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i have beef with my girlfriend’s cat.
#i go round and do the litters every night right.#and this FUCKER#waits while i scoop the first litter box. then i go into a different room to scoop the other one and come back to him SITTING IN THE ONE I#JUST SCOOPED#usually he warms up the night by pissing in it.#AND THEN#once i scoop that one again. he goes into the other room.#AND HE SHITS IN THE ONE I PREVIOUSLY SCOOPED#it’s a game. he is playing with me and my mind.#i love him so much it’s genuinely hilarious to me#people who say cats dont have personality do not know cats#he gets mad at me bc i mess up his litter by scooping it and then he shits in defiance like i cant make it up#i went to a work event for 2 days and he showed he was mad at me by NOT doing this little game#IT HAPPENS EVERY NIGHT i cant with him i cant#my baby boy you are a pain in my ass (affectionate)#valentina talks#i know hes doing jt to reclaim his territory / bc he likes the clean litterbox but also idc hes playing with me and its so so funny
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#poorly drawn mdzs#mdzs#wei wuxian#jin guangyao#lan wangij#jin ling#LWJ shifting into fight mode was so damn cool. He is always ready to start throwing hands.#It's in a way that befits someone with a bit more bloodlust that his calm demeanor lets on - but nearly always in defense of someone.#What a great synergy with his personal philosophies! see that he is a Genuinely Noble Guy time and time again!#Is is also way more hilarious and unhinged than most people give him credit for? Also yes.#Nothing and no one ever said he did not or would not rip off JGY's hat mid-fight. I think LWJ needs to snatch more wigs LITERALLY.#Yes I'm delaying the part where I have to address the emotional turmoil of Jin Ling stabbing wwx. It gutted me terribly.#What is worse that realizing that someone you respected has done horrible things#than discovering someone who did horrible things being a kind and trustworthy person?#What is more horrifying that realizing other people are extremely complex and cannot be categorized into black and white?#When people hurt us or our loved ones we very much want to make them out to be irredeemable monsters. But they are not.#It is not actually such a terrible fate to just be a person. To be forgiven and forgive is possible. To change is possible.#This lesson is hard. It is something you have to actively challenge yourself to do. Black and white is the innate path to go down.#And its *why* I love Jin Ling so much. He is the character who fights the longest and hardest to challenge social and personal beliefs#He gets a pass for stabbing wwx for being so deliciously conflicted and tormented by it.#And with wrists THAT limp I can't imagine the wound was particularly deep
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Do u actually ship rocky and mitzi?
to try and be as simple as possible, i suppose i do ship them ; i’m particularly drawn by their dynamic and have long since grown enamored with it … so, naturally, i enjoy turning them over in my head and shoving them together, seeing all the possible ways they fit and how they function when glued together. rocky’s feelings for mitzi are so intense and metaphorical that there’s a lot of ground to run with, honestly. it’s not a black and white relationship where they fit neatly under one label or another either, hence my constant use of the term ‘a secret third thing’ for them overall. there’s romance, obsession, desperation, platonic associations, and a thousand other factors embedded into what they have. rocky simply ‘seeing mitzi as a mother figure’ or ‘being totally in love with her in a traditional sense’ just doesn’t capture them with the justice they deserve. it’s more … muddled than that. rocky, at this point in time, is completely incapable of maintaining love anyway, and mitzi certainly isn’t any better either. in a context where i envision them together, that aspect is a big part of things : where they click together due to their inability to sustain a healthy and stereotypical romantic bond, and thus accidentally fuel each other’s unhappy paths. it’s easy to see how mitzi does this to rocky! but rocky is capable of doing it to her as well, what with his all-consuming need to be who she relies on and to restore the lackadaisy to it’s previous glory for himself and her. he enables her and she enables him, even if it’s subconscious and accidental. while there is undeniable fondness and care there, they are also walking down this path hand-in-hand, tugging each other along when one of then falters or pauses. so, to me, it’s not hard imagining things becoming closer and more intimate … who doesn’t want to be smashed together against someone who gives you all the validation you crave and never shuns you, twisting all your awful deeds into something good and believing you righteous at all times. it’s addicting! and natural. while rocky obviously would enjoy such a relationship, so would mitzi at this point in her life. where she’s exhausted and feels particularly ugly within, and is currently all alone.
they also would click in ways that wouldn’t force them to abandon how they currently go about romance. mitzi needs to spend a good portion of her day thinking about her dead husband and nobody else, meanwhile rocky is very enamored with being a knight in shining armor so to speak, only able to express himself through extreme devotion, a thing that ( as said by crew members on stream ) can’t singlehandedly keep a relationship afloat … normally. but mitzi can deal with rocky’s rather eccentric and destructive behavior, can take the only thing he can offer and accept it wholeheartedly, because she couldn’t handle anything more normal or mature right now. and rocky, despite his occasional displays of territorial behavior, never bats an eye at or feels inferior to mitzi’s atlas obsession. this wouldn’t be the case in other relationships, where both of them would have to change or grow in some way in order to keep the love stable and secure. there would be things they’d have to give up, or be vulnerable about, and both of them are too stubborn for that at this point. a random lover would always be a second thought compared to the lackadaisy.
( now, of course, i ship mitzi and rocky with other people! and i’m very interested in these bonds forming during canon’s events. but it’d either be an unhealthy relationship, due to everything i said above, or a happier sort of take on things : where mitzi and rocky are pulled from their minds’ unraveling edges and are both given the care, patience, and understanding they both need. one where they can set aside the lackadaisy for a moment or two, and can find genuine happiness somewhere else. i never see them as fully moving on from it, nor do i see mitzi fully giving up atlas or rocky fully giving up mitzi, but things can be softened and less insane. sometimes! )
now, is this healthy? no. but is this me saying they should be surgically removed from one another because they make each other ‘worse’? also no! i adore them in every sense of the word and acting like there aren’t positives attached to their dynamic would, frankly, be stupid of me. they are there for each other in their worse moments and approach each other with kindness, something they don’t really get from others anymore. they are genuinely happy to be in each other’s presence and have a habit of lifting each other up, or providing each other some much needed warmth on a bad day. you see it many times in the comic, situations where mitzi is devestated, and rocky rushes in to comfort her ; and he always succeeds in some way, wiggling that severe expression off her face and getting her to smile, even if it’s small and weak. and rocky loves that! it makes him happy to be able to ease her heartache and worries so. it makes him feel useful and needed, and she’s one of the only people in his life to give him even a sliver of praise here or there. here are some examples i can remember off the top of my head :
and while there isn’t many examples of mitzi praising rocky, she is also still one of the few people who shows concern over him and asks after him. there are also two scenes, in the pilot and in the comic, where rocky messes up big time, and mitzi has every right to be frustrated with him. she could yell, she could get mean, like rocky is so used to, but instead … she sucks it in and simply lets it go. this happens with the pig farmers, but also in the pilot most notably! where the second she realizes how hard rocky is taking her words, her reasonable and sympathetic irritation at things not working out, she backtracks. she forces those emotions away and simply says this, earnestly and kindly, and wipes the devestation off rocky’s face :
as much of an accidental negative influence they can have on each other, there’s also a more purposeful positive influence that is inherent in their dynamic. i wouldn’t ever want to dismiss that, nor do i enjoy when other people rush to do so themselves, claiming they’re simply no good for each other. well, they claim mitzi is a manipulative person who only sees rocky as a pawn, but i’ll pretend fans are critical of rocky’s many faults as well. the point is : they’re good for each other and to each other! they just happen to have a great capacity to cling and stay where they are rather than doing anything more beneficial or productive. any dynamic in lackadaisy can become toxic in a sense, given the fact that a majority of the characters are prone to indulging in their flaws and chasing what’s familar, what’s most comfortable, with little regard to anyone else. but i find that aspect interesting, and i love rocky/mitzi all the more for their accidental enabling and vastly obscured views.
the more romantic aspects aren’t really something i care too much about, overall. i play around with it and find scenarios where things can bloom in such a way, but them calling each other ‘boyfriend’ or ‘girlfriend’ isn’t something i care for. i do not think mitzi would ever be attracted to rocky in a sappy lovesick way -- she’s above fawning as it is, and is rather methodical about things like passion or adoration nowadays anyway. her eyes can’t exactly sparkle upon seeing rocky spilling syrup all over himself nor can she sigh dreamily at his nonsensical, improv poetry spiels that just burst out of him like water through a broken dam. but they could soften at the corners and she could convince herself of something romantic if it held her the right way. if she felt battered enough to give into it, or was lonely enough to indulge herself in a place she knows she’s wanted. rocky, on the other hand, is a bit easier to imagine here! he would never say no to miss m. and actively wants to ‘keep’ her already … if they were to become an item, an obscure, happenstance item, than he’d embrace it full heartedly! it’s been well established rocky isn’t one to turn down love or affection, so to get it from mitzi of all people? it’d be extremely ooc to even pretend he’d regret it or shy away. he loves her, of course he does, his beautiful dionysus : who unlocks her doors for him to enter, who smiles upon him with her wine soaked lips, who brushes a dainty paw across his shoulder and sings him praises like it doesn’t pain her to say them. she is warm and comforting and soft, and rocky is possessed by a maddening desire to wrap every spaghetti limb he has around her, and never let her go. again, his love is nothing short of all-consuming and obsessive where mitzi is concerned. her devoted acolyte! it would be simple to see how he’d get here in comparison to mitzi’s more wounded and guarded heart. i don’t think rocky fully loves her in only a romantic sense, however! i’m a firm believer that it is a mix of romantic and platonic feelings, an awkward and intensive blend of the two, this sort of combination that isn’t easy to sort through. he does take comfort in the fact she reminds him of a motherly figure, just as much as he genuinely finds her attractive and appealing in a puppy love kind of way. there’s also the fact that rocky is keen on lying to mitzi and wearing masks around her in the name of seeming more amazing in her eyes -- the fact his love for her is metaphorical and personal in equal measure, and the fact mitzi hides herself away from everyone around her. there would be a lot of untangling! a lot of pretending. this is a ship that will always have a multitude of layers and caveats attached to it, so to speak.
but that excites me! i like it! i love a dynamic that i could write endlessly about no matter the context it’s being framed in! how utterly unsurprising it is that the first lackadaisy fic i thought of was one that would focus heavily on these two and what’s happening between them, what could happen. mitzi wallowing in her self-inflicted misery while rocky prowls around her, begging to be useful to her while simultaneously chasing off a suitor of hers that he cannot stand to let near, is quite the image in my mind, and is one i always have looping around in the back of my head. the parallels to atlas/mordecai are an added bonus to this! if rocky is doomed by the narrative then mitzi is the narrative to which he’s bleeding himself upon, you know? that, as well as his own insecure delusions. mitzi, similarly, would easily waste away to nothing or get herself killed while trying to pursue her nostalgic ambitions if it weren’t for rocky being so willing to do the dangerous stuff for her. i think about how mitzi almost got herself killed in skedaddle and how rocky rushed to save her. while zib and ivy care for mitzi, and viktor is obligated to protect her, they are not as quick as rocky is -- nor as recklessly devoted to the point of readily given sacrifice.
anyway! i’m very fond of them, and there are so many scenes and other aspects of their characters that i could spend ages pouring over. this is, genuinely, merely a fraction of my thoughts on them. although i do hope i answered your question, anon! i got a bit carried away and i’m sure a lot of this is hard to parse through by default, but oh well!
#my asks.#lackadaisy analysis.#in a sense? lol#i just LOVE these two i love them so bad!! they are very near and dear to me#i dont even think my words here can encapsulate the love i have for them#or the complexity of their bond : how genuine and fake and intense it all is#i also just enjoy devotion in all my dynamics so it’s not shocking that they hit all the right marks for me#again! i do not care for them kissing or whatever. i do not care for them dating. but i could see it#i often think about how rocky was originally supposed to be the leader of the band before zib was created#and how this could imply him being romantically entangled with mitzi in previous character iterations … before things changed obviously!#so! i do find that neat. and what can i say? mitzi sadly likes a tortured artist. she’s also selfish lol#they are my barbie dolls and im throwing them into every scenario my sick and twisted mind can think of etc etc#also they just have extreme comedic potential and sitcom vibes together … which i find hilarious and fun!#ugh there’s so much i didn’t bring up here due to fic reasons and also because i’m too busy to focus on this longer but!!!#i love them your honor. nobody gets them like i do!!
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having an archnemesis is gay as hell!!!!!
#they are so unbelievably goofy#the gag of koffin not knowing sans is crossbones is actual gold to me#i'd like to imagine that its a doctor doofenshmirtz effect of him putting on his bandana and koffin freaking tf out#i love sans so much in this game#ts!underswap#koffin k#I might make a post dedicated to papyrus because wow is he interesting in this game#them having nicknames for eachother is so cute it makes me sick#i could go on and on about how genuinely hilarious this game is#the coordinates joke is my fav so far#koffinbones#batbones
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why did cecil come to his sisters wedding late and greeted the literal groom like a guest to his own event like instantly micromanaging everything he is so fucking funny god
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I'm in the process of proofreading my Comte 7th bday event translation. However. I had to say it because reading the english version of the Impossible Choices event KILLED ME WHERE I SAT:
VIDEO GAMES WERE A MISTAKE I CAN'T UNSEE IT 🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣
Also because it was hot as hell:
I think Comte deserves to be a little violent. As a treat (for me)
I will also never get over Vlad going AND MAKE IT STRAWBERRY at pretty much everything and Comte just "Can you be an adult. About anything. For like 3 minutes." Meanwhile I'm with MC where I just find it lowkey hilarious. Realizing now as I write about it that Comte, Vlad, and MC just feel like Comte and MC are the dad and mom humoring an overzealous child, and something about that is freaking uproarious to me. I was sitting there like "where have I heard/seen that tone in Comte before" and then it hit me like a ton of bricks (as if he doesn't run a whole house, don't look at me I'm a 🤡)
I find it all kinds of adorable that Comte's playful and silly only when he's alone with MC, makes it feel special in a way--like he's comfortable sharing because it's her. I also think it's cute because he often manages to find a way to spin it into something that ends up being fun/sweet/thoughtful towards MC, which is just delightful. I feel like when Vlad comes in he gets a lil grumpy and jealous and retreats into himself a bit, like his private time with MC was stolen 😚
I still chortle about the Honeymoon event where Vlad gave MC a bouquet of flowers to celebrate their wedding day, and the way it felt like Comte wanted to trash them 🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣 it was so unbelievably funny. Like it was so clear he didn't want to ruin MC's gift, you know, be mature and let her have this. But also. REEEEEEEE M Y MC 🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣
Deleted footage of Comte the second Vlad offered her flowers:
Also, spoilers for the Epilogue that left me clutching my pearls MC GIANT MOOD, I LOVE HIM:
ME TOO, ABEL. ME TOO [SOBBING]
#ikevamp#ikemen vampire#ikevamp comte#ikevamp vlad#ikevamp event spoilers#literally i loved this event so much in the jpnese ver it's beautiful to relive in english#in my notes I have it labeled “The Girls Are Fighting!”#and truly was I wrong? I was not wrong#their petty bickering gives me life--the smile war was absolutely hilarious#like don't get me wrong i love a brawl when two characters can't stand each other#but it's even funnier when they're being So Brave About It and conceal their genuine irritation with rancid pleasantries#and dont even get me started on how they deadass were like#'yeah i wanna slap fight you every time i see you but. put that shit away MC needs us rn. truce.'#and then by god those crazy sons of bitches did it#amazing showstopping spectacular never been done before#also because im feral#I LOVE WHEN COMTE BLUSHES. G O D DDDDD D#IT HAPPENS SO RARELY AND ITS SO P O W E R F U L#PREY DRIVE INSTINCTS ACTIVATED#**LUNGES AT HIM**#anywho im going to be so normal about this. So Normal#comte propaganda#fangdad propaganda#baguettosaurus
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I know that when Neelix said "I mistook his friendliness for licentiousness" in 'Investigations' he's talking about being jealous about Kes but the way he says it makes me think he was just immediately like "I hate how this dude hits on me 🙄 It's never gonna happen, buddy! 😒"
#Neelix#also Tom was loving being able to act his heart out in that scene I just know it#Neelix: -genuinely sad-#Tom: -living his broadway dreams- Don't you see Neelix? I'm just no good! Don't try to stop me - I was born on the wrong side of the tracks#I do like how you could see him soften and look conflicted when Neelix expressed genuinely how much he was gonna miss him#and the hug.......damn.........#st voyager#Also the way Tuvok & Janeway keep giving each other knowing looks - hilarious. You guys are playing it SO cool.#Janeway: O_O Hello My Friend Tuvok. Neelix Found Out That Tom's Leaving.#Tuvok: O_O Hello My Associate of Twenty Years Kathryn Janeway. I Don't Think That Is An Issue. It Is Fine. Everything Is Fine.#I Am Speaking As Your Security Officer And Not Your Partner In Crime.
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Here’s how I imagine the Mareach bridal party:
Daisy is the Maid of Honor and Toadette, Rosalina, Pauline, and Birdo are the bridesmaids.
Luigi is the Best Man and Toad, Yoshi, and Peasley are the groomsmen (Wario and Waluigi MIGHT also be as long as they behave themselves and not steal anything).
Toadsworth officiates the wedding.
Cappy and Tiara are the ring bearer and flower spirit, respectively.
The wedding guests consist of the citizens of the Mushroom Kingdom, some citizens from other kingdoms like Beanbean and Sarasaland, and many of the friends and allies Mario and the gang have made throughout their many adventures, such as Mario’s companions from TTYD, Mallow and Geno from RPG, Stella and a few Theets from Showtime, some Lumas, and if they’re on good terms with him, Bowser Jr. might get secretly invited without his father’s knowledge.
I love all of this, but I ESPECIALLY love the notion of them inviting Bowser Jr. but not Bowser, OH my God. In my 'verse specifically, the gang and Bowser are on much less amicable terms, which makes them inviting his kids anyway both a show of reckless goodwill and as big a middle finger as they can fly to him without outright declaring war; in the game canon? They actually would invite Bowser, but somehow his invite gets lost in the mail, so he barges in on the ceremony to make a fuss over being left out - and then sees his kids showed up and didn't bother advocating for him.
You could make a sitcom episode outta that sorta thing.
#my bowser is unabashedly evil and dangerous and doesn't show up much but don't mistake that for me personally not liking him!!#it's all for the sake of narrative exploration. the truth is I fucking love bowser and his weird relationship with the rest of the cast#and in both my canon and the game canons he's a genuinely good father who loves his kid(s)#so them being invited but not him is hilarious no matter what way you paint it#I know I kinda sidetracked everything else for the sake of focusing on this one point and I apologize but that's Too Good#peaches has opinions#mareach
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Practicing finding my keys and working through him being highly aroused by the reward (the beloved piggy). You can see when I first ask him to find the keys he throws out easier behavior. Still a work in progress but I really like the enthusiasm that's getting linked to the task.
#dogblr#forte#belgian tervuren#service dog#task training#i just love him so much#he's such an eager happy soul#and working him brings such genuine joy#kind of bummed i stopped recording#because after prancing around with the piggy#he punches me with it#and i find that hilarious
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Ehehe 100% self indulgent alt Varic x Mell art.
I really have to write down all my ship headcannons at some point, I keep thinking about them constantly <3
Art Rambles below
I actually finished 90% of this a week ago but I couldn't decide if I wanted to add Novabots or not. I'm glad I did, they added the extra details that this piece needed.
I tried a new shading technique, not only was much quicker than my usual method, it m think it doesn't look half bad! I used two gradient maps, one set to multiply and the other to color dodge. I think I'll try to practice this technique during the Art fight, see if I can get used to it.
#the last horizon#the last horizon series#will wight#varic vallenar#mell#my art#the last horizon fanart#Mell x Varic Vallenar#Spellbinder x Doctor Nova#i feel like i should clarify that I absolutely love alt Varic x Mell but not the current Varic x Mell.#funny how alt Varic x Mell is my OTP but I genuinely hope that current Varic x Mell never happens#Too much of a weird power dynamic#usually that isn't a turn off for me but its just extra weird and awkward between them#Shipping Varic with any of the crew has that power dynamic just because of what Varic is#but for Mell especially I just can't see her being able or willing to work past that#Unlike say Sola and Raion who both are shown to actively try to get to know Varic more personally and even the scales#And a lot of why Spellbinder x Doctor Nova worked so well in the alt life just doesn't apply to them in Varic's current life#In that alt life Varic and Mell started with no one but themselves#they both abandoned their pasts and had no one to rely on when they met#I'd like to think that Mell taught Varic a lot about living as an adult#things that Varic never learned bc he grew up rich and things Mell had to learn bc why would the labs teach her to be independent?#They bonded over making a new life for themselves free from their past and also stealing from the Advocates#They bonded over shared secrets that Varic already knows in this life so there is no room for Mell to really feel connected to him.#What makes Spellbinder x Doctor Nova so great just never occurs in this life.#can't see current Varic x Mell working unless its in a polycule where everyones working together to make it work#Which is adorable and hilarious but even then their dynamic will never be the same.
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suspension of disbelief can only do so much sometimes lol
#watching the wolverine and laughing my ass off#like i am genuinely gasping for air oh god#LIKE I GET IT I REALLY DO BUT#i cant stop pausing and cackling please send help#yeah i get why so many people say the movie is bad#its funny for me at the very least so lemme finish it and i'll get back here to the tags#ICAAANT#well at least i can say now that ive watched the wolverine fight ninjas#WHAT#btw sorry but its pissing me off how they keep dangling women without developing their personalities in front of logan as if this-#motherfucjer would give an actual fuck HE WOULD NOT FALL IN LOVE WITH NONE OF THESE WOMEN IN DAYS#wait is it my aromantic ass not getting it....#I CANT TELL APART WHAT IS SUPPOSED TO BE MOVIE ROMANCE LOGIC FROM ACTUAL REAL LIFE ROMANCE HELP ME BAHSHAHSH#i think i accidentally made logan aroallo in my head... apologies.....#WHAT IS THAT THAAANNGGG#yukio ure theonly one that can save this mess cmon girl#WHY ARE THEY DECLAWING HIM KITTY NOOOOOO#what#I CANT BREATHE THIS SHIT IS HILARIOUS OH GOD#okay damn well#yuck yuck yuck <- it keeps seeing logan kissing underdeveloped women with no personality that they clearly put there for the malegaze#anyways that was a silly movie it was alright#dont care too much mostly bcs i was already told it gets retconned in the next movie so#vanya strawberry flavored
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vent incoming:
got my grades back for my courses last semester and most of it was to be expected, mostly A's, maybe an A-, etc. but i honestly can't get over the fact that my independent study (the buddy cole documentary) was for some reason given a B. like sure getting a B isn't bad per se, I usually get at least one B every semester and i honestly don't really care about what my exact gpa is as long as i can graduate, but come on. this school put me through months of psychological torment over this project and didn't even have the nerve to give me a B+??? i'm still coping with the self-doubt they forced on me and this bullshit is not helping!!
#honestly it's kind of hilarious ngl. especially bc i also got my documentary work counted as an independent study the previous semester#and the previous semester even tho i barely worked on the doc itself#(mostly just planning and putting together the crowdfunding which was still a lot of work but like compare it to the past few months)#they were willing to give me an A (my school doesn't do A+ so this is the highest mark possible)#vs this semester. like i'll admit my final assignment was late and could have been more polished#but i was literally on tour in documentary-mode 24/7 for several weeks. i filmed an entire comedy special! i put together a live interview!#not to mention having to fucking negotiate with my own college censoring the footage they'd promised me of an event i put together#and play nice with a professor who literally outed me on twitter in an attempt to cancel one of my best friends#at this point the ''B'' feels more like a petty grudge than anything else#like ok we can't get away with *actually* fucking over jessamine's grades bc clearly ze did do the work. but let's just give zir a B#like i will admit the audio quality in my final isn't great. and i could have used more polished footage in some sections#but counterpoint: 100+ students were arrested at a protest while i was editing and i was having a mental breakdown#the fact that i finished *anything* is goddamn impressive especially after they essentially conditioned me to hate myself any time i was#working on a project i loved!!!#due to the aforementioned student arrests my college did put out an option where we could change any letter grade this semester to pass/fai#so anything passing wouldn't impact our gpa if we didn't want it to. so i could just change the B to a ''pass''#but really what's the point. ''B'' is still a good grade and my GPA is fine (3.65 on a 4.0 grading scale. 2.0 is required to graduate)#it just sucks that after what i went through last semester i feel like nobody takes it seriously#i was reminiscing earlier about how it's honestly kind of funny how after that professor outed me on twitter#i was at the hotel with scott like an hour later sobbing and having an existential crisis about my relationship to gender#and scott was so supportive but also awkwardly being like#''i know i should offer the crying child a tissue but where the fuck are the tissues in this room what do i do''#and he just handed me a full-on towel instead like oh my god he was trying his best but also so clearly out of his depth#but of course i then had to remember how when i told that story to a different professor to be like ''this is how much scott cares about me#this guy called me fucking UNPROFESSIONAL for crying in front of the subject of my documentary?????????#like yeah maybe so but how DARE you call me unprofessional when a different professor tweeted my full name and gender without my consent#in an attempt to fucking cancel one of my friends for ''misgendering'' me for using pronouns i'm fine with him using!!!#i don't think i'm ever going to be able to forgive my college and i don't know how i'll be able to get through one more semester#that experience genuinely changed things about my psychology that i'm not proud of and i need to work through#so if i have to miss a goddamn kids in the hall event because i have class this november i am going to set something on fire
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I'm not sure how to put this exactly, but. In some episodes, we really get to see Stan show some qualities, we get to see why Dorothy still had some good times with him, and that makes the whole 38-year-marriage-turned-bitter-divorce worse to me. Because it means he had it in him to be a good person and a good husband all that time and he just didn't choose to be.
#once again thinking about dorothy's marriage. it truly is my roman empire#this thought was sparked by watching s4e10: stan takes a wife#and he is genuinely not that bad in that episode! he's cheap and wears a girdle#but he's also supportive of dorothy. sweet. he helps her get much needed information on sophia. (though he did get her favorite food wrong)#and his fiancée seems to genuinely love him so he can't be that bad to her#but then this is the same man that made 38 years of dorothy's life horrible#cheated on her all throughout their marriage#insults her often and happily#left her for a young girl without even having the decency to tell her in person#and it's just. if he was horrid all the time it would be one thing#but *some* times he actually behaves like a decent person. so he knows how to do it!#he just doesn't think it was worth it to be that person for dorothy#and that feels so much worse to me#anyway. kudos to blanche and rose for stopping dorothy from making the biggest mistake of her life in the most hilarious possible way#they were a pleasure to watch#(this is also why the s6 plot where dorothy almost marries him again was always so strange to me?? like. i don't think they'd let her)#(or they'd at least try to convince her otherwise)#the golden girls
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I spent years repping Sa.mbastian but, honestly, I've been slowly falling out of it as of late.
#ooc#maybe bc the fandom suddenly latched onto them and now I see it everywhere#and most of the time s.am is portrayed as a dumb subby dingus while seb is this ultra-dom top#which. is hilariously off-base but whatever makes them happy#it could also be my personal portrayal of s.eb too#he genuinely prefers higher emotional intelligence than canon sa.m has#sa.m is... a little too simple?? and a little too immature.#s.am's written like a fresh 18 year old out of high school#there's a maturity gap there and eventually it would cause problems#he needs someone more on his level#tbh I love him and a.lex much better bc they're on more equal footing (and enemies to lovers arc)#but the fandom is so dismissive of al.ex so -shrug emote-#sa.m is still certainly a good person in his life#but he can value him as a best friend instead of just a lover#you feel me?#same reasons I don't ship him and abi.gail either tbh#he has the brain cell of the three for a reason
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DIANA x ALBERT WESKER / template.
#mine.#pair: ewskers#oc: diana#click for better quality ♡#posting this before i start changing more things lmao but yes i went nuts and made my own psd from scratch... don't look at me#changed ages to birth years cause of how much time passes in the story!! and also gives cheeky fc for you hehe runs away#the checkboxes make me scream like he almost had a clean sweep it's so funny. and he could've had one more i'm not even joking. cause their#first kiss was technically both of them... like idk how to explain this but they were already standing close then diana moved even closer#and was tracing his jaw and such and they were just lingering while holding eye contact but he was the one who actually closed the distance#so i mean... yeah. she was just about to and he beat her to it!! but diana made the move to get them into that position in the first place#is what i mean. i just couldn't give him more it was already too hilarious lmao#can't tell if i like the lil icons but i can't doodle so peace and love on planet earth but yes i'm happy with how this came out hehe#clueless levels are cause they are clowns <3 i have a lot of thoughts about all that but yes they both take hints in some aspects but i#think they both have trouble telling if they are genuine or not or if they are misreading the situation or whether something is romantic or#not (unless ofc it's over the top and ridiculous. ahem. excella. cough. explodes her with my mind) but yeah hit him with the tism so he's#learnt how to read people very well as he's gotten older but i think when it comes to actual just genuine like wanting to get to know#someone and not just someone wanting to get in his pants he seconds guesses it a lot. and diana's all stems from being rattled by her past#experiences oughguhh and i mean her not actually having experienced proper feelings for someone until him lmao but she's got trust issues#also there were so many tropes i could use (thank you to bestie elliot for helping me finds names of things) but i had to do i got you a#drawer specifically because that moment has such a special place in my heart!! like i need to finish the wip where i talk about that cause#it makes me so silly i'm not even joking#anyway omg i hope the mentions work because doing this on the legacy editor after copying the html for beta one because the image just#didn't want to work in the beta image for some reason rip
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I was just looking through some of my old notes and I came across something that's hilarious (or so I think).
So, obviously I have faeries in my stories. Daleira, Valyarus, and Soren are all noted faeries in Sun and Shadow.
But did you know that the Arcane Rifts has faeries, too? And, in fact, that they're even more important there? (Like faeries as a "species", not just the faerie characters, haha.)
Introducing: Vysio and Rhys! They're respectively faeries of Glavnran's forests and nature in general (with a special propensity toward storms (aka water/electricity/wind/blizzards))!
Anyway, for those without context, my faeries are kinda... conceptual beings of pure magic that create forms for themselves! They're shapeshifters that can be who- and whatever they want.
The SaS faeries are all "gendered"--Soren and Daleira are male/female respectively, but actually! Valyarus wouldn't mind "they/them"! He's just gone by "he" for as long as he's interacted with humans, so it's just what he knows! So feel free to use they/them for him, if it makes you guys happy, haha.
TAR's faeries, however... well, they're not! (Actually, tragically, Rhys has lived their whole life with male pronouns. I can't really get into it without spoiling stuff, but suffice to say that they're not in a position where they can be themselves.)
Rhys is, well... an absolute gremlin who you shouldn't trust with any degree of authority (and yet they have a LOT of it--).
They'd probably prefer they/it pronouns tbh, but I'd have to get to a point with their character where they'd be able/willing to think of that sort of thing, so. (And let's just say Rhys doesn't appear until book 3, so they're def not getting that any time soon, OOPS!)
And then there's Vysio. My boy Vysio, the entire reason I wrote out everything I have here.
He's kinda just "whatever" with his pronouns. He's an entity of pure chaos (technically, not literally, but he is chaos-leaning!!! 👀) and is as close to your typical fae as my faeries get! He's a major trickster entity who just wants to cause every single problem possible, and gets so, incredibly angry that nobody recognizes him as the terrifying faerie he is! (My poor baby boy, you'll get them next time. 😂)
But, when I was going through my notes, I found the most wonderful thing.
A silly little "joke" that was 100% true.
Vysio would choose the pronouns "cryptid / bitch".
#I'M NOT EVEN KIDDING#IT'S FREAKING HILARIOUS I SWEAR#(and my nb friends find it funny too so don't @ me about it.)#But yeah! Idk if it's clear but I've tried making a variety of rep between my faeries due to how often shapeshifters are nb in fiction.#Actually I have a good few nb characters too. Like yknow... Crow. One of the actual MCs and LIs of Sun and Shadow haha.#Oh and they're human!#and actually genderfluid but#Yeah! I've tried making all sorts of diverse rep everywhere in my stories if it isn't clear!#Vysio's straight up a silly little (monster of a) man; he causes SO much chaos because he's like a child throwing a tempertantrum lol#The people of Glavnran see Spooky Shit happening and they're just like “ah yes must be a bolyui” and Vysio's flailing stuff around#like a poltergeist; just having a fit because he's like “NO; I AM FAERIE!!! FEAR ME AND MY POWER!!!” It's genuinely hilarious I love him.#It's just the funniest thing that he'd seriously identify best with “cryptid / bitch” because that's 100% what he TRIES to be lmao.#the feychild speaks#the feychild speaks in tags!#the arcane rifts#reviewing my notes#sun and shadow#faeries#valyarus fenastra#vysio the faerie#rhys the faerie#Rhys should actually have a last name but uh... sucks to suck! (Actually sorry man you go through enough. But also too bad so--)#swearing#nonbinary character#nonbinary#genderqueer#agender#genderfluid#pronouns#genderfluid character
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