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More satoko and rika but happy because they deserve it.

Don't typically do lineart since it takes a lot of time and I find it frustrating but somehow I managed to do it without giving up and making it a digital painting.

Chapter thoughts under the cut because they might be a bit too depressing in contrast to the art.

So, I don't know if anyone else felt like this, but the murder part of the chapter was a lot easier to get through than the aftermath. I took a LOT of breaks through it, but it wasn't for satoko and her suffering, but Keiichi.

I tend to joke about not having to need drugs to hallucinate since I can do it on my own, but man. If I get stressed out enough, it happens and it's not fun. And after when you get thrown back into reality and having to face things that aren't real for what they are? And when things happen and just align in ways that feed off the thoughts I'm having, leading to unhealthy stupid beliefs that I might be causing it. Fuck. Out of everything, man. I know Keiichi wasn't fully there by end of chapter 1. But this was brutal for me.

Thankfully I'll be watching the vod instead of the stream tonight, so I can tap out as much as needed (I'll be on the minimum wage grind). I hope everyone is okay watching after this bombshell of an ending, and yeah. Mental health is in short supply in hinamizawa bc DAMN.

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1500 seconds

Submitting this on Tumblr in case the post on discord was pushed too far back. Works in tandem with the furudad steel chair gif.

When I went through this scene the first time, all I could think is Keiichi please don't fuck up, don't fuck up don't fuck up. Further fucking me up was realizing I am siding with the curse, in a sense. This chapter is so good in realizing why people would want a curse to be real. (Those were basically my initial thoughts throughout the chapter).

Satoko, may no harm come to you anymore.

Bonus furudad gif from the discord to exemplify my feels:

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Grinding out more yuri this morning.

Phone drawing bc back sucks rn but yay~ art~

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I'm so normal about wuwa fem characters.

Side tangent if anyone has a fic for fem Rover and Carlotta i will make fanart bc I need more and I feel compelled to fuel this yuri fire. I am still not normal about the two dances they shared.

Art for art in a sense :P

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Rub the bottle, a demon pops out.

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I hope it's okay if a bit of blood is shown for the second image, if not I understand if it doesn't get featured. >.<

I keep drawing my girl Mion when rewatching the VODs. She is a little fucked up and twisted but I think like, maybe one toke and therapy might fix her.

Song lyrics chosen since I couldn't get it out of my head, from the song "wytrawnwe (z nutą desperacji)" by Taco Hemingway.

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put three f/f ships you like in the tags. doesnt matter how obscure or embarrassing the media, go for it. and no, your m/m ship doesnt count as women

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Lil baby progress :)

My shrimps have made my life so wonderful, and seeing them thrive in my little tank makes me happy :)

(Little tank aka 10 gallons bc I'm an aquarium addict, too many free tanks)

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I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry

Time for more fanart! I love Higuashi and I adore Marcies streams for that S tier voice acting. With episode 1 coming to a close I made some foreboding art. Enjoy :)

Timelapse under the cut

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Satoko and Rika :)

May they find eachother in every universe.

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Finished Chapter 2 of Higurashi like last month but I gotta make some quick art. My Mion.

I have no idea what that doll would look like but the Beato plush lives in my mind rent free.

Is this is a bad time to say that I relate to Mion by having responsibilities thrust upon me by a young age because i am a girl? Idk, we will see when I finish Higurashi, but for now,,, man Mion, i know i couldnt fix you but i would try.

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hehe hi guyz

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HEY GUYS!!

GUYS!!!

FRANCE HAS REACHED THE REQUIRED NUMBER OF SIGNATURES ON THE CITIZEN'S INITIATIVE AGAINST CONVERSION THERAPY IN THE EU!!

ONE COUNTRY DOWN, SIX TO GO!!

We also need still quite a few signatures in order to reach the one million required.

As to date, the six other countries with the most signatures are:

Spain - 38.72%

Finland - 30.31%

Ireland - 24.86%

Netherlands - 24.15%

Germany - 23.54%

Belgium - 23.09%

So yeah, still a long way to go, but we ARE slowly getting closer. Don't stop now! Don't let this stay within the community, either, if you have any friends or family who are open to queer rights, get them to sign, too!

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think. artists resemble their work the same way dogs resemble their owners

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Did some art for Raime oncemore :)

This time, it's depicting some theoretical scenarios of stoned dark souls II NPCs. This might have been the quickest way for me to memorize at least 3 NPC names, which is tough when they are spelt like cleaning chemicals and also Benhart.

Feel free to check it out, it's silly video with silly drawings :3

Link under the cut:

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Cow wizard doodles bc this post was in my head all morning :)

If you were designing a cow wizard (wizard that is a cow) what sort of design elements would you put on them? Im making a cow wizard design for a ttrpg and I want them to look cool.

omg this is fun!!! you have to have big witch hat or wizard hat!!! wizard hat would look so good with cute lil horns coming out. ooo and big ol cloak!!!!!!

imagine

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No clever caption here, maybe some mental health venting under the cut since wuwa has been helping with that ironically enough.

Timelapse:

CW: mental health venting, nothing particully specific under the cut

If you can't tell from the timelapse, art has been a hard thing for me to do lately. Lost some structure in my life and now I'm struggling to find joy in a lot of things.

Progress on animatic and other side projects I wanted to do has been just... sucky.

I know its rough if the idea of eating or sleeping doesn't spark enjoyment for me. Starting new meds soon, I hope it'll make my brain less chaotic and I'll actually enjoy things again.

Wuwa coming out tho, despite its rough start, gave my brain something to find joy in for the first time in a bit. Gonna spin Yinlin in my head now rapidly til I feel serotonin again, though I think that it's dopamine that's the issue.

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messy yuri redraw of godzilla x kong: the new empire screencap for @thefoxfromthevoid

kaiju fandom do you approve of our gijinka designs