#i hate them (bawling)
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#my art#crunchchute art#postal#postal brain damaged#drawing: 5 minutes. picking the colors and overlays: 500 hours#the pose is awkward no hes not holding his ass i wanted to use his hand as a censor for his bawls#ended up hating this cause i cant color for my life today but posting it whatever#also weird anatomy again cause i wanted to chibify them again but then kept lenghtening their arms and everything but it kinda fits with th#3d models i guess so its ok#the other dude#postal dude
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astarion, the man who was dying and offered eternal life, but had no idea that it meant becoming a slave to a sadistic master.
astarion, the man who had his freedom and bodily autonomy ripped away from him.
astarion, the man who was forced to befriend, seduce and sleep with people to lure them back to his master, resulting in severe sexual trauma and the struggle to form any sort of intimate relationship.
astarion, the man who was horribly punished whenever he refused his master’s orders (one punishment being sealed away in a dusty tomb, starving, for an entire year. he scratched his hands raw trying to carve his way out).
astarion, the man who was forced to eat rats.
astarion, the man who hasn’t even been able to see his own face since he turned.
astarion, the man who had his body mutilated as cazador carved scars onto his back, which he later found out was to bind him to a ritual.
astarion, the man who is so severely traumatised that he admitted he doesn’t know how to say “no” or ask for help (and he feels guilty when he does).
astarion, the man who waited two centuries to be helped and freed from torture, but no one came.
astarion, the man who was always treated like a monster when all he wanted was to be treated like a person.
astarion, the man who came up to you in the middle of the night just to thank you for defending him and allowing him to make his own decisions.
astarion, the man who said that no one ever looked out for him or showed him kindness, and that you’re the only one. “other people don’t have a heart like you. you’re you. no one is like that.”
astarion, the man who broke the cycle of power and terror that started centuries ago thanks to the love, care and compassion that you showed him when no one else did.
astarion, the man who confessed that he loves you and feels safe with you; something he has never felt with anyone before.
#my darling boy :(#astarion#baldur’s gate 3#bg3#bg3 spoilers#his backstory and character development make me want to bawl my eyes out#this is why i get so angry when people don’t even try to understand him#and when they reduce him to things he’s not#like do you pay ANY attention to anything he says??#or do you just stare at him and drool and then continue to sexualise him#sorry if that sounds dramatic but ughhhhhh man#it’s just incredibly annoying#like i don’t know why some people choose to pick up an intense game with really deep characters if they’re not gonna try to understand them#like they weren’t just made for you to treat them like they’re objects#and what gets me is the fact that astarion would HATE how people talk about him#and yes yes i know he’s not real i’m not dumb i am aware!!!!!#but he would absolutely hate it#that flirty sexy vampire image you have of him isn’t even real#it was a mask he wore#he was literally forced into doing those things#even in the game he has a reputation for flirting and sleeping around but that’s not even who he is or what he wants#it’s all an act#and it’s just so sad how everyone reduces him to that when it traumatises him every day#and apparently there’s a scene with raphael where if you haven’t seen astarion’s scars yet ->#raphael basically says he’s surprised astarion has kept his clothes on for this long and then he strips him naked in front of everyone#it’s so horrible and unfair#i just want to hold his hand and hug him tight. he deserves so much better in the game AND in this fandom#tw abuse#tw sa#my posts
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read a jercy hanahaki fic and was fine, then I read a jercy fic jason went to meet percy’s family and everyone immediately accepted him and he finally understood what it was to be loved by a family and now I’m fucking bawling my eyes out
#jason grace#percy jackson#jercy#jason deserves better#they could never make me hate you jason grace#percy jackon and the olympians#pjo fandom#pjo series#heroes of olympus#pjo#pjo hoo toa#sally jackson#i love them#fluff destroys my heart more than angst#im crying#like bawling my eyes out fr
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falsettoland and falsettoland reprise will never not get to me cuz
wdym this ^
can go to this ^ within an hour
#falsettos#march of the falsettos#andrew rannells#christian borle#falsettoland#how am i supposed to live laugh love in these conditions#i hate falsettos (not really though i love it with all my big fat gay heart)#i love them#i love tumblr tags#falsettos makes me ill#im bawling my eyes out
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WHAT THE FUCK COOKIE RUN KINGDOM DEVS, WHY MUST U BESTOW SUCH HEART BREAKING, DOOMED BY THE PLOT COOKIE CHARACTERS UPON MY BEING, LET THEM HAVE A BREAK FOR ONCE IN THEIR LIVES💔💔💔
(Ignore The Tumblr Notifs, Gigi Was Being a Reblogger💀💀🙏🙏)
#cookie run kingdom#cookie run#cr kingdom#crk#dark cacao cookie#dark choco cookie#dark cacao kingdom#Bawling My Eyes Out💀🙏#LET THEM BE HAPYY AND WHIMSICAL FOR ONCE#Give Them a Break#Good Grief💀#I HATE POMEGRANATE COOKIE#Then Bro Turned Into An Eldritch Beast😋
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I fear swercy is just 'loving someone harder won't change things'
#bawling just like#guys remember that she's yahknow#a cheater#who cheats on Swan#and it makes me cry because they're so perfect but they're terrible and I hate them and I love them#warriors album#warriors fandom#warriors musical#warriors (1979)#the warriors movie#swercy#mercy warriors#swan warriors#specifically the jail break comics
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dont ever plan anything with your friends on call i just had the worst audio experience of my life
#literally bawling my eyes out over our stupid stupid au#frogtxts#i think they need to be put down i hate them#loud? i dont know . i cant relisten to it or ill piss myself laughing#friends#m
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FUUUUUCK TANGLED IS SO GOOD
#every time I watch it I need to like bawl through the entire second half#kingdom dance has me choked up#GOD#I wish it wasn’t Disney bc I fundamentally hate them but yk#kat’s meow#tangled
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idc what people are whining abt, i actually really enjoyed the netflix avatar series. the costume and set design was really beautiful, the effects were great, the performances were great. i think people are weirded out about the pacing and i understand that, but at the same time, they're working on netflix's budget and i think they did a great job utilizing the important material in book 1 to tell as well rounded of a story as they possibly could. and like sure, i get that it was jarring to see them start at the VERY beginning instead of starting w katara and sokka finding aang like the original show does for ex, but like. idk! i think they shouldn't feel obligated to hit every plot point beat for beat and i don't think we lost anything by establishing aang's background early on. actually, every single scene with master gyatso made me fucking bawl lol. aang's loss is soooo much more palpable in this show than the original one imo bc it lingers on that pain a lot more. there were a few story choices that kinda made me scratch my head a bit, like the fact that teo wasn't introduced as part of the new Northern Air Temple population and what effects that had on aang, but i'm really not mad about it. anyways i give it two big thumbs up and i hope it gets renewed for another season
#i hate it when uber fans get uppity bc the thing isn't exactly the same as the thing they love and they go into it w a shit attitude#i chose to be optimistic abt it and i really enjoyed myself watching this season today#also tho like seeing how much fun the cast had working on it and hearing them talk abt how rare this experience is#(the experience of working on a primarily asian and indigenous american casted show)#was like. a once in a lifetime.life changing event for them. and most anything that provides jobs for people of color in the art is a#net good imo#anyways give it a shot if you're curious abt it#i actually bawled so much throughout the whole season lol it made me sooo emotional#zukko and iroh will never fail to get me but the aang and master gyatso stuff also supremely fucked me up#also azula is way more sympathetic very early on this time around and i appreciate them being realistic#abt the fact that having an abusive father like ozai would fuck any child up#avatar the last airbender spoilers#atla spoilers#atla#avatar the last airbender
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why is like every single gwuncaner insanely misogynistic and racist to courtney like their life depends on it.
like if you're bawling your eyes out about a fictional teenager that just so happens to be a woc being abusive then turning around and closing your eyes when the white guy she abused (was in a pretty mutually toxic relationship with) is similar amounts of fucking weird to two different girls get your priorities checked.
like honest to god i could not care less what characters other people on the internet like to play dolls with and imagine kissing i just think its in super poor taste to say omfg i fucking hate courtney total drama shes (insert weird racially charged language. insert comparing real human beings who like a fictional character to insects and saying you want to kill them) ok man. what. get help.
dislike or like whatever you want HONESTLY. I DO NOT CARE. im not 12 years old and i could not care less if you prefer a different fucking made up scenario where fictional characters kiss. at the end of the day literally 0 of this ship war fucking matters i promise you, i just want a similar energy back and not combination misogyny and racism fuled remarks towards the liking of a FICTIONAL FUCKING CHARACTER. THAT DID ZERO THINGS TO ANY REAL LIFE FUCKING PERSON.
Harassment of any real life fucking person about anything that they like in fiction is way more harmful than whatever happened in fiction that theyre defending. LOL!
#draft from last night#ps talks#posts that make me sound like im defending proshippers when i dislike those guys as much as the next person#i am just extremely extremely EXTREMELY anti harassment. bc im someone that cares about human beings lives#and i care about my ability to ignore randoms and made fun of them to my friends in dms when i see smth i dont like. lol#anyways wutevz. bawling my eyes out bc i dont like when people are meanies. sad face#its also not lost on me that a ship with a woc is immediately labeled as bad by these people. yeah lets replace her w some white ass bitch#i love weird white ass bitch x weird white ass bitch who have 0 morals or personality in common. true love❤️#SORRY IM HATING SO BAD. like seriously ship whatever you want but dont do it in front of me if its gwuncan bc im#gonna vomit all over you. sorry. just how it goes. hope you understand
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#think I need to delete TikTok#been on the bad side and been getting pro life debaters on my fyp#finally decided to go up and say something cause I was getting so annoyed and upset#OH BOY that was a bad decision#never ever doing that again#and this is why I can’t go out and be around normal people#I can’t even talk to a stranger online#I’m literally shaking and bawling right now#it’s 5:43am and I meant to go to bed like 3 hours ago#wanted to post on TikTok and see if I could get any $$ cause I’m desperate#but nah that ain’t gonna happen cause people suck and I hate everyone and anything I make would be shit#and I can’t do anything right#basically I was trying to explain that mental health comes into play too… that abortion isn’t just black and white#I should have known before I even tried that first of all he’s a male and he wasn’t listening to anyone talk#I just have so many things I want to say but no one to say them#and it was a smaller live so I was like why not and fuck that fuck that fuck that nope#too mentally ill for that 🙃#gonna try and go to bed and calm down my heart#sorry I haven’t been posting or on much…. been struggling more than words could ever express#php helped and I felt a glimmer of hope for a day and a half and ever since it’s just been a downward nonstop spiral#love you all and hope you guys are doing okay 🫶#just needed to vent lol and since I have no friends y’all get to hear it 👌#shut up rosie
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im sure ive alrwady said this but veilgaurd called me a bottom in evedy language, most strongly elvhen tho. i cannot stop thinking about elgar'nans lil spiel to the venatori saying 'all you must do is love me, and kneel' like bruh......if rook wasnt so spiteful they probably would have...just to see where he was going with that....
#im afraid of a lot as i get to the end of the game but technical things like the skill tree and subclasses aside#i dont get why people are so unhappy with it#maybe im biased cause i always play an elf but i fucking LOVE learning about elvhen history and how we shaped thedas#and then it all went to shit and our gods hated us and used tevinter to make the world worse#i highly doubt this is the last da game the series is too popular and adding that we can be trans now is a massive improvement#even if i think the lighthouse should have been more like skyhold and let us talk to companions more#and craft the armor ourselves#and ngl i think the lighthouse should have been more of a refuge for those that survived the gods attacks#like anyone from arlathen/dmeta or hossberg#idk im really only bad about the skill tree and subclasses and lack of bards tbh#but truely......the lucanis almost kiss???? everything about being a mourn watcher??? my SHATHANN CALLING ME A TWINK#this game called me a slur#and just the fucking appearance of my lil rook....he looked so blissed when under elgar'nans trance#bellara and neve were so done with my shit there 😭#i do want to play a dwarf really badly next time#or qunari because the games have built a really interesting cuture for them but never really went strongly into it other than like#the arishok and the antaam? but now they mention the devouring storm and thats probably a fuckass big dragon#but now i need to know more#im not done but veilguard very much isnt the conclusion#but my god i cant stop thinking about how vulnerable my rook actually is like from the personality ive given him from myself#if the gods or like anaris found him before varric did.....this would be a very different story and there would be a lot of tears and#begging for a shot at redemption and care#oh god wed disappoint vorgoth......might as well just kill myself if that ever happened#i just love that my rook has become more senstive as ive played and more hurt when he was already not doing so hot for personal reasons#he still has a smart mouth but he wants to cry like 9/10 times he has to make decisions#companions stop asking me to shape their lives challenges#ngl rook would absolutely stsrt bawling his eyes out over manfred begging emmerichs forgivness for wanting manfred back#i just imagine tears coming down his face as he tells emmerich manfred was a hero and he deserves another chance to keep learning so that#next time he does soemthing heroic...hes prepared and wont 'die' by doing it#cause my lil guy knows hes not smart enough to bring manfred back himself
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smiles serenely. I want to kill myself
#signing#remembered how weirdly hostile working at panda express was and started bawling my eyes out. i disnt include that in my exit interview beca#use the people doing it were the peoblem and i still see them daily and it would be weird to say that so i just shut up to keep the peace#but i know that they know i wasnt being completely honest and ifs really painful to talk to them all knowing just how much they never#wanted me there and how much they wanted me to leave at first notice. oh well :)#i shouldve left sooner but i was too scared of even newer and ootentially scarier people. im glad im wrong now but hoooooly shit i hate empl#ohmsnt sk badly.#sorry chat its been a weekend👍😊
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WHY DO PEOPLE WANT SUPERMAN TO RAPE THEM GET OUYUUTTTTTTTTTT
#txt#rape ment#ask to tag#sorry. just saw something again#'dark!s.uperman'#DIE#DIEEEE!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!? 😭😭😭#GET AWAY FROM HIM.#STAY AWAY...#WHAT DO YOU MEAN 100k+ WORD FIC WITH ABOUT THE MAN OF T.OMORROW RAPING AND KIDNAPPING YOUUUUUUUUUUUU WHY HIM😭😭😭😭😭 OF ALL CHARACTERS#WHY DO PEOPLE DO THIS its so... im sorry#i hate to say it#BUT IT CAN NOT BE HEALTHY 😭#im not sorry actually THERES NO WAY rape fantasies are healthy for the mind in any capacity#HE WOULD NOT DO THAAATTTTTTT?????#why would you tag with m.an of s.teel NO VERSION OF HIM EVER WOULD EVER DO THAT. but at the very least just use the main s.uperman tag!?!?!?#i get its bc theyre using that actors portrayal of him specifically. BUT WHY IS SM.ALLVILLE ALSO TAGGED. GET AWAY FROM THEM#its so... sigh#im not skin crawlingly bawling my eyes out upset THANKFULLY#i know theres no stopping this kind of thing#but i am allowed to be FLABBERGASTED#ABOUT.#C.LARK K.ENT RAPE FANTASIES. HELLO?#M.AN OF S.TEEL? DID WE WATCH THE SAME MOVIE? FO WE KNOW THE SAME CHARACTER?#girl#GIRL!!!!#STAY AWAY FROM HIM 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭
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soo uhhh…?
(KAWA HELP MEE IDK WHATS GOIN ONN)
skip. skip this shit is SOOO AAAASSSS 😭😭😭
#jjk spoilers#no gojo conclusion#no acknowledgement from megumi??#from yuuta??#from yuuji??#yuuji: i’ll never forget you sensei!!#and then forgets about him#and no kenjaku showing up w takaba explanation ????#NO STSG CONCLUSION?#YOU MADE HALF UR SERIES ABOUT THEM?#DID THEY GET BURIED?#WHY DID NOBARA GET KILLED OFF FOR OVER A HUNDRED CHAPTERS?#skip. im losing my god damn mind.#when gojo said ‘i have love and dreams too!’ i bawled#anyway#this series sucks#andi hate it#BOO!!
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Realising you’re falling out of a friendship with a group only to then realise it’s been happening a lot longer than you thought hurts so much like what do you mean none of you care about me further than in a nostalgic sense of who I am that doesn’t reflect our current situation
#clear defined friendship breakups are so painful but the ones where you iust ??? stop talking????#and not in the ‘we fell out of contact’ way but the ‘it is clear you do not value our friendship I am going to stop engaging’ way#and then they don’t make any effort to follow up#yeah fuckin sucks bro#also sucks I spent my birthday bawling my eyes out about them instead of actually enjoying the day#and not one of them checked in when I mentioned having a meltdown lol#i hate it here:)#i hate that it’s not easy for me to let go of them either#hatehatehatehatehate it
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