#i finally watched challengers :/
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Welcome to the Dungeons of Fear and Hunger.
#Fear and Hunger#D'arce Cataliss#Cahara#Ragnvaldr#Enki Ankarian#Unlike Dungeon Meshi - I cannot in good faith recommend this game to a broad audience.#My background with F&H goes as follows: I am hanging out with a friend. He says âhey try this game I've been playing.â I say âOkay!â#I have never heard of this game. I pick the mercenary. I go through 5 min of character history and background. I am mauled to death by dogs#It took me 4 resets to even get in the dungeon. But I finally get there. I am caught by a guard. He cuts off all but one of my limbs#I am forced to crawl around in a blood and corpse pit until the game tells me 'give up idiot'.#I reset. I am mauled by dogs again. I realize this is not for me but I am intrigued enough to go home and watch some playthroughs#And WOW what an interesting game it is! I really do appreciate games that blend their design philosophy with the theme it wants to set#This is a game about fear and hunger. And persevering. And penis (my god is there a lot of penis)#I recommend this to people who like extremely challenging games and can handle the many *content warnings* within this series#If the idea of Bloodborne/eldenring and undertale having a little RPG maker baby sounds appealing to you - give it a shot#It's made by ONE GUY and it's a great horror game. I am just really bad at it.#My friends just enjoy putting me in situations where I scream and yell. We don't talk about the corn mazes. Or the other horror game nights#Apparently I'm funny when I'm Scared!#As people who follow me on twitter might know; I am deep in the pits of this series right now. I will be back with more art.
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IAN GALLAGHER + his journey with bipolar disorder
â°â†âAt times, being bipolar can be an all-consuming challenge, requiring a lot of stamina and even more courage, so if youâre living with this illness and functioning at all, itâs something to be proud of, not ashamed of." - Carrie Fisher
#happy world bipolar day to all my bp babies#(more thoughts at the end of the tags)#shameless#shamelessnet#shamelessedit#ian gallagher#cameron monaghan#*macygifs#bipolar disorder#hello pals how are we doin#i made this gif set in july of 2023 and never posted it because 1) i was terrified to share it and potentially see Bad Takes in the tags#and 2) because my hyperfixation was waning. and while both of those things are still mostly true (the fixation comes and goes)#i feel like it's really important to share as ian's bipolar storyline was not only so vital to his character it was a bit of representation#that isn't often given to the disorder and those (like myself) who live with it every single day#world bipolar day is a day where we can both celebrate ourselves and our resilience and also raise awareness of the reality of the disorder#which is both terrifying and beautiful at its core. this disease is not a death sentence or a sentence to an unfulfilled and miserable life#while there are challenges galore when it comes to balancing life with this disorder it IS possible to live a full and productive life#and i think it's really important to have representation of that in media - and while shameless dropped the ball on a LOT of storylines#over the years THIS is the one they really fucking nailed and i am incredibly grateful#i first started watching shameless while in the midst of a major depressive episode and i was later (finally) diagnosed during an extended#hypo/manic episode - this show and ian's storyline got me through so much and made me feel so seen and validated in my struggles#world bipolar day is also vincent van gogh's birthday (happy birthday buddy) who was posthumously diagnosed with bipolar disorder#and who experienced both depressive and hypo/manic episodes during his lifetime (and was regularly institutionalized)#it takes a lot of help and support to keep us going. it takes the support of our family and friends and *most* of all#it takes patience and kindness and understanding - which is so so so easy to give if you are willing to love and listen#so please. be willing. listen to our stories. be patient with us. show us love without conditions. support us in any way you can.#we are worth it#i promise#anyway. that's really all i wanted to say. happy world bipolar day to those who celebrate (me) and may all of us living with this disorder#go on to live happy fulfilling beautiful magical lives
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ultimate ships challenge - [1/5] we could have had it all ships
Jake/Peyton »  One Tree Hill
I could've held you in my arms forever, it still wouldn't have been long enough.
#othedit#jeytonedit#myedit#teendramaedit#tvedit#otpsource#jake x peyton#one tree hill#jake jagielski#peyton sawyer#ultimate ships challenge#I stopped watching OTH after S5 and I'll only be watching the reboot if I finally get Jeyton endgame lmao#I'm not happy with the colouring on a single one of these rip#WHY MUST EVERYTHING BE SO YELLOW ON MOBILE
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challengers (2024), luca guadagnino / almost (sweet music), hozier
#does this makes sense!!!#yes i reordered the lyrics i think hozier would understand#i genuinely think i could write a 10 page essay about them#watch me write more fanfic instead of studying for finals (again)#challengers#art donaldson#patrick zweig#tashi duncan#web weaving
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Hetalia X Alien Stage
Round 5
#hetalia#aph france#Francis Bonnefoy#aph belarus#aph taiwan#hws#BelaTai#Hetalia x Alien Stage AU#holy shit yall can't you believe i did this in a span of like three days??? The thirst of seeing sociopathic Francis Bonnefoy is like drug#to me#ANYWAY GO WATCH ALIEN STAGE BY VIVINOS AND QMENG IT SO GOOD#this is so fun actually ended up practicing framing and colour for vibes!! i might do more this kind of screen redraw thing#Especially final round#Arthur as Till and Fran as Luka for the absolute Toxic Yaoi#Love Arthur as sad loser puppy heheh#so if ur wondering why i pick Taiwan and Belarus as Mizi and Sua when nyotalia cast def would be better suited for it#i just wanna challenge myself plus Fem Heta character is just too underrated so why not#im imagining the Alien Stage AU as if its a movie/Musical and they're actors lol#kopifuran
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can't stop thinking about jarty competing for regulus' attention
#i finally watched challengers :/#and let's just say#the end scene when patrick âtellsâ art he slept with tashi#yeah#barty would#jarty#jartylus#jegulus#bartylus#this makes me like bartylus btw#...i think i've been changed for good this time#ALSO#reg being the one to make jarty has their first kiss#guyssss#i just keep editing this post#i have THOUGHTS
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the pics are so blurry but are you guys picking up what im throwing downâŠ.
#MUAHAHAHAHAHA#i finally watched challengers a few days ago and ive been watching it once a day since its so good đ#been thinking of making a fic inspired by it but NOW I REALLY WANT TO#toniiswrld đŹ
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pride month art challenge day 22: riz gukgak
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#my art#pride month art challenge#pmac#riz#riz gukgak#the ball#fantasy high#fantasy high fanart#riz gukgak fanart#aromantic#aro#asexual#ace#aroace#lgbt#lgbtq#pride#digital art#artists on tumblr#the rizzlerâŠ.#finishing up my sophomore year rewatch rn before i finally watch junior year
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coping with the fact that i cannot go into the main tag yet by making memes
#happy i watched the midseason finale thursday!!#star trek#st prodigy#prodigy spoilers#my posts#kam stop shitposting challenge
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Moze x Jiaoqiu
warnings: none
word count: 900~
description: just them being domestic (pre-2.5 events)
moze is the type of husband who always cleans, keeps everything neat, he will run (quite literally) anywhere and do any errand without complaint, nothing is too hard or difficult for him. he is v protective, âI promise I will bring him backâ, nothing is stopping him from getting his husband back, he is confident in his abilities, to the point he isn't even worrying. he always attentively listens to jiaoqiuâs ramblings, his full attention on the foxian. he will eat anything jiaoqiu puts before him, no matter his preferences. uttering simple praises after the meal and never letting his husband clean up.
at night he cuddles with him, being the big spoon, holding his husband close, face buried in the orangey pink hair. like a touch starved kitten, he gravitates to him during the day, always hugging him- backhugs are his favorite. jiaoqiu always smiles, a sparkle in his eyes with each embrace. moze is often quiet, very thoughtful- usually ending up blunt in his words but not cold, never cold. the care and love for each other shown in the soft words, gentle embraces and lingering gazes. moze doesnât do causal touches, his hands donât wander to jiaoqiuâs soft tail, or even softer ears, or to caress him. he doesnât want to overwhelm his husband or make him uncomfortable. yet when they stand close he bumps his nose against his. and when he is so so tired he rests his forehead on the shorter manâs. recharging, seeking comfort, love. luckily for him, his husband knows his main love language is physical touch. jiaoqiu bringing his hands to cup his cheeks, thumbs caressing the rough skin. he misses the smile that brightens the foxianâs face, his eyes shut relishing in the sensations. such a sensitive and responsive man. jiaoqiu is the only person moze allows to touch him, to drag those soft fingers across his scars, through the silver hair, to see him shirtless. he is the only one with whom he makes and keeps eye contact. moze is the type of husband that even without being close jiaoqiu can feel his touch on him. sitting across him, over a hotpot. lilac eyes on him. full of love. as if he is caressing his husbandâs cheek at that moment. making jiaoqiuâs chest feel warm from the feeling of such a silent expression of admiration.
on the days jiaoqiu voices that he feels tired a quick response is given in turn âI can carry you.â a blunt, straightforward, and the same offer every time. he is more than happy to carry him + he enjoys showing off for his hubby. not caring for the public opinion or any observers; it doesnât even cross his mind, jiaoqiuâs happiness the only thing on his mind. sadly, he is always rejected (occasionally making him pout). moze doesnât even know why (painfully obvious why, the rare blushed jiaoqiu further confirming it). shadows are his safe haven, but jiaoqiu is his peace. they fill each other's needs, like puzzles fitting together, completely domestic in their behaviors; perfect for general feixiaoâs safety and well-being. despite working together they donât get tired of each other. work is work and their house is home.
coriander is not allowed under this roof and no big lights are ever on. when they have guests, jiaoqiu compensates with many small lamps, fairy lights, and a bunch of candles. unscented ones. otherwise, they would clash with the meal. sometimes, jiaoqiu will light a scented candle, but it wonât be lit for longer than an hour, otherwise, he would get overwhelmed due to how sensitive his nose is to smells. moze being the clean freak, and insistent on maintaining really good hygiene and not strong perfumes so he can do his job perfectly would just make jiaoqiu purr if he could. type of husband truly only for him. jiaoqiu is quite a social butterfly and he drags his husband with him, who will grumble a bit and then go along, and behave politely to the best of his capabilities. moze cannot read a room to save his life, short in his sentences and straight to the point despite pondering his words prior, they end up always coming off blunt. he means no harm and what he says is usually of little matter, and none of it holds any weight to him when all he needs is to hear his darling chuckle or gaze at him and all is well in his world. the only result he could possibly ever wish for.
and when they kiss? the lighting and shadow with fire and spice? the I talk a lot, flirtatious, rarely flustered with I listen to you with heart eyes, mainly unaffected but you make me smile. well⊠they keep it private. such actions feel too personal and intimate for them to be shown in public and given for anyone to see on display. they hold it too close to their hearts, it matters in a different way to them. something near and dear. they wonât be caught showing pda, not even holding hands- well they rarely hold hands either way. it is behind closed doors and in the privacy of their home that their lips meet, and hands wander, leaving soft touches in intimate places that theyâd never do in public (unlike many others). it means too much to them.
#UGH THEM#BITES THEM#idk what this is i just had to write it down after watching the 2.5 livestream#moze is so autistic coded i cannot explain it but he is#the gays!!#moze x jiaoqiu#BEN BALMACEDA TRY TO VOICE A HOYO CHARACTER NOT IN A GAY RELATIONSHIP CHALLENGE FAILED#gg honestly that man has range i was so surprised and he did an insanely good job with moze#also finally felt comfy enough to write about moze now with the va change#ben is truly amazing#kaveh is always my pookie#IM SO LUCKY MOZE IS A 4 STAR PSPSP I GOT UR HUSBAND COME HOME MOZE#btw i do speak chinese amongst a shit ton of lang i speak and their pronounciation of moze is kinda strange. it should be a âtsâ/ âcâ sound#not a âzâ sound#also for some reason i thought i was gonna write like 2 sentences so i started writing on tumblr and had to save it as a draft when I poste#it got fkn deleted cos tumblr fkn bugged out and i spent 2h breaking down#down cos it was so fkn beautiful. and i couldnt possibly get the flow of it back or the exact version#my heart was lowkey broken cos of that and day's plans highkey ruined#hopefully i managed to rewrite it again in a way that it is readable#moqiu#mozilla firefox#hsr#honkai star rail#fluff#jiaoze#mozeqiu
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This just in: Josh OâConnor broke my art block !
#IM BACK !#Iâve been wanting to draw Josh since I seen him in Challengers but I finally got around to watching Godâs Own Country..#so Patrick Zweig will have to wait <3#the relief of finally being able to draw something is incredibleee#Godâs Own Country#Josh OâConnor#Josh OâConnor Fanart#Digital Fanart#kr_yoongi
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zedaph!!! coloured pencil n fineliner :D ngl i rly struggled w getting a photo of this one .. i ended up scanning it but i think it washed out a lot of the pencil detail n ended up looking like i deep fried it lmao. u will all just have to trust me when i say this looks better irl
#i rly enjoyed the process of this drawing but i don't love the final version... but i had fun so who cares!!#i rly wanna get better at doing coloured pencil stuff i find it so hard for some reason .. i think the colour theory side of it trips me up#trying to learn media that relies on your knowledge of colour theory is a Struggle as a colourblind artist lmaooo#anyways i love zedaph's videos so much he is utterly insane and i am obsessed. watching him break the boundaries of the game is so fun#his videos r just so enjoyable he is so easy to watch n he comes up with the most deranged ideas yet somehow always makes it work#i love how he gameifies everything it just adds another layer of challenge (and therefore satisfaction) to the game#his mind is truly. so unique... that sounds like an insult but i swear it isn't#i want to study him in a lab#he would probably study me back#horsemeat gallery#zedaph#zedaph fanart#zedaphplays#hermitcraft#horsemeatluvr does hermitaday#hermitaday
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Okay so I just noticed that the kissing scene in challengers literally just tells the whole story
#like i just realized this and if this was intentional i am impressed#but like if you watch it and compare it to the time line#the three of them are together at the beginning#then tashi kisses patrick while art kisses her neck#mirroring tashi dating patrick first while art still tries to win her favour#then she kisses art while patrick kisses her neck#which mirrors tashi ending up with art while patrick keeps showing up and pursuing her#and then it ends with patrick and art kissing while she watches#which of course mirrors the final match#idk if i am just noticing a coincidence that the order lines up like that#but i also feel like that was completely intentional and i am very impressed#like that is DETAIL and i love it#im too lazy to actually look it up to see if this was on purpose#challengers#challengers movie#tashi duncan#art donaldson#patrick zweig#kate's post
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yes, Iâve seen Challengers
#this has been in my drafts for forever but I wanted to wait to post it until I actually watched the movie#and I did finally last night#tried to fix my quality the best I can without paying for shit like topaz sorry folks im broke and only know how to colorgrade#star trek#star trek edit#ds9#star trek tng#star trek the next generation#star trek deep space nine#julian bashir#major kira nerys#kira nerys#miles o'brien#jean luc picard#picard#not a ship edit#st tng#st the next generation#challengers
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back on my challengers bullshit but i think the scene where patrick asks tashi to be his coach follows by the scene with the conversation art and tashi have is such a prime example of how patrick still hasnât grown up, heâs still clinging to the glory days of his younger days, of when he still had art and tashi. so much of what he says about art and tashis relationship is just wrong (to me). he says art wonât retire til tashi lets him, but then in the next flashback art tells tashi he wants to retire. and she does accept it, sheâs not happy about it, i think they both knows it means the relationship could end and ill probably talk more deeply about that argument later but she doesnât fight back against it. but in their scene thereâs a palpable feeling of loss. it feels like their mourning by the end of it. and then tashi goes and begs patrick to throw the match âwhat else could it wantâ. they prove him wrong. patrick assumes that because thatâs what he assumed their relationship was then they were teenagers. i donât know if they truly love each other but they are safe with each other and patrick doesnât know what that feels like anymore. he is permanently stuck at the age he lost the only two people he had.
#saying shit again#bit stoned yeah?#patrick zweig#took me three watches but i finally see you for what you are#challengers spoilers#challengers#josh oconnor#zendaya#tashi duncan#art donaldson#mike faist
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