#i just have a hard time for the motive tho
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im trying to rewrite sdr2 the hardest murder mystery cases to write are the ones where komaeda is involved
bc of his stupid luck i have to consider that theres a chance of failure and it benefits komaeda somehow AND keep track of his bad luck / good luck
#other than that im having fun writing murder cases#i just have a hard time for the motive tho#if its realistic like teruterus then im fine#but when it starts going to like they did it cuz they were brainwashed#i find it difficult writing it realistically than logically#like i can write “oh they did it for despair”#while i dont even know what that means exactly#so i get stuck#oh also#i have to keep in mind the “randomness” of the killings where anyone or at least the majority of the students is capable#or suspects of the murders#danganronpa#danganronpa 2#dr2#dr#dr 2#sdr2#rambles#sdr2 rewrite
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hiiii.. 🙃🙃
#ts4#the sims 4#ts4 edit#late night sim posting but its ok! who needs sleep anyway....#second sim kinda sorta inspired by cocona from xg except im really bad at making irl people in the sims soo..#anyway not sure if ill get back into posting regularly anytime soon. i have a gp save rn that i play like once a week when i have time#but tbh its so hard for me to have the motivation to play rn but thats just how it is during the school year 🤷♀️#and i might not have that much time in the summer since i miiiiight be studying abroad for a month (idk we'll see..)#will most likely continue lurking for the next few months tho :)#ok jfc enough rambling im going to bed gn sleep tight or have a good day <33
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tommy!
#my art#just a sketch this time.#have been having a hard time finding motivation to draw#not as inspired; hopefully i get back on track soon tho :)#hlvrai#tommy coolatta#hlvrai tommy
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just finished undertale. ok i see the vision. i now understand yall's Sans-to-Benrey obsession pipeline. and the Papyrus-to-Tommy Coolatta pipeline
#undertale#hlvrai#hlvrai2#benrey#tommy coolatta#papyrus#benry#hlvrai benry#sans undertale#sans#undertale sans#undertale spoilers#i loved Papyrus so much and the whole time i was playing i was like hmm he reminds me of someone...? TOMMY. HE REMINDS ME. OF TOMMY.#i played pacifist but i saw how if u kill every1 n spare Papyrus Sans tells him every1 else is on a vacation bc truth would be too hard#file under: lies Gordon would tell Tommy if anything happened to Sunkist or his dad Gman#we wanna protect Tommy but on the other hand. the horrors r everywhere & Tommy go ham with a gun (he's terrified & acting on pure instinct)#(even tho Tommy has definitely faced his share of horrors in contrast to how Papyrus's loved ones try to shelter him from bloodshed)#i wanna write a paper psychoanalyzing Sans and Benrey in comparison to each other SOOOOO badly#it's been a hot minute since i last watched hlvrai (have seen it at least 4 times but not recently. did watch bbvrai live tho!)#im so extremely tired rn so i can't form proper thoughts :( but like:#they both have unfathomable otherworldly power and knowledge of their respective universes#but u wouldn't know it bc they're presented as just some chill guy who likes to make jokes and Vibe man#sike! they're a being of elderitch levels of power#they both act in accordance to game code but Sans can control parts of it (can see the timeline) while Benrey is much more subject to it#in some ways they are the antithesis of each other's motives but also contain the same vibes (all-powerful guy laidback n funny final boss)#Sans is judgment but doesn't interfere with the timeline. Benrey takes action that's “i knew this was gonna happen”#Benrey is fought as the final villain whereas Sans is arguably the final hero fight#anyways THEIR VIBES ARE BOTH SO !!!!!!!!!!!!!#idk if they'd be besties or mortal enemies#they can bond over being “unserious” (but they both take their true jobs very seriously. security guard and judgment bringer respectively)
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when i was in highschool one o my biggest coping mechanisms was drawing all the kids i hated getting killed and eaten and killed. and well. time is a slowly ascending spiral. you will find patterns.(i work as a blackjack dealer. gamblers are FASCINATING
#cw blood#luckys original content#ITS SMALL BUT ITS ART SO IT GOES ON THE ART BLOG#also wwaooooww its meee its my lil persona!!! i dont draw myself enough....#anyway i have bigger things in the works. im slowly but surely chipping away at a pd thumbnail for that pd thumbnail project#FINALLY COLORING. BUT COLORING IS SO HARD AND I HAVNT BEEN IN THE COLORING MOOD#SO IVE JUST BEEN MAKING RLY DUMB COMICS INSTEAD... OOPS..#idk if anything finished n polished will be posted here anytime soon. BUT i post wips of everything on my twitter#and i post jrwi exclusive wips on my slucky blog. you may look at those if u have Truck Art Wishdrawls. as many do. as many do#THIS BLACKJACK JOB IS RLY AWESOME BTW DONT GET ME WRONG#i work three 12-hour days ina row. i gotta take an hourlong bus up to the depths o the mountains and then#i get to stay in this delightful lil hotel that was built in an ooold hospital. its a whole casino town. and an OLD one at that#ITS GORGEOUS HERE. last week my bus home was delayed for 2 hours#so i finally got the chance to head to other casinos and try drinkin n gambling. lost ten bucks to a pretty girl. NOT the first time#i rlly wanna try it again!!! i love interracting w ppl and i love being inebriated in public bc im just so sweet and pleasant and friendly#and pretty girls LLOOOOVEE MEEEEE i think i just need to go to gay bars more#but theres fucking NONE HERE. HELP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! im collectin comrade queers up here tho#we wanna make a Group but we just gotta come up witha name first. i need something weird and strange#yknow i remember being in highschool. and being miserable n unmedicated. my mommas ultimatum was that;#if i dont drop out of highschool; i dont need to move out. she probably wouldntve kicked me out anyway bc my mommas sweet like that but#she REALLY wanted me to graduate. and i remember dreading that i might never do that#i remember feeling like the Resident Idiot. sweet but so so fucking dumb. it took me 7 years of strife n stress before i finally graduated#i remember worrying back then that i might not ever be able to handle myself out there. that i'd be too dependant on others#AND HERE I AM. DID U KNOW I WAS LOOKIN AT HOUSES A WHILE AGO? IM AN ADULT AND IM WWINNINNNGGGGGGG#IM RUNNING OUTA ROOM BUT HERES MY ADVICE TO YOU. BC I KNOW UR FUCKING SCARED TOO. THE ONE THING THAT SAVED ME.#THAT KEPT ME FROM SINKING INTO DESPAIR IS REMEMBERING ONE THING: ITS LITERALLY JUST LIKE VIDEO GAMES#MOST PPL YOU CAN JUST WALK UP TO N ASK A QUESTION N THEYLL ANSWER. THEYRE ALL NPCS THEYRE NOT REAL#LIKE IF U WALK INTO A BANK AND ASK HOW A DEBIT CARD WORKS THEY WILL HELP YOU#AND IF YOU THINK THEY HAVE ULTERIOR MOTIVES RELATING TO MONEY. YOU CAN ASK THE CUSTOMERS TOO. ITS JUST LIKE VIDEO GAMES#ANYWAY STAY SAFE KIDS HAVE FUNNNNN. IM GOING TO GO DO DRUGS NOW. HOPE U CAN DO DRUGS SOON TOO. I LOVE YOU
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Once I'm done with ongoing things I'll probably take a serious break from shit,,, not feeling worth it at the moment
#working my through infernal heritage stuff#book layout v hard but were getting there#i was going to go straight into running the next thing for lost haven but i probably need to give it a rest#full of ideas and all but its just#ive lost the desire to do the work for it recently#since im essentially doing all of it for free it becomes very difficult when i just want it to be over#the deck of beginnings flopping hasnt helped motivation either#im just#not in a place where i can do anything i want#i might never be#ive got acme in september#i have megacon in January#tho im seriously considering pulling out from megacon at this point#having to fight the urge to leave other things im part of#🤷 not feeling good#a resurgence in old social life problems has destroyed me and any motivation i might have had#somehow feels worse this time round even if less world ending#cant be comfortable online anymore tbh#and its tanked my art motivation#this is rivalling 2021 levels of i cant#feels bad man
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Wip Day
Tagged by @captmactavish @cloudofbutterflies92 @simonxriley @marivenah 💕 Tagging @carlosoliveiraa @bbrocklesnar @ghastlyrider @finding-comfort-in-rain @cassietrn @direwombat @onehornedbeast @aceghosts and everyone💕💕
I've been trying to find time and energy to write and just now working on random ideas i have (I HAVE PLANS THAT I CAN'T SHARE YET..) Just some Ariel being a lowkey hypocrite 🙄 and Sel x Russ idea I had. **All subject to change/editing/never being posted.
Ariel x Edward
Nothing changed. This city has never changed for the better since Wayne’s promise and his demise. While she was at The Iceberg Lounge, Ariel watched politicians enter the Below 44 club and exit high or drunk while people were on the streets, asking for a dime. And it made her sick to her stomach. How they could be with strangers while their spouses tucked in their children and their community begged for scraps.
Gotham City was still so poisonous and dark. A cancerous thing to be ripped out.
This place needed a drastic shift. Things only get worse every year and now there was a costumed menace brutalizing people down on their luck while the rich and powerful kept partying. But Edward fixated on this menace’s brutal form of “justice” and Ariel didn’t see what Edward did in him. But she believed in his plans to shake and reshape Gotham. Extreme measures but it would ensure change and justice. And Ariel wanted the front row seat when it happens.
Some random thing 🥲
Something was wrong there. She was sure of it. Selena didn’t know when she started to believe in ghosts or if she ever did, but now she was wondering if maybe some was haunting the residents.
It was something she refused to think of at that moment. Not when she was holding her head in pain and caught her superior’s gaze. An expression she couldn’t place, “Don’t look at me like that,” Selena sat back onto her cot and buried her face in her hands when he asked what she meant. In a hushed yell, “Like that.”
A look for either pity or disappointment. Whatever it was, the last thing Selena wanted or needed was a look of worry. Or even maybe she just wasn’t cut out for the job, but lucky for her she could never really read her handler.
#Ariel is real one tho 🫡#ride or die terrorist style ig sksksj#Selena being baby as usually and she just needs a break for some reason#trying to motivate and find time to write again? baby come back?#I’m not totally happy w my writing rn so I just don’t have a lot (comes w the hard burn out) 😭😭😭#tagged: wip#oc: ariel herrera#oc: selena b valdez#x: bell and chain#valdez x adler
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Wip of our favorite war criminal wizard!
#art#digital art#critcal role#critrolefanart#Essek#essek theylas#wip#rough wip#legit just started this an hour ago lol#he doesn’t even have hands#I’m mostly just sharing to prove that I’m alive#I still have a bunch of current wips in the works but I had the crazy need to sketch him for some reason#I feel like it’s been really hard for me to stay motivated on projects#it also feels like it takes me longer to get through one painting#tho that’s probably because the time I spend on each one is so sporadically paced#bleh#I would love to be more consistent with my personal art#but once I get to a ’mostly done’ point it gets so much harder to bring myself to work
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if you only love me back
#oc#kit#this man looks different EVERY time i draw him lmaoooo consistency who?? we dont know her#i've finally decided to give my darling boy an AU and no i will not elaborate#but maybe you can guess#not a phantom au just a mask inspired by that cus i like the look and i figure it's a good way to hide his scarring#kinda having a hard time drawing tbh .. lacking inspo and motivation...#i've been having fun tho playing dying light and watching hannibal with my friend#i also played through jedi: fallen order which was a lot of fun#sooo yeah there's my life update
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Maybe this doesn’t need to be said, but Im feeling awful about it, so -- to any mutuals that might notice Im not following them anymore, I'm sorry about that. I've just seen too many posts on my dash that I have no way of blocking because they're not tagged in any way and they're distressing enough it's turning one of the only places I considered a safe space not safe for me anymore. So for my own mental health, I had to unfollow. I Will refollow in the future and I still love y'all, but I just-- I can’t. Ive been noticing some very worrying stuff about my mental and emotional state and it's just too much currently. I hope it's at least an understandable decision, and I wish y'all are having a good day out there 💗
#personal#I know its important to keep up with current events#but life overall's been a bit too much for me lately#I should prob go back to my therapist#I haven’t seen her since I went back to uni#for one because I didn’t know my schedule when we last meet and we both thought this should balance me#finally having purpose again and doing what I actually enjoy#but I also don’t have a job now so its costs and... I don’t know#but I probably should now that Im thinking maybe its time to actually get medicated for real#tho first maybe I should just visit my family doc and ask for those vit d supplements my therapists talked about#see if thats gonna be enough#autumn (and winter) has always been an awful time for me in terms of mental and emotional health#but it feels even worse these days#like Im battling against depression every day recently and rarely anything works to distract me#which is why its been hard to get back to peels in dms and such too#I was meant to meet with a friend now that Im studying in a city she lives in but I have yet to get back to her#and it feels like I have not only Zero but like Negative energy and motivation#+ Ive been dealing with an upset stomach for Weeks now#no matter what I eat it feels weird and achy and barely anything tastes good for me already so now its even worse#anyway this turned into such a rant Im sorry#I just didn’t want the lovely peeps Ive been mutuals with for a long time to think I stopped liking them or smth#its just certain untagged posts that I would otherwise block if I could#and I dont wanna impose onto anyone like a 'rule' to tag them or whatever#so yeah this is just temporary#hopefully at some point I get better enough to survive the couple distressing posts heh...
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I want to make it very clear that I do not have writers block, the only reason I haven’t finished that Aoinene fic yet is bcuz I’m lazy af. And because my sister keeps asking to hang out every time I sit down to work on it and I can’t break the sacred bond of sibling time🍎
#i figured a bit of self public shaming would give me motivation#it’s at like 10k now so i have been working on it#just not as much as i would like to be#like i wanted to have it finished last week and here we are#maybe i’m being too hard on myself idk 10k is already longer than most of my fics#we still have a long way to go but for a fic that’s a bit longer I’m actually surprised i’ve gotten that much done so fast#every time i post that i’ve been working hard or plan to write a lot i suddenly get writers block#it’s like a curse#so i’m hoping this post will benefit me in a reverse psychology way#the apple emoji is an easter egg btw#my new favorite thing is promoting my fics like i’m taylor swift herself#gives me a bit of an ego boost#but really i just do it bcuz i’m silly#this is the second time i’ve used apple symbolism in a nene ship fic have i run out of ideas or smth???#it’s slightly different this time tho i swear#ya’ll are gonna love it#aoinene#flower fish#yashikane#nene yashiro#aoi akane#archive of our own#ao3#ao3 writer#writing#fan fiction#fanfic#i need to eat
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cannot believe the thing that finally gets me to romantically ship furymax is, of all things, my issues with furyjack sjdhskdjd so on brand for me tho
#dont get me wrong furiosa and jack loved each other. in whichever few or many different ways#but like. its like comparing a leaf to a tree. or a seed to a tree.#it was trying SO HARD to be half of what furymax was it would be funny if it wasnt so blown out of proportion#just the seamless teamwork and silent understanding and (manufactured by circumstances) slow trust build up#the two ppl whove been thru so much and have a extraordinarily hard time letting anyone in#learning to trust each other. going from trying to kill each other to giving so much of thenselves to keep the other alive!#like it was so obvious hats what miller intended with furyjack he tried SO HARD#but it was Too Much. back to back 5 sec long shots of them furiosa abd jack looking at each other#like see? SEE? theyre seizing each other up! theyre communicating! theyre gonna eventually work together! SEEEEE??? lmao#and then jacks entire backstory and motivation is one (1) line#and their time together all that trust build up? a single fucking cut#with furymax it was the whole fucking film (it was relatively quick but so well done. just the necessary lingering shots but the rest was#body language and visual storytelling and so well done#maybe bc it wasnt intended to be anything romantic which was absolutely the best fucking choice#probs to tom burke for getting it mostly right. them being romantic only when theyre actually safe is also my preferred version#if it had to happen at all#bc boy dont get the started on the power dynamics and the way his inclusion was a nice lil way to Not have to deal with ppl and joe just#accepting a woman in any position of power at all. and how it kinda takes away from her having probably clawed her way there#also. you cant compete with tom hardys* lips sorry burke#furiosa#furymax#maxiosa#max rockatansky#anti furyjack#more like#furyjack critical#why am i like this tho 😫#i want to like them so bad#furiosa a mad max saga#mad max fury road
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no i understand him because if i was colin i'd be mad jealous of penelope too. like damn you made that much money by eloquently talking shit?
#im currently jealous of penelope#girl making bank off of her passions (talking shit)#she got her nose to the grindstone tho. if i had her motivation maybe id like do something with my life#bridgerton#bridgerton spoilers#txtly#also as an aside using my queue is so so hard bc i keep feeling like. i should post personal posts right away so yall have context#of the time it was written and stuff#but if i do that you don't have the context of the posts that have surrounded this post + thought process#but also who fucking cares dsjkhfgs just me i think#anyway thats why i keep putting the time in the posts instead#(written at 3:33 a.m. on june 24)
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When too lazy to draw but wanna see my own OCs interacting, it's picrew time! With slight annoyance and a lil more added urge to just draw it myself... cuz picrew limitations...
[1st picrew and 2nd picrew] the Flowerheart! My dear children with the slowest slow burn but they're happier in picrew form... Hal is also not supposed to be that pale but it's either him being so pale or being so dark skinned in which case, both are inaccurate orz... Feli's skintone on the 2nd is wrong too but it's pretty accurate on the 1st, it's just that I can't dual colour her hair on the 1st...
[Picrew] My duo ever... Alec and Ray as kids being the happiest ever, I love them...
[Picrew] THE LESBIANS! It's Alec's sister, Elyanore with her future partner Cressida being incredibly flustered to be That close to her senior at school that she secretly idolizes. Her skintone, hair style and hair colour is... pretty inaccurate... but alas... picrew limitations orz...
#aria rants#ariaoc#ever since i started learning to draw i rarely go to picrew cuz i can do wtv i want for my oc designs now that i can draw em myself#but am sooo lazy to draw em today but i also just reeeaaally wanna see em interacting so badly at the same time so picrew it is#and so ive been made more aware by the limitations of picrews but alas! the laziness won. at the same time tho i have gained#+3 motivation to draw my ocs after this experience cuz as bad as i am at drawing em i wanna also get their features accurate#funnily enough my duo ever has designs that is pretty easy to get as close to accurate with picrews but for my other ocs... its so hard...#in peaceful times. feli and hal would be THE MOST sappy couple there is to the point of being infuriating in a: okay WE GET IT way#theyd be matching as much as they can. the accessories that hal wears would ALL be picked by feli while hal picks for feli too#theyd be declaring so proudly and every chance they get bout how much they love one another. theyd be so annoying but#in an endearing way cuz of how much they just love one another itd be both so sweet and irritating to see everyday#but alas... times are not peaceful at all... they cant even have much physical affection... cant even hold hands... agony orz...
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man do i love green goblin and do i HATE how he's usually handled
#reading classic amazing sm and was extremely disappointed that the osborn's death after min(if any) time as goblin trope was canon all along#norman's characterization tho... 100/10 HE IS SO INSANE AND PATHETICCCCC. EASILY MY FAVORITE ONE#also i love how initially his corrupt businessman side wasnt explored anyhow unlike modern interpretations that tend to not explore goblin#the perfect goblin is spectacular one tho. hes got it all. even mysterio-level scams about his identity and death. the actual masterplanner#harry!goblin is.. idk a grown ass man flying around ny as fucking goblin AND HAVING INSANE BEEF WITH HIS SON'S CLASSMATE is so much funnier#whatever harry might do he will never reach This Level#im sorry classic!norman's motivation for being goblin is 'OOOH... NOBODY UNDERSTANDS... I HAD TO DO IT FOR HARRY...' AND THEN TURNS OUT#HARRY IS NOWHERE NEAR HIS ORIGIN EXPLANATION. JUST SOME GREEN GOO EXPLODED INTO HIS FACE AND HE DECIDED TO DRESS UP AS GOBLIN AND DO CRIMES#i have no idea how stan lee did it but the lazy 'chemicals as the reason for villain's mental illness' thing NEVER SLAYED THAT HARD. EVER#he is so silly and hilarious and MISERABLE and he makes ZERO FUCKING SENSE ghrgahtshhgrgr#and the way his amnesia works is THE DUMBEST THING EVER and AT SOME POINT I FUCKING LOVE IT???? WHYYYYY#AND THE WAY BEING GREEN GOBLIN IS APPARENTLY TRANSMITTED NOT ONLY GENETICALLY BUT ALSO THROUGH AIRBORNE DROPLETS ON THERAPY SESSIONS????#green goblin#norman osborn#amazing spider man
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people interacting w wgoin in my notes... this would be a rly bad time to say all my writing will probably be on hiatus for the indefinite future huh
#not like it makes a practical difference considering i only upload twice a year at best#but im realising how much my writing is shame motivated and its just not sustainable or healthy#it saddens me that these stories i invested So much time and effort into will probably never get finished#i wanna hold out hope that they will but#i dont want anyones expectations to be too high#bc knowing myself they probably wont#i started wgoin thinking that this would be the story i commit to finishing and not just abandon as soon as i get bored#but that was before i had really realised how my brain works#and for a while writing these chapters have felt very forced#gbgb had a much better run till it crashed and i was just unable to pick it back up#tbh that one could potentially still be saved bc of how open ended it is if i get any inspo for it back whatsoever#bc it had no strict plan i was entirely making it up as i go#and im realising thats how i write best. i tried to plan wgoin so id commit to finishing it but im realising that has the opposite effect#if i plan anything too thoroughly writing it becomes like gnawing on lead#cause i got all the dopamine out of the idea already#i write best when i have nothing but a vague idea or a vibe#gbgb crashed bc i ran out of vibes and ideas but if i find any again who knows#there is the possibility where i scrap the plan i had for wgoins entire plot and make the rest up as i go#which i might try purely bc i love the story sm#and i think i enjoyed writing it most back in the first three parts where i Was making it up as i went#which is why im saying indefinite hiatus instead of discontinued#bc there is hope for them. just not. much#so if u stick around maybe follow me on ao3 if u dont wanna see all my posts n just my stories#maybe in 3 years time youll see another wgoin notif or sumn#sorry to the small but dedicated handful of readers who really loved these fics#i wanted to write more for you guys bc ik its hard to find this kinda fic anywhere else; its why i started writing it#but i am but one unmedicated autist w severe adhd. we r working on the unmedicated part tho#ive learned so much abt how my brain functions now n how to make the most of it tho#i told myself id finish any new writing before i post it. so know anything new Will be complete :3#mischiefing time
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