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i wish i had the balls to want to kill myself
#sightings#i know itll get better but when#when am i going to feel like im loved when am i going to feel like people care when am i going to feel like itll work out#i know nobodys a mind reader but i want someone to try#i cant keep doing this im fghting so hard for people to care about me pay attention to me if i just stopped talking nobody would notice#ivw already been talking less. in servers and what have you#i know nobody is picking up on it#and i know im being unfair but so fucking what#everything is unfair and i think i should be able to take a bit of that out everywhere else#god#i just want to be the center of someones world i want to be someones priority#i am nobodys priority. there will be someone who is loved more. i feel like my existence revolves around whether or not im pleasing others#if you read this far fucking hats off to you i guess. im going to bed.
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#lotus try to go one day without thinking abt skk challenge (IMPOSSIBLE)#also poses in the first img are referenced from thegrayninja on deviantart!!#nobody in this fandom draws chuuya just constantly floating around as opposed to walking and i think thats a crime#if you think a 15yo boy w gravity powers wouldn't absolutey abuse the shit out of that ability and just refuse to walk#then you're wrong. and you know it.#ik for a fact my lazy ass would take advantage of the fact that i could just move freely in the air and not have to waste energy walking#wish dazai didn't have nullification bc then chuuya could pick him up and they could recreate the hmc scene (chuuya would drop him /hj)#bungou stray dogs#bungo stray dogs#bsd#chuuya nakahara#nakahara chuuya#dazai osamu#osamu dazai#soukoku#skk#lotus draws
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space sweepers but they're delivery people and are at no point on screen through the entire movie
#fantasy high#riz gukgak#kristen applebees#gorgug thistlespring#adaine abernant#fabian seacaster#figueroth faeth#the bad kids#half tempted to say these names are forum handles they use so much it pretty much became their professional names lol#I keep them teenagers bc its funnier that way#no real lore I just like drawing this. but I do think abt how theyre all weirdos too also bc thats funny to me#riz is a huge conspiracyhead who does everything by hands. he has a casio fx-570 in mint condition. nobody knows how he's maintaining it#he is nonetheless Really Good at his job. which somewhat tracks bc it's a job that requires keeping up with interstation conflicts#and new policies and an obsessive amount of planning. but he is Too Good at it. and also he dresses like that#kristen has the atomic engine that theoretically lets her unmake and remake matters with her mind. but it consumes a huge amount#of energy so it's mostly useless. she's still a cult survivor also#gorgug lives his entire life on a ship with his parents who quit a cushy deal maintaining a space station bc he wouldn't be allowed on#the low gravity let him grow very tall but also his oxygen saturation is pretty bad so he's got breathing support#fig is a robot who just found out she's a robot like two months ago. she's been assuming everyone's a robot like her and she's been feeling#very betrayed by her mom lying about that part. she's on a body mod spree which is rough bc system-specific parts are expensive#and so is adapting random parts to her system#fabian's still a pirate captain's son. can't say anything that'd be able to get the vibes across clearer than that#adaine went to tech/business school. she put her monthly allowance towards an ecoterrorist group in her academy which turned out to be an o#and she's currently wanted by UTS. more than fabian. which makes him slightly mad#she's also acquired a passion for low-tech weaponry on the way. she likes ice picks and cleavers#I think up all of this for no reason except that once again the idea of all these people being 1/teens and 2/on the same ship to be posties#is hilarious to me. esp. if they were in a forum group chat beforehand
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what happened?
#vbros#venture bros#the venture brothers#rusty venture#thaddeus venture#doctor venture#admin draws#fanart#alternatively titled 'i got traumatized and my dad died and all i got was this lousy scoliosis'#im on s3 NOBODY spoil anything for me#im getting hints of fuckery but i dont have anything near the full picture. young ts venture showed up maybe like 5 times so far#and most have been norml adjacent#but im just. yeah. im picking up on subtext. and light spoilers that im swerving by while getting a blurry afterimage.#i know something is up. jonas senior REEKS of irresponsible parenting i just dont know how and to what extent yet
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pre-marination doobles. dont ask me questions
#pikmin 4#captain olimar#captain shepherd#moss (pikmin)#oatchi#I Dont Know what player character Im drawing lmao. probably not pom. maybe pom?#I just think itd be funny to have that guy in the rescue corps who literally nobody knows anything about. oh that? yeah the rookie#just picked em up last training session. they do anything we like em#but due to not having an actual head drawn inside it Ive been drawing their helmet slightly too small fskjdfhjd#but I think I should lean into it. our new guy's a little bit fucked up but we love them. no you cant have them#also akira slide for fun. olimar deserves it#Im sorry that u dont have time power that turns u into an absolute dandori beast old man. u can have this. I give u this#okay. now I go marinate meat. and then sleep#have a good night lads. dog can have a stick if they want to
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playing slay the princess as intended (watching your friend stream it and then roleplaying as improvised ocs for each of ur runs)
#anethia collectibles#slay the princess#so ...#run 1 is i think the witch/thorns where we chose to be very stoic and silent throughout#run 2 is the paranoid/nightmare route (fav) bcus i wanted to get to ask more qns that round and somehow that ended up leading to my poor#little curious guy getting so broken and fractured :3#run 3 is the hero/deconstructed damsel route ....#run 4 is the tower! and being a little shit who is by hell and highwater NOT kneeling down#run 5 is the spectre ... roleplayed as guy who is for reasons he doesnt understand just wants it to be over#and MEOW anyway#nobody told me this game was an rpg .....#but its cool ! i love romances :]#i think its awesome ... the way the hero and the princess are . changing over time . over with each reset#the way they find each other in the long quiet ...... its something so#i love it ...#the hero is so guilty for hurting the princess that he loves and he is scared of hurtign and he wants peace and he doesnt want the eternity#of it .... he loves the . shifting mound (?) is it (?) as much as he hates the work she makes her do as much as he loves todo the workforher#like a blank slate knowing nothing . except that broken wounds can be healed . and then he meets her. and then he meets her over and over#its a million meet cutes for the hero and the princess snd a sweeping tale of love and devotion and salvation in the long wuiet#how many more vessels do you need .....#and its fun to. at least how i played it . the things the hero picks up on#knowingly or unlnowingly with each run#its soooo#every 'remain silent' feels like a callback to the first libe#telling the voices 'itll be okay' after the brightness of the damsel snd that 'ill be okay' after the selfishness n suffering of apotheosis#or after the deconstructed damsel route . and then to the last run. becoming the damsel. seeing it throughcher eyes#and its so . this culminating ammassing of allcthese voices .... and it comes to it all being reflected at eachcother#spectre posseses hero and shifting mound and player becomign whole#anyway i like this love story i find it very tender and swet#... anyway ! this is . none of this is analysis these are just my ocs and the story i made up whilst playing
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realizing i have. a lot of untapped trauma potential for clone^2 danny because i just Fully Processed Four Months Late the fact that his parents were capturing and torturing ghosts in the basement before he became Phantom. and the fact that he was on house rest for 2 weeks. during that time period. and he wasn't really leaving the house. he could hear their screaming through the floorboards
*points at clone danny* i can give you suuuuuuch a bad time babe ahaha. i've got two untouched years before you meet damian what fucks you up before then
#dpxdc#dp x dc#danny fenton is not the ghost king#dp x dc crossover#dpxdc crossover#dpdc#clone^2#danny fenton is a clone#like i dont even need to traumatize you worse the pure explorative options from this aLONE is enough to feed me for a week.#like. tucks hair behind ear let me shatter you into glass pieces then glue you back together babe. i can put you back together so good.#i'm missing a few shards because some parts of you broke into such small pieces i couldn't pick them back up again so you'll be missing a#few chunks of yourself that you'll never get back but that's okay. you'll still be a resemblance of your old self :]#don't let anakin (me) listen to late night sad songs he makes angst.#hhh imagine being stuck in a house for two weeks where you can hear your parents torturing ghosts in the basement and not only that but#you're the only person who can undERSTAND the ghosts. how many times did he see his parents drag in a ghost with whatever capturing device#they made recently? iirc the thermos was like. brand new in episode one right? but gOD the trauma this alone would cause#nobody touch me im cooking rn i need to think about how this would impact danny. like obvs it would fuel into a developing obsession to#keep his parents away from ghosts and to help the dead but what *else.* i need to refine my becoming phantom ficlet i wrote back in winter#raaa#and like even after two weeks they were *still capturing ghosts* danny just wasn't in the house 24/7 at the time.#*but those two fucking weeks man*#i need to sleep on this first before i make any major moves bc i know im tired but i am having thOUGHTs
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if star wars was pitched for the first time in today's entertainment industry it would be turned down. and so would any other thing that's currently a "big IP". where do idiot executives think the IPs come from to begin with???
#entertainment industry#animation industry#hollywood news#not art#this isn't common knowledge to most people so it's my mission to let people know just how bad it is out there#if its original its not getting picked up. if it does get picked up somehow it'll be cancelled by the second season.#unless its a shitty celebrity nepo project or the gazillionth generic Edgy Adult Animated Comedy with the fugliest art style you've ever se#n. how do we Great Chicago Fire all of hollywood. anyone got a cow and a lantern? we can do it.#maybe TWO cows and TWO lanterns#god the industry makes me sad. especially the animation industry its basically fucking dead#it literally IS dead actually. like. we lost cartoon network guys its over. indie is the future and the only future i guess#do you know how many animation folks are out of a job rn??? nobodys fucking hiring there aren't any jobs to begin with#nothing good will be coming out soon. i fully expect the animators to strike this year#capitalism kills art the CEOs are minmaxing profits to the extreme etc etc burn it all
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Why are ppl scared to call it what it is and say we’re still going thru covid on top of seasonal illness. Like. That’s pretty important right. I was watching the news and they were like oh yeah we have an unprecedented number of flu cases “as well as other sicknesses” without actually saying Covid. No announcement abt vaccinations or masking or anything. Also if I hear someone joking abt “war flashbacks” for mentioning covid I fucking hate u
#source: most of my family members are nurses and it was so bad for one of them they had to be put on a ventilator. in the hospital they#worked at. looking back I think I had a reason to feel a little offput by the shows of support early pandemic#with people tying blue ribbons around trees and lighting signs blue to support healthcare workers#I get that it was supposed to be moral support when we couldn’t do anything but follow health advisories#and it did matter to make them feel uplifted and do something than nothing. im not gonna deny that#but. you can still help now. u know that right. you still have a responsibility here#u can still mask up. u can still get vaxxed and call in sick to avoid infecting others#don’t leave it on healthcare workers to pick up the pieces just because they were doing it before. do u think they had a choice?#nobody likes picking up the slack for someone else and now that we have more tools to do smth couldn’t we just. do it????#im not a virologist but i also feel like continuing to let it get worse by letting more mutations develop#could continue to set us back since this virus is pretty good at fucking us up long term and finding new ways to do that#while there are ppl still researching covid which is STILL A RELATIVELY NEW VIRUS. and studying possible treatment and cures#yapping#vent
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Bitty update! Or I guess bitties (bittys?) update since there's apparently two of them now.
I didn't expect to see much of them after that last encounter since they seemed pretty unhappy about me getting too close, but I kept leaving out food and keeping my eyes peeled just in case. A lot of people have been saying to leave jerky but I haven't been able to find any so I've been leaving out bread and ham, is this okay for them?
Anyway, the other day when I was on my lunch break I saw the horror bitty scurrying around again. He saw me and disappeared which I expected, but then he came back and just kinda sat across from me and ate?? I didn't want to say anything in case it spooked him so we just sort of ate lunch together in silence, but I did try and take a sneaky picture
Is this good? Is this normal for bitties? When he was finished eating he just got up and walked off and I didn't see where he went, but I assume he's not super scared of me if he sat and ate so close right?
Also I found this cute little ketchup jar, I've been keeping it in the fridge since it's been warm in work and I thought they'd like a cool treat. Well I found it like this the other day so I guess that's a yes lol
#UTDR#UTMV#Bitty Boys#Horror bitty#And definitely nobody else this time#I love that I've been thinking about this while busy at work#And I've kind of come up with an ending#Well not an end exactly I guess more like a story?#I kind of know what I want to happen with it down the line#But I'm also toying with the idea of making it like interactive somehow#Like having polls or letting you guys pick an option to do next#I dunno I'll have to let that one cook a bit longer but I do really love seeing people interact with bitty knowledge and advice#Everyone who's ever commented ''you should do this/ bittys are like this'' or ''hey there's another guy in your pic'' I love you#Also fun fact I did buy tiny ketchup jars!#Not JUST for this though it's also because I like ketchup and jars and I'm bad with money#I have used a few of them already so I have plenty of props for later pics lol#My Art
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day 3 of @deadboystims’s 300 followers event
a board based on your favorite stim creator/use their original gifs!
I have many beloved stim creators but I chose @talos-stims for this one bc its gifs SLAP
sources: 🍁🥮🍁 | 🥩🌱🥩 | 🍁🥮🍁
#shout out to talos stims THEE superior gif maker fr fr 💪💪 if nobody got me I know talos stims got me etc etc#I did struggle with this one at first bc I couldn’t decide if I wanted to make like a gift board or just pick gifs that I personally like#I ended up going with more of the second one. always time to make gift boards another day ;)#still had to squeeze a little bit of meat and pigs in there tho ofc. it just wouldn’t be right without them#anyways I rlly like how this one turned out actually!!!! loooove the color palette :))#stimboard#deadboy300#farmcore#kinda#meat#cooking#nature#forest#food#knives#animals#sunlight#stim board#my boards#personal boards#green#brown#red#orange#yellow
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hey just wanted to say that ive been OB-FUCKING-SESSED with your vulpes x courier comics, it has been giving me immense amounts of life thank you for your service
Aww you’re welcome, it has been fun drawing nsfw content for the first time :)) ❤️
#ask#I’m honestly surprised nobody has attacked me for picking Vulpes instead of a morally good character for Rico#Vulpes haters where are you#well anyway I didn’t want to romanticize a toxic relationship#in fact their relation is not toxic#Vulpes is toxic to himself#he never knew love and doesn’t know much about it#Rico is playing with him#he’s experimenting#but in the end he might have fallen for him#just a little#you’re right tho#he’s playing with fire and might get burnt#my fault here#I like to spice things up#tbh in my head I’ve build up a redemption arc for Vulps#I’m seeing the whole picture and makes sense to me#because love hurts when you’re an evil son of a bitch#my headcanons
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not to Girls und Panzer or anything but I think a WH40k Chimera tank that's been taken over by some 13 year old girls would be very funny.
#warhammer 40k#wh40k#and lets pretend they wouldnt mess it up because NOBODY in this setting really knows what they're doing#the girls don't do any worse than people we're supposed to take seriously#boarding school is cancelled forever but the tank that smashed through the wall is just. sitting there. beckoning.#its a horrible setting where there's lots of child soldiers actually#also no 'they die horribly' its MUCH funnier if they just get disabled sometimes and fix it somehow and show up again. and again.#it makes everybody else dying look worse#you wouldn't deploy 6 girls in an iron trench coat would you??? (yes.)#I considered a leman russ but a transport is MUCH funnier. awkward. a bunch of little girls picked you up & they know what they're doing...#its also faster which is comedy by default#rolling up in formation with Ciaphas Cain's salamander on the road with toast in your mouth 'oh no im late for tank class!!'#and he realizes he is 'fleeing' in the wrong direction. again.
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finally realized you might be in love with the computer lady you’ve been going steady with for a while now on earth and she enthusiastically says i know!
#hera waiting for eiffel to catch up on years of knowing each other. RAHHHH!!!#hera waiting and waiting and waiting to finish his star wars reference . and he doesn’t even know. RHFJDJGKH#i think eiffel was very touchy (as much as you can be) on the hephaestus and hera (living in the wires in his house) picked up on that#and mirrored it as factory reset eiffel started to befriend everyone again#anyway. i think a lotttt happened in that trip home i need to write fanfic actually#i have so many thoughts about post cannon eiffera guys#eiffera#doug eiffel#hera#hera w359#w359#wolf 359#w359 fanart#w359 spoilers#wolf 359 spoilers#in case nobody has caught up to the 10 years old podcast i FINALLY finished#art tag#fan art
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WHAATT ??? SPOOKY MAKING ACTUAL ART AGAIN ??? thiz iz insane
★ version without text + image based on under cut :
★ song : "Goodbye to This Meaningless Everyday" – Dobu no Awa
#wowza thiz one waz kinda really super mega hard#the background waz a huge pain to make but im actually so proud of how it came out#i felt like i needed to unwind after today . especially cuz tomorrow will be a million timez more stressful . but instead i made thiz ://#ive had thiz song stuck in my head for a few dayz and wowza i needed to make smth based on it – just had to get it out of my system#also i finally drew colin again !!!! featuring some kind of important lore related stuff !!!!#young colin !!!! wow !!!! feast your eyez upon him !!!!#.....#oh who am i even kidding#nobody will care about thiz#nobody botherz with what i make anymore#why should i#itz clear that i have to give up on making mediocre art and instead focuz on getting a good job – i have no worth az a living being anyway#so might az well make myself useful ...#i have no redeeming qualities – everyone i know doezn't care for me and thatz ok#itz fine#i don't mind#some of us need to be the primary pick for natural selection anywayz#dhmis#dhmis art#dhmis au#high voltage au#dhmis colin#colin the computer#dhmis hv colin#bro itz literally midnight i should be sleeping#what am i doing with my life bro – a time such az thiz should be dedicated to studying . not for mucking around#im such a failure child#sigh
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I deleted a post vaguing the fuck out of someone cuz honestly, a post made in frustration that really doesn't convey what i wanted to say, I think I added to a dogpile already happening on that person even tho I mostly had an issue with the kinda language she uses and edgy humor, because I think it is irresponsible. I would not be talking about somebody over getting in an argument with someone else I don't know 👍, I think it's fair she put me on blast and explained how the post came off, which I then read and concluded, I guess it could be interpreted that way. I really do not care and a lot of posts she makes come off like pitting Trans men against Trans women, that's really my main criticism. Tone down the edgy jokes, and make it easier to follow for slow dumbasses like me.
Overall, I think the post was unnecessary, and especially with the current timing really just added to internet dogpiling of a trans woman, which sucks and for that i am sorry. Don't make ironic bigoted edgy jokes tho. Don't cozy up people who can hide their bigotry behind ironic humor.
Yes I used recent things as an example from like her getting angry at the people she's arguing with, and I misunderstood the one insult she said as something wayyyy worse, I can assure you that I was not trying to misconstrue her points (which im not sure how much that matters since i still posted it to my audience and the responsibility is still on my uninformed ass), and that I do not care if trans woman online argues with people, and calls them names 😭
#and dont come into my replies saying shit like >trans men >drawing trans women respectfully you can pick only one#that's so fucking annoying#and wholly unnecessary#and quite frankly posts like this made me call you a transphobic idiot#while i am rash and not very smart and NOBODY is coming after me or even asking me to apologize or talking about me over that post#just thought I would share#girl you really need to just tone the edgyness and outrage factor down#i am not very smart#and there are so many people like me who operate on emotions and impulse like me who will literally see your jokey posts and see them as#completely serious#and you can say that is my implicit transmisoginy#but idk#joking about rounding up trans men or being the biggest straight t4t hater or whatever#i cant be the only one having an issue with that#i know you followed up t4t hater post with explanation
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