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no-shxme · 1 year ago

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i read tip the scales (im about to go to bed) and OH MY GOD???????? OH MY GOD.

okay so disclaimer i know NOTHING about zed literally all i know is in reference to kayn i know even LESS about shen

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BUT

OLD MAN YAOI???????? OLD MAN YAOI. THE ANGST OF OLD MISTAKES THAT THEY BOTH WISH THEY COULD TAKE BACK AND BOTH OF THEM YEARNING FOR THINGS TO HAVE TURNED OUT DIFFERENTLY. OUGHGJFHFHFHGJGHUEJCHKEOFHFNIWJVIFFHLHVULSYKCHL I CANNOT PROPERLY EXPRESS HOW MUCH I LOVE THIS OH MY GOD

"take me back to kinkou" DYKSLJGYKSULFYIDYJ???????? DKYSYKGHLDYOHKLDYIGILFTJ

GENUINELY I HAVE NO WORDS I ABSOLUTELY LOVED THIS HOLY FUCK THIS IS SO WELL DONE

shen/zed is like, THE old man yaoi in league. (at least for me lol. tfgraves is on the fringe but they're not old enough.)

godd i remember writing that fic as a commission and then it really just Got Away from me. fldsjkaljkasfd its very old but im glad it holds up to you :sob: i think the tragic thing about shenzed is playing into the yearning. (i love writing yearning.) and for them its so painful.

#shx answer #tip the scales #i love yearning i love longing #i worry about my old fics so much

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within-the-last-minute · 7 months ago

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stay safe because i like being alive at the same time as you.

#poetry #spilled words #writing #spilled ink #artists on tumblr #words #poem #love #poems and poetry #love poem #stay safe #within the last minute #i love you #yearning #yearning hours #longing #poets on tumblr

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ivynightshade · 1 year ago

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fatima aamer bilal, from i mother it the absence of her, iii. i am not a person that can be loved for a very long time excerpt from moony moonless sky.

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hinamie · 7 months ago

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unconditionally

#my art #jujutsu kaisen #jjk #yuji itadori #megumi fushiguro #itafushi #fushiita #fanart #jjk fanart #jujutsu kaisen fanart #megumi #yuuji #im shaky and numb the way this took years off my life #genuinely cannot believe i thought it was smart to make it a comic i could have stuck at a painting and it would have been fine #but nooooooo in my hubris i thought Surely im an expert at this longform stuff now Surely i can do it :)#and then it killed me it killed me dead this is like over twice as long as the train comic and 4 times as detailed #backgrounds . angles. i yearn fr death.#AND I HAD 2 WRITE THEM ACTUALLY TALKING GGSDH i am actually so insecure abt the way the dialogue flows gomen....#i wanted to add more to it to fix how clipped and rushed i think it reads #but that would mean drawing more expressions would mean drawing more panels would mean more gd hyDRANGEAS #so ultimately i decided 2 have the conversation take the hit because let me tell u.#if i have to draw. one more blue petal i will snap i will lose it #i knew tht would happen n wanted to alleviate some of the pain so i found a few brushes that helped speed up the process #but the thing w a lot of premade flower brushes is they also come preshaded n look uniform in a way that stands out badly against my style #so i had 2 render over them anyway........#yuuji's domain rly putting me through the wringer first the train station now death by a bajillion petals smh #all that to say tho . my labour of love . i am going to take a nap #hina.comic

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rosarysgarden · 10 months ago

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fatima aamer bilal, excerpt from moony moonless sky’s ‘i am an observer, but not by choice.’

[text id: i have the everlasting tendency to ruin everything i love.]

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elysiumwhispers · 10 months ago

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liking a girl will make you go feral and want to die btw

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synicalea · 3 months ago

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“sorry to bother you, i know this is stupid but—“ …do you know the lengths i would go to to see you happy

#love #wlw yearning #sapphic yearning #longing #bff #relatable #um idk #synicalea #loveyoouuuuuuu #my hearts screaming for you #wlw #wlw post #wlw love #or hey i don’t care who this is aimed to #lady or not #lol #ok i’m boorrred

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vaguely-concerned · 3 months ago

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rook falling asleep on the red couch in the lighthouse dining room while lucanis is making dinner....... they were helping out by keeping him company and peeling and chopping potatoes for a while there but then the potatoes are done and the room is so safe and warm and smells like coffee and good food and lucanis is trying to explain something to spite and his voice is low and soft and good to listen to and rook's eyes only slip closed for a moment. they'll get up to save the world again or whatever in a second just. one moment. while the world is warm and kind. and then they're being shaken gently awake an hour later because it's time to eat and everyone's starting to drift hopefully dinner-wards

#lucanis looking down at peacefully sleeping rook like '...I *have* to figure out more things I can do for them than kill or die #because that's a bit limited long-term and one of those will probably mostly make them really upset. (also you only get to do it once.#just not good value for the price as gestures of love go.)#but maker I WILL also do that' as he drapes a blanket over them. and maybe strokes their hair. don't look at me #dragon age #dragon age: the veilguard #dragon age: the veilguard spoilers #dragon age spoilers #lucanis dellamorte #rook x lucanis #rookanis #oc: Ellaryen Ingellvar #do you guys ever yearn. are you filled with unspeakable longing. are you ever brought to your knees humbled and wrecked #before the altar of the mortifying simplicity and lack of grandeur of your own impossible desires. anyway #at one point rye is going to tell this man in a sort of bewilderment of joy and relief 'you make me feel so safe'#and he'll have to go 'you may be surprised to hear that that is not a sentiment a man in my profession gets to hear a lot usually'#'well get used to hearing it (bitch)(infinitely affectionate)'#and then they hug or something idk don't speak to me do not look at me

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poorly-drawn-mdzs · 1 year ago

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Lan Wangji Goes To Lotus Pier AU: Part 3: Enveloping Feelings.

(Part 1, Part 2, Part 4)

#poorly drawn mdzs #mdzs #lan wangji #Yungmeng Jiang training arc AU #I wanted to try out a different paneling style for this one - sorry I'm a day late! (there will still be a post tomorrow to keep on track)#The original 3 panel comic idea was fine but the point of this new schedule was to take time to push myself a bit more.#I was taking a look back through some comic artists I felt inspired by #and I really loved how Lynda Barry fills her gutters with patterns and doodles!#Obviously I'm not going as absolutely wild with it as she does but it was a great exercise!#I truly think the gutters are the most important and most overlooked part of any comic. There's lots going on in that space.#It's the same with timeskips. The implied movement between moments that we don't see changes depending on how wide that gap is #You're here for the funny tags so here's some that ties this time talk together:#I think LWJ was thinking about that second note from day 2 but it took him 7 days of hazing to commit it to paper.#I think he sends it a day later and immediately regrets it. Chasing down the messenger and everything.#You know if something actually happened to his brother he would never ever forgive himself for putting the bad vibes out there.#Third time skip was the hardest because there was so many possible flavours of jokes here. Day 8/9 was a personal favourite.#day 14 was also funny (week by week). I think the debate on 'how long does lwj take to catch feelings' is more or less:#'how long does it take for him to arrive at a particular stage of grief and yearning (and awareness of it all)#This is a symphony. There is an act by act structure. Every day he is fighting to keep his old sensibilities. He is losing so badly.#(I'll be returning to the main comic soon but there is more of this AU to come!)

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ultrawistful · 1 month ago

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pigswithwings · 1 year ago

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Empty Houses / Empty Stomachs

Sources: Kitty Horrorshow, "Anatomy" 🏚 Josh Quissy 🏚 Wikipedia (Abandonment - Legal) 🏚 Ashe Vernon, "Love Disorders and Other Heartaches" 🏚 @/churchrummagesale 🏚 Kitty Horrorshow, Anatomy (Transcribed by @/a-missing-ache) 🏚 Kitty Horrorshow, Anatomy 🏚 @/churchrummagesale 🏚 Wikipedia (Desire) 🏚@/churchrummagesale 🏚 Wikipedia (Hunger - Physiology) 🏚 Wikipedia (Desire) 🏚Emma Rebholz, “No Good Bloodsuckers" from The Misanthropy 🏚 @/zegalba

#my webs #web weaving #webweaving #duuuude. okay. shoutout to the Longing and the Wanting and the Hunger. that stuff hurted #i love houses as imagery i love the idea of yearning in a lovesick way but emphasis on the sick part #its sooo. you get me. also house of leaves changed my brain permanently i think #kitty horrorshow anatomy #anyways! thumbs up #biggest hits

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violettressedd · 12 days ago

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well read women are so attractive. yes i do want to hear about the character that you've psychoanalyzed. and yes i want you to explain the entirety of the lore and setting of that book series you're reading right now

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ivynightshade · 6 months ago

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fatima aamer bilal, from moony moonless sky’s ‘i am your mould, but the shape of you is true absence, leaving me purposeless.’

[text id: and is this not treason? / my soul belongs far more to you than it does to me.]

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hinamie · 10 months ago

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there's no furbish word for dilf :( sad :(

#my art #jujutsu kaisen #jjk #fushiguro toji #toji #fanart #jjk fanart #i took this too seriously for what it is but in my defense #uh #i have no defense actually this is the most unhinged thing i think ive ever drawn #bows head in shame gomenasorry....#context ws talking 2 sam about my love of furby and long furby customization #and the free real estate that is fushiguro toji hit me like a truck #i have no clue if this has been done before sorry if it has sorry if it hasnt #i dont know if id be alarmed or proud if i was th first #i saw th art of toji with the very hungry caterpillar n was inspired also . took that ate it made it furby #speaking of furby this one Is sentient and yearns to Consume. toji actively hates it. he speaks furbish tho <3 bilingualism <3 #uhhhhh in other news debut toji art !! :D this man's shirt is holding on for dear life jesus.#his waist is so small and for what......................

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sqtorux · 6 months ago

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man... every flashback of him makes me so sentimental it's like im yearning for my husband who's at war. oh wait.

#hes sooo beautiful #so so so beautiful #look at him :((((#at first i was like miss gojo i love gojo AS A JOKE #its not funny anymore #i yearn i long i pray #gojo satoru #jujutsu kaisen #jjk267 #jjk leaks

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whimsy-mlm-143 · 2 months ago

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I just want to wash his hair and make sure he eats well and just be a good boyfriend for him

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