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rexscanonwife · 2 months

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Don't touch my babybel cheese boy

#jane journals #not self ship #silly #qjfjfj good morning all #im opening at work today = w =#i had to get up at 4:30am #im snacking on a little cheese if u couldnt guess cause i didnt wanna just eat sweets or junk!#i also have an apple i brought #i think sportacus would approve 🥺👉👈

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ilonacho · 3 months

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he’s soooo cute my pookie bear.. ignore jd and branch this isn’t abt them

#up at 4:30am for work i hate it here i wish i was a little troll who only had to worry abt not getting eaten by a bergen #but alas my boss’ boss’ boss is visiting our store today so everything has to be perfect ughh #i love my brain for latching onto the silliest shit to make my personality for a couple of months aghribfk

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pinktinselmonstrosity · 3 months

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had probably thee most insane night of my life lol! everything is sorted now (10am, i just got home) but. oh my god it was rough

#we went out for casual drinks and my friend had a medical emergency #so we had to WRESTLE her out of a bar bathroom and then wait with her on the street for an ambulance #WHICH NEVER FUCKING CAME #but we were lucky that there were some street paramedics who came to help #and she couldn't walk at all so they had to take her to their treatment roon in a wheelchair #in a WHEELCHAIR through the centre of town on a friday night....... that was a wild ride #we got to their treatment centre at around 2:45am and they close at 4am so that's when we left #by that point she was doing much better thank GOD #because we had already decided to take her to our friend's house and look after her there but that would be hard if she still couldn't walk #but she managed to get into an uber and we managed to get her into the flat #it was 4:30am by this point!! i've never seen the sunrise over the city and it was actually really nice despite everything lol #i quickly ran back to mine and changed bc i was still in my incredibly uncomfortable going out clothes (a strapless bra no less!!)#and then went back to my friend's house and slept for a few hours #oh and did i mention. my friend had to leave for WORK at 9am 😭 so that's why i stayed over #but our sick friend was up and doing much better in the morning so we all left together ❤️#got back here at 10am. now to survive the day 😔#🧃

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alongtidesoflight · 2 months

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#i KNOW my mental health is down the drain because i woke up panicking at 4:30am for seemingly no good reason #and that was half an hour ago and i still can't go back to sleep #and i've been feeling exhausted and on the edge about switching from this dual deal of education and job training #to a full time 8 to 5 deal #for the past 2 months #kept saying that i need a break soon or i'm gonna burn out but also kept pushing myself through daily sensory overload because #i kept telling myself that there are only a couple few weeks left of this and i can do it #and now there's exactly one week left of it all until i finally get a month off and i need to do my best to keep myself from tossing it all #out the window #because i'm worried about not being able to keep up with a full time job i now signed a three year contract for #considering this half time deal already took everything out of me #it's super frustrating because for a while there i really thought i'm on top of my shit but now i'm showing symptoms of an impending #mental breakdown and i have a month to get all of this under control somehow or i'm gonna blow my chance at a job i've been working my ass #off for the past six months to a) get it in the first place and b) earn important certificates for it #and a month is just not enough to get an appointment with a counselor who i can talk to about this #and once i'm working i'll hardly have any time left for appointments considering the insane amount of time i'll be spending commuting #to work every day because i didn't yet receive the bonus payment towards a car i was promised for my efforts here #genuinely wish i had someone i could rely on during times like these but i am basically providing for my entire environment and i just #gotta keep going somehow idk #rant #gonna try to get another half an hour of sleep in now i guess

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abrushwithdeath · 3 months

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((This last weekend was spent helping my dad and stepmom into their new place and getting some general stuff done around the house that's hard to do during the week (because I'm still doing both shifts and probably will be for the remainder of the school year). That said- this coming weekend I'll be busy on Saturday- have to put together the new cupboard for the bathroom so that we FINALLY have some storage space in there, and then, again, general cleaning / laundry / etc that we've not done properly during the week (because with both shifts we're gone from 9:30-ish in the morning until about 7:30 at night every day). But I SHOULD be around some on Sunday again! That's the hope, at least! <3

Until then, I hope y'all are having a nice week! Love ya and I'll talk to you all when I have time <3))

#ooc.#((I've had the urge to write for a while but I haven't done it. I also just want to finish Fallen Order so I can play Jedi Survivor #but I have fairly little free time during the week so I have to pick and choose.#Also had to be up at 6 this morning and again on Friday morning to babysit my nephew.#He's literally the easiest kid to watch ever but still- babysitting even if it's for family feels kind of like a job itself too.#So today was *kind of* like working a 6:30am-7pm shift and I'm exhausted ^^;#ANYWAY- yeah! Sunday I'll try to get to more stuff! Then after the 26th I have a 4 day weekend before starting up on #summer work which MAY be 8 hour shifts a day M-F if I get the hours I was initially promised. We'll see though.))

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touchlikethesun · 5 months

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what is worse than thinking you have the whole day to yourself only to be surprised with company with barely 30 minutes notice?

#many things #but this is pretty bad #i'm getting a stress twitch in my eye again #or maybe that's the 4 cups of coffee i've had before 10:30am #personal #vent #sorry i feel like the frequency of vent posts is picking up again i'll try and tamp down on that but no promises

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rjalker · 1 year

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anyways.

This is the opposite of a pro tip, but if you are having one of those obnoxious dreams where you are trying to yell for help / any other reason and can't make any sound, if all you're doing is making a breathy "HHHH" sound, you have to turn it into an "AAAA" sound. Go "aaah" like you're at the dentist.

Yes, this will probably make you yell IRL and wake up, possibly scaring the shit out of anyone you live with.

But on the other hand, you won't be having a scary / annoying dream anymore

You can decide if that's the positive course of action or not.

#Rjalker has weird dreams #if this was a pro tip it'd be instructions on how to turn the dream into a lucid dream to just get rid of whatever is scaring you #but alas. this was not a lucid dream so it was just annoying instead #and I woke myself up at 4:30AM by yelling #and then had to suffer through fucking cramps until I fell back asleep even though I'd only taken ibuprofen like two hours before.#like what the fuck #100% bullshit

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midshipmank · 8 months

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just sent an email to a parent that was literally just me diplomatically telling them to fuck off

this semester, i’ve just started telling students & parents how long it will take me to do things

“when will you grade our tests” whenever i find 4 hours “when will you grade the homework” whenever i have 3 hours “when will you be done with the notebooks” well, since i’ve already graded half, whenever i find another 3 hours to do the other half, but i also have to make lesson materials for 7th grade’s monday lesson, which will also take 3 hours

#this particular set of parents had a whole meeting with the director of education about me #that neither they nor my boss bothered to tell me about #i found out through friends in the admin #like. i literally told my boss up front that going from 40 students to 99 students & making new lesson plans for a class i haven’t taught #before would have a bad effect on how fast i can grade shit #and my boss was the one who was like ‘i’m sure it’ll be fine’#because no one will tell her that increasing the class size was Bad Actually #also i have Less Prep Time Now #i literally get up to grade at 4:30am & i’m not going to tell these assholes that but also fuck them for complaining #all i fucking do is work #teaching #work

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floral-hex · 1 year

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Can’t tell if I’m so anxious because of drug withdrawal or it’s just because I have a bad brain 😓

#I took buspar for about 4 nights then had to stop because it put me on edge #first night without it and I’m hit with the same feelings again #just sad and hopeless and my nerves feel sick #I had thought there wasn’t supposed to be any real withdrawal from that stuff #so maybe this is just me being sad #quick rant: I feel so hopless and alone and scared #it’s 4:30am and I know there’s nothing I can do right now about it so I should just chill out #brains suck #just go to sleep!#I have my first therapy session tomorrow/today so we’ll see #and I’m realizing now I really need to bite the bullet and apply to some jobs #any jobs. even if I’m afraid my hearing will go out and I’ll fuck up working #I NEED to get out of this house more. I NEED money. I NEED some hope for a future.#I want moneyyyy so I can go out to eat and take my brothers to the movies and help my mother with bills #I can’t just stay awake all night suffering. I need to be productive.#ian I swear you will feel so much better with a purpose #even if that purpose is just to work a register for a few hours a day #it’ll be okay #we can do this. we’ll talk to the therapist tomorrow. we’ll call our doc and bitch about our meds. we’ll apply for jobs #we’ll shower and eat and go out in the sun and it’ll be okay #baby steps baby #get a job. get money. buy a burger. find someone to kiss once or twice.#I can do this #I feel everything falling apart and fading away and I have to fight that #I’m fighting it now just verbalizing this and it’s helping #it’ll be okay ian!#life can still be beautiful!#you’re afraid of losing everything well then fucking grab it hold it do what you can #I’m so fucking scared but I have to try #text

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shina913 · 2 years

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Not Namjoon and Yoongi fighting it out as my top 2 WIPs 🥲

#i was fr working on yoongi #and then…i had a 2AM idea about namjoon #and then i just writing until it was 4:30AM 💀#hooray for getting up today ig #shina ramblings #shina wips

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vanillabat99 · 1 year

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I've been trying a "nightmare rescripting" exercise my therapist wrote out for me, and I'm not sure if it's been helping much. It's hard to follow the instructions without getting stressed out due to The Horrors invading my pleasant imagery ._. I've had a couple bad nightmares and a couple normal nights this week, so it's not much different than usual.

I will stick with it for another week and see if there's any changes, but I'm losing hope. I don't really have any ideas on what else we could try. Maybe this is just something I have to accept ._.

#ive been sleeping in a call with my partner lately and it helps to know that someone is there.#i had a really bad one the other day that made me feel so gross ._.#im not so afraid i cant sleep but i am apprehensive about going to sleep.#im worried i will have another one and i really really dont want to experience that. theres only so much srcubbing i can do.#sidenote: my heart has been acting up more lately and its bothering me a bit ._. i still havent been able to see a decent cardiologist.#also my insurance lapsed so i have to pay for my therapy and my medications :( idk if im gonna get back on insurance or not.#sorry for being negative. it is 4:30am and i cant sleep. its too hot. and my head hurts. ._.#batty blogging #text

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asterlark · 1 year

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today has been like. 2 weeks' worth of days.

#mine #woke up at 3:30am left for the airport at 4 got to my gate at like 4:45 boarding was supposed to be at 5 for a 5:45 takeoff #but the whole airline's system was down so it was delayed 2 hours #finally got on the plane and got to the las vegas airport #thought i was gonna miss my connecting flight but that flight was delayed too so i caught it #got into chicago around 6:30pm local time (i was originally supposed to get here at 3:30)#[warning for vomit mention in next tags]#i get motion sick and tbere was turbulence and i aaalmost made it the whole 3.5 hour flight without puking but when we were landing i did #i frew up and i was flying alone so it felt so pathetic 😭😭😭 the flight attendants were v nice to me tho #FINALLY got out of there and had to pay for a super expensive uber to get to my hotel #so i am here at the hotel now and waiting for my food to arrive and i am so so soo tired #prob gonna collapse in bed after i eat tbh #i hope tomorrow is a better day #reminding myself that long travel days like this always suck #AUGH

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lord-westley · 2 years

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Me after info-dumping mom as soon as she wakes: im crazy but not that crazy

Mom: you sure about that?

Me: no :/

#its 2:30am #lord help me #anyways what I was infodumping on #was how I couldn’t sleep and ended up getting Inspo to paint #so now im repainting my crappy 1/4 finished Minecraft door #and painting it to be the painting rapunzel did on her wall #but I don’t have any big clean brushes that aren’t crusty #so I had to resort to painting my entire door with a tiny paintbrush #and I still have to paint my closet door and the trim white too

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theophagism · 2 years

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at the end of my itj class tonight everyone who had one brought out their hanukia and we sang the prayer as they lit their candles. everyone’s looked so different and beautiful and there was even someone whose landlord doesn’t permit candles so they made paper ones. i’m having such an amazing time with this course i’m just !!!!

#the rabbi for this lesson was brilliant. and BRITISH. she had the prettiest kippah i’ve ever seen.#even tho the course begins at 9:30pm and i have to get up at 4:30am every time i love this class

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roylustang · 18 hours

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They never fuckin tell you when it’s gonna rain in the desert

#BC THEY DONT FUCKING KNO #this is my way of saying I was woken up at 4:30am by rain in my tent and I had to get up and get the rain cover for it out of my car #it is definitely not on correctly bc I just threw it over it but somehow I did manage to put the doors together so that’s cool #I don’t wanna deal with this I have to run for 4 hours today #car life #btw I’m tent camping again #and also I’m tired #it wasn’t that much rain but enough to make everything wet except me

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exopelagic · 4 months

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hdbxbndhdhHbdhdhdhaHSHZHDH fuck this guy

#going!! to kill him!!!#had our meeting at 3. I had stayed up until 6:30am writing. he had not read it.#we talk through my questions on the call. he says he’ll send me comments by 4pm. he does not.#i am just texting his other masters student. not only did she get comments HOURS ago (their meeting was at 4)#she is having lunch with him and the other fieldworkers tomorrow #what the actual fuck is his problem with me I can’t just be imagining this #I keep going on about it but that is fieldwork which I was meant to be doing that he just never sorted out even though I asked #literally what my project is based on anyway #god I need to stop it helps nothing rn #I’m probably not getting feedback tonight which means there’s only so much I can do which means it’s better for me to sleep and get up early #but oh my fucking god.#do your fucking job #luke.txt #okay yknow what he doesn’t like me already I know this I might as well just be blunt and get what I need #I don’t need to be friends with the fucking guy I just need him to do what he’s being paid to #I HAD PREPARED QUESTIONS IN ADVANCE ANTICIPATING HIM NOT READING IT I HATE THIS PLACE

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