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ABT ME 2024
hi!! im lou!! im 26, i use he/him pronouns, and i havent used this site since 2020 after never not using it since 2011 lmao
i live in the midwest, im a haunted house and escape game actor, im on T and im gay as hell and bad at introducing myself so theres more info abt me below
otherwise hi!!! hello!!! nice to meet u
MORE ABT ME 2024
STUFF I LIKE
most music you put in front of me!!! i love really bad music (think The Shaggs and Corey Feldman) and poorly received albums, as well as outsider music and cringey video game music
movies, but they either have to be really good or really bad; some of my fav movies to watch are Poor Things, Tusk, the SAW series, Killer Klowns from Outer Space, Lars and the Real Girl, and Tetsuo the Iron Man (and thats all that i can remember off the top of my head)
financial true crime!! like ponzi schemes and embezzlement and crypto crashes and stuff like that
meeting new people!! ive been coming to terms w my shyness and am always down for new friends!!
GARFIELD!!!! hes one of my first special interests and i love him so very very much
STUFF THAT IS ME
housecats (esp orange cats and calicos)
pigs/hogs/boars
fancy rats
chihuahuas/chihuahua mixes
garfield
large toads
stress balls
grizzly bears
cardinals
SOCIAL MEDIA
ask for fb if you know me!
insta, twitter, bluesky and discord is ungenderfied
and heres a picture of me down below!
THANK YOU FOR READING I LOVE YOU!!!
#me#about me#introduction#update#make friends#personal#i forgot how to tag#i forgot how to use tumblr actually#god how can you use a site for a decade and forget how to use it lmaoooo#thats an accomplishment
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Broke (2016): BBC Sherlock is a phenomenal piece of media and anything that seems like a flaw just hasn't been fully explored yet
Woke (2020): BBC Sherlock is an incredibly flawed series run by an egotistical writer, it never deserved the hype and is actively bad on so many fronts (especially representation)
Bespoke (2024): BBC Sherlock is flawed and bogged down by increasingly poor writing, which many fans refused to see while it was airing, leading to hugely misplaced expectations (particularly for the final series), AND it has the seeds of some compelling characterizations and portrayals, some genuinely solid performances, and touches--albeit imperfectly--on complexities that are still being discussed today (particularly as it relates to the relationship between Sherlock and John). The huge cultural impact of the show has created a massive pendulum effect in its public perception, leading to most people today remembering a caricature of the show (whether positive or negative) rather than appreciating its nuanced merits and failings...that being said Season 4 sucked
#these just sum up my personal takes at the years in question and also what i'm seeing on tumblr/other social media#bbc sherlock#sherlock holmes#and i actually have a lot more thoughts to share on this series#specifically relating to the cultural impact#there is SO much about the show that goes unappreciated in hindsight because of how public perception of it has soured#and i totally fell into this as well--i still regularly rewatch hbomberguy's video absolutely dismantling the series and he isn't wrong!!#but what i'm saying is that i think it's easy for us to look at a piece of media (especially one so massively popular) like sherlock...#with very black-and-white lenses. it wouldn't have become so popular if there wasn't something inherent in it that resonated with people#and that's being buried (and i totally forgot it) because 'sherlock is cringe and problematic. can't believe i liked that'#which again it IS full of issues and those are well-documented as they should be. future portrayals should not repeat those mistakes#BUT being able to impact so many people is a merit in itself. and that's only possible because of other genuinely good things about the show#yes the way they handled the relationship between john and sherlock was riddled with problems YES it was often queerbaiting#AND the way they portrayed that relationship had a deep effect on me. i saw a lot of myself in sherlock and the complex way he loved john#the nuanced feelings he had about john's marriage to mary. the part (in s4!) where john calls him inhuman for not feeling romantic love#there was genuine intention and care put into some parts of this show and it comes through in scenes like those. they impact people.#and because of this realization i'm going to (eventually) do a rewatch of the show. i'm much older and i want to see how i'll view it now#but i want to go into it--and i want everyone who engages with it still--to have an open mind and evaluate it for what it is#not what we expected it to be (secret episode anyone?) or what the cultural drift has turned it into (the tiktok of sherlock's mind palace)#but the messy problematic somewhat-heartfelt massively significant and ultimately meaningful piece of media it actually was#anyway that's my thoughts would love to hear y'all's perspectives#funny how after all this time making a sherlock post still feels like i'm poking a bees' nest lol please be kind!#kay can i just catch my breath for a second#kay has a party in the tags
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Art dump (PHIGHTING)
Starting strong with this. Thing that a friend requested I saw, do I have regrets? No. Will it forever haunt me because apparently she has a shrine that she will not tell me about? Yes (ROSA I SWEAR TO GOD PLEAAAAaaaaSE WHAT IS THE SHRINE)
ANNND these things! These were style experience at and I honestly had a lot of fun with them LMAO, I was wanting to play with a more anime/manga-esc art style and it was pretty much so win :3
There’s also sword, this may or may not be a draft for mermaid au sword idk just maybe
(It was for a Twitter thing by the way! Just a small simple doodle I did for fun)
#Honestly had a lot of fun with the style experiment bits#I think Grav is kind of my least favorite but she still looks nice so it works!#Rendering hair in that style is SOOOOOOOO tedious but I definitely like the result :3#I’ve been a little meh on what to draw lately so I’ve kind of just been doodling up random things just for fun#The medkit thing is from a few weeks ago by the way! I just forgot to post it until now#I find it funny how I used to avoid drawing Phighters with ears completely and now here I am drawing all of them with silly little ears#Teehee#anywahs enjoy this#I’m going back into my hole in the everglades#For once I’m not actually posting something at 2am#art#artists on tumblr#phighting!#phighting fanart#phighting#roblox phighting#phighting roblox#phighting art#digital art#roblox#roblox fanart#roblox art#roblox game#fan art#pixel art#artist#my art#illustration#artwork#art process
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What a whimsical looking young man I wonder if he has received any job offers recently
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#my art#project sekai#rui kamishiro#if u saw this get posted before: no u didn’t#forgot to schedule the post for the morning incident 60 dead 600 injured.#i feel obligated 2 say I actually post abt pjsk on my main (apotelesmaa) frequently (I have brain worms)#& I only post on this blog once in a blue moon and it’s usually not serious art atp#so do not expect anything.#curtain call. what an event. love rui he’s such a good character. I hope he explodes.#he is so full of love and so bad at recognizing his emotions and problems.#‘I don’t have any emotional hang ups about anything’ says the guy who has so many emotional hang ups#rationalizing pulling back as safety measures instead of fearing abandonment/concern of hurting tsukasa (or others) again ->#rationalizing accepting asahi’s job offer because it’s the best for his future even if it’s not the best for himself#also tbh I think to some degree u could argue accepting the job offer was his way of getting ahead of being abandoned#not that it would happen and not that he’d recognize that to begin with#negative self awareness king! he is not processing his emotions at all!#would love for him to mention the job offer in a future event. even just offhandedly. shaking him by the shoulders. talk to ur friends moron#me when I’m in a not recognizing what I’m feeling and how it effects me competition and my opponent is rui kamishiro from hit game pjsk#etc etc. anyways.#once again falling into the ‘sure whatever this can go on the art blog’ category#in that I used simultaneously too much effort and very little in creating it#once again: [hope you’re hungry. for NOTHING] dot jpeg. as is typical here at hallowclave dot tumblr dot com.
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Doodles based on "Yet Another Nightmare" by Catroic on Ao3 (highly recommend reading, its very good)
#kris#ralsei#deltarune#i didn't really draw much kralsei but the fic has the pairing so...#kralsei#i read this cuddled up in bed and half asleep (as per how i normally read these things)#so when i got to (no spoilers) that one sequence it felt really surreal#i wanted to try and depict half of the feeling i got from it#whether i have done so is debatable buut this was still fun to draw#i didn't make ralsei angry enough in retrospect... am a coward...#sorry these are so messy lol#on one hand if i cleaned it up too much it would stop feeling like a dream#and on the other... just don't have time for a more clean work right now haha#i think that “on one hand/on other” figure of speech is used for comparing options and i just used it wrong#but >:) i do what it want; my figure of speech now#derailed a lot - highly reccomend reading this#and catroic's other works too actually#hy is a amazing writer and has lots of good works to check out if you have the time :D#tumblr compression is a bitch lol this looks soo much better on desktop than mobile for some reason#rare morning post from dawn woah#updated almost 24 hours later because i spelled “recommended” wrong and forgot to sign the image lol
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i finished thesis, won an award, and have graduated.. hello 👋🥸
#i'm not coming back but :') hello#i forgot i even had tumblr still on my phone djdkdkdkdk#i just opened it for the first time in ??? 5 months or smth i think idk for sure#life is weird :')#remember when i said i wanna drop out every day of my life :') bc i suck at design#welp i won an award for my design thesis :')#jsjdjdkdkdkdj#turns out having friends kinda changes your life 🫂#having friends at school has actually :') made me a happier more normal person lol#i haven't been miserable?? i haven't wanted to kms ... i have been so happy and yes school was shitty but i wanted to go and try hard bc#my friends motivated me to stay and try and that's crazy :') idk#felt really loved and like i belonged somewhere for the first time in my life 🫨 like woah ppl like me and wanna be my friend? me??#:') i'm really happy... isn't that weird#i used to want to kms every other day hsjdndkdkdks lol 😭#now i'm like 😭 every day i look forward to waking up bc i'm happy and i have ppl who love me and i wanna see them again and i wanna spend#time with them again and play games with them again :')#literally stayed up till ??? 4 am yesterday talking to one of them like#😭#god jm djjdkdkdkd idk :')#my life is good...#???? IM NOT MISERABLE IDK GUYS#wild af#even winning the award was such a shock like 🥲 damn . who ? me?#ppl from like :') this big design thing in toronto we're praising it too like djdjdodjdkdj#:') it's kinda crazy.. i was super !#man.. i cant believe how 5 months ago i was gonna kms 🥸👆 and now i'm like erm actually maybe we do need to live#:') anyway#i hope ppl on here are doing good 🫨🔨#it is sad to not be here as much but also 👋😌 i'm happy to be free at the same time so ✨
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Tumblr's stupid queue doesn't work.
Ok y'all it has just come to my attention that tumblr doesn't let you have more than 1 000 posts in the queue (mean), and I gotta clear out my queue so that I can move the 1 000 posts in my drafts into the queue. This would mean that for the next couple of weeks I might have to increase the post frequency from the queue. By a lot. I'm indecisive though, so I'm putting the burden of making a decision on how many times I should post on my own blog onto anyone who sees this post. Right now I post 12 times a day from my queue.
#poll#blog in crisis#uchiha-gaeshi ramblings#(in the tags)#ah the irony#i used the queue as a way to not “overwhelm the dash” (i didn't have a gauge for this when i first started my blog and still lowkey don't)#and now look at me#i pretty much have to overwhelm the dash because my all or nothing brain flooded my queue#tumblr should let you have as many posts in the queue as you want#this is 100% tumblr's fault and 0% my fault#i refuse to take responsibility#how does one use the queue in moderation?#what other tumblr feature should i abuse next 🤔#i can only use my drafts as a temporary reblog shelter for so long because i have *actual* text posts there waiting to cook#and i have to scroll through wonderful hsmd fanart from 2015#a media literacy post#a “fuck israel post”#sns fanart#and meta posts i need to take my time to read#i need to scroll thru all of these at *just* the right spot to find that crack post i was cooking up back in august#i almost forgot about it until i scrolled thru my drafts reminiscing on my growth in the fandom#i already have a bunch of posts i swear i reblogged in july but have been sitting in my drafts since july for some weird reason (me)
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secret shanghai tumblr, for science:
#im just curious how many of us r actually on the aro and or ace spectrums#someone suggested we do a poll abt this awhile go so now im gonna#im sorry i forgot who specifically 😭#secret shanghai tumblr#chloe gong#secret shanghai#foul lady fortune#these violent delights#our violent ends#last violent call
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Man I wonder where the leader of the fear realm could've gone, it's alMOST LIKE NEVIN HAS AN
#had to re-edit the image real quick because the original edit was from a post I made about Drew years ago#and while the Drew thing is becoming less and less likely. Nevin havinv one has basically been canon since#someone mentioned Greg's (was it Britney's) aura being familiar in s2ch1. ive been putting together a list of every line#that points to Nevin's aura throughout the whole thing (most from s2ch1 but then s2ch10 came out and it was really canon at that point)#but clearly i'm running out of time to say ''i fucking called it'' before it's explicitly stated and i dont want to be in another situation#where somebody else will beat me to a theory and me posting anything about it will seem like copying them. sorry about that btw i had#thought i had already mentioned theorizing that nevin was possessed by a demon in that old theory i made but i had forgotten that one was#super old and was about sigma. so no copying there i just got extremely paranoid there was a mention of a cult and i was like ''nuh uh#that's way too specific and out there of a detail to end up in both our theories'' and i forgot the rest of my super old post was outdated#as hell. and echos had gone ''yeah they're so similar!'' and i took their word for it but now i'm realizing they were probably just trying#to be supportive. so yeah no copying there i was just beaten to the punch of saying something. but i will NOT back down from the aura shit#because i have been calling that shit FROM THE START or at least since i started reading ibvs back when ch20 came out.#also not backing down from saying chris was the worse friend because these past few chapters are the first time isaac has done anything tha#could knowingly upset chris meanwhile chris has. let edward drag isaac to the lair after isaac said edward would beat him up. chose not to#believe edward was holding the secrets over their heads because 'it was something isaac had said' and then immediately distrusted edward in#the next chapter because a random person he didn't know said to steal a book (might i mention how that entire scene proves chris' lack of#development and refusal to take responsibility because it perfectly alludes to when chris had brought those fireworks into his old school#and makes me wonder if charlie has actually gotten him in trouble with his past schools or if he's still just not taking responsibility#and if him following nevin to the woods to test out their powers is an extension of ''if something bad happens its not my fault''#like seriously this man would bring a mysterious suitcase onto a plane if he's told to). uh what was i talking about agai#anyway on a related note my mental state has only gotten worse since i left tumblr and the habit of thinking about chris instead of sleepin#or doing schoolwork has not stopped. so i was still failing for a while and might graduate now but am still staying away from tumblr.#so yeah this was a little update and im not going to linger this time im just going to leave tumblr again right after hitting post#addendum because i just can't let things go. and was thinking about chris again. i don't think his lack of development is because of bad#writing (anymore. i used to.). instead i'm certain his character arc is going to continue into him following someone (nevin probably) into#doing something really bad. and then he'll finally get actual consequences and go 'oh shit i fucked up real bad this time'#if you think that theory is reaching too far into the future you should hear mine about isaac dying at the end lmao
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#this one's like a fucking mystery. who's that pokémon?? what pokémon is this?? you can't fucking tell unless you open the cut or read below#where i tag what pokémon it is. i think i'm gonna put this one's tags above the actual name of the pokémon just to throw y'all for a loop#because this one? i don't even KNOW what counts as front-facing. i'm ASSUMING it's the top one?? but the prey eyes are just#unbelievable so i included that one under the cut. i don't even know if i can consider that “prey eyes” at this point. what is this thing??#what's the thing protruding?? a mouth?? it doesn't lend itself to making it look any more like a moon! it just— it just protrudes!!#i really just don't understand. what or why this pokémon is or exists. what type is it? pure psychic?#nnnNNAURP rock/psychic. can't believe i forgot about the rock typing considering the way that guy with the solrock in swsh#raid battles used it. whatever i think i've successfully revealed what pokémon this is by now#lunatone#and yes‚ i know now that zangoose walks on all fours in pmd. THANK YOU!!! FOR TELLING ME. EVERYONE ON TUMBLR#i got it when the first person told me. i looked them up. i saw them. with my eyes. i feel like i've talked about pmd enough in these tags#and in asks that i've answered that you all should know how much of a pmd fan i am by now but i guess it's GOOD TO CONFIRM#perhaps no one really does read these tags. unless they have an opportunity to correct me. lasered in on that#i'm not like mad i'm just like WOW everyone told me. that is SO many people telling me after the first one did and i know SO hard#anyway. i'm gonna go remove these tags from the dusclops post. pphhhheew
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I don't want to study for the finals :(
#just a doodle#aaaa#I am trying to do my first detco fanart#omgomg#I never thought this moment would come#Its a small comic#it just starts with that#do you guys know#how much Ive admired detco and magic kaito artists for years???#lit my inspiration#I would've stopped drawing if it wasnt for them#cuz I am too lazy to draw but then I saw those masterpieces and I wanted to try again#I used to do it with mouse and in rblx though#Wait I am too nervous#I want to do a fanart but the fandom is so awesome I feel intimidated#they are just so talented#I cant-#aaaaaa#mothart#can this even be called art?#its just a shitty sketch#I actually joined tumblr years ago to see the doujinshis translations#And then I forgot I even made a tumblr account#that and Hetalia fandom#too many tags ugh#I am sorry :(
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yet another commission for the wonderful @destructokats , based directly on a chapter from their fic ! <- link directs to the chapter in question
#linkeduniverse#lu warriors#lu legend#commission#2022 art tag#2023 art tag#tw blood#started this months ago in 2022 and just finished it now in 2023 . thank you kat for being so patient with me#ignore the writing where i took notes of the commission information#i forgot to hide it before saving how embarrassing JSFHGDG#the drawing took ten minutes to load into tumblr via my computer cos bad wifi is a curse so i dont feel like . redoing that actually#they were so kind as to let me use my legend design for this piece#and it Will happen again#as long as they are welcome to it#id bite the shit out of legend too but poor wars . poor fucking warriors . the poor thing . . .#read the fic to find out why hes so pitiful
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met a bunch of his close friends on a trip to elk country this weekend and his best friend said “it seems like you guys have very similar senses of humor. how do you ever stop laughing??” and like. wtf. i’m passing away. what a good compliment??? from a best friend?? how dare he.
#don't look at me#i’m so 😭😭😭#we also had our first like. not even tiff just like. moment i guess.#of us not being the best versions of ourselves around each other#so i think im like. especially anxious rn but i do need to learn how to deal w that on my own#rather than validation seeking from#him lol#so INSTEAD IM POSTING TO TUMBLR AND BEING INSANE ABT IT I GUESS#he’s genuinely so good to me it’s crazy#and i forgot his entire hot dog order when i went up to order bc i was so hungry i couldn’t think straight 😭#ok saying it out loud like that makes me feel like it wasn’t that big of a deal actually lol#i just. am constantly worried about the bad parts of my adhd affect this relationship#and i was just like. weirdly nauseous all day yesterday so we haven’t had sex in so long either so it’s just#making me feel disconnected w him i think#but it is truly fine i just need to be normal
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Im going to be real for a second and say, damn, Tumblr needs more trans and ace positivity...
#Being lurking in the isat community kind of made me forget how awful this site usually is for us actually#isat community is so positive and welcoming especially to ace and trans people#That when I see the usual Tumblr discourse about this it's like a jumpscare#it's like 'oh right I'm in the trans and ace negativity website I forgot'#which like thank you so much isat community for being amazing and so welcoming. Love you so much#Your positivity and welcoming attitude is what truly keeps me in this website fr#rambles
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oh yeah i went to a uni open day and allergies decided to pummel me in a rather quiet room with over a hundred other people during a law course presentation when i had ONE tissue that had previously been a bookmark. i only sneezed four times but my right eye and nostril could NOT stop watering i gave in and used my sleeve and it got absolutely soaked in snot 😭😭
#anyway the uni was pretty whelming but i got some useful info about ways to get into the course i want if i don't qualify initially#and some actually really useful info about a lot of work opportunities during the degree. there's an on campus law practice :0#and a lot of places offer jobs through the uni instead of putting them on market#so pretty good stuff#tho i did see my almost-ex (we never really dated but he liked me and i humoured it for a couple days before i realised i did not like him)#and he was pissing me off there i dont feel strongly negatively but man i do not fw him#oh man we're tumblr mutuals hi if you see this.... i would block but i forgot his URL. dont think he uses this often?? ill have a look#and maybe block. yeah#update i scrolled through my tumblr messages to find him and it says his blog does not exist#anyway. wow i got off topic#oh yeah i didnt fw him during our short ideal either#bc i was all uhh yeah im not sure about this lets take it slow bro did NOT take it very slow#anyway it was kind of funny he very obviously liked me for weeks before i caught on it he said 'i like you' and i still did not realise#on halloween he was eager to suggest doing the lady and the tramp spaghetti move on a pocky stick as a 'challenge' and i thought nothing of#it#so that was a cool insight into how oblivious i am in the romance department
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had a dream I called the Danish emergency services (I was in Denmark) and they hung up on me :(
#was trying to tell them about leads i found in a murder#i also dreamed I had my hair cut and the hairdresser cut it way too long#(different dream)#also I kept biking to some church that doesn’t exist irl. not sure what i was doing there. going to concerts i think?#i am not religious never have been#was wearing my winter coat and a wool hat and embarrassed i was wearing that much so early in the year#even though it was cold as balls in the dream#also my bike had two really big lamps#but only one of them worked. or. so i assumed. didn’t actually try#OH and then i dreamed manda was recommended a random funny facebook post about one of my family members with like 900 likes#and sent it to me because it was funny also not realising it was my family member#creeped dream me out to hell and back#anyway big night for dreams idk why i’m using tumblr as my dream journal felt important#don’t usually dream this much/vividly/remember all of them at all#i did wake up in mis murder mystery dream though so maybe that’s why#oh yeah the murder mystery dream was like fucking. point and click video game format. i was walking around the apartment where the murder#happened just poking around shit until i found 3 leads which was my. goal? and then i called the police#and actually at first i accidentally called the swedish police. i forgot to put the danish country code in front of the number. so i hung up#on them and called the danish police instead#i’m not sure that’s how it actually works#like idk if you need the country code or if your phone will recognise what country you’re in i feel like it’s the latter#also the cell coverage was really bad so i heard like half of. what the emergency responder was saying#z talks#not horse game#sso spoilers#WILD FUCKING NIGHT IM GONNA GO BACK TO SLEEP NOW
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