#i hate how depressing everything is

[charliethinks]

my life is a joke and i’m the punchline.

[silusvesuius]

nnnnnnnnnnnnno maa'am

[theguffbin]

I did the thing

the horrible wretched thing

it breathes out of spite for god and smells of diseased moss and I hope it brings nothing but suffering and eight crazy nights bon appetit dork @akanemnon

[cryptiduni]

“white mourning.”

[spaghett-onaplate]

depression is really weird actually wdym i spent 2.5 years of my life in bed

[zebratimw]

[actual-corpse]

きみとそらをとぶ　/ feat. 初音ミク & 巡音ルカ

Y'all... why does this give me intense nostalgia for a time I know I can never get back to?

Like... That's THE Pokémon song! The one you hear at the end of your journey. The one that makes you wanna go back to your mom and show her your Pokémon badges.

I really do love Pokémon lol. I love the games even though I hate battling. I'm actually in the process of trying to complete my Pokedex in Let's Go! Eevee, before I build my dream team for the Elite Four. I love my Eevee, I named her after my cat (as you do).

Idk... I'm tired, and in pain, and in my feelings about this song.

[guardianspirits13]

Little sketch I might finish later….

Y’all are not gonna be ready when they cast a 10-11yr old to play Nico. Them kids are tiny!!!

[snowflake-sage]

I want to speak, I want to scream, but all that comes out is blood, and it will stain your clothes and your hands and everything will be stained and dirty and tainted and you'll never look at me the same for I would have turned your pure white into an angry  crimson

You will look at me and you'll see me cut open and bare and you'll see how much pain this heavy heart carries and you won't be surprised by the crimson that pours out my mouth instead of screams but it would have still turned your clothes and hands the color of pain and I don't know if you could forgive me for existing in this way

I don't want to exist in this way

In the way where everything I touch stains red

[notdelusionalatall]

I am unlovable! I AM I AM I AM FUCKING UNLOVABLE!

[teplejtrouba]

i have managed to actually do a hobby for the first time in months. yippee

[godblooded]

sometimes it’s just… ‘oh had so much fun on vacation!’ ‘went to a cool concert!’ ‘had a fun day out with my friends!’ cool??? don’t remember what the fuck that’s like since i’m constantly the one forced to be in charge of everything ever.

[bobmckenzie]

the girl I was working with today... who is 6 years younger than me at 19... thought I was SEVENTEEN YEARS OLD 💀💀💀😭😭😭

[ywpd-translations]

Ride 727: The training camp's first battle!!

Pag 1

1: Oh, Touji-kun

Thank you so much for this year, too

2: Everyone else has already started running

Yeah, I was a little late with preparations

You have some lively first years

Thanks

3: It's the third time you stay here, so you can just park wherever

Thank you so much

4: It started already?

The “training camp”

5: It has already started

Pag 2

1: The first battle that will decide the Inter High's positions

3: The first “buddies battle”!!

Pag 3

1: E.... everyone has to pair up... choose their “buddy” and run, that's the rule of this training camp...

Huh.... Murakami.... your....

2: “Buddy”....

7: Is the second year Kaburagi-san!?

Pag 4

1: But... wait, our partner... shouldn't it be.... a fellow first year... huh!?

2: Can he do this!?

4: After all, before the start, Naruko-san only said.... “choose a partner among these people”!!

5: But the idea of choosing a second year senpai....

He played that card?

6: I didn't have good results in the first years' race

7: During the first years' race, at first, when Kinaka said we should accelerate

Pag 5

1: A small fry just fell, should we accelerate a little, Murakami-kun?

He's a nice guy. I think this pace is fine

I stopped Kinaka from accelerating and shaking off Rokudai

2: Now I regret being “nice”!!

5: After that Rokudai followed us on the mountain and the was at the top on the climb!! And even though he retired after that

6: He joined as a member in the qualifiers and his results were recognized!!

Seeing all that, I

Pag 6

1: I swore I would never show mercy to anyone!!

2: He opened them!!

Murakami's eyes!!

3: Let's go , Kaburagi-san

Let's quickly get rid of those who get in our way!!

But wait, why did Kaburagi-san pair up with Murakami

4: Uh... Murakami, you said “those who get in our way”....

No but Kaburagi-san is so fast!!

Pag 7

1: He got ahead of the line in a second!! And Murakami followed him!!

3: Please accelerate!!

4: Wait, Murakami! Oi, stop! That guy participated in the Inter High last year when he was a first year....

And he competed for the sprint line on the first and third day, too....

No, wait-

If you accelerate now, we....

Pag 8

1: Houru-

Pag 9

1: aaaaaaaagh

2: This is bad, waaaa

Follow them!! We have to follow them

Don't get left behind!!

Pag 10

1: Don't get lef.... ugh- waaaaa

So fast!! Dammit!!

3: Amazing!! So this is Kaburagi-san's acceleration!!

The legs that during the Inter High fought on par against Hakogaku!!

4: If I didn't know the timing and didn't bring myself as close to him as possible to cut the wind resistance, I would have been left behind too!!

5: But other than me, the other first years

Pag 11

2: Yes, we got rid of them!!

3: Haha.... hahaha!! I'll go to the Inter High!! That's why I joined Sohoku!!

4: Next, the second years... and then the third years!!

Pag 12

1: Straight road!!

2: Kinaka and Rokudai!!

They sticked close to us on the opposite side!!

Pag 13

1: You're keeping up, Rokudai!!

Somehow.... yeah, teh!!

2: You two again, dammit!!

They're entering the climb, teh!!

Pag 14

4: What a relief... they're not attacking on the climb for now....!!

Yeah

It's tough to keep up with that pace

5: But they'll attack at some point, so don't relax your attention, Rokudai

Yeah, teh

6: I'll keep an eye on Murakami's movement, if he starts moving I'll give you a signal!!

I'll leave it to you, teh!!

8: But Murakami's facial expression is difficult to read!!

Pag 15

1: First lap, clear!!

2:  1)Kaburagi; 2)  Murakami; 3) Kinaka; 4) Rokudai

3: Kaburagi, Murakami, me, and Rokudai!!

We cleared it almost at the same time!!

4: Suddenly.... the first lap was so hard? Kinaka-kun

5: Ah... well!! It's probably gonna get harder from here on

Look, behind us, there are no

6: first years following!!

Pag 17

1: Dammit!!

Wa-

2: Kinaka-kun is a road racer, so of course he turns around to check behind at key points!!

And since Rokudai clings to him, he looked behind too!!

3: That was our sign to accelerate, Kinaka!!

I told you I would show no mercy!!

4: Let's keep going like this, Kaburagi-san!!

Pag 18

1: We left them behind!!

Murakamii!!

2: Hahaha.... like this, I'll be the top among the first years....!!

3: Hahaha the top!!

4: Danchiku....

6: This is bad!!

Pag 19

1: It's- it's okay, Kaburagi-san! Danchiku-san said he'd just be a little late and come with Kanzaki-san's car, didn't he?

2: Yeah.... you think he will really come, Murakami?

3: He will definitely come!!

Yes!! And he'll be as healthy as ever!!

4: I believe so!!

5: Yeah!! You're right

You're a nice guy, Murakami

6: Ah but we promised I'll be your temporary buddy until Danchiku-san comes

Honestly, I'll be sad when he comes!! I really want to run all 1000km with Kaburagi-san!!

Pag 20

1: Just until Danchiku-san comes, is that okay, please

Hm... well anyone will do, if it's not Danchiku..

2: Until then, thank you!!

What do we do next?

Let's keep going atthis pace, please!!

5: Ah?

6: Danchiku-san?

7: No.... he won't come, right?

Even I can see that his condition is bad

Pag 21

1: He has a serious innjury or some other problem, right!?

2: He won't come, that guy!!

3: You and me will keep running like this until the end, Kaburagi-san!!

Pag 22

1: Can you see it, Danchiku?

2: Those guys are struggling to understand the course

3: … yes!!

[joelscruff]

well on top of having covid ive just been informed by my boss that i'm being let go from my new job because they hired too many new people and apparently i'm expendable. so that's great.

i'm sorry but i'll probably be taking a break from here for a few days because i'm not doing well. i'll answer any messages when i come back. love you.

[trashcanwithsprinkles]

Do you have any Zhongli/Zhongchi fic recs? I haven’t found any that are nearly as good as yours ���😔

funnily enough someone already asked this, but it was quite a while ago and tumblr is a mess to search old shit thru so here, this is the post this was asked during the ao3 crisis of- .......last year? i can't remember. either way, the post starts w me saying i don't have all the names and links but dw, after ao3 came back up i edited the post so you should see all authors and links in the recs.

i have to admit that for reasons unrelated to the fandom i haven't been reading many zhongchi fics as of late? so like- bear in mind i don't have an updated mental picture of any of the recs after the post was made. so if one went off the rails or if one of the WIPs finished, i'm not aware;; i also mention in the post that i'd add more recs if i had access to ao3 (which i didn't at the time bc it was down), and while that is true, it's been so long since i read any of them that i wouldn't be able to confidently reccomend them outside of 'i somewhat remember the plot and i remember liking it'. also i don't remember half of their names. so uh- yeah that's the list i think