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I feel like I should just give up on several friendships and distance myself
#// bon's tears#I HATE FEELING THINGS#why did i do this to myself#i was perfectly content with daydreaming about fictional characters 24/7!!#and then i decided to start socializing again#massive mistake#and now i feel so incredibly lonely when im not talking to people#how did i be by myself for basically four months wtf
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Normal Friend Behaviour.
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#poorly drawn mdzs#mdzs#wei wuxian#lan wangji#lan xichen#Ring ring! It's your judgment call! None of the lan brothers are there to pick it up!#Lan Xichen is so openly like 'I trust Jin Guangyao so much! Our bond is so deep! I believe in him like you believe in wwx!'#The tension! I remember not knowing how this would go because woagh the red flags for betrayal were so strong here.#Now I have spoiler brain so I mostly see the heartbreak coming but I still remember the anxiety of thinking lxc would betray lwj.#The way LXC compares his relationship to JGY is so funny to me. They aren't technically canon but...like....come on.#LXC *also* lets on that he knows LWJ has feelings for WWX. The implications are the loudest subtext I have seen.#Personally I see it as romantically one-sided on LXCs side. I think JGY knows and LXC denies his heart.#I think the tragedy is that JGY can't move past his need to make everything a game of chess to see LXC as more than an oppertunity#Here's the bigger tragedy: The one time he followed his heart...it led him to Qin-Su. Whom he loved dearly!#but...oh god was that ever a massive disaster that must have been internalized as 'following my heart is a mistake I can never make again.'#Ah - Happy Puffy Sleeves WWX debut day! We finally made it!#I'm personally a fan of the happy accident of WWX having white sleeves for this arc B*)
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he says i hate everyone except you and that is addictive and that is kind of romantic and beautiful because you're young and you're kind of a sarcastic asshole too and you don't like bad boys, per say, but you don't really like good ones either. and you like that you were the exception, it felt like winning.
except life is not a romance book, and he was kind of being honest. he doesn't learn to be nice to your friends. he only tolerates your family. you have to beg him to come with you to birthday parties, he complains the whole time. you want to go on a date but - people are often there, wherever you're going. he's just so angry. about everything, is the thing. in the romance book, doesn't he eventually soften? can't you teach him, through your own sense of whimsy and comfort?
at first - you know introverts often need smaller friend groups, and honestly, you're fine staying at home too. you like the small, tidy life you occupy. you're not going to punish him for his personality type.
except: he really does hate everyone but you. which means he doesn't get along with his therapist. which means he has no one to talk to except for you. which means you take care of him constantly, since he otherwise has no one. which means you sometimes have to apologize for him. which means he keeps you home from seeing your friends because he hates them. you're the single exception.
about a decade from this experience, you'll type into google: how to know if a relationship is codependent.
he wraps an arm around you. i hate everyone except you. these days, you're learning what he's actually confessing is i have very little practice being kind.
#i used to think it was romantic too and then i was like. now i see it as a HUGE red flag#writeblr#it is also almost EXCLUSIVELY said by immature ppl who think this is normal#fyi even if u think it's funny and ur like 'im an introvert it's just TRUE' like. you need therapy (ily tho)#healed introversion is just ''i would prefer to be by myself'' not ''i hate every person'' ... hate is not normal. that is not healthy#im sorry. i know it feels accurate. but if you're walking around with that kind of rage....#1. you're making a LOT of assumptions about every single person u have ever met. which is often unfair and unkind#and also usually involves judging people based on their worst moments or little mistakes#2. you are being unfair to the person who is ur ''exception''#3. there is a VAST difference between ''ur my favorite person'' and ''the ONLY person i like.''#idk i think this is just a personal bias thing tbh#im sure there are people who have this experience normally#but i have YET to find a man who thinks like this and ISNT absolute DOGSHIT. although tbh.... like. im sure he exists#when u hit like 30 some of the things that were once kind of hot now just sound fucking exhausting. like ''im in a band''#edit in the tags: i used to kind of be like this too. but the thing is that like. my life became so much more peaceful#once i started believing that people are generally good. like yes i am mad at the world at large#but it's just.... a very hard way to live. you're not a bad person or wrong for the ways other people hurt you and taught you to be angry.#but that anger will continue to hurt YOU. it will punish YOU. it will prevent YOU from making new deep connections. it will protect you yes#but it will also cause MASSIVE blowback. bc if you lose the One Person... your life will fall apart. i know this personally.#i really recommend just trying to be... cautiously optimistic instead. like. yes#people can be horrible and cruel and there are some communities (incels for example) that aren't worth that optimism#but i think like... most people will hold a door for you . most people want to help you find your wallet .#i hope one day you are able to find peace. i hope that rage eventually smooths over. i know how hard it is PERSONALLY#and i know what must have happened to you. and im deeply deeply sorry we share the same wound.#but i promise - sometimes we all need someone else to help us carry the weight. eventually the rage has to die so that we can let help in#i had to spend years biting at outstretched hands. i still often do. im still very wary . and my heart breaks that you flinch too.#here's the thing: i don't blame you. but we were both acting out of fear and pain. .... not out of healthy behavior. and ... change#was needed. i needed change too. rage was useful for a while. then it just left me isolated and bitter. i had to (with effort)#choose to let that rage go. and let people in . VERY SLOWLY THO LOL
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“He knows Timmy will come around eventually. It's only a matter of waiting for his clock to run out. And HP is very patient.” Hey uh.. WHAT DOES THAT MEAN HIS CLOCK TO RUN OUT is he waiting for Timmy to become a full fairy (Pixie?) and when that happens Timmy forgets about being a human entirely?
Sometimes Timmy wonders why he has grudges against certain fairies. Some of them, he can understand- like his dislike of Dr. Rip Studwell. But other ones, like with Cupid, it's a bit of a blur.
He must've been a very very vindictive 10 year old! Ah, well! Timmy's learned that he has to pick and choose his own battles wisely.
And uh. Fighting with the man who decides his paycheck and vacation days is not a battle worth choosing. Talk about a hostile work environment!!
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#fairly oddparents#fop#fop a new wish#fop timmy turner#fop timmy#timmy turner#fop sanderson#sanderson#asks#itty bitties fop au#ough i had a massive fight with timmy's finger in the 3rd panel#it is 430 in the morning and i pushed thru to get this one out so that the story didnt end on a sadder note#so i will wake up tomorrow and figure out whatever errors and mistakes ive made in the morning#sanderson asks timmy bcs as far as sanderson is concerned#timmy really.. shouldnt?? have any grudges against them#yeah yeah they tried taking over fairy world yeah yeah tried taking timmy's fairies#but that was just business babeyyy#and timmy involved HIMSELF into their schemes!!! which is. yknow. not their problem.#(he involved himself with very very good reason of course. they literally tried taking over earth and fairyworld)#but they're pixies and they dont understand the righteous fury of a 10 year old boy full of human compassion#funnily enough. as more time passes even timmy's struggling to understand the righteous fury of a 10 year old full of human compassion#hazel wells is VERY confusing for timmy turner#he doesnt really get it#nearly as much as sanderson doesnt really get timmy's grudges against HP!
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slowly getting back into stuff...
#my art#tloz#oracle of seasons#link#as in I got my tablet running on my old school laptop but I don't have any of my art programs so it's all tegakis !!!#come watch me draw Link and Zelda in 500 new ways bc I can't open my own csp references !#I'm having so much fun I've missed them lots.. I feel like I'm bursting with things I want to draw I'm so excited to get to it all#please if you see my massive mistake no you didn't I can't edit on tegaki dfskuhfds
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favourite moments of bg3 -> (8/?)
#baldurs gate 3#bg3#bg3edit#gale dekarios#gale of waterdeep#baldurs gate#gamingedit#dailygaming#gamediting#the rest of the conversation is so hot as well but didnt want to make the gifset with 10 gifs bruv#i always mention this scene i knoww but the time and place were so funny it left me baffled legit thought i made a mistake and triggered#this scene on accident..#3 seconds into shadowlands fights some shadow guys meets some harpers and then boom gale declares his massive hard on in front of every 5 o#the companions...never change pls#oh btw tav was totally into that she was ready to just drop everything and find a remote place without the care of getting cursed but alas#GALE ÇOKK AŞKOSUN SENİ SEVİYOREEEEE#myedit#favebg3edits
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the liberating scream, the tearing up during the interview, the holding back the emotions with few laps to go so much he couldn’t see, from watching from under the podium to standing on the top step, you are so special charles
#i can't stop crying#this was massive even for ferrari in keeping it together all weekend no mistakes and team work#grande charles#let's go#charles leclerc#f1#monaco gp 2024#jo.text
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why are you rUNNING? WHY ARE YOU RUNNING??
this is based of @cod-dump's post about crickets, link here
#because i too am the same as soap the bugs are censored#IT WAS A MASSIVE MISTAKE TO LOOK UP WHAT SPIDER CRICKETS LOOKS LIKE#but i feel like other than the purpose of the bugs looking cool in a jar#i guess the muted sound of glass dings when they hop around is mesmerizing#thats why Ghost has his emotional crickets jar everywhere he goes#too bad for johnny tho#gummmyart#doodle#simon ghost riley#john soap mactavish#soapghost#ghostsoap
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gothic lolita machete came to me in a dream
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#HHWAH#but he unironically kind of makes it work though??#I never realized that the leap from what he normally wears to gothic lolita would be this small#basically the same thing just a lot more lace and frills and embroidery#loving! the pomegranates!#it always makes me ecstatic when people find a way to include them or his other... symbols? motifs? objects of significance?#it's nice you kept the red gloves and red heels#the little crosses on the capelet and the stockings too hah#and the massive bow where the fascia would go#I support genderfuckery Machete by the way#his design and mannerisms have always been somewhat androgynous or at least that's what I've been trying to aim for#despite his sharp angular form he's supposed to have an aura of elegance and delicateness#at least on his better days when he's not in full rat man mode#given the choice he'd rather be called beautiful than handsome I'm pretty sure#folks have been mistaking him for a goth lesbian a whole lot lately so I can't be too far off#thank you this made me grin like an idiot when I opened the inbox#gift art#aggiepython#own characters#Machete
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Uploading before I fuck it up 😉👍
#elden ring#blaidd the half wolf#blaidd elden ring#elden ring fanart#dark souls#blaidd#traditional art#watercolor#it would be best if you didn't check the MASSIVE mistakes I made while painting the sword#we will call them huge dents#blaidd take better care of your sword you silly goose!#hands/arm armor lineart is also dogshit (pun intended) but it dont matter anymore#we chillin
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Eli x Craig tiktok meme @lelelego
Obsessed with this meme but realized my courier is as strong as Boone.... {
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#i guess thats the downside of being a massive dyke#i draw really buff handsome women bc thats my type but then i dont ship them with other women#and we cant do the “lets compare hand sizes 🥺” couple things#also everytime i draw boone like#really strong i remember benny has the same strength level#and i imagine benny doing this flexing stuff and well and cringe#that doesnt seem like the man to have a 7 strength points#craig boone#oc: eli#fanart#art#any mistakes i blame on it being 2am rn as i drew it
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My villain origin story
#ugh. it was probably the bait#i was a fool for thinking an heirloom vegetable would lure in anyone but the chef#if i wanted those bottoms to bite#nothing short of an actual throbbing dick would have sufficed#even if edmond got so absolutely flabbergasted at the sight of it and skewered it#would i not then be able to pull him in via his sword? stuck in the dick bait that traps swords like quicksand?#looks like i didn't do enough research. the bottoms eluded me#but not for long... *adjusts my spectacles*#i don't make the same bait mistakes... *mumbles while calculating* more than three times . probably#to be fair when i first started playing i didn't know that the characters i was aiming for were all bottoms#but. that's just how it ended up. and apparently nuca had other plans for me#where the FRINCK is that meme with the clothing store where it says 'buy a bottom Get a top'#anyway! this is a nice precursor to the massive lecture i'm about to drop#nu carnival garu#nu carnival olivine#nu carnival edmond#nu carnival yakumo
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actually so crazy that the media goes "this was a tragic unavoidable thing!" when school shootings happen but only when a ceo gets shot does the media suddenly say "theres a gun violence problem". actually not that crazy this is pretty textbook for this country but you know what i mean.
#and so funny bc the media is trying so hard to talk over the massive blame put on the evils of private healthcare being brought to the#forefront with this like. ok#“stop talking about how many tens of thousands died because of this evil healthcare system! we need to talk about gun violence!!!”#and obv dont mistake my words gun violence is a problem OBV but it only is when one (1) wealthy man with blood money gets offed for it#anywahs#amory rambles#united healthcare
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"I was no hero."
"Perhaps. But you are a brave man."
I have been working on this for so long! And now it's finished I'm actually really sad! Anyway I love the Captain...it probably can't be said enough.
#literally spent so long on this maybe because i didn't actually ever want to finish it#just the butterflies took hours!#actually dreading seeing a massive mistake now lmao#the captain#bbc ghosts#my art
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Gem’s death was the cause of Pearl’s realisation. After all that time chasing and taunting and blood, after an offer was finally extended and then brutally taken away, finally, the pin dropped. As stark text blinked into the corner of her vision, with nothing for company but the apathetic water lapping at the shore of this oh so lonely island, finally the reality of Pearl’s emotions hit her. The deep longing in her chest finally revealed its mark. The arrow set fly so long ago finally struck empty space, an absence, a still-warm corpse. Pearl, with so much love to give, and yet again, no one to take it from her cold and broken hands.
#IM SICK AND TWISTED AND SUCESSFILLY CONVERTED OIUGHGGHHHHHHHGH MY GOD. OUCH OUGH PUCH POUSIN TIC DAMAGE SJJDJDJJJNNNNNNNN#also sorry if there are any mistakes this was a 10 minute word vomit session#they are so ozimandias after the volta TRUST ME#GEM SUCH A MASSIVE FIGURE#RESPECTED AND FEARED AND LOVED#FINALLY FELLED#FINALLY SHATTRED#FINALLY LEFT TO BE CLAIMED ONCE AGAIN BY THR WORLD THAT BIRTHED HER#i KNOW ozymandias is about and evil tyrant yadda yadda i’ve studies it trust#but PLEASQSSSSSEEEE LET ME DO THIS#sorry shelly i’m killing your criticisation of mad king george and the monarchy WITH GAY BLOCK PEOPLE AJHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH#gempearl#wild life spoilers#trafficshipping#life series spoilers#cal writes#cal original
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Broke (2016): BBC Sherlock is a phenomenal piece of media and anything that seems like a flaw just hasn't been fully explored yet
Woke (2020): BBC Sherlock is an incredibly flawed series run by an egotistical writer, it never deserved the hype and is actively bad on so many fronts (especially representation)
Bespoke (2024): BBC Sherlock is flawed and bogged down by increasingly poor writing, which many fans refused to see while it was airing, leading to hugely misplaced expectations (particularly for the final series), AND it has the seeds of some compelling characterizations and portrayals, some genuinely solid performances, and touches--albeit imperfectly--on complexities that are still being discussed today (particularly as it relates to the relationship between Sherlock and John). The huge cultural impact of the show has created a massive pendulum effect in its public perception, leading to most people today remembering a caricature of the show (whether positive or negative) rather than appreciating its nuanced merits and failings...that being said Season 4 sucked
#these just sum up my personal takes at the years in question and also what i'm seeing on tumblr/other social media#bbc sherlock#sherlock holmes#and i actually have a lot more thoughts to share on this series#specifically relating to the cultural impact#there is SO much about the show that goes unappreciated in hindsight because of how public perception of it has soured#and i totally fell into this as well--i still regularly rewatch hbomberguy's video absolutely dismantling the series and he isn't wrong!!#but what i'm saying is that i think it's easy for us to look at a piece of media (especially one so massively popular) like sherlock...#with very black-and-white lenses. it wouldn't have become so popular if there wasn't something inherent in it that resonated with people#and that's being buried (and i totally forgot it) because 'sherlock is cringe and problematic. can't believe i liked that'#which again it IS full of issues and those are well-documented as they should be. future portrayals should not repeat those mistakes#BUT being able to impact so many people is a merit in itself. and that's only possible because of other genuinely good things about the show#yes the way they handled the relationship between john and sherlock was riddled with problems YES it was often queerbaiting#AND the way they portrayed that relationship had a deep effect on me. i saw a lot of myself in sherlock and the complex way he loved john#the nuanced feelings he had about john's marriage to mary. the part (in s4!) where john calls him inhuman for not feeling romantic love#there was genuine intention and care put into some parts of this show and it comes through in scenes like those. they impact people.#and because of this realization i'm going to (eventually) do a rewatch of the show. i'm much older and i want to see how i'll view it now#but i want to go into it--and i want everyone who engages with it still--to have an open mind and evaluate it for what it is#not what we expected it to be (secret episode anyone?) or what the cultural drift has turned it into (the tiktok of sherlock's mind palace)#but the messy problematic somewhat-heartfelt massively significant and ultimately meaningful piece of media it actually was#anyway that's my thoughts would love to hear y'all's perspectives#funny how after all this time making a sherlock post still feels like i'm poking a bees' nest lol please be kind!#kay can i just catch my breath for a second#kay has a party in the tags
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