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your first thought being that you want to kill a real person who died fighting the nazis for having a “meaningless” death is absolutely batshit. you cannot be surprised people are not happy with you when that’s your opening musing. it’s outright disrespectful and even if you were joking…jokes are supposed to be funny.
i think i’ve already explained my stance here, but i guess i’ll use this ask to go over it civilly and with the detail that it deserves, since apparently we are making this into a big deal.
• this was not ever meant to be seen as my mota thesis. after watching the ep, i had already posted a long thread on twitter explaining my thoughts, as well as talked to my other friends who were watching the show and aired my grievances to them. that joke should not have been the first thing that i posted to tumblr, but in my mind, it was supplemental to the many thoughts that i’d already typed out and shared.
• i did not anticipate that post being seen by that many people outside of my small circle, many of whom had already heard my full thoughts on twitter & discord and wouldn’t have misconstrued my meaning and frustration with the show. as i’ve said since, #mota is my personal tag for the show, i didn’t think people were using it as a main tag and i would have never tagged it with that if i knew that people outside of my followers, and the niche that i’ve created on this blog, would see it.
• the joke itself is being misinterpreted entirely and i know it’s not like. funny, but my intention with it was never even to be disrespectful to the irl curtis biddick who i have no personal qualms with LMAO. it is not his fault that he died the way that he died, but it IS the show writer’s fault for not doing anything to make that death meaningful and impactful to the television series that is supposed to be entertaining. i misspoke when i said the the real life curt’s death was meaningless (obviously bombing the nazis is important) but i genuinely only said all of that to point out my own deranged frustration with barry’s role in the show. i don’t actually wish any harm to the real curtis biddick, the joke is supposed to be on me for being insane enough to want to warp time and space to create a better story for curtis because the mota writers in eighty years are not going to do him any favors when telling his story. which of course gives me more (& better) barry content. which is all i ever wanted from this fucking show.
• i made that post in a moment of frustration and my anger that should have gone toward the writers (and did in other forums) definitely hit the wrong target here. i understand why people are mad about it but i think it’s been such a disproportionate response to me making an unfunny joke in the tags of a post that was taken out of context and only my friends were supposed to see. if you don’t like what i’m posting then ignore it?? if you actually find it offensive, then tell me to my face so we can talk about it?? idk. dragging me thru the mud in front of ur followers is so weird !
#mota#mota discourse#asks#i guess thats my piece lol#sry i thought disrespecting us army vets was the norm around here#i never imagined that THIS is what i would be cancelled for on tumblr dot com LOL#BUT AGAIN I WASNT EVEN TRYING TO DISRESPECT HIM#and if i did then who fucking cares SKDJDHDGD#like r we really going to fight over??? military propaganda?????#mota (and shows like it) r sooo dulce et decorum est pro patria mori ykwim#I KNOW THE NAZIS ARE THE BAD GUYS#BUT THE MILITARY IS STILL BAD#IS THIS A HOT TAKE??? HERE???? ON TUMBLR DOT COM??????
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they licensed his ass
my finished piece of the FWMS (official name definitely 100%) thing we started a few days ago! I had fun I hope folks had and/or continue to have fun with the sketch as well.
#dimension 20#fantasy high#fhsy#riz gukgak#Fuck With My Sketch#I mean it I'm gonna use that. gotta stop me if u dont wanna#doing things like this is bittersweet bc this slaps and I look at this and Im like well. I will never be able to nail this look again#I guess that's the plight of self taught art. but also it means you have to learn to let go and go look for different delights#you can't get too attached to one way of doing things. you will find many new things on ur way to make more funny bictures n such#this slaps tho Im so happy with how this came out lol. its be a long while since I last drew something in this vein#appropriate that its for riz lol he deserves it. he deserves the photoshoot pieces#funny enough this also kind of was prompted by drawfee? in one of the episodes I was binging (I thiiiink the one bg a day ep)#jacob brought up one of the artists I follow on twitter (havent been there in a decent while lol) who uses a pretty distinct#blue-on-red palette that got me to think abt teal-on-red and then this happened#funny enough I did start the piece with teal-on-red but then I shifted to blue after and was like wait I love this suddenly#and then committed lol. I should work with teal-on-red properly more but for now! we have fun! we enjoy#thats my journey thank u for listening. thank u for drawing with me if u have and come hang next time if u havent
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i cant believe 5 months ago i was in the midst of a 6 year artistic rut and now im just like:
#and a lot of these are like semi finished stuff or like a BUNch of sketches#like that might nit be so much for some peeps but for me its significant#and the two fanzine pieces#like im shooketh#theyre like#my muses#thats so stupid i said that im calling the police#i am very uncool#fnaf#art#wip#i guess too lol#but like REALLY LOW QUALITY#fnaf moon#fnaf dca#dca fandom#fnaf fanart
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Back with my One Piece 3D: Straw Hat Chase bs again!!
Luffy wrecking havoc first thing in the morning while his crew tries to deal with it.
I just love every second of this...
(Idk but i love how this part starts with luffy screaming about his hat while the camera shoots at zoro from afar, and ends with him being saved by zoro... first mate to the rescue? huh, who would've thought-)
#one piece#one piece 3d: straw hat chase#mugiwara chase#monkey d. luffy#roronoa zoro#zolu#luzo#another one of my “i can make everything about zolu” agenda#btw i planned to post this video first but i didn't realized that i failed?#so yeah my two latest posts are not in the order that i had planned cuz they arent chronological#but i guess thats fine lol
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Uhhh bling bling bitch
More purple version if u care because i truly cant decide which one i like more idk szare nation this was the main version earlier but i decided i prefer the less purple one
#saw this outfit on pinterest#and i was like#yeah thats purple therefore i need to play dress up with kremy#i was reading the new proxies chaptee yesterday and like yeah kremy needs to be pampered and this is the fit i give him#not rlly his style#but let him be shiny u know#i guess i needed a push to start doing colored pieces#i know this could be more detailed but this took me 4 hours and i cant devote more time to one drawing#cant focus for that long#but yeah im happy with this weirdly enough#its wednesday here so this is my gift for kremy wednesday#kremy nation#kremy lecroux#once upon a witchlight#ouaw#legends of avantris#also this is a gift for myself because today im officially two weeks sober#which is the lomgest streak ive had in years probably#i mean it started to be a problem last summer#but before i would drink like once a week probably#so this is fucking huge in my book#i honestly only have loa to thank for this#im so serious when i say i wouldnt have done this without them lol#anyway#bye
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ive been thinking about the red string superstition recently and also sol bufo always and it makes me sick how uncannily caldwell tanner has made sol to perfectly target me personally
(+ cropped versions !)
#naddpod#ba2mia#ba2umia#solum bufo#swag daniels#calliope petrichor#calder kilde#alexandrite#posts by me dot com#okay..... SECRET TAGS RAMBLE!#so basically this superstition is like ... i think a chinese/buddhist/taoist superstition?#ive taken some creative liberties with it... but its mostly accurate to how its been told to me?#but of course theres lots of variations! some more abt bad luck; some say to tie it on the doorknob#etc etc ... lots a variations#i was also rlly interested in the .... weird illogic? of the thing?#like the red attracts and repels spirits at the same time#so thats something i was thinking about with too. red is assocuated with both swag and alexandrite. which to me was kinda reflecting like#i think what murph said . swags place in the wild is in a way. an extension of what he learned from the network#mothership s inextractivle from sol and swags lives. they will always be held doen by it. thats the spirit that will follow them forever#that they choose to hold on too! as much pain as it brought ... some of the experience was worth it#and anyway. theres somethingwrong w me that the minute someone brought up this superstition my brain went#'ohhh just like sol!' < needs to touch grass moment#but i CANT BELIEVE. CALDWELL DID THE RED STRING. AND ITS LITERALLY A MOURNING RITUAL#caldwell keeps accodentally makig that frog ASIAN. to MEEEE!!!!!!#but. anyway. idk. ive always hced sol kept the piece of yarn and it makes me kinda .... what if y let the malicious spirits follow you.#and haunt you. what if its the closest you can get to keeping the person still around#and sol and swag obviously have so much about homes .... so!#(ok. weve reached the pt where maybe nobodys reading? so confession is this is sort of a well. ive just been doodling this comic everyday#after a wake. and it was sort of inspired after realising i was even a bit sad about it maybe. so. idk its about sol but also?#i guess the projection doesnt end at him being asian. hehe. is what i mean. LOL. okay secret tags over . buried lore. dont look here folks)
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#ryu ga gotoku#rgg#yakuza series#ryu ga gotoku 7#yakuza like a dragon#yakuza 7#daigo dojima#ryo aoki#masato arakawa#snap sketches#im annoyed looking at this jaGELARKGJ#I LIKE MY LNIE ART BUT .... just nthing was clicking with me rtying to shade this#i only meant for this to be a quick thing today but i ended up mulling over it for longer than i wanted so im just throwing it out there#every time i make a rendered drawing of aokis office it always dark as hell like bro PLEASE you have a lamp#theres like ONE instance where i dont make it dark and it was in that goofy Rumor Mill comic#LIKE EVEN THAT COMIC ABOUT ARAKAWA BEING DEAD IT'S DAYTIME YET I STILL MADE IT DARK VJLAKJVAE#ridiculosu.#moving on ive wanted to draw them playing chess for months i just kept. Not Knowing How To Do It#whats funny is that i initially was planning an entirely different thing but i was thinking about that too much i got stressed#so . thats why i worked on this. and then i got stressed over this 💀💀💀#speaking of chess ive always wanted a chessboard birthday cake with edible pieces .. that a lotta work tho ...#i love chess ... am i good at it probably not but i still lke to play it on my phone sometimes ..#guess ill work on that other thing now that im free and i know what i wanna do now that ive slept on it ... lol ...#mk bye i dont like rendering
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this show would be good if literally everything about it was different
#read these tags please(unless ur an HH fan in which case please ignore them) >>> I DO NOT LIKE THIS SHOW#i hate viv///ziepop so fucking much its actually unreal. every time i think about her i seethe#been hatewatching it ('legally') nd its awful. like i mean i knew it would be going into it but goddamn. so much worse than i expected#you may be like 'whyd you draw this then'. i wanted to make a finished piece with my redesigns#for funsies me and my boyf have been rewriting/redesigning the whole show . thats been our fun little craft#i feel similar about this that i do about fnaf and miraculous ladybug even tho this is objectively worse in every way#theres this eternal feeling of like. man. if the writers were competent then this concept would be interesting#but theyre not so. here we are#anyway. im gona try not to put hate in the tags lol#but i like how this turned out too much NOT to post it#anyways mutuals please dont unfollow me for this i promise im normal JDSFHJKDFHJDFKHJK#Hazbin Hotel Redesigns#Hazbin Hotel Critical#Angel Dust#Husk#Huskerdust#I guess.#genuinely a little scared to post this ones. im scared ill lose mutuals over this AND/OR fans will harass me for those tags JHKSDFHJKJK#im posting it and then immediately going to sleep. might delete later if even 1 thing goes wrong#EDIT RL QUICK i wanna add: i dont care if you like the show <33 good for you!!! i respect it!! i liked it when i was 14. i just dont now. <#cloudysarts
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kuron voice do i look like i was born yesterday
#no. he was born AT LEAST a month ago#kuron vld#vld kuron#clone shiro#vld#my art#a few hours ago i uh. was overcome by the sudden urge to draw him w a bit more effort than usual...... this is the result:]#guess this doubles as perspective practice? dunno#im not sure whether or not this is wonky bc ive been staring at it for too long#anyway im pretty proud of how this turned out!!!! i am starting to notice a pattern in what lighing i choose#for literally every of my kuron pieces lol.#.its purple .just a shit ton of purple and also black. thats it thats all i can think of for him. some pinks in there too ig#not many ppl know this but he actually wasnt made to infiltrate voltron! his life mission is just to stand menacingly in dark rooms
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bill cipher deconstructed, a cosplay
#gravity falls#bill cipher#so i changed my mind and im now entering alexs costume contest#aka im making my SISTER enter the contest for me#i already bought the final pieces for my greed cosplay so i dont wanna change my plans now#but i asked my sister and she agreed to wear whatever i make. she will regret those words.#this is a combination of two of my favorite runway looks and is exceedingly derivative jfkldsa#but hey i aint a fashion designer! it doesnt matter if i steal runway designs bc this aint for a runway!! its for nycc babeyyyy!!!#i cannot take too long on this tho bc i NEEEEEED to get a semi functional version of my ford marionette done#and thats gonna be taking most of my time#so this will be a 2 day project at MOST#ive got it all worked out. worlds most slapdash stolen runway look. i can do this.#i just need to buy the craft supplies and then get to work#maybe i can contract my dad to lacquer and spraypaint the eyeball for me....#my sister is so going to regret agreeing to this lol#unless we win in which case neither of us can regret anything#also i did not draw the pose base. i googled 'fashion design base' and chose one from a tutorial. for claritys sake.#fluffle... something#fluffle art#i guess
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Warm ups of Cypress
#tochtli cypress#my art#he's my little guy. i love him#I wasn't gonna post this here but there's no harm#in uhh i guess my canon. hes friends with jacq and sycamore#the picture with sycamore is back when he was in kalos#rika is leading the way bc hes gonna meet geeta after arriving to paldea#and thats a noibat plush#i say theyre warm ups but after drawing them i never got to the actual piece i was planning LOL
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Sometimes I look at your Hualian stuff and giggle so unbelievable hard that once I rolled off my bed and continued to squeal about my faves
AHDHWKWHJD LITERALLY ME..... i'm so glad i can make funny stuff because this is really just looking into my mind . i have so much i still want to do with them but not enough time..... but i hope i can keep making you guys smile and giggle ^__^ 💘
#i have like. two animatics in my head that i REALLY want to make . but i have to finish this one piece first#especially with the last ep of audio drama HOLY SHIT. SORRY. DON'T GET ME STARTED#but i guess thats a hint lol#cinna's rambles
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keeping up with awards season has truly turned me into such a vitriolic and bitter person i think the academy should explode and there should be no survivors
#been watching so many nominated movies recently#to try to understand why saltburn is losing#but its just making me love saltburn more and hate the award shows that dont recognize it#i think it’s label as a shock value movie really killed it when thats obviously not what it is#like its so fucking beautiful and thoughtfully filmed#frame composition was taken into account in every fucking shot#but no cinematography nom#and the score is so amazing with big orchestral pieces that swell in the perfect moments#i still wake up with felix amica in my head#but no score nom#and not even to mention all of the incredibly talented actors who put so much love and work into this movie#who absolutely deserve to be recognized but they arent.#because it’s a shock value film.#and all of oliver’s confusion and heartbreak is overshadowed by viral cummy bath water tiktoks#its just so unfair lol#i could go on but. whatever. fingers crossed for baftas i guess.
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Okay, so this. Isn't really what I set out to do?? Bcs I still don't have a like. Solid idea in my head for what a witch-er version of jb would look like?? I guess?? But I still wanted to do Something, and I blacked out, and this was in my files.
Also mephisto's laugh was written backwards on purpose but I retrospect it just kinda looks like a scribble lmfao so make of that what you will.
Textless versions under the cut:
🎵🎶Why do I keep making comics when i have no idea what im doing🎶🎵
And also have Real People Things to do.
Eh whatever I had fun lmao
#I said Monday and it is currently 00:28 Monday so uh!!! Sure lmao#my art#alot of things id do differently if i redrew this but yk what i ✨️learned things✨️ so#i like the art of the first one more but i think the second one reads better panel to panel#ghost rider#fanart#hyper-hellfire#marvel comics#johnny blaze#mephisto marvel#also ik my signature is ✨️Bold And Bright✨️ i was tryna hide how busted that face looks#accidentally Barbara Streisand-ed myself#and am far too lazy to re-save it#might edit it later idk#tw blood#cw blood#tw self harm#okay i have one (1) cohesive thought and it whos FIRST PLAN when they hear that a loved one is terminal is Mhm Yep lets go /Sell My Soul./#probably not someone with no experience thats for sure#this is also kind of a precursor to my last piece i guess lol
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hai new followerss i did mention i do art soheres some drawings of my s/i chorble !!!! engineer kisser
#🎨 • infatuated illustrations#🐱 • box socks#self insert#i would post some Actual selfship art but i havent drawn any good rendered pieces in a bajillion#so !!! u take wat u can get#i guess LOL#ok nvm you can have the full to my header cuz thats somethin#selfship#self ship#yumeship
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also uh im kind of not thinking about it much because its insane. but if everything goes right (and i mean a considerable amount of things that probably wont go as planned) but if they DO... i will have a major surgery in like two weeks
#vertical sleeve gastrectomy to be exact insert nerd emoji here#i might document a lot of whats going on with it and even take some videos honestly#not to share here other than some oversharing text posts about probably constipation LMAO#but like no one shares whats it like to be mentally ill and go thru vsg and like the process and not many people as young as me get it#feels weird calling myself young on the chronically 13 year old website#but anyone that does post about it posts for like a year and then falls off the face of the earth#genuinely there are so many youtubers that start talking about this stuff#then you find their channel three years deserted and its like man.#i sure hope this means you found better ways to spend your time#and like okay time to get sappy and corny as hell in the notes so go ahead and skip this part idk who even reads my notes hello#but basically everyones that gets this shit is like you gotta find your why#and most of them have kids or like a husband or plans to travel the world or do better at their job#and none of those things really apply to me#i kind of have the perfect storm for being fat#i dont do anything work wise that encourages any kind of movement#im chronically afraid of planes and i cant afford that shit anyways rn#also not very good at romance LOL and never want kids and my entire family is also fat barring my brother#thats not to absolve myself of any of the blame for this shit either like i know i put myself in this situation#i just think like wow my life is pretty much perfect for staying fat but i DONT WANT THAT#I want the highlight of my week to be more than eating takeout man#i want to live life instead of meal to meal to something better#idk what yet maybe jewelery piece to jewelery piece#i could do some serious kandi making while im down for the count#but i dunno man my therapist tells me that in order to feel like a person and not get tired of life i have to do people things and#participate in life yknow?#and its hard to do things like go to the gym talk to people explore fashion styles when i have this overloomingness of being fat#so i guess that could be my why? like i want to experience more of life#i want to be able to walk in a mall and look at all the stores. i want to walk in a mall period. cause it fucking hurts the way i am now#thats all to say the actual “why” that i have is Goddamn it i want to be able to jump from a swing#and not break my fucking ankles
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