#i feel like im going insane idk why this is happening
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genuinely i dont even hate veilguard - im literally in the middle of my third pt - but at this point i feel like the veilguard positive posters have literally just made shit up in their head and are now trying to convince everyone else that it happened in game. youre allowed to enjoy the game, i really dont care & i dont think anyone else cares if you like the game?? like if this is your fav da game, that's great. happy for you, glad that happened, etc etc, but pulling your "analysis" from things that simply did not happen in game or was not in any codex entries is a thing we call "headcanon" in fandom, because you literally made it up, inside your head. you can extrapolate people felt this way or that way or whatever else, but if there's no indication - behaviourally, through codex entries or additional dialogue - im sorry to break it to you but it's just not canonical. and i'm happy for you to have your headcanons - god knows we didn't get all that much meat in the game, and i can absolutely understand the happiness you have from being able to fill up what's missing yourself. but like... keep it away from my textual analysis and stop acting like your interpretation of how someone felt or what was going on that we didn't see or whatever else is strictly canonical. because it's not. we are not talking about the same things. im not "media illiterate" (lmfao white people always default to this argument, can you guys get fresh material) for not being able to read into something that is literally NOT THERE in text. you can argue that just because it's not there doesn't mean it didn't happen, but that's basically the same argument john epler made about not porting in our previous worldstate decisions and i wasnt impressed by him either. why did i spend my hard-earned fucking money on this game for it & you to tell me i should just ~imagine~ that it happened
and i'm really getting tired of seeing everyone who has, frankly, valid veilguard criticisms get brushed with the same paint of being like... racist/transphobic/etc etc, especially since whenever i check whoever's blog it is, the people accusing someone else of "cosplaying" racism are white themselves. idk whose argument you guys are coopting but it's exhausting to have to defend my existence as a brown person whenever i discuss anything veilguard critical, while you all excuse real actual racism - in the way the narratives of allegories for real life minority groups - in this game.
and then on top of everything, i get blamed for EA deciding to scrap dragon age, like that hasn't been in the works for fucking years. like the entire games industry isn't one big toilet flush noise. veilguard made a ton of fucking money. an insane amount of money in a short amount of time before it was just written off as a failure. that has nothing to do with the fans, and everything to do with corporate greed, but i suppose it's easier to blame other fans than it is to get bioware's dick out of your throat.
at this point im clearing my spaces of veilguard positivity - unfollowing & blocking where necessary - because there's such a toxic sense of moral superiority stinking from it that exhausts me. i am exhausted.
#and none of you can talk abt the merits of veilguard without shitting on the previous games for things that it simply just was not doing.#like. im sorry guys but minrathous vs treviso will never be ostagar lmfao. you can whine and whinge and cry but that's just facts.#ur also all rly shit about tagging 'x critical' whenever you talk shit abt the other games while trying to praise veilguard for being so#milquetoast in a way tht pisses me off. hope that helps x#anyway just needed to get this out there bc if u notice me breaking mutuals or whatever that's why#im stayin in my lane (dao & da2 & dai haterisms) after this i swear#fandom critical#tbd
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Ok so i have a question about Spotify,, if anyone else has noticed this problem pls let me know
I’m admittedly obsessive about music so I noticed right away when there was “new” Kajagoogoo singles…. That were blatantly NOT kajagoogoo. Nobody ever said anything, band clearly didn’t reform.. one day there were just new singles. All (5? I think?) songs were instrumental and vague, but very clearly not even the same style or vibe. It was removed within a month each time, but this has happened at least 3 times now.
My question is… has this been happening a lot? Or is it just someone fucking around with Kajagoogoo specifically?? And if so.. wtf? Lol
#spotify#kajagoogoo#help… seriously im so confused#i only saw two ppl on twitter mention it before#i replied to them but i think the tweets were deleted :/#i feel like im going insane idk why this is happening#like what would ANYONE outside the band gain from posting music to THEIR spotify?#i highly doubt they’d het anything out of it especially not any $$$ considering how Spotify works 🙄#and its not like this person has given any indication of who they are or where to ACTUALLY listen to their weird lofi hip hop instrumentals.#like its notBAD music either I’m just so fucking confused#also i don’t WANT to listen to that when I’m going for 80’s synth pop..honey what the fuck r u doing#sorry this is random and also sorry that i use spotify to begin with…#im trying to transition to bandcamp but theres so much shit i literally can’t find there#idk if im dumb or something im struggling ao hard to use it
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caps from comic Im doing
#not art yet. sorta#yeah that's one piece#outing myself this year as a sanji enjoyer#idk what compelled me to come back here (that's a lie I know 100% and it's haterism) but I did finally sit down and put down#this idea I've sat on for a Long time. bc I think I just. finally feel ready for it#or rather. both it and myself have been worn down and moulded enough by just. time passing. to be able to sit with each other in peace#but yeah I'm now neck deep in this (almost halfway thru inking!!) and Im learning a Lot#whatever u say abt one piece oda is a Phenomenal comic artist. one piece art-wise is dense on a level that makes me feel insane#like you barely see more than one type of screentone used and it's mostly to separate planes. its Just Ink. its fucked up#and drawing this comic is forcing me to show up on my a-game on a craft level as well. I love so much a Large part of it so far#comic is good guys. did u guys know that has anyone said this before#but yeah this one will! probably get posted to my main blog when the posting version is done. which is why I said in the prev ask#that the spheres might intersect soon lol#Im aware this is a stupid way to go about it if u look at it from a marketing/advertising angle. but thats not what Im here for#Im showing u cool bugs I made basically. and when the exhibit happens its gonna have mostly nothing to do with this#but yeah. if u see a comic with these caps in it in the future u will Know#otherwise we keep up kayfabe yeah? for fun. for comfort
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this nemesis ambition started out a little slow but I am getting closer to finding that bastard who killed my wife, and I’ll not rest a minute now that im far closer to on his trail
sorry got in character for a second
Anyways fun ambition so far very fucked up though
congratulations on joining the murder club anon!!!! depending on who you ask the name refers to either people who have murdered or people who have witnessed murder. usually both. actually extremely often both. it's a swell time you'll feel right at home (don't mind our collective skyglass knife collection in the back)
#im still not far into nemesis personally but im very much enjoying it#honestly in a weird way it feels like it's moving faster than HD did. which. is funny bc nemesis is like The gated behind item grinds quest#idk. HD was a fun slowburn where we adventured around gathering our rogues gallery before the action kicked in#nemesis on the other hand feels like im picking up halfway through a batman serial#fallen london#ask#it's WAY more fucked up right off the bat than HD was. honestly ive thought abt red honey for ages. that's so fucked up#and we LEAD with that?? Okay#definitely a horrors-filled ambition befitting caeru (the guy who's constantly going through horrors)#it really encourages you to get fucked up and freaky and in ur character's headspace at basically every step along the way#i only have HD to compare it too but HD was like. a lot more interpretative in comparison? at least to me. that's what it felt like#and i adore HD for that dont get me wrong here#HD just also waited until like. halfway through before it asked what the scoundrel actually Wanted out of its heart's desire#nemesis in comparison is right off the bat who died? who are you mourning? anguish. justice. there must be vengeance.#it's a delightfully different vibe!! i like it!!!#oh god sorry anon im doing the classic yin talking way too much in the tags thing again#i havent had much excuse to talk abt nemesis and what i think of it so far and of course its rp effects on caeru#but i do have a handful of thoughts on it#it's good. im liking it so far. it's starting very strong if nothing else. and i have no spoiler knowledge of what happens in the future#beyond the choice between rewards at the very end#and im SO curious how we'll get to that point. what horrors will we adventure through next? off we go to find out!#it's biggest glaring weakness so far is how horrendously grindy it is. and like. ive been warned and done my research ahead of time#im doing it on the same account im seeking. i knew what i was getting into. but also gots damn.#in comparison HD's 5-card lodgings and dreamgate feel like footnotes#anyway while im already way too deep into rambling did you know the honey trip gives you fate?? insane. why does it do that. hilarious even
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can people agree to acknowledge being hurt by religious experiences without being disrespectful to religious people like come on, there's so many Christians and Muslims suffering in impoverished countries and concentration camps and to villainize and disregard people's suffering existing because you had a bad experience is uncalled for. Not all christians are skinheads waving signs who wish people death and not all muslims are terrorists??? The same goes for other religions but I tend to see it a lot with these, calling them derogatory terms, thats just disrespectful?? Just because one group under this label treat people evil doesnt represent the people as a whole nor does it undermine someones suffering by their hands either. Like being hurt by horrible people is wrong and that crime should be called out. But it's just insane to me people will just not believe christianity is a real persecuted religion outside of the US but everyone seems to think it's a USA exclusive religion full of bigots or something even though there's a severe need with real christians suffering (like palestine, like china, like north korea, and so on)
#theres christians in Gaza along with muslims and multiple people just dont care#both extremes they dont care#people who want palestinians removed dont care#people who want to save palestinians dont care#its like they only want to help an idea but then will spit hate on the beliefs of people they say they want to save#im so im so just who will actually care for the palestinians and not be just pushing an agenda it makes me so upset to see both sides#ones just praising freakin tyrrany and the others praising terrorism#im glad theres some people who genuinely want to help palestine but a lot seem to be almost some kind of agenda behind it#it just feels weird to see people saying save palestine and then say u hate christians but like then what abt the christian palestinians??#they exist too?#like all muslim and christian (and athiest) palestinians dont deserve this#tho its insane to me some people are supporting hamas but thats a diff giant vat of worms im not going to open#and then some people who are christians who are OKAY w this happening is also insane to me this is wrong#like#man idk#and i dont get people censoring xtian or whatever like cmon we dont say xslim or xrmon or xdhist idk like why??#just bc u have a bad experiencr doesnt mean its ok to disrespect??#idk it feels like such a minor thing but i dont see people doing this with other religions they dont believe in#idk i rant i guess im all over the placr
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watched the ml movie
that sure was smth that happened on my screen for real uhuh
#i feel like i'm in a catatonic state rn#more thoughts below‚ no spoilers tho! just thoughts on the movie as a whole#uh#it was not great SJHDHFJG but what where we really expecting huh#overall maybe like 4/10 pushing a 3.5 i'm def gonna have to watch it with better subs visual and audio quality later#excited for the eng dub LMAO#overall there were like 2 or 3 scenes i really liked but MAN that ending was not it#gonna be thinking about it for a while tho#NOT AS BAD AS THE SHANGHAI SPECIAL? CAN I SAY THAT? IDK... IM NOT AS. ENRAGED. MAYBE CAUSE IT'S AN AU#def things going on and happening that i just ???? who did this#extremely incoherent rn if you can't tell#insane . thing. yeah wow ie#tizzy talks#miraculous ladybug#miraculous ladybug awakening#ladybug and cat noir the movie#christ why did they rename this film like 200 times#ml awakening#mlb awakening#i don't even remember which fucking tag i use for it
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this is your sign to PLAY MR RAINER'S SOLVE-IT SERVICE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
#PLEASE its genuinely SO GOOD. i love it so much#though hello charlotte changed my dna mrsis is my favorite etherane game#idk man i just connected w it way more like. it made sense to me#which is funny cuz i still dont understand ANYTHING that happened in that game. I HAVE NO IDEA I DONT KNOWWWWWWWWWWW#which is ALSO funny cuz thats ALSO why i resonated w it so much.#“oh he doesnt know anything hes just like me for real” -> doesnt know anything that happened in the game#i dont think this will make sense for you unless u played it lol#it left me feeling empty after i finished it just like signalis#like i felt like i was looking at something. an event? something happening? but i had no context nor anything to know why or what was reall#happening#though it still made me feel things. does it make sense??#they made me feel empty BECAUSE i didnt knew/understood what was happening . but it was horrible and heartbreaking and i was sad and it was#worse because i didnt know why i was sad. DOES THAT MAKE ANY SENSE???????????????? IM GOING INSANE#i was going to write more but i lost the plot this doenst make any sense#im sad af man for reasons unrelated to this#anyways
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I've got my conspiracy theory hat on for the s11 finale time jump. And. I have a theory.
#im not giving the spinoff any benefit of the doubt#but i feel like the plan was originally for caryl to go canon after the events of s10 springboarded their story#and then the mess that happened in s11 happened#so i think a compromise might have been to insinuate something in the time jump that they could decide or not to use for the spinoff#and given the line that confused everyone on the bench i think thats related#and i think that during the time jump there was SOMETHING that suggested daryl was ready to commit (as we know from s10)#but carol still isnt#and i think thats why the goodbye felt the way it did#and i think thats why hes thinking about romance in france but doesnt feel carol is an option#idk i just dont think im insane#that doesnt mean i like this idea#but there are clues there for it but the spinoff does not deserve my time and energy to dissect it#maybe i am delusional#caryl
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they were out of line for this. by the way.
#snap chats#LIIIIIIIIKKKKKEEEE STOP YOU BETTER STOP#reminded myself to make this post after that other ask..... heh...#i feel like i did call attention to this before. 🧍♂️ idk i think about it a lot..#too late lamers im doing it again because it still makes me scream and want to eat metal#this family is disgustingly intertwined with each other im going to throw up#like the more obvious parallel with ichi and the arakawas is him going out for new years dinner with arakawa. or attempting to#buuuuuttt this one is almost shot-for-shot the same bit and its OUGH. STOP. im GOING insane#theyre fam whether they like it or not </3#wahh...... lad8 come soon i wanna see these two's relationship progress. or whatever weird situation it'll be in#i wonder why jo even points ichi to akane... is it to REALLY close that chapter of their lives for good ?#is it some feeling of responsibility for what happens to ichi now that arakawa's gone ?#is it guilt for keeping ichi from the truth of his birth parents for this long ? wowzers...#ok bye im gonna go be sick elsewhere
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is there anyone else out there who has so much respect for people who make insane, out-there aus/ships that are so far from canon that all of the content for it is supplied by their own mind and if yes do yall see ME as one of those people
#sorry i’m so high and i just realized that when people who haven’t been following me the whole time see my tags they feel like they’ve#accidentally walked into the middle of a novel and they’re missing ALL of the context#if that makes any sense#like since i’ve made javieran as a ship i have been brainstorming and building them and their dynamic up VIA POSTS HERE and so those who#have been following me for a while have the full context and we’re on the same page. as i post more and more about them i post about them in#situations where you NEED the full prior established context to understand literally anything that’s happening#like i can’t post content that isn’t basically a continuation of everything else ive ever said. for some reason i cannot make anything that#can be perceived out of context. i think i just said the same thing 10 times. but j guess that also makes sense as to why when new people#find my account 9/10 times they will go and scroll through every post LMFQO they’re like “’i know what happens to them months in but i need#to know how it starts !!! i’m INVESTED !!!!!!!’ LMFAO wow i’m actually insane#thank you to anyone who follows me and has kept up with the lore. i don’t think anyone who actively interacts with me now has been around#since i MADE the ship in 2018/2019 but there are a few who followed me almost immediately after i came back last year (earlier this year(?))#shoutout oizy pete and moss my goats#i wouldn’t consider myself a creative person by any means but idk. like i used to be but i feel like ive lost it but maybe im just insecure#anyway. i’ll probably delete this later but i was just thinking. it’s very rare that i will be allowed to post things that are outside of my#‘brand’ because for some reason i always have to be a brand when im posting. or anywhere. but when i get really high i turn into a human#being#weird. anyway. i’m going to go play cowboy game now.#text#hero's talking to himself again#hero talks about himself for 40 hours#i think that was my ramble tag. i can never remember.
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someone tell me if im overreacting one of my bosses had a call to address a report on a problem project that I sent them and the whole time he just kept saying he was happy to address issues but that I had to go about it ‘the right way’ and not be so hostile.
this whole thing happened cause he asked me a question that, by all rights, he should have known the answer to, and the fact that he was asking that question made me realize he might not have the knowledge I assumed he did, so I sent this 12 page report.
I specifically started the email with something about how I felt we needed to set a baseline because there was a lot of confusion and it was affecting the project, which he is saying was telling him he’s failing at his job and not qualified to be a manager.
i feel very disrespected and im blindingly angry that he’s refusing to accept/acknowledge the feedback because he interpreted my email in bad faith.
am I being a freak?? im second guessing now. like yeah maybe I should have just clarified what he was trying to ask instead of answering the question he actually asked, but that seems a little insane.
like im a professional, I deserve to be respected right? And like I can’t control how he reads an email???? I wasn’t intending it to be attacking so what am I supposed to do if he interprets it that way? but then again maybe I am just a turbo bitch being rude to my boss? idk.
#i feel like im going insane#they have me feeling like it’s my fault he’s mad and I need to stop fucking up but then I think about it and I’m like.#if this was anyone else on earth i would say that I can’t control their emotions and if they feel attacked by something that wasn’t an attac#they should think about why that it and try to grow from it#but then im like idk tho i am the worst ever person to every be alive on earth and everything i do deserves the death penalty#which objectively is also insane so then im like well if I was anyone else I would say that’s incredibly disrespectful#and a bad faith interpretation#so maybe my reaction is correct?#they’re also like. straight up gaslighting me.#like I pull up an email and im like x happened on X date and they’re like no it didn’t and then the project plan gets updated as if it didnt#happen even though it LITERALLY says ON the board.#what do you even do??? I can point to a source and say heeres what happened and they just go no it didn’t and then I have to act like it did#n’t because if I don’t im being hostile??
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its so embarassing likee. going to talk abt a feeling you have but you already know ppl will be like Oh that sounds like depression lol and its like. well yes . i know . trust me i am so aware i am depressed . but its still like a thing ive been thinking abt and wanting to talk abt but ik itll just be like Ok hun 👍. idk idk what response i would want tho ig FNFNFNF
#not anything serious i was just thinking how like. idk. this is gonna sound rly stupid#but for me personally like. sometimes. How do i phrase this without sounding rly evil#i think obv ppl can spend their money however they want but like. its kind of hard 4 me to grasp sometimes like. there r things that ppl#spend a lot of money on bc it makes them happy like umm. vacations or pets or hobbies or whathaveyou. and obviously thats fine but#i iust feel like its all so. temporary and like. idk. idt im ohrasing this right at all i just likee. the thought of working all year to#afford to take a vacation and then working again to afford another vacation just makes me feel like i want to die. like. idk... i like#vacations we dont need to go on them a lot but ig its just like. everything we do just feels like a waste of time. not in like a Ohh you#should be doing more work Obviously its just like. idk. maybe it is just me. but i feel like im just waiting until i die and can be done#with it i guess. and everything i do is just to fill time until that happens. yk ? which is silly bc of my whole. Thing i cant talk abt#but ppl talk abt like. going out and partying or going on vacation or whatever and i like. I like those things its nice when they happen#but they dont rly make me longterm any happier i guess. everything just feels like another thing im doing. idk. this rly isnt coming out the#way it is in my head. and Again i know this is just depression shit or whatever im just like. its all exhausting. it just makes me feel so#tired. to think abt working and working and working so i can pay to be alive and i can save to do one fun thing every so often to keep me#sane enough to keep working and working and working and i probably wont ever be able to retire itll just be. work. and then ill die. yk.#but i feel like the vacations and stuff dont like. refresh me very much. maybe its just bc ive only been on one 'vacation' as an adult and#it was just like. coming home to see my family. and realizing id have to move back home yk..#+ like. my mom nd my gran taking me out for a weekend when i lived up there#nd those things were nice and all but once its over its like. it doesnt fuel me to keep going it doesnt make me feel any better abt having#to work for the rest of my life#ik im being ridiculous bc im literally unemployed and i cant even get up off my ass to get my stupid fucking ged so i can get a job and be#Useful to my family its just like. idk.... i try so hard to be like Oh nothing mayters and thats why everything matters type thing like. Yes#all things end and the point is to just try to be happy until it does#but i feel like it just doesnt happen for me. i feel like any happiness i feel is so insanely like. it happens and then its gone. and its#back to just. the knowledge that im still fucking stuck here. and i will be until it happens. yk. i play video games tomoass the time until#i go back to sleep then i wake up and i make a spreadsheet to pass the time until i go back to sleep#and everyday just feels like passing the time until i go back to sleep and itll just keep going until it happens. and its nice to have nice#days but whats like. the point. yk. everything just ends#IDK. this is all very whiny im sry. ive just been feeling it a lot lately . i hope this doesnt feel like me being like Ohhh you ppl r so#dumb participating in hobbies and going out and having fun dont you know yr gonna DIE? thats not what im trying to be like#its just like. i feel like it doesnt make me as happy as it does other ppl like. none of it refreshes me or makes me want to keep going
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I dont really make posts like this but
look I don't watch the news and Im not gonna lie I don't really understand politics and all that much but, even so, even from the little info ive gotten from just tumblr. its uhm i dont think its that hard?? to understand that all the stuff going on in palestine right now is incredibly fucked up? I dont pretend to know how like. the land and stuff works but i know there is nothing that justifies killing so many people.and KIDS god its. a lot. its really fucked up. I dont really like cursing idk it just doesnt really, i dont feel the need to so know im using it now to convey my strong feelings. so this is me trying to help how i can with just like. internet uhh exposure sorta thing? yknow. talking about it.y eah. if you somehow are seeing all this and thinking its fine? please block me. I dont want you here. Free Palestine
#fishy rambling#important#palestine#current events#aah im a little nervous making this for some reason?#it feels weird idk why#prolly just social anxiety and. talking about serious topics i dont really do that on here much#or in general#and for my own mental health im not gonna read the news cuz i will go insane but#man#its just. a lot#i think i gotta let myself feel for a bit#cuz it really makes me feel horrible. which makes sense cuz uh yeah its a lot#its one thing hearing about things like this happening in history class or something. its another thing when its actively happening#and has been for a long time apparently?? idk but. yeah. really horrible!!#theres a whole lotta messed up stuff in the world and its really awful! but i gotta focus on the positives. but i think its ok to think abo#think about it a bit. i think its healthy to let yourself feel for people#i gotta be a bit careful so it doesnt turn into just depression n stuff tho#but yeah
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Man I just give up.
#dora daily#if only there was a way to just stop everything#idk if I want to die but I want everything to stop#like so many times I go out or smth and something bad happens#or I get triggered in public and I try so hard not to lose myself and start drama in public but I just can’t#every time I show any emotion people start laughing#I can’t even try to stop myself from bawling in the middle of the store without someone#just being so insensitive and rude and diminishing how I feel#you know I say I’m never mad and that is true bc I may seem mad a lot online but I’m not like this irl#but for the first time I actually got mad at someone irl and I was literally gonna beat him#I was genuinely seething so bad it’s not fair and things keep getting worse and worse#I was so close to just throwing this stupid phone and shattering it and ripping up those dumbass#birthday cards they sell in the store#and that stupid bitch of a sister I have is so fucking stupid#she sees someone anxious and incredibly upset and she acts like that ? fuck her#like bro idek how I have lived for this long and idek why I don’t go and just overdose on SOMETHING right now because#logically speaking I should just give up#but I don’t know why I can’t#like please my life is literal shit okay is replying on time so hard for you to fucking do so I don’t go even more insane fuck all of youuuu#UGHHHDJSOS#I SWEAR TO GOD I am so sick of this just you all wait#none of you deserve normal treatment all you deserve is something even worse than ghosting#just you wait let this stupid semester end and I’ll deactivate my socials go speak to the fucking wall you morons#you think I’m gonna wait around what are you paying me to be here ? if anything IM paying with my sanity#like if this was related to a spouse who was a billionaire but he was treating me as shittily as you guys treat me then I’ll say fine#at least I’m getting something out of this transaction who gives a fuck#but im not getting paid#im not receiving support#I’m getting laughed at and ignored#and used only at YOUR CONVENIENCE !!! what the FUCK ! I don’t exist for anyone and certainly not yall even if I did.
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✨ venting ✨
#sometimes i feel like i dont make myself clear enough and i come off as very anti b/ddie but like im not i promise i sincerely would love it#and i like the idea of it but it gets so frustrating seeing people swear up and down every fucking season that its going to happen#like you're allowed to enjoy it unless it goes canon and you have a ten page essay on WHY it should go canon and thats just 🪓🪓🪓#like idk maybe im in the wrong spaces but i feel like ive accumulated a very anti b/ddie audience and that was not ny intention#i just wanna vent about how frustrating it is to see ppl try to convince themselves every little thing = b/ddie when like maybe it doesn't#and that should be fine yknow like youre sucking all of the flavor out of these characters by insisting theres something there that isnt#when there is actually a lot of natural chemisty between the characters and a good foundation for their relationship#that you dilute because no here look they were in the same frame that means b/ddie canon in season 14#like the metas ill see are just see here they looked at each other#when you dont have to do that. the ship speaks for itself. the will reveal. the well situation. the sniper arc. like ALL OF THAT means smth#like the b/cktommy deal. tommy can be important to buck OUTSIDE of how important eddie is. it doesn't have to threaten their relationship#but you let it and you come off as insane and insecure because every little fucking thing has to be about b/ddie and its like jfcccc
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thinking about yoohankim again
#straight up i dont even think theyd be in a like. idk the word. normal relationship. lmao#like theyre all so definitely in love with each other and would do anything for eachothwr but like#but idk if it would even be in a completely romantic sense i think the lines are like incredibly blurred for the kind of love thwyre in#ITS HARD TO PROPERLY ARTICULATE MY THOUGHTS ABOUT IT RN maybe ill write a real post later idk#yoohankim is just soooooo#i love you id do anything for you i literally changed and fought against thebworld for you i exist Because of you you are the reason im aliv#there is no reality where we wouldnt meet anf depend on each other.#but these feelings i have for you go so far beyond romantic or platonic theres no use defining it#if you fell in love with someone else i wouldnt mind because it wouldnt get in the way of what we have. what we have is different#its special#they would never let each other go they would make out sloppy But I Dont Think Theyd Get Married#or like whatever#i dont think they would ever refer to each other with pet names/as their significant other in anything other than a teasing way#it just goes so beyond like everything I DONT KNOWWWWWW#sometimes i see fanart of them being so sweets and its like awww this is so sweets vut i dont think itd actually happen#DOES THIS MAKE SENSE. WHATEVER#i think thats another reason why im such a joongdok hater I DONT THINK THEYD BE IN AN ACTUAL RELATIONSHIPPPPPP#THEYRE YAOIFUL IN A DIFFERENT WAY IM SORRYYYYYYYY#just because theyd have insane gay sex does notttttttt mean theyd tell each other i love you#2 me#if you think different thats fineeee it IS cute and i see where youre coming from i just disagreeeee its whatver#omniscient posting
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