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#i feel a certain way tonight
thueenz · 11 months
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been thinking about reincarnation a lot lately. well i have been for years but especially these past few days. in an irl context continuing my recent trend of posting about this stuff, bc i do believe in reincarnation very fully. but just thinking about it. i love love. love that persists for so long. i have a lot of experiences with reincarnation. meeting people, trying to meet people, trying very hard sometimes. succeeding more easily sometimes than others. various people. a lot of people view reincarnation as this distant wonder, but i dont. its just love, love that persists, love that returns to you time and time again. to know someone like the back of your hand still and have it just on the tip of your tongue unable to fully recall. but the love remains. its natural and attainable and varies from person to person but it isn't some distant wonder or unattainable dream. 'i love you so much i want to see you again, i will see you again' is such a natural and easy thing to create sometimes. its as natural as breathing. love persists. it doesnt have to be hard. it doesnt have to be out of reach. something as simple as finding a pet you once knew, in this life or another, a friend, a lover. why make it hard? i so wholly believe that love is everywhere and in all of us. in my mind to believe in reincarnation yet keep it at a tentative distance is such a disheartening thing to do. and ive done it. but love is natural. 'i love you and i will find you again, i love you so much that i want to see you again, and share a life with you again'. it isnt hard. it shouldnt be. i love you so much it fills me with joy to see you again. i love you
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muzzlemouths · 1 year
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I don't say this enough but every day that goes by is a day I'm overwhelmed with love for this fandom. Everyone here is incredibly genuine and patient and kindhearted, never before has a fandom felt more like family. You're all exceptionally talented to boot (yes, ALL OF YOU) and every contribution you've made to this community matters to me more than words can express. Truly, you've made this a warm, welcoming, and unforgettable place to be, and I know I'm not alone in feeling grateful for this big ol' home everyone's worked to build 💕
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sammy8d257 · 2 years
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Well, well, look who's inside again,
Went out to look for a reason to hide again,
Well, well, buddy you found it,
Now come out with your hands up
We've got you surrounded
-"Look Who's Inside Again" and "Goodbye" by Bo Burnham
I watched Bo Burnham's Inside special last friday and I-
I'm feeling a certain way tonight bois
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cheerfullycatholic · 1 month
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I bought the 25th anniversary of poto for my birthday and watched it again today and wow 😭 I think it really is my favorite thing ever (sorry Cats the musical you may have been moved down to second favorite 😬)
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amngtheflowers · 5 months
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Every sentiment.
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velvetvexations · 3 months
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Here to support you. It’s understandable for you to be angry unfortunately. But you’ve got a handle on it I believe
someone I until a few minutes ago followed put a post on my dash and I went to OP's blog and they were like "I don't talk a lot about trans issues" and I was like "your post about it was really bad so maybe you should talk about it less" followed seconds later by instant regret and an apology for being too mean because telling trans people to not talk about transphobia is if nothing else a bad look
I've said this before but Fantasy High Junior Year was incredibly timed for me personally for being themed around rage (or at least attempting to be), because the discourse about it on Reddit prompted me to delete my account and come back to Tumblr where I've had to examine my anger issues a lot deeper than ever before
Kipperlilly Copperkettle may not be a kin but she turned out in a late-season twist to be more deeply relatable than I ever could have imagined and that was when my interest in her went from spiting the people that irrationally hated her to Queen of Velvet Blorbos
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dukethomas · 2 years
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[Transcript:
Title: This is a Story About Mothers & throat linings torn out with the knife of a spade you spit out blood & you swallow it all down. everything left unsaid. this is a story about mothers but forget the daughters & / everything is about daughters. i love you, i do everything for you / fuck you damn you to hell & damn me. reach into the mirror & pull your mother out, won’t you be a dear. let you kiss my pride, teeth snagging on the scab. oh daughter, you can drive away but i’ll always be with you / & the snake eats its tail. forget the daughters, this is a story about mothers.
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jeonqkooks · 6 months
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bolt-x0 · 4 months
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I think humans were really only supposed to craft shit, hold eachother, and share things with the people they loved. I use my hands to make art for them. I use them to make food for them. Anytime I use my hands it’s to make something I can / want to share with my friends and family. My hand fits perfectly into my parents and friends’. Holding someone leaves practically no space between us. My body is like a puzzle piece that can fit with the people I love most. My life feels completed with good people, food, and gifts.
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catastrxblues · 9 months
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lilydvoratrelundar · 1 month
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Having a good day today. Striking me how that hasn't happened very often this summer.
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orionis13 · 7 months
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Me when I have to write an essay about a specific prompt and not an essay about the queer themes ive fully outlined in my head for class
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tvrningout · 8 months
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if i'm honest, i'm having a bout of " am i being annoying? " so i might just see myself out till tomorrow. i hate to do that bc i really wanna get my drafts queued, but i also don't think it's good for me to force myself to do something if i'm feeling off. maybe i'll surprise myself and come back and write? but i'm not gonna stress about it too much -- or at least try not to :' )
please take care of yourselves and remember it's alright to take a break when you need one <3 in general ofc, but especially on this silly lil website bc this is a hobby -- not a job!!
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bluesidedown · 8 months
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bunnihearted · 10 months
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#i feel like im going insane and tonight it's esp bad so i need to.... vent :$#some time ago i had the fortune of a very very wonderful person entering my life. and since day one BOOM i think of them every single day#im not even exaggerating.. like every single day i just think and daydream of them. i've had sm extra inabiloty to focus -#bc i just need to constantly stop and think of them.....#there is so much abt them to adore and admire. so much!!!! i didnt know someone like them could exist..#i love talking to them and i just wanna kno everything there is to know abt them!!! everything regarding interests me#there's also the aspect of how i feel talking to them. i know they dont judge the same way as other ppl do so it's easier to talk to them#tho i still have avpd so i often start over explaining myself and get insecure etc etc. i need to get out of my head!!!!#idk.. idk... it has never been like this for me. so im also scared#what do i do.. how do i navigate this? i've never been here before and i feel lost even if it's def not a bad place to be in#every single day... i just wish that i could be with them more and more. this wish never calms down it just gets bigger#but. how? how do i break this loop and make it into reality? is it only gonna stay as a desire and a daydream? :(( i rlly dont want that#im scared too. bc what if i want and can make it my reality but it just wont happen? what if it just wont#im also not the only one in this equation that decides. what if... i have to face rejection.. what if im a disappointment. what if what if#i dont know!! i only know that i think of them all day every day. it gets more nd more intense each day.#i also get more sure that it's what i want...#anywayyyy. im actually.. driving myself insane with how obsessively i think of this#i cant quite put it into words but i had to get at least some of it off my chest#like how. do i express my feelings to them. how do i turn it into reality. how do i face that fear of the unknown and smth i've never done#but also how do i face that fear and prepare for the fact that even if i want smth dreams made into reality cant be certain.#there r so many life things that decide what happens too.... not just my will and desire#but as well as.. how do i prqepare myself to deal with the potential oh whoops maybe im the only one who rlly want this.#maybe this is onesided maybe my feelings just flew out of control nd idk how to reel them back in whoops.#like i dont know at all what could happen.. all i know is what i wish.. hmm gosh this is all just making my head spin every day.
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aliosne · 5 months
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I need to find a new way to walk home I keep Encountering Things
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