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It worked again
listening to Welcome to the Black Parade instantly solves like 50% of my problems
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Weird double whammy world where I fight ridiculous battles to gain a flicker of feeling worthy/willing to Live, but it's like my personal progress is an inverse graph of how astronomically shitty and vile the world at large continues to become
#transness disability racial minority status on top of Everything!! Everything#Evetything else#maybe life is more a game. of gaming the system hard enough to have a passing laugh or smile on occasion.#i mean that'll have to carry a lot of the losd here jesus fucking convoluted christ#vent#trilogy of vent.#txt
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Speed round: reasons to live
#uhhmm lidtening to welcome to the black parade rly fucking loud#my cat mushing his fuzzy head into my leg#i am actually bound by promise to give my cat his forever home bc i agreed to these terms w his previous owner#so i cant let those two down i suppose#uhm creative hyperfixationd#my cat when i try not to give in to the weird idea that he doesnt care abt me or smth#my friends when i try to allow for thr tiniest sliver of possibility that they do care abt me simply bcos i have innate worth/goodness#or smth#txt#vent (anti vent?)#who gaf
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Getting into the "what if it never gets better" trap
#telling myself it's my med change that's making it so so bad#i will get through this haze i better not have fought this hard in vain#doing really really bad#i got better briefly! briefly!!#the general state of the world is not helping what is already a grrimmmmm situation#ill eat a klonopin & hope it resets me by the time i wake up#then i get some god damn healthcare tomorrow#what is the POINT of all this agonizing to get my brain a millimeter closer to 'better'#i am so fucking tired#i'll stick it out i fucking Guess#probably was smart of me to ask for all the potentially dangerous household objects to be hidden away huh#ggghhhhhhhhhhhhh don't go insane challenge#vent#txt
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listening to Welcome to the Black Parade instantly solves like 50% of my problems
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Is it a common experience to like, feel some level of grief as I notice my fixations shifting?
#granted im undergoing some major life changes & different interests do come with different “phases”#but it's like No wdym i don't feel like listening to the same musician 90% of the time anymore...#those things will always be there tho#art music stories media etc#txt#oh i guess i was also getting paid at one point to draw gay fanart in a specific fandom#which was my pleasure#at the time
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Note to self: indulge in old comfort movies to regain connection with prev versions of myself
+ also just enjoyable lol
#treasure planet my beloved#I've been listening to some music i used to like in highschool & it's interesting to me how that reflects just... where i was#& how i was doing & coping with my life at the time#i also thought wow i had good taste for a high schooler hehe#ah... implicit memory#so bittersweet#txt
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I am doing Bad
#what is a normal reaction to beginning to experience improvement in depression halfway through a course of intensive treatment#then that progress plummeting so my depression is now worse than i began#because shit went downhill so hard with my ex#and now he is starting the exact same treatment at the exact same facility#and talking about how restorative it is#like what am i supposed to do except feel resentful#sure its good hes getting help but yeah this feels incredibly fucked up#txt
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jude do NOT let recent painful interpersonal experiences color the rest of the people in the world as bad uncaring etc challenge
#validating rhe fact that i am going thru a particularly messy breakup#like BAD#abandonment wounds torn open type shit#5 months left on the lease type shit#also the fact that the nature of my ptsd is literally such that every other human being seems dangerous#i want to remain open to human connection but BRO.....#txt
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note to self never date again for until I'm 40
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Why is this kind of the best song ever written tho
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i dont see why i cant start a trend, so here goes. lets try to build back our attention spans. lets try to focus on just one thing for as long as possible. lets not watch those "asmr for people with adhd" videos where they fuck up adhd folks even worse. lets resist the urge to reach for our phones when watching a movie. lets read the articles we reblog, even when theyre boring. i know its hard, i have adhd too, but its worth it. i also know that this hard work doesnt always seem super impressive to other people, so id love for yall to tell me in the tags or replies if youve done something, no matter how small, for your attention span. you deserve to feel like youve taken back some of what social media has ripped from you
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