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I dont really make posts like this but
look I don't watch the news and Im not gonna lie I don't really understand politics and all that much but, even so, even from the little info ive gotten from just tumblr. its uhm i dont think its that hard?? to understand that all the stuff going on in palestine right now is incredibly fucked up? I dont pretend to know how like. the land and stuff works but i know there is nothing that justifies killing so many people.and KIDS god its. a lot. its really fucked up. I dont really like cursing idk it just doesnt really, i dont feel the need to so know im using it now to convey my strong feelings. so this is me trying to help how i can with just like. internet uhh exposure sorta thing? yknow. talking about it.y eah. if you somehow are seeing all this and thinking its fine? please block me. I dont want you here. Free Palestine
#fishy rambling#important#palestine#current events#aah im a little nervous making this for some reason?#it feels weird idk why#prolly just social anxiety and. talking about serious topics i dont really do that on here much#or in general#and for my own mental health im not gonna read the news cuz i will go insane but#man#its just. a lot#i think i gotta let myself feel for a bit#cuz it really makes me feel horrible. which makes sense cuz uh yeah its a lot#its one thing hearing about things like this happening in history class or something. its another thing when its actively happening#and has been for a long time apparently?? idk but. yeah. really horrible!!#theres a whole lotta messed up stuff in the world and its really awful! but i gotta focus on the positives. but i think its ok to think abo#think about it a bit. i think its healthy to let yourself feel for people#i gotta be a bit careful so it doesnt turn into just depression n stuff tho#but yeah
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okay is she being actually immature or is it just a woman over 30 expressing a human experience you find to be immature.
like yeah. at certain ages... let shit go. im not defending the real immature shit. im not defending the karen you're picturing. i worked in retail i hate those people too. (once somebody got mad at me because she didn't like how our winter window decor was a snowman smoking a pipe. i wish i was joking).
but men at 57 will write books about how 17 year old girls are soooo sexy. they will invent worlds where women have to be naked for "armor reasons." they will write songs that treat women as objects. people rush to defend them. meanwhile a woman at 35 will be like "heartbreak is hard, actually" or "i feel betrayed by a friend" or "i am struggling with something emotionally." immediately people will say stuff like this woman is 35 by the way. by the way this woman is SO OLD to be experiencing this. BY THE WAY.
im 31, almost 32. the other day a poet was blasted online because at her "big age", she had written a poem about feeling unloved. top comment was "this woman is 29 by the way." this woman is too old to still be useful, by the way. she has to behave better . maybe if she was a good wife and mother she could stop existing loudly, and the story could continue on without her. this woman has served her purpose, by the way. she's so cringe, by the way. at 29 - so old! - she still hasn't figured out that her existence should be one of shame.
#what the fuck.#unfortunately by the time i'd switched accounts (from personal to my poetry one)#i couldn't find it :(#this is why u SEND URSELF THE POST. WHICH I KNOW TO DO BUT!!!#i was so mad i just was like “i'm about to tear this commenter in twain” and . lost da post#if u urself are the 29 and got recently flamed by instagram#i love u. come here. write with me. i was about to pick up a sword for u.#i mean a BIGASS sword.#like we all know im a wlw girlie but the way ppl will be like ''id NEVER write sad poetry about a MAN not LOVING me!!!"#..... wowwwww ur so cool. anyway. people often experience emotions regardless of what u consider cringe.#& if ur gonna shame straight/bi women for feeling a certain way. hope u never write about the#weird relationship between u and ur father. or feeling different from ur brother.#or how ur male best friend fucked u over. since it's SO CRINGE. to have ANY feelings caused by a MAN#like be so for real. beloved. nobody is fucking saying this when men do it.#''oh it's cringe to like a woman or feel heartbroken by her.''#controlling women's feelings and actions???? it's more likely than u think.#btw op is nonbinary do NOT be gender essential on this post i'll kill u with my teeth#edit: btw for the person who dm'd me ''when is it misogyny and when is it actually valid''#pretty easy. if a man had done it#would it be cringe? . like if a man sang a sad song about ''she broke my damn heart''?#if he said ''i want to have kids with her'' or something sexually explicit?? like would u even LIKE IT if a male poet had said it?#& if it's like. nah a 35 yr old man being upset about this is cringe too. yeah it's just cringe. that exists. we both know it does.#but .... often i see this ONLY about women. and i can't help but hear like. how back in middle school#we were fed the lie ''girls mature faster.'' ... why do i have to be emotionally regulated? but if a man wrote about the same things?#..... idk . im pretty anti cringe culture to begin with. but this one feels so bad to me . ur still a person past 33.
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Vanny has a FNAF game question for Michael..
#myart#chloesimagination#comic#michael afton#fnaf vanessa#fnaf vanny#fnaf#sister location#security breach#fnaf help wanted#fnaf fanart#five nights at freddy's#a very unserious comic idea that appeared in my head#Michael is just proving he’s THE GUY#must be weird for Vanny to learn about the whole Afton thing thru game development etc#and then meeting the guy it’s based off of#The pixel art was spot on to Michael carries his energy#idk how Michael feels about all the games about his life#he’s probably just past it like nothing he can do now 💀#why not embrace his status BAHA
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friend wanted to see my tumblr, and when i told him i can’t show it to him bc it’s basically my personal diary he went “oh so I can’t see it but a bunch of strangers on tumblr can??” he literally does not get me. no one will get me like the people in my phone get me
#It’s just so different#even though it’s public it still feels secret and safe. i feel comfy sharing a lot more on here than I do in my actual day to day life lol#in my head I’m also just speaking to myself 90% of the time which helps#if a friend off tumblr saw my thoughts I’d feel so weird ab it#esp bc they might get the vagueposting about certain situations and tell mutual friends#no thank u. this is for me. I’m not about to start censoring my thoughts bc someone I know knows my tumblr#u guys literally saw me have LIVE BREAKDOWNS#meanwhile I’ll have the worst fucking day in history and tell no one about it. I’m already cripplingly private but way more so in real life#this is basically a low stress journaling outlet for me. it’s so important for me to maintain the separation#like this is actually my diary & has been so handy for letting out emotions / articulating thoughts / staying on track !!#& I’ve met so many kind people on here who actually get me. which is so hard to find irl bc I’m surrounded by pre-med gunners/overachievers#who are by standard not very good w emotion & can be competitive/judgmental. or at least it’s hard for me to be vulnerable in front of them#and I’m part of that crowd so I reserve my emotions only to a handful of very close friends#it’s nice to hop on here and express negative emotions!! or positive emotions!! just whatever I want and it’s low stress and people get me#I don’t have to worry about judgment or competitiveness etc etc#like everyone on here is so kind & nice & understanding. & just a breath of fresh air from the types I run w. it’s just nice to have this#so idk that’s why I think I’ll always be strict about keeping the worlds separate. it just works#p
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How did y’all choose your names? Was it just trial and error?
#maybe I can ignore it and just keep my given name#but something eats at me#I HAVE to change my name and idk why#Opal feels disconnected from me in a weird way even though it’s been my name for 22 years#like the name is MINE but it’s not MY name if that makes sense#idk man I’m figuring all this stuff out by myself#in between doing adult shit#I wish I transitioned as a teen when experimenting was more acceptable
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your movie charles art gives me cuteness aggression
obsessed with getting these asks back to back and yet they both hold some truth i think ...... thank you very much everyone ....
#semi-nsft ?? ig ??#xmen#xmen movies#xmen dofp#xmen first class#charles xavier#professor x#snap sketches#fr thank you - both of you :] !!!!! i do my best to make any and all iterations of charles xavier look lovable#not hard. for me anyway. i have this condition called Perpetual Heart Eyes and it worsens when i see/think of a chara i like#tho im mildly appalled by how much love my movie charles doodles get considering i only really draw him. when you guys mention him vjLAEAEJ#'appalled' is a weird word. Pleasantly Surprised is better i think#BUT AGAIN I DONT MEAN TO thats just how it happens. ig thats also why im happy to hear it. or read it LOL#LIKE I /HAVE/ DRAWN HIM ON MY OWN OF /COURSE/ just. def doesnt feel like that much ... hm ...#tho tbh maybe i do draw mostly in response to asks .... im not getting the hard data on that we're moving on it aint that serious#ANYWAYS. more movie charles to come. hopefully. idk if SOON but hopefully i still have some stuff i wanna draw with him#on that note @ second anon topping him wouldnt fix him or make things better really but itd be fun to watch probably
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he’s quite silly to me
#nates drawings#autistic michael canon trust!!!!!!#guys is my art regressing i feel like this looks ass 😭😭#i think it’s time to lock in and get better tee bee aych#but anyway i likr michael a lot#the girl commenting is chloe if you couldn’t tell#to me chloe is the type of person to be like ‘we’re best friends right!!’ to the weird kid in class#is this a controversial take im not a big chloe fan#she seems like the type of person to infantilize autistic people 😓����#anyway im yapping so bad#idk why this drawing looks so odd i haven’t drawn michael in a little while#would you guys still like me if i told you i haven’t been drawing bmc because ive been kinda obsessed with henry danger yaoi#my deepest darkest confession#michael mell#be more chill#be more chill musical#bmc#bmc musical
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I think a lot about the fact that Herobrine as a creepypasta initially was not malicious at all. Like literally he was just some guy who made very specific tunnels, cut leaves off trees and built pyramids in your world, all weird things but really not harmful. Like his worst crime was telling someone on a forum to fuck off when they kept talking about him. But then with time there's been all this additional detail added on like the redstone torches and traps and shrines and he's seemingly gotten more aggressive as an entity within writing and other media. Like he'll actively go out of his way to hinder the player in game or in some depictions irl in some way. All of this is to say I think the more we tried to figure out Herobrine and shit the more we pissed him off a little. Give the man some space I'm sure he's tired of the 12 year olds trying to summon him every other day. EDIT: Please check out my Minecraft AU if you like MC stuff like this, I put a lot of work into it with my partner.
#minecraft#mineblr#herobrine#creepypasta#wheres that one ai greentext about herobrine. it feels relevant to this#i think its really funny that canon herobrine is literally just some guy who does weird shit but isnt really harmful#but all the more malicious stuff is purely fanon that we've for the most part accepted as a community#idk this is why i wanna do an animatic with him and Groda (the creepypasta one)#bc i think the stark differences between the two really make it all the more apparent and also makes for a funny dynamic
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MIGHT finish this idk!!
Bonus stupid doodle bc I liked their fuzzy designs.
#art#fanart#my art#original art#wip#work in progress#Splatoon#Splatoon art#splatoon fanart#splatoon fan art#Splatoon marina#marina Splatoon#spatoon marina fanart#marina ida#Splatoon Pearl#pearl Splatoon#Splatoon Pearl fanart#pearl houzuki#Splatoon pearlina#pearlina#pearlina splatoon#Splatoon au#fuzzy Pearl#fuzzy Marina#fuzzy au#sometimes I post these and I’m scared someone’s gonna point out the fact that I include a lot of body hair in them#but like first of all you shouldn’t do that and second of all. it’s pretty to me?? I personally love body hair and it’s natural so why do#i complain about it? it’s also a way to feel comfortable about my own body. idk I got weird coping mechanisms bear with me#im weird in general#and i like it
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The little alien in Al's body fighting to escape + I spilt me beer on the radio (it looks like a little island) [X]
#al is the alien the body is someone elses he stole it#idk why the person is trying to keep him in there#i feel weird analysing every little thing he does i wouldnt want someone to do that to me when im having a conversation#twitchy#charlies autism collections#alex turner#miles kane#idk if i should tag him in case someones looking for miles specific content idk#tlsp#the last shadow puppets#stu bru#interview
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Nice catch! :]
Here's a very self indulgent and low effort drawing I made in an attempt to keep my sanity lol
#lu legend#linked universe#lu fanart#why is his hair dry? why is he not transforming back? Idk I just got the image in my mind and my hand started moving on its own#do I know the tail is blue? yeah. will I still imagine it's pink? absolutely. it looks too god on him#hope the proportions aren't too weird I didn't really go back to fix things bc I just wanted this out of my system lol#I looked at like three pictures of harpoons I'm sorry if it makes no sense#The whole time I was wondering what my ancestors would think of me if they were watching me from the afterlife 😩#anyways. him. that's the post#I feel like I always end up drawing him with too much hair lol#cw blood#cw injury#told myself I was just going to add a few final details like three hours ago 😭#ayuda quiten esto de los cuadritos que salen en mi perfil 😭😭 q pena
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For my birthday... read my webcomic! It's literally free! (Unless you want books. Those are not free)
It's beautiful, it's gentle, it's funny, they're canonically t4t and gay... And it's about time traveling vampires solving supernatural mysteries!
I've spent thousands of hours writing and drawing it, and it's really good! I'm not biased!
It's on hiatus right now and coming back in 2 months, so it's the perfect time to get caught up
#i felt weird putting this in there so I didnt but I've also received recognition for excellence in writing#and was nominated as a fan favorite on webtoon canvas...#so like not only do i work super hard but its just really good!#im not ashamed of claiming that i think my work is well done. if i didn't think i was doing a good job why would i do it#buuuut. something about being like please read my comic im literally so good at comics feels weird to me#even though i think that. in my brain#i dont want to imply that there is some objective or tangible goodness to my work simply for receiving some accolades#its nothing other than some accolades. whether or not someone likes it is up to them#so i guess to me it just feels superfluous#but genuinely I love my comics...#i re read them all the time. and i enjoy them!#theres things i would change and probably will change when i go to print#but i did what I could with the time and energy I had#and when it comes back... oh boy.#my friends have agreed its the best stuff ive ever written. it's literally so good...#im so excited to share.#still not fully ready to officially commit to the return date#but i am gunning for it!#webcomics#webtoon#time and time again#its my birthday!#idk wtf to tag this as. im 27 now...#read my comic#LOL
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Please ignore if this is too personal but IIRC you were/are dealing with caffeine addiction? I hope you're doing Ok, as a former addict I know how hard it is so wishing you the best xx
thank you for checking in!!
i'm doing very well!! i haven't cut out coffee completely bc i really don't think i can (it's been one of my daily pleasures for SO long), but right now i only have 1-2 espresso shots and i don't even have it every day anymore
also remembering that i used to have 4-6 shots per drink, sometimes multiple times a day, makes me want to throw up now which is probably a good sign ajkdhdsh
#ramble#tw addiction#i've always felt weird calling it an addiction bc like. it was just coffee and it feels like bastardising a little bit#but i mean it was a habit i couldn't live without and it was making my life actively worse so i feel like it qualifies#the fact that someone checks in on me every couple of months is very sweet :'))#if you're asking how i was like. ok. during the worst of it#amazing question. i was NOT#as someone who already has digestive issues idk why the fuck i did that to myself sjhdhdsh#i'm starting my job soon and i'm a bit worried it's going to get bad again so if it does i'll switch fully to decaf#it's not even about the energy i just like having a fun little drink in the middle of the day#so if i have to stop having caffeine completely it shouldn't be that bad#as long as i have my syrups and my milk frother i'll be grand
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#this one is very easy to get strange angles with. because it's just got so many weird shapes on it#porygon#bald#even the original front-facing angle was strange and you could barely tell it's front-facing#hell‚ this angle you can at least tell what it's supposed to be#if you remember the realpokemon post. you remember#this thing also got like banned from the anime or some shit because of an episode that featured it giving kids seizures#fucking did i almost just type “seasures”?? hello?? where am i#even though it was pikachu who initiated the explosion that caused the seizures. and iirc it wasn't even that many seizures#it was like the galaxy note7. where only like 20 or so phones actually exploded but it still got banned from planes#or maybe i'm remembering Every tidbit of information here incorrectly!#y'see folks. this is why i am not a reliable source of information#because i will not be fact checking any of this and instead i'll end off the post with “but idk lol”#edit: it was a lot of seizures. and yes this justifies taking the episode off the air but i don’t feel like the pokémon itself#deserves to be banned from the anime is my point. plenty of folks still like this pokémon#hmm. i wonder if i maybe shouldn’t be spreading middle school rumors on the middle school rumors website
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had this idea for the saviour trope and i literally struggled the whole day just for their gay ass smh
idk i feel like akko would randomly do trustfalls to feel like a pretty princess
#or to hug diana idk gay ppl are weird :/#also why did i thought these uniforms were a good idea to draw ??#i don't even understand how they work :')#i also wanted to add hannah and barbara in the back but i got lazy lmao#but this was so fun to draw i rlly feel like i'm improving on digital art#lwa#little witch academia#diakko#dianakko#dianakko week#diakko week#akko kagari#akko little witch academia#diana cavendish#diana little witch academia
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