#again! i do not care for them kissing or whatever. i do not care for them dating. but i could see it
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artemisiasmuse · 1 day ago
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princess treatment | rafe x low maintenance gf
cw: fluff, mentions of emotionally abusive family dynamics, slightly suggestive (mentions of sex but no details)
you’d always been treated as some sort of third parent, a therapist, a friend but never what you were: a daughter
that all changed when you started dating rafe
on top of being mistreated by your family, you’d never had a bf who treated you right
the first time rafe brought you flowers you cried, he thought he’d done something wrong but you were so touched you couldn’t say anything as you hugged him tight
he made sure to bring you flowers often, making sure you never ran out. you remember finding a flower from your bouquet in his car, asking him why he had it. “when it wilts i know i gotta get you more.” you’d proceeded to make him pull over.
it was like he was dead set on making you fall even more in love when he said, “as fucking great as that was, i don’t do these things for sex baby, i don’t expect anything okay?” you told him you knew that, which you didn’t actually since all the guys you had been with before seemed to be like that, and proceeded to kiss him some more.
to him treating you like a princess came naturally, he was never good at expressing himself so buying you presents, taking care of you, doing things for you was just second nature
in the beginning he thought it was cute how appreciative you were but when you still got shocked from his actions after months he realized you had just never been treated how you deserve
and that pissess him off
he makes it a point to treat you like an absolute princess, not even letting you open a single door by yourself, you don’t even remember the last time you put your heels on by yourself because he was always crouching down to help you before you could think about it
“rafe if you spoil me so much ill get used to it.” you murmured as you watched your 6’2 gently place your heeled foot on his knee so he could buckle the shoe. his touch was always so gentle, as if he’d hurt you like this.
“that’s kinda the point angel,” he says it without hesitation, brows a bit furrowed as he looks for the best notch that won’t cause you discomfort. you think you might start crying again but you bite the inside of your cheek and kiss him when he stands up
rafe hates how your family treats you, but he holds his tongue because he knows you love them it doesn’t matter to him if your family hates them, he know he should seek their approval but he doesn’t think they deserve to dictate any part of your life
he’s holding back until your mom oversteps her bounds in front of him and he just has to step in, taking over whatever thing she told you to do even though he knew your mother was perfectly capable. he guises it as being a good future son-in-law
“it’s okay rafe-“ you say it without realizing, so used to taking the load off of others.
“you can ask me from now on if you need anything,” he looks pointedly at your mother with a smile you know is fake. you just brush it off and think rafe is just trying to make a good impression. you don’t know he doesn’t give a fuck what your parents think. he even starts hating your sibling.
your brother is older than you but never acts that way. when you mentioned an older brother he expected someone protective of you. he was met with someone doted on by your mother, irresponsible and immature and uncaring of his sister. it seemed like you were the older sibling.
you’d been living with your parents while you both dated, you hadn’t seen anything wrong with it until rafe gets you to move out to live with him. your parents are against it at first but with the help rafe has been they have little reason to refuse him.
when you do move out you realize how much better everything is. you’re not your mother’s caretaker, or your parent’s marriage counselor, or even your brother’s mom. you’re you. and you can finally breathe. rafe doesn’t expect anything from you and it slightly unnerves you, how could he take care of you without expecting anything in return?
he pays for everything, even if you push back at first, he replaces your card in your wallet with his going as far as hiding your card and he knows you have a job and that you can afford it yourself but he doesn’t see why you have to
you’d gotten your nails done and shown them to him and when he didn’t see a charge on his card he pouted for a whole day until you gave in and agreed to use it next time
but rafe knows you’re holding back, he can see that you’re spending frugally. he doesn’t want you to, in fact nothing would make him happier than seeing a dent taken out of his bank account because of his beautiful caring girlfriend
you remember your first date when he got offended that you’d offered to split the bill, he was even more shocked when you thanked him profusely after for paying
when you whine about him taking your card he finally has to speak up, “baby, what’s yours is mine right?” you nod without pause, you loved when rafe drove your car or used your skincare. it felt so intimate and domestic like you were a married couple, the thought bringing heat to your face. “right, so what’s mine is yours.” and you can’t really refute that.
one day when he’s drying your hair after your shower, you can’t help but ask, “why are you so nice to me rafey?”
“i love you, s’that simple”
“i love you too but no one’s ever been this nice to me.”
“no ones ever been as nice to me as you are either, that doesn’t mean it’s wrong right?” he always has a way of making you see his side so effortlessly you have to agree. you could never argue that rafe didn’t deserve the amount of love you gave him or more.
“yeah, thank you for taking care of me”
“‘you gonna thank me for the rest of our lives?” you just stare at him blankly and rafe watches the tears well up in your eyes. “hey don’t cry baby, you can thank me as many times as you want okay? just don’t go thinking you deserve any less than this.”
“i’m never letting you go.”
“i’m counting on it.”
on your anniversary, rafe buys you a car and even though you do thank him profusely and maybe cry a little it doesn’t turn your stomach with anxiety on how to thank him properly or that you don’t deserve it. instead you spend the night loving your boyfriend as much as he loves you. you realize rafe just has a different way of showing it.
a/n: instead of crashing out ab my family i wrote this :)
taglist: @ggraycelynn @clar2aa
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wosospacegirl · 3 days ago
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And they were roommates - part 4
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Summary: Y/n gets injured and has to stay in recovery for 8 months. It's a good thing her friend and teammate Kyra is more than willing to move in with her. wink wink
Warnings: kissing!!making out!! idiots falling in love!! team banter!!!
Word count: 4.7k
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| PART 1 | | PART 2 | PART 3 |
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Kyra thought that last night had been a product of her dreams. She had kissed Y/n, her long-time friend and roommate while watching ‘But I’m a Cheerleader’. And when she woke up, she was cuddling with Y/n, which made everything even better.
Kyra’s arm was spread out on the mattress while Y/n slept on top of it, mouth slightly open as she breathed quietly. Her cast was on top of a pillow and her other–and good – leg was intertwined with Kyra’s. Kyra didn’t want to get out of bed, especially when Y/n’s sleeping face looked so cute, but it was 6:30 in the morning and both girls had a big day ahead of them.
The girl enjoyed a few seconds of Y/n’s warm body against her, but before Kyra could say anything, Y/n began to move slightly, pushing her face closer to Kyra’s body until she was lying on her chest, her left arm hanging on Kyra’s shoulder.
The physical touch was welcomed by Kyra. She gently ran her hands over Y/n’s scalp. “Good morning,” Kyra said in a hoarse morning voice.
“Hmm,” Y/n murmured, not opening her eyes, feeling the softness of Kyra’s shirt against her cheek. “What time is it?”
“Almost 7.”
“Too early, wanna sleep more.”
Kyra stroked her cheek. “I know, but you can take a nap after we get back from Arsenal, yeah? You have physio today.”
“I forgot about that,” Y/n said, finally opening her eyes to look at Kyra. “You’re pretty, did you know that?” she said smiling, still a bit dazed from the deep sleep she had been in.
Kyra blushed slightly, but hid it with a grin “Is that why you kissed me yesterday? Because I'm pretty or something?”
“Yeah… or something.,” Y/n said, kissing Kyra softly on the lips.
Kyra froze for a moment, but quickly melted into Y/n’s kiss.“We're just doing this now, aren’t we?” Kyra asked, smiling. “I mean, I'm not complaining.”
“What? Kissing? I guess so if you still want to.”
“Great, I do, I wanna do it a lot.”
“A lot?” Y/n giggled. “Won't even make me work for it” she said teasingly.
“If your leg wasn’t broken maybe, I might not be so nice,” Kyra said, tapping her chin. “But since I'm still your caretaker, then yes, you get free kisses.”
Y/n smiled, cupped Kyra’s jaw and brought her face closer, their lips touching. and Y/n deepened the kiss, neither caring if the other had morning breath or not.
“You’re the best caretaker, ever” Y/n whispered against Kyra’s mouth.
“Glad you like it, I might put it on my resume for when I retire,” Kyra said. She hesitated at first, but gently placed her hands under Y/n’s shirt, feeling the skin on her waist. “So I can get a job afterwards, or whatever.”
Y/n shook her head and kissed Kyra some more. “No, I don’t wanna share you with other sad and injured footballers, I just want you for myself.”
“So are you admitting you like having me around?” Kyra said.
“I mean, you give great kisses and you always remind me to take my medicine, so yeah, maybe I do.”
Kyra loved hearing that she gave great kisses. The thought of being complimented by Y/n made her brain go fuzzy. It was quite an overwhelming and new feeling. So Kyra turned to what she knew best: jokes.
Kyra pumped her fist dramatically in the air “Yey! Would you mind repeating that again?” She picked up her phone and opened a recording app.
“Oh fuck off,” Y/n pushed the phone away, laughing. “We were having a moment.”
“Sorry, couldn't help myself, let’s just kiss some more,” Kyra said before filling Y/n’s face with kisses.
..
They didn't talk about it.
They didn't talk about any of the kisses they had shared. They hadn't mentioned whatever it was they were doing, not because they didn't want to, or because it was awkward, it was just because it felt normal. As if they'd been in this domestic routine for ages.
Kissing Kyra; telling her she was pretty; cuddling up with her at night…it was all normal, comfortable and serene. Their routine didn’t change, they continued to do the same things every day, except they kissed.
Y/n was always very focused on football. So focused that she simply did not care about other things, like romantic relationships. She put everything she had into football because she knew it was up to her and no one else. She didn’t really open up to people, especially those who weren't her friends, so it was hard to build any type of romantic relationship.
However, after all these weeks of living with Kyra, she’d realised that her friend had meant a lot more to her, and she wasn’t afraid to show it. It felt good to finally let go and relax, to put football and her long-standing fear of vulnerability aside for a moment.
This wasn’t Y/n’s first time being with someone, she had one-night stands before, but they’d been very…awkward. In the mornings, she and random girls Y/n had met in London’s nightlife would dance around ‘good mornings’ and ‘see you’ or even ‘we should do this again’. But it was all very superficial, as it had to be.
Y/n was not sure what Kyra thought of their thing but she seemed to enjoy it. Y/n didn’t want to put a label on it. She just wanted to kiss Kyra some more, cuddle with her through the night and overall just enjoy their little domestic, and pretty much, ordinary life.
They didn’t have to rush into it, or overthink it. Just live in it for a while. There was no big elephant in the room that needed to be discussed. There was just Kyra and Y/n, and she was grateful for that.
After a few minutes of lying in bed and doing nothing, the girls left the bed and went to the kitchen to start their day.
“You can add the mushrooms and onions now, but let it cook before you add the salt and pepper” Y/n said. She sat on the kitchen counter while Kyra stood by the stove, wearing Y/n's apron with the saying ‘I love stirring things up’. It looked cute on her, but the size wasn’t right.
Y/n made a note to buy an apron just for Kyra. She didn’t really enjoy sharing her things. Red flag, yeah.
Kyra had a frown on her face, if Y/n hadn't known they were only making omelettes, she would have thought Kyra was being sent off to war.
“I hate cooking,” Kyra muttered, stirring the mushrooms uninterestedly.
“We can't live off of cereal for the next months to come,” Y/n said, without looking at Kyra, concentrating instead on the recipe book in her hand. “Can you also chop the spinach for me when you're done?”
Kyra grumbled so that was a yes.
Y/n took the eggs and the bowl that were already on the counter and started beating the eggs with a whisk.
Y/n loved to cook. It was one of the most therapeutic things for her. She loved cooking for herself and for others. She took pride in eating something and being able to explain, step by step, what she had done and what ingredients she had used.
When she got injured the doctors had told her that she wouldn't be able to stand for long periods of time, so cooking and baking was promptly removed from the list of things she enjoyed, but couldn't do, along with football and morning runs.
This was the first day she had cooked since the injury. She had tried cooking standing up in her crutches but this had led to her falling over while trying to pick up ingredients from the pantry. She had cried her eyes out of anger before Kyra found her on the floor, a mess of tomatoes and beetroot down with her.
She felt frustrated and pathetic, but there was nothing she could do about it except accept that she was fated to eat Kyra’s bad food for a while.
A few weeks after that incident, she tried another strategy, the one she was doing right now: sitting on the counter while giving instructions to Kyra, but, of course, she got frustrated again because Kyra couldn't follow instructions and Y/n was too much of a control freak, so she gave up cooking one more time
However, something had happened between Kyra and Y/n–they kissed! Y/n hoped that since they shared quite a few kisses, they could successfully share a kitchen as well, so she tried cooking again.
“Hey, what are you doing?” Y/n shouted from the other side of the kitchen.
Kyra stopped putting whatever spice she was adding to the food and looked at Y/n confused, holding the spice jar in the air.“What? You told me to add salt and pepper on it after it was cooked!” Kyra said, defending herself.
“That's not pepper, that's paprika!” Y/n pointed out, hands down her face. “Now our omelette is ruined!”
“No, it's not,” Kyra made a face. “It's just paprika, not cocaine. We can eat it just fine.”
“Here, pass me the eggs,” she demeaned. “Are they frothy already?”
Y/n took the bowl from the counter, and put it behind her, trying to get out of Kyra’s reach. “We're not putting my eggs on that. I hate paprika, it makes everything taste horrible.”
Kyra was silent for a moment, her face stoic. “Are you being serious right now?”
“Yes.”
“Why the hell do you have paprika if you hate it, then?” Kyra questioned.
“You can't be a real cook and not have paprika in your kitchen.” Y/n shrugged.
Kyra tried to take the bowl from her again, but Y/n was quicker and got it out of the way, holding it to her body for dear life.
“I'm being serious! Maybe we can throw the anions, mushrooms and spinach mix away and you can make it again, using the right and correct seasoning this time.” Y/n suggested.
“You want me to chop the onions again?!” Kyra said with a gasp. “I just cried, chopping them.” She pointed at the onions as if they had hurt her.
“Maybe you can try wearing sunglasses this time?” Y/n pointed.
Kyra didn't respond. The girl just turned away and opened one of the upper cupboards, taking out three boxes of cereal with one hand and two bowls with the other.
She placed the cereal boxes and the bowls next to Y/n and pointed At each box. “Do you want Coco Pops, Raisin Oats or Weetabix?”
Y/n stared at the cereals, disgust on her face. “What?!”
“Cereal. Which one do you want?” Kyra pointed at each of the boxes again, repeating its brand name.
“I don't want cereal,” Y/n said, more sassy than she liked to admit it.
“Well, but I do,” Kyra said, picking up the Coco Pops one, and pouring it into a bowl.
Before taking a spoonful, she took a step closer and kissed Y/n on the nose, then packed her on the mouth. "You're way too bossy in the kitchen–my cortisol levels are through the roof,” she explained, taking a bite of her cereal.
Y/n pouted defeatedly, picked up the Raisin Oats and poured it into her own bowl, without saying a word.
Kyra tapped the spoon against the bowl in her hand. “Wow! That's actually so good,” Kyra said mouth=-full.
“You say that as if you haven't done this every day for the last week,” Y/n said grumpily, taking a spoon of her raising. It tasted so processed.
Kyra shrugged. “Well, at least your Raising tastes better than paprika anyway.”
Y/n and Kyra could share kisses and a house, but they couldn't share the kitchen, or even the same cuisine taste.
..
Kyra and Y/n arrived at Arsenal half an hour before the training. Which was plenty of time for Y/n to say hello to all the staff members and Win on her way in. Y/n didn’t realise how much she had missed the people she used to see every single day. All the staff members made sure to tell her how much they missed her too and wished her a recovery.
Y/n felt strange at first. In the changing room, everyone was wearing their training kit, and boots and had their hair up, ready for training, everyone except for Y/n, who stood in the middle of the room, and couldn't help but feel like the odd one out, even though all the girls assured her that she was still very much part of the team.
It was still difficult to be surrounded by such amazing players, and friends, while Y/n had only just learned how to walk on her crutches without stumbling.
“Look who's here!” Leah was the first to see Y/n, greeting her with a hug. “How have you been? Giving that pest over there a hard time?”
“Always,” Y/n said, winking at her captain.
“Y/n! I didn't know you were coming in today.” Alessia said, being the next one in line to give Y/n a warm welcome.
Y/n hugged Alessia as she waved at other teammates, who were just as happy to have her back, even if it wasn't for playing or training.
“Kyra didn't tell you that I've been cleared to start physio with our physiotherapists here at Arsenal?” Y/n asked, turning to look at Kyra, who was sitting on the bench, putting her boots on.
“I did tell them!” Kyra said, defensiveness in her tone “But they didn't believe me.”
“Easy there, little pest,” Steph said behind Kyra, patting her on the back. “This is what happens when you think it's funny to make up stories, and now we don't believe you when you tell the truth.” Steph walked past a stunned Kyra, coming to greet Y/n. “But it doesn't matter anymore because Y/n is actually here!”
“Bloody hell! Is this still about the loose screws?! Have some mercy and let it go!” Kyra said, pulling her hair into a ponytail.
The team laughed at Kyra and for a few seconds Y/n felt what she used to feel before her injury, a sense of belonging to the people around her and to her club… After all the girls chatted with Y/n, they left the changing room and headed onto the pitch, leaving only Y/n, Kyra and Alessia still chatting, just like old times.
“And then Kyra tackled Renéé to the ground, can you believe it?!” Alessia said, having just finished telling her the story of how Kyra was responsible for getting Renée–aka their head coach–in the infirmary a few days ago.
“She told me to treat her like any other player,” Kyra mumbled. “I felt bad though, but she said she wasn’t angry.”
“I would give anything to see Renée get tackled,” Y/n laughed.
“I think Steph actually got it on video,” Kyra said.
Y/n’s eyes sparkled with excitement. “Really?!”
Kyra smiled. “Nah, I’m joking.”
“I hate you,” Y/n muttered.
Alessia interrupted the two girls by putting one arm around Y/n, but not quite leaning over her so that Y/n wouldn't lose her balance. “Did you know I’m gonna be your physio-buddy today?”
“I fell hard on my shoulder yesterday, Mary wants to have a look at it.” She added.
Mary was Arsenal's upper body physiotherapist. Y/n wouldn’t be doing any sessions with her, instead, Clare would be the one to keep up with Y/n's injury. But both physiotherapists did the physical therapy in the same room, so Alessia and Y/n would spend the whole morning together.
Alessia led Y/n through the door of the changing room, heading to the opposite direction of the pitch, where the physio room was. They quickly noticed someone walking behind them.
Alessia smiled softly, “Aren’t you doing drills with the team today, Ky? Or do you also have an appointment with Mary too?”
Kyra blushed slightly as she shook her head. “No, I don't have an appointment. It’s just that–” Kyra turned to Y/n. “–don’t you want some help? I always help you walk around and… I can stay with you and Alessia during physio today too, I’m sure Renée won’t mind.’
“Thanks, Ky, but it’s ok.” Y/n looked down at her crutches then at Alessia and smiled softly at Kyra. “Lessie here will help me, you don’t need to worry about me now, just focus on your training.”
Kyra listened to Y/n but didn’t move. Kyra had spent most of her free time with Y/n. The only time they had been apart since her injury was when Kyra was at training, so it felt strange not to be by Y/n’s side when she could.
She knew Y/n would kill her if she ever knew how much Kyra was worried about her and her injury all the time. Y/n absolutely didn’t like people fussing over her, so Kyra was having a particularly hard time today.
She needed to give Y/n some space away from her, maybe it would do her some good, and make her feel more independent too.
“I'll keep an eye on her, Kyra, ” Alessia said, placing a comforting hand on Y/n's back. “Don't worry, go on, if anything happens I'll come get you, yeah?”
Y/n smiled and Kyra a thumbs up, reassuring her that she could leave
Kyra just nodded her head, a small smile on her face as she turned around and walked away.
Y/n would be fine. Why wouldn't she be fine? She was only doing physio, for God’s sake. Kyra thought, a mix of emotions on her mind as she left the two girls alone.
“She seems very concerned about you,” Alessia said. “Did you fall or something? When Leah was injured she fell down the stairs of her house, remember?”
“Yeah I do remember that, I was the one that had to come to her house to help her” Y/n said. “I fell too, twice actually, once in the bathroom and once in the pantry a few days ago,” Y/n pointed to her crutches. “I still haven't got used to using them.”
“Was Kyra the one who helped you?”
“Yes, she was very nervous, but she didn’t wanna show it,” Y/n continued. “So she just kept saying I shouldn't try to kill myself trying to walk on my own because people would think I died because of her.”
“I think she was trying to hide how much she cared for you with her jokes,” Alessia said. “Did you know Clare and Mary had to ban her from getting into the physio room because she kept interrupting the other girls ’sessions to ask about your injury, and if there were any kind of new treatments around.
Y/n stopped and laughed at Alessia. “She did that? That’s so Kyra honestly.”
“Yes, but I think her ban was lifted a few days ago,” Alessia said jokingly as she opened the door to the physio room and helped Y/n to one of the therapy tables.
Thankfully the room was empty, so Alessia and Y/n were able to talk about whatever they wanted freely.
“It’s a little funny watching you and Kyra,” Alessia said, putting up a chair next to Y/n’s table. “I think we’re so used to seeing her acting as a menace and treating her like a little sister that we get a bit shocked when she acts more responsibly.”
“It’s adorable, really,” Alessia added.
Y/n smiled, thinking of Kyra’s soft face. “Yeah, she is.”
Y/n almost blurted out that she had never seen Y/n as a little sister, especially now. Y/n and Kyra weren’t exactly hiding that they were…kissing? snogging around? But Y/n still didn’t want to talk about it too much. It still felt too intimate. It was something that belonged to them.
“Kyra’s been treating me really well,” Y/n continued. “I mean she always jokes and teases me a lot, but she’s also very patient when I’m mad about my injury, and she always drives me around, so that’s a plus.”
Y/n wanted people to see Kyra the way she saw her. Not just someone who plays around, but also someone who’s very caring and generally loving.
“Well, I'm glad to know you have someone like Ky on your side right now.” Alessia smiled. “It makes me worry less about you and her, I feel like you act as her voice of reason sometimes. ”
“Please, I don’t need more people to worry about me, I promise.” Y/n rolled her eyes playfully. “This whole recovery is going slower than I thought it would be but I’m just learning to be patient.”
“You’ll get there,” Alessia said reassuringly.
“Now please let’s talk about something other than my stupid injury, please!” Y/n said dramatically, making Alessia laugh.
“Ok, so let me tell you what happened in the tunnel in our last game–” Alessia started the story, and both girls were busy while waiting for physio to begin.
..
“I'm never coming back here again,” Y/n mumbled as she sat on the bench, wind in her face, watching her teammates do running drills on the pitch. Physio had taken up two hours of her and Alessia’s morning and it was hard; Y/n even considered just cutting off her leg and leaving it there.
“Yes, you're,” Leah murmured from her side, drinking her water and watching her surroundings “Physio honestly sucks but you’ve just gotta do it, mate” The captain shrugged. “It’s good that you’re feeling pain, it means your nerves aren’t screwed up.”
“Yeah, but it fucking hurts!” Y/n complained, crossing her arm “
“Breaking a bone hurts, what made you think growing them back wouldn't,” Leah said condescendingly.
“Have people ever told you how much you suck at supporting others in need?”
“Have people ever told you how annoying you are when you whine?” Leah bit back.
Y/n rolled her eyes. “Hey, share your water with me, I left my bottle in Kyra's car.” Y/n made grabby hands, but Leah shook her head rather dramatically.
“Ew, no.” Leah said, “I hate sharing water, grab one from the cooler.”
Y/n raised an eyebrow at Leah, signalling at her cast. “Could you please get me some water, then?”
Leah complained all the way to the cooler and back, but finally handed Y/n her water bottle. “Are you like this with Cooney-Cross at home too?”
“Like this what?” Y/n asked, taking a sip of her cold water. Damn, she was thirsty.
“Demanding,” Leah said teasingly, taking the spot next to Y/n again.
“I wasn’t at first. I didn’t like asking for help,” Y/n answered, her eyes searching the pitch for Kyra in the pitch. “But she cracked me.”
“I think you cracked her too,” Leah said nonchalantly, watching Kyra as well.
“What?” Y/n asked, turning her head to Leah.
“She’s different.” Leah continued. “She’s not acting so much like a pest lately, she’s been more responsible, less reckless on the pitch too.”
Y/n didn’t answer.
“I wonder if it’s because of you,” Leah added.
Wow, Leah, always the straightforward one.
“She’s a young player, we’ve all been like that once,” Y/n said, trying to steer the conversation, sensing something suggestive in Leah’s voice, but not wanting to give in to Leah, not.
“I wasn’t,” Leah said proudly.
Y/n laughed sarcastically. “Oh yeah, because you were always so calm and collected.”
“I beg your pardon? I have the least yellow card ib from this team,” Leah bit back, rolling her eyes “Anyway, I’m just casually, very casually, letting you know that I’m sensing something different in Kyra.”
Y/n didn't answer again.
“So I’m just leaving the door for this conversation open,” Leah continued, trying to sound chill, but Y/n had known her for a few years now. The captain had thought this whole conversation through. “If you ever want to talk about it, I mean, I’m here.”
Leah honestly could give two shits about other people’s lives, so Y/n was rather amused by Leah’s way of showing that she was interested in her life and in whatever she had to do with Kyra’s change in behaviour.
“Is this your way of trying to be casual? Because you failed, bro.”
Leah furrowed her eyebrows. “I’m just trying to be a good friend. Alessia told me I should be more welcoming, and more…emotionally available, so this is me trying. If you prefer my old version I can bring her back”
“Please bring back my old Leah,” Y/n said, playfully putting her palms together as if in a prayer.
“What happened between you and Cooney?” Leash asked bluntly.
This was the Leah she knew.
“Nothing happened between me and Kyra,” Y/n said. “We just got closer, we’ve been sharing a house for the last one to two months, in case you don’t remember. ”
It wasn’t exactly a lie, but it was the best Y/n could tell Leah right now.
Y/n and Kyra weren’t even dating, but Y/n couldn't help but wonder what it would be like if they disclosed whatever they had going on to the team. It wouldn't be anything new, it was very normal to date with your teammates.
Arsenal itself had a lot of couples that were brought together through the club, it wasn’t something unusual. But of course, when new couples formed the dynamics of the team changed a bit.
If they started dating, would people stop seeing Kyra as their little sister? Would the team stop seeing Y/n as this tough player who only had eyes for football and maybe a nightstand here or there?
When she thought about it Y/n realised that she really didn’t care about what her teammate thought about it. When Viv and Beth started dating, everyone just moved on with their lives, it was the same with Katie and Caitlin.
Y/n and Kyra just weren’t the type to make a big deal about it, they would probably just notice the shift between them and accept.
“I’ll pretend to believe you if you tell Alessia I tried doing the whole talk your feelings out with you,” Leah mumbled next to her, pulling Y/n out of her thoughts.
“So Alessia was the one who sent you, then? That little minx was with me the whole morning, she could've asked me.”
Leah shrugged, getting up from the bench and starting to warm up. “She didn't want to intrude.”
“So you intruded on her behalf?” Y/n asked, finding the whole situation funny.
“Yeah, I mean, you get closed off sometimes and it’s hard to reach out to you,” Leah said, more firmly now.
“It takes one to know one,” Y/n said, smiling at Leah.
Both women had been friends for a very long time. But the friendship between Leah and Y/n was different, they didn’t text every day, and they didn't plan to meet every week.
It was the kind of friend shared by two reserved people who enjoyed their privacy but still knew they could always count on each other
Y/n and Leah had the same faults, they were proud, stubborn and overly independent. So they knew each other, they knew how the other reacted to the world. And of course, they knew how hard it was for them to open up.
“Well, you know where I live if you ever feel like talking about why your eyes haven’t left Cooney for a second,” Leah patted Y/n’s back before running back to the pitch.
Maybe people would realise that she and Kyra were together sooner than she thought. Especially since Y/n was bluntly staring at Kyra while she played.
So what if she actually cheered a little when Kyra scored a goal?
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mariasont · 13 hours ago
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short n sweet but we need one where spencer loves head scratches and getting his hair played with
Heart Nebula - S.R
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summary: spencer tells you every atom in your body was once part of a star, but you think he's the celestial wonder worth studying. pairings: spencer reid x reader warnings: fluff galore, existentialism, star-gazing, astrophysics inaccuracies im so sure wc: 2.1k
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"You'd be so proud of me today, you know."
You scoot closer, disrupting the careful folds of the blanket. The fabric bunches beneath your legs, damp soil seeps through, not quite wet enough to be a problem, but enough to make you aware of it. A blade of grass tickles stubbornly at your ankle. You wiggle your foot once, twice, it stays. Some things do.
Your pinky grazes his, the barest of contact, but he turns his head anyway. The night seems to fold him in shadow, softens his features, makes him look almost ethereal. His eyes give him away, glinting back at you, tiny shards of cosmos blinking back at you. It should be impossible to feel jealously of the sky, and yet.
"Yeah?" The familiar crease settles between his brows, a well-loved marker in the pages of him. His head tilts, waiting, not impatiently, already certain he's going to love your answer. "Why's that?"
Your smile jumps ahead of you, swells into one of those too-big-for-your-face grins. The kind that crinkles your nose, bunches your cheeks, makes your face ache after a while.
"I learned about a nebula."
Spencer's laugh starts in his chest and works its way out, rattling through his ribs, shaking his shoulders, until the momentum knocks his knee into yours.
"Look at you," he says, all teasing admiration. "I am proud. Which one?"
"I think It was called the Heart Nebula?" You glance at him, waiting, watching, half-hoping that he'll recognize the name, that he'll give you that little nod of confirmation.
He does. You beam.
"I saw a picture earlier, and it was just—," You trail off, eyes tipping upwards, letting the sky steal whatever poetic explanation you were about to give. "I don't know. Too beautiful to be real."
Spencer had been so excited when you told him you wanted to stargaze, his eyes had practically glowed, already rattling off a dozen facts about atmospheric conditions and celestial visibility, and why tonight was perfect.
He barely took a breath before he had been launching into a dozen more reasons, winding himself up so tight with words that the only way to release them, apparently, was kissing you. Feverishly.
Like he had no other way to translate his excitement into something tangible, something felt.
It made you want to promise him everything, to tell him you'd do this forever, that you'd let him drag you under the stars a thousand times over if it meant being kissed like that.
Spencer glances at you, his mouth twitching like you've just said the punchline to a joke you don't realize you're telling. You're here, waxing about a sky full of ancient light, calling the Heart Nebula too beautiful to be real, and he's looking at you like you've missed the most obvious part.
You narrow your eyes, but he only shakes his head, like whatever crossed his mind was his to keep.
"The Heart Nebula is full of newborn stars," he tells you, gaze still pointed on the sky. "Their radiation makes the gas glow red, pink. The whole thing shifts under stellar winds, reshaping itself, over and over again."
His voice wades its way through the parts of your brain, finding its place. He has this way of explaining things, of turning something infinite into something intimate. 
And you love that. Love how he does that. Love the way he sees things. Love him.
"It's about 7,500 light-years away. Which means the light we're seeing now left before humans even figured out agriculture." A small, disbelieving laugh escapes him. "By the time it reaches us, whatever we're looking at doesn't exist the same way anymore. It's already changed. Probably unrecognizable."
His fingers twitch against his thigh, probably resisting the urge to gesture. "Space is weird like that."
"I don't know, Spence," you tease, fingers pinching the sleeve of his shirt, catching just enough of him to feel real. His dimple carves into his cheek and your heart stumbles, caught between beats. "It kind of sounds like you're telling me I can't trust my own eyes."
"Well, technically you can't." He turns fully toward you, dimple still firmly in place, eyes flicking, too quickly, too obviously, to your lips. "The human eye takes in scattered bits of light, and your brain—" he taps your temple for emphasis "—fills in the blanks. Adjusts for shadows, alters colors based on what it thinks is there. Your eyes are compulsive liars."
He pauses, tiling his head, considering. "And since our perception is limited by our optic nerves, no one really sees their own eyes the way others do. Which is a shame, because if you could see yours the way I do, you'd understand why I can't help but stare."
There are moments when Spencer says something so casually devastating that your brain just empties, and this is absolutely one of them. Your mouth opens, then closes again.
"That's—" Your voice catches, so you clear your throat, shake your head, try to reassemble your thoughts. "That's a really unfair thing to say, you know."
Spencer blinks, like he’s running back through the conversation in real time, replaying his own words to figure out what, exactly, made you forget how to breathe. 
"Why?"
"Because some of us have a very delicate hold on their emotional stability, and you—” you point at him, accusing “— just shattered it in two sentences."
"Technically, that’s the limbic system at work. The amygdala controls emotional reactivity, but the prefrontal cortex tempers it."
You would try to unpack that, really, you would, but then his hands find your waist, and suddenly the ground isn't where you thought it was. You gasp, giggle, crash right into him, catching yourself with shaking hands against his chest.
"So really," he continues, as if you aren't sprawled across him, "if your emotional stability was shattered, you should blame your neural pathways, not me."
Your fingers twist in his hair as you lean in to kiss him, deeply and thoroughly, like proof, like inevitability maybe, a thought forming in real time, one you can press straight into his skin. 
"Maybe my neural pathways are just adapting to something worth remembering," you whisper, and the way he stills, the way his lips part just slightly, makes you think you might not be the only one.
Spencer makes a small, pleased noise against your lips, something that was half sighed and smiled, and you feel it, all of it, in the way his throat moves beneath your fingertips as he swallows.
"That... might be my favorite use of neuroscience yet."
You flash him a grin. "And you thought I wasn't paying attention when you ramble."
"I should've known you'd find a way to weaponize it."
You let your full weight settle onto him, chin perched on his chest, his heartbeat a slow song beneath your cheek. Your fingers slip into his hair, threading through soft strands, nails scraping lightly over his scalp, testing a theory you already know the answer to.
Yeah. Definite reaction.
"So that's what it takes, huh?" you tease, lips curling against the material of his shirt. You scratch again to be sure, and his next breath comes slower. "Just a well-placed brain chemistry reference?"
"From you? Yeah, that'll do it."
"Noted." A pause. Then, softer. "Keep talking to me about space."
"You know, you're kind of demanding." Spencer's fingers skate along your waist before he squeezes, firm and quick, like a punctuation mark to his sentence. 
Your head lifts, eyebrow quirked, fingers hovering just out of reach, close enough for him to feel the absence. "Excuse me?"
His smirk vanishes instantly, wiped clean, replaced by something perilously close to distress. His hands twitch at your waist, fingers moving like he can pull you back, like he can make you continue if he just wants it badly enough.
"Wait, wait, I was kidding," he rushes out, voice just shy of frantic. “Don't stop."
You grin, tilting your head like you're considering it. "Hmmm. Apologize."
"I—okay, I'm sorry, you're perfect, please—" his breath hitches, his laugh a little wild, a little helpless, "please keep going."
You giggle, fingertips weaving back into his hair. His response is immediate, a low, shaky sound that buzzes against your skin, something so content it makes warmth spreads through you like a lit fuse, spilling all the way down to your toes.
Spencer smirks, fingers drumming against your waist.
"You really don't let a guy off easy, do you?" He pauses for a second, glancing past you at the sky like he's taking in his options.
"Alright. Here's a fact you might like, every single part of you was once part of a star. All the heavier elements in your body, oxygen, carbon, nitrogen, they were formed in the core of ancient stars, forged under immense heat and pressure, then scattered across the galaxy when those stars died, reforming."
His words drift to you, but you don't catch them all. You're too busy watching him.
Out here, in the absence of light pollution, you can see him more clearly than ever. The starlight doesn't just touch him, it claims him, dusting his skin in silver, catching in his lashes, turning the slopes of him almost unreal. Like if you blink too long, he might disappear, slip back into the night where he belongs. A constellation carved into the shape of a person.
You used to think brown was such a simple color. But then you met him, saw his eyes, now it's in everything. Wet earth after rain, cinnamon dusted over coffee, burnt sugar on your tongue.
And now, he’s teaching you it’s also carbon and oxygen forged in the cores of dying stars, pieces of the galaxy that had traveled billions of years to become chocolate flecks on a beautiful face.
He was right, it is a shame people never see their eyes the way others do.
"But how?" you ask. "Like... how does something go from being part of a star to being part of us?"
Spencer exhales softly and you can see the way he loves the question.
 "It's a long process. Billions of years, actually. When a star explodes, it sends all those elements out into space. They mix with other interstellar material, forming new stars, planets, and eventually..." He taps a gentle finger against your stomach. "You."
"That's kind of incredible."
Spencer huffs a quiet laugh, grinning, that beautiful grin, the one that makes your chest feel too small for your heart. His fingers find your temple, trail gently down to your cheek, tucking a stray strand of hair behind your ear. Then, without pause, he leans in and presses the gentlest kiss to your nose.
"It is," he murmurs, thumb brushing against your cheek. "We're built from pieces of space, borrowed, passed down, stitched together by time."
"So you're saying we've been part of the same universe forever? That's kind of romantic, Spence."
"It's also backed by astrophysics. Science just happens to be romantic sometimes. "
"Well, good," you murmur, pressing a kiss to his neck. "I like knowing there's proof... but I think I would've believed it anyway."
You barely have time to register the flicker in his eyes before, he moves. In a second, you're on your back, the sky stretching endlessly behind him. The stars flicker, countless and beautiful, but right now, they might as well not exist.
Because all you see is him.
He hovers over you, gaze intent, studying you, like you're a phenomenon he never expected to witness up close. Like he's sure now, more than he's ever been about anything. Like you are the discovery of a lifetime.
"The universe has been expanding for 13.8 billion years," he murmurs, fingers trailing along your jaw. "But I don't think it's ever made anything more beautiful than you."
Heat blooms beneath your skin. "More than the Heart Nebula?"
It should sound like teasing. It doesn't.
Spencer exhales, almost like he's amused by your doubt.
"The Heart Nebula exists purely because gravity and radiation dictate that it must. But you..." His gaze softens. "You exist because of a thousand tiny impossibilities stacking on top of each other. The odds of you, of this, are so astronomically low that it shouldn't have happened at all."
Spencer just looks at you for a moment. You don't move, don't breathe. And then he kisses you.
It crashes over you, stealing your breath before you even realize it's happening. His hands tighten at your sides, pulling you closer, like the space between you is unbearable. It's not rushed nor desperate, but it is consuming, the kind of thing that makes it impossible to think of anything else.
When he breaks away, he doesn't go far, forehead resting against yours. "If the universe was capable of making something more beautiful, it would have done it by now."
And maybe that’s true. Maybe the universe, for all its galaxies and nebulae and infinite expanse, never did anything better than this. Not just you, but you and him together. 
Or maybe the universe will never quite get it right again. Because maybe this was its best work.
But it won’t stop trying. It never does. Even after you’re gone, even after you and Spencer are nothing but scattered atoms, the universe will keep going. Creating. Expanding. Changing. New stars will be born, dust will settle into something new, planets will form, galaxies will stretch apart. And maybe, somewhere, the pieces that were once you and him will find their way back to each other. And maybe, if the universe has any kindness left in it, they’ll get to love like this.
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wendichester · 2 days ago
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⋆。𖦹°⭒ quick fix,
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summary. ruby hasn't been around and you're more than welcome to take her place next to sam
pairing. sam winchester x demon!reader
wordcount. 941
notes. smutty!!! mdni!
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It’s been too long since Sam has seen Ruby. Too long since he’s had the sharp burn of demon blood on his tongue, the rush of power flooding his veins, the intoxicating high of giving in to something dark and primal.
But then there’s you.
You can feel the tension rolling off him in waves, the hunger barely contained beneath the surface. He stands stiffly in the dimly lit motel room, fists clenched at his sides, jaw tight. A storm brewing in that too-rational mind of his.
"You’re looking for something, Sam." Your voice is smooth, deliberate, laced with something dangerously sweet. You tilt your head, dark eyes gleaming as you step closer. "Something I can give you."
His throat bobs.
"I'm not—" He swallows hard, shaking his head. "I'm not looking for a replacement."
You smile like you know better. Because you do.
"No?" You let the question hang between you, closing the distance until your bodies almost touch. You reach up, fingers skimming along his jaw before trailing down to his chest. He tenses, but doesn’t pull away.
"You miss it, don’t you?" you murmur, nails scraping lightly over the fabric of his shirt. "The way it made you feel. Strong. Invincible." You press closer, lips brushing against the shell of his ear. "Hungry."
His breath stutters.
"Shut up," he mutters, but his hands are already gripping your waist, fingers digging in like he needs something to hold onto before he spirals completely.
You laugh, low and wicked. "Make me."
And then he’s kissing you.
It’s not gentle. It’s not careful. It’s raw, desperate, teeth and tongue and unspoken need. He backs you against the wall, one hand tangling in your hair, the other sliding down to grip your thigh, hiking it around his waist.
You moan into his mouth, nails raking down his back, and it only spurs him on. He doesn’t care that you’re a demon. Doesn’t care that this is wrong, that he’s falling into the same patterns, making the same mistakes.
Because right now, this is what he needs.
And you? You’re more than happy to give it to him.
You push at his jacket, shoving it off his shoulders, tugging at his shirt until it’s bunched in your fists. He yanks it off, and you take a moment to admire the broad expanse of muscle, the way his chest rises and falls unevenly. There’s power in this body—strength barely restrained.
You want to see him break.
Your hands trace down his stomach, fingers dipping just below the waistband of his jeans. He groans against your throat, hips jerking forward, and you smirk.
"That desperate, huh?"
Sam growls, grabbing your wrists and pinning them above your head. "You talk too much."
Then he’s lifting you, carrying you effortlessly to the bed and tossing you onto the mattress. You barely have time to catch your breath before he’s on top of you, pressing you down, claiming your mouth again.
His hands are rough, demanding, sliding beneath your shirt, pushing it up, baring your skin to the cool air. His lips follow, trailing hot, open-mouthed kisses down your neck, across your collarbone, lower, lower—
You arch into him, gasping when his teeth scrape over sensitive flesh. "Fuck, Sam—"
His name on your lips snaps something in him. His patience, maybe. Whatever control he had left shatters.
He strips you bare, eyes dark and wild as they drink you in. Then he’s shoving off the rest of his clothes, and you groan at the sight of him—hard, flushed, thick.
You reach for him, but he grabs your wrists again, pinning you down.
"You wanted this," he murmurs, voice rough, wrecked. "So take it."
And then he’s pushing inside you, stretching you open, filling you completely.
The breath punches out of you. Your nails dig into his shoulders, leaving little crescent moons in his skin. He doesn’t move right away, just stays there, buried to the hilt, chest heaving against yours.
"Sam," you whisper, rolling your hips, urging him on.
That’s all it takes.
He snaps, pulling back only to thrust into you hard, setting a brutal, punishing pace. It’s all heat and friction and desperate, dirty need. He fucks you like he’s trying to forget, like he’s chasing something just out of reach.
And you let him.
You take everything he gives, every thrust, every groan, every barely-restrained growl against your skin. You wrap your legs around his waist, pulling him deeper, nails scratching down his back, making him hiss.
"God—" His voice is strained, breathless. "You feel—"
You cut him off with a kiss, swallowing his moan as he slams into you again. You’re close—so close it’s unbearable, heat coiling tight in your stomach, your body tightening around him.
Sam feels it, grits his teeth, thrusts harder. "Come for me," he grits out, voice ragged. "Now."
And you do.
Pleasure crashes over you, white-hot and all-consuming. Your vision goes hazy, back arching as you cry out his name, clenching around him.
Sam groans, losing himself completely, hips stuttering as he follows you over the edge. He buries his face in your neck, body shaking as he spills inside you, panting, spent.
For a long moment, there’s only silence.
Then—
"You really need to work on your self-control," you tease, voice hoarse.
Sam lets out a weak chuckle, lifting his head to meet your gaze. There’s something softer there now, something raw and unguarded.
But it’s gone just as quickly.
He rolls off you, running a hand through his damp hair. "This doesn’t mean anything."
You smirk, stretching lazily. "Of course not."
You both know it’s a lie.
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st7rnioioss · 12 hours ago
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❛❛CAN I BITE YOUR TONGUE LIKE MY BAD HABIT?❜❜
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⋆ ˚ .ೃ ࿔ * pairing... shy!matt x bunny!reader
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𓂃 ֹ ᮫ bunny!reader has been a little caught up on shy!matt's possible "oral fixation".. and when they get to explore it, it leaves them both a little too riled up not to do something about it...
warnings... smut, p in v, unprotected sex, kissing, biting and nibbling?, mentions of grinding, praise.
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♡ ˖ ࣪ ◟ matt had a bad habit. not necessarily one that bothered him physically or mentally, but it was a stupid habit. he often found himself biting his tongue, to the extent that it didn’t quite hurt, but made him wince—no clue why he would do it. he liked the feel of it, nibbling on his muscle subconscious, running it over his teeth, and the back of them.
you weren’t completely aware of it at first but.. it didn’t take long for you to catch onto it. when drinking, he kept the straw between his teeth for an unnecessary long time, even after the drink was finished and glass empty. the gum that had lost it flavor a long time ago was still found in his mouth, chewing it until it dissolved. even when kissing you, he took extra time running his tongue over yours. sometimes you even caught onto him wincing, and when asked he’d explain he accidentally bit his tongue.
it did make you curious in a way. yeah, matt was an excellent kisser, you couldn’t deny that. but wouldn’t it be fun to put that hypothetical "oral fixation" to use? somehow?
well, it all led to here somehow. you were perched in matt’s lap, straddling his lower body with a leg on either side of his hips, holding his face gently in your hands. matt’s fingers rested carefully on your cheeks, his thumbs caressing your skin while he kissed you—well, how you kissed each other. it was gentle, but there was an underlying desire to it, something that came to show in the quiet moans you both let out.
it didn’t take long for the kiss to deepen, his tongue poking out to run over your bottom lip, seeking entrance which you granted him immediately. your body shifted closer, wrapping your arms around the back of his neck with a sigh, his fingers moving to the back of your head, holding you in place. a whine slipped from your lips, his wet muscle memorizing every crook of your mouth and lips. subtle grinds of your hips made both your heads stir and fog up, the kiss turning needy and desperate.
suddenly, matt pulled back, his cheeks and nose pink, and he honestly looked like a mess, disoriented. “um- can..” he spoke up quietly, running his tongue over your bottom lip that was wet and glistening with spit. you stared at him, just as perplexed as him. “hm?” you hummed, gently fiddling with his hair between your fingers. he made eye contact, staying silent for a second more. “can i try something?” his voice was shy, but he seemed eager to try whatever it was he had in mind. mindlessly you nodded, waiting for his next move.
a small smile tugged on the corners of his lips, and he motioned for another kiss, leaning back in to connect yours to his with closed eyes. it was sweet, gentle, anything that resembled careful—until his teeth dug into your lips, making you gasp. he felt your breaths mingle, waiting for you to pull away, keeping his eyes on your lips—but when you never moved away, he used it as courage to do it again. softly, he nibbled on your swollen and wet lips, before he slid his tongue back into your warm mouth, slowly running his muscle over your teeth. his teeth momentarily grazed your tongue when you tried returning the action before you pulled back to kiss his lips. he then withdrew his lips completely from yours, looking into your eyes.
you looked at him with wide eyes, moving an arm from his neck to feel your lips with your fingertips, all while staring at him, your cheeks tinted pink. you smiled shyly at him, to which he returned. “w-was that okay..?” he mumbled, tucking a strand of hair behind your ear. you chuckled, nodding slowly. “yeah. i- i didn’t mind.” you replied, before your fingertips made their way to his lips, mirroring the same way you’d just felt your own lips, his skin soft.
when you leaned back in for another gentle kiss you couldn’t help but grind your hips down onto his, seeking a relief to the growing ache between your legs. matt occasionally let his sharp teeth gnaw carefully on your plump lips, not wanting to hurt you too much, but enough to satisfy the urge he had—but it only resulted in the two of you getting more and more handsy with every breath and kiss.
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you didn’t expect a little kissing and grinding to escalate this quickly.. though it usually did, you both were too riled up from the kissing to ignore it. you had switched positions, your back to the mattress and matt hovering above you, bare and warm. your legs were spread out on either side of his waist, cupping the sides of his face. matt had his hands on the side of your neck and waist, just resting while he kissed you like earlier—carefully, but forcefully. his teeth were digging into your bruised and red lips, occasionally swiping his wet muscle over yours in a deep kiss. the added force of his hips thrusting his cock inside of your made you whine into his mouth or against his lips.
“g-gosh matt.. feels s’good, don’t stop,” you meekly whimpered, your eyes fluttered shut, and legs going to wrap around his waist. matt continued his same gentle pace, muffling both your moans with another kiss, his thumb tracing your jaw while occasionally taking small glances at you. “y-you’re so perfect, bunny..” he whined, your soppy walls squeezing his cock in a way that made him want to cum already, but he tried to hold back. both your lips were glistening and slick, the wet noises from your intertwined tongues, and where his length drove in and out of you harmonized, making your head spin.
you attempted to keep up with the pace of his kissing, but you couldn’t focus on his lips when he was snuggled so tightly inside of you, the tip of his cock prodding and kissing your mushy spot. “matt- i, i’m close.. please don’t- don’t stop,” you cried, lips dragging against his when you spoke. weakly, you tried kissing him back but eventually gave up when all thoughts left your head.
matt couldn’t take the sight of you, your failed kisses and the feeling of you wrapped tightly around his length—it was nearly all too much, too much for his head. “s’okay.. you’re doing really good for me bun, just- just hold on for me.. oh fuck, i-“ his hand moved to the back of your head, gently tangling his fingers into your hair to carefully tug your head up before he planted it next to your head to keep him up. the other hand slid down your bare and sweaty torso, two fingers easily finding your sensitive bud from memory. “o-oh my god, don’t stop!”
you moaned when his fingers rubbed firm but slow circles on your clit, his name repeatedly falling from your lips like a mantra. “matt!” you cried when the band in your tummy snapped, whiny whimpers breathlessly leaving your lips when you doubled over. “shit- oh my god. y-you’re squeezing me-“ matt continued his thrusts to allow you to ride out the waves before he came with you. you were both exhausted and spent, sweaty and icky, lips swollen and sore.
finally, you opened your eyes to look up at him, keeping himself up with almost wobbly arms, his thrusts slow but not stilled yet. your eyes flickered over his face, before he collapsed on top of you, wrapping both arms around your waist. silence fell between you, but it wasn’t uncomfortable in the slightest. “that was.. something,” you spoke up, smiling faintly while playing with his hair, taking your bottom lip between your teeth to feel. matt turned his head to look at you, nodding with a soft smile. “mhm.. gonna suggest things more often if it leads us here,” he joked.. kind of—making you chuckle, and shake your head, before leaning in for a kiss.
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more shy!matt x bunny!reader here!
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˚𝜗𝜚 notes... i had steve lacys "bad habit" stuck in my head for weeks sooo... phew it's been a while since shy!matt and bunny!reader.. finally wrote actual smut for them! sorry about that, it wasn't intentional lol :3
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batmanisagatewaydrug · 2 days ago
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Okay so apologies if this is outside of your wheelhouse, totally fair. And, on one hand, I know ultimately it's up to me not like someone on the internet with limited context, but I also got into sort of an argument with a friend and I'm very confused and I'd like some input on like. I guess just more opinions on this?
Basically I'm a virgin, and not currently interested in any sort of long term relationship, or even anything serious short term. I mentioned to a friend that I'd decided to give up on the whole dating thing (which I was mostly trying out of...obligation I guess? Feeling like I can't just want hookups idk) and just try going to a bar or social or something and being like hi I think you're hot this is what I know I'm into, interested? Because that's what I actually want. It took me a while to realize it, but yeah, I don't care about whether someone cares about me deeply as a person, I'm just horny. And I'm an adult (20) so....
Anyway. Friend in question responded like that was a terrible idea and said I shouldn't do it because I don't know what I'm doing.
Now I'm just confused because like sure, I don't, I've literally only kissed people before but also, lmao. How else am I supposed to figure it out. I'm not worried, I know what I like I've experimented a lot on my own, and I'm comfortable asserting boundaries and communicating. Like sure maybe it'll be awkward, whatever, but they were acting like there's some rule about how I'm doing it wrong and now I'm just confused.
I guess my question is sort of. Would it be somehow... inappropriate... for me to just find a stranger willing to have sex with me and do that. Especially because I have zero expectations really and would both be comfortable just leaving if the vibes are bad? I don't think I'm articulating this very well but honestly I'm a bit confused on what I'm confused about. They seemed like it had to something to do with my lack of prior experience but that sounds a bit ridiculous to me given that I have no interest in idk finding someone to get into an actual relationship with, now or probably ever. So why would I do that first like it's some sort of magic rule. Idk. Help?
hi anon,
respectfully, I think this is probably a friend whose opinions don't need to factor in to your (potential) sex life very much. while I'd certainly recommend everyone engage in sex with people who respect them and care about their safety and enjoyment, whatever that looks like for them, there's no reason that has to preclude sex with strangers - hell, one of the most fun, thoughtful, and relaxed sexual experiences I've ever had was with a bunch of people I had just met at a conference, most of whom I didn't know the names of. someone you just met can be more communicative and mindful of your wants than someone you've known for years; it's all varies tremendously!
giving a charitable read to your friend, I can see why someone might assume that it's better off not to have a first sexual experience with a stranger, but again, that comes from a place of assuming that a stranger is an inherently inferior sexual partner. you seem to have an extremely clear sense of what you want and expect from a sexual encounter, and so long as all of that's clearly understood between you and whoever else is participating I don't see any issue with that. how and with whom you have sex is, after all, up to you.
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thebestofoneshots · 2 days ago
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Gilded Constellations | (wolfstar x reader)
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Pairing: Wolfstar x Reader Word Count: 6.6 K Warnings: SMUT. Threesome. Dry humping, hand job (male and female reciving), P in V, endless teasing. / Remus' first time with Vix and Siri. Consent is Sexy. Prompt: Finally a quiet time for the three of them. Proofread by sweet @girlwihkaleidoscopeeyes This chapter can be read as a one-shot
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Chapter 74: Las Palabras de Amor
You rolled on your side, sitting on your shins so you were now looking at Sirius instead of leaning on him, your head tilted slightly to the side as you eyed Remus. You locked eyes; his, more golden than brown at this point, seemed to sparkle as you stared at each other. 
It was almost as if you were in potions, silently communicating to each other exactly what you’d be doing next. By the time you turned back to look at Sirius, he was looking at you with a mix of nervousness and excitement, Adam’s apple bobbing as the two of you veered closer, his breathing short.
He’d become prey as both you and Remus moved as gracefully and decisively as if Moony or Vixen would when stalking each other in a game. It didn’t matter that he was bigger than you or that he, as Padfoot, could kind of control Moony. At that point, Sirius didn’t even feel canine, he’d turned into a rabbit or a baby deer, facing two beasts that seemed ready to devour him. He wasn’t sure he wanted anything more than that. 
You leaned a little closer, even if you felt slightly exposed due to the lack of fabric covering your top half. There was a confidence in your movements that you weren’t exactly sure how you’d gotten. Both of your hands travelled to Sirius’ jaw while Moony’s moved to his hips. You allowed your fingers to brush down from there to his neck, gently tracing his Adam’s apple as you went down, stopping right on the second button of his shirt. As you started unbuttoning, Remus brushed his hands over Sirius’ abdomen – oh, how he’d dreamed of being able to do something like that – locating the last button of the shirt and working on it with a patience that was as maddening as it was exciting. 
The pads of your fingers on Sirius’ skin felt like burning every time they brushed against it, making him crave more. He almost felt bad for teasing you so much earlier, but the wait was making him infinitely more excited for what was to come, whatever it might be, whatever it was that you and Moony told each other with that long look from earlier. 
Your hands connected with Remus halfway through the shirt; he undid the last button as you allowed your palms to rest over Sirius’ torso, feeling how warm it was against your hands and feeling a slight chill run down your spine. Was the window still open? You’d been so distracted that you hadn’t even noticed the small snowflakes slipping in from the window and melting against the warm stone. Not that you’d care to close it, but the chill got a reaction either way, voluntarily or not, making your breasts perk up again. Sirius bit his bottom lip, trying to suppress a groan and failing, eyes locked on your breasts.
“Something’s distracting him,” Remus said with a smile, eyeing your erect nipples for a second before focusing back on Sirius’ shirt; if he stared at you any longer, he’d become just as distracted. 
“I noticed,” you replied with a smirk, allowing your nails to gently brush against his torso as you pulled the shirt to the sides. Both you and Remus worked together to remove Sirius’ shirt completely, Remus leaning in to press a short wet kiss against his neck before letting him fall back on the mattress. “Can’t blame him for it either.” 
You smiled, not missing the lascivious look Remus had given you as he kissed the other boy’s neck. You blushed, both aroused and shy; you’d never had two of the hottest people you knew stare at you with such hunger. As if they’d been famished. You swallowed, taking a deep breath, your chest rising and falling gently before leaning in to kiss Sirius’ neck, knowing Remus would appreciate the fact that he’d get his lips. 
For a second, you stared at the two of them kissing, feeling even wetter than before just from the sight. Who would have thought I’d be into that? You wondered as you reached for Sirius’ crotch again. This time you weren’t planning to let him turn you around before he was completely speechless (not that he had much to say now that both you and Remus were onto him). 
While you slid your fingers in between yours and Sirius’ bodies, the back of your hand brushed against Remus’ crotch, earning a soft groan from him. “Sorry,” you mumbled as you continued on your way down.
“Never be sorry about something like this,” he retorted with a sly smile directed your way before he went back to kissing Sirius. 
You managed to unclasp Sirius’ trousers with one hand and pulled them down with the help of a slightly airy and aroused Remus. Now we’re even, you thought, once they were both shirtless and in just their boxers. You barely noticed Sirius’ cock straining against the soft fabric of his underwear before you’d dug your hand inside.
“Mhmhmh!” Sirius moaned into Remus’ kiss. 
Remus smiled, pulling apart for a second just to be able to see Sirius’ face as if he couldn’t quite believe this was really happening: he really was kissing Sirius! You were right there next to the two of them, watching, kissing, feeling, enjoying it as much as he was, enjoying it as much as Sirius was. 
Remus really should have known; he should have known that the two of you wanted him as much as he wanted you – since the Hallowe’en party when you were dancing together, and he thought he was in heaven. He should have realised it then, but what really mattered was that he knew now. 
And there was nothing more exhilarating than being wanted, knowing that he was wanted, and that he was part of you as much as you were a part of him. Even beyond the sex and the kisses, there was a connection so deeply rooted that no poison, no cruel hand and no force of nature could tear them asunder. And he loved it, he loved every bit of it. From Sirius’ soft lips, and his blushed face to your soft – and slightly desperate – breaths. 
“You’re so beautiful,” he told Sirius as he stared into his eyes. Sirius smirked, and you knew he was about to retort with something clever, destroying the adorable moment Remus had just created, so you decided to stop him: you reached inside his pants, wrapped your hand around his cock, and pumped. Whatever Sirius was going to say got caught up in his throat, and instead came one of those lewd moans of his.
He threw you a withering look, and you gave him an innocent shrug in return, “You wanted to say something, Pups?” 
He opened his mouth to speak again, and you repeated the action, causing him to close his lips with barely enough wherewithal to hold his grunt. You just smiled, raising one of your eyebrows at him before turning to Remus, who was looking at you with a rather impish face. 
“He wasn’t joking when he said you were a tease.” 
“No idea what you’re talking about, Rem,” you said, angling your arm so it would brush against his cock again, now getting a moan out of him. 
“Luv, that’s just–” Remus started.
You pumped again, making sure your hand was still brushing against Remus, “Suck it up,” you responded with a smile. You’d been teased by both boys earlier; they deserved to be teased in an equal amount. 
Remus groaned and leaned into you, pressing his lips against your neck with a desperate grunt while sucking moderately, like he’d seen Sirius do to tease you in public. And that was the effect he was trying to get; he just didn’t expect the stifled moan he’d get from you, just from a little sucking near your collarbone. Either way, that wasn’t going to stop your resolve, so you continued pumping Sirius, finding a steady rhythm that had him mumbling incoherencies along with a few profanities, while Remus groaned audibly (from your hand brushing against his crotch), alternating between kissing Sirius’ lips and your neck, in retaliation from your incessant teasing. 
Sirius’s chest heaved up and down, breath ragged from how worked up he was from the kisses and the touches, and of course, your hand that seemed a little too confident with what it was doing. How quickly had you learned to make him feel so heavenly after that one time in the fae pool. 
Remus’ hand was lying on Sirius’ torso when he gently slid it towards your arm, allowing it to brush from your shoulder to your elbows and then down to your wrist; the same wrist he could feel moving on Sirius’ cock, and he was tempted to wrap his own fingers around yours. But there was still some uncertainty in him, a fear of being rejected, of his touches scaring Sirius instead of pleasing him. So he decided to keep his hand there, gently wrapped around your wrist only, his fingers brushing against your skin in a soft, almost repetitive motion as he sighed. 
“Just ask him, Rem,” you said when you noticed his indecisive hold, constantly inching closer to your fisted hand and then pulling back. 
“No– it’s not–” 
“Remus would like to touch you,” you said instead, perhaps a bit too bluntly since Remus glared, as if you had outed him. “Are you okay with that?” you added more softly, slowing down your pace to get Sirius to focus. 
“Of course,” Sirius retorted with a grin, leaning up and pulling Remus’ towards his lips. “You may touch me, wherever and whenever you want, darling,” he added in between kisses. You smiled, feeling Remus’ hand slowly creep around yours, his fingers wrapping completely around your own and helping you pump. Then you slid your hand off gently, allowing his alone to replace it. Remus’ grip was much firmer than yours. “Fuck,” Sirius moaned as the other boy sighed. He could hardly fathom what he was doing – and who he was doing it to – and yet he kept moving his hand, gently pumping as his breath became more ragged. 
Remus’ bigger hand made Sirius feel much smaller, but it covered more ground as it moved, and when he flicked his thumb up to gently rub around his tip, Sirius was a goner. Remus knew exactly what he was doing. 
You raised one of your eyebrows, impressed at how quickly Remus had undone Sirius, and looked down at his hand with curiosity, wondering if you could learn from his technique – and then realising how ridiculous the thought was. Still, the competitive side of you wanted to be just as good, so you stared, moving your hand to Sirius’ inner thigh and rubbing softly, your nails sometimes grazing his skin and causing him to shiver. 
Remus pumped again and turned to you. “Come ‘ere, Little Witch,” he said, leaning down to kiss you as he twisted his hand, earning a grunt from Sirius, whose hips started to bump up towards his hand in an uncontrolled motion. 
“Shit, wait, I think I’m going to–” 
“It’s okay,” Remus said, his teeth gently biting your bottom lip as he pulled from you and turned his eyes back to Sirius.  “I’ll catch it,” he added, his thumb softly brushing against his tip. “Go ahead, Pads, make a mess.” 
“Fuck,” Sirius replied, breathing hard as the first spurt of cum left his cock. Remus caught it with ease, and continued moving his hand.
“You’re doing amazing, Luv,” he said, voice low and slightly just raspy enough to make both yours and Sirius’ mind reel. He was patient, looking at his bright eyes as he continued to milk him to completion, until he finally went soft in his hand.
 Sirius’ head was thrown back on the pillow as he tried to steady his breathing. “Fuck, that was–” he breathed, “You were–” another breath,  “–We should have done this ages ago.” 
You laughed, leaning up on your elbow to look at him better. His face was flushed, lips red and swollen and gaze weary, as if he was still lost in the pleasure you had both given him. You tilted your head to the side and smiled, gently moving your hand towards his face and pulling some of the sweat-stuck curls from his cheek. Sirius really was a sight to behold. As angelic as he was devious, an absolute dream come true. “Gorgeous, isn’t he?” you smiled. 
“Absolutely,” Remus responded, voice low as he turned to you, gaze still as hungry as the one he used to regard Sirius earlier. “And so are you, lovely.” He brought his cum stained hand towards his own boxers, and sighed when he felt the warm sticky substance against his own cock. There was something unfathomably lecherous about having Sirius’ cum around himself, it made his own cock twitch and spurt out a bit of precum. “Little Witch, would you mind if I stare at you shamelessly while I finish myself off?” he asked as he stared at your breasts and pumped himself once. 
You narrowed your eyes at him, while the idea of just being watched was tempting, you weren’t planning on letting him finish by himself. Not if you and Sirius could help it – once he’d recovered, at least. 
“Actually, I do mind,” you responded, and Remus seemed taken aback, his grip around his cock faltering, his lower abdomen burning in protest due to the lack of friction. 
“What?” he managed to say. 
“Well, I don’t mind you looking,” you clarified and then smiled. “I mind the fact that you won’t let me take part,” you leaned towards him; Sirius placed a hand on your back and pushed encouragingly, even as drained as he was. 
“I just thought you might be tired,” Remus said, “that you wouldn’t want–” 
“Don’t make assumptions, Rem,” you said, a hand on his shoulder while you whispered in the most sultry tone you could muster. Your hand moved from there to his collarbone, your fingers gently brushing against his skin before you leaned down and kissed him there. “You may go on,” you added when you realised his hand on his cock still wasn’t moving. 
Remus tightened his grip again, grunting pleasurably when he felt you sucking on the side of his neck. Sirius had leaned up a little bit, watching the two of you even if you were shielding Remus almost completely. 
“Sorry, quite rude of me,” you chastised yourself once you noticed, playfully eyeing Sirius before turning to Remus again. “How about we give him a better look?” you added, pulling your head back to level it to Remus’ gaze. 
Remus seemed confused, about to say something when you leaned down, purposefully tilting yourself towards his lap as you slowly pulled your skirt down, allowing Sirius to get a good view at your rear before sliding it off completely and straightening your back again. “You said you really like it, Pups, didn’t you?” you added before throwing it towards his face. 
Sirius smiled as he pulled it down. Remus, who was still trying to process what was happening, turned to you. There was admiration and raw desire in his eyes as he stared at your fully naked body for the first time. Your breasts falling gracefully as you curved your back, your legs bending smoothly, each one of your curves having a softness, plusness, and delicacy to them. “You’re… absolutely perfect,” he whispered, completely enraptured by you. His hand regained its pace around his cock when he felt it twitch in protest at the lack of movement. His motions were almost languid, softly drawing out the pleasure as much as he could, not wanting the moment to end, not wanting either of you to pull apart. 
He was definitely not expecting you to jump over his thigh, fast but making sure to press yourself against his leg to let him feel how wet you were, before leaning completely on the side, Remus’ profile and your front now in perfect view of Sirius. 
“Better?” you asked him with a sly smirk. 
Sirius gave you a daring look.“Yeah, I think so,” he said nonchalantly. “Except maybe–” he took his wand from the nightstand, “– Evanesco,” he whispered, completely vanishing Remus’ boxers.  
You blinked in disbelief at his wand skill; performing a spell like that was already quite complicated with an object alone, on a person it made it ridiculously tricky, yet he’d done it with little to no effort while being  fucked out and turned on.
“Fucking impressive,” Remus said. 
“For sure,” Sirius replied, staring at the other’s cock, which brought you back to the moment in an instant. 
You looked down at him. You’d felt how big he was before, but seeing it, tall and proud right in the middle of his legs, was something entirely different. Your hand was on his inner thigh in a second, tracing soft circles before wrapping around his own around his cock. He mumbled your name, almost in a warning tone and you pressed a kiss to his collarbone. “Allow me,” you said as you pressed a kiss to his strong shoulders. 
“You don’t have to just because–” 
“I want to,” you said, same soft voice, fingers lacing with his as you managed to fill some of the soft skin around his cock in between them. In a move that was almost the same as the one he’d done with Sirius’ cock, your hands switched with each other, and now yours were wrapped around him, Sirius’ sticky cum acting as a lubricant as you started to pump. 
“Fuck,” Remus sighed, looking at your hand moving on him, your beautiful face in rapt concentration trying to find just the right up-and-down pattern that had him moaning your name. It didn’t take you too long. And while he absolutely loved the euphoria you were giving him, he still didn’t want it to end. A bed with two of you on it was already heaven. A bed with the two of you, stripped naked, was far beyond it. He, of course, didn’t want to cum down from it. 
But your hand was making it almost impossible for him to continue holding back, and when he thought he was about to cum he gripped the sheets tightly, “Little Witch, I think I’m going to–”
You pulled your hand off him before he finished the sentence, allowing your thumb to brush over his tip in a torturous and impossibly teasing manner. The look he gave you was so helpless it was almost comical. Brows furrowed, chest heaving up and down and an incredulous look on his face. Sirius regarded the two of you amusedly, his dick was half hard again. 
Remus could barely muster his words as he looked at you, still in disbelief. “To cum?” you asked nonchalantly. “I figured.”
“Then why would you–” he couldn’t finish his sentence, you jumped back towards his lap, legs around his own and closed the gap between your bodies, allowing the tip of his cock to brush against your folds. “Because I want you cumming somewhere else.” 
“What?!” he asked, voice a mere squeak. 
“She’s taking the potion,” Sirius said, looking at you to confirm. You nodded, and rocked your hips against Remus, pulling your hand down and positioning him, first letting his tip brush over your folds, your breath hitching as it touched your clit. 
Remus, who only now seemed to have gathered his wits, blinked a couple of times before placing both hands on your shoulders. “Wait, no, wait!” he said, alarmed as he pushed you back gently. You instantly stopped touching him, looking at him with concern, frowning your brows and searching for his face that seemed alarmed. He looked down on himself and you, so close, he thought. 
“What is it?” you asked, confused and slightly upset. He doesn’t want me, a voice in your head seemed to say. That’s ridiculous, he definitely wants you! Another responded. 
“I can’t–” he said. “Not without rubbers.” 
“Rubbers?” you asked. He nodded towards the pack of condoms still on the floor. “What– Why do you need those?” 
“Because of Moony,” he said solemnly. 
There was instant understanding in your head, the tension from earlier relinquishing, your shoulders relaxing, apprehension leaving you entirely. You placed your hand around his neck, gently brushing the nape with the pads of your fingers. He seemed to also relax into your touch. 
“Rem, Luv. Lycanthropy does not work like that,” you said reassuringly. You finally understood why he insisted on carrying them with him, he was terrified of turning someone into a werewolf.
“You don’t know!” he retorted. There was apprehension and perhaps, a hint of pain or resentment towards himself stuck in his gaze.
“She’s read a whole lot about werewolves though,” Sirius said. “Knows way more than I do; I reckon she knows even more than–” 
“You don’t know!” Remus insisted. 
“Right,” you said appeasingly. His eyes were golden, but not with pleasure this time around, more like he’d been cornered. You breathed, trying to think of the right way you say it, “I’m pretty sure it doesn’t, but there is no need to rush it. We can wait, ask around, and only go for it when we’re sure. How does that sound?” 
Remus seemed to finally breathe again, you saw the tension release his muscles just like it had done with yours earlier and you smiled, leaning closer to him and pressing a soft kiss to his forehead. “Meanwhile,” you smiled, raising your hand and channeling all your energy as you’d practice while flying and pulled the strip of rubbers into your hand. “We can use these…” you said with a raised eyebrow and a suggestive smile. “If you’re still up for it,” you added, although his cock, still standing proud, gave you half the answer. 
He laughed, his gaze turning to the side as he bit his lip. Of course he wanted it, he needed it like he needed air and water.  “You don’t give up easily, do you?” 
“You should have known by now, Moony,” Sirius said as he pulled himself a little bit higher on the bed, earning a somewhat better view of both of your faces. The tension from the earlier situation had been enough to snap him from his fucked-out tiredness and fueled him with some much-needed adrenaline. “She’s dating the two of us, even after you played hard to get.” 
You straight up laughed at his comment. “Such an idiot,” you mumbled. 
Sirius just smiled confidently and leaned close enough to press a kiss to Remus’ shoulder and looked at you through his lashes. “Perhaps, but without your stubbornness, we wouldn’t be here,” he teased further. 
“Oh, shut it,” you smiled, playfully trying to push Sirius’ face off of Remus’ shoulder, but he was faster, grabbing your hand and pulling you closer to him, causing your folds to smash against Remus’ hard cock again and instantly earning a groan from him. 
Sirius bit his lip as he looked down. “Come on, Étoile, I think it’s time to end our poor guy’s suffering.” 
You smiled, pulling back to rip one of the rubbers from the strip and giving it to Remus. “I guess he will teach you how to use them in the end,” you added with a teasing grin and Remus’ hands carefully opened the silver package and slowly rolled down the condom around himself.  
“Does it feel different?” Sirius asked out of curiosity, not quite thinking. 
Before Remus even had time to think of the answer, which you assumed he wouldn’t have, you replied, “We can try later and you tell us.” You turned to Remus and smiled, “Ready?” 
He smiled and nodded in return. You breathed, raising yourself a little and grabbing his cock to line it with your entrance. He stared at your hand in his cock, and then at your determined gaze as you accommodated yourself, his breath getting caught in his throat as he braced himself for what was about to happen. Feeling completely unprepared and utterly ready at the same time. 
You breathed and slowly lowered yourself on him. Remus’ hands were instantly on your waist, taking away some of the weight from your legs as you slowly sank into him. “You good?” he asked about halfway through. Sirius pressed a quick kiss to his neck as he smiled, his nose and lips still brushing against the other’s skin. Of course, Remus would take the time to ask about your well-being in such a situation, he thought.
“Mhm,” you managed to say with a nod; he could hear the slight strain in your voice, you were adjusting to him. Sirius already suspected there hadn’t been that many times for you before, he’d ask eventually, not out of jealousy, but out of curiosity. As you continued to lower yourself onto Remus’ cock you breathed deeply. 
Remus looked like he was trying his hardest not to move. Sirius could easily feel the tension on his shoulders and muscles, the stutter in his breath, the restraint he was enacting to be able to hold back. But he waited nonetheless. You had your head hidden in his neck, and were still breathing rather deeply, Remus was gently brushing his hands on your back now. “Still good?” He asked as he gently turned his head towards you. He couldn’t see your face but you smiled as you clenched around him in response. “Fuck!” 
“She just fucking clenched, didn’t she?” Sirius said with a wicked smile, leaning a little bit higher on his shins as he tried to look at the spot where the two of you were joined. He swallowed when he did. He had imagined what that looked like on the fae pool, but seeing it, even if it was Remus’ cock instead of his own, was doing it for him. His hand travelled to his cock, he couldn’t care less if he was going to be sore later. 
“Yeah, she– ah!”
“Did it again,” Sirius finished as he bit his lip, his hand already pumping gently as his thumb brushed his tip. 
“Thought you might like it,” you said. Remus still couldn’t see your smile, but he sure as hell heard it. You pressed a kiss to his neck, as you started to move, your hips slow and gentle as they moved out and in, and you squeezed. 
“Shit,” Remus said as he sighed. “You feel fucking amazing!” 
“I bet she does,” Sirius whispered with a smile, thinking of how you felt wrapped around his cock as he continued to touch himself. 
“You’re not so bad yourself,” you joked as you pressed another wet kiss to his neck. 
Remus managed to get conscious enough to look at Sirius with a raised eyebrow. Sirius shrugged in return. “Not so bad?” he said, a playful smile appearing on his lips, despite how overwhelmed he already was. “Can’t leave my girl with that impression, can I?” He asked, eyeing the other boy seconds after. 
Sirius  seemed to understand whatever it was Remus meant with that comment almost instantly and smiled, the time it took you to react to the exchange was cut short by Remus grabbing your waist and flipping the two of you around, your head landing softly onto a pillow as he laid you down on the bed. 
You swallowed as you looked at him, one hand still wrapped around your waist while he used the other to hold himself up. He looked at you with a sly smirk, as if he knew exactly what each ragged breath that came from your delicate lips meant. You looked back at him with parted lips, your heart beating faster as your eyes locked on his, both shining with lust.
“That was hot,” Sirius commented with a smile, “She liked it.”
“I know,” Remus replied with a smile as he pulled his arm from underneath you. “I felt it,” he added with a smile. He was still, looking at you with a teasing grin. As if waiting for you to ask him to move. You held his stare defiantly and clenched. He cursed. “You really are a charming li–” you clenched again and he stopped breathing for a second, biting his lips while he regained his focus. “–Little Witch,” he finished. 
“Thought that’s the reason you–” he placed his free hand on your breast, pinching your nipple as he stared straight at you– “call me that,” you finished with a smile. 
So playful, Sirius thought as he looked at the two of you, perhaps I could make things happen. Sirius leaned closer, switching his left hand to his cock to leave his dominant free and move that one between your bodies. He sneaked it in right to the place where the two connected and then pressed his index to your clit while his knuckles brushed the top side of Remus’ cock, drawing slow circles onto both. Although he couldn’t see directly, he was remarkably good at finding soft spots, and he could tell once he had.
Remus seemed to shiver, his hips moving slightly back as he touched him, also a result of your very tight clenching once Sirius started circling your clit. “Stop torturing each other,” Sirius said playfully. “You both know how fucking incredible you are.” 
You smiled, and angled your hips upwards, sinking deeper into Remus’ cock before pulling back down again. Remus sighed in pleasure and started to move his hips as well, Sirius’ hand in between your bodies adding an extra layer of friction that had both of your minds reeling.
As Remus continued thrusting into you he leaned closer, his skin craving yours like a famished animal, a yearning he’d withheld for too long finally finding solace; in the plushness of your breasts and the hardness of your nipples, in the curve of your waist and mellow sounds your throat kept making. For him. 
 He had enough sense left to press soft, wet kisses against your lips, cheeks and jaw, as he relished on the myriad of feelings you were giving rise to. His nose, buried in your hair, the way you smelled of sweat and perfume and Sirius, was so perfect that he was overwhelmed with the sensory overload of it all. His breath tickled the soft skin of your neck as he continued to pound into you.
“You’re amazing… you feel amazing,” he mumbled as he thrusted, feeling Sirius’ hand with each move of his hips which was driving him just as mad as your walls wrapped around his cock. He pressed a quick kiss to your cheek. “I never imagined I would– fuck.”  
“I know,” you said breathily. “Fuck, I know,” you added, your hips chasing his own, matching his pace and surpassing it with frantic movements.
You weren’t sure where you ended and he started, let alone whether either of you could think properly at this point, at least not past basic actions: hips moving, kissing and mumbling senseless incoherencies; soft loving words, moans and curses blended into the atmosphere around you, the vibration of your voices saturating the air like stars in the sky.
Sirius wasn’t much better either, with one of his hands right between the two of you and the other on his cock, his thoughts were mostly focused on how alluring Remus’ back looked as it flexed, and how wonderful you looked right under him, your hair sprawled to the sides, making sounds that were as obscene as they were delightful.  
At some point Remus managed to push Sirius into a laying flat position, having him almost beside you so he could reach his mouth while he continued to fuck into you. He could have both, he had both, and heaven was nothing but a petty promise in comparison to it. His movements became faster and more erratic the further it went.  He kissed Sirius’ soft lips, losing himself on the boy for what could have been an eternity from how intense it felt. 
“Fuck, Rem,” you managed to whimper, driving his focus back to you.
It might have been Sirius’ hand the one circling your clit and making your mind grow even fuzzier, but it was Remus’ weight on top of you, it was his strong chest the one pressing you onto the bed, his cock stretching your walls so tight that you barely noticed the slick wetness leaving your body as he fucked you, running from the place where your bodies connected toward your ass, and finally drenching the bedsheets. 
Oh, how bad you three were ruining that bed…
“You’re close, aren’t you, Starshine?” Sirius asked while Remus’ panting breaths mingled with yours. Both of Sirius’ hands were busy, but Remus had been alternating between kissing you and Sirius, switching almost any time he needed to stop to breathe. He wondered if there was a way of being even closer to the two of you, and hoped he’d have time to figure it out. 
“Mhm...” you moaned.. “Think he… he’s too,” you added, noticing how much more erratic his movements had become. You clenched harder, and you noticed how tense he’d become, his abs tightening and his head buried in the curve of your neck instead of returning to kiss. Sirius eyed him, Remus had his eyes clenched shut as he focused, trying to fuck you through his own high. 
“It’s okay,” you cooed as you noticed him struggling to hold. You couldn’t quite feel his cum inside you, but you felt the warmth either way. 
“No, I wanted you to–” 
“It really is okay,” Sirius reassured him as well. His hand on your clit did not stop even when Remus’ movements started to slow. And your breath became ragged until you saw stars, gently moaning his names.  Eventually, his hand slowed, stilling right in the middle when Remus’ weight fell onto the two of you. Remus breathed; exhausted, delighted, awed  – He’d glimpsed at whatever lays beyond heaven for the first time in his life. 
His body pressed into you and Sirius, sated and spent, Remus uttered, “I love you both so fucking much,” without even thinking. And then he tensed, looking up and at the other boy’s face with eyes wide open, as if he’d just said something ludicrous. 
You smiled, moving one of your hands to rest against his arm, but Sirius beat you to speak, with a smile on his face, looking back at Remus with a tenderness that you had only seen a few times, on those rare occasions he let out raw honesty. “We love you too, Remus.” 
“To the moon and back,” you added with a fucked out and yet slightly teasing smile. 
You stayed like that, tangled together for a while, enjoying the sweet moment until Remus accidentally moved his arm and noticed Sirius’ cock still hard. He bit his lip. He was still half-soft inside you when he grabbed it and started pumping on it lazily. You didn’t have much space to move, but you managed to get one of your hands onto Sirius’ head and gently scratched his scalp with your hands as Remus helped him finish again. 
His sounds were enough to make you wet again, coating Remus’ half-hardness as he continued to pump. It didn’t take longer than a few minutes for Sirius to cum onto Remus’ hand again, making a mess on the bed that equaled the one you had made earlier. 
“I swear I’d go on for days if tiredness wasn’t a factor,” Sirius sighed contentedly as he looked at Remus and then at you, getting a glimpse of one of your still hard nipples, the lack of movement making you finally notice how cold it had gotten.
“Bet,” you said with a smile, and pulled the side of the duvet that wasn’t squelched under the three of you to cover yourself from the cold.
Remus sighed, and placed one of his hands in between your head and Sirius’, attempting to stand, but both you and Sirius pulled him back down. “Let’s stay like this a little longer,” Sirius mumbled. 
“I’m still inside–” 
“–Does it bother you, Starshine?” 
“What?” you asked, turning back to him – you’d been looking at the window, trying to shut it with wandless magic, but you were too tired to properly work it out. Honestly, you were still shocked at the fact that you’d successfully accio'd the condoms earlier. 
Sirius looked down. Remus hid his face on the boy’s chest, feeling rather bashful at Sirius’ shameless staring. 
“Oh,” you said. “Not at all, I’m just cold.” 
Remus moved his hand without even looking and the windows shut by themselves. The temperature in the room warmed almost instantly. 
“Fucking impressive,” you said. “I’d been trying to do that for the past few minutes.” 
“While Remus was helping me cu–” 
“–I was cold,” you added before he said something obscene. In return, he wiggled the finger that was still on your clit and you hissed. “Stop teasing! We’re all exhausted.” 
“Are we, though?” 
“Yes,” both you and Remus retorted and Sirius just smiled. You stayed like that for a little while longer. Enjoying the way their skin felt against yours, and the way they felt against each other. You wondered if it would ever get better than this; it seemed impossible, but the two of them had already shown you how “impossible” could be easily conquered. 
“We should clean up and get dressed before they get here,” Remus said as he raised his head and looked at the clock. “We don’t want James or Peter to see us like this.” 
“Hm…” Sirius said thoughtfully. “That could be a way of telling him.” 
“That could be a way to scare the shit out of him,” you responded.
“But then after the shock, he’d know,” Sirius tried to reason. 
“You’re absolutely mental,” Remus said as he pressed a kiss to the boy’s collarbone, and your lips, and pushed himself up. This time neither of you stopped him. He got out of you with a low hiss and pulled the condom off before vanishing it. 
“Étoile,” Sirius asked as he watched Remus’ rubber disappear. “How are you planning to figure that one out?” 
“I have contacts,” you said with a smirk. And then looked down on yourself. You were still rather wet and sticky. Perhaps I could take a quick shower, you thought while looking at the bathroom. Remus and Sirius weren’t much better either, Remus was sticky with Sirius’ first orgasm and Sirius still had cum all over his belly. “We’re a mess.” 
“A beautiful mess,” Remus smiled. 
“A delightful mess,” Sirius agreed. 
You looked at Remus, leaning on his shins as he stood from the bed, he had a small purple mark near his collarbone, which blended seamlessly with some of his scars. You had no idea if that had been you or Sirius that caused it, the fact that it could be either one was exhilarating. “Couldn’t agree more…” 
“Let’s get you cleaned up,” Remus said, extending his hand to you. 
“What? Aftercare?” you asked with a raised eyebrow. 
“Sirius, have you been neglecting our girl?” Remus teased as he looked at the other boy. 
“Last time we fucked it was in the water, and trust me, I cared mighty well for her.” 
You laughed and didn’t complain as Remus pulled you to their bathroom and started the taps. “Not so hot,” Sirius said from the room as he cleaned the bedsheets with a swipe of his wand. He knew Remus usually took scalding showers. 
“You’re not even here,” Remus retorted from the bathroom, although he did open the cold tap a little further. 
“Yet…” Sirius added, and you laughed. There was no way in hell the three of you would fit into the small bath.
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lastfairdealgonedown · 2 days ago
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everything under the sun is in tune
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summary – in which the quiet moments greatly overpower the present dismay that drives its roots into amphoreus -> aglaea x afab!reader
includes – descriptions of aglaea & reader both being bare (not in the suggestive sense!), aglaea tugged a few strings [get it] to get the reader into the chrysos heirs baths, might not be too lore accurate, rare footage of me writing fluff (expect 10 angst fics after this). reader uses terms of affection commonly used in greek
a/n – got aglaea and failed a uni math exam, merely hours apart. 10/10 use of luck if i may humbly say so myself
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In times of great turmoil, it is of outmost importance that all remains under control, and that the citizens remain peaceful. A nation is not defined by its land, as much as it is defined by its people, after all; As such, undoing knots from threads — in this case, Amphoreus — requires as much careful hands, as it requires stable ones.
Needless to say, it is the hands of the Chrysos Heirs that keep said thread stable. They are base and lever, the driving force behind Amphoreus and its saving grace. Their position requires them to be ready to take on anything, anytime, and as self-explanatory as that is, it is also taxing.
So, to remain on point, the Chrysos Heirs, too, must rest, which is a concept that your lover seems to forget more often than not.
Which is why you do your own part in saving Amphoreus: ..by forcing her to rest, of course. After all, who can resist the warm water of the baths? As above as she is from shallow temptations of the flesh, she is not totally immune to them. If not for you tempting her, she would probably work herself to the bo—
Ouch. “My apologies. I did not mean to harm you; Your hair tangles.. very easily.”
Lightly shaking your head, enough to not disturb Aglaea's work in your hair, you dismiss her apology. It's not her fault, after all; You are certain that she did a great job untangling any small knots prior to attempting to braid it. Flawless, per usual. “No, don't worry- It was never one to behave for anyone, not even for me.”
Humming behind you in concentration, your lover shifts to change her position behind you to something that further closes the distance, and allows her to move her arms more efficiently, “Whatever do you mean? It is ‘behaving’ perfectly- Matter of fact, I am already half-way through the braid.”
Huh?
Turning to peer over your shoulder as slowly as you can, Aglaea pauses her movements to allow you to look, gently raising her hands with strands of your hair in-between her slim fingers in order to show you the length of the braid so far. Impressive. You knew her hands were very lightweight and swift, but experiencing it first hand was.. a whole another thing. “Ah, you really are almost done.”
She hears you muttering something to yourself, most likely in shock, as you turn around to face forward again and let her continue her work. “Say, my soul.. When we have enough of the water, shall we bask under the sun, for a few minutes? You can head back to work, after that.”
There is silence on her end for a few seconds, seemingly thinking it over- It's obvious, in how the twirling movements of her hands slow down in your hair, now merely following muscle memory. “Bask under the sun..” she mutters to herself. “I am not opposed to it; I was thinking I could stay a bit more after, as well. There aren't any pending emergencies for the time being-”
“-so we can spend more time together?”
“..Yes.”
With a smile of triumph, you finally turn around to face her when she finishes your braid and ties the end with something that looks almost like a much shorter golden thread, hair whipping forward from the abruptness of the movement. “Glad to hear you're finally taking my offer to rest- It's been.. a while, since we've been like this.”
“That, it has been.” Eyes fluttering closed, a subtle sigh escapes from her nose when you lean forward and kiss her cheek, wet skin coming into contact with hers as you lean forward, hands resting on her legs to stabilize yourself.
In response, the faintest of smiles sneaks into her expression, leaning in and kissing your temple. Aglaea is pleased only by that which is beautiful, and needless to say she is very pleased by what she is seeing. You are beautiful like this; and she will never cease to remind you.
Her hands gently run down your arms, then move to your torso and drift down to your waist, simply admiring. There was nothing suggestive about the way she felt you — after all, she is one for truth, and bareness is a way of truth, accompanied by vulnerability. She is currently true to you, and you are true to her; No threads required.
“You are the epitome of beauty,” she mutters under her breath, leaning in to drift her lips over your cheek, whilst her hands travel up to your face — to cradle you gently, lovingly — as if she is holding the most seamless of fabrics. The corners of your lips twitch up upon hearing her, leaning just a bit closer and resting your hands on her waist to support yourself, legs outstretched behind you underneath the water, “Look who's talking.” you respond, quiet chuckle bubbling up in your throat as your eyes flutter shut peacefully, under her meticulous touch.
The two of you remain there for the time being; She hovers the pads of her fingers over your skin, just about everywhere she can reach, eyelashes occasionally fluttering, and you lean forward to press against her, resting your head against her collarbones. “Comfortable?” You can almost hear the source of her voice, when you're this close. “Very, my heart.”
Her hands drift up your spine, then down, and up again; Dragging her fingers slowly. She does not need vision to know the perfection of your skin. She knows you by presence alone, the way the air shifts when you're around, how the threads tied around her careful fingers tug a little more, almost eagerly. She may not know you by vision, but you overwhelm every other sense she has, to the point it is all yours.
To think that peace is eternal, frankly, is daft. In a world where our fate is what we are allotted and nothing more, it is not exactly easy to shake the balance and certainty of the threads, for such is our lot; If peace is to end and be replaced with turmoil, we are powerless against it. Nevertheless, many take it as a welcome challenge to try and shake the threads out of spite for fate's ruthlessness, seize them into our hands vehemently and alter them, cut them if we must and ultimately tie them elsewhere. That, is exactly why your hands tighten on her waist slightly when she moves to get up.
“Where are you going?” Her hands drag a bit against your skin as they withdraw, before resting on your shoulders and guiding you to sit up in the warm water. She is loath to make you get up when you are so comfortable, but you are too easy to predict, "You are falling asleep; I was merely about to fetch the towels and dry ourselves up, before heading back to our chamber."
With your head lulling from side to side and desperately trying to remain awake (and failing), you deny her claims and wave your hand dismissively, "Falling asleep? Me?" you pause, biting back a yawn and covering your mouth, "Don't know what you're talking abo- Did you just tighten the threads?"
"Attempting to lie to me is futile, you know this."
Chuckling, you force yourself to stand and cover yourself with the towel she hands you, tying it around your torso and humming, movements slow, prolonged and relaxed, "Oh, I know very well." You watch as your lover takes her sweet time getting dressed, adjusting her chiton on her shoulders and fitting her golden accessories around her arms, "Say, my heart.. have I told you you're beautiful today?"
The corners of Aglaea's lips twitch into a smile, "You did, just this morning." Adjusting her hair accessories, she makes her way to where your clothes are, neatly folded close to hers; She still remembers the love and care she put into this specific piece, when making it for you. She truly wishes she could see how beautiful you must look donning it, but for the time being, touch will have to do.
Making her way to you with your clothes in hand, she hums and stops right in front of you, "Now, let us get you dressed, and be on our way."
"Yes, love."
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sc0tters · 14 hours ago
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Comforts and Kisses | Will Smith & Macklin Celebrini
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summary: when the sharks lose another game there is only one person Macklin and Will want to see, you.
request: yes/no
warnings: throuple, minor to minimal swearing
word count: 1.09k
authors note: hello loves! this is our first attempt at a throuple that had nothing to do with a threesome and I have to say that I actually really enjoyed this little piece, so if you saw my post I am tempted to turn this into a drabble series so let me know if it is something you guys want because it would be driven by what you guys want to see. this is apart of the one shot wonder event which still has space for requests if you are interested!
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The boys were feeling rough after the loss. 
You already knew they were coming straight to yours after the game after you couldn’t make it, needing to get course work done. They always felt like they didn’t do as well when you weren’t in the crowd. Nevertheless, they understood that your studies took priority “baby?” Macklin called out as he opened the door to your apartment “living room!” You got up, not entirely sure where your boys wanted to go. Sometimes they’d arrive, desperate for a shower, sometimes it was dinner, and other times it was just wanting to hold you. 
Their footsteps were heavy against your floorboards “shouldn’t have left your door unlocked.” Will clicked his tongue, seeing you in one of his hoodies “didn’t know if you guys had your keys.” You explained that Macklin was notorious for forgetting his key at yours. 
But whatever potential argument was about to start, was cut off when you saw how the younger boy’s cheeks were tear-stained “sweet boy.” You sighed, opening your arms for Macklin to walk straight into them. 
He instantly melted into your touch “we played like shit today.” His words made you frown when your fingers ran through his hair “you tried.” You shook your head “you both did.” Will didn’t often need to be comforted by you but that didn’t mean that he didn’t like to be acknowledged. 
Your way with words often made Macklin feel better “yeah maybe you should tell your dad about that.” Your dad was the coach of the team so Will sometimes took his anger out on you “yeah I’ll make sure to bring it up during family dinner and I’ll even tell him that I’m fucking two of his players.” You scoffed, hating how the blonde would let his feelings about your dad choose how he reacted to you sometimes. 
Will felt his lips push into a thin line “please don’t fight.” Macklin pleaded, running his fingers along you the waistband of your shoulders “not tonight.” His words were soft while he kissed your collarbone. 
You both felt bad looking at the younger boy “you’re right.” You ran your fingers along his cheek before pulled him into a kiss. Macklin felt your tongue run along his lower lip before you pulled away. 
His cheeks were red, making you smile “I am sorry.” You apologised to Will, watching him rake his fingers through his hair “me too.” He motioned to you to come closer to him. 
Will couldn’t help but sigh “it has been a rough week.” The boys had lost three games on the bounce so they were looking forward to a few days off “how can I help you?” Will loved how caring you always were and he made that known as he kissed your forehead. 
A smile formed in Macklin’s face seeing you two okay again “I honestly just want to forget about the last few days.” Will’s confession came as you pressed a peck against his lips, assuming that he meant sex “you wanna pick a movie for us Mack?” The offer made his teammate’s eyes light up. 
Will squeezed your hand “maybe later for that, Mack has been talking about a cuddle all day.” Your cheeks turned red feeling the older boy kiss your earlobe as he whispered his words to you. 
Macklin sat on the couch with the remote in his hand as he stared at the screen “don’t go sitting anywhere that isn’t right here baby.” He patted the side of the couch next to him as it was your usual spot “you coming with us?” It was a two-seater couch but they often found themselves sat resting against you as you’d play with their hair. 
Will nodded, sending you a smile when he sat down before he pulled you into his lap “fast and furious baby?” You asked watching Macklin press play “you okay with that?” He never wanted to disappoint you so he was constantly double-checking. 
You softly smiled tapping your chest “c’mere.” Macklin didn’t need to be told twice as he rested his head on your shoulder “thank you.” He kissed your neck, not entirely sure how else to please you in that moment. 
Will mimicked his teammates actions as he too begun to nip at your neck “fuck.” You caught your lower lip between your teeth as you arched your back against the couch “you good?” Will reached, watching Macklin lean up to your lips. 
The younger boy teased you, letting his lips dance over yours “thought I was meant to be making you both feel better?” You breathed wanting to pull Macklin closer to you. 
And the younger boy wasn’t going to stop you from that as his lips grazed yours “you being here makes us feel better sweet girl.” Will cooed seeing how his words made you smile “shush it’s getting to a good part!” Macklin grumbled, shooting the both of you a glare before he rested his head back on your shoulder. 
The boy brought your hand into his hair, emphasising what he wanted from you “bossy.” Will mouthed making you smile as you kissed the younger boys head. The blonde ran his fingers over your thigh, he knew he should have been watching the movie but still feeling a little irritated, he loved how you looked in his hoodie. 
His eyes staring at you made your thighs press together “such a pretty girl.” The blonde boy mumbled resting his head on your other shoulder, opting to behave for the night as his hand sat on your stomach. Softly, he pushed your hoodie up to reveal your skin. He knew your stomach was sensitive and he played into that when he looked up at you. 
Macklin was just watching the movie, occasionally turning his head to kiss you “stop it.” You warned Will after he had been the one to turn you down earlier “I just wanna feel what my hoodie has got to feel all day.” Will whispered into your ear with a smirk. 
His calloused fingers were rough against your soft skin “don’t remember telling you to take it.” It had been in his own closet, so you took it when you were over having out with them “looks so much better on me, though, don’t it?” You winked blowing him a kiss before Macklin sucked at his teeth. 
The brunette reached up to grab your jaw with two of his fingers “watch it doll.” He ordered wanting you both to shut up because at least then you focus on playing with his hair. 
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angelbby555 · 2 days ago
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ᡣ𐭩 •。ꪆৎ ˚⋅ stone cold
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Summary: The daggers watch an expressionless girl light up when Bradley comes up up behind her.
Word count: 700
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All the daggers tried to guess what was wrong with the girl sitting quietly at the bar. Dog got run over by a car, fired at work, boyfriend cheated on her. Your face was naturally pulled into a sad expression leaving the group wondering what was wrong with you.
Bob had gone to the bar to order a drink and couldn't help and ask if you were okay. You flashed him a tight lip smile and nodded. For some odd reason they were expecting you to trauma dump all over him. The moment Bob left, your eye feel back into that cold distant gaze. Your lips falling into a frown and your eyebrows falling back down into place.
"Yeah she looks like she's had rough life." Jake remarked while they all obviously stared at you from across the bar.
"Probably walks through hell and back, and consider it a regular day." Coyote add stealing the pool stick away from Jake's hands.
"Hey where's Bradshaw?" Natasha asked turning to look back at the pool table. He always seemed to be somewhere, that everybody else wasn't. Bradley was always the last the join the group parties and turns up late to work.
"Doing whatever adventurous things little birds do" Jake said with a scoff not really caring if Bradley was here or not.
After a round of pool and drinks the daggers were looking for entertainment again. They all avert their gaze back at you, still sitting at the bar with your stone cold resting face. Analyzing you like you were a piece of art up for interpretation. Everything about your sad features were beautiful like the cold snow. You looked intimidating to talk to, since you didn't smile at all, but that made you more alluring.
"Oh my god rooster going up to her." Mickey announced to the daggers even though all of them had noticed.
"Give it up you got no chance." Payback mutter what all the group was thinking. Bradley looked like a ray of sunshine while you looked like a rain storm.
The group did not blink as they all observed Bradley walking up to you with a smile on his face. He came up behind you and covered your gloomy eyes with his hands.
"No shot." Jake shook his head.
They watched Bradley whisper something in your ear before kissing you there. Their jaws were on the floor, no way was Bradley acquaintances with the depressed looking girl.
Your hands cover over Bradley large ones. Your whole face lit up. The sorrowful look had completely vanished off you. Your smile was contagious and bright. You didn't look like a mean girl, but the sweetest one to drop the earth.
You turn to look back and gently pry his hands off your eyes. The moment his hands uncovered your eyes, your full attention was to the 6 ft tall pilot behind you.
The only way they could describe the look in your eyes was in love. Like Bradley was the only man to ever exist. They watched Bradley nod his head at you, before you leaned back to kiss him.
"You got to be kidding me." Reuben said in disbelief.
It was absolutely nuts for them to witness true love in action especially with none other than expressionless girl and Rooster. They watched you transform before their eyes all because you held so much love for Bradley.
After that you were introduced to his friends. Obviously Jake was the first to speak up.
"Wait so you're not sad?" He asked the question everybody was wondering about.
A shy laugh escaped your lips as you looked up at Bradley with nothing but admiration in your eyes.
"No, no this is just my resting face." You shook your head. Now that you weren't looking Bradley was gazing down at you with a love sick expression like he could hang the moon and the stars for you. "But I get that a lot."
After a few weeks you started to grow comfortable around the group and didn't look intimidatingly stern like you used to. A small grin was on your face now, but not a smile that reached your eyes like when Bradley was around.
It was clear that you to held a special connection.
couldn't find any lonely girls at the bar pinterest pics so we resorted to the blonde girl,
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justmeinadaze · 12 hours ago
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November Rain (Part 5) (Eddie X Plus Size Y/N)
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Warnings: Older (Late 30s) Daddy Eddie/ Young (early 20s) Plus Size Sub Fem Y/N, Light Smut, Fluffy I love you smut, light dirty talk, etc.
ANGST *Poses for an angsty picture with an angst photographer who has been paid in angst* Mentions of cheating, Y/N get smacked (brief), Eddie takes care of her and makes her feel safe, Eddie finalizes his divorce (brief), Ava causes ALL the problems, cliffhanger ending.
Shit gets real!
Enjoy <3
Word Count: 3955
Series here/Donate to Me
“I know this is probably a dumb question but how is everything going?”
Eddie smiles as he reads your message while he waits for his ex-wife to come in so they can proceed with finalizing everything for their divorce.
“It’s going.”
“Guess who she brought for moral support.”
“Oh, baby. I’m so sorry.”
“I wish you could be here.”
“That sounds weird. I’m sorry.”
“Why would anyone wish someone they care about could come see a divorce proceeding?”
“Idiot, Munson.”
“Eddie! Lol. I know what you meant.”
“But I’m going to see you tonight and I promise to take care of you, Daddy ;).”
“Alright, guys thank you for your patience. We just wanted to run through everything here. Now we want to make it clear that Mr. Munson is asking for nothing thus will get nothing.”
“Yes, he knows words, Jerry. Nothing means nothing.”, Eddie’s lawyer sasses as he rolls his eyes. “Fortunately for your client, he’s gone against my advice when it comes to getting things that should be owed to him including documenting the infidelity.”
“What?”, Ava asked causing all eyes except Eddie’s to turn her way. “That’s an option?”
“Um, yes. Instead of filing for the divorce on grounds of infidelity, Mr. Munson chose ‘irreconcilable differences.’”
“Why?”
“Does it matter?”, his lawyer snapped.
“What? So he can seem like the fucking good guy?!” As Ava begins to yell, her lawyer hastily pats her arm hoping to shush her before she pushes herself into a corner. 
“I didn’t want it on record. Again, that part of our marriage should be between me and you. No one else.”, Eddie hisses under his breath while continuing to glare at the table in front of him. “Honestly, at this point whatever gets this done faster I’m ok with. I don’t want money or the physical stuff. I just want to move on with my girlfriend and my boxing career and be happy.”
His ex’s eyes scanned him over at the word “girlfriend” and remained on him till the papers were ready to be signed. The metalhead couldn’t scribble his name down fast enough but as soon as he did, he gathered his things and hastily exited the room. 
***
“Ok, sweetheart, smile.”, Eddie’s uncle beamed as he took a photo of Paige in her graduation gown holding her diploma with his hand-held camera. 
“I don’t know if you know this, old man, but phones can do that now.”, his nephew teases making you and your friend giggle as Wayne narrows his eyes his way. 
It had been a few weeks since Eddie’s divorce and he had just fairly recently started getting back to his old self. You spent as much time as you could at his apartment comforting him and listening to him break down as he vented. 
“I’m sorry, baby. Fuck! Why do I feel this way?”, he growled at himself.
“It’s ok, honey. It makes sense. I mean, you had a whole life and family with this woman. You loved her once and she hurt you.”
Tugging you into his arms, he held you to his chest. 
“I don’t deserve you.”
“Said the man who used a flip phone till like 2017.”, Paige joked.
“Yeah, yeah, shut up.”, Eddie threw back before stepping forward to wrap his arms around her. “I’m so proud of you.”
You softly smiled as he kissed her forehead, praying that nothing would ruin this moment for either of them. 
The three of you weren’t that lucky. 
“Oh my God, sweetie, I’m so proud of you.”, Ava cried as she came forward to pry her daughter out of the metalhead’s arms to hug her tightly. 
Eddie and her boyfriend locked eyes before the long-haired man nodded silently signaling that he didn’t want any trouble today and the other man seemingly agreed, nodding back. 
“Can you believe it, Edward? Or daughter is a college graduate…again!”
“Nope. Can’t believe it at all.” As he forced a smile, Wayne patted his back comfortingly. “So, uh, we’re taking her to lunch and then I’ll have her back to you for dinner—”
“Oh…why don’t we all have lunch? I thought that was the plan anyway.”
“I, uh…” Your boyfriend’s protective eyes flick to his daughter before shifting your way and back to his ex. “I don’t know if that would be appropriate.”
“Why not? We can all get along for one day I think, right, Paige?”
When your friend looked at you, you flashed her a soft smile as you took her hand. 
“It’s up to you, sweetheart.”, you whispered. 
“O-Ok, I guess that’s fine.”
***
Nothing about this lunch was fine.
While Wayne tried to start casual conversation, the tension between Ava and Eddie was palpable to say the least. 
“So, what are your plans now, Paige? Got a job lined up?”, he asked as she took a sip from the glass in front of her. 
“Um, yeah, kind of. There’s this museum downtown that wants to hire me to review and authenticate art. I’ve also been saving for a studio so I hope I can get that soon.”
“How much more do you need?”
“The down payment is $2500 and I’m about halfway there.”
“I have that if you need it, baby.”, Eddie offers making his daughter smile as she politely shakes her head. 
“Thank you but I want to do this myself.”
“I can understand that.”
“I’ll bet he does.”, her mom sassed under her breath causing her ex to shift his gaze her way. “Always did things all by your lonesome without consulting or worrying about me or your family.”
“Ava…”
Your hand on his thigh gave him pause as he heavily exhaled and leaned back in his seat. 
“I’m, um, I’m going to run to the bathroom. Y/N, will you…?”
“Yeah, of course.”
As soon as the both of you are out of sight, his ex-wife tilts towards him and points her finger in his face. 
“Why are you always trying to be the hero?”
“I’m her father.”
“Oh, like that really fucking matters to you.”
“I’m not doing this with you today, Ava. Our daughter just graduated college; can’t we fucking celebrate that? This is about her not us.”
“No.”, she hisses. “This is about you. Everything was always about you!”
“I’m not doing this.”, he repeated sternly. 
“Oh, you aren’t? You think your father of the year? You put everything over me and that little girl. First it was music, then it was boxing and now it’s your girlfriend.”
Eddie glared her way as his face scrunched in anger. 
“My girlfriend is none of your fucking business, Ava. I fought for years to make you happy but you always chose this fucker even when you gave me that fucking ultimatum. I’m finally with someone I don’t have to convince to treat me like a fucking person and who doesn’t fucking cheat on me.”
“You cheated on dad?”, Paige asked startling everyone at the table especially her father. “When? With him?”, she inquires as she points to her mother’s boyfriend. “You said you met him after dad left…that Dom helped you heal!”
“He did, honey.”, she tries to sooth, rising to her feet.
Your eyes meet Eddie’s, completely unsure of what to do but he seems equally lost as he also stands and allows things to play out. 
“When did you meet him? Before or after dad left?”
“Paige—”
“Answer me!”
At her outburst, people in the restaurant turned to look towards them. 
“Maybe we should head home to talk about this.”, Wayne interjects trying his best to be diplomatic. 
“Answer me, mom.”
“Did I meet Dom before Edward left for good, yes, but he was gone way before that. I was on my own most of the time and—”
“Don’t lie to her. The first time I caught you, I told you if you left him I would do everything in my power to work on us and even stopped boxing for a while but you kept seeing him so I left.”
“Why…why didn’t you say anything?”
“You had such a close relationship with your mom…I didn’t want to ruin that. Plus, like I tell you both, what happens between your mom and I should be between us. I never wanted you to get involved.”, Eddie answered honestly. 
“Oh please! I’m the bad parent here because I talked to my kid!?”
“Good wording, Ava. Ignoring the fact that you fucking lied!”
“You’re a liar to, Edward Munson!”, she spat as he looked at her with confusion. “Come on…it’s obvious your fucking Y/N.” Everyone at the table became silent as your eyes widen. “The way he looks at her, pulls out her chair, and smiles at her fucking compliments. He used to be that way with me in the beginning…”
Paige’s mouth drops in shock as she tries to understand the information coming at her. 
“No…No. Dad’s polite…he’s always been that way…Right?”, she asks as her gaze shifts towards him. “Right?”                
Eddie comes around the table to hastily grab her palms. 
“I’m so sorry, sweetheart. I never meant to hurt you. We met before either of us knew you were her roommate.”
  Silently, her bottom lip shakes as she yanks her hands from his grasp and power walks out the front door, ignoring the sound of your heels following after. 
“Paige, wait, please. Let me explain.”
At the sound of your voice, she stops dead in her tracks and turns to smack you hard. 
“After everything I’ve done for you, this is the thanks I get! God, you must think I’m really stupid, huh!? Us sitting there talking about your ‘boxer guy’ and me not knowing that you’re a fucking whore!”
“HEY!”, Eddie bellows as he comes up from behind you to face her. “I know you’re upset and you have every right to be, Paige Elizabeth Munson but that’s the woman I love so you will treat her with respect.”
“Respect?”, she cackled. “You didn’t show me respect when you decided to fuck one of my friends! Glad to know both my parents are despicable human beings!”, she growled as her mom finally came out as well before bobbing her head around her father to point your way. “You have 30 days to get your shit out of my apartment. Consider this your eviction notice.”
With that she turned and climbed in her car before speeding down the road. 
“We need to follow her.”
“Do we, Ava?!”, the metalhead screamed making you jump. “What are we going to say?! Because obviously you wanted to start a fucking a fight! What the fuck is wrong with you?! This was her graduation!”
“So it was ok for her to find out about my indiscretion today?!”
“SHE DIDN’T NEED ANY OF THIS TODAY! This why I wanted to take her to lunch privately!!”
“Ok, let’s calm—”
“Don’t you fucking speak or I swear to God.”, Eddie threatened Dom, stepping forward to intimidate him until his uncle quickly slid between them. 
“No. Paige is most important and both of you are her parents. Ava and Eddie, go find her. Dominick, son, I highly recommend you go home. This is between Paige and them. I’ll take Y/N back to my hotel and look after her till you’re done.”
As if he just remembered you were there, the boxer swung around and abruptly pulled you to his chest. 
“Are you ok?”
“No…go find your daughter, Eddie.” Cupping your face in his hands, his thumbs dried your tears that had begun to fall. “Go, Eddie. Now. GO!”, you shout he when hesitates to let you go as you shove his chest. 
“I got her, Ed. She’s safe with me.”, his uncle insisted as he wrapped a protective arm around your shoulders. 
The man’s eyes didn’t leave yours till he reached his motorcycle, hastily jumping onto it, and riding away in the direction Paige left in. 
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You listened to Wayne move about his hotel room as you tried to control the tears that were endlessly flowing. 
“Alright, honey, this is going to be cold.” You wince as he places a cold beer from his minibar against the growing bruise on your face. “I’m sorry. There’s no first aid here but the alcohol in that box there costs enough that it damn well should heal all wounds.”, he chuckles, smiling to himself when you breathily do the same. 
Again, he moves about and after a moment pushes what looks like an album into your field of view. 
“I bring that with me when I travel…mostly to embarrass Eddie.”
Slowly, you open the cover, smirking when you see a younger Wayne holding what you assume to be his baby nephew. 
“Yeah, I think that was the one and only time he was ever not talking.”, he teases as you flip the page. “That’s his mom and dad there; Elizabeth and Allen. She loved that kid more than anything.”
When your eyes met his, he heard the silent question reflect within them. 
“I think…my brother loved himself more than he ever loved them…which is why it kills my nephew that Ava makes those digs at him about him being selfish.”
Your head hung as you kept looking through pictures, softly smiling at the images of Eddie laughing with his mother or making funny faces at his uncle while he was doing something outside of the trailer. When you got to his high school photos, you fingers traced his face that seemed bright and hopeful. 
Him playing his guitar or D&D with his friends had a grin stretching wide but they didn’t compare to the one he wore when he was holding his newborn daughter. 
“When he found out Ava was pregnant, he was terrified but that first time he held her he told me it was like all his worries faded away and he knew he would do anything for that baby.”
With every photo, Paige got older but Eddie’s smile and the unconditional love in his eyes never faltered. 
“I keep this one in the back for obvious reasons but…” Tilting over you, he flips through the pages and pulls out a couple of images you immediately recognize as a young Eddie and Ava. He looked as handsome as ever in what you assume was a wedding photo with him in a tux and her in a white dress vaguely hiding her little baby bump. “Everyone kept calling it a ‘shot gun wedding’ but my nephew shut them down quick. ‘No, I love her. That’s my girl.’ He never wanted her to feel like they were getting married because they ‘had to’.”
A couple more pictures were behind it with Eddie kissing her cheek and Ava gently smiling at the action while another had him hugging her but she seemed to be pushing him away even while donning a small grin. 
“These past few months, he’s talked about a new girl he met but he never said your name. He just said it was complicated. Y/N, you should hear the way he talks about you…I’ve never once heard him sound that way about her. He seems so much happier since he met you… After everything that boy has been through, he deserves you.”
You started to sob and Wayne pulled you to his side as he tried to comfort you. 
A knock on his door had him promptly standing to answer it and as soon as Eddie saw your face from the doorway, he flew past his uncle to sit beside you, tugging you into his chest as he pet your head. 
“What happened with Paige?”, Wayne asked as he leaned against the dresser across from you both. 
“I, uh, we couldn’t find her but I called her boyfriend who said he’d keep an eye out for her so I think she’s with him. If she really wasn’t there he would have said he was going to go look for her to. He’s a good kid like that…”, he answered. 
“Do you want me to stay, Ed?”
The man holding you sighs as he shakes his head. 
“Naw, you don’t have to. I’m sorry for today—”
“No reason to be sorry, son. I’m used to being the referee.”, he laughs as his eyes scan you both over. “You should take her home so you two can rest and talk.”
After hugging his uncle, Eddie clings to your hand as he guides you to his motorcycle and puts on your helmet for you. As he straddles his bike and starts the engine, your arms wrap around him tightly causing his head to turn slightly when he hears your sniffles. 
The entire ride to his apartment, he kept one hand on the bike handle and the other on your leg or the back of your palm around his waist. At every stop light, your hands would press against his chest as you squeezed him a bit harder like a little girl does with a teddy bear when she’s scared. 
You were dropping and he could feel that energy radiating from you. 
You were terrified you were about to be in the same situation you had been when you and your ex broke up; a place you never wanted to be again. 
You just wanted to feel safe. 
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As soon as you both entered his apartment, Eddie allowed his protective mode to fully kick in as he took off his suit jacket, rolled up his sleeves, and took hold of your hand to lead you to the bathtub. 
Your eyes remained downcast as you listened to him turn on the water and throw in all the smells he knew you loved. Placing himself on the edge, he gently pulled you between his legs and carefully removed your dress along with your undergarments, tossing them to the side. 
A tear rolled down your cheek and he caught it with his thumb as he caressed your face. 
Once the bath was ready, he guided you in before suddenly disappearing. Your sad irises searched for him but he came back fairly quickly, flashing you a hair tie and taking off his slacks so he could sit behind you. 
You hummed lightly as his fingers gently massaged your head, threading through your hair gradually as he took his time pulling it out of your face. 
Eddie’s heart broke as he listened to you try to contain your tears, sliding down into the warm water to softly kiss your skin while holding you in his embrace. 
“Oh, Eddie, your shirt and your—”
His index finger on your lips silenced as he shook his head. 
“I don’t care.”, he murmured, resting his chin on your shoulder. “All I care about right now is you.”
“Should you?”, you whisper as your vision clouds once again. “I know how much you care about your daughter. You lost so much time w-with her because of Ava… I don’t want to be the reason you lose her again.”
“Y/N, I gave up music to become a husband and father. I gave up boxing to work in a grungy mechanic shop to take care of my family. I gave up my reputation so my daughter could have a relationship with her mother. My dad and my ex-wife both gave up on me… I even gave up on myself for a while there…but then I met you.”
His calloused fingers firmly grip your cheeks, craning your neck so your eyes could meet his.
“I will NOT give up on you.”
Water splashes out of the tub as you turn around to straddle him as you cling your arms around his neck and push your face into him as you sob. 
“Everything’s ok, baby. I got you.”
When your bath became too cold, the metalhead rose to his feet to grab a towel and dry you off before doing the same with himself. As he began to walk towards his closet to get you a shirt to wear, you pulled on his wrist and shook your head.
Tossing a smirk your way, he walked you to his bed where you both crawled naked under the covers laying on your sides facing each other. 
“You said you loved me. Did you mean it?”
His brown eyes search yours for a moment before silently nodding. 
“I figured it was kind of obvious but I’ve been in love with you since I saw you from the ring.”
“Why didn’t you say anything?”
“I didn’t want to scare you. I have said it a few times but you were asleep.”
Scooting closer to him, you place your arm over his hip and run your fingers down his back while in return he does the same with you. 
“I love you, Eddie.”
As he places his forehead against yours, a heavy sigh escapes his chest as his eyes close. 
“Say it again, please.”, he whispers. 
Your lips hover near his and he whines slightly at the pleasurable feeling of your warm breath.
“I love you, Eddie Munson.”
The man practically growled as his mouth crashed to yours.
“I love you to, Y/N… so fucking much…you’re safe with me, baby, I promise.”
As his kisses became more passionate, you felt the needy energy between the two of you grow.
“Make love to me, Daddy…please.”
At your plea, he firmly pushed you onto your back, sliding one of his arms behind your head and pulling you closer to his chest. After lifting the leg that was closest to him over his hip, you whimpered at the sound of him licking his palm before stroking his spit along his shaft and gradually entering your core. 
While one of your arms circled around his neck, the other held his hand as he began slowly thrusting his cock deeper inside you inch by delicious inch. 
“Oh my God…”
“I got you, sweetheart. You’re my girl and I’m—fuck—I’m gonna take such good care of you.”
“I know, baby, I know.”
Eddie continued to whisper in your ear as his pace steadily hastened and your eyes rolled shut as you absorbed every word. 
“I love you, baby girl. I’m gonna buy you a nice house where Daddy c-can have you in every room. I’m…I’m gonna work hard so I can buy my girl anything she wants. I’m gonna take you on dates and show you off because you—mmph—you deserve to be seen.”
“E-Eddie…”
Your whine drives him crazy, licking the tips of his fingers and pressing them perfectly against your clit causing you to moan louder. The man’s nose grazes your cheek as he pants and you can’t help but keen into the beautiful sound.
“S-Say it again, Y/N.”
“I love you, baby. Fuck, M’gonna cum.”
“Daddy’s got you, honey. It’s ok, let go.”
Your body trembles as you moan his title, his fingers continuing to play with your clit as you come undone.
“That’s my good girl. My perfect girl.”
His large palm cups your breast as he chases his high and your lips connect to his as your tongues dance together. 
Pulling away slightly, his nose scrunches as he grunts and you feel his release paint your walls. 
“Are you ok?”
You nod, wincing slightly as he pulls his softening cock out of your pussy and you roll onto your side again to face him. Placing his hand on your back, he pulls you close once more and you can’t help but giggle as he places gentle kisses on your forehead down to your nose. 
“Y/N?”, Eddie whispers, his eyes still closed as he tenderly keeps caressing your skin, smirking cheekily when you respond with a sleepy hm.
“Will you marry me?”
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lesmiix · 16 hours ago
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Hi, could you do a Hyun-ju x reader fluffy smut where they both are shy and clumsy
NSFW: Breathe
Hyun-ju x fem!reader.
Summary: You and Hyun-ju are... Clumsy. Even in sex, and both of you being shy doesn't help.
Warnings: Fluffy smut.
a/n: STOP THAT'S SO CUTE 😭
I really enjoyed making this but idk if it ended the way I wanted.
HYUN-JU REQUESTS ARE OPEN 💗💗💗
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You and your girlfriend were sitting on the living room's couch, watching a movie after a long day.
You guys haven't had sex yet, both of you were too shy to make the first step for that, even though both of you really wanted to take it.
There was a growing tension between you, as you laid your head on your shoulder and her hand was resting on your thigh. You noticed how she was slowly squeezing and caressing it.
A sigh left your lips, as you buried your face in her neck. You left a few kisses there, taking your time. She moved her head to the side, leaving you more space, letting you do whatever you wanted with her.
She gently pushed you onto the couch, laying you down and climbing on top of you. Leaving a trail of kisses down your neck.
She chuckled, stopping the kisses for a moment.
You also let out a giggle as you tried to unbutton her shirt failing in the attempt, due to the nerves you had of having her on you.
You've never done this before with anybody, neither has she. You were two inexperienced girls trying to figure out how to please each other.
You gave up in her shirt and you slowly put your hands on her chest, resting your hands on her breasts, slightly squeezing and caressing them.
"Is this okay?" You asked, your face all red, while you looked at her deep into her eyes.
"It's perfect." She shortly answered, letting out a soft groan to your touch.
She started caressing your naked stomach, as your shirt had been slightly pulled up.
Your mind was blank, you could only feel her touch against your skin. You tried again to remove her shirt, being more careful this time. With shaking hands, you began to undo a few buttons, your breath shaky. Once the shirt was open, you could admire her well-formed body. At first, you hesitated to touch her more, your heart was beating faster than ever and her touch on you didn't make things any better.
Her hands reached your sweatpants, playing with the hem, looking at you, searching for consent in your eyes. You nodded and you could see a shy but excited smirk on her face.
She gently pulled them down, along with your panties, leaving you in your most vulnerable state. You closed your eyes, waiting for any movement coming from her.
Some seconds of silence later, you felt her tongue caress your clit, gently. A moan escaped your lips. You wanted her to go harder, but you were too embarrassed to ask. You simply leaned your hips forward, giving her a hint of what you wanted. She got it.
Her pace increased, and she inserted two fingers into you, curling them upwards, caressing your spongy G-spot, making you whimper a bit.
She kept the combo of her tongue and her fingers for a few minutes, until she felt how you got more tight around them, you were close. That's when she stopped. She didn't want you to come yet.
You breathed heavily, still not processing what was happening.
You protested a little, you wanted more, you needed more. Shyly your hand went down to the edge of her pants zipper, tugging a little, letting her know what you wanted.
You both giggled a bit and then she softly unzipped her pants. Taking them off, leaving her in her boxers.
You both weren't good at talking dirty, the only noise coming out your mouth were moans and compliments to each other.
She took her cock out of her underwear, she was nervous, you could tell by the look on her face. She softly pushed it in your entrance, feeling how she filled you. You were a total moaning mess when she started thrusting in your hole, eyes were closed from pleasure.
You felt her hand hold your chin. "Look at me sweet girl" She whispered heavily.
And so you did, you opened your eyes slightly, and you saw how she looked deeply into yours.
"Does it feel good? Does it hurt?" She asked, trying to make sure you were fine.
"Good, good, keep going" You simply said, too focused on your pleasure.
You started having soft spasms, feeling a knot forming in your stomach. She felt you tighten around her and increased the pace of her thrusts. The orgasm took over both of you, as she slowed down the pace little by little, starting to get overstimulated.
She let out soft pants, still looking at you.
"You okay honey?" You asked, staring at her, seeing how red her face was.
"Yeah, yeah, I'm fine m'love" She answered, s She said, dropping onto your chest. Quickly falling asleep as you caressed her hair, her breathing came back to normal, totally relaxed now.
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the-froschamethyst4 · 21 hours ago
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Just found your account I love Guns and Dahlias it’s fantastic will you be doing a part 2 🥰
Guns and Dahlias Pt: 2
𖤐Pairing: Crime Lord! Ghost x Wife! Reader
𖤐Pronouns: She/Her
𖤐Warnings: Angst, smut, harsh language, kissing/making out, mention of guns, violence, blood, and gore, no codenames,
𖤐Summary: Picking up where we left off. Ghost is now on a rampage trying to find the person he cares more about then anything in the world his wife
𖤐Yes, of course! I will never you guys on a cliff hanger for any reason
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March (12:00PM)
It's been close to a month now, Simon was led to dead ends about the whereabouts of his wife.
Harry was no help, even though Simon was using him as leverage thinking maybe the asshole would come forward on who might have taken Y/n.
Simon paces in the meeting room, Johnny was going over the last compound thinking Y/n was there and wasn't, Simon blood was just boiling when he felt like they're not even close to finding her.
"I just want my fucking wife, that's all I fucking ask for," he grabs Harry by his shirt. "GIVE ME ONE GOOD REASON WHY I WOULDN'T BLOW YOUR BRAINS OUT?! You said you'd help us, and you keep dragging us to dead fucking ends."
"If you want to know so bad, then kill me," Simon takes a gun from John holster and with no regret or hesitation finally put this asshole out of his misery.
"SIMON!" Simon then started to go through Harry's pockets, grabbing a dagger and then reaching for a his jacket pocket and pulled out a photo.
"What is it?"
He flips the photo between his fingers and showed the guys. "The Alpes," he says. "The bastard knew the whole time." Simon moved his foot and kicked Harry's bloody face away.
"There's a compound in the Alpes?"
"Wait, can we be for sure."
"Find me those security cameras to every fucking airport!" Simon demands.
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The Compound
Y/n's fingers were cold, blistered, she just wants to know if Simon is coming? If he was close to finding her? She looks down at her fingers and saw them slightly yellowed.
"Fuck," she whispers while her teeth chattered. "S-Simon...please," she begs.
"Get up," someone stood at her cell door, she did what she was told, the guard walks in and she was yanked up off the floor, she was pushed to the wall as they searched her room like she was some sort of criminal.
"I-I'm cold."
"We all are," the guard says.
"You g-guys are in warm furs...I-I'm in a t-shirt and shorts..."
"Give her these," a man comes in, a scar over his left eye and one on the corner of his mouth. He tossed in some furs and pants that she knew wouldn't fit her.
"Boss, she's clear-"
"O-Of course I'm clear, you s-snatched me from my house with n-nothing on me, you f-fucking psychos," she curses.
"Oh she's got a fucking mouth on her, Boss," the guard spits as he walks passed Y/n. Y/n looked at the guard then at the man who gave her the warm clothes.
"Just t-take me back home, I-I'm not apart o-of whatever my husband d-does."
"Why would I do that? You're the one thing he cares about the most, if anything you're leverage till I get to see that bastard, again."
"Again?"
"Guess you don't know your husband at all...he use to work under me! He was a nobody before he met me." He just chuckles, he walks away from Y/n and they closed her cell door.
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12:50PM
"There." Simon pauses the video and zooms in, a guy in a mask carrying Y/n-well more like dragging her, her face was covered with a sack and her hand tied behind her back.
"That jet, track that jets data."
"Left at...5pm, landed in XYZ Airport just outside the Alpes."
"More information they had struggled to get into the air because a fight broke out."
"A fight? Are there cameras in there?"
"No, but...audio..." Johnny was hesitant to play the audio but Simon nods signaling to play it.
"This is Captain Jack Orsen, we're having a problem on the flight-"
"GET OFF OF ME! DON'T FUCKING TOUCH ME!"
"SHE BROKE MY NOSE!"
"YOU BITCH!" There was a struggle but they heard a smack and Simon clench his fists.
"THE BITCH SLAPPED ME!?"
"How did her hands get loose!?"
"Tie her back down."
"For a lady getting kidnapped, she does know how to fight," John says.
"She is a fighter-get me a flight to the Alpes, asap."
"Yes, sir-"
"You'll need back up."
"Tackle up," Simon says as they break.
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Now The Alpes 15 Minutes outside Potential Compound
"Insights say that it could be the compound."
"Alejandro managed to get in with no problem, undetected."
Speaking of Alejandro, he walked through the compound like everyone else, undetected. He carries a gun and walked with a mask covering his face like all the other guards. He stood just outside of a cell, he sees her curled up on the floor.
"Get up." She sits up and once Alejandro opened the cell door, he pushes Y/n to the wall, spreading her feet like it was protocol, he leans forward close to her ear. "Simon is coming." He says.
"Alejandro?" She whispers.
"Shh, don't blow my cover." Soon the head honcho stepped behind Alejandro. "She's clear."
"O-Of course I'm clear, you s-snatched me from my house with n-nothing on me, you f-fucking psychos," Y/n curses at the two men playing along with Alejandro.
"She's got a fucking mouth on her." He says, stepping out of the cell.
He walks down the hall, putting an ear piece in as he was away from the other guards and the head honcho.
"Simon? Do you copy?"
"Yes, where are you Alejandro?"
"In the dungeon where she is...she's here."
"Is she safe?"
"Couple of bruises," he looks up. "I have to go," he pulls his earpiece out and continues walking.
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Red lights flashed across the hallways. Shouts erupted in the distance. Alejandro instinctively reached for his pistol, pressing himself against the wall as chaos unfolded around him. The guards scrambled, some rushing toward the commotion outside while others barked orders into radios.
Then the first explosion hit.
The force rocked the foundation, dust raining from the ceiling. The blast sent a guard stumbling into Alejandro’s path. Without hesitation, Alejandro grabbed the man by the collar and drove his knee into his gut. The guard wheezed, doubling over, but Alejandro was already spinning him around and using his own rifle to snap his neck with a sickening crack.
Gunfire erupted in the distance, closer this time. Simon was here.
Alejandro sprinted back toward Y/n’s cell, neutralizing another guard with a swift blade across the throat. He retrieved the dead man’s keycard, swiping it against the panel. The lock clicked open.
"Move!" he barked.
Y/n didn’t hesitate. She stumbled forward, but Alejandro caught her arm, steadying her. "Can you run?"
"I can fight," she shot back, grabbing a fallen guard’s knife.
He smirked. "Then let’s get the hell out of here."
The hallway ahead exploded in a shower of sparks as gunfire ricocheted off the walls. Alejandro shoved Y/n behind cover, returning fire. Three guards fell before the rest scrambled for cover.
"We have to move now!" Alejandro shouted over the gunfire.
A familiar voice crackled over the radio. "Alejandro, where the fuck are you?"
He quickly tries to put his earpiece in. "North wing, second floor! Need extraction!"
"Hold tight. On my way."
Another explosion rocked the compound. Alejandro turned to Y/n. "You trust me?"
"Not really," she admitted, gripping her knife tighter.
He smirked. "Good. Stay close."
They sprinted down the corridor, dodging bullets and bodies as the compound erupted into full-blown war. And somewhere in the smoke and fire, Ghost was coming.
"Get down," Alejandro says, covering Y/n as they heard gun firing and then...it stopped. Alejandro released Y/n and they looked to see if it was clear.
Y/n sees her husband, blood covering his front as he was pulling his knife from the back of one of the guard that was firing at them.
"Simon!" Y/n calls out, Simon looks up and sees her.
No others words were exchanged, Simon put his knife back into his holster and running up to Y/n picking her up and hugging her so tight she could barely breath.
"Si," she coos, while holding his face.
"Oh, thank fuck, you're safe." He says. He looks at Alejandro and motions for him to get in front so they can all leave here unharmed and safe.
"Leaving so soon, Simon?" A voice calls from the end of the hallway. They stopped and turned. "The fun has just begun," he smirks.
"Viktor Mikhailov," Simon growled.
"It's been awhile...I'm not surprised you came in guns up and firing, and you setting off my alarms..."
"Take her out of here."
"Simon-"
"I'll be fine this is between Viktor and I."
Alejandro moved Y/n out of the way and headed out of the compound.
"Y/n!" John yells.
"He's still in there!" She cries.
"He'll be fine, Y/n, he's tough," Johnny tries to reassured her.
"I don't need that right now, I want my husband, I just got him back, I don't want to lose him."
They felt bad for Y/n, she cried on her knees, holding her face in her hands as tears streamed down her face.
"No need to worry," Johnny says, moving Y/n to turn and look.
"Simon!"
"No, need to cry, my love, I'm not going down that easily. It's gonna take more then that."
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7 Months Later
"Si? Where are you?"
Simon came out of the bedroom and was in a very nice suit.
"Where are you going? Are you going to see your mistress?" She teased.
"Funny, no I'm not. I have meeting today."
"Is it to talk about your retirement?"
"No...that's another time, my love." He leans down kissing her lips and placed his big hand on her plump stomach. "Get some rest, you're gonna need so much strength for when this little one comes along."
"I know." She whines, putting her head back.
"I'll be back later."
"Fine," she groans. He just smiles down at her and pats her back giving her a soft kiss and waited for her to get under the covers and get comfortable before he leaves.
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little-diable · 3 days ago
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Nothin’ slowin’ us down - Carlisle Cullen (smut)
Requested by lovely @jensen-ackles-girl for my birthday bash celebration. The lyrics are from Kameron Marlowe’s song “Nothin’ Slowin’ us Down”. Please like and reblog if you enjoyed reading this, your comments keep us writers motivated! Enjoy my loves. xxx
Summary: It has been months in the making and when the reader returns to Carlisle with yet another wound to take care of, the two finally close the gap between them, pwp
Warnings: 18+, smut, oral (f), friends to lovers
Pairing: Carlisle Cullen x fem!reader (900 words)
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“I am surprised it took you this long to return.” His teasing words drew heat to (y/n)’s cheeks, unable to look at the handsome doctor as he took care of her wound. “How long has it been? Two weeks?”
“Three.” Her whispers left him chuckling, followed by the sound of him dropping something into the metallic tray. The typical disinfectant scent clung to her, wandering up her limbs as if it was guided by his teasing.
“Three, of course. I should have started counting the days.” For a short second she allowed herself to look at him. She had arrived at his house a few minutes ago, knowing that the only doctor she would allow to touch her wasn’t working that day. Carlisle had greeted her with a knowing smile, guiding her towards his office with his hand placed on the small of her back - a touch that had left her all tingly in excitement.
“I’m sorry for disturbing you on your day off.”Carlisle’s cold hand found her warm chin, forcing her to get lost in his golden eyes. He only shook his head at (y/n) with a smile glued to his lips.
“You never disturb me, darling. I am always happy to help you.” She felt the air get sucked out of her lungs, eyes momentarily flickering down to his pale lips. Something had always tingled between them, something that drew her closer to the tall doctor like a moth to a flame.
“Why are you always so nice to me?” It was a bold question. Deep down she was desperate to hear the words she dreamt of late at night, a confession to push the two closer together. And until today it had been nothing but that, a dream. But now she felt things shift, guided by the feeling of him cupping her cheeks slowly as if he was waiting for her to pull away.
“Well, darling. I've had my eyes on you for more than a minute. Girl, I admit it, I'm about to lose my mind.” He dipped his head down, slowly, calculated almost - and (y/n) didn’t dare pull away. She met him halfway, eagerly pressing her lips against his to draw a soft groan out of the doctor.
Carlisle didn’t break the kiss as he cupped her other cheek with his now free hand. A whimper broke out of (y/n) as he stroked along her lower lip with his tongue, begging for entrance. She had to push him away to inhale some air into her burning lungs, wide eyes staring at the smiling doctor.
“I’ve been thinking of doing this for way too long.” Her mumbled words filled his office, followed by a gasp as he picked her up and carried her towards his couch. Carlisle kissed her again, with more urgency this time. (Y/n) didn’t even try to fight against the need flushing through her, falling backwards against the couch with Carlisle towering over her. “Don’t stop, keep touching me, please.”
“Are you sure, darling?” She kissed him again, hoping that he understood what she wanted from him. His cold hands wandered down her sides, disappearing beneath her shirt as she eagerly pressed her hips against his. Most of his weight rested on top of (y/n), allowing her to feel his need for her.
“I want to take my time for you when we don’t need to worry about being interrupted. But will you let me have a taste?” Heat buzzed down her spine, unable to stop a moan from breaking out of her. She undid her trousers with trembling fingers, needing to feel whatever he wanted to offer her. Carlisle stared at (y/n) with something overly sweet swimming in his pupils as he kissed his way down her stomach.
Golden eyes kept looking at her features as he pushed her panties aside, tongue darting out to press against her heat. Both moaned at the new touch, not daring to believe that this moment was real. It had been months in the making, drawn together by her almost weekly hospital visits due to her clumsy nature, wondering who‘d be the first to break.
“Carlisle, fuck, more pressure.” It felt unreal almost, torn between the sweetness laced in his touch and the feeling of his cold tongue pressed against her pulsing bundle. He instantly followed her call, pressing himself further against her while sucking on her bundle with an unfamiliar kind of urgency.
(Y/n) had to arch her back off the couch, thighs already trembling the second he pushed two cold fingers into her tightness. Her eyes fluttered close, unable to focus on anything with her nervous eyes flickering between his darker growing ones.
“Darling,” Carlisle mumbled the word, forcing her to tremble beneath him. “You taste so sweet, I could stay here for as long as you want me to.”
“Forever, please.” It was all he needed to hear. Carlisle lapped at her folds with more urgency, fingers curled to make her cum. He needed to watch her fall apart while they were still alone in the house. And seconds later she followed the wordless call of his body, letting go with his name rolling off her tongue.
“I need you at my apartment, we aren’t done here for a long time.” The words left her before she pulled him in for a kiss, not ready to let him go any time soon.
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lostinlovingrevery · 4 hours ago
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I just need Logan to comfort me I’m tired
Sweet Dreams
Logan Howlett X Reader
Settling down for the last few nights has been a challenge
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A/N: Literally decided to whip this out as soon as I got this ask because I'm up very late and honestly same. short and sweet!
Warnings: Not much plot, just Logan forcing you to rest and giving you snuggles <3
"Coming to bed bub?"
You were up late- again.
Whatever the reason. Work, anxiety, insomnia. It just contributed to your awful sleep schedule as you tried to trudge through your day to day life.
It wasn't that you were unhappy, things just happened, and you dealt with them the best you could.
Logan though, wasn't having it tonight.
He was leaning against the doorway, arms crossed, giving you the familiar gruff expression, his lips in a frown and his brows creased together in focus on you.
"In a little bit Lo," You tell him before turning back to scroll on your phone some more. Does it help the lack of sleep? No. Does it give you a temporary serotonin boost? Sure!
Logan wasn't satisfied. He walked over, snatching your phone out of your hand, tossing it gently to the nearest surface, before picking you up, his arms looping under your legs and around your shoulders as you he lifted you up against him. You laughed, despite how exhaustion clawed at you.
"Logan!"
"Nah bub, bedtime is now."
He carried you to your shared bedroom, placing you gently in bed, before clambering over you to reach his side of the bed. He pulled the sheets over the both of you, pulling you into his side.
You almost immediately melted into him, as your cheek rested against his chest, feeling the rise and fall of his breathing. His arm wrapped around you- as his hand scratched your arm gently, up and down in soothing motion.
"You alright bub?" He asks gently.
"Mm." You barely nodded as your eyes grew heavy. The warmth and comfort of Logan around you had immediately reset your body, your nervous system calming down.
"I know you're having trouble, but you don't have to go through it alone."
"I know..." You say softly, your hand coming over to rest atop where his heart is.
"I'm here for ya bub, whatever you need."
A faint smile on your face, your eyes now closed as sleep began to call your name. "Thank you Lo...."
"And whatever is bothering you, whatever you're dealing with...." He trailed off as he searched for the right words. Only to realize by the sound of your soft, slow breathing.
You fell asleep.
He chuckled to himself. Pulling you closer to him, as he leaned his head down to press a soft kiss to the top of your head, gently tugging the blanket further up your body to make sure you're warm and comfortable. You'll talk some more tomorrow, when you are better rested...
He just wanted to make sure you're taken care of, and he'll stop at nothing to do anything for you.
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bellaserina · 17 hours ago
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Childhood Friends 8
A new day. A new excuse to avoid him.
Isabella had spent the morning trying to convince herself that last night didn’t matter. That Charles didn’t matter.
But she wasn’t that good of a liar.
The tension from the dinner still clung to her like second skin, and no matter how many times she replayed their confrontation, the outcome was always the same—she had run, and he had let her.
Again.
That should have been the end of it.
But then Kika called.
And now Isabella found herself sitting at a quiet café in Monaco, watching as Kika stirred her cappuccino, her dark eyes studying her with an intensity that reminded Isabella too much of Pascale.
“So,” Kika said finally, setting her spoon down. “Are you going to tell me why Charles looked like he wanted to punch a wall last night, or should I just assume it was because of you?”
Isabella sighed, sinking deeper into her chair. “Kika—”
“Don’t Kika me,” she interrupted, arching a perfectly shaped brow. “You’re avoiding him.”
Isabella let out a humorless laugh. “That obvious, huh?”
Kika tilted her head. “More than obvious.” She leaned forward, her tone softer. “Isa, you can’t keep doing this. It’s exhausting to watch, and I can’t imagine how exhausting it must be to live.”
Isabella clenched her jaw. “It’s not that simple.”
Kika sighed, shaking her head. “It is, actually. You love him. He loves you. The rest is just noise.”
Isabella looked away, staring at the street beyond the café window. “If it were that simple, we wouldn’t be here.”
Kika studied her for a moment before reaching for her phone.
Isabella frowned. “What are you doing?”
“Solving your problem,” Kika said, typing something.
Isabella’s stomach twisted. “Kika—”
“Too late.” Kika looked up, a satisfied smile on her lips. “He’s on his way.”
Isabella’s heart stopped. “You did not.”
“Oh, I absolutely did.”
She barely had time to process what was happening before the door to the café swung open, and suddenly, there he was.
Charles.
His gaze found hers instantly, something unreadable flickering in his expression.
Kika stood, grabbing her purse. “I’ll leave you two to it.” She kissed Isabella’s cheek before whispering, “Don’t screw this up.”
And then she was gone.
Leaving Isabella alone with the one person she had been trying to avoid.
Charles didn’t move for a long moment. Then, finally, he walked over and took the seat Kika had just vacated.
Silence stretched between them.
He was the first to break it.
“Are you done running?”
Isabella inhaled sharply. “I wasn’t—” She stopped herself, closing her eyes briefly. Lying was useless. Not with him.
Charles leaned forward, his elbows on the table, his green eyes burning into hers. “Talk to me, Isa.”
She swallowed past the lump in her throat. “I don’t know how.”
He exhaled slowly, as if he had been expecting that answer. “Then let me make it easy for you.” His voice was low, careful. “Do you want me?”
Her breath hitched.
“Because I need to know,” he continued, his jaw tight. “I need to know if this—whatever this is—is something you actually want, or if I’m just some ghost from your past you can’t shake.”
Isabella felt her pulse in her throat. “You’re not a ghost.”
“Then what am I?”
She hesitated.
And that was enough.
Charles sat back, a bitter smile tugging at his lips. “That’s what I thought.” He pushed his chair back, standing.
Panic surged in her chest. “Charles—”
“I won’t chase you forever, Isabella.” His voice was quiet but firm. “If you want to run, go ahead. But don’t expect me to be here when you decide to stop.”
He turned to leave.
And just like that, she felt it—the familiar pull of him slipping away.
A part of her wanted to let him go.
But another part—the part that had loved him since they were kids—refused.
So, for the first time in years, she didn’t run.
She stood, reaching for his wrist, stopping him in his tracks.
“Stay.”
It was barely a whisper. A plea.
He turned slowly, his eyes searching hers.
And this time, Isabella didn’t look away.
Charles didn’t move.
Not right away.
His gaze flickered down to where her fingers were wrapped around his wrist, the warmth of her touch sending a jolt through him. It was so small—this moment, this fragile thing between them—but it felt massive. Like it had the power to change everything.
His jaw clenched. “You don’t get to do that, Isa.”
She swallowed hard. “Do what?”
“Pull me back when it’s convenient for you.” His voice was quiet but sharp, each word cutting into her like glass. “You’ve been running for years. And every time I try to move on, you do this.”
She flinched.
Because he was right.
She had spent so long trying to protect herself from him—from the feelings that had been impossible to ignore—that she hadn’t realized how much she had hurt him in the process.
Charles exhaled roughly, shaking his head. “What do you want from me, Isabella?”
She hesitated.
And that was all it took for him to try and pull away again.
But this time, she didn’t let go.
She tightened her grip, stepping closer, her voice barely above a whisper.
“You.”
Charles froze.
The word hung between them, raw and exposed.
His throat bobbed, his entire body tense as he searched her face for any sign of doubt. “Say it again.”
She sucked in a breath, her hands now gripping both of his wrists, like she was afraid he’d disappear if she let go.
“I want you, Charles.”
His eyes darkened, something dangerous flashing across them. “And what happens when it gets hard, hm?” His voice was low, but there was a rough edge to it. “When I piss you off? When you get scared? Do you run again?”
She didn’t know how to answer that.
Because, deep down, she was scared.
But not of him.
Of this.
Of how much he had the power to hurt her.
“I don’t know,” she admitted honestly. “But I’m tired of pretending I don’t want this. Tired of pretending I don’t—” She broke off, her voice shaking.
Charles inhaled sharply, his fingers flexing at his sides. “Don’t what?”
She met his gaze, her heart pounding so loudly she was sure he could hear it.
“Don’t love you.”
Silence.
His expression was unreadable, his body still as stone.
Then—
“Putain,” he muttered, and suddenly, his hands were on her waist, pulling her forward, crashing his lips onto hers like he had been waiting for this moment forever.
Isabella gasped against his mouth, her fingers fisting in his shirt, holding onto him like he was the only thing keeping her grounded.
And maybe he was.
Because the second his lips touched hers, the second she felt the heat of him pressed against her, she knew—
There was no running now.
Not from this.
Not from him.
And, for the first time in years, she didn’t want to.
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