clearly has a preference for Tonks indicates a level of not necessarily respecting a child’s autonomy, among other things.) She absolutely would be prejudiced against a werewolf.
A werewolf who is a decade older than her child? Poor is fine. Ted was poor. But a werewolf?? Not even a human??
I think you can argue that Remus’s self-loathing makes him not quite a reliable narrator about his own experience (he hates himself for being a werewolf and so he reads into everyone’s behavior that they feel the same), but I mostly trust him here:
“You don’t know how most of the Wizarding world sees creatures like me! When they know of my affliction, they can barely talk to me! Don’t you see what I’ve done? Even her own family is disgusted by our marriage, what parents want their only daughter to marry a werewolf?”
The tragedy is that they co-create this reality.
Andromeda thinks less of him for being a werewolf. Remus thinks less of himself for being a werewolf (to say the least). Because of that, he behaves in ways that are attempts at self-protection (running away, trying to escape the possibility of, essentially at least in his mind, turning a child) BUT end up reaffirming the belief that werewolves aren’t trustworthy. That a werewolf could never be a good partner and good parent – because what if he runs away again?
(which is one of my favorite interesting and awful things about how humans try to self-protect! In trying to avoid scary feelings, we tend to create more circumstances for those feelings! Eg drinking to avoid feeling shame -> feeling more shame about drinking. Avoiding responding to friends because in your loneliness you feel like they don’t like you -> fewer outreaches from friends, more loneliness etc.)
(I also am now thinking about the sheer trauma of being turned as a child and how much that's being triggered by the possibility of passing down lycanthropy to a child! but that'll be a separate post of being bitten as a CSA metaphor.)
By contrast, Ted is, I think, much more tolerant of Remus (not having grown up with anti-werewolf prejudice) and also much more trusting of Tonks’s decision making for herself. I don’t think Ted is disgusted by Remus – but I do think Andromeda is. (To be fair to Remus, having someone who looks like Bellatrix as your mother-in-law feels like a particularly terrifying experience. Like even if he weren’t a werewolf, I could imagine feeling the intensity of ‘you’re not good enough for my daughter’ radiating off of her lol.)
Anyway. That’s why I think Andromeda is co-president of the “I hate Remus Lupin” club along with Snape lol.
Side note: If you're looking for some amazing Andromeda & Remus interactions, nothing beats @leftsidedown's The Grace Unasked For (18k, T, canon divergent).
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For Real This Time m.r
warnings: toxic relationships, I think there was maybe cussing like once, breakup, angst, you get it, not proofread “So I’m not the only one Who thinks we’ve run it dry But still we stayed a long time I’m sorry if I make you cry tonight”
“Matt?” You whisper into the dark, cheeks cold as the breeze freezes the tears running down your face, trickling into your ears.
“Hm?” He hums back, his face barely illuminated by the cigarette in his mouth.
This was routine by now, but something was different this time. Two years of fighting with him, begging him to understand your point of view in it all.
You know it’s bed when his own friend Lorenzo, a manipulative abuser from hell, warns you of your own boyfriend.
“You’re not a good person.” You paused for a moment, stopping to think before quietly continuing. “And you’re an even worse boyfriend.”
“I know.” He mumbled. “You deserve better, my dear.”
“So why won’t you be better?” Your voice cracked, eyes stinging and a lump forming back in your throat. “I want you, Mattheo, but you have to be better than this.”
You’d begged this of him one too many times.
Your boyfriend turned to look at you, and for a fleeting moment there was a glimpse of remorse in his deep brown eyes. But the key word is fleeting, meaning it was barely there and only lasted a millisecond.
“You’re not going to leave me and you damn well know it.”
“Okay.” You murmured, sitting up and nodding your head, running your stressed hands through your hair with a quivered breath. “I love you, Matt, but I am going to leave you. Right now. I’ve tried a million times but this time I’m serious.”
Even in the dark, you could see him roll his eyes, hear the scoff. “Yeah, okay. See you tomorrow then.”
You climbed out of his bed, feeling a sense of free as you walked to the door. “Goodbye, Mattheo.”
The second the door shut you were met with the surprised eyes of Theodore and Lorenzo outside the dorm, leaning against the wall as they laughed and shared a joint.
It was a thirty second staring contest before Lorenzo spoke up. “You done with him, princess?”
You nodded slowly, and as much as you hated the two of them for always being on Mattheo’s side and treating their own girlfriends just as bad, if not worse, it didn’t stop you from breaking down right there in front of them.
“Oh, dolce ragazza.” Theodore let out a heavy sigh and gently grabbed your shoulder, pulling you into an awkward hug as Lorenzo patted your back even more awkwardly.
“Umm,” Lorenzo shrugged. “C’mon, I guess, I’ll buy us drinks.”
I will continue this if requested
#slytherin boys#mattheo riddle#mattheo riddle angst#theodore nott#lorenzo berkshire#slytherin boys x reader
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TOS S1E5 The Naked Time
Aired September 29, 1966
Stardate 1704.2
Rating - ⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐
I love this episode. I appreciate how many crew members we see and how much characterization they get. So much of it is silly, which juxtaposes well with the high stakes and the serious moments.
We get sassy Uhura and her great line of "Sorry, neither" in response to Sulu calling her a fair maiden.
The first mention of Spock's mixed heritage and the conflict he has towards it.
Dutiful Kirk willing to take any risk for the ship but resenting the sacrifices he has to make for duty.
And a completely unnecessary shirt rip.
Plus a casual huge scientific breakthrough at the end. What more could I ask for?
Was the time travel discovery meant to explain all the planets the Enterprise visits that are essentially Earth with an alternative history? As far as I know, the ability to travel to any time is never addressed again.
Summary
The USS Enterprise is observing a planet's death. Spock and another crewman go planetside when the group of scientists they're supposed to pick up don't respond. All of them are dead in confounding ways. The crew member doesn't follow proper quarantine protocol and brings a virus on board that lowers the inhibitions of the infected. Meanwhile, the Enterprise is in a difficult orbit that gets harder the more crew are distracted by the antics of the infected. Will the ship get destroyed with the planet?
Well for the time - 😬🔘🔘🔘🔘
Almost completely fine. Janice is used as an object of desire to illustrate Kirk's loyalty to the ship to the point of sacrificing any other want and how a part of him is unhappy with that. There's nothing really problematic about that. My girl just deserves better.
Ships
USS Enterprise
Characters
Kirk
Spock
Scotty
Joe Tormolen
Bones
Christine Chapel
Janice Rand
Uhura
Sulu
Kevin Thomas O'Riley
Planets
Psi 2000
The other kind of ship
Kirk x Rand - 🥴
He talks about his attraction to her, acknowledges it's inappropriate, but he does look at her longingly toward the end and says "No beach to walk on." Ultimately, it seems to be more about him grieving his decision to prioritize his career and the ship over romance than specifically any romantic opportunity with Janice.
Spock x Chapel - 🥲
Spirk - 🧐
I like that Chapel acknowledges and accepts all of Spock's heritage. She pays him a lot of attention. Her love does seem unrequited though.
Spock and Kirk do have a very emotional scene together. I don't think there's any subtext. Kirk is talking about Janice in this conversation. But you get some really good lines and expressions.
Kirk:
Spock
And then you have this check in that's nice
There is romantic subtext later in the show, but in this episode, it seems like a very passionate vulnerable conversation between friends (I feel very straight saying that). But I think it lays a foundation for more later.
I'll also note Kirk's distress causes Spock to stop thinking about his own inner turmoil and focus on the problem at hand. It's very clear they care a lot about each other.
Spones - 🤷🏼
I don't usually consider their verbal sparring particularly romantic, but I feel I would be remiss not to note it. Particularly, Spock's smile after his jab is pretty cute.
#star trek tos#psi 2000#james t kirk#spock#joe tormolen#leonard bones mccoy#christine chapel#janice rand#nyota uhura#hikaru sulu#kevin o'riley#spones#spirk#kirk x janice#spock x chapel
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((I am not exempt from my own rule. It's Host time. Once again tw for suicidal thoughts but only briefly. As compensation, have thì poppy piece to prove he's alive. He's going to be ok
Everything felt cold.
It's mind-numbingly cold, the same as when he first came to be.
He didn't know how, he just knew he was born, on that day, in that path in the woods.
He wished he wasn't.
He wishes the Long Quiet didn't wake him up. That he could just be just an aspect of It. Just a little voice in His head. Making comments but never being able to choose for itself, to think for itself.
It was just one little voice, always has and always will...
It wants to go ba--
"Hello"
He shot up, coughing up water that made its way into his lungs. The scorching sun burned his eyes, as the scent of seawater burrows its way into his nostrils.
Then shadows, lots of them. Hands reaching towards him, grabbing him, stripping him of everything. Was this the Long Quiet? Did He wanted him to have the last few thoughts of lucidity before he was reclaimed? How thoughtful...
"You shouldn't say that about Him. You know He's not like that"
The shadows were gone, leaving him alone. Now all he could hear were the waves, and sensation of being rocked back and forth.
Finding strength to sit up, he finally took in his surroundings.
He was on a wooden boat, with a white sheet covering his body. There was open ocean, as far as the eye could see. The only other occupant besides him was the one rowing the boat. He greeted him with a tender smile.
"How do you feel?" He asked, rowing along the calm waters.
"Like shit..." he admitted, curling on himself. "I...Did I...?"
"No, you just passed out. Don't worry, first time travelers get a little sick." reassured the rower.
"Oh..." the other wrapped the sheet tighter on himself, though he finds that he couldn't move his hands.
"It's ok, just rest for a bit. We will be there, soon" the Rower smiled, his eyes softening, as he hands him a thermos "here, some tea will help you"
"I...no thank you" he rejected, looking at the water "I can't drink it...I'm not thirsty"
"I insist you do..." the boat stopped as the Rower stood up and walked to him. It only took 2 steps to reach the prone man on the floor "its good for you"
"But...it's yours. I...I don't deserve it"
"Everyone deserves care, my friend." He knelt down, grasping his chin very gently. The thermos was open "even if you don't think you do, others can see that you are suffering. You need to heal."
"But...who do I heal for?" He trembled, tears welling up in his eyes "why do you care for someone nobody loves...?"
"That's a ridiculous notion" the thermos was placed in his trembling hands, they stung from the wounds, but the other placed his hands over his, keeping them steady. "People love you more than you know. I am sure if you asked, they will let you know that..."
The tea felt warm, steam and snell hitting his face. It smelled sweet, and herby.
With a sigh, he sipped it. A sip turned to a gulp to him downing the whole thermos in one sitting. It was bitter, but he could already feel it warming his cold body.
It also had the effect of making his head heavy. He felt sleepy.
Hands wrapped around his sides, gently lowering back to the floor, which now had a pillow under his head. The white sheet was draped over him, but he could see the Host's eyes, warm with compassion and his smile, bright with hope and kindness.
"Rest well, you will feel better in the morning"
Before we begin, this comic's tw are self harm and suicide If you are uncomfortable or not in the mental headspace for this type of stuff, then look away. I will put the triggering stuff under the cut.
((I would like to thank a certain EG and Owl for this comic. They set the ball with oppy angst so I joined in. But my Oppy is for the most part redeemed, so how was I gonna make him kill anyone?
Short answe: he doesn't need to.
Without further ado...
#slay the princess#stp voices#cw suicide#cw self harm#stp princess#stp the thorn#stp voice of the Opportunist#stp voice of the skeptic#stp voice of the paranoid#stp voice of the broken#stp voice of the cheated#stp voice of the stubborn#mai art#mai talks#mai writes#<- previous tag#((he will be alright))#((even if he doesn't know it))
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This is the only thing I'm going to say about the election until it's over:
Anyone who did not vote for Harris or who attempted to dissuade people from voting for Harris, you are indirectly responsible for whatever shit Donald Trump does if he gets elected. That blood is primarily on his hands, yes. But it is also on yours. I hope you can live with that because I sure as hell wouldn't be able to.
#'but gaza' trump wants TO OBLITERATE THEM. HE LITERALLY WANTS THERE TO BE NOTHING LEFT OF GAZA AT ALL. WHY DO YOU THINK#I DON'T WANT HIM IN POWER?????#yeah I said I wouldn't election post I lied sorry.#I know most of you don't actually care what happens to american citizens because we're all Violent Hypocrites who should kill ourselves#and somehow every single civilian is responsible for the actions of a military and government that comparatively few of us are actually par#of but FUCKING HELL. You don't care about THE PEOPLE OF GAZA??? Because that's what you're telling me if you're in favor of#doing anything OTHER than the most likely path to get trump out of politics. which is voting for the candidate DIRECTLY OPPOSING HIM.#the thing about america being an empire that needs to die. is that before it dies. it is still affecting the rest of the world.#I can't make you care about me and my loved ones. but I am IMPLORING you to have some fucking compassion for all the people#who are going to be DEEPLY negatively affected elsewhere if trump gets into power.#THEIR HARM. THEIR DEATHS. ARE ON /YOU/ IF YOU DID ANYTHING TO FACILITATE TRUMP'S VICTORY IF THAT'S WHAT HAPPENS.#I don't believe most of you actually have any amount of the sympathy and compassion for others you claim to have.#I don't think any of the causes you throw yourself behind are actually meaningful to you. I don't think any of this is based on a#genuine desire to build a better world. I think you just want your Internet friends to think you are a Good Person.#if I see anyone. ANYONE. acting like a trump presidency is what we 'deserve'. or that it's necessary to 'teach [xyz] a lesson'#I am NEVER speaking to you again I don't care how long I've known you.#us politics#I am a disabled queer woman. almost everybody I love is also disabled and queer. you think we're acceptable collateral damage fine.#but don't cry that I'm being a bitch if I say that that makes me not trust you and not want to have anything to do with you.
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Don't fucking blame Palestinians and the people who support them for this. Don't blame people who couldn't bring themselves to vote for a genocide-loving centrist for this. Even if all of them voted for Harris it wouldn't have changed the outcome.
The blame you put on the people belongs on HARRIS for refusing to explicitly promise an end to weapons and money to Israel, and end to America's enthusiastic support of the genocide. She refused to listen to the bipartisan majority of Americans who want an end to the genocide! This is not democracy, there is no choice and the people don't have enough leverage over our president if every single election is a choice between the rapid end of the world and a slightly slower end of the world.
#election#im mad#neoliberals stop yelling at your community and start yelling at the people in charge!#blame the people who ACTUALLY have power!#i love you and i want you to see that WE ALL DESERVE BETTER THAN THIS BULLSHIT#and also! vise versa! leftists dont blame ppl who voted for harris for not pushing enough#ppl are just trying to do what we think is safest and its difficult to know what the right thing to do is in this age#personally i voted for harris even though i really didn't want to bc trump is scarier#this countrys too fucking big#no 1 person should have so much power#anyway its hard to know whats real and what's an op these days so i dont blame ppl getting scared and voting for harris
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i love vueko but i need to be slightly less vueko* and more belaf. and i don’t just mean i want to be a confident and dignified and intense looking person of unconventional appearance whose gender isn’t necessarily clear upon initial visual assessment. actually maybe i do
#*note: i think she’s a way way stronger and better person than me!!#i actually generally resist comparing myself to Vue for that reason#it goes hand in hand with my frustration with how much o fthe fandom infantilizes or victimizes her#i don’t see her that way! i think she has way more strength and agency than me even if she has no idea#BUT#we are both nervous blobs. this is inescapable.#(i also think that Sex Meta Aside we both love the same way. deep admiration with no expectation of return.)#(it can be dangerous unless you fall for someone that truly deserves it. but that aspect is entirely down to my Belavue Hallucinations)#(anyway i need to be less of a self Doubt Blob even though i love that Self Doubt Blob)#this post wasn’t really about gender it was about dignity and confidence but also if we’re gonna go there#i’m a woman but I want to be a woman like everyone’s favorite Androgynous Woman Version of Belaf#GNC Woman Belaf in Vuebela Yuri..Save Me [All of That Phrase Repeated]…#are there seven gender versions i like for that thing or only six? I forgot. I need to write a list again
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im exploding into a million pieces i found a reddit thread about butches in video games (specifically looking for them) in hopes that there was some kind of lesser known dream daddy-esque butch dating sim or SOMETHING cute like that and guys the fucking crumbs we have to live on you're actually killing me. im withering away why are there no kissable butches in video games im going to throw up and kill everyone. nobody wants a butch dating sim apparently. im gonna go weep in the fetal position
#everybody ignore this it's so stupid but#it's like heres a stard.ew valley mod where you can make leah butch and um idk starf.ield bg characters#and a baldgate3 character. IM CRYING WHERE ARE THE BUTCHES#'why is this making me emotional' (<- very understandable why it would make me emotional)#howling into the night sky ripping ny shirt in twain transforming into a big hairy beast bc i love butches sm#GUHHHHHHHHHH CMONNNNN#i just wanna see people's cute drawings of dykes ok. where is our version of bara#where is it please#im begginbg the universe generally#i need a hero (the song) is emanating from my pores rn. where are they we deserve so much better than this#gahhhh it's all overly palatable softgirl yuri fuckk. where are my big sweaty hairy braless deep voiced dykes im going to kill someone#when is it my turn to be happy wuagghhh#not to say i dislike softgirl yuri but i do not want to kiss them!! sorry but that is a big motivator for this#is wanting a 2d boyfriend (/dyke) because everyone else gets to have one :((#and also like. wanting to see dykes reflective of irl dykes rather than yuri for representation purposes that matter to me personally#and the gender euphoria that can often come from that but also FUCKK#nguhhhhhh oughhhhhh ahhhhhhhhgh. im such a fucking faggot im sick of this#a large chunk of the sapphic population is just completely not represented it's like they only exist in my mind#i never seen them around me either this shit sucks fuck my stupid baka life. wehehhh#exploding into a million pieces#im never expressing any kind of gay yearning again after this im done#is it too much to ask that i see people like me out there?? in many ways but tonight specifically in a butch way#ppl when they even think for a moment of making lesbian media where the dykes aren't sifted through straight attractiveness filters: 😱#again a lesbian dating dim w femmes would rule as well but it's all high schoolers and vaguely anime-hot women#and thats not good enough. it's like if they give a girl a big nose they'll fucking die immediately#maybe the real reason i consume so much homoerotic buff guy media is because SOMETIMES ppl draw them as butches#(<- not the reason but maybe loosely vaguely part of the reason)#anyway this was inspired by me watching ppl react to like. a popular pretty boy dating sim#and trying to figure out some equivalent experience for me but i can't bc none of it is made for me#killing everyone and then killing them again. hatred
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I don't have time for people who don't have time for me
I don't have time for people who don't have time for me
I don't have time for people who don't have time for me
#yes yes i know adult life leaves little room for spending time with people who you care about & even if we have time we're burnt out#but my whole adult life has been white-knuckled clinging to relationships or people that barely if ever send that energy back#as soon as theyre onto the next person that will entertain them. as soon as theyve found something to fill the time that i usually take up#as soon as theyve gotten all they wanted from me emotionally. as soon as its inconvient to see me. almost as soon as theyre bored#then suddenly its me waiting for a text. waiting for a day to hang out. hearing over and over again that yet another thing is more importan#than me. and i get it. life happens. schools important. work is important. rest is important. but at the point im at in my life#im looking for people who actually make an effort not just give months and months of excuses as to why they suddenly cant hang out#im a pushover. im easy-going. im a very understanding person. i get it bc theres also very few days per week that im free to socialize#but i cant keep letting myself act subservient to everyone else in my life. i always put my friends & potential friends so high on pedestal#i treat them & their time as precious. now i refuse to let someone do anything but the same for me. my time/energy/love is just as precious#i dont deserve only a text when you need something from me or just to act as a treat to tide me over until the next transgression#and i certainly am NOT going to be the person that you can stand-up and then expect to still answer your text. not anymore.#in prioritizing my mental health lately ive realized that this pattern HAS TO STOP. i cant allow myself to continue the same harmful cycles#i deserve better. i need better. i WANT BETTER#emma vents#vent tag#healing tag
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#i gen love Tumblr's twitter parody things bcuz it's gen satisfying to notice that#like YES BITCH MOCK W ELON'S UGLY ASS FACE IT'S ALL I WANT 2 SEE EVERY SINGLE DAY PLS KEEP DOING IT Y'ALL#proves this social is way better than twitter#like the default timeline here is the >following< instead of the >for you< section#it's what twitter should have cuz the ppl we follow are the ones who deserve attention at first cuz well if i FOLLOW em that means i want t#SEE what they post bruh#also the tag thing is so fucking good. it works well and at least for me seems to not fuck up the algorithm like twitter does#like if i fill my post with lots of hashtags it'd fuck up everything completely#but w tumblr's tag system it helps to reach a larger audience and make ppl find the stuff you r posting#it's gud if u wanna contribute for a fandom with a fanart and ppl will notice it somehow#love this site fr
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I saw a post the other day that kinda pushed back on the way all coming of age movies are about sexuality and all high school stories basically center around who wants to fuck who and how that's like. Not really all coming of age and high school stories should offer since you know. Youth isn't about who you have a crush on and probably coming of age stories in particular should be far more diverse in subject matter than they are.
Honestly as someone who, when I was 'coming of age' age, hated coming of age stories and still do for the exact reason listed above (see the weird scene in It where we all sexualize a 13 year old girl because boys have crushes and surely there's no other way to portray this than feeling a child up with a camera to demonstrate boys have ~feelings~ Bev gets no equivalent scene because she's the object of affection rather than the subject feeling desire) I also wish there was diversity in those stories. And coming of age stories about adults- we don't stop going through huge life moments that change everything forever, but back to kids. When I was a kid I could have desperately used a coming of age story where the character has a sick and dying parent who does die by the end of the story and what happens after that. Granted I did just fine without it, but even without being asexual it's always irked me that coming of age stories don't seem to appreciate that kids have way larger problems and way better stories to tell then first crushes and first kisses for shit sake give kids who went through what I did as a kid some kind of story about what happens when your parent gets cancer and how complicated that is and stop assuming the biggest thing that happens around puberty is discovering sexuality that, if you were queer, you probably already noticed what you felt wasn't in a coming of age story anyway.
#winters ramblings#id actually LOVE to see a coming of age story about an immigrant child moving to a new country#and have the coming of age center around THAT instead of these bizarre vaguely adult explorations of sexuality#that honestly ive never related to anyway like maybe the allos get it but even THEY deserve more diversity in stories#SURELY even your local allos have a dad dying of cancer they desperately need to know what to do with#like deadass a therapist told me at 26 i was robbed as a child because of what i went through and i STILL cry when i think of that#but no coming of age is all sex shit because children according to adults dont have real issues#which tells me adukts writing the stories are MASSIVELY privileged or stunted by execs or straight up assune kids wont watch#a REAL coming of age story. also i want a coming of age story about a 40 year old who is going through a career change#and the struggles that come with late career change. the benefits of a late career change. all the complicated family goo around all this#just give me decent stories that arent too focused on fycking RELATIONSHIPS for once. have them there sure i dont care#but for FUCK sakes can we stop pretending a 13 year olds biggest concern us who they have a crush on??#my dad was DEAD and i knew only one other person who lost her mom way younger than me at 8#we did not understand each other and how could we when our situations were so different. BOTH of us were so highly alienated#because NO ONE not even each other could relate to a lot if the people around us. the only thing we DID have in common#was the sick feeling we got when someone would bitch about their parents having fair expectations or not giving them literally everything#we both had an 'at least you HAVE parents to hokd you to reasonable standards and all you do is SQUANDER it' even if our feelings werent#faur to our peers anymore than their feelings were fair to us. wheres the coming of age story about THAT#tell me a story about a 16 year old whos mom has been dead HALF her life already like my friend. i was lucky enough not to deal with that#until i was 24. she deserved better out if high school and coming of age stories too. believe it or not kids have REAL lives and problems#and im SO tired of no one writing anything but some sad kids books about it even if the books are SOMETHING to start with#like for shit sakes must NICEthat the worst thing YOU went through was realizing you had a sexuality but my queer ass#ALWAYS knew i was different and highschool highlighted that a BUNCH so unless we're exploring aroace teens that doesnt appeal either#great yet ANOTHER story about straight teenagers because THEYRE the ones who need guidance on how to express themselves#like they dont see strsight people storoes and sexuality EVERYWHERE plus the ACTUAL opportunity to date in high school#that most queer kids dont get or dont get in the same way. why is THAT the only story being told when its the most saturated and BORING#and also ignores that kids have REAL issues and NO angency. explore THAT. do ANYTHING but yet another fucking coming of age story#about straight kids having crushes on each other and thats IT like come on SERIOUSLY
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