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cordiallyfuturedwight · 7 months ago

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#i hate being such a nervous person!!!!!!#wdym i have to talk in front of 80 people in a hour im gonna throw up #😀😀😀😀😀😀

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sp3ctrum-int3rn3t · 4 months ago

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shhhhhhh don't tell anyone i like tmf oh wait fuck

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idontmindifuforgetme · 11 months ago

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i think i officially set my sights on a therapist and i'll be contacting her very soon?? therapy was legitimately not on my 2024 bingo card (or in the cards for me at all) but here we are????

#this blog always had a focus on social science and detangling feelings and experiences. like it's basically been serving as my diary #bc this blog has always been my main outlet for it. i hate talking feelings to anyone irl. it's a bad habit but i hate it #so it was a game changer and helped me grow up sooo much. esp supplemented w other people's experiences.#being raised by a stoic engineer mother who's very much warm but also not very good at feelings at times has caused me to suppress SO much #compounded w being the eldest daughter. like that is a damning sentence in and of itself #tumblr just gave me an outlet for stuff like this. and every social media is essentially a highlight reel of ppl's best moments.#tumblr is the opposite. i've always loved that too whether it was in the form of humor or more earnest posts #could i work through my own issues by myself? yes probably #and my blog will always have that facet even if i get a therapist #but a therapist's input. just a professional's input. will expedite a lot of improvement for me i think #this has been a critical time period for me anyway bc i'm budgeting my whole schedule for once vs being handheld by uni deadlines #and it's just gonna keep getting more and more intense from here bc i'm truly pushing my comfort zone more than ever before #it just feels like the right call even tho i'm lowkey nervous ab it bc i HATE talking feelings in person.#this therapist will not fall for my trying to deflect by asking her about her life. which. usually works on my friends <3 #we will see. a therapy arc is coming very soon basically #p

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wyrm-with-a-why · 2 months ago

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Maybe I’m a bitch but the twinkification of characters in mlm sometimes irks me because like pleaseeeee let them both be fat bear men and be in love like why do we always have to twinkify one? Can’t they be both or neither?

#wyrm.txt #posts that I was nervous to take out of drafts #this isn’t hating tho it’s a #personal irk #the same can apply for twinks being turned bears tho #but rn I’ve been sent over the edge by another fanart #sorry yall pls don’t go

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solargeist · 8 months ago

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despite my previous post, I don’t know how to handle when people talk abt things I don’t know or understand bc I focus too hard on my own reactions so I don’t accidentally offend them bc there’s only so many times you can say “oh really?” before you sound sarcastic ‼️💥

#LIKE I DONT WANNA ONE RESPONSE THEM BC I HATE THAT TOO YKNOW !!#i get saur nervous #it’s an even tighter pickle when it’s a media I dislike bc I don’t like lying or being rude so I go into customer service mode #but usually I’m interested or like to hear without wanting to seek it out myself #but it’s one of those social skill (?) struggle moments where I don’t know what to do but I try . but end up nervous #job interview ass #‘’right! yeah. uh huh! really!’’ (I feel like the devil !!!)#ALSO THIS IS ALL WORSE IN PERSON BC I WILL NOT MAKE EYE CONTACT AND I THINK IT MAKES ME LOOK SOO BORED BUT IM JUST TRYING TO HEAR #ur honour im turning my ears toward you #also looking at peoples face make me feel exposed and I will immediately focus more on my position again #there is just too much work ‼️‼️‼️‼️🤮🤮🤮🤮#ive stopped trying with the eyes it’s too stressful my heart races #in my head I’m like And this is where I ask a specific question abt this part of the topic ! as if it’s a puzzle (it’s a puzzle to me)#i Hope i dont sound like a hypocrite I was mostly joking in my other post I think I’m aware of when I’m doing too much phphph

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shireduchess · 4 months ago

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#I don’t know where to talk about this so here I am ahhhhhhh anyway I’m worried that he doesn’t #want to talk to me anymore/ which is hopefully me being overreactive #and I don’t think I came off clingy at all I really hope I didn’t and I haven’t been texting him a tremendous amount also because #I’ve been waiting for him to text me back sometimes?#and idk maybe he was busy yesterday and doing things but hhhhhhh god #I hate being nervewracked by this stuff especially after feeling SO happy and grateful #and just like overwhelmed with emotions #the last text was a question I sent last night and nothing now and yet I’m a total loser #he deleted/hid his bumble profile so that’s a good thing right? because he’s not interested in anyone else #but I’m paranoid about a crash after that high about not being able to have good things #and I just need the reassurance that it’s okay and he does like me #because he’s flying away soon I think next weekend and he was the one who said we should hang out again #before he leaves #anyway this is what the inside of my head looks like right now. sad and nervous and anxious and needy and unsure #personal

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itsamenickname · 2 years ago

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One of my favorite things about the Mario movie Bowuigi scene is the small possibility of someone recreating that said scene, but change it to where Luigi is interrogating Bowser.

#so just to clarify on this roleswap au idea: the only thing that would change is their roles #i.e. Mario and Luigi would be kings of the MK & Dark Lands while Peach and Bowser are plumbers (or something similar) in the real world #now their personalities on the other hand that would stay the same #e.g. King Luigi tries to question Bowser but he's a nervous wreak throughout the entire interrogation #you technically could switch both their roles and their personalities if you really wanted to #but the issue I'm kind of seeing with that is that there wouldn't be much point of a roleswap au at that point #e.g. if you have a roleswap au where Mario and Bowser switched both their roles and their personalities #then at that point I feel like Mario is just a redesigned version of Bowser (and vice versa with Bowser being a redesigned Mario)#does that make sense?#I should mention that I don't hate roleswap aus where both the roles and personalties are swap (I really don't)#but I'm intrigued in the idea of nervous Luigi attempting to interrogate Bowser (a literal 10 ft turtle-dragon who can easily kill him)#I'm not sure if anything I said makes sense but there's my two cents on a possible mario roleswap idea #also I will break your kneecaps if you ship Mario and Luigi together in this roleswap au #bowser #bowser nintendo #luigi #luigi nintendo #bowuigi #bowser x luigi #super mario #super mario bros #super mario movie #super mario bros movie #the super mario bros movie #mario roleswap #role swap au #mario au

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electricea · 9 months ago

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Also I’ve continued to watch more of those ‘Ryuji romance mod’ videos on YouTube and while I think it’s incredibly sweet and cool that someone went to all the trouble to make them, it’s hard to even sense that you’re even in much of a relationship at all? Like he still seems really nervous and shy about being with another guy and I’m just here watching like can you two act like proper boyfriends already. 😩

#no hate to the person who made it #the relationship just feels slow moving #and even after the ‘confession’ scene he still just seems really nervous and hung up on being with another dude #it’s probably not how I would want to write a Ryuji romance personally #and I’m not hating on it by any means #the creator worked on it and it’s awesome that someone took the time to do so

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learn-and-accept · 29 days ago

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#i might be moving in with my girlfriend soon and i am scared lol #i just did not think this is something that would be happening this soon #i assumed itd be a few years because she just bought a house with some friends and i was oh okay im clearly not gonna be involved with that #which i was totally okay with and had absolutely no problems with #but apparently it was assumed I'd eventually move in and they always planned for four people to be in the house #and that was before I even met them and we realized that we actually get along pretty well #it's so weird but in a good way #i just feel like my life is clicking and falling into place #but it's still so scary and im nervous as fuck about it #im scared of not living at home because ive never not lived at home #im scared that living together might make us hate each other and end our relationship #im just scared of the change in general #but we will see what happens #plus we've kinda been testing out me being here for an extended amount of time and so far it's been going pretty well #ive had so many major life changes throughout the past two years and the adjusting to it has been a lot #and it's wild to think that a year ago i would have never even imagined that I'd be considering moving in with a person i met on bumble lol #life is weird and a lot but sometimes you meet people who make it worth it #personal

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bardicjustice · 1 year ago

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Astarion is one of the first characters where I love him so much and cannot fucking stand the fandom's take on him. I cannot go into the astarion tag or I will be filled with an unspeakable rage

#its the intentional ignorance of the trauma that defines his character for me #as an ace person who hates being sexualized and hearing a specific line from astarion where he literally tells you it makes him #uncomfortable when people sexualize him thats so relatable and the way the fandom glosses over thar bc sexy vampire twink is sooo annoyinh #like do ppl have no critical thinking skills? i know hes just a character but ppl literally fall for his act and even after he admits #that its just an act they still pretend thats his actual personality/preferences like? hello?#idk man it just irks me to my soul that someone might say 'i dont like sex or being thought of sexually' and ppl just ignore that to place #their own fantasies over the wishes of another. as an ace person #that makes me so nervous like 😅#ranting

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ialwaysknewyouwerepunk · 1 month ago

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#i was on a walk through town for my lunch break just now #and i am already feeling. morbidly depressed #so i wasnt exactly balanced #and then i saw my dad randomly and i was smiling at him like. hi uh im gonna say hello ofc #and he smiled at me with a curt nod like you would to a person you don't know and just walked on like he was going to pass me by #and i then took off my hat like... don't you recognize?#only then did he switch around and say like ohhhhh well now without your hat Maybe #with some excuse that he was nervous about a lecture he had to give #and sure sure all valid #so i was like okay good luck i'll be on my way #and i immediately wanted to burst into tears ????#it was such a stupid moment and he really did not mean to walk past me without noticing me #with my hat and winter coat i get it #and being nervous #what the fuck is going on in my brain??? i am still so upset?????#full on existential crisis on all levels and this clearly pushed a button holy shit #my posts #fuck #now i hve to fucking sit at my fucking desk at my fucking job #holy shit i hate life rn

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spice-ghouls · 10 months ago

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oughhhh we have a full web team meeting tomorrow and those things make me so nervous I could spontaneously combust. pain & agony & suffering &c.

#Like they are all perfectly nice people but I am so new to web design in general and I hate always being #the least knowledgeable person on the call when we're talking about things.#It makes me so nervous and then I don't talk and then I look standoffish and rude even when I'm not trying to be.#ghoul.txt

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carseatdottxt · 2 months ago

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#this post inspired this blog bee tee double u #fun fact the next few are all originally sourced from _videojames_ig on instagram because thats where i searched for a ss of this one #interesting times !#yet again i feel silly doing this vut i need to learn to embrace the cringe #this song is also v personal to me nym helped me thru a v rough time #i go feralllll for the saga of depression & homes (i believe theyre next to eachother on the album or in close conjunction)#will toledo your dysfunctional relationships help me through life thank you for suffering u r my jesus #i wa sright abt them being close ok ok dont remind me falls between them #dont remind me is such a crazy song i hate it (affectionate)#cshr.txt #cshr #car seat headrest #will toledo #nervous young man #Spotify

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malewifehenrycooldown · 2 months ago

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just remembered Shadows of the Damned Remaster is out today, fingers crossed the game is good and actually improved on :3

#I really hope it’s good because I heard a lot of mixed things with the Lollipop Chainsaw REPOP (remaster)#like bugs and glitches and also the fact that Suda or James Gunn weren’t involved or consulted…#LIKE I get it they are busy but like you should’ve asked first?!#Doesn’t help that unfortunately the person who led that remaster is catering to ‘that’ demographic of reactionary cishetallo men…#<- heard that guy who lead the remaster also had a hand in Killer is Dead and that makes me a little nervous #if that ever gets a remaster… because I think it would be neat if the remaster made the gigolo missions actual dating sims as initially #Intended. Like grasshopper doesn’t like being associated with ‘erotica’ (albeit they kinda fell into that trap on their own making #thanks to Michigan: report from hell…)#I won’t hate it if it didn’t include it but also it wouldn’t hurt :’)

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itsalwaysdark · 2 months ago

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loveee when a character is crushed under the weight of someone elses expectations for them love when a character dedicates their entire life to something they never even wanted for themself love when the only reason a character keeps going is because theyre Supposed to and bc theyre supposed to make another person happy/proud. YES !!! CLAPPING !!! YES !!!!!!!!

#this isnt rly related to any character in particular i just thought abt this and it made me scream.#flirting at a bar Damn girl you look like youre trapped in a life you built to please someone else. and then i kneel down and pull out a 💍#sry i ran out of space for the full word ring. also why when i type 💍 Ohh theyre hiding it. bc now the emoji is 💍 Oh they changed it again #pox on their home..originally it was 🔐 sughested emoji #but then the second time it was 😭.... very anti marriage. well ig maybe the sob could be like OMG... YES!!!!! I WILL MARRY YOU!!!!!!#ngl getting proposed to is such a big fear of mine like. i dont think id ever be able to propose to someone so id have to be proposed to i #suppose but it makes me quite nervous not bc im like ohh nooo dont propose i just rly worry ill react the wrong way and theyll change their #mind. like its a very high emotion moment so ik i would be supposed to be emotional And i would be but idk if id do it in the right way . y #idk. what if my autism looms and i end up just being like 😐 on accident. fuckkk. what if i say somethinf dumb. like i try to be like YES !#but instead im like YEP! god. can you imagine. id have to just bury myself at that point. so embarassing. or like what if i get excited and #flap my hands but it was supposed to be more of a like. joyful crying type of thing... or what if im supposed to just be shocked and like .#Oh my god ....#and am I supposed to run at them and sweep them into a hug or do they do thst to me. UGH. ITS SO STRESSFUL. i suppose ill just remain alone #forever so I never have to confront any difficult situations ever again . Joke .#idk it just makes me nervous. but i suppose hopefully the person proposing to me will love me . that would be nice so hopefully they wont #mind if i dont respond the right way . and they wont be upset with me bc they love me eversomuch. a girl can dream i suppose... my head lik #is pounding sry. i need to sleep probably.. stayed up too late again -_- 8am -_- and im sposed to do laundry today But i dont want to . and #since im gonna fall asleep i fear it shant happen. UGHHH #wtvr. idk what my ideal proposal would be likeee. i don't want to be blindsided ig #i like surprises but Obviously im too worried abt like. my immediate reaction #+ i think its important to talk abt marriage Before proposing just so everybodys like #on the same page and such. Obvs... but ya. i dont think id want a super public proposal like. id like it to be somewhere nice with maybs #significance to our relationship and such. and its fine if theres like Some passersby but id hate for it 2 be like. somewhere crowded. or i #a restaurant or something #Altho if it was in a restaurant maybe we could get free food..#but maybe that can be just fake proposals later on. and our real proposal can be somewhere else. YIPPEEE. me and my imaginary future spouse #who is To be honest rather bare minimum #normal girl will be like Wistful sigh maybe my future spouse will even love me and wont scream at me and will like to listen to me speak 😍#but anywyas. my beddybye time. SURPRISE GN POST #woahhthis got off topic i forgot what the original post was this always happens. i do love characters like that

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marvelouslyalwaysme · 3 months ago

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Any advice for a job interview i have tomorrow when you are HORRIBLE and inexperienced at interviews, please I'm desperate

#Its like being good at class assignments but a bad test taker #like get me in there explain to me how to do the job and i can do it #its the talking to person interviewing me and not knowing what to say when they ask Qs and im just constantly in my head the whole time #and i get major anxiety and really nervous before during and after if some context helps #job hunt #jobsearch #unemployment #I wish i had money but i hate that i have to interview in order to get it

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