#i just want to go back home 😭
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I'm about to end my boss 😤 He just yelled at me because I 'made a mistake' even though it turned out he was wrong. I hate men 🤬
#i'm about to flip tables#the audacity of this man to yell at me anytime a fart ia stuck in his ass#i hate working in the office#i just want to go back home 😭
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puppies leave on saturday and i have a 13 hr work day tomorrow :(
#text#back to school night is the worst#i could get out of it if i just told admin that pi is sick (he’s had diarrhea)#but…i know in my heart he is fine 😂#and i really do want to meet all the parents#i have been studying everyone’s names really hard 😤 I’m confident i know who everyone is and a little bit about them#friday is a minimum day at least#I’m gonna go home and take them to bass pro shop#then they leave saturday morning 😭😭😭
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#theres nothing quite like your mother saying Well maybe you shouldve been more careful because now your boss might think youve been flirting#with this male coworker (whom i like splendidly as a friend) and now maybe she thinks youre not trustworthy#and maybe she regrets hiring you because you said you feel like youre making a lot of mistakes this week and she might assume thats because#your head is filled with this boy.#so dont make her regret hiring you.#MA'AM I TOLD YOU I WAS ALREADY ANXIOUS BECAUSE I MADE SO MANY MISTAKES TODAY WHY ARE YOU MAKING ME ASHAMED#OF SOMETHING THAT I HONESTLY HAD NO CLUE I OUGHT TO BE ANXIOUS ABOUT AT MY FIRST NEW JOB AFTER IVE GRADUATED????#anyway going to bed i cant take this anymore LOL she said it so lightly and im like. well i never even considered#being afraid of making my boss regret hiring me somehow because of some kind of behaviour that i had no idea was sending some kind of signal#anywaysssss 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭#and then she was like why are you crying?? 💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀#not to be like this is partly why i didnt want to move home but confound it all why are things like this#can i not simply confide in my mother my anxieties and worriws#worries#and not also have to worry about her potentially being like Well have you considered you ARE right and it IS your fault?#idk man something something firstborn child eldest daughter can i have some room to breathe. please#also not to whine but Not my father walking in on me eating dinner at 10pm because i was holed up#in my room in a semi depressive state after so many gong shows in a work day and straight up having no appetite#but deciding my body needs the food anyway its better late than never.....walking in and then saying#you know if you eat this late you'll gain weight. SIR??????????????????#sorry to complain and rant again i simply cannot in this house and whats more am doing my best to honour my parents#but why is it so hard out here and how can they say stuff like that with a smile!!!!!!!#also i DO have an inner critic who is always like Its your fault you are the worst you should be ashamed always........why do my parents#not understand after knowing me for so long and watching me grow up#that i can make myself so ashamed of the smallest thing so easily and that what they say drives me to shame almost as easily?#ANYWAY LOL WHAT A DAY#you guys!!! i am working so hard i promise i PROMISE I am!!! it is my first full time job ever and i am working so so hard#i am doing my absolute best and no one sees it and that is FINE i just wish my parents would see that i AM trying!!#i come back home so dead every single day because i put in 120%! this is literally my first job after graduation#and my parents KNOW this has been the most exhausting taxing and soul crushing year ive had in my very short life so far
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How 2 do well in school, which is starting soon, no glue no borax
#i think im smart. maybe. cuz my finals last uear were aparently AWESOME for some fucking reason#i was failing allll my classes tho#except like. gym. but the rest were legit all Fs#idk how i passed.....#im just godly#but fr ive gyat no motivation to do anything ever and honestly id rather kms than be there BUT i have a gf now and also the convergence ->#-> reboot hasnt come out so i cant die yet#ive lost most motivation for my hobbies at this point and now i gotta go back to that freakshow#SIGH#the ppl there are MEAN and some of the things they tey to teach us with suck ASS#PLEASE. IM SUPPOSED TO BE GOOD AT ENGLISH. IT USED TO BE MY BEST SUBJECT#😭😭😭😭😭#the thing we have to do stuff on tho SUCKS bc i can barely ever finish it in class cuz theres not enough time and i dont have the motivation#to do it at home so eventually i just stopped bothering with it#like i just stopped#honestly halfway through last year i just gave tf up in general 😭💀and they literally pulled me away and were like “r u ok....”#i dont remember where i was going with this#im eepy everything hurrts i dont wanna go back#i wanna be silly i wanna make straight As and Bs like when i was an little kid i want to make the ppl that care about me happy but.augh#vent post#I GUESS#mother get me tested + medicated challeng e level IMPOSSIBLE😭😭😭😭😭#ganvg im starting to think i may have smth besides the adhd.... hmmm.......
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told my gynecologist how bad my job is and she told me to apply at that hospital and put her down as a reference. we do stan
#she said they might train me to be an or tech which sounds captivating but i'm too stupid i fear i would rather do something not with people#unrelated but why does nobody warn you about the speculum i'm sorry but it feels like theyre ripping your vagina in half#i did almost have a panic attack because i didnt realize there was going to be a physical exam i thought she was just going to talk to me 😭#and the speculum pain viscerally brought back the iud experience. i'm fine though i'm going to go get breakfast#and then i'm going to go to the beach and then i'm going to go home and APPLY FOR GOOD JOBS 😤 AGAIN#she said if you work there you get free medical care 👁️👁️#i did forget to tell her that i still wanted a hysterectomy because i was so caught off guard by having to take my pants off lmao#but i'm losing my medicaid so its not like that was going to happen soon anyway. i'll give the iud a chance to redeem itself#me
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🎤 thoughts: is it normal for friends to kind of ~disappear after getting together with someone and is it normal to feel sad about it
#ive been wondering this for a while bc one of my super close friends has been dating this girl for like 4 months atp#and since then i think our communication has gone down by a lot ajsbsf#for context this guy is rlly good friends with me and my bf!! he and my bf go waay back since they were 5 😭#and he and i trauma bonded in hs LOL which is why we're so close#he's at the level of like. he could be my maid of honour in my wedding 😭 like i would put him there along w my bsf#bc next to my bf i think they're the next 2 people who know me best 😭 but my bf also wants him as a groomsman 😭#and i think ive honestly witnessed him at the lowest points of his life hsbfsdf#there was one time we came from a night out with friends and when he dropped me home he had to park outside my house for a bit#bc he was having a full on breakdown and didn't want to go home yet 😭#i think ive witnessed him at many stages of his life basically sdfbsjdf#and i mean im not rlly taking it personally that he isnt talking to us as much cos i respect the whole new relationship phase#i also wouldnt want to cause problems or make his girl see me as a threat or smth 😭 so taking a step back a bit was a given#but my bf is fr getting sad abt it and honestly i am too a lil bit 😭 cos where is our friend 😭#i talked so much again#anyway what are some thoughts on this im curious#maybe im also just overreacting
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Girl who rear-ended me left me on read for a week after I sent her an estimate and is now claiming she’s not the one who did the damage. Lmao
#(laughing bc otherwise I will scream and cry)#still don’t have her insurance info so I will either need to get her to hand it over or get law enforcement involved#which I should’ve done in the first plave#especially since she refused to give me her insurance info#but whatever#she’s saying I should just let her go through my insurance so SHE can have a cheaper deductible… girl#first of all you don’t even know what MY deductible is#second I don’t know that you’re actually gonna pay it bc you sure don’t seem like you want to#and third why would I care about you saving money 😭 you hit my car and are trying to lie to me about it!!#ALSO fourth that’s not even. how this works. like. the insurance companies are supposed to decide that between one another#sighhhhh#anyway. waiting for the bus and then I’m gonna go get groceries#I need to cope (eat chocolate) and I don’t have any at home 💔#also I have homework due tonight fml#I just spent like five hours in opera rehearsal#AND I still need to figure out what I’m gonna text this girl back. I’m gonna wait til I get home probably#ellyposting
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wondering why old ladies aren’t smiling at me around town as much this morning then remember im wearing hoops and a puffer jacket and generally look like a bitchy year 9 girl who’s about to punch someone
#state school fit jumped out today I must say#smiling first at the old ladies like IM NICE I SWEARRRRR. SMILE BACK#anyway i made it to my coffee shop that’s what matters 🫶🏼 im doing the plot outline for dog teeth part 3#bc FUN FACT I’ve approached the writing of that super different to how i normally do#like normally as we know I’ll plan out EVERY STUPID DETAIL of each chapter before i even start writing#whereas this time around I’ve written the whole of part 1 and some of 2#with NO set plot outline for part 3 like all I’ve got is bullet points of where i need to take it and Key Events#but nothing in between and im just gonna let myself figure that out as i go#WHICH IS SO SCARYYY I DONT /DO/ THISSSS#and im sat here now like ‘i WONT make an outline im just gonna hash it out more…’#who wants to bet i make an outline 😐#it’s not MY fault the plot got away from me (it’s entirely my fault)#like part 3 is getting INTENSE i have so many insane ideas for it it’s rlly looking to be a banger fic icl#SO SURELY I NEED A DETAILED OBSESSIVE PLAN FOR EVERY SINGLE PART OF IT. RIGHT#fuck sake 😭 oh well it’s my staff party tonight 😋#hella goes home
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yuu: even though we didn’t win, we had fun, right? kira: kira: no?? what the fuck?
#she’s… very competitive 🧍♀️#k.ira vc: NEVER BACK DOWN NEVER WHAT??#y.uu vc: sister i want to go home 😭#[ 𝐢. ] ooc › i love the kind of woman that will actually just kill me.
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Not trying to be a bitch but the guy made me get on a train with him to get from our town to a bar in a city close to where we live (it's almost a 2 hour ride), I would at least expect him for us to split an uber so we could get to the bar and not make me walk back to the station at 4h in a freezing cold 10 Celsius weather 💀💀💀💀
#and we didn't even kiss but it's alright maybe it wasn't supposed to be#but the fact we could've just go out where we live and come back home whenever we want to#we still had to wait for the station to be open and sat on the train for almost 2 hours#also i was trying so hard to just rest but he wouldn't stop talking 😭😭😭🤌🏻🤌🏻🤌🏻#i'm sorry about the rant but really ajdjskksjshd#been inviting him to this karaoke here and he just never says yes#but instead he'd rather take the goddamn train for 2h and stay up until almost 7 am lmao
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#can i just say something#idk if it’s controversial or not it’s just my thoughts#so years and years ago when chris said in an interview#something along the lines of#‘Sandra bullock is the type of girl you take home to meet your mom’#and ‘Salma Hayek is the type where you yell action and go to town’#(on who he’d rather film a sex scene with)#and it’s so funny bc it just clicks with me how…#men boys whatever they’re all the same#I’m not Mexican like salma but#I’m south Asian and I’m brown and this is literalllyyyt how all boys think#like white boys#they date white girls#but on the down low they fuck with us but don’t want to be seen with us or take us home to their parents or make us their girlfriend#treated like a ‘dirty little secret’ fr 😂😭#I remember back in secondary school#my friend who is Indian#was hooking up with a white body and at one point he made her walk on the other side of the street from him bc he saw his friends 🙃🙃🙃#white boy* not body lmao#and YES dumb of us to be even giving these white boys attention but like…#we were 16/17/18 year old KIDS who just wanted validation#but anyways it’s crazy…. obviously not ALL white boys and ofc they grow out of it (some of them)#but like it’s so sad#also with Chris like… he’s always only ever dated white women which is FINE like that’s his preference that’s his vibe good for him#but then all this chris ‘Jamal’ evans stuff is like…. kinda sad imo bc#like most white men he might hook up with poc women but of course his girlfriend (now or in the past or in the future) will most likely be#white#which is why I find the jamal stuff kinda iffy lmao#please don’t come at me if you think I said something wrong just tell me nicely or whatever like I’ll understand#I’m just speaking my mind
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#okay i actually want to rant a bit 😭 - not advised to read this because then you might get brain damage#because oh my god??????? weird#(was going to write an entire diary but nvm here’s the gist of it)#basically i was coming home from this chem thing right#i used the train as i always do when it comes to this. and because the new station just got a shiny renovation it is now connected to the#new mall in front of it (we have two now it’s an addition to the first one). and guess what 😭#i had to go in and get to the first mall because my dad said he’d just pick me up at the lobby instead of the bus stop in front of#the station entrance right.#and when i was on the elevator going up on a call with my mom about food orders 😭#the guy i used to have a very very VERY heavy crush on in middle grade got to the elevator leading down just as i was on the landing 😭😭#and i had to make sure i wasn’t hallucinating so as he was descending and his back turned to me i examined the back of his head and i’m#pretty sure it was him. curiosity killed the cat i should’ve remembered that shit because you know what my stupid ass did??#i was already walking away on my way to cross to the first mall but then that curiosity got the better off me and i steppedonto the elevato#leading down 😭 and followed him out into (apparently) the fucking bus stop#oh my goddd I JUST REALIZED this is my the one moment help#except i don’t think he recognized me because i was never even friends with him lmao. wrote tons of poetry about him ✅#actually had one proper conversation with him ❌#i was delusional and kept alone with my thoughts living in my head do not judge me#but seriously even though i don’t really care about him anymore this would’ve been (unfortunately) SUPER important to middle grade me#she would’ve taken it as a sign or something and write like five pages about it#and i just keep thinking about that#funny how things change because IF YOU KNEW how many credits and exaggerated compliments i gave him in my old journal#oh you would’ve laugheddd#like i used to SPEND SO MUCH TIME pondering over him it’s so 😭#i used to have an oc and i think i based it on my idea of him and then i think that idea of him was even the reason i started to TRY to#write poetically. and i used to relate every taylor swift love songs to him (esp the ones in debut lover and rep and fearless) IT WAS SO#FUNNY LOOKING BACK AT IT NOW#i think he did see me though. i put on this act as if i was searching for someone confused and then (my go to) pretended someone called me#and then i whisked off as if to find that someone#i’d like to think i look pretty cool though. not because of anything (def not my looks because i was SO TIRED from that extra chem lessons
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090923 — i want to go home.
#his man 2#2sung#i loveeeeee………….. this image and the caption sooooooo much#i love how much sh says he wants to go home. for many rzns#one because hes an introvert king and i love that#but two bc his home is junseong 😭 he just wants to#go back to their place and be relaxed together 😭😭😭 how much comfort he has w js… i love their relationship SO MUCJHHHHDJ#MY BRANGELINA FR
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Man I was so hype I was like, wow it’s 12:30 and I’m already done bathing dogs - at the busiest salon too, wow!!!
And then a groomer asked me to bathe one. more. dog 🫠
#nsfwitchytalks#she’s small so it won’t take long and it won’t be too bad#I’m just so so so tired lol#my back hurts and my caffeine is wearing off#like I am ready! to go! home! please!#I agreed to this shift for the extra money so I feel silly wanting to leave early#but this salon is so busy. and I am. so tired.#and it’s my version of Friday#I want my weekend to start so I can sleep 😭
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#agreed to go to this concert thing with friends tonight#only because it said starting time is 7pm#turns out ACTUAL starting time is 9:15pm#WHY#who wants to START doing things at 9:15pm#that’s when you’re supposed to be back home and getting ready for your snuggly comfy bed#i genuinely do not understand#you had a WHOLE DAY to do this concert#why do you wait until it’s sleeping time#😭😭#i’ve had this issue my whole life lmao#i love mornings so much and don’t understand why people voluntarily do anything after like 6pm#like you’ll just be so tired the next day?? you’ll miss out on the whole morning!!#smh#anyway. i’ll power through lmao BUT I WILL NOT LIKE IT
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yeah I'm not gonna talk abt it am I...
#well thats okay. eventually itll come up naturally. and if not well. it doesnt make me feel very okay. but its not a big deal#and i guess ill meet ppl in the future who will curate a different idea of me and maybe therell be fewer misunderstandings#<- coward who CAN communicate to save their life but not in any lower stakes situation for their happiness n quality of life#we <3 repression n insecurity. maybe if i keep digging at the corner of this bit of the labyrinth with my spoon ill get out someday 😌#anyway.. theres my daily vague vent post got it out of my system#wanted to do it earlier but ended up not having much time after work n then called friends which was nice :^)#also i never have signal at work these days.. my boss has said shell get me on the staff wifi tho cuz i do need it for work reasons#its rare to need it for work purposes bc we all use work pcs n stuff anyway and not rly supposed to use mobiles in the lab#but yeahh.. god i have so much admin shit to sort out also gotta text family back before i sleep i forgot to earlier#its all good.. also my memory foam pillows turned up so i no longer have to steal my roomies extra one for my neck pain <3#ik she was missing it... not to sound like a creep but it was nice that it smelled like her a little. just familiar innit#we're always around each other so its just what being home smells like to me.. listen i have a sensitive nose 😔✋️#if we were a lot closer i would ask if i could sleep in her bed while shes away but we're not so it would come across sooo weird..#and i would feel rly weird abt someone sleeping in my own room without me there. well maybe not actually. as long as they werent snooping#<- guy whose mother used to go thru their shit all the time n struggles to not feel paranoid and distrustful when it comes to privacy#was thinking recently my ideal living situation w a partner would be separate rooms but we still share the bed sometimes#but not every night bc im a sensitive sleeper... but we can switch bedding so i can still smell them if i wake up in the night alone#like how new mothers trying to get babies used to cot sleeping each have a cloth or blanket and swap every night#so the baby is comforted by the blankets smell and sleeps more peacefully.. and momma finds it easier being apart from the baby too#sorry this is getting gooey and weird my meds have been wearing off the last couple hours im so sleeppyyyy 😭#well.... maybe everything can wait until tomorrow..... bed is calling..#goodnight everyone muah#.diaries
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