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no-shxme · 9 months ago

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i read tip the scales (im about to go to bed) and OH MY GOD???????? OH MY GOD.

okay so disclaimer i know NOTHING about zed literally all i know is in reference to kayn i know even LESS about shen

but

BUT

OLD MAN YAOI???????? OLD MAN YAOI. THE ANGST OF OLD MISTAKES THAT THEY BOTH WISH THEY COULD TAKE BACK AND BOTH OF THEM YEARNING FOR THINGS TO HAVE TURNED OUT DIFFERENTLY. OUGHGJFHFHFHGJGHUEJCHKEOFHFNIWJVIFFHLHVULSYKCHL I CANNOT PROPERLY EXPRESS HOW MUCH I LOVE THIS OH MY GOD

"take me back to kinkou" DYKSLJGYKSULFYIDYJ???????? DKYSYKGHLDYOHKLDYIGILFTJ

GENUINELY I HAVE NO WORDS I ABSOLUTELY LOVED THIS HOLY FUCK THIS IS SO WELL DONE

shen/zed is like, THE old man yaoi in league. (at least for me lol. tfgraves is on the fringe but they're not old enough.)

godd i remember writing that fic as a commission and then it really just Got Away from me. fldsjkaljkasfd its very old but im glad it holds up to you :sob: i think the tragic thing about shenzed is playing into the yearning. (i love writing yearning.) and for them its so painful.

#shx answer #tip the scales #i love yearning i love longing #i worry about my old fics so much

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within-the-last-minute · 4 months ago

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stay safe because i like being alive at the same time as you.

#poetry #spilled words #writing #spilled ink #artists on tumblr #words #poem #love #poems and poetry #love poem #stay safe #within the last minute #i love you #yearning #yearning hours #longing #poets on tumblr

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hinamie · 4 months ago

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unconditionally

#my art #jujutsu kaisen #jjk #yuji itadori #megumi fushiguro #itafushi #fushiita #fanart #jjk fanart #jujutsu kaisen fanart #megumi #yuuji #im shaky and numb the way this took years off my life #genuinely cannot believe i thought it was smart to make it a comic i could have stuck at a painting and it would have been fine #but nooooooo in my hubris i thought Surely im an expert at this longform stuff now Surely i can do it :)#and then it killed me it killed me dead this is like over twice as long as the train comic and 4 times as detailed #backgrounds . angles. i yearn fr death.#AND I HAD 2 WRITE THEM ACTUALLY TALKING GGSDH i am actually so insecure abt the way the dialogue flows gomen....#i wanted to add more to it to fix how clipped and rushed i think it reads #but that would mean drawing more expressions would mean drawing more panels would mean more gd hyDRANGEAS #so ultimately i decided 2 have the conversation take the hit because let me tell u.#if i have to draw. one more blue petal i will snap i will lose it #i knew tht would happen n wanted to alleviate some of the pain so i found a few brushes that helped speed up the process #but the thing w a lot of premade flower brushes is they also come preshaded n look uniform in a way that stands out badly against my style #so i had 2 render over them anyway........#yuuji's domain rly putting me through the wringer first the train station now death by a bajillion petals smh #all that to say tho . my labour of love . i am going to take a nap #hina.comic

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ivynightshade · 1 year ago

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fatima aamer bilal, from i mother it the absence of her, iii. i am not a person that can be loved for a very long time excerpt from moony moonless sky.

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rosarysgarden · 6 months ago

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fatima aamer bilal, excerpt from moony moonless sky’s ‘i am an observer, but not by choice.’

[text id: i have the everlasting tendency to ruin everything i love.]

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elysiumwhispers · 7 months ago

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liking a girl will make you go feral and want to die btw

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aeonmnei · 4 months ago

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— “i’m home,” hajime calls from downstairs. you glance at the clock as you put your book down, sliding your feet into your slippers. “welcome back,” you reply, plodding down the stairs with a yawn. “long game?”

he runs his hands through his hair tiredly as he leans his elbows on the kitchen counter. “like you wouldn’t believe.” you frown, and wrap your arms around his waist from behind. “there’s leftovers in the fridge. i’ll make you a bath while you eat?” you ask, patting his hip.

hajime groans softly, his hands on his face. “that sounds great,” he murmurs. “sorry i came home late again.” “s’okay,” you assure him, rubbing his back. “i’ll wash your hair, too.”

you sit outside of the bathtub on a stool, lathering his shampoo in your hands as he leans his head back. “lean forward just a bit, my love,” you urge. he complies, letting you run your fingers through his hair in a comfortable silence.

he takes a deep, ragged breath as your hands move to massage the knots in his back and shoulders. you furrow your brows in concern. “does that hurt?” you can see the bump of his spine as he leans his head forward. “no,” he mumbles, and he relaxes, letting out a shuddering exhale. “no. feels nice.”

after a few quiet moments, you press a small kiss between his shoulder blades. “love you forever, haji.”

#PHEW! boy. first writing post and ofcourse it's him..my princess #tbh this is NOT my best...but listening to sweet and forever had me longing...yearning!#oh and opm . yeah that'll do it i think #i read this over like twice and it's like 12:30AMso if it's weird ignore it! (tell me RIGHT NOW so i can change it) i love youuu #iwaizumi hajime #haikyuu #iwaizumi x reader #haikyuu x reader #haikyuu fluff #hq x reader #haikyū!!#dorian.writes

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poorly-drawn-mdzs · 10 months ago

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Lan Wangji Goes To Lotus Pier AU: Part 3: Enveloping Feelings.

(Part 1, Part 2, Part 4)

#poorly drawn mdzs #mdzs #lan wangji #Yungmeng Jiang training arc AU #I wanted to try out a different paneling style for this one - sorry I'm a day late! (there will still be a post tomorrow to keep on track)#The original 3 panel comic idea was fine but the point of this new schedule was to take time to push myself a bit more.#I was taking a look back through some comic artists I felt inspired by #and I really loved how Lynda Barry fills her gutters with patterns and doodles!#Obviously I'm not going as absolutely wild with it as she does but it was a great exercise!#I truly think the gutters are the most important and most overlooked part of any comic. There's lots going on in that space.#It's the same with timeskips. The implied movement between moments that we don't see changes depending on how wide that gap is #You're here for the funny tags so here's some that ties this time talk together:#I think LWJ was thinking about that second note from day 2 but it took him 7 days of hazing to commit it to paper.#I think he sends it a day later and immediately regrets it. Chasing down the messenger and everything.#You know if something actually happened to his brother he would never ever forgive himself for putting the bad vibes out there.#Third time skip was the hardest because there was so many possible flavours of jokes here. Day 8/9 was a personal favourite.#day 14 was also funny (week by week). I think the debate on 'how long does lwj take to catch feelings' is more or less:#'how long does it take for him to arrive at a particular stage of grief and yearning (and awareness of it all)#This is a symphony. There is an act by act structure. Every day he is fighting to keep his old sensibilities. He is losing so badly.#(I'll be returning to the main comic soon but there is more of this AU to come!)

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loverboyfemboy · 7 months ago

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i am going feral (i wanna be cuddled and listen to music together)

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pigswithwings · 1 year ago

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Empty Houses / Empty Stomachs

Sources: Kitty Horrorshow, "Anatomy" 🏚 Josh Quissy 🏚 Wikipedia (Abandonment - Legal) 🏚 Ashe Vernon, "Love Disorders and Other Heartaches" 🏚 @/churchrummagesale 🏚 Kitty Horrorshow, Anatomy (Transcribed by @/a-missing-ache) 🏚 Kitty Horrorshow, Anatomy 🏚 @/churchrummagesale 🏚 Wikipedia (Desire) 🏚@/churchrummagesale 🏚 Wikipedia (Hunger - Physiology) 🏚 Wikipedia (Desire) 🏚Emma Rebholz, “No Good Bloodsuckers" from The Misanthropy 🏚 @/zegalba

#my webs #web weaving #webweaving #duuuude. okay. shoutout to the Longing and the Wanting and the Hunger. that stuff hurted #i love houses as imagery i love the idea of yearning in a lovesick way but emphasis on the sick part #its sooo. you get me. also house of leaves changed my brain permanently i think #kitty horrorshow anatomy #abandoned houses #poetry #parallels #anyways! thumbs up #long post

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sqtorux · 3 months ago

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man... every flashback of him makes me so sentimental it's like im yearning for my husband who's at war. oh wait.

#hes sooo beautiful #so so so beautiful #look at him :((((#at first i was like miss gojo i love gojo AS A JOKE #its not funny anymore #i yearn i long i pray #gojo satoru #jujutsu kaisen #jjk267 #jjk leaks

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fuckassfag · 5 months ago

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Need to stare longingly at a guy while he rambles and rambles and rambles about whatever is on his mind. Maybe even give him a kiss from how cute he is when talking.

#t4t #bisexaul #t4t mlm #bi mlm #mlm sfw #mlm thoughts #t4t thoughts #mlm yearning #t4t yearning #t4t sfw #autistic mlm #faggot activity #(secret is i just did this and he probably doesn't realize the longing)#(and if you secretly check this acc bc im a terrible liar about my secret accs... welll....now you know ig)#freak!!!! (jk hit me up i love the freaks 💞)#everyone else can ignore those last 3 :)#message just incase

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hinamie · 7 months ago

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there's no furbish word for dilf :( sad :(

#my art #jujutsu kaisen #jjk #fushiguro toji #toji #fanart #jjk fanart #i took this too seriously for what it is but in my defense #uh #i have no defense actually this is the most unhinged thing i think ive ever drawn #bows head in shame gomenasorry....#context ws talking 2 sam about my love of furby and long furby customization #and the free real estate that is fushiguro toji hit me like a truck #i have no clue if this has been done before sorry if it has sorry if it hasnt #i dont know if id be alarmed or proud if i was th first #i saw th art of toji with the very hungry caterpillar n was inspired also . took that ate it made it furby #speaking of furby this one Is sentient and yearns to Consume. toji actively hates it. he speaks furbish tho <3 bilingualism <3 #uhhhhh in other news debut toji art !! :D this man's shirt is holding on for dear life jesus.#his waist is so small and for what......................

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ivynightshade · 2 months ago

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fatima aamer bilal, from moony moonless sky’s ‘i am your mould, but the shape of you is true absence, leaving me purposeless.’

[text id: and is this not treason? / my soul belongs far more to you than it does to me.]

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lavend3r-stardust · 14 days ago

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Imagine being so touchstarved that you dream of being held, your head against their chest while their arms wrap around you, feeling the warmth of their breath fan out against your ear as they tell you "i'll never leave you again.". Bodies pressed so close together that you can hear their heart racing beneath their ribs. I just need a hug, man. A goddamn hug.

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lovedpoetical-ly · 6 months ago

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I want a soft, healthy love.

One where we compromise, admire one another, make each other a priority, are each other’s best friends and #1 supporters, share the same values, never talk down on each other, defend each other, take our time learning each other, treat each other with kindness, speak to one another with gentle words, and romanticize life together.

To me, nothing is more beautiful than a family built on a tender love.

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