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oh my god your voice is. amazing, im twirling my hair
wait ppl like my voice 🥺👈👉
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long!!! distance!!!! sucks!!!!!!
#I have no idea how long distance couples survive#I'm losing my mind over my squish being so far away#wdym I can't hug them :(#wdym there's a whole ass month left until they come back????#and like. I wanna text and call them so often but I'm scared of being too much yk#but equally it's been a week since I last heard their voice and I'm going insane#I also hate the time difference!!!!!! there's like a three hour window in which we both MIGHT be free but it's hard to coordinate :(#I just. I've never missed someone this much before#I imagine being reunited almost every day#sigh#also kinda scared about the fact that we're going to go from not having seen each other for 3 months to LIVING TOGETHER#I'm really hyped don't get me wrong#but also. aaaaaaa#(post inspired by the fact that they haven't messaged me back yet despite it being only 9am for them lol)#me? clingy? haha whaaaaaat nooooo#comso rambles#queerplatonic yearning hours#qpr yearning#queerplatonic#aroace#long distance love
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Navy Curry Straight Out From 'Hama: Hypmic Curry Drama Track TL
i was able to get the hypmic curry and figured it’d be cool to share what the tracks were about!! the tracks themselves aren’t publicly available tho, so do buy the curry if it becomes available again!! enjoy!!!
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Rio: *humming a tune*
Rio: …Go Shawty🎵 Go Shawty🎵
Samatoki: …Damn it.
Juto: We really are in a bind…
Rio: Why are you both just standing over there for?
Juto: O-Oh, it’s just, I can’t help but be in awe over the amount of disgus— fine ingredients you have…
Rio: My catch was exceptional today. The gods of the hunt must have felt generous.
Samatoki: Rio, just to be clear, you said you’re making curry right?
Rio: Affirmative; I’ve also prepared spices. Everything has been properly gathered.
Samatoki: T-That’s great then…
Samatoki: No matter which way he cooks it, nobody’s gonna want to eat this…!
Juto: I can already see us getting reported to the Consumer’s Bureau. The lawsuits are just waiting to happen…
Rio: What are you two whispering about?
Samatoki: Nothing.
Juto: It’s nothing!
Cow: *moos*
Juto: A cow?!
Rio: I was fortunate enough to have caught a bull alive in one of my traps.
Samatoki: So, we could have had a beef curry, huh…
Juto: Clearly! So how do we get him to use that instead??
Samatoki: I got this. Hey, Rio, you’re not gonna use the cow in the curry? I think it’d be fine with just that.
Rio: No, I intend to use just these ingredients. More ingredients do not necessitate a better curry.
Juto: Of course that’s the response!
Rio: Now then, let’s begin cooking. First, is the onion. Chop it into small pieces and fry it in butter until golden brown.
Juto: U-Understood.
Rio: Samatoki, I’ll leave you to grate the apples.
Samatoki: T-That’s a hell of a lot of apples.
Rio: I intend for them to be a standout flavour in the curry. After, combine them with the fried onions.
Samatoki: S-Sure.
Rio: As for me, I will be preparing the fond de veau.
Juto: At this rate, the curry will be completed as intended…!
Samatoki: Maybe I can knock him out…? No, Rio doesn’t have any openings.
Rio:…Hm?
Samatoki: What’s wrong?
Rio: I’ve used up too much water preparing the ingredients and don’t have enough to use in the curry. May you keep an eye on everything as I go and retrieve more water from the spring?
Juto: Of course! You won’t have to worry about us here!
Samatoki: Make sure you watch your step heading out there.
Rio: Thank you. I’ll be back soon.
Juto: With the way Rio moves, it’ll probably be 10 minutes before he returns… Within that time, we must get rid of those ingredients somehow!
Samatoki: Juto! Don’t just stand there looking stupid and come help me out here!
Juto: ?! You’re making a hot pot with those ingredients? What are you intending to do with that??
Samatoki: Just shut up and cook!
Juto: Then I suppose you have a plan in mind?
Samatoki: Yeah.
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Samatoki: It’s about done. Oi, Juto. Here.
Juto: A fork? Why would I—? Surely you can’t mean—!
Samatoki: Better clench that gut. This is the only way!
Juto: Guh! Never would I have expected to have to protect Yokohama in this way…!
Samatoki & Juto: Here we go!
Samatoki & Juto: *choking down the food*
Rio: Samatoki, Juto, what’s going on—? We don’t have any ingredients left?
Samatoki: S-Sorry about that Rio. I just got too hungry to wait.
Juto: W-With all this food around, I couldn’t bring myself to stop eating.
Rio: I see… Apologies, I didn’t realise how hungry the both of you had gotten. …Well, I suppose I will just have to use this cow in the curry.
Juto: Yes, it truly is a shame, but it seems we have no other choice but to do so!
Samatoki: Haha! With our “Navy Curry Straight Out From ‘Hama,” we’re winning this whole thing!
#samatoki aohitsugi#jyuto iruma#rio mason busujima#mad trigger crew#hypmic#hypnosis mic#the vids came with subtitles so i could actually go line by line lol#i’m not the most practiced with any hypmic character voices except bat’s so i apologise if they don’t sound right i tried 😭😭😭#as for release schedule uhhhhhhhhhh maybe every other day so i can get time to tl while having a work week#and to also give bb more time to come in lol 😭😭😭😭#mtc’s curry was good!!!! i kinda wanna see if i could make my own tho since the apple flavour didn’t come thru lol#also also the title is me referencing straight outta compton but hating how the title looked lol#curry tl
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Thinking about how the Tower & the Adversary routes are connected through the Fury, and how you kind of get there by turning one into the other, and how horrified they are by what they become. Tower is about subjugation - she outright says she does not believe the two of you are on equal footing. You get the Fury from her when you assert your independence and fight back, forcing her to take you seriously as a threat and defend herself. Adversary is all about an equal fight - she prides herself on her strength, but also admires yours. You access the Fury through her by refusing to fight, watching her beat you to a pulp and become disgusted by what she does to you. IDK it is interesting how the Tower & Adversary parallel one another, and how you end up with the Fury in each route by doing what their sister route would have wanted you to do.
#i have no idea if the last sentence makes sense here lol#slay the princess#stp#the adversary#the tower#the fury#ive just been thinking about these guys a lot#in part just bc fury is a fascinating route to me (im very glad she's getting expanded upon)#& while tower's probably my least favorite route i still think about her a lot. i have a lot of thoughts about tower#but also 'sacrifice the yourself' has me thinking about how the princesses might feel about each other#& while i kinda concluded tower would dismiss all of the other vessels as 'insults' to her existence#i kind of started thinking about how much adversary (who loves an equal fight) would HATE playing the tower route lmao#idk it's a shame these guys get less attention compared to the 'nicer' princesses bc the ways they connect are really interesting#honestly im also curious about apotheosis bc id like to see her turn around how some ppl feel about tower#actually final addition to these long tags -#i think part of the tower hate comes from how frustrating it can be to play#(my first time through i was struggling to figure out what to do bc of the options being taken away)#and partially bc broken is a lot of ppl's least favorite voice#but *I* didn't mind broken. he got a few laughs out of me#my least favorite voice is cold
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Who???? Was gonna tell me????? my Smile for Me PS5 Physical Copy had things inside???????
Well, hurray surprises!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :-)
#also voice reveal whooaaooaaoo#i hate hearing my voice but the sound of being flabbergasted is a little funny#now that i think about it i think these were listed as part of the collection#hjbdjdbj yknow thats probably it#lol im kinda dumb#tho this collection arriving in the mail was a really nice Welcome Home! gift from past me#came home from like a week in the hospital auggdgdhdvhdj#dr boris habit made it better#smile for me#smile for me game#crowmancerx
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Kiroranke, babe, they can never make me hate you... Yes some of the things he did are very hard to justify like lying to Asirpa and ok listen I can understand assassinating the czar but killing Wilk over a disagreement? Now that is a bit extreme, my pal! But it's ok. I love him still
#on one hand I'm glad that my idea that there was definitely some layer of psychosexual thing going on with the sofia/kiro/wilk trio is#basically confirmed by his actions lol. also the fact that kiro obviously somehow stayed in touch with sofia but wilk pressumably didn't???#and the fact that wilk didn't loop kiroranke it at all about the gold??? like I'm sure if he had told kiro from the start things might have#gone different i think I'll make a whole post about this when I'm done reading because these three lowkey drive me crazy#SOFIA DECIDING TO HONOR BOTH AND TRYING TO FIND A WAY TO MAKE BOTH OF THEIR VISIONS TRIUMPH#and dont get me started on the fact that asirpa... kinda never even gets angry that kiro killed her dad???#like i think there's def some of her absolutely having NO time to process all of that but this girl can't hate uncle kiro basically#also let me be fully honest with you i just don't like Wilk too much 🙊 like he's a great character and by the end he comes up as the voice#of reason but his actions (and lack of actions) have done so much damage by then. i really like how he's this quasi#mesianic figure and/or is trying to build his daughter into that. he's sooo interesting!! i just think he's an asshole on a level that none#of the others are lol. only hijikata and tsurumi are on his level in somewhat different ways#laura reads#golden kamuy#HOLD ON ALSO KIRORANKE FINDING A WIFE AND HAVKNG KIDS AS A /DIRECT RESPONSE/ TO WILK BUILDING A FAMILY----
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actually stunned by how gay The Beatles has been all this time and I just never knew
#like its always just been there in my life but i just never paid attention#my university roomie was obsessed w them and had several beatles posters that i looked at every day#so stuff like the pictures of them from the let it be album are like engrained into my brain#and yet i never knew the lore??#nor did i know until recently that they were actually all high school buds nor did i know they wrote their own music#nor that they genuinely basically invented modern bands n using the studio the way they did etc. so all that was very impressive and cool#but THEN on top of that omg the angsty gayness of john and paul#like all i knew previously basically was that john was a thing w yoko ono and paul had a young wife recently#i had at one point heard of people shipping j&p together and was just kinda like wow i guess people will ship anything#I DIDNT KNOW#that they were actually like that cute and that insane together and that their song writing together was like an actual marriage#anywayz the old pictures and videos of them are just like jesus look how they look at each other i dont think it was just being bros#i am sort of in the camp of they prob didn't act on it for real but there was def some insane tension/chemistry going on#and then ofc once youre aware of this their songs take on so many possible meanings outside of just singing about their gfs and wives....#anyways i just have to vent about this somewhere bc im actually shocked at how this has just passed me by all these years#and it definitely was not on my bingo card for 2024 to fixate on the beatles but here we are lol#more proof to me that my ultimate fave trope or wtv is 'besties to enemies when really they actually probably wanted to be lovers'#gets me every time!!!!#whats been fun about this rabbit hole is how just every single one of my expectations has been reversed as well#i went in assuming i would like them best in this order:#(1) george (2) ringo (3) paul and (4) john#i was sure i would hate john i thought he sounded so pretentious and like such a douche#but no actually he is my fave one and it's literally in reverse order for me i find george my least fave#(i like his music and feel bad for how he got ignored in the band but i like him the least)#and then i literally am john paul ringo george in order of faves now#i just love when i get surprised like that idk it keeps me on my toes and keeps things exciting and fresh#and yes john is indeed pretentious and a douche but i didn't know he was also funny and vulnerable and that i like his voice and songs#the most in the bunch almost every time as well#the beatles#p
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stuck in an endless cycle of being annoyed about some of the stuff that was in the trailer and then i see how excited other people are and start thinking "well maybe some of the stuff that upset me could go in a different direction than im expecting. and there was still some cool stuff in there. maybe im overreacting or jumping to conclusions" and then i remember what exactly i was annoyed about and start thinking maybe i was right the first time and then i just kind of feel sad thinking about how excited i was over the first two movies compared to how ive been feeling about the more recent movieverse content and then i get frustrated with how it feels like im not allowed to express these feelings and opinions with how defensive some movie fans get and dismiss all criticism as needless hate regardless of who its coming from or what theyre saying and then i go Okay im normal now . until im reminded of the movie again
#i feel like i should probably stop thinking about the movie but its kinda hard not to wiht how everywhere it is right now lol#it doesnt help that a lot of the stuff that stuck out as not so great to me are things casual sonic fans and the average movie watchers#or people who only like the movies and not the games probably wouldnt care about . so obviously thyere gonna be glossed over a lot#and a lot of people will think anyone whos concerned about those things is just being nitpicky and sonic fans hate everything etc#but honestly my initial anger over some parts has died down a lot im just feeling more . empty i guess. than anything#and also with the whole ''things could go in a different direction than you expect'' thing. yeah thats true. that could happen#but a lot of the stuff i didnt particularly like is just stuff that im inherently not a fan of . like sonic working with gun#its just such a weird writing choice even if it turns out they betray him or are lying to him or something#and also some of the more optimistic takes im seeing are just . idk guys.#i dont think that actor who is already confirmed to be playing a human is secretly voicing rouge#i dont think gun is gonna be portrayed as evil for killing maria when we already know gun was formed AFTER maria died in this universe#sorry .#and this isnt even getting into issues with some of the people involved with the movie
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something about being told im 'the leading person at this whole academy when it comes to interpretation and stage intelligence' by the husband of the woman im trying (not really. but i mean. who knows) to seduce... ok boy you got me. lets make it a polycule.
#im playing it all cool and funny now but atm i legit burst into tears lol#like he said i have a 'good voice too of course' but i know realistically that is not my strongest asset#and even if i were technically perfect. which im NOT lol. the voice itself is just nothing special. it's there ig but that's about it#but its nice to know i may not be 100% useless after all#(just 90%)#also apparently the most feared and respected professor who came to the concert said. again. that he likes me the most.#which again. crying real actual tears about this all rn this means literally the world to me this is everything i have#and i have no one to share this with because im not gonna say it to my uni friend cause i dont want her to feel like im boasting or sth#(even tho she has no such qualms herself but probably because i know how. not great. it feels when someone keeps talking about themselves#and about how great they are and how easy everything is for them. i dont wanna do it back at her.#well there's also the fact that i dont think im great and this is not fucking easy to me at all lol#but idk i think the difference between us is that she actually admitted she sees no point in singing if she cant show off (thus she hates#the duet we're singing because she sings the lower part and cant show off her high notes or coloratura.#which is like. an insane take to me. i mean it i get it. kinda. if i had a voice like hers maybe id be like that too fuck knows.#but that just feels so. idk. sad to me. so self obsessed and empty. like you dont care about the music itself? about you being a part of it?#also immediately made singing with her not fun anymore. i thought we were creating something TOGETHER. but thanks for the confirmation#that you only really care about being 'better than'. yikes.#like idk this behaviour is funny and iconic in old school opera legends like yes go bite each others dicks off.#but it hits completely different when it's your own colleague let alone your friend. like damn girl. damn)#) anyway. the husband is kinda hot too now that i think of it. i really should seduce them both.#except its realistically not possible since they've both seen me cry now (she saw it like a hundred times lol)#so ive lost the hot and mysterious card alas. no uni professors romance for me
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Talia is such a good song that I'd rather practice that over uranium suite/minor turn despite the fact that im being assessed on the latter tomorrow and the director has yet to tell us how we're splitting the former between the vocal ensemble and leads
Honestly Im pretty sure i was supposed to be assessed on the choreo for uranium yesterday but i skipped the morning whoopsies
I hate the verse empty streets of empty shops i hate those notes grrrrr
#rtc#ride the cyclone#uranium suite#i could do noel's lament but the only thing i need to iron out are the ahs and breathing for the end#i hate minor turn bro burn it with fire#okay it is good i love uranium but BRO#it's ok man I'll just like explode#DO I HAVE DO SING IT IN THE OCTAVE😭😭#middle C-E4 is like that weird zone between my chest voice and my falsetto bro I can't do this💔#oh my god then there's the choreo too ugh#still kinda lost on that so i should go through it but like ok#times like this i remember that this is an actual class lol#i yap a bit whoops mb
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i dont wanna eat anything or do anything and i just wanna lay around but i also dont wanna do that and i dont wanna watch anything or read anything and idk what i wanna do
#i was supposed to have someone review my resume and i was banking on the fact that maybe talking to someone instead of being alone in my roo#would help me out but the whole appointment system maker thing was messed up so we couldnt even meet#so i literally hvae nothing better to do than wait the next few days to get back to campus#and i was soooo excited to go back to school and i still am cuz i know itll make me feel better being around people#but im just a lot less excited than i was#cuz i just really really hate the idea of having to spend another fall semester getting over someone#like i couldve probably handled spring semester. but fall semester???? when theres already enough desolateness as it is???#like i just hate hate htae the idea of being on buses and starting to cry again and its midnight at 4pm when im crying#and theres people everywhere and the wrost part is shes literally on the same campus as me!!! so now i might actually see her!!!#and i dont want to!!!#i want to be friends but right now i know if i see her again ill just start sobbing on the spot#i was so excited for thsi fall sem but now im just notttt#and i know ill be busier (hopefully) this sem so im sure ill be better off than last year#but still like. idfk i dont know what to do. i think i just need to hear someone elses voice#im supposed to talk to my friend later today so maybe thatll help#cuz im kinda ready to tell someone about it but what if she telsl me she cant call what am i suppsoed to doooo#cuz last year the person iw as getting over lived a bajillion miles from me so it was easier!!! but she and I live 5 mins from each other#AND SHES FREINDS WITH LIKE ALL MY ROOMMATES#THEYRE ALL HIGH SCHOOL FRIENDS !!!!#GODDDD.#i mean there are def upsides to this . for example its good we broke up now#cuz imagine if we broke up cuz of a fight and then thered be a big issue in the friend group#but it ended well and i dont think our friends / roommates will be 'picking sides'#as long as i just dont do anything drastic lol#adn who knows maybe our friendship will bounce back and i really hope it does!!#but she and i didnt start off as friends we kinda went into this knowing we were into each other to begin with#so like how do i be friends with her you know???#and friendship is soo important to me so its not like i dont want to be friends with her. i really really do. i just dont know how itll wor#like i value friendship over romantic relationships any day but also our relationship felt so deep to me#which is why im scared that we wont be friends even though i know we both want to be
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#6 hours and i'm trying not to feel sad about my domestic prompt i posted today but#sometimes as really any creative person will tell you it's hard to feel like you're doing something people are interested in because#of numbers which i hate the numbers game#but idk 6 hours and 35 notes is kinda sad for me i guess#i'm not asking for pity reblogs and know people often also put this stuff in queues#but idk#i'm also post-period so i think i'm in my silly sads#bc i'm still grateful for any like or reblog and the people who write very kind things in the comments and stuff#like y'all i love y'all sometimes i do a lil screencap and shove it in my 'silly sads' folder to read when i feel like this#idk. i know my art isn't for everyone and suptober i don't use a lot of colors and their noses are big and maybe i'm not as expressive as#i'd like to be with my figures and faces and art in general but idk#i'm in my ~*silly sads*~ i jut don't know how to like idk#i hate talking about this bc in one voice I'll sound SUPER ungrateful for people who usually always like comment or share my stuff and i'm#NOT whatsoever ungrateful like i said i store you in my silly sads folder lol y'all are the whole reason why i keep drawing#i just wish i knew how to feel like an artist i guess
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Tower of Dawn
Chapter 1
… This is peaceful after EoS, I missed Chaol, I also enjoyed liked the little bonus lead in via EoS… but also it’s killing me not knowing if any of my bb’s r ok (every Aelin mention cannot be handled UGH SARAH YOU MIGHT AS WELL BE STABBING MY SOUL), alas I shall enjoy every page! So, I FINALLY started it (ugh… life does not leave enough reading time😭 and binge reads for cliffhangers)
… per usual watch for spoilers per chapter… & here we are…
#Tower of Dawn#ToD#Throne of Glass#Throne of Glass series#TOG series#TOG#fangirl problems#I love these books too much#Maasverse#first read#currently reading#no spoilers please#probably chapter spoilers#read with me#here we go again#at this point I can’t tell if I’m crying from sublimating all my emotions into fictional characters lack of sleep or over everything lol#I just can’t be on this many cliffhangers in a month or I’m going to fail every thing from learning to working to being a human lol#Chaol Westfall#former Captain of the Guard#now kinda Adarlans most wanted?#loving Nesryn perspectives#hating Chaol’s father#intrigued by the green marble again#I’ve read acotar that palace could be literally moving#chaol bud being lord of liars kinda fits your besties so it’s fine#where did Dorian get that uniform#so he doesn’t know the news yet?#how is this a magic realm with the most inaccessible not wheelchair user fictional world come on adarlan step up#yes chaol you don’t have to be fixed you are not broken fitz voice your just different now and there’s nothing wrong with that#I need the map esp as I keep thinking antica is ant artica plus once again need pronunciation guide oh and ps too soon for white shirts SJM
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i just rewatched The Phantom Menace - it's been a very long time since i have - and i almost forgot how good it is?! (esp for a 25 yr old movie!)
admittedly, TPM always been my least favourite of the prequels, and both AotC and RotS get way more rewatches outta me. but this rewatch reminded me of just how good it really is. it's got a nice touch of everything... politics, lightsaber battles, space battles, ground battles, character introductions, etc. I think i need to rewatch it more often! :)
#[old lady voice] BACK IN MY DAY... ok but seriously there used to be a lot of hate for TPM!#(i think there still kinda is to a degree...maybe not full on hatred anymore but a strong dislike?)#i never understood why.. even back then#jar jar binks i suppose... annoyed a lot of fans... honestly i don't mind him lol#also i almost forgot how much of a badass queen amidala is in TPM... i love natalie portman!!#rorambles#star wars#prequel trilogy#edit: i said it was 15 years old but it's fucking 25 YEARS OLD WTF#i can't math lmao
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Hmmgggggggggggg.
#i dont really “hate” anyone tbh#like if i get annoyed or pissed @ someone ill forgive them within 2 days max#usually within a few hours im chill again#but my coworker. Holy shit i actually hate her sm mam pls pls pls shut the fuck up stop talking to me#im ngl im actually openly a bitch to her#like when i leave in the late afternoons ill call bye to my managers and coworkers by name...#except her. I flat out dont say anything to her#when she walked to the back and left the register unattended she said she needed help w smthin#and i flat out lectured her instead of gently explaining that she cant leave it unattended#i didnt cuss or anything but even i could hear my tone beinf a very “duh” voice#And im kinda fuckin tone deaf#i get a lot of complaints abt her from customers too lol#shes rude and never says please or thank you or anything#like she says fuck manners or smthin#and she keeps! Interjecting!! In my convos!!#Ill be talking w Anyone and she'll but in and be like#For example#the other week i was trying to separate two carts and one banged against my chest. I held my chest and whined @ my coworker (whom i adore)#and we were laughing together and i said “im short! carts will hit my tlts! it happens!”#and lame coworker walks over and goes “youre not short. I saw an adult the size of a toddler earlier.” In this smug bitchy tone#or when im telling a coworker im trying to budget#she'll come @ me going “youre not trying to say youre Poor are you? Because you dont look poor”#like girl what the fuck. First off i wasnt fucking talking to you! Secondly thats none of your fucking business???#i get my clothes cheap online or in thrift stores#ONCE IN AWHILE ill go to a fancier store and get 1 or 2 items but thats it. And thats vvv uncommon#she pisses me off sm im gonna be meaner lol
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bisexual .
#me.#with a lean towards men lol#also. gender? Mostly A Guy lol#like sometimes i wish i still had my feminine voice bc i have SO many girl ocs that i wanna act for.#but making my voice high pitched gives me a tiny bit of dysphoria lol#i also wish i got hit on by randos like girls/femmes often are LOL ...... thats pbb the trauma begging for me 2 b seen </3#i have Zero regrets abt starting t tho <3#the *only* thing i hate is the back hair sfvjsfbkbkfbksds#i love that my tummy is furrier. i love that my voice is deeper. i love my lil chin scruff. i love my big boxy frame.#i kinda miss my fuckin Pinched Waist. but like. im happy being a box :)#orignaletti
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