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gasterofficial · 4 months ago

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um no offense but while we are romanticizing being freaks (cool and good) could we maybe not do that with incest and pedophilia maybe ^_^

#avem hater moment #im really tired of this. im just really tired. i dont want to argue witj anyone about fiction or morals or whatever #(this post is not about shipping discourse)#i just want ro post this because ive almost made a post like this many times and its finally boiling over #if this is kink shaming i honestly dont give a fuck!#csa mention #incest mention #i dont remember how i tagged these in the past….#i might delete this post later i dont know. i just. need to get it off my chest

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cent-scratchnsniff · 3 months ago

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i wish to be your shadow , forever behind you , even if i am not good enough

plus some extra. they are quite literally metal boxes. i wonder how large they are in actually. im assuming human size? i also never realized just how complicated hokma's was.. i think its all the gears

#lobotomy corporation #lobcorp #lobotomy corp spoilers #hokma #hokma lobcorp #ayin #ayin lobcorp #im always worried about ooc but then a realize. IT DOESNT MATTER!!! i want them to hug #but then i think abt it and i dont know how to draw hugs. does it matter? NO!! you can tell what it is . good enough #anyways tagging w ayin is always weird because its not QUITE him (from my understanding im not even done im on day 47(pain))#its a mix of consciousness between a blank slate who processes and feels things in a similar manner but then memories put onto him that --#-- logically are his but even then theyre seperate entetied in a way even still (angela noted this in one of the days cant remember which)#so its like.... x and a put into one . i thinkk where its going w it is that each are different aspects ended up experiencing and processin #this grief and hopelessness in different ways? and then ending up being assigned a name as a reflection of different aspects born of the --#-- character that was the entirety of 'ayin'. different aspects isolated via extreme measures when they are ALL ayin just... yknow extremes #FROM MY UNDERSTANDING DONT CORRECT ME IM NOT DONE!!! IM NOT DONE!!!! ITLL HAPPEN 98 HRS SO FAR TRUST #((well day 47 when i queued this to be posted .. hopefully ill be past that and with a acceptable death count))#(((I did btw what the fuck hatbthe fuck whayt hfbf ck)))#I FROGOY i #x lobcorp

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gifti3 · 6 months ago

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So i headcanon that demons (maybe angels too) have more than 1 heart…

Imagine that one day your demon darling invite you to dinner and ofc you agree! So you’re talking with them waiting for ur meal then it arrives. On the plate it’s a cooked DEMON heart and it’s not just any demon heart it’s your demon’s heart. Them smiling and said “do you like it?”

Apparently, demon do that to express love to their mates and it’s also one of the most imtimate ways (in demon’s sense) to show love.

I need more contents of the boys actually being demon 😔

i fuck with this, not gonna lie

the monsterfucker in me is always intrigued by the differences in how a nonhuman would express their love lmao of course most people would be surprised if their demon lover presented them with their second heart but after initial shock and them explaining if you think about it….you cant help but be (strangely?) touched like wow this person really likes me huh (///∇///) so we r pretty much soulmates! presenting one of ur hearts is a pretty big deal just from a logical standpoint, cause u forever nerfed urself for someone

now actually eating the heart is a whole nother question lmaoo

yea you know demons sometimes like to eat each other (and humans sometimes) but humans dont really do that as a casual activity and it usually gets you ostracized lol

u cant help but feel a little bad not eating it though…they cooked their whole second heart, they had it removed from their body which probably wasnt a painless thing to do but for your demon its mainly a way for them to show their devotion more than anything ,,,tho i know some of those brothers were actually expecting you to eat it lol it would be very funny if you both were sitting there after you were like aww thats so sweet and then he was like….well r u gonna eat it? :]

asmo and mammon come to mind first honestly LMAO

asmo is “kind of” intense when it comes to love and the mammon is a tsundere--"well...are you gonna eat it or what?"（//︶^︶）typa deal--so thats why i say that

and then maybe beel and belphie

beel cause i feel like it might go over his head at first (especially since this involves food) but then he'll remember like oh right humans dont eat that my bad

belphie i just think is hopeful you know...if that makes sense, so hes not surprised if you dont wanna eat it but maybe a bit huffy about it

i think satan and lucifer are too smart and like “normal” to actually expect a human to do that

while levi is... levi

hed probably get self conscious and be like well yea of course they wouldnt wanna eat my heart...

and then u gotta really reassure him its not him its you :d

#obey me nightbringer #obey me #obey me x reader #not taggin all those brothers im sorry lol #i like playing guess how that character will react #especially with characters i dont know very well lol #okay that was fun #thanks for the ask!!#its nice getting surprise messages :]#idk even how to tag this!!#like gruesome or something??#tw body horror #tw gore #maybe??#ACTUALLY #i wanted to say #remember when the threat of demons eating mc were constantly brought up in the beginning of the game lmao #that feels like a whole other world now #i wonder if the boys still get urges to eat mc sometimes tho #cause i was reading a novel with a demon ml and he fell for the mc #and he has demonic urges sometimes that he has to control #and actually a different demon in the past was infatuated with him and wanted to eat him because of it #so that was normal down in hell #like that would be considered love #fortunately for mc the ml isnt full demon anymore so i think it helps muddle those eating urges a lot #but hes yandere tho cause his version of love is still very intense and strange by human standards #i need to finish this story btw

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lunarharp · 7 months ago

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revamped looong mermaid orufrey au :')

#witch hat tag #orufrey #partial nudity /#about half of it is new the other half is redrawn from last year. Why would you rescribble some scribbles. Well it was bad.#i always underestimate how much i've improved in a year last may was questionable. also it's not even may any more so why mermaids now.#sorry if you remember this but at least half is new story. i'll just paste more explanation from twt....#first qifrey was cursed by EVIL WITCH eye taken and thrown into the sea #memory-less. then kind little witch boy oru found him on the beach & they became friends #they drifted apart after falling for each other bc qif knew he could never be with him.#oru walked on the beach every day for years hoping to see him again until so desperate he goes into the sea (on a ship?) & is dying #qifrey saved him with a kiss. they got closer &oru swore to find a way to save him that wasnt dangerous but qif knew hed need a dark witch.#(that witch was probably the one who cursed him..just toying with him...) in with the spell oru DOES forget him for real #even tho he needs to give Kiss Of True Love before qif turns totally blind for qif to stay human for good or become seafoam. but oru someho #the oldest magic is love..the ability to break through the curses of loneliness and despair. qif already did that for him #so oru was able to do it back later. he fell in love with him again..but also realised it was obviously him....well anyway......#originally the 'finding oru stranded like that guy in the little mermaid' was a separate au but it still makes sense to combine them #i dont want them to have not met in childhood...thats the orufrey thing....#im going to work on Proper drawings next instead of silly comics as usual....

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aetalk · 6 days ago

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#yes those are uyai’s tags in the color theory post like. YESSSS #because at the end of the day.. they are still the same person they used to be before they decided to change for the better.#the past doesn’t define u but. its still part of u. u did it regardless. the person of the past is still u.#LORE SPEAKING: they may have created their own color wheel and decided to do and say their own thing that has nothing to do with i #but they were still the naive and brainwashed angels they most likely pretend they dont exist bc they are not them anymore. but they are☝️#at the end of the day it all goes back to the beginning #IRL SPEAKING: they went thru a looooot predebut so they just dont rlly acklowedge (idk how to write that) their past #or their traumas. or their sins. because its fine they are not the same anymore. BUT THEY ARE! they still are #for example kaia thinks shes ok bc her past actions dont define her anymore. mf killed someone ofc her past will weight her down #despite howww bad she pretends that shes not that person anymore bc she is better now #but well! she still is the same person who killed nari! and thats something she has to accept #amaybe she continues having trouble accepting it bc “current me could never do that”. and well she did anyway!#blahblahblah #whatever that means dulce!#anyway. thats why in their color wheel they aren’t really that different fron their initial color #yeah they changed but they are still the same shade because their principal color is still part of them #this is why i really love the whole nostalgia essence in hiraeth bc it goes well with their lore / irl #ur past will always be part of u even if u forget it. even if u barely remember. even if u think that it didnt happen. thats still UR past #and thats why i luv the time loop concept too bc every new era is a new life but everything is still connected to the past eras #because they are still the same silly little angels 🤧🤧🤧🤧🤧🤧 even if they remember or not!#q.

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yulgurr · 9 months ago

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blorblo bleebus :]

she forgor

#yulgurr art #oc stuff #bg3 oc #bg3 #oc: lethe #tag rant!!!#can you tell i like drawing shadowheart like a small skrimblo in the corner #thinking more of how to cheese lethe's thing of being a mind flayer but also not really nd i think it will all have to do with her past sel #except that she doesn't remember (thats for the best actually)#she doesn't remember she can speculate whatever she wants #she'd be like “yeah this feels familiar” yknow like.. she can't remember but she gets a feeling that she's supposed to remember #that would be the main reason why #when she sees lorroakan she immediately starts beef with him #“i dont know this guy but it seems right!!”

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moeblob · 9 months ago

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Deacon loves two things: Ymber and digging himself a grave.

Fulj hates one thing: Deacon.

#my characters #waiting on some info on the next commission so i indulged in ocs today bc i doubt i will have as much time for lil comics for a bit #deacon is so devoted hes like yeah i would kill for a deity that could easily kill anything himself but yknow teehee #and fulj just did you tell him you needed therapy also does he even know youd murder in his name #deacon caught red handed haha no of course i havent told him it should be obvious enough haha.... and its in his defense not his name :c #man really does have some issues but i love him so much and hes so devoted but like. unhealthily after a while #he does in fact need a chill pill and therapy but to be fair #ymber has needed therapy for centuries and yet he just bottles it all up and suffers so #its pretty unhealthy until they yell at each other one (1) time bc they are so insecure about things and get mad over very valid reasons #but then theyre like you know what that was necessary and i still want to stay by your side if you let me #and then fulj is like dude hey sorry you seem really happy did you fu- and ymber is like no please stop there we have not #fulj just squinting cause have not is very different than will not but whatever she doesnt wanna think about that with deacon involved ew #and eventually fulj is like hey ymber im sorry to say but i really do hate deacon and i dont even know why but he makes me uncomfortable #while deacon is just. in the room. hearing this and thinking how he knows she thinks hes weird but wow that wording hurts #and ymber doesnt wanna fill in memories better forgotten by fulj which she had forcefully removed #so he just says oh well his hair and clothing are black and you had someone in the past that you might see in him and its not a pleasant en #so you know maybe its that idk #and fulj is then WHATST i was rude to him for someone i cant even remember? lame im gonna try SO HARD to be nice to him now #and deacon just still sitting there with some food like this is v awkward and i wish i could not be here for it #and later he asks ymber about who he resembled and as ymber is descibing her it clicks in deacons head and he gets really sad #that he might somehow remind fulj of the woman she loved before she was punished for loving a mortal #and he feels kinda bad pestering her so much with his curiosities about deities and he kinda gets it #the fact hes close to ymber might remind her at the core that she was once that close with a mortal if not closer #anyway story time in the tags again #im so obsessed with these peeps and i have made them suffer so much but they do all end on a happy note #its still funny and nice to me that while fulj is creeped out by deacon and doesnt like talking to him #he still expresses the most emotions to her - he tries hard to remain serious around ymber and collected and obedient at all times #and when out and about with ymber he has to be intimidating and refuses smiling but fulj?? all sunshine and smiles and emotions easy to rea #and she is just that is so weird go away i hate you

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passerinesoncaffeine · 2 months ago

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the irony of one the first main things established about omori as a character is that he's known for his great memory as if he hasn't lost the entire fucking plot repeatedly for years.

like he has a great memory!! if you don't take into account He's Actually The God Of Repression.

#replaying the game aggaaaiinnnn #now with full appreciation for foreshadowingggg #omori #omori spoilers #raven rambles #.....should probably have like a tag specifically for playing incase people wanna block it lmfao #raven plays omori #fr though he has a great memory until he forgets minor details like he was designed to help sunny forget everything #goddddddd it kinda makes you wonder though how much of it he's aware of #it's implied he still remembers basil after deep well. but I dont know if he's aware he's actively causing everyone else's #memory of him to disappear. like yeah yeah deep well is designed to make him forget too. he set himself up #to make sure sunny never reached blackspace. the loop resets if they fail. if they die #but the whole branch coral dialogue makes it seem like yes. omori is still very aware of basil's existence.#I have a lot of thoughts on deep well.#and especially omori not really realizing he's the one sending basil to blackspace because in past loops it was stranger who confronted him #his guilt of leaving basil is the one thing still tying sunny to the real world. mari is dead. he can't do anything about that except forge #basil is still alive.#as long as he remembers that basil exists #he will keep unknowingly dragging himself back to blackspace. blackspace would stay hidden if stranger wasnt haunting him lmao #he starts the loop by sending him there and then follows through on it by searching for him because he's not yet aware its his own fault #idk it's. aaaaaaaaaaaa #the hug in the true ending is everything to meeeeeee #I have a lot of thoughts about blackspace too but not right nowww thats an essay for much laterrrrr #there's just something about the “deity forgets theyre a deity and rediscovers it later and denies it and forgets again” that kills me #ESPECIALLY WITH THE FUCKING TIME LOOP #and then there's the route additions. he can accept it but he'll try to fight sunny to end it one final time #looooookkkk I'm veryyyy norMALLL ABOUT THIS GAAAAME #hylia and omori remind me of each other in their sort of ignorance of their own power. hylia being the reincarnations of zelda #see it all loops back to just Tropes I Fucking Love #there's a pattern here. do you see the pattern?

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liquidstar · 9 months ago

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a friend who'd wait :)

#im posting this very late because i was sort of weary of how it came out and ended up messing w it until it was like 4am oops.#and i have plans tmrw so... oh well! i did my best and ill put it out while i can!#and i tried to make the scene match barnard's colors lol #finn's ocs #finn's art #i know i said id do more sillay stuff with the simpler screentone only style but i had a couple more of these in me #and this is the first piece im making thats like an actual part of the story too rather than just setting stuff for fun #i wanna write something to go with it too but for now ill just sort of briefly explain the context in the tags here:#barnard has a pretty bad case of OCD and his compulsions have made it difficult to make friends in the past #he was never outright bullied or anything but people just didnt really have the patience to deal with it #he has compulsions that include stuff like walking through doors until it feels right and needing things to be perfectly aligned #which in group settings has lead to people having to wait for him to finish his rituals and join them #they might find it tolerable at first but eventually they grow impatient and hes just... not invited to stuff anymore #but juno is a newer member of the guild who ends up frequenting the same library. hes also kinda a little weird #and they dont become fast friends or anything but just sort of naturally spend time in the same place #though they never plan meetups they eventually fall into a routine. around the same time theyd just both be at the library #and read next to each other. and maybe talk a bit. and eventually they end up walking back to the guildhall together #since theyre going to the same place after all. and juno always waits for barnard outside the door #eventually barnard asks if this bothers him. juno kinda just tells him 'of course it does' without any malice or anything. just a statement #barnard is surprised and apologizes and juno says not to. but the next day juno doesnt show up at the usual time.#barnard assumes hes committed somekinda more by bringing it up. he ends up staying there late reading to get his mind off it & not ruminate #but when he leaves juno is in fact still waiting for him down the hall (see pic) having collected a bunch of books literally abt ocd #he fell asleep bc barnard stayed later than expected. and hes an eepy guy generally. and also one very bad at expressing himself #but now barnard gets that juno's 'of course it [bothers me]' had the implication of 'but its worth it' which no friend has previously done.#and from the interaction juno was also able to understand that this isn't something barnard just does for the hell of it so. he studies.#and checks a bunch of stuff out because he thinks it could help his friend too (theres ocd workbooks and such- i remember working w them)#and thats the point where they became more ''friends'' than ''pleasant library acquaintances''#from there on they also do get into juno's problems. whole other bag of worms. but this specific scene is more about bernard from his pov #sorry about when i said briefly explain. i lied </3 #but compared to the whole sequence im picturing its brief so shhh

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xerith-42 · 6 months ago

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Guys I have totally normal and not complicated feelings about a certain Minecraft server--

#i dont even know how to tag this #i just felt like some level of the sentiment is shared #i remember when a friend told me how the Dream SMP “ends” I didn't believe them #i still haven't watched any stream past the syndicate finale and I probably never will #the Dream SMP tried to end so many times. should have ended so many times.#but the story goes on. the song continues playing. the symphony isn't finished yet.#and I dont know if it ever ends #dream smp #dsmp #dsmp analysis

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candysharkart · 1 year ago

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well i had stuff for each month so thats. something. at least lol

#candy shark #please please pleeeeaaase consistant work ethic and creative drive 2024 lmaooo. PLEASE.#i dont remember how ive tagged these in the past

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saym0-0 · 7 months ago

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i have my copper rabbit's design pretty down pat when it comes to the sorta placement of her plates (eg. iron on her outer arm copper on the inner arm) so i wanted to do the same thing for her impossium/porcelain style design :3 obviously its not done but its late and my ipad is dying so forgive me for that, i'll probably finish it tomorrow

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milfbrainrot · 6 months ago

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im so glad i cleared out so many of my old posts bc i remember listening to this podcast while still in Performative Fandom Mode and god that must've made me unbearable.

like i remember making a post about maxwell once bc she was my blorbo but also being like "oh no im a bad person for liking her, better preface this by saying she's a bad person so people don't think i excuse her actions!" and then someone got mad at me about it and i was so confused bc what do you mean im not supposed to do that on the callout post walk on eggshells website

#w359 tag #i dont want to know what my other Opinions were to be quite honest so relistening to purify whatever's left over of all that #OH WAIT I THINK I SHIPPED HERA/PRYCE AND MAXWELL/HERA #AND FELT LIKE I HAD TO BE QUIET ABOUT IT JLKSDFJ #can;t imagine the disclaimers i had on any posts about those #anyway i was like 17 so i will be nice to past me but god hellsite hellsite hellsite #oh and people were so shitty about minlace bc the possible infidelity and like #sorry that makes it better #and then minkowski/eiffel was totally fine for Some Reason?#WOW BEING A LESBIAN IN FANDOM ESPECIALLY THIS FANDOM REALLY SUCKED #(i do remember people also being weird about minfel just for other reasons #it just felt weirdly homophobic when it came to minlace bc they always brought in the cheating thing for them specifically #whereas i think with minfel it was like 'this is problematic bc they're sibling coded' or some shit lol)#anyway i was probably awful about other things bc again still in performative moral fandom weirdness mode at the time #where i didnt know i could have my own opinions etc #so i was also probably a source of stress for people #it was just an overall insane experience #esp bc of how much the fandom demanded of the people involved with the podcast #to the point where we got a fucking after school special style AMA #bc we had to Hold Them Accountable for... telling a story

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hertwood · 7 hours ago

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like on a dysphoria level don't care a lot abt boobs, but rn the way these swollen ass bitches are weighin on my lungs ya kno. maybe it would be nice

#he speaks #i dont rly have like. a full understanding EVER of how much they affect my breating. i dont rly remember much beforehand #i'm also just tired bc i've spent a lot of time crying the past 2 weeks OOPS #genderfuck tag

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cheswirls · 9 months ago

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looking @ old fic i started when i was 14/15 is so funny bc im realizing once again why i never mark fics as abandoned even if its been literal years since i've touched them. specifically i was checking docs for stuff i started and either did or didn't post to ffn.

and its like. nothing is bad??? like i can see where my outside-the-box ideal of fic writing comes from. not just fics but writing in general, i'm p sure. even if it's a total cliche plot setup, there are details on each that rly make it stand out like oh yeahhhhhh i did have this great idea once upon a time.

funny too bc was it executed well in prose??? no absolutely not i wrote like shit when i was 15. would i revive an idea one day and revise it to be less cliche or cringy while still keeping the stand-out elements??? yea maybe. i might. everything i'm currently working on that i started from 2021 up to now still holds my supreme interest, but like i'm not gonna say never.

esp since i write fic first and foremost for my own need and specifically what i like to read, it makes it impossible to consider an idea i've thought extensively about "not worth writing anymore". anyway not making this too long i jus found everything interesting to consider

#writing #this fic i pulled up from JUNE 2014 crazy was the old chosenshi au i was trying to write for a friend #i dont ship blue/silver and never will and thats prolly why i never finished it #but i do still like!! the idea of rocket!blue raised w silver and breaking free of tr while running the hoenn branch #no idea how i remembered bc it wasnt in the plot pts on the doc but she was gonna get sent to the battle frontier #to nab jirachi and have encounters w frontier brains and change her mind at the end of it all #hell i could go back and not make it ship fic at all - have silver be a little one-sided obsessed or #even jus like.. attached to blue as a rivalry like as a way to show her up at every turn #another fic around the same time was the old pokespe hs au where i changed all the dexholder's names for some reason #i have no idea where i was in reading spe bc i put lyra in for some reason and had the sinnoh trio even tho i never read past v2 of dp #idk if it was more gameverse or what but its so funny looking @ the ship list n seeing i had gold paired w black #bc i had manga!ss and manga!ferriswheel so was it rly speverse or was i projecting????#actually i think black was supposed to die and gold was gonna go thru this whole thing abt grieving #looking at the ship list so funny bc i never shipped gold/crys or entourageshi #and clearly i did not know the superiority of pmshi if i threw lyra in jus for silver #god but i do love (most!) of the alt names i gave them #would absolutely fuck up the ship list if i ever redid it tho #also have perfectworld tho im sure i have the most recent rewrite on pen and paper somewhere #that one i also gave up bc the idea i had for flare!sycamore was cringe along with #every time i went back to work on it enough time passed that i thought my writing sucked #i rewrote that damn thing so many times but oooooooo i still love the idea #as long as i changed the cringe parts to smth better i could still rock w most of these #that fic rly had everything... psychic!korrina. leaf/serena. sycamore hacking the secret to mega evo. lys/syc that ends in failure #bc of the ending line i will never forget > only in a perfect world could you and i be together. destined and doomed from the start #im rambling n im boutta run outta tags gimme a sec

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widevibratobitch · 1 year ago

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me when im obsessed with dead singers from 50 (well... mostly 70-120) years ago and im heartbroken to know i'll never see them on stage... never hear them breathe, never see them sweat, never even touch the hem of their garment...

it really is enough to drive a person mad...

#this is so funny because this is the one vaguepost that i wholeheartedly 100% agree with skdhsjshsjdhsn #like yeah!! it does indeed pain me that the level of operatic singing has so drastically decreased over the last 50 years!#that top operatic stars of today are all either nasal or wobbly or knödely or completely inaudible without microphones #but some of yall are just not ready for this conversation. example a #anyway. as many have said before. its kinda easier to understand how some people cant appreciate certain operas #if they never heard them sung well lol #sorry im out of blood today. i know this is a very uncomfortable subject for many but.#you can actually judge someone's singing in a pretty objective way. there are nuances of course. but from a technical point of view #it really is pretty simple #(also its not like i dont enjoy *some* modern singers lol have you SEEN my kwiecień posting???? lmao #hell. there are even some modern singers i have a soft spot who i KNOW sing... Not Very Well. but i enjoy them lol #not many ofc but. yknow)#also 50 years ago would be the 1970s if im doing my maths correctly and. that is really the point in opera history #when it all started going downhill (sadly partly because of one of my all time favourite singers' influence... but thats a different story)#anyway. remember when luis tetrazzini said that the future generations of singers will be The Best singers in history #because they'll have access to all those recordings of The Greats Of The Past that they'll be able to listen to and learn from?#lmao queen you were right about so many things but that was tragically not one of them </3 #opera tag #yes im stirring the pot of boiling liquid shit and putting this post gently into the main tag #*luisA tetrazzini ofc #lol and lmao im out FOR blood* shdgsjsghs

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