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gurokichi · 8 months ago

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I feel like I should just give up on several friendships and distance myself

#// bon's tears #I HATE FEELING THINGS #why did i do this to myself #i was perfectly content with daydreaming about fictional characters 24/7!!#and then i decided to start socializing again #massive mistake #and now i feel so incredibly lonely when im not talking to people #how did i be by myself for basically four months wtf

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s1eepy-0 · 11 months ago

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feelings are shit

i feel like fucking killing myself man. Why are all the new friends I make. Like. Just ignoring my existence

#Uhhhhhhhhhhh #I hate feeling things #I wish I didn't need to feel #Like would be so easy if feeling wasn't an option

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loveonmywrist · 2 years ago

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I honestly don’t think I’ll ever have this, but man would that be incredible .. to finally feel what it truly means to be loved by someone. And even more so if that someone were to be her .. what an incredible story to be able to tell from starting at just 12 yrs old, to actually being an “us” again at 27 and beyond .. from first gf ever, to my wife some day.. what a dream.

It’s all extremely doubtful, but fantasizing and wishing are my best bet right now .. if not her, maybe someone will wish for me the same way I wish for her and maybe.. just maybe, true happiness will find its way to me <3

#girls who like girls #lgbt #stem #gay women #dear future wife #i deserve to be happy #i deserve good things #love #could it be #wishful thinking #one day #if not oh well #life is strange #love is weird #i hate feeling things

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astral-scout · 5 months ago

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party rockers in the

#im sure someone has already made this joke but i think im hilarious #house md #hate crimes md #greg house #gregory house #james wilson #lisa cuddy #i feel like such a loser tagging things like look at me give me attention god. shut up.#scout talks house

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casa-trobedison · 4 months ago

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Hi brain, yes, I'm calling to tell you to go back to making me feel numb/nothing emotionally speaking cause feeling everything again fucking sucks ass

#i hate feeling things #feeling nothing's not fun either but at least if i feel nothing i can function #right now it's sad sad sad and self-hatey and 'i need a drink' thoughts for fuck knows how long #i have an assignment that i need to work on #it's due tomorrow. can i please go back to feeling nothing so i'm able to work on it #please and thank you. jfc #cw alcohol #tw alcohol #reference and not a direct mention but still #powder's vents #if you don't want to see future vents from us block the tag 'powder's vents'

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moondrop-lights · 5 months ago

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i dont want to be pretty like something you have to peel to eat !!!!!!!! i want to be beautiful like something you consume whole, with juice dripping down your chin and collecting in a pool on your white shirt. i want to stain and ruin and claw and make a mess. i lose my meaning if i am contained in something that doesn't let me bleed

#v yaps #i hate feeling things #im gonna bite someone

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b4mbilvrr · 1 month ago

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ʚɞ

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hinamie · 2 months ago

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*about any given drawing* cranking the saturation slider will fix this

#my art #jujutsu kaisen #jjk #jjk fanart #yuji itadori #itadori yuuji #itafushi #if u count this 0.7 of a megu as itfs ig #ANYWAY HI SORRY IM LIKE DIES but fear not i am actually lives #between artblock and job and attempting to have a social life im exhausted Always but we persist! she said wracked w anxiety and guilt #capitalism got me BAD this leaving the house stuff and waking up early stuff and going to bed before midnight stuff got hands #im also like. rly anxious posting this i feel like its not Enough of a draws to justify the break bc im like insane #convinced every1 hates me for not posting regularly and wld rather i never post again and other delusions #im working on things i am going so slowly it makes me want to crawl out of my skin but i am working on things!!!#anyway im sorry its just sketchy im sorry my render still looks like an identity crisis pls accept my humble offering #before i crawl back in2 my hole and/or run in2 traffic BYE

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lazylittledragon · 2 months ago

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they did it!!

conclusion to this and this

#arcane #arcane league of legends #jayvik #jayce talis #viktor arcane #jayvik dads #something something worth the wait :'))#i feel like i've edged this for far too long akfhfd #their cats are uninterested #poor jayce going into full dad mode on day 0 #they find out about the soft spot at one of the classes and it haunts their nightmares #also rip viktor’s hair #he hates the maintenance and also it’s just another thing not to stress about when they have their brand new person to take care of

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silosbears · 4 months ago

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i think alphonse would still experience depersonalization and dysmorphia even after getting his body back

#alphonse elric #obviously hes glad about having it back #but there's this unease at the back of his mind #because hes been put into a new body that is drastically different from the one he was in for years for a second time #and that body isnt the one he lost. it had changed so much since he was 10 and i dont even think he could recognize himself for a while #i also think thats why he got the exact same haircut he had as a kid. to feel more like that younger and more familiar version of himself.#anyway i think he would still feel like he lost another part of himself by gaining everything back #even if he hated every second of being in that armor and even if all he ever wanted was to be normal again #he still spent 5 years in that body. long enough to begrudgingly become used to it #and for his body to change instantly into an unrecognizable version of himself #i dont think he had an easy time adjusting to being so different physically #even beyond the fact that he had to spend months/years physically recovering #oughhh its such a weird and complex feeling to miss something that made him miserable #just because that familiarity is more comforting than all of the pain and overstimulation of gaining his senses back #and being a completely different person physically #i also think hed have trouble sleeping for a while and start Thinking About Things He Shouldn't at night again #this is one of those things #fma #fullmetal alchemist #fma fanart #fmab fanart #fullmetal alchemist brotherhood #fma art #fmab #fma brotherhood

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raffi-cat · 4 months ago

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red crowned crane grian

#i started this one so long ago. months #i fully intended for it to be line and color #i do not know what happened but i got like possessed or something to draw a full background #so i ended up spending far too long on it and going through many stages of hate love pain joy and suffering #the thing i was caught up on the most was the water #it still doesn't look right but shhhhhh im not dealing with it any longer #it looks fine enough as is #my favorite part was adding the clouds #oh god that was so fun!!! the sky was feeling kinda bland then i added the clouds #they were so pleasant to do #also you cant really see it well but im very happy with the fish #it is a perch specifically #fish <3 #overall im quite happy with this despite the ups and downs #it feels calm #grian #grian fanart #hermitcraft #raff's art

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rumble-bee-art · 5 months ago

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a local homosexual deals with an unfortunate crush by chewing on his hair and contemplating murder (we’ve all been there)

#I feel like Eddie with the crush would have great get out of my school energy #I deeply love the idea of him having a thing for Steve and hating it before s4 #especially because it would have given Steve a legit reason to not be that convinced he is not a murderer initially #imagine hearing some dude allegedly killed someone when this same dude kept looking at you rather murderously for the last couple years #you’d be like duh #steddie #stranger things #steddie fanart #stranger things fanart #st s4 #steve harrington #eddie munson #steve harrington x eddie munson #my art #artist on tumblr

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caitwon · 1 year ago

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i am so angry rn lmao

#:')#I hate feeling things

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ruushes · 9 months ago

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companions re-classed part 3 - shadowheart 🌌🌚🌝

*shadowdancer isn't a 5e rogue subclass, it's a 3.5e rogue-based prestige class, but it suits her so well and when i played 3.5e as a kid i thought it was the coolest thing ever lol so i wanted to use it

karlach 🔥 wyll ⚔️

#shadowheart #bg3 #my art #*i still think it's the coolest thing ever #ngl tho i hate to speak a word against objectively the best class (rogue) it could use more weird spooky subclasses #rly the only cool supernatural one rn is phantom which i do like a whole lot but it didn't feel like a good fit for her #glad to get this done before succumbing fully to DA brain but idk what the fate of the final three will be lol #next up is lae’zel so im hoping the Do It For Her will motivate me

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thimblings · 1 month ago

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the kiss but make it spite x lucanis

#dragon age the veilguard #dragon age #dragon age fanart #lucanis dellamorte #spite datv #lucanis x spite #spitecanis #trueform!spite #lol i'm not sure what i want spite to look like just yet but one of my fav designs is Howl when he's all monster-y so that was my inspo #i realize the game made spite look like a purple lucanis but i'm sorry i don't play that lmao - like maybe lucanis imagines him that way #and i do think as spite changes and turns into something htat's not just a spirit or a demon he might become more “human like”#loved the lines for this and then struggled with the colors and then liked it and then hated it and now i maybe like it again #lol we shall see #i just love them your honor #i have a scene in my head with Spite and Lucanis talking to Emmrich and i'll never draw it probably bc it's more serious than i'm used to #but imaging that spite reaches out to Emmerich at one point to explain that Lucanis is afraid of what will happen if/when he dies #not afraid for himself bc he's always accepted death but about what will happen to spite #because i do actually imagine spite will die with lucanis because they're bound in blood and bone and soemthing different than usual posses #and spite used to be this limitless and immortal thing and is now aging and dying with lucanis and there's GUILT on lucanis's part #but spite accepts it and him and IDK #i have feelings int he tags again lolololoolol

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chloesimaginationthings · 10 months ago

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Elizabeth Afton bets on losing dogs in FNAF..

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