#i felt you everywhere

[forgottendreamsss]

That's Where I Am

You never held me, but I felt you everywhere. Your clammy hands and matter of fact reasoning. Your brilliant, passionate mind. Your likes. Your dislikes. Your taste. Your strong sense of being, yet complete lack of control. How you looked into my eyes, like you could see every secret I was dying to tell you but could never muster the courage to. How I had to look away. Your fascination with my world. My infatuation with your pure heart. The way I cried… the way I cry for all we’ll never be. I hope you’re happy. All I ever wanted was for you to be happy. So, this is where I leave you. I miss you every day. That's Where I Am.

[tategaminu]

Fan screaming at Tamarinne meme but it's Rayla with her biggest fan

Ref⬇️

[itscherryterry-again]

yea

[luck-of-the-drawings]

[OLD ART ALERT] A COLLECTION OF SCENES FROM THE GILLIONS CATSCRATCH ARC THAT BROUGHT ME GREAT JOY. i love fishy chips especially when its just gillion being delirious and violent and hostile

[spaghetticat3899]

When you absolutely despise something a lot of people like, and no matter what way you look at it you cannot see the appeal, but you know you can’t talk about it in public or else you’ll get dogpiled to hell and back, so you just kinda sit there frothing at the mouth like this

[robinson-graves]

[sits up suddenly from my coffin] anybody fuck with my super danganronpa 2 x guy who didnt like musicals au

[ropes3amthoughts]

Fun fact did you guys know that in canon Kabru is shown shirtless 3 times

If you guys know of any more instances of Kabru with no shirt on feel free to correct me to make my fact factually correct y’know? Feel free to send me any other instances of Kabru with no shirt on for my data this is my important data y’know? Please guys sned me Kabru with no shirt on this is an emergency and for the sake of science. Ascientific emergency if you will. Guys please help me in my sceifnricc endeavors. My research. Guys. My scientific paper is due in 3 and I need Kabru with no shirt on. Guys please I need it for my totally real and legit history article. I need shirtless Kabru images for my English resume. Kabru’s exposed shoulders are necessary for my grade in calculus guys

Ok I can’t think of any more jokes I am just going to be serious and say I love Kabru because those are my genuine earnest feelings I love him so so so so much he is my sweet dove scrimblo bbb (babyboy) <333333333333333333 I feel like a cartoon character with hearts for eyes I am swooning I love him so insanely much he is my dearest guy ever muah muah muah <3333333333333 I would open a pickle jar for him and like he could totally open those by himself but I think he should get to sit around and not worry his pretty little head bc like I could totally fuck up those pickle jars and then he could just chill like I’m actually pretty good at opening jars you guys that’s a fun fact about me I’m cool like that and I could be so cool and good to Kabru I would be like “I love you” and stuff you know all lovingly Kabruuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh I love him so much like just imagine a scrawny guy fanning their face and sighing dreamily because that’s me right now about Kabru god he’s so lovely I love himmmmmmmm <33333333333 he makes me smile and makes my heart flutter and stuff teeheehee I love Kabru I feel like a burning in my chest and I keep biting my teeth I feel like I’m going to explode I’m going insane Kabruuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu agghhhhhhhhhhhhhhh slobbers everywhere and starts bawling my eyes out and falls over and splats on the ground with a loud thud and does fifteen summersaults and pulls my hair out and kicks my legs oughhhjh Kabru <33333333 I feel so much for him and I don’t even know what to say to exes it properly he is like a leaf in the wind that falls on your head when you’re walking and you become so inexplicably charmed by it and feel as if nature is giving you a gentle kiss and you just feel so loved he’s like a mug of hot chocolate on a chilly day and there’s also a fuzzy blanket and comfortable pajamas that’s him to me I love him I love him I love him so bad you guys he’s so dear to me I LOBE KABRU I feel so passionate about him right now and to cope with this I just watched that one animatic like 20 times in a row and now I’m going to read a fanfic where he eats a yummy meal he’s like a sweet summer’s day to me Kabruuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu

[a-n-i-m-a-t-i-o-n]

Here's a compilation of screenshots from the final cut of the movie vs promotional image stills.

At first, I thought the last one might've been from some alternate or deleted scene but now that I've found the other top two, which are were promotional images before the movie was released, I'm doubting that idea.

[xxplastic-cubexx]

BIRTHDAY HAUL courtesy of a very lovely friend of mine 🥺

bonus goofy pics of a bday snack i had earlier with my favorite menace …..

[possumkingluca]

if i see one more post about Edgin not being a bard because he doesn't cast any spells i will actually lose my shit

that's not Edgin's purpose in the movie??? it's Simon's????? Edgin has a different job??????????? who would've guessed shit has to be altered when formatting something into a movie??????????????? (case in point: in the wildshape chase scene with Doric, if they had stuck to the wildshape rules it would've been way less interesting in a movie format.)

also wasn't even a thought that crossed my mind watching that he could possibly not be a bard?? immediately after watching the first trailer I recognized that he was one without seeing any other promotion?? are you guys ok??????

(also dying on the hill that Edgin 100% used bardic inspiration MULTIPLE times.)

[knific]

Howdy!

[shokupanko]

It’s not Monday but it’s certainly Mayu Monday for me! This is my only artwork for March so I’ll see you all again in April or soon after! （⌒▽⌒ゞ

Pantyhose: I actually went back then forth trying to decide between bare legs and pantyhose but I ultimately decided pantyhose was the way to go. The pantyhose are meant to match the corset except no leather and comfort of course. It has lace details and a leather belt on her left leg. The lace stops around her ankles.

Hair: to stay within steampunk territory, I decided to make her hair fluffy, swirly, and lots of curl heart shapes. I don’t like to use one range of colors so I made the choice to go with my heart and make it extra colorful! (Although Mayu’s hair always proves to be a challenge (∩︵∩)

Makeup: I tried to make her extra girly- sorta 40s makeup vibe. So red lipstick and pink blush. I also tried to make her details more rounded to give a softer appearance :D

Shoes: it was my try of Mary Jane’s inspired shoes so please remember they are NOT accurate. She has small legs warmers over the shoes and tied off with pink bows, a short heel, and golden beads to go around the rim.

Gloves: blacks gloves with the tips of her thumb, middle, and ring fingers revealed, and well as leather and golden beads to go around and lace at the bottoms.

Dress: sheesh I’ll try to explain as well and possible… the dress comes with a color, ruffles, folds, and lots of lace for the underskirt. She has two belts below the sleeves to emphasize the ruffles. The dress also comes with a front tying corset that I took extra care to seem functional. The corset comes with lace, leather, and POCKETS! Because every girly in a dress needs pockets (she was originally gonna have a gun in her beta design shhh). The pockets are attached to the leather part of the corset in the back, and is also joined with golden beads? Buttons? Idk those things. She also has three rows of the golden beads on her skirt!

Hat: Her top hat is decorated in clocks, chains, and gears for a some steampunk effect, as well as a pink bow and pink bunny ears. Around the hat is black lace and under the hat is pink lace for some pop!

[karleksmumskladdkaka]

Guess who just received a fuckton of new DL stuff? \(//∇//)\

Now that I am loaded with new things I figured the time was ripe for an update/follow up to this post I made a while ago, so that you guys know what to expect in the future! I fully intend to share everything with you in due time ✧ദ്ദി( ˶^ᗜ^˶ ) ( @otomehonyaku feel free to add any of the things you want to your upcoming translations list ^^ The moment I post the audio/scans, they're at your full disposal)

Without further ado...here are my new (and old) treasures ╰(*´︶`*)╯♡

Booklets & Perfect Guide ⋆⋅☆⋆⋅

From upper left to bottom right:

More, Blood (CD) Stellaworth Booklet

More, Blood (VN) Stellaworth Booklet

More Character Song Stellaworth Booklet

Bloody Bouquet Stellaworth Booklet

Lunatic Parade Stellaworth Booklet

Lost Eden Special Booklet

Eternal Blood Stellaworth Booklet

Versus IV Stellaworth Booklet

Grand Edition Stellaworth Booklet

Daylight Animate Booklet (Mukami ver)

Daylight Stellaworth Booklet

Dark Fate Perfect Guide Dark Pleasure

In addition to these I've also acquired the Versus Song Stella booklet, though it's in storage atm. Which means I only have Para-Selene left to snag ╭( ･ㅂ･)و ̑̑

Drama CDs ⋆⋅✮⋅⋆

From upper left to bottom right (uncrossed!):

Vandead Carnival Special Voice CD

MB Limited V Edition Special Voice CD

Dark Fate Special Voice CD

Lost Eden Special Voice CD

Sadistic Night 2017 CD

Versus IV Stellaworth Tokuten CD (Ruki)

Grand Edition Animate Situation CD

Daylight Stellaworth Tokuten CD (Ruki)

Nothing new here, as you see. Was too lazy to take a new picture lol so I've just crossed out the ones I've already shared with you from the old one

Miscellaneous ⋆⋅☽⋅⋆

From upper left to bottom right:

More, Blood Stellaworth SS Paper

More, Blood Ebten After Story Card (Shuu)

More, Blood Ebten After Story Card (Ruki)

Christmas Message

Bloody Bouquet Stellaworth SS Paper

Postcard with message

Blood Affair Message Card

More, More Blood Deluxe Edition Message Card

More, More Blood Mini After Story Card

Bloody Ghost SS Card

Secret Memories SS Card

Daylight Letter

Bloody June Bride Letters (2)

Forever Gift Letters (3)

Surprise Q&A (not pictured but will 200% be shared in the future)

I also have a shitload of bromides and clear files etc. most of which I'll post individually later on. And I've got some additional message cards in storage, so... I won't run out of things to post anytime soon dhfgfhjk

[x-enocyon]

Figured I should do one of these eventually

[iraprince]

Hello! long time silent fan here 💝

i came across an older post referring to you leaving the Guns Blazing project... i did back that kickstarter, and now im kinda worried about just who i gave my money to :/

are you able to share any details about why you left, or if theres anything i should know about the creators? it's too late for me to not give them money, but id like to know before i recommend the game to anyone

the main issue shared in the post you reference is pretty much it: a prominent ttrpg award was given to an active duty military strategist. a lot of people in the community, myself included, were obviously horrified by this and many spoke up about what kind of grotesque and deeply unjust message this sends about what we're allowing (more than allowing, CELEBRATING????) in the space; bafflingly, a bunch of other people in the community all crowded around to congratulate and asspat and defend and gas up this grinning servant of the imperial american death machine. it was horrifying to see that the dev of guns blazing, which the entire time it was funding had constantly and loudly advertised itself as a "decolonial" and "anti-imperialist" game, was one of the people celebrating his win.

when i confronted the dev one-on-one about this, i was told "the man's a personal friend who's helped me out in the past and helped out other marginalized people in the space." that is not a sufficient excuse for me when the issue is what this man was doing to marginalized people, FOR MONEY, FOR HIS CAREER, outside of the space. (it's murder. what a military strategist does is facilitate murder as needed by the state.) u cannot buy back lives you've destroyed globally by getting other poc jobs in roleplaying games or whatever the fuck.

i couldn't handle this. i'm not going to judge other artists who stayed in — i don't know if everyone even saw, the turmoil over the award was something that from what i saw was mostly contained to twitter and the dev kept his head down about it aside from his initial congratulations. there was a moment before i confronted the dev where honestly i thought to myself "maybe i can just pretend i didn't see it," but i knew in my heart that wasn't true and i wouldn't be able to be proud of myself if i did that. so that's why i pulled out.

my tone is heated here bc obviously this is a really appalling subject — it's the reason my commerical work contracts have a fucking ethics clause in them now, lmao — but at the same time i'm honestly not interested in like, "calling out" the dev over this. he let me leave the project immediately and without any issues, and i haven't kept up with anything he's doing since this incident. maybe he's changed his mind or like, one would hope all of the absolute horror we're constantly submerged in from witnessing the us government's eager support of the genocide in palestine has opened his eyes to No, Agents Of The Military Are Not Our Fucking Friends, Actually. i don't know. i don't care to go looking to find out. my interest is not in saying "i think this dev is a bad person and everyone should be wary of them!!!!", it's just to say "this dev did something that was so shocking to me and so misaligned from my own morals that i had to distance myself immediately." i don't know how far that reflects on anything else he believes or does, i just know it was a dealbreaker for me personally. the story ends there for me, and other people will have to make their own judgements based on what they observe now.

[arabella-strange]

Omg the ants carrying enormous leaves up the stick — I threw my head back and cackled