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milfbrainrot · 7 months ago

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im so glad i cleared out so many of my old posts bc i remember listening to this podcast while still in Performative Fandom Mode and god that must've made me unbearable.

like i remember making a post about maxwell once bc she was my blorbo but also being like "oh no im a bad person for liking her, better preface this by saying she's a bad person so people don't think i excuse her actions!" and then someone got mad at me about it and i was so confused bc what do you mean im not supposed to do that on the callout post walk on eggshells website

#w359 tag #i dont want to know what my other Opinions were to be quite honest so relistening to purify whatever's left over of all that #OH WAIT I THINK I SHIPPED HERA/PRYCE AND MAXWELL/HERA #AND FELT LIKE I HAD TO BE QUIET ABOUT IT JLKSDFJ #can;t imagine the disclaimers i had on any posts about those #anyway i was like 17 so i will be nice to past me but god hellsite hellsite hellsite #oh and people were so shitty about minlace bc the possible infidelity and like #sorry that makes it better #and then minkowski/eiffel was totally fine for Some Reason?#WOW BEING A LESBIAN IN FANDOM ESPECIALLY THIS FANDOM REALLY SUCKED #(i do remember people also being weird about minfel just for other reasons #it just felt weirdly homophobic when it came to minlace bc they always brought in the cheating thing for them specifically #whereas i think with minfel it was like 'this is problematic bc they're sibling coded' or some shit lol)#anyway i was probably awful about other things bc again still in performative moral fandom weirdness mode at the time #where i didnt know i could have my own opinions etc #so i was also probably a source of stress for people #it was just an overall insane experience #esp bc of how much the fandom demanded of the people involved with the podcast #to the point where we got a fucking after school special style AMA #bc we had to Hold Them Accountable for... telling a story

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