#i dont wanna be that person anymore

[shesaidhello-hello]

life has been so weird. so bittersweet.

ive made new friends, i finally admitted i have a problem with alcohol and im so stuck creatively.

im not good at handling good things, or bad things, or anything in general.

i cant sleep, or have any kind of healthy relationship with food. im sad and tired and full of rage and vanity and most of all, im so scared. i feel like fear is consuming me and i dont know how to stop it.

im scared that all these ugly parts of me keep coming out and i dont wanna end up alone. but its so addicting, the sadness, the rage, the emptiness. how do i stop being triggered by happiness? how do i let myself be?

[dukeofthomas]

Honestly the thing about Jason&Bruce for me is that I don't think they can reconsile.

Like even outside of the different moralities and vengeance and the Joker and all of that. Once your father has split your throat open with a knife, that's it. You can't come back from that. There is no reconciliation or forgiveness after something like that is done.

[mattastr0phic]

[fallowtail]

controversial take here but i really hope hetty is on her absolute worst nastygirl/comedic clown behavior in s4 to push back against the poor little meow meow woobification curse shes been experiencing since holes because i am tired

[puppyeared]

learning abt friendship decay and "not reaching out to your friends for months at a time unprompted is not neurotypical behaviour" has me feeling a certain way

[mewguca]

Faded Memories

slivermoon pen doodle

[jack-fruit]

Sorry but personally disagree with everyone mad that Hunter wasn't there when Belos died. Like you are absolutely allowed to have wanted to see that confrontation but idk personally I don't think Belos deserved that. Hunter already had his final confrontation with Belos in Thanks to Them and personally I wouldn't want to shoehorn him into the final confrontation just so I could have every detail of Belos's life spelled out when we already have enough details to piece together the story on our own.

[starrysharks]

heavenly virtues - medical malpractice, 1st degree murder, and breaking and entering

[uglyf4wn]

realizing that communication actually doesnt matter as much as ppl say it does, bc most ppl glorify it and see it as a magical solution when in fact communicating your feelings/wants/needs only work if other ppl are receptible to it. which... most ppl arent, both bc many dont want to bc it requires too much effort of them and it's easier to shift blame on others not "communicating", but also bc many many ppl just have brains that arent wired to understand others, or other viewpoints and perspectives. thus, no level of communication will make someone who isnt capable of receiving it hear you. most efforts to "communicate" are completely wasted. and it's frustrating, but what can u do?

[storytellering]

The real mastermind (redraw)

[macbethz]

I think it’s very interesting that, in America at least, because of tremendously effective anti-smoking education in the span of a generation cigarettes went from this icon of Americana to an indicator of addiction, to be treated the same way society at large treats addicts in general, which is with disgust and social pariahhood.

I have to put the mandatory disclaimer here because tumblr functions like a sneaky genie looking for loopholes in your posts to get mad at but like yes anti smoking education good smoking bad etc. However I think because it is so tied to how American culture treats addiction and morality it has led to this vast cultural divide where nonsmokers view smokers as nonhuman entities worthy of death and lung cancer who are just trying to poison everyone around them like cartoon villains. This discourages smokers from interacting with nonsmokers, and they retreat to smoking spaces where they only encounter other smokers and thus don’t really have a clear path to quitting if they choose too. It really is the same as every other drug.

There’s also a heavier stigma around smoking than vaping even though their differences may be negligible simply because the symbolic associations with the cigarette object itself are so much more strongly embedded. Anyway stop making so many stupid posts abt cigarettes on tumblr dot com so I stop thinking about cigarette semiotics please

[hattoriscap]

idk to me i find it hard to relate to artists & writers who say that people telling them they Miss Their Art/Fics is pressuring them into creating more.

like for me, from an ~artist's~ pov, like, i would consider that a compliment? like, someone out there is excited to see me creating stuff. isnt that fun? isnt that good?

& from an art & fics lover pov, like, i DO miss creators when they're gone for a while. like. im not DEMANDING anything. im just. idk. saying I Miss Their Presence.

[ganondoodle]

in light of the news that riot games is letting go 11% of their workers (over 500 people), including long time workers responsible for big parts of the best lore in the entire league ip, AND cutting down LoR AND abandoning Riot Forge (the best idea they had in years lol)-

i stopped playing league a long time ago for multiple reasons, but one of the big ones were my annoyance with the increasingly shit ass monetization (thats only getting WORSE and MORE exploitative) and my frustration with its constant boring ass design decisions (like every new champ being either sexy girly girl that looks like all of the rest of them or sexy guy thats also starting to have the same problem plus all skins putting female champs in just another dress no matter how monsterfied the male champs were-) with my only interest in it being the lore and the attachment i felt to certain characters

im not even really interested in arcane anymore .. i was looking forward to it bc i like fortiches work alot but given how riot immedaitely wanted to make it canon (a dumb and stupid idea) after the first season was successful, which already made it less enjoyable for me, this is just ... idk, what does it matter

these news together with how bafflingly badly written totk was and its subpar quality (especialyl for that PRICE) that made me fear the future of loz yet it was still wildly sucessful (we deserve better than this!!), the recent commercial success of the plagiarism pokemon slavery/trafficking game and the general situation of the games industry, with AI rampant and CEOs sucking it up to shareholders only, constant massive lay offs everywhere in every studio

i have little hope left there will be new, good, games from big studios .. what an exhausting shitty world we live in

[iddybittysnail]

one of my teachers said disco was crap STRAIGHT TO MY FACE MIGHT I ADD

now i got MAJOR beef with that guy

[kenanthefallendemon]

Hey everyone

I need all of you to do me a favour

Long story short

I need everyone on Tumbler to say I love you Kenan

The reason why is because I honestly feel broken and shattered

I just want everyone to say that they honestly love me because the suicidal thoughts in my head are infecting my brain like parasites

So everyone who sees this

Just say I love you Kenan

Nothing else...

[etherealspacejelly]

i kinda hate when i make a silly post just. off the dome. and then it gets ten billion gazillion notes and people start saying "op what about" and "why didnt you mention" its like. you dont get it this took me 30 seconds to write and was meant to be seen by like 10 of my mutuals tops.

why are you in my house.