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Someone in chat was talking about the Whig Party in the sponsored V Rising Jschlatt stream.
#What the heck are they doing here?#what is this#the civil war era?#i guess this game IS about vampires#jschlatt#schlatt#whig party mention#lets freaking go
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Man, it's cool and all if you see a metaphor for marginalisation in the monstrous, and if you want the power fantasy of 'what if you could just eat anybody who threatened you/pissed you off'. Me too.
However, as soon as you start saying 'no, these monsters are a 1:1 on Specific Marginalised Group, and you have to treat them in the fiction like they are directly representative of real human members of the marginalised group', BUT you also, in the fiction, make them hurt/kill/eat humans? And then try to shame me, your audience, for noticing or engaging with the bit where they kill people, because you made them directly representative of a real-world marginalised group? You have lost me, and also, I think, the plot.
#hear yourself. for the love of whatever you cherish.#'but they only kill bigots so ACTUALLY they're the GOOD GUYS -' your metaphor of monstrosity is entirely premised on the question of#'what if what you went around righteously killing; believing your actions to be justified;#were actually people and it was not in fact righteous or justified to just kill them'#'what if the world isn't neatly split into 'good guys' and 'bad guys'#who gets to decide who or what is 'bad'? because that's the original problem of monstrosity-as-metaphor-for-marginalisation#(if as a creator you say 'oh my intention with this was X' cool!#if instead you go with something like. well.#'well in this setting monsters are so rare it doesn't matter that they kill people and you'd have to be a homicidal sadistic psychopath >#< to hunt them; but sure I guess if you want to play a Bad Person' well I might have#but if you're going to explicitly judge me for wanting to engage with the moral question of 'how justified is this and who would do it#versus how justified are these monsters if they do have to harm or kill people to continue to exist'#then maybe I just don't want to play your game at all)#anyway I'm sick to death of poor uwu cozy vampires who are SO marginalised so I'm not Allowed to care about all the people they murder#it being fucked up is what's fun about it! do all the other shit but let me take the murders seriously!#and inb4 someone accuses me of being a bigot for saying 'actually I don't think you get a free pass to kill and eat people if you're gay'#remember when the CW's famously reactionary and conservative Supernatural tried to just gloss over the part where every time its heroes >#< killed a demon with a magic knife it also killed the person the demon was possessing#and say 'oh no it's fine we don't care about those killings; they don't matter; don't bother caring about them either'#but they were doing it to glorify exactly the kind of people that these 'monster as metaphor' stories are trying to cast as expendable?#I have other examples that are like. real dramas. but That Paranormal Show is the one that's in the same niche that I'm talking about here#it feels more insidious when it comes through a fantasy show where there are monsters involved#so you can say 'no it's not real so it doesn't matter'#but then ALL of it is equally not real. and vampires are not actually an oppressed group. because they don't exist.#you can say 'these vampires are a metaphor for an oppressed group so this fiction matters in real life'#or you can say 'don't care about the murders because they weren't actually real'#but you can't say both and then get mad at ME for treating the murders as seriously as the vampires#let me engage with your premise and don't waste my fucking time#or just set your fluff in the Sesame Street universe where vampires drink cherry Kool-Aid and help kids learn to count
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"I think this is the most inhuman; and human, that I've ever felt.." MUCH CAN HAPPEN IN A YEAR. IN FIVE YEARS. A DECADE. imagine how much can happen in a century. just ONE (1). How will you grow? what phases do you find? even in 5 years, you will find patterns.
#jrwi fanart#jrwi show#jrwi suckening#jrwi suckening spoilers#jrwi the suckening#arthur bennett#HEY SO THE REALLY FUNNY THING THAT THE CHARACTER DID THAT SEEMED RLY SILLY N GOOFY IN THE MOMENT?#LIKE THE WHIPLASH BETWEEN SERIOUS N SILLY ALMOST PISSED YOU OFF? WHAT IF I FOUND A WAY TO MAKE YOU SAD ABOUT IT#this was meant to be a scribble that would be a bigger part of a bigger page.might leave it on that page.#but still. bc o that i nearly posted it onto my wacky side blog.BUT NAYY I SPENT TOO MUCH TIME N ENERGY N YOU GOTTA SEE IT#ARTHUR BENNETT DRIVES ME CRAZY. I FEEL LIKE ITS ODD FOR HIM TO BE SO TECHNOLOGICALLY OUT OF TOUCH#WHERE HAS HE BEEN. HAS HE BEEN IN WAR? IS THAT WHERE MAGNUS CAME FROM? WHERE WAS HE WHEN HE WAS WITH EDWARDS CREW?#ARTHURRR I HAVE QUESTIONS ARTTHUUURR!! HEY CAN I ALSO ASK; WHAT THE FUCK HAVE YOU BECOME#DO YOU THINK HE HAD ANY IDEA HE WOULD VEER CLOSER AND CLOSER TO THE MONSTER HE DESPISES. ALL BC HE DESERVES IT. OR WATEVER#HE FASCINATES ME SO MUCH. TO LOOK AT THE STONE COLD STOIC FOOL FROM THE START OF THE SHOW#AND TO FIND OUT THAT HE USED TO BE A BAD BOY.. A DELINQUENT... A LIL PRANKSTER.... MY GODDD THATS ADORABLE#I WOULD LOVE TO KNOW MORE.... BUT I DOUBT THE LAST EPISODE IS GONNA ANSWER THOSE QUESTIONS..i love arthur bennett so much....#AS FOR THE ART!! i mostly used the fire alpaca watercolor brush. tbh im not a brush guy. anti aliased default pen tends to be my main game#but LATELY IM SQQQUIRMIN OUT OF AN ARTBLOCK so expirimenting like this is helping#DONT LOOK TOO HARD AT IT!! im still proud tho. colors are fun :3 im also very proud of the backgrounds#I LOVE THE CARTOON THING where the background looks all fancy n painted but the characters are solid colors#what else can i ramble abt. OH YEAH. i looked up the bikes to make sure they were time accurate tehehehe. 1913 to 2012.#almost a century apart!! isnt that neat? ALSO FUUUCK CAN I JUST MAKE A QUICK CONFESSION. DOWN HERE IN MY TAGS.#only the strongest can read my tags anwyay. SO I REALIZED WHY I LOVE ARTHUR SO MUCH. TIME IS A FLAT CIRCLE#while arthur is a Stoic and Cool vampire w a knack for being playful/silly; who alsos been alive fora century thus witnessing HORRORs#THERE HAPPENS TO BE A ROBOT FROM A BAND W A TITANIUM ALLOY SPINAL COLLUMN#WHOS A Stoic and Cool ROBOT w a knack for being playful/silly; who alsos been alive fora century thus witnessing HORRORS#the fuckkkiiinnngggnn The Spine from steam powered giraffe. WHATEVER. i cant escape from my heart. i guess.#i think The Spine and Arthur could be friends. Arthur saw the band perform back when they were the Steam Man Band#EDIT: WOOPS I DIDNT REALIZE THIS WOULD END UP IN THE SPG TAG. HI GUYS DIDNT KNOW U WERE STILL ALIVE SORREE 4 THE CROSS CONTAMINATION
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#vampire hunter d#vhd#wip#sketch#art#Just a couple of little things since I thought it looked cute together ✨#I live! I've just been busy running around#Is it so hard to ask for a moment of solitude? I guess so#Maybe I want to dream in a field all alone too#Desperately need to rewatch the movies (All the Amano movies tbh)#I keep on thinking of rewatching them but I get so lost thinking about doing it I never actually do it 💀💀#Also It's a funny opinion but I do think my favorite D voice is from that ps1 game idk 💀 I can't explain myself
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I read GRRM’s interview regarding book vs show canon and I thought the way he was approaching an adaptation of his own story, and fiction as a whole, was very interesting. I do wonder though - does the concept of having a separate show canon kind of become like a cop-out? Because in that case, any TV/film adaptation can just decide to change the plot as they see fit and go “oh, well, that’s our canon, the book is a different canon.” Doesn’t it cease to be an adaptation after a point, or at least become a loose one? In the HotD context, a lot of the changes being made I actually quite like because I can see them fitting in the canon, because there’s nothing suggesting otherwise.
But say, Sansa marrying Ramsay (or, alternatively, the moment that show was dead to me) we can say with absolute certainty did not take place and will almost definitely never take place. D&D knew that too but they went ahead with it anyway; it’s not quite like the Scarlett example where it makes no difference to the story because this change does. I feel like the whole point of adapting written words into something visual loses some of its sanctity if we just accept TV changes a whole separate canon, as opposed to simply a change made by the writers (good change or bad change is up to personal opinion).
I have followed your blog for almost a decade so I’m really curious to hear your thoughts on the subject.
GRRM's "Scarlett example" -- his question of "how many children did Scarlett O'Hara have?", because in the book Gone With the Wind she had three, one with each of her three husbands, whereas in the movie she only had one -- has been his go-to when asked about the difference between book and show canon since at least 2012. Or to quote him from 2015,
How many children did Scarlett O’Hara have? Three, in the novel. One, in the movie. None, in real life: she was a fictional character, she never existed. The show is the show, the books are the books; two different tellings of the same story.
This is IMO one of the most sensible ways for an author to look at adaptations of their work (even if I have gotten rather tired of GRRM using the Scarlett example specifically, pick something different George, we've seen it before lol). There is book canon and there is show canon. They are different parallel universes. They're separate canons because they contain changes made by the writers, and also because the very process of moving from the written word to visual media must involve some kind of change.
And this applies to all adaptations. That's why I brought up X-Men comics vs the Fox X-Men movies vs the X-Men cartoon (original 90s and 2024's '97). For example, there's 4 different versions of the Dark Phoenix Saga between those canons, at the very least. Wait, sorry lol, I forgot the Ultimate canon version. And the various in-comics alternate universe versions. And god knows when they finally bring the X-Men into the MCU they'll probably do yet another DPS there too. And that's only one of many storylines that are radically different between the various canons.
Or look at the various Interviews with the Vampire. Is the new tv show "not an adaptation" because its Claudia is a teenager rather than 5 years old as in the book or portrayed by an 11 year old as in the movie, thus resulting in extremely different relationships and a reshaped plot? (Among many other changes?) No. IWTV has book canon, movie canon, and show canon.
And I can't speak that well about Transformers since it's not a major fandom of mine, but go take a look at their various continuities if you want some more perspective about just how very far the meaning of "adaptation" can stretch.
Or hell, look at Stephen King, where among his many many many adaptations, some of which just barely resemble the original text, the only one he sued to have his name removed from was The Lawnmower Man, because they literally used an entirely different story and just slapped his title on it.
And then there's the movie Adaptation, which is a wildly meta-adaptation of the non-fiction book The Orchard Thief (it's a story about the process of adapting that book and involves a fictional version of the writer, the screenplay writer, and an entirely invented screenplay writer's twin brother)... and it was nominated for Best Adapted Screenplay for multiple film awards (and won a few times), and the original writer even said it kept to the book's themes.
Suffice it to say, HOTD has a long, long, long way to go before it could ever "cease to be an adaptation after a point". Changing the timeline to make Alicent and Rhaenyra the same age, or doing Blood & Cheese differently, do not even compare to what some book-to-visual media "loose adaptations" have done. Even GOT, as wildly terrible as their non-book storylines could be, both their changes to the text and after they had no actual text to work with, never became a "loose adaptation". Certainly it became a less than faithful adaptation -- and let's be real, it always was unfaithful for both themes and the essential elements of so many characters -- but it also always was a remarkably accurate adaptation of the whole span of Westeros (in geography and breadth of characters) and the general (not specific) book plot. (Consider previous attempts at adaptation that GRRM rejected, such as a single 2 hour movie, or eliminating Jon and Dany for being "irrelevant", or only making a Jon movie with none of the other storylines, etc.) Which is why, when GOT was different (and awful) it was such a betrayal, like a zombie or evil alien wearing the skin of your best friend or beloved child, and worse, that this twisted lookalike was the only version millions and millions of viewers ever saw and believed to be true.
But again, this just underlines what GRRM has said. "The show is the show, the books are the books." There is book canon and there is show canon. They are separate things. Parallel universes -- very close parallels, often touching in many places, but sometimes they're quite different. Sometimes the differences in adaptation enhance the themes of the original canon; sometimes the author may even consider certain adapted characters (Shae, King Viserys, Helaena) to be better than his original canon; sometimes you know there's only those tricky NDAs (and payments of lots of money) that prevent him from expressing his disappointment in more ways than dropping the Sansa TWOW preview chapter only days before the release of GOT S5. But perhaps if we're lucky, maybe one day we'll have yet another parallel canon to compare to the others.
#deathcabindiagonalley#sorry i find arguments about “sanctity” to be irrelevant#asoiaf ain't the “sacred timeline” lol that's the mcu#a thematically close but minor detail inaccurate adaptation is more meaningful to me as it enhances the original work#rather than one that is accurate but soulless and empty and a betrayal of theme#lol i guess got is the marvel zombies of asoiaf- no wait it's the ultimate universe at least millar's (talk about hacks) part lol sigh sigh#anyway i should watch adaptation again it's been a while... sheesh 20+ years? lord how time flies#asoiaf#asoiaf meta#game of thrones#house of the dragon#grrm#adaptations#gone with the wind#x-men#interview with the vampire#transformers#stephen king#adaptation#the show is not the books#i repeat my hope for a second more book!accurate adaptation 10 years or so from now like fma:b
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Some more ZAGR doodles! Haha I think their first "date" probably wouldn't seem like one. Gaz was like "we can go out to eat but don't sit next to me and don't talk to me I have a boss to beat". Zim enjoyed it lmao. Next date, they actually play games together, and since Zim ALSO games and also he has a computer as a second brain, he predicts the game's RNG for Gaz lmao
Then we have Gaz dressing Zim up haha and finally another gaming date- this time when they've dated a while so cuddles are welcome! (Gaz is playing with joycons if it's not obvious lol).
#invader zim#iz zim#iz gaz#gaz membrane#zagr#iz gaz membrane#my art#I also had an idea opposite to the other zagr art like dib tells gaz to seduce the enemy! find his weaknesses!#which leads to the first date depicted#but they all end up getting along and dib eventually is like ok I guess zim does treat her really nice#and it's nice to have someone else take gaz to gaming competitions#and gaz enjoys having someone she can talk to about games#I think zim would cosplay the vampire piggy hunter and go to gaming cons with her!#I didn't draw it but I might- I'll have to find a ref
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Trick or treat!!! Vampire Cirrus and eager vampire wannabe Cumulus? - 🔔
"She's a good one, isn't she?" Cumulus bounces on the balls of her feet, hands clasped under her chin and excitement writ large on her sweet face.
Across the room, Cirrus walks slow circles around a rather dazed looking girl with shocking pink hair and drool leaking down her chin. Maybe Cumulus was a little heavy-handed with the sedative, but better safe than sorry. Cirrus' heels click with every measured step, sharp nails tracing the lines of the girl's lax body. Her fangs glint in the moonlight, and Cumulus' heart soars when her master nods.
"Well done," Cirrus hums, the tip of one nail slicing I to her next meal's forearm. The girl barely flinches, but does let out a soft squeak that makes Cumulus go all tingly. A feeling that blooms into a deep heat when Cirrus leans in to swipe her tongue over the cut, sampling her ruby red essence. "You've learned quickly, my pet."
She crooks a finger and Cumulus scurries over, tipping her head up obediently when Cirrus cups her chin, and the kiss they share tastes of ash and iron. She wants more, always more, but she knows better than to take it for herself.
"Is it my turn yet?" Cumulus makes a show of tilting her head, exposing the creamy column of her throat. Already marked with so many fading punctures, she still yearns for the day Cirrus finally takes her into the most unholy of embraces. "Please?"
Cirrus smiles at her, sweet and sharp all at once. She reaches up to tuck a platinum curl behind Cumulus' ear, those wonderful nails caressing soft skin and leaving goosebumps in their wake.
"Be patient, sweet thing." Cirrus leans down to press a soft, chilly kiss to her cheek, wrapping her soft body in long arms. "You'll earn your eternity with me soon enough."
Fangs sink into her throat as Cirrus holds her, love and brutality on full display, and as her eyes slip shut Cumulus knows the wait will be worth it.
#miasma's work#ask games#3 sentence aus#vampire lesbians lets fuckin GO#cumulus ghoulette#cirrus ghoulette#belle i am going to be thinking about this so much#cw blood#i guess#there really isnt much lol
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when you're a lesbian in fandom you gain a special ability called 'eyes unfocus and glaze over as you see 100 posts in a row about One male character as you rapidly scroll through your dash'
#this is not to throw shade at people I follow btw I'm just jokin around#And I have certain tags blacklisted anyway (so half of my dash is hidden lmao)#And also the thing is I like these characters in the game but I want to see something else as well#Now guess who I'm talking about#And also I'm a hypocrite because I very much enjoy a certain video game vampire
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I might have a type 😳
from top left clockwise: Reid (cp77), Valen (cp77), Callistus (bg3), Kaito (cp77), Vesper (cp77), Rhys (bg3)
#i am a purveyor of pretty dark haired boys i guess i'll go ahead and put that on my resume#i got curious about my pattern of OC creation and then lost 50 health points#yells#cp2077#baldur's gate 3#cyberpunk oc#fantasy oc#vampire oc#game: bg3#media: gaming#game: cyberpunk 2077#type: vp
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Fancam Tag
New tag game. Pick 5 songs you think would be used for fancam videos if your OC was canon and tag 5 people
Got tagged by @t33thys-tomb for this, thank you!! >:0 I'll be honest, I’ve never actually made a fancam, so I idk if these would be good choices skhdjsks. And people probably wouldn't realistically choose these songs, it'd be more pop and indie shit, but ANYWAYS. These are songs I think should be used for them.
⛓️ Roxanne Love:
“Lying From You”, by Linkin Park
“Vicarious”, by Tool
“Apex Predator”, by Otep
“Prey For Me” by Korn
“Hysteria”, by Spiritbox
🥩 David Richter:
“Eat You Alive”, by Limp Bizkit
“My Axe”, by Insane Clown Posse
“No One Lives Forever”, by Oingo Boingo
“Dirty World”, by Dope
“Wait and Bleed”, by Slipknot
🦇 Phillip Dawson:
“The Black Cat – Alt. Take”, by London After Midnight
“Double Fang”, by Bile
“Temptation”, by Cradle of Filth
“Dark Entries”, by Bauhaus
“Vampire Lover”, by Genitorturers
#david richter's been undergoing some story/character tweaks which is why i stopped talking about him#and i haven't actually introduced phillip here but suffice to say he's a vampire. in case u couldn't guess from the song choices JSHSJDHSH#ace rambles#tag game#🦷 friend#oc roxanne love#oc: david richter#oc phillip dawson
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I’m finally done. I’ve finished all the prep-work I can possibly do without knowing the PCs yet, my map is visually appealing (to me at least), I have enough of the book’s NPCs organized (the rest won’t be relevant till later if at all so I can add those at my own pace), and I think I’ve found a music set up that actually works for me.
So I’ll just spend tonight sorting the music into categories, and then I can start looking for players. It shouldn’t be difficult, on the two wod discords I browse games always seem to find players quickly. Like yeah the time I’m free is weird cause most people are free later in the day and I’m actually free around noon but I’m sure it’ll be fine.
I’m so excited, I’m actually going to run this. It’s been literal years since I’ve run anything. Last time I ran a game for people other than family was before I transitioned cause I wanted to wait till my voice wasn’t screwy anymore. Very happy to be trying again, crossing my fingers that it goes well.
#vtm#vampire the masquerade#v5#very excited about being a GM again#this game calls them storytellers though#so I guess it’s technically ST
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stop fucking flirting with me, you rancid little man
#bg3#thoughts about media#never had this dialogue before. durge exclusive or...??#either way- I'm lying astarion. please keep talking about murder. it does something for me personally.#also LMAO at him “hiding” his vampirism. baby I can SEE your fangs and bite mark. you aren't hiding shit.#imagining him asking corydalis this and corydalis having to explain that decapitating him would be difficult due to his scaly skin.#with the parasite- his abilities are weakened and thus he can actually be poisoned whereas normally he is immune.#he'd admit he's always been curious what it's like to be poisoned lol.#you know. despite only having fully beat the game once- I have nearly 500 hrs in bg3.#I've half finished many campaigns. and now. when I must begin an adventure with no corydalis to return to...#...well it hurts. it is not the same without him...I will forever treasure him and experiencing the story alongside him.#this new character is a durge. aaaanother tiefling because I enjoy them. he isn't Actually the durge lorewise though.#I had my own story already formulated for him. even before I made him in game. I think I still want to keep him a bhaalspawn though.#if not bhaal- he'll be tied to myrkul. since corydalis has existing beef with myrkul.#he's got body type 1 instead of 2 and goodness it is SO strange to Look Up To the gents. like what do you MEAN they are TALL?!#astarion is like a little mouse. he is not supposed to be tall! wyll has transmasculine short king allure. he is not supposed to be tall!#gale can be a LITTLE tall. I guess. but he's such a sopping wet cat of a man. I can hardly imagine him being THAT tall.#none of them are taller than corydalis! bar halsin and karlach of course.
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something something down by the river
yeah i could draw something other than two characters gazing at each other with utter heartsick longing but I know what i'm about son
#beware the tags#oh no the vampire spawn is falling in love with the spider princess#also you will never guess where i got inspo from#yeah it was the man from uncle#i will make him look *more* lovesick dont worry. this is gonna rival my martin/hok stuff bc god#i still have not finished his quest bc i know its gonna make me step away from the game for probably 3 days while i recover#ugghhhh i am gonna scream! bc like the fucking headcanons i have about him and my evil little mermaid tav#she's never seen the ocean. bc menzoberanzzan. so when they finally get to the city she's like fuckin. struck by it.#never seen anything so big in her life. so to explain my running along the coast for hours to unfog the map i imagine he's humoring tav#and acting exasperated by her fascination with the water but he secretly thinks is adorable#and she doesn't know how to navigate a city like baldurs gate. bc where are the spires? the stalagmites? where are the stairs?#so he (knowing the city so well) has to basically be her guide/lead her through the whole thing otherwise it would take them 3 years#to find anything.#MEANWHILE she's having a crisis grieving over her recently dead spouse and fleeing her home for failing her 5th trial#and wants revenge on lolth of all things#so they make a little 'revenge pact' to each other but she's being slowly shown signs of eilistraee and having trouble letting go#bc she can never return home. and she misses her baby brother terribly bc he's only 12 and all 6 of her other siblings are not nice#and she's either gonna take the crown to become a god or have a breakdown at night by the water where she decides to move on#they can make each other better they can make each other so much worse
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speaking of dating sims. once i made mockups of a dating sim featuring some tes ocs. you'd play as this⤵️ guy who recently arrived at the gold coast from auridon and the dateables are your party members. some you already know of, others you're just about to get acquainted with
a friend wanted me to actually make it bc he said he needs another game to play other than genshin impact but. well. i was (probably still am) too stupid for ren'py
#ive never introduced these characters to any1 before but i love them dearly. spent my days in boarding school thinking about them...#these are from 2021...! feels so long ago. i like this art style a lot but man it took up a lot of time to line + shade cleanly#i have quite a bit of art of these fellows and more. ive only talked abt my morrowind ocs lately but jsyk. i had like a bajillion tes ocs#my art#i guess#tes#chixtalks#you actually don't get to date floria. getting her ending will unlock the real game: playing wingman for her to rizz up a charming khajiit#lady who may or may not be a vampire#who's been around before talos' apotheosis
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Joni
#joni the red#the high stakes club#fortnite#my art#every once in awhile i get motivation ok#guess what i have been playing lately#since i missed out on the entire season but i have this skin#accidentally forgot to cancel subscription#but i’m glad i have this at least#not any others though..#not to be autistic but don’t ask me about her#does she not look vaguely like a vampire#i made a sticker for my phone but it didn’t turn out too well#but i am determined to make better stickers#that’s why there’s bleed#but i do still have the transparent ver with layers#i would die for her#flawedfoxen in game if anyone wants to find me
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Listening to coinstar by the growlers and thinking about mel so hard I get nauseous
Ridiculous stream of conscious in the tags apologies but not really
#it speaks#white woman moment#its really funny bc like. its very much a her to jfk song#(everyones favorite problematic short king)#but she looks at him with uhhh#like heres this kid(hes 28) standing on the precipice o what she had been all those years ago#but he KNOWS it she didnt know she thought she had mold poisoning from her shitty apartment until she died#and she is projecting so much onto him. which is part of why she doesn't respect him at all#'im a sucker just like you'#its also funny bc like. it is Too Late for Phoenix.also its scary that theyre hungry bc as far as she knows death avatars arent supposed 2 b#but also theyre the first one shes met. and Phoenix is kind of just scary in general.#but being around those two is like. almost flashbacky(jfk also reminds her alot of her ex aroun that age tho audreys dad was Worse)#(she never met him but heard enough stories about the guy and i mean. he fed her to the hunt on purpose.#i dont think jorges dad wanted what was going to happen to happen)#part of why she texted her so fast tbh. not that they hadnt talked at all since the divorce.#i thinj they talked. not alot bc mel WAS in europe and international data rates pre smartphone age oof ouch#and also like. they did irrevocably harm eachother physically and mentally but they do both careeeeee#tho. i do not think melissa wouldve ever dropped everything to go help audrey like audrey would and did for her.#(girl who runs away from her problems x girl who is a dog)#auuughhhhhh#she really is my chew toy.#i also think alot about her sky mafia years but those r fun and sexy little secrets for me#as much as i love Basil's motw campaign i do with it was easier to unentangle her from tma lore.#bc like. normal vampire works well but it loses so much of the flavor. various sea beasts keep the flavor but loose the morality.#for pathfinder if i were to redo her id go with storm oracle and then spec into kineticist. which does work Ok I Guess.#but like. even that its still not what i want#one scene that probably would've never happened in game but i thought ahout if we ever went back to the item storage or maybe a wierd thrift#shop or something was to like. have her come across a violin and pick it up and make it scream horribly. like. really concentrate on making#it make the worst noise imaginable. shes trying to reach that wonderful horrible music avatars mention alot in the earlier seasons#and then realizes everyone else Hates That So Much and jokingly play one of the devil's riffs from tdwdg. tbh i should finally draw that
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