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wikiangela · 4 months

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#just saw like half of a tiktok and the urge to make another vent post....#but i wont i dont wanna get into the discourse lol #all im gonna say is - just bc buck 'likes to fix things' doesnt mean he's gonna drop everything to deal with eddies mess #he has his own life and if he wants to have dinner with his bf after a hard day he can #bobby is with his wife and resting why would buck stick around #and Eddie's situation is not bucks to fix - he was there for support and did what he always does #like yeah eddie is about to lose chris and it's awful but what do you expect buck to do about it??? there's literally nothing he can #why are people now mad that he wasnt with Bobby or Eddie and instead went to have dinner with tommy #and it wasnt ooc imo - this is buck finally thinking of himself and his needs first like he should #he won't always be there to fix things for every single person bc he shouldn't be??#(and imo nothing about the convo was weird or ooc either - maybe rushed but they had a minute lol)#well i guess it did turn into a vent in the tags lmao #im gonna delete this im just sooooo annoyed #tiktok how many times do i have to say i wanna stay off 911tok ugh

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alyimoss · 1 month

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cursed with never knowing whats appropriate and what isnt in conversation. talked to a guy yesterday and he asked me a question abt one of my interests and i answered. and then he just. did not follow up. even tho i asked him smthn. and like id love to point it out but goddd damn. do i not want to cross boundaries

#//vent #like hes cool. hes nice. i like that guy.#....but.#like holy shit ik im not entitled to answers or engagement but unless were talking abt smthn hes into its like talking to a brick wall #and i dont think he does it on purpose?? and i dont think im much better either #its whats stopping me from pointing it out. bc im not sure that im not the same exact way #like i do try yknow?? to engage w shit???? to answer questions and respond to every part of a message???#talking to him sometimes is like having a conversation and when its my turn he just gets up and leaves in the middle of me talking #closes the door behind him and im like “oh hell be back! :)” and then 26 hours later its just. nothing.#i dont wanna start shit i dont... but i feel like im losing my mind #any time i wanna share smthn i like and am passionate abt its just. wall time #i can have wall time in the privacy of my own home man cmon.#i dont wanna seem needy or entitled by pressing the issue but its just. not making me feel great #idk im just. idk.#im too afraid of asking for things lmfao im so convinced if i do people will leave #ughhhh i just dont know what to do here #:/

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wellthatsunfortunate444 · 1 month

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i need someone to cut my head open like a messy science experiment

#i dont want to think thoughts anymore #please turn my brain to literall mush #pretty please #i wanna cvt #sh #sh recovery #cvtblr #vent #sh vent #988blr #vent post #self h@rm #cvtt!ng #i need a lobotomy #depressing shit #low mood #i wanna kms but not rlly

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hillerska-official · 7 months

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I'm about to have a birthday as an adult you know what that means!

#its not that i dont wanna get old or anything like that #its just that i spent today alone in bed playing video games and doing homework #and tomorrow ill go to class like normal and i wont get to see any of my friends #and i think about the fact that there was a time when birthdays were so special #when i was little and theyd wish you a happy birthday on the morning announcements #and you could bring in cake or pizza and have a 30 minutr party with your whole class #or when i was a bit older and youd show up to school on your birthday and get fuckin mauled #and you just spend all these years with birthdays meaning something until it just stops #and you're turning 24 and finals season is about to start and you dont even have the time to bake cupcakes to share with friends #and you're the only one who cares #not yr #vent #personal

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livingdeadvamp · 8 months

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Idk why everyone is mad at op they kinda have a point?? They never said they vented 24/7 without asking for permission, just that they don't wanna hold back problems for the sake of making others happy. Like if you can't do that then that's fine but it doesn't make them a bad person, it just means you're not compatible as friends

#tbh if you refuse to EVER hear a friend's problem then you're just as bad as people who do vent constantly without permission #maybe its just me but how can you ever become truly close to someone if you only wanna see them when theyre good and happy #like. people are complex. theyre good and bad. you cant just turn a blind eye to the sides of people you dont like #i could go on about like toxic self care and how its kinda making people think ''anything that makes me uncomfortable is bad''#but ive probably said enough lmao #anyway. theres a difference between venting and using someone as a therapist #and its kinda sad to see how many people apparently DONT think that #rant over!

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carnivalcarriondiscarded · 1 year

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the desire to do comms vs my inability to remember that i got a message FIGHT-

#its like 'oh a message! i will respond later'#and then later never comes cause i have no damn object permanence Or working memory #then its like... what do i even say #'hi sorry i ghosted your simple question for two days i forgot you messaged me' AGH #or especially lately #i mean to do things and then i get a New piece of distressing information about the way my life is going #which then consumes my thoughts and leaves no room for anything else #ahaha thanks! ill claw my eyes out now!! wow!!! FUCK!#trying to keep up the things i enjoy is. so tough rn #but ill flounder w/o em so! hard work that i am mostly failing at but i Keep Trying #yes i wanna do comms. yes i wanna draw. yes i wanna talk to people. can i? mmmmm......#can't wait for this chapter in my life to be over. goddamn.#ive been in a perpetual state of intense stress since early childhood #but my fucking duck things lately have been taking the cake #absolutely unprompted #oh no this is turning into a vent post Look Away #well my mother called again last night and was all 'im getting you a car'#and uh. i started physically shaking while profusely thanking her (lying through me teeth)#GIRL!!! I DONT NEED A CAR THATS TOO MUCH RN!!!#she's always mentioning how the collective We are tight on money #and that rn i need to focus on making decisions and getting a job ill hold for like. a month #and then she slams this down outta left field??? thats so much extra stress i dont need right now???#now i gotta worry about parking and maintaining it and gas money i dont have And And And-#i cant exactly tell her Dont Fucking Do That bc then she'll blow up in my face and call me inconsiderate & ungrateful again #me and my stepdad dont have the fucking TIME to get one! and then she was like 'oh i can always come down to help'#please dont. do not do that. i cant deal with you in person right now that sounds hellish #anyway. case in point #cant even think about messages and stuff i Want to think about bc all this bullshit is taking up my entire mind #metaphorically slamming my face into a brick wall till theres nothing left. aaaghhahsbkjadadj #its too much its Too Much everything is so much and its too much and can i be let be for two fuckin seconds please

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moonlit-orchid · 5 months

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When your friend needs you to be there to comfort them, but you have no energy for serious conversations and so you're stuck wondering if youre being a selfish asshole or if youre justified in not wanting to be the one to sort their problems out

#vent #its not like they didnt offer to hear my problems. but i just dont want to talk about. or anything #i dont want serious conversations. i dont want to have to worry about other people. i just cant.#im just so fucking exhausted and i dont know if its talking to them and feeling drained by the fact that theyre going through something-#-and that i need to be the therapist or if im just sick. again.#plus yesterday i slept late. my mum made me cry (i think she was just tired out by that point in the day so i doubt it was personal)#and just #im fucking tired ok #and I'm sorry im a bad friend #i just dont have energy. i want to have good energy around me to try give me some.#but when theyre upset it gets into me and drains me and I've been there as much as i can but i just cant right now. im too tired #i know im a shitty person but literally everyone got to be a shitty person at my expense so isnt it my fucking turn?#and then assuming i was acting like that to hurt them. I DO NOT WANT TO HURT ANYONE. IF WE HAVE A FIGHT I WANT TO MOVE ON.#I'm not gonna be caught up in it if we resolved it #but yeah. long story short they're going through shit and i feel like shit #and i think them going through shit is what makes me feel like shit. because i worry about them #and they can lash out on me #i just dont know anymore. i dont know if im an awful person or not #last year i broke up with a friend and my mum said I'll do the same with the next friend #it wasnt my fault #that friend ghosted me #im trying not to be her rn too and im scared that ive been in the wrong im scared im a shitty person too #but at the same time im too done to even really care #i just wanna stop fucking feeling all this and just get on with my day

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winterstaryu · 2 months

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I said something that could have been interpreted as mean literally 3 days ago and I still can't stop thinking about it

#a clover? a talking clover!?#i feel BAD #like #i just want to be your friend so bad Im sorry Im like this #i need everyone to like me so much All the Time and accidentally coming off as rude or mean is awful I dont wanna make people feel bad #that is rhe opposite of what I want #and I feel. So annoying lately #like. I worry Im bothering people ALL the time #its so hard for me to tell when people are sick of me #and idk. I never know #Im trying so hard to unlearn this idea that I am inherently a problem for people #that I make everyone around me worse #that my existence is a burden and I will be the downfall of the people I care about #god that sounds so dramatic but I was made so responsible for the wellbeing of people around me for so long #that my mom's depression was my fault #and I still feel that way #sorry this turned into such a vent

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dappersautismcreature · 11 months

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actually im sorry but i Dont like seeing my favorite characters be forced to ruin their relationships. i get no catharsis from any of that shit it just makes me depressed. sorry but not for me, i like when things actually work out and the narrative isnt telling me to just go fuck myself if i wanna be happy

#immmm #gonna step away and watch vods for a bit #i dont want this right now #fuck #qsmp neg #i GUESS #i still love it so so s o much gods it hurts when my favorite thing in so long is turning sour for me i hate this #vent #maybe #ugh #i dont wanna feel this way

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im-traumatised · 2 years

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When the joint pain so bad you can't even hold your phone for too long

#shott meee pleaseeeee im so done #granted was my fault #been having bad pain flair up last few days because it got cold really suddenly and my body seemed to freak out #but woke up today and like ocd brain couldnt stand the state of my apartment and kept breaking down over bits #and in turn making me clean it #so i did too much and now im having a major fatigue crash and pain every aha #i hate my body #im tired everythings too hard not sure how imma get food later and I just want someone to hug mw #dont wanna be alone #man my wheat pack died on me too so i csnt even get that pain releif although wouldn't be able to get up and make it anyway #i an in hell this is hell #AceofDragons #vent #actually disabled #heds #chronic pain

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neuroticboyfriend · 7 months

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dissociation go brrr

#hi my name is. mentally unstable #i feel happy in a sick way #even tho the reasons im happy are healthy #the actual emotion feels. too much. too much. like.#i cant explain it #its like when a cake is too sweet #like yes its food its good to eat and its yummy but its also too sweet #so you dont wanna eat too much of it but #like i cant just Turn Off my emotions ykno??#-_-#julian rants #vent

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