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danandfuckingjonlmao · 10 months ago

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phil calling 2010 him and dan “two tiny gays” when they were fully 6’3” men has the same energy as me calling myself a “little white girl” on the daily when i’m taller than most men i know and can casually carry my 65 pound dog up and down a staircase

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saturn-sends-hugs · 8 months ago

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hi um so i went digging through my old art stuff and found this echo piece i started BEFORE SEASON TWO my god uh and i never finished it!! so!!!

should i finish painting him yes or no

also next Slow Down chap is officially in the editing phase wooooo!!! but also don’t listen to me cause i can’t keep to a timeline to save my life lol

#genuinely watercolor paper does so much heavy lifting for sketches #every time i draw on watercolor paper it just works like wtf #meanwhile digital is just sad recorder noises lol #saturn sends art #!!#tbb echo #HOLY SHIT THIS WAS BEFORE I STARTED WRITING SLOW DOWN BSKSHKSJDKDND #do not trust me to finish projects i swear #there’s genuinely three things strewn around my room rn that also need to be finished and they’ve been there for ⭐️months⭐️#been going through a really shitty motivation period honestly so i’m kinda trying to find things to motivate me like this :)

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thepinkseashell · 2 months ago

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i love being black and transsexual !!

#wore a binder at work today for the first time and it felt sooooooo good holy shit #i have been too scared to bind at work cause my job does involve physical labor and i feel like people are always like #do not exercize while binding or you will explode and die. yknow. so i was kinda scared cause idk what counts as exercize ??#like its just lifting heavy shit occasionally but idk. i was scared. but like. i just could not stand not binding anymore like it was bad #and idk. i felt really good today!!! like. wayyy less drained than usual?? which is maybe due to other things #but idk. had a good day overall.

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merulanoir · 3 months ago

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Ngl if I hadn't started lifting again this December would have done my head in.

#thanking g-d for my past powerlifting and crossfit hobbies #my knee is fucked up so i cant squat and im so sad about that #so im deadlifting like a madlad #i have an mri scheduled next week b''h and i hope i wont need surgery #i just love lifting heavy shit u know #hobby: picking up heavy things and putting them back down #blackbirb babbles

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athetos · 1 year ago

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One of my goals for this year was to get more buff and I thought my arms were getting bigger but I was worried it might just be my imagination but no I have stretch marks on my biceps it is happening

#I want to be a beefy chubby butch that can protect my friends + family #I want to feel I can defend/intimidate people if needed #and when ppl are like wow that’s too heavy I can’t lift that I can say ‘allow me’ and gallantly carry their shit #it’s just so nice to get confirmation that I’m making progress I’m really proud #I don’t have a routine or go to a gym this is all from my job / exercising in my apartment #the gym is fine but it’s so boring to me I’d rather bike for an hour or something instead then exercise at home #anyway the ideal situation for me is I find a beefy butch and we fall in love and work out together though #p

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frodo-baggins · 2 years ago

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you guys wouldn’t believe me if i told you how badly my move yesterday went 😭

#the van man came and everything fitted which was good #(though i had to do all the heavy lifting and him none 🙄)#we had to divert to collect some stuff from cardiff #and that had to be delivered to sheffield #and after that guy took half an hour to fucking come home to receive his shit we were off again #and at this point van man has revealed himself as a conspiracy theorist #and then a burning smell #and then the power steering went #he coaxed the van to the service station #only to realise the tensioner (?) is completely shorn #so he tries to bodge it back together #at which point i call my mom #and my brother drives to help me (from 1.5 hours distance away)#we get as much of my stuff in his jazz as we can #and then i have to beg dad to drive the same distance in his car to get the rest #all the while this guy is trying to use cord and gaffa tape to make the van go #and his solution was for my stuff to be taken back to his in lincolnshire #mark the job as ‘complete’ and then drive it up in his wife’s car #and just trust him that i’d receive my stuff by friday #like um :/#and then he’s on the phone talking to his partner abt reporting the thing as stolen #god.#all the while the main motorway has been shut so dad is being led on a wild goose chase by google maps #suffice to say when he finally rolled up i’ve never been more glad

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yousonickedmyprecious · 6 months ago

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Welp, my hair is falling out again.

#sort of fucking sick of having everything go to shit #my skin and my reflux have been problems #my new office at work is claustrophobic and depressing #nothing has been going my way and it’s all these little things #on top of the big thing that is the illness #I just want to eat normal food and care for myself like a normal person #I just want to be able to take care of my body but I can’t #because taking care of my illness means neglecting normal human things #shoulder your burdens well belore’dorei is doing a lot of heavy fucking lifting for me right now #I can’t even cry without risking hives

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bugmistake · 9 months ago

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i need to start working out again ://// i miss feeling strong and solid

#i mean i work out kind of a little bit. but its mostly just lifting lil like. 8lb dumbbells bc they make my arms look nice #and it turns down the dysphoria so good #n my job needs me to pick up and carry heavy shit all the time. but i haven't had as many shifts recently. augh. cathy AAAACK

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duncantf · 1 year ago

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one thing i will never get over is when i went to my back doctor and i asked him about my constant severe back and shoulder pain and he was just like "oh! well that's weird. can't do anything about it. sorry ! :) we'll never see you again btw !" and then just fucking diagnosed me with chronic back pain and chronic shoulder pain and called it a day

#chronic disorder #chronic illness #chronic pain #maddie speaks #i had scoliosis for a while but it wasn't too severe #and during my last appointment he just said that my shoulder pain had nothing to do with my back and nothing looked wrong #and there was nothing they could do about my constant severe back and shoulder pain. which just pissed me off.#all he told me is that my future children could suffer from the same shit i do and to just keep that in mind #and also just to take doing daily tasks easy- especially if it included moving my body a lot and reaching for things and holding things #and to just like. let other people help me with heavy lifting. i mean i throw out my back whenever i bend over or pick up something even #SLIGHTLY heavy. so.

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dullahandyke · 1 year ago

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nothing like a typing test to lift the spirits

#i might still not have the fucking essay half done but i just scored 118wpm qwerty on monkeytype 30 second test with 96%acc #^ btw typing tests r mostly bullshit and theyre not an accurate measure of how fast u type in practice #they often include only common/basic words and lack both punctuation and coherant word patterns #additionally it only measures how quickly you can replicate written word #when i know that personally a lot of the drag on my typing speed is composing sentences in my head or processing audio #like using stenography methods a lot of people reach speeds of 220+wpm (the average speed a person talks)#but even if i learned plover (something i have all the equipment to do but i havent sat down n done yet)#i doubt id be able to become a court stenographer or other such thing bcos of how autism slows down my audio processing #so i would need to attend to That and improve it greatly and i do not know if that is possible #and also like i have no urgent need to transcribe real-time dialogue its just an interest thing #but yknow!#anywho i probs need to practice dvorak more and get good at that before i crack into stenography #last i checked i was like 23wpm without reference if i attempted accuracy (using a typing test with punctuation and sentence structure)#which is like. dogshit. but it wont get better if i dont practice ig #okkkk from now on im going dvorak mode except for schoolwork and im not allowed 2 get mad #ok there we go i switched over yay #i'm both better and worse than i expected #muscle memory is doing so much heavy lifting re: where letters n shit are #but its still a little agonising

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the-angel-of-the-bottomless-pit · 2 years ago

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long story short i was finally able to get someone to cut the bolt off this stopsign i got so the sign could come off the pole and i could throw it somewhere in my room

so now i also have a. pole connected to a big lump of concrete as well

. for reference it got hit by a car and already knocked down so with some help i. carried it all the way home for keepsies

for now it's just propped against the mannequin i got out of a dumpster next to the traffic cone i got off the side of the road<3

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#barking and foaming at the mouth #they replaced it like a few years ago i've been trying to get this bolt off for a while #that was when i wasn't supposed to be lifting heavy shit because i could like. die too #. i needed the stop sign ok.#i also have a Do Not Block Road sign that blew down during a storm that i snuck home down the back of my pants #im that meme that's like. your unemployed friend at 11am on a tuesday. just up doing fuck knows what at all times #Youtube

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dragons-and-yellow-roses · 2 years ago

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I am exhausted.

#i slept in until 11:30 today. which is bad.#im moving tomorrow. im not prepared at all whatsoever #thats a lie. im semi-prepared #but not enough to move tomorrow #and certainly not enough to afford to sleep in until 11:30 #im about to have a fucking breakdown #i have heavy shit to lift and no one to help me so i dont know how im going to get it out of my apartment #like my huge fucking dresser and my mattress #i dont know how im going to do this by myself. i dont know how im going to do this #and i really dont have the energy. clearly #tomorrow i have to have all my shit packed and get out of the apartment by 3:30pm #thats not a lot of time #in fact i have no time #for anything #i can tell that im going to have a full fucking breakdown tomorrow #im gonna take a vyvanse and hope thatll carry me through #if i stop posting its because ive died #just dropped dead from the stress #on the bright side today is my last day of work!!!!!!!#thank god #this is gonna be the longest shift od my fucking life. but when its done its done!!#wish me luck. keep me in your prayers

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roaringheat · 2 years ago

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Called out of my plant nursery job today cause a bitch needs a fuckin break good lord

#vark posts #also i am struggling so bad with the lyft rides lmao #i wasnt 100% lying about feeling sick tho #last night i felt like absolute ass and i feel ok now but ik from experience itll creep back up if theres strenuous movement #so lifting heavy shit outside all day maybe isnt the best idea rn #this is the first day ive had to just relax at home in weeks so im enjoying it :^)

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harbingersecho · 12 days ago

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oh i had a question for you guys actually -

"visibility" in this meaning like how well can you see intentional details that are in the dark i.e. the first figure below isnt just largely a black void to you etc (brightened pic on right for reference)

#not art #ignore the shit quality i just took a screenshot of a zoomed out wip canvas of the prev work #im just curious bc i can see the little details fine on my laptop but on my phone its just a dark void #which i dont mind for this piece bc obv i want it to be obfuscated a lot lol thats the point #and if i use a lot of dark colors i try to make it not look like completely incomprehensible on mobile before i post but you know #i do wonder if it's like prevalent bc sometimes on my pc monitor its also hard to see some stuff bc the contrast is higher/more vibrant...#like do you guys have to turn the brightness up to max to see something and then you briefly blind yourself lol. i dont want that...#i want some stuff to be a secret or obfuscated but i dont want it to be like a weird dark spot or anything like that #its not so much an issue on illustrations like this bc the outline does the heavy lifting but in portraits etc thats way harder to achieve #anyway. let me knoww.... <3

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raeathnos · 14 days ago

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#I may have overdone it today but it’s okay cause I had a really fun day #I did the most walking since surgery today and I spent most of it doubled over laughing #ran into my one friend at community day and once again we are a menace together #I think I’m struggling a bit because I usually do 20000 to 25000 steps a day on average at my job and I’m lugging around heavy shit #and like im just not good at sitting still and recovering #I did a little under 9000 steps today and oooof I’m sore now #I’ve been off the pain meds since a week after surgery but I had to take one #my weight lifting restriction is nothing heavier than a gallon of milk #which I googled and is 8lbs #I miss being able to pick up my cat #but I had my post op a few days back and the doctor says Im healing really well and bounced back fast considering how bad the endo was #but idk… going a little insane still I guess #like I have chronic fatigue so and I’m used to being tired all the time and just powering through it #but healing is a different sort of tired and this has a long ass recovery period #normally I take a day trip to the beach for my birthday but I didn’t think I was up for it yet #really glad I didn’t I think I’d be dying right about now #but I also really miss the ocean so possibly going in like two or three weeks #someone yeet me into the sea that’ll fix everything #lol I’m rambling #it’s time for bed I say when I know full well I’m going to be up for like 3 more hours #if you see me online no u didn’t

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moomindreamboy · 2 months ago

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I've been gaining my curiosity back which is nice

#like the inherent striving for wonder #yknow #it's so powerful when it's brought to heavy situations #it lifts some of the heaviness #it brings something else to live beside the despair #in harmony #when shit sucks. and also when it doesnt suck as hard #im just saying shit #i think the ketamine is working chat #txt

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