#the hug in the true ending is everything to meeeeeee

[passerinesoncaffeine]

the irony of one the first main things established about omori as a character is that he's known for his great memory as if he hasn't lost the entire fucking plot repeatedly for years.

like he has a great memory!! if you don't take into account He's Actually The God Of Repression.

[subskz]

binnie takes everything if you kiss and praise him and treat him so nicely in between...

when he's bent over the bed and you spank him he cries sweetly at the end but his heart feels safe and comforted when you suddenly sneak your hands around his waist, pressing tightly onto his tummy and you embrace him in this hug while kissing his shoulder blade with a "you took it so well~"

and when you overstimulate him you gently stroke his trembling thighs, pressing kisses to his tummy and his heart flutters so much while he tries to come down from the intense highs

after you make him take a giant strap, inching it into his sloppy hole further and further while he's being stretched out so deliciously you still your movements, cradle his face in your hands and then press a kiss to his forehead with a "you're doing so well" and he could literally cry

and if you were to thank him for anything at all like he lets you cum inside of him or he ate you out so well and you lean over and into his ear and whisper a "thank you" ??????? he's immediately ready to go again filled with newfound eagerness and vigor

LIKEEEE inside of his head it's always just this "oh you're being... so nice..." and then he feels like crying.. OH GOD IF HE THINKS LIKE "oh.... I feel so safe" IT'S OVER FOR MEEEEEEE

this has me in shambles please it’s so true…he’s just a good boy trying his absolute best for you and he needs to know he’s doing well like he needs oxygen to breathe!! he will literally endure it all for you just for the chance to earn ur approval and hear your soft murmurs of praise

sweet binnie who’s embarrassingly bad at handling pain and can’t hold his voice back from crying out, but even so he takes every smack even if he hasn’t done anything disobedient to deserve it ❤️‍🩹 stroking his thighs as you overstimulate him is so so cute…all his helpless squirming and broken whines would be soothed the instant you start cooing abt how he’s your strong boy and how well he’s holding out for you

if you stopped thrusting into him just to squeeze his cheeks and kiss him like that he would absolutely melt under your palms oh my god ㅠ literally the softest most angelic sigh would slip out of him when you whisper how proud you are of him for taking it all like a good boy <3

“i feel so safe” i’m going to collapse over the thought of this…whenever he thinks that, even if he doesnt say it out loud, you can still sense it by the way he wraps his legs around you and pulls you into him so he can nuzzle his face into your neck w a content lil whimper, like he’s begging u to stay like this

[wannabedonnasheridan]

wrote this a couple months ago and simply couldn't keep this just for myself. By the way, that's probably the first and last time i'm writing. Who knows?

Thanks to Connor Brashier for being himself and to the Mamma Mia movies for making me want such an amazing life.

*english os not my first language, sorry for any mistakes!*

FLUFF - based on an amazing dream :)

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"Lay all your looooove oooooon meeeeeee" I sing at the top of my lungs. "What are you singing, bubs?" Connor asks me, coming from our bedroom only on his shorts. "Lay all your love on me, by ABBA. But the version from the Mamma Mia movie, so it's a duet. Mind joining me on this little karaoke moment?" I say, putting my arms around his neck "You know I'd love to continue listening to your beautiful voice, but I'm afraid I don't know the rest of your song" he answers me, which makes me pull away from our little hug and look straight into his eyes with a confused expression. "What do you mean 'I don't know the song'? They sang in Mamma Mia" "Okay, but why do I have to know a song from a movie I've never watched before?" he tells me, making me stare at him, shocked. "You've never seen Mamma Mia?" I ask, confusion running through my head. "Well no... what's the big deal about it?" he says, chuckling lightly at my facial expression "Except for the fact it's one of the best musicals ever made and one of your 2 years girlfriend's favorite movie? Nah, nothing much." I exclaim, causing him to become confused suddenly. "Oh, I knew you like it, but not so much" he scratches the back of his neck, probably not knowing how to react over my little 'show' "Oh lord, I failed as a girlfriend..." I whisper disappointed. "Obviously not bub... you are perfect for me. I love you despise everything" Connor says, approaching me. He pecks my lips and engulfes me into a hug. "Wait" I suddenly said, looking into his eyes "if you haven't watched mamma mia yet, lets change it now for our relationship's sake! Go pop some popcorn and grab some drinks, I'm gonna put on the movie!" I exclaim. He soon makes his way to the couch with our snacks so we can start watching it. "Prepare yourself, your life will never be the same!" I smirk slightly, making him laugh "If you say so..." he says and kisses the top of my head. I press start and the movie begins. After its two hours of duration, Connor and I are cuddled on the couch still amazed by what we've seen. "Sooooo..." I sit up and start " what do you think?" "It's a really good movie, actually" he says, looking at me "the songs, the performances and the storie are really creative and fit a lot together. But in the end we don't know who is Sophie's dad? I wanted to know SO MUCH." "Yeah, we don't know who is the real father, but let's analyse: she wanted her dad and found three possibilities that she loved. Why would she need a physical comprovation of something that was already great to her?" "That's true... oh also: she didn't marry Sky? Wasn't it the thing she wanted, like, the most?" "She ends up not marrying Sky because they decided to live their lives together and explore the world before they became a real couple. That's actually really nice to think about" I say, closing my eyes to think "You decide not to do something so responsible and end up having more teenager years. It's a great situation." I finish my own thought and see him admiring me. "What?" "Nothing, just thinking how you drift off talking about your perspective of the movie. It means a lot to you, doesn't it? he asks, holding my hand "It does... to be honest, I wanted to be Sophie when I was little. I was 8 by the time the movie came out, so I got amazed by how soon she found and decided to travel around the world with her love. It still buzzes me sometimes, how lucky she is. Lived in Greece, litteraly PARADISE, found love, didn't marry him but decided to realise her dream accompanied by him. I would do the same, except I would also want the marriage part" i say and chuckle a little. We stay quiet for a few seconds, Connor holding my hand and with a serious expression. He seemed to be deep in his thoughts. "Marry me" he says, out of nowhere. "Excuse me?" I say shocked and confused by the sudden action. "You want to have a life like Sophie, right? Then marry me. Marry me and we will travel around the world together, as a real couple" he calmly says, still sitting cross legged in front of me. "Yeah, but

I can wait until you're ready too. You don't have to do this just because of a stupid and old dream." I tell him, being honest from the bottom of my heart. I knew C was the one, but what if he wasn't so sure? "Bubs, this is not stupid. If you want or wanted to, it's important to me. I know you're the one and that someday I want to be able to call you my wife." he drops to one knee and grabs both of my hands "Make me the happiest and luckiest man on earth and marry me." "Connor..." i say, trying to keep my tears away "we are just so young! I am not saying I don't want to because trust me, I do. I mean, we are finishing college and your work with Shawn is just getting started. Maybe we should simply wait some years. I don't mind." I state. Connor thinks for a minute and stares at me again. "But I do mind. Bubs, I will eternally want and try to do whatever makes your beautiful smile appears on your pretty face" he cups my cheeks "If college is the problem, let's just wait until it ends: you graduate next year, we have a whole year to prepare. Then, we are gonna spend the next year travelling and meeting the world, no jobs and no worries. Shawn and our friends will be waiting for us, I guarantee you. So what do you say?" I think for some seconds and realize that the chance of realizing one of my biggest dreams with the boy I loved the most was face to face to me. I guess it's pretty obvious. "Yes. A thousand times yes!" I smile and hug Connor tightly "So, are we enganged yet?" "Not yet, I have to do something more special and beautiful, after all that's what you deserve." He says while grabs both of my hands again "Right after you graduate, I am gonna drop to one knee and propose properly. I promise." "That's okay with me, my soon to be husband" i whisper the last part in his ear, feeling his neck shiver under my hands. "Okay, I guess that's my favorite nickname ever" C says while pushes my to the couch and lies on me. A little squish of surprise leaves my mouth, and i start laughing. "C, we still have to watch the second movie" i say and try to get up, but he pushes me to the couch once more "Con, I am serious, let me put the DVD. I haven't seen young Donna's journey in ages" i tell him, making him laugh at my seriousness. "Okay, i'll let you go my soon to be wife." I put the DVD on and hop into the couch on top of Connor. He wraps his arms around my hips and kisses my temple gently. "I love you bubs" he whispers. "I love you more C." I whisper back, pecking his lips. The movie starts and, after some minutes, I hear Connor calling my name. "Yes, bubs?" I say, turning my head to face him. "Do Sophie and Sky end up having a baby after their trip? Because I would enjoy exercising for one a couple of days during our trip. Every night, maybe?" I keep looking at him with an interrogative expression, but when i get what he had just said, I can't help but roll my eyes and laugh. "You're impossible!"

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[todd-manning-fanfiction-blog]

A Fresh Start Part 6: They’ve All Used You

(Ireland) Todd Manning-Vilf *I felt where Marty was and I felt how upset she was. I wasn't going to chase her, but I was still upset myself and mixed with her emotions, it made it worse. I grabbed my coat and ran up to the roof top. When I opened the door Marty was there.* Marty!

Marty Saybrooke-Vilf *Taking in a deep breath of the cold crisp air, I lean my head against concrete trying to find a serene moment. Right on quo I can feel Todd behind me...closing my eyes for a moment , I quickly open then after hearing him call my name. I let out a deep sigh, pause and turn around looking directly into Todd's 'eyes. My face is drained and void of any optimism. All I felt was sadness....sarcastically* Are you getting a good look?

Todd Manning-Vilf *Confused* That what? You? *Soft laugh as I shook my head* I was just checking to see if you were okay.. *Glared a little*

Marty Saybrooke-Vilf *A look of curiosity came over my face , I couldn't believe the arrogance of this guy...I should be used to it by now....I tilt my head slightly so drained of this merry-go-round...sarcastic* Well that is your M.O ...you reduce me to tears and then come galloping on your white horse. *Look at Todd studying his face for a lingering moment* Did you really come here to check on me? You think *nervous laugh* I buy any of that crap about "loving me and not being able to touch me"...*sarcastic* You know what kind of people talk like that? *I was so tempted to hurt him the way he hurt me these past few days. And nothing got to Todd more than my wicked words. Something stopped me though....Deep Sigh* Ok ..so now you saw me , *mocking tone* I'm ok...couldn't be better! *folding my arms* Can you please go now, i'd really like to be alone!.

Todd Manning-Vilf Everything I told you is %100 true. *My anger got the best of me* WHY DO YOU THINK I HATE THEM SO MUCH?? THEY DIDN'T DESERVE YOU!! *It began to snow lightly and I looked away shamefully as I calmed myself* You have no idea how I feel.

Marty Saybrooke-Vilf *I jump back when Todd starts shouting. Even to this day , all I have to hear is that tone and see the look in his eyes , and I'm transported back to the night of spring fling. I felt so sick and empty inside... I was on the defensive* Oh I think I know EXACTLY how you feel! What about me? *eyes becoming glossy* What about how I FEEL?! *Becoming uoset* Its always about you Todd! How YOU feel...What YOU want... Its always the same thing Todd ...It's about YOU and YOUR power! I came up here to get away from that ugly hateful face of yours! *Pushing my hair back upset* Go scream at someone else! Just leave me alone!

Todd Manning-Vilf *Laughed* You really think this is about me?? Seriously? If you're so worried that I don't know that you hate my guts and every move I do, or my sent, or touch scares the hell out of you, then go ahead. *Placed my hands on my hips* Tell me..? How does pour Marty feel? *My face was emotionless, because if it wasn't I would cry.*

Marty Saybrooke-Vilf *Glaring at Todd...Sarcastic* Oh no.. Nothing's about you! Poor Todd and the bum rap he got! *My voice rising as my anger starts flowing over* You Want To Know How "Poor Marty Feel?! *Furous* I FEEL LIKE THIS IS A NEVER ENDING NIGHTMARE THAT I CANT WAKE UP FROM!! AND YES YOU SCARE THE HELL OUT OF ME! IS THAT WHAT YOU WANT TO HEAR?!! *Hyperventilating I try to calm my breathing, I'm filled with so much rage, at his arrogance , that I just lash out...knowing I'll regret it* IS IT?!! Fine! Here It is: The thought of you touching me makes my skin crawl! Every time I look at you all I see is one thing! You coming down at me smiling, squeezing my neck...while you're RAPING ME!! *Tears flow* Is that what you wanted!?! *Pointing my finger at him* You are such a smug son of a bitch! Why did you come here? To Ireland *Pushing my hair back as I gasp for breaths* Do you want to completely destroy whatever little remainder of me is left? *Burst out into tears* YOU WANT MY BLOOD? WHAT?!! WHY DID YOU FIND ME? To play these HEAD GAMES? You love me but planned 3 months ahead to rape me? That it *sarcastic with air quotes* "pains" you that you can't touch me? then you scare me and practically lock me in that room? *Tears flowing* Do you want to once and fall all be the end of me?! *Crying* SO DO IT ALREADY!! *Putting my arms out* Here we're on a roof , nobody will be the wiser! JUST DO IT ALREADY! because I can't take this "death by a million pieces of glass! *Hysterical* I CANT ...DO...IT ....ANYMORE!! *Looks around and starts to walk towards the edge of one side of the roof* Here *Putting one leg over the side completely hysterical* I'll ..make ...it ...easy...for *sniff* ...you! You'll finally be free of Marty Saybrooke once and for all!...in fact the whole world will be! *The roof top is covered with snow and is bitterly cold. Truth is, a part of me wanted to make this pain disappear once and for all....I turn my head to glare at Todd in between sobs as one leg is dangling off the roof , while the other is firmly placed on the ground*

Todd Manning-Vilf *I listened to everything Marty said. I thought it wasn't far from the truth, but I was pissed and when I'm mad, I fight back! Marty went on the ledge and it terrified me, which made my anger worse. I moved closer quickly.* Yeah! Well, if I repulse you so damn much, then why did you kiss me back awhile ago? *I gave her a smug smile* I mean.. That was your tongue in my mouth, right? *half smile*

Marty Saybrooke-Vilf *Still having one leg on the ground and one over the ledge, I turn my head towards Todd. I want to make sure I heard right* Excuse me? *Lowering my eyebrows , I look directly at Todd, secretly hoping, he'll back down and stop acting like such a jerk....sarcastic* Oh right!, how could I forget ? *nervously smiling* That's when you gave one of history's lesser known speeches "I raped you because I loved you" *shake my head* Go to hell! *I swing my other leg over the ledge. My. Hands are firmly holding on to the ledge as I sit with ease and confidence. My eye catches a glimpse of sight down below. Everything seemed so small and distant. I was too angry with Todd to notice any other emotions I was feeling.*

Todd Manning-Vilf *Laughed* That's all you got? Go to hell? *Moved a little closer* You kissed back! And honestly, It doesn't matter. Truth is, I think you like being used.. Before the Spring Fling you did the using. You slept with guys just to feel loved.. Ha! Now.. *Pointed at her* You're with guys who do the same. And you figured out that if you can't use them, so.. you'll let them use you! And you'll still get that attention you crave soooo badly. It's a shame too, because you're way better than that. But what the fuck do I know, right? *spread my arms out* I'm just your rapist. *flapped my arms down.*

Marty Saybrooke-Vilf *I could feel my rage seeping into ever fiber of my body. My eyebrows narrowed as I glared at Todd , my disgust written all over my face...I lean myself towards Todd's Direction...sarcastic calm* Oh, I must've missed the memo in the SUN, about your new column as relationship coach! But let's not leave out your little love nest...*I was so aggravated that I removed my hands forgetting that they were holding on to the ledge* Let's see *Counting with my fingers* Didn't Blair fake a pregnancy just to get her hands on all that Manning money...right? and then you had to pay Tea,*Looking directly at Todd* What was that magic number? $5 million-$6 million...I think next time you should just start with something a little smaller...you know a dinner and a movie?*I was looking at Todd with a sarcastic smirk, I turned my upper body forward causing me to lose my footing and balance. I let out a scream as I saw little pieces of bricks fall into oblivion . I felt myself sliding but couldn't stop it* H-H-HHHHHHHEEEELLPPP MEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!

Todd Manning-Vilf Why do you even care about my relatio...? *My eyes widen and I moved quick enough to catch her, by putting my arms around her. My heart was racing, I thought I'd loose her forever. I turned her around and gently pulled her off the ledge, and into my arms and looked up at her, realizing I was being and asshole. I paused for a moment, to calm down* I'm.. I'm sorry.

Marty Saybrooke-Vilf *Everything went blank as I thought "Please don't make the last person I see be Todd Manning" I squeezed my eyes shut , as my heart jumped into my throat. I'm mentally preparing myself for the worst, when I feel two strong arms wrap around me so tight, slowly turning me around and off the ledge into his arms. I was hyperventilating... even crying at how close I came. My breathing slowly returned to normal. I was still in Todd's arms looking down at him since he was still holding me up. Our eyes locked and I saw his sincerity and fear of what almost was . I never thought I'd be so happy to see Todd...We look at each other for an extended moment. My emotions get the best of me as I wrap my arms around him so tight and so grateful for him saving my life...I'm holding onto him so tightly before finally breaking apart. When I looked him in the eyes a soft whisper came out* Thank You...Thank you so much! *I nestled myself against him wanting to feel so safe after that horrible disaster that was averted....Thanks to Todd...No matter how angry this mans make me, I know he'll always be there for me whenever I need him.*

Todd Manning-Vilf *I hugged her back by holding her head against me* You're welcome.. I don't mean to hurt you. I just get angry and.. *sighed* I don't think!

Marty Saybrooke-Vilf *My tears were spilling onto his coat, my body shaking from the terror. Before Todd spoke, I didn't feel 'who' was holding me, I just knew I was safe and being held tight...My body tenses up when I hear Todd say "I don't mean to hurt you. I just get angry" I gently break our embrace, my pale white face looks at Todd as he says "I don't think!". My legs were still shaking, but I still managed to take a few steps away from him. My back is towards him as I wipe my tear stained face.*

Todd Manning-Vilf *I put her down and when she turned her back to me, I thought I deserved it* I didn't mean to scare you downstairs either. *Sighed* We were in a bedroom, and I was talking about Powell! It was stupid!! I'm sorry. I shouldn't have closed the door.. *Looked down* I'm a jerk.

Marty Saybrooke-Vilf *I keep my back turned* Self pity is so becoming on you..*slowly turn around...my arms are crossed* What does being in a bedroom have to do with Powell? *A memory flashed in my mind of Powell holding a knife and me being tied to a chair..I don't know why but I just blurted out* "Take your power back"....*I was looking at a piece of concrete on the ground, as flashes of Powell from 2009 ran wild in my mind*

Todd Manning-Vilf *I gave her a look* You know why..? *Suddenly I was flooded with Marty's flashbacks of Powell* What?? *I heard Powell say it at the same time as her* Did Powell do something to you?

Marty Saybrooke-Vilf *My arms are still crossed as the cold winds blows through my hair. I lower my eyebrows and look curiously at Todd. After a moment I let out a sad sigh and remark sarcastically* Y-e-a....He raped me when we were in college *roll my eyes I look at Todd* You can remember my middle name but THIS is fuzzy to you? *I gave him a look of "Whatever" , like a teenager would do to a parent. I was still hurt from downstairs and now the memories of Powell from 2009 were becoming clearer. My body recoiled thinking about those memories. I wrap my arms around myself trying to push those images out of my mind*

Todd Manning-Vilf *Rolled my eyes* Oh very mature! *sighed as I saw more images of Powell* I meant later in life, maybe when I was gone for 8 years? You know..?

Marty Saybrooke-Vilf *I was amazed at how Todd was able to pick up on every expression or vibe I gave, Its almost like he can read my mind!. Deep sigh* Actually...I saw him a couple of years ago...Its a really long story *Trying to make light of the situation* and you dont want me to bore you with the details. *I give Todd a small smile hoping I can mask my true feelings from him*

Todd Manning-Vilf *I felt her emotions and knew that there was more to it. I touched her neck gently* Marty.. Don't do that. If Powell hurt you again, I will kill him! *Stared into her eyes* You know me.. You know when I'm lying to you. I would! He's a serial rapist and it's thanks to me! What did he do to you?? *I was furious because I had the thought of Powell's hands all over her, while she cringed in fear.*

Marty Saybrooke-Vilf *Slightly flinching when he touches my neck, I close my eyes for a moment before opening them while letting out a deep sigh* It's not what you think..*Moving my hair away from my face, I walk past Todd, not sure if I want to see his reaction* Well..I don't even know where to begin...He's so..*correcting myself* He was so obsessed with you and the KA..D..He escaped from the hospital and went on a killing rampage...and what you said about it being, "thanks to you," *lower my head* That's not completely accurate....

Todd Manning-Vilf *My hand slid from her neck when she moved away* He's a serial killer too??? *Rolled my eyes* Awesome, just awesome! *shook my head* What do you mean? Of course it's not thanks to me. I MADE him rape you. *Sad eyes*

Marty Saybrooke-Vilf *Covering my eyes with my hand* Todd! *Moving my hand away from my eyes I push my hair back...lowering my voice* You didn't "make him" do anything! *Looking directly at Todd* Wait, before I tell you what happened...And I'm only telling you because...*practically mumbling* because he sort of wanted me to kill you. But before I say anything...I think we need to clear the air, once and for all...about...Powell..

Todd Manning-Vilf *Shook my head in confusion* I didn't make him do anything? Are you high?? *Sighed as I listened with my arms folded* Of course he wanted to kill me. It wasn't the first time. Do you not remember what I told you, about what Powell did to me?? *Soft laugh* You want us to clear the air about Powell? Okay.. How about we start with everyone babying the shit out of him, because he cared? And when I finally admitted that I cared, and I know too late, no one gave a shit! *My feeling always turn sour when I talk about Powell* And that wasn't just you. It was everyone!

Marty Saybrooke-Vilf *Shaking my head* No Todd, i'm not "high" *closing my eyes, I take a deep breath of the crisp cold air, before opening them to look at Todd. You didn't make him'

Todd Manning-Vilf *Laughed and shook my head in disbelief* What are you talking about? Explain.. Cause the last time I checked, that's what everyone, including you, believes.

Marty Saybrooke-Vilf *Letting my hands falls to the side* Yea...well I was wrong. *I tilt my head back, gazing at the bright stars, while tears begin to fall. looking back at Todd, I wipe the tears away* This is really difficult to talk about..*Deep sigh* ok..certain memories ..from ..that night..will never go away...*Pacing back and forth, I manage to stand still long enough to answer him* One of those memories ...Yes...it's of Powell locking the door...but it's also what happened right before that...*tears fall* I'll never forget it..and it's also a daily reminder to me that Powell had the final say over what he decided to do...or not do... *Looking at Todd a single tear falls*

Todd Manning-Vilf *I placed my hands in my pocket and listened* Okay.. *Curious* And what was that?

Marty Saybrooke-Vilf *Turning away from Todd. Deep sigh* When you told him to lock the door..*wiping away a tear* I begged him not to...and for a split moment ..I could see him looking at you ...and then me....I could see him deciding what to do in his mind! *Turning to face Todd* Don't you see? He may have been conflicted, or felt bad or whatever but in the end he chose you!...it was his choice to lock that door! ...*Tears fall* I'm not saying you don't bare responsibility, or...or that you didn't have a huge influence on him...*Shooting Todd a look* All I'm trying to say is that in the end Powell had a choice about what he did and did not do! *folding my arms I look at Todd as a single tear falls*

Todd Manning-Vilf *I tried not to smile* You do understand what you're saying, right? That Powell had the choice the entire time. That I pushed him, yes! But I didn't force him. *waved my hands* I just wanna be clear.

Marty Saybrooke-Vilf *Lowering my eyebrows in curiosity* What is that smirk for? *I could tell he was trying not to laugh, I'd seen that look a million times* You're ...Happy that Powell chose to be a weak sorry excuse for a man ...and rape me? *Brushing my hair back I snapped* Of course you 'didn't 'Force Him'! I never thought you forced him! He was terrified and in awe of you *roll my eyes as I sigh* Maybe in his mind he thought he couldn't say no to you...but in the end ...Yes I am acknowledging it Todd...in the end, Powell could have stopped the whole thing...or at least tried...*tears fall*

Todd Manning-Vilf *Frowned* Marty, I'm not trying to hurt you. It's just everyone blamed me for it, to the point I believed it myself! I hated myself for it.. So yes, I'm glad you acknowledged it. Sue me! *Sighed* You all babied him so much. And when I admitted that I cared, you all hated me more.

Marty Saybrooke-Vilf *Pushing my hair back upset* What are you talking about? *deep breath* Everyone blamed you for the rape! ...for pressuring Powell , but C'mon Todd!? Everyone knows he had a choice! ...and what do you mean when you say "I hated myself for it? *sarcastic* Sorry, but there's so much here to choose from ...I'm just not sure. * Glance at Todd* I don't understand Todd...it almost sounds to me like you were jealous ...of Powell! ..."We babied him"? I didnt exactly invite him over for tea *Deep sigh* I told him I forgave him and gave him a second chance ...*turning my head away* Just like I did with you...

(Southside, Port Charles) Ivan Dashiell-Vilf *I climbed out of the truck and called out to Annie* Annie!! Let me the fuck in!!

Annie Wilson-Vilf *I was curled up on my couch enjoying television when I heard my name being called* What the.. *I got up and went to open the door and saw it was Ivan* Oh *soft smile* I wasn't expecting to see you here..

Ivan Dashiell-Vilf *I leaned against the truck* Well I don't need a fucking invitation, you're my chick!! *Laughed*

Annie Wilson-Vilf *shook my head* Well, do I wanna know why I'm getting a surprise visit *laughed a little as I leaned against the door frame*

Ivan Dashiell-Vilf *Smirked* My brother just got fucking laid!! And I wanna do the same. *giggled*

Annie Wilson-Vilf *looked down for a moment to stop myself from laughing* Oh god.. *brushed my hair back* Well, now my neighbors know what I'll be doing later.. *softly chuckled* Just..get in here..

Ivan Dashiell-Vilf *Half smile* Fuck them! *walked up to the door and leaned on the frame* They're gonna hear ya screamin' anyway.

Annie Wilson-Vilf I actually like my neighbors *I stepped away from my door frame to open the door more* And you sound so sure that I'm one of the "screamers" *placed a hand on my hip*

Ivan Dashiell-Vilf *Soft laugh* They all scream.. *Walked into the house* And for the fucking record, you asked.

Annie Wilson-Vilf I guess my plans for the evening just changed *I closed the door, I let out a soft breath* I had to ask, I blame myself for that *chuckled as I walked back over to the couch*

Ivan Dashiell-Vilf *Stopped her by catching her hand* Whoa, hold the fuck on! Where's you're fucking bed? *cute smile* First times should always be on a bed.

Annie Wilson-Vilf *I stopped as I felt his hand grab mine, I turned to face him* First time? Really? *soft laugh* Well, aren't you sweet for wanting it to be enjoyable *I gestured with my free hand towards the stairs* It's upstairs, on the right..

Ivan Dashiell-Vilf Just cause I'm fucking horny, doesn't mean you can't enjoy it too.. *I pulled her by the hand up the stairs.*

Annie Wilson-Vilf I'm sure I'll find some enjoyment from it *half smile as I followed you up to my room*

Ivan Dashiell-Vilf *When we reached the top I pulled her in front of me* Some enjoyment? *raised my eyebrows* Really?? You don't think I can make you cum?

Annie Wilson-Vilf *I stopped walking as we reached the top* It's not that I'm saying you can't make me cum, I'm sure you can *soft laugh* I just really wasn't expecting any of this to happen this fast, I guess.

Ivan Dashiell-Vilf *Shrugged my shoulders* Oh.. Did you want to fucking shower first? I could join you? *sexy smile*

Annie Wilson-Vilf *softly chuckled* That does sound nice, but I already had my shower an hour after you showed up *soft shrug* I mean, if I ever stayed at your place, we could shower there *chuckled as I turned and headed to my room*

Ivan Dashiell-Vilf *Followed her* So then what's the fucking problem? *Confused*

Annie Wilson-Vilf *my bedroom door was already slightly open for Joey, so I just pushed it open more* There really isn't a problem, I just don't normally have guys coming over stating how horny they are *laughed a little while I scanned the room for Joey (my dog), he wasn't in here*

Ivan Dashiell-Vilf *Watched her* Are you fucking lookin' for somethin'? *Snickered*

Annie Wilson-Vilf *pressed my lips together* Uh, yeah *laughed a little* My dog *turned around and waved my hand* But he's probably downstairs somewhere, so you're safe.

Ivan Dashiell-Vilf OH! Right, you have a fucking mutt. I forgot. *Swung the door shut*

Annie Wilson-Vilf Yes, I have a dog *huffed* And Joey is not a mutt..

Ivan Dashiell-Vilf *Smiled and grabbed her chin* You're fuckin' cute when you pout. Fine! dog. *kiss*

Annie Wilson-Vilf Just because you're being sweet, doesn't excuse you calling my baby a mutt *laughed a little* but thank you, that's much better *kissed you back*

Ivan Dashiell-Vilf If you're dog is your baby, what the fuck am I? *giggled*

Annie Wilson-Vilf That's a really good question *smiled as I thought about that* Isn't that up to you? I mean, you kind of make all the rules, right?

Ivan Dashiell-Vilf *Shrugged* I guess, but last time I tried that, you didn't fucking like it when I called you bitch.

Annie Wilson-Vilf It's not every day I get an offer to be someone's bitch. I have lots of people wanting me to be their girlfriend, but being someone's bitch is a first for me *soft shrug* That's kind of hard for me to get used to.

Ivan Dashiell-Vilf Okay.. So there! You pick somethin'? *laughed*

Annie Wilson-Vilf I'm fine with being called your "chick" or whatever.. *softly sighed* but I'm pretty sure you'd rather go with the first option.. *paused* If it helps, just call me whatever you want.

Ivan Dashiell-Vilf Not YOU silly! ME! What do you want to call me? *Laughed as I sat on the edge of the bed*

Annie Wilson-Vilf Oh, that *ran my fingers through my hair* That's kind of hard to say right now.. *played with the ends of my hair, twisting it around my finger* I mean it would be nice to call you something sweet like "babe" or something but, I really don't know how long this *gestured back and forth between you and myself* is going to go on for.

Ivan Dashiell-Vilf *Laughed* It's going on, until you fucking die! *snickered* You're mine forever.

Annie Wilson-Vilf Well, I wouldn't want to argue with the boss *laughed a little* So, we're going to be stuck together for a very long time.. Are you sure you can put up with me for that long? *teased as I walked over to my side of the bed and sat down*

Ivan Dashiell-Vilf *Smirked* You're not that much of a fucking problem. I've seen worse, so fuck yeah.

Annie Wilson-Vilf Really? *I sat on my right leg as my leg hung off the side* Well, that's good to know I'm not that difficult and I'm sure you won't be that much of a problem for me *soft smile* I hope *brushed a few strands of hair behind my ear*

Ivan Dashiell-Vilf *Smiled* We'll find out... *leaned in to kiss her*

Annie Wilson-Vilf *smiled a little* Yes, we definitely will find out *leaned in and softly kissed you back*

(Ireland)

Todd Manning-Vilf *I looked at her strange* I never wanted your forgiveness. I wanted someone to see it. See that I cared! No one did. None of you! Except.. Viki. She saw it.

Marty Saybrooke-Vilf *My arms are crossed as I glare at Todd. My eyes are narrowed, and my lips perched. I want to throw something at him when he said "He never wanted my forgiveness" pushing my hair back, I slowly take a deep breath* Would you mind repeating that again?! *flaring my hands while I talk for emphasis* Let me make sure I got this: You don't want my forgiveness ..but *sarcastic* you're "sad that no one cares about poor Toddy...except Vicki...who for some reason can tolerate you for more than fifteen minutes. *shooting him a look*

Todd Manning-Vilf I told you.. You're forgiveness is NOT what I wanted. You should NEVER forgive me for THAT. *Meaning the rape.*

Marty Saybrooke-Vilf *I look up at the stars trying to calm my breathing, before I look at Todd. I couldn't believe after everything we had been though , he didn't care at all...at least about being forgiven. I snapped at Todd* Don't you think it should be up to 'ME' to 'Decide' whether I forgive you or not? *My glare turns into a nervous smirk as I realize the irony. Lifting my hair partially, I look directly at Todd, wanting him to see my confident smile. Letting my hair fall* I get it ..It all makes sense now..*Walking closer to face Todd* It would be just like you , to take away my choice ... even if it's about forgiving you...You just always have to be the one in control...*Our eyes lock as my eyes narrow , almost trying to pierce through him*

Todd Manning-Vilf *Sighed* I like control, yes! But Marty, forgiving me is wrong. I don’t deserve it. Powell didn't either. *sad eyes* Don't you see that?

Marty Saybrooke-Vilf *I let out a deep sigh while shaking my head at Todd* Don't you see Todd!? * I cover my face with my hands before brushing my hair away...Heavy Sigh* The point isn't 'Whether' I forgive YOU or Powell or Zack..It doesn't matter if it's wrong or right ! It's not your place to decide for me!...*I run my hands through the sides of my hair , trying to calm myself.* You don't control me like I'm some robot *Becoming agitated* I make my own choices about my life *I could feel my blood pressure rising...Nervous smile while nodding my head* You're probably right ..I never should have forgiven Powell, I have NO IDEA why I'm on some rooftop with you! ...and Zack can rot in hell for all eternity for all I care..but it's my call! WHY IS THIS SIMPLE CONCEPT SO HARD FOR YOU TO UNDERSTAND?! *I put my hands to the side of my temples as I feel it pounding...I take deep breaths calming myself down. I was silent for a long moment before my eyes settled on Todd* You know, after that whole "KAD remake" I was sure Powell was obsessed with the past and you...*biting my bottom lip* But now I'm starting to think maybe it's the other way around...*Nervously staring at Todd* ...Maybe you're the one who can't let go of Powell and everything you set into motion ...

Todd Manning-Vilf *Paused* Maybe I can't let go everything that I set into motion. *Looked away* If you want to forgive me? Go ahead. You're right, it's your choice. *Looked at her* But I think it's the wrong one. And.. You.. You think I'm jealous of Powell Lord? Really? *I was, but I wasn't about to admit it* Then I guess I'm jealous of every guys you've had a relationship with too?? *I was in disbelief* Cause Powell used you just as much as all the others have. But we'll get back to that... Stop stalling! What did Powell do to you??

Marty Saybrooke-Vilf *Staring at Todd in disbelief My anger so palatable...I was glaring at him while folding my arms* Why do you want to know so badly what your "buddy" supposedly did to me? *sarcastic tone* What...you two want to compare notes? *I tilted my head up staring at the stars. They always seemed to have a calming effect on me. Letting out a deep breath, I lower my head looking straight ahead . I couldn't look at Todd. Nervous Grin* There you go again...deciding what...The who..the when...*looking at Todd* No! We're not going to 'get back to that'...Not until you tell me what the hell you meant just now?! "Powell used me as much as all the others?" *laughing as I put my hands over my face for a fleeting moment* Oh that is rich coming from you ..*moving my hands from my face to push my hair back* Oh that's right! *pointing my finger in Todd's direction* You're an expert now on relationships ...I'd love to hear this one ..So actually we'll *air quotes* "Get Back" To Powell's Latest psychotic break after you tell me , how my personal life is ANY business of yours?

Todd Manning-Vilf Yeah.. *Nodded* That is exactly right. Powell used you to get that comfort, that it was all okay that he raped you, because her cared, and confessed to it. *Fake gag* You really wanna go there? Okay.. Let's start with Suede! Cause, cause you know he's my favorite. *Sarcastic smile*

Marty Saybrooke-Vilf * I bend over my face buried by my hands. I just breathed ...After a minute I stood up straight practically hyperventilating as I glare at Todd *Go to hell!!* "Powell used me? ...Yea well I got news for you ...so did you! *My heart was pounding with rage* I don't even know what twisted version you're talking about! *I run my hands through the sides of my hair, as my breathing becomes rapid* You are sick! I think you're enjoying this! *Letting my hair fall I point my finger at Todd almost seething* Let's get something straight it was NEVER OK, that Powell or any of you animals raped me...It will...NEVER...BE...OK! *Pointing two fingers at him* Second, you don't dare mention Suede's name. You're really going to trash a man who can't defend himself, because you killed him!!!You don't know anything about us! And you know what?...one thing we agree on, *Pointing my finger right in his face* I will NEVER forgive you *Our eyes locking* Ever...*Turning my back to Todd I walk a few steps away and put my hands on the roof landing. Tears begin streaming down, I couldn't understand why Todd was being so hurtful and hateful towards me. I stared up at the stars as tears continue to fall*

Todd Manning-Vilf *It hurt that she finally admitted that she would never forgive, but it was the right call. I replied in a soft voice* Yes, I did use you once, for sex. We used each other that night.. *Shook my head* And I'm not proud of it. *I back up a little to give her some room* BEFORE the rape, Suede pushed you away, every chance he had. He refused to accept you for you.. *My voice remained soft as I looked down* I know I was an arrogant bastard.. And that's putting it lightly, but.. *Looked at her* Back then, I would have accepted you that way... *My heart felt like it was breaking* I asked you to be my girl, I didn't care about the other stuff. But Suede did. He couldn't look past it. He only wanted to be with you, when you said you've changed or after the rape, when you were no longer that... girl. *Pressed my lips*

Marty Saybrooke-Vilf *My back was turned to Todd while he spoke. I close my eyes when he brings up our first encounter* That's not what I was referring to *I open my eyes letting the tears fall, as a crisp wind blows through my hair. I lowered my eyebrows listening with intensity when Todd says "I asked you to be my girl", I quickly turn around. The glare from the moon reflecting off my sparkling eyes* There's something that doesn't make sense Todd...*Putting my hand on my hips* You just said *Pointing at him* That you used me for sex "once" or..*Mocking tone* "We used each other"...But..now you're saying "you never really cared about all that "other" stuff and just wanted me to be your girl *bitter smile* How so very "Happy Days" ..*Brushing my hair back* Oh..wait a minute...isn't this the night your whole "revenge plot" began? Something about asking you to hold me for a minute or two and you were already out the front door? *I fold my arms, while tilting my head slightly to the side* I find it amazing that you cant keep YOUR own story straight....Yet *Brush my hair back with one hand* you seem to know all of Suede's motives...*Shaking my head* You can't begin to understand and never will what Suede and I had. You know nothing about it and frankly I don't know why you even care ? *Take a deep breath as I stare at Todd* Why do you care so much about my love life Todd? *Observing his face while I wait for some answers*

Todd Manning-Vilf *I reached out to touch her, but didn't, and continued to speak in a soft tone* When we met, yes, we used each other. You wanted someone to be with, and I was cocky, probably high, and horny. But before that, I did think you were amazing.. After we.. Made love.. I ran and acted like I didn't care, but that doesn't mean that I didn't. I did have feelings for you, *shook my head* I didn't understand it at the time, but I did. And yes, you drank, you partied, you.. did.. things you are ashamed of. But so did. I did all of that too. And.. It wasn't about the sex anymore. It was about you. Yes, I came on to you, so you would sleep with me again, but it was so I could hold you after, and be nice to you. I knew just as much as Suede, who you were, back then, but I was willing to accept you that way. I made a mistake, leaving you there alone, and I wanted to correct it so badly. *Teared up* But all you saw was Suede. And he continuously pushed you away, while I tried to pull you closer. And then that whole thing happened after I asked you to be my girl, and I gave up. I... *A tear fell and I didn't bother to wipe it* I was hurt, and at the time, I let you go.. I raped you. *my hand fell to my side* And I'm soooo sorry. *shook my head* I'm not saying I deserved you, I didn't. But neither did Suede. Or any of the men you were with.

Marty Saybrooke-Vilf *My arms are folded when I see Todd's hand coming towards me. I tense up, until he wisely changes his mind..My body relaxes when he talks in a soft tone. I rolled my eyes when he mentions being high and horny. Looking away, a memory flashes of me at Rodis , sitting on Todd's lap... not a care in the world. I quickly look at a Todd. Trying to find my place in the conversation. I nod as if I'm listening , when I was really a million mikes away. I listen intently as todd describes my life back then: partying, drinking, sleeping around...I look towards the ground, feeling shame. My eyes make their way up to look at Todd, my head was still partly tilted toward the ground...I cringe hearing Todd bring up the rape my eyes are glossy as a single tear falls, glancing at Todd I cried more when he said how sorry he was. I knew he hated himself for it , and would never forgive himself for what he did to me...I'm not sure if I could ever really forgive him But I definitely felt a sense of comfort hearing him say it....looking at Todd my eyes soften * T-Thank you for saying that*....I was about to speak when it felt like Todd had thrown me a curve ball. Wrapping my arms around myself , I was puzzled why Todd would say this to me....Almost in the a whisper* Wha- What are you talking about Todd? Why would you say "None of the men in my life deserved me? *innocently looking at him* What does that mean? *My eyes widened waiting for some answer..It felt like nothing he was saying made any sense to me...or maybe I was just choosing subconsciously not to hear him. Either way, I wanted to know. Once and for all, I wanted to know how Todd Manning truly felt about me...Then...and Now.*

(Brooklyn) Kane-Vilf Why would you want to be with me? There are way better guys out there that would love you. Roman, Dean, Seth, even Taker! 

Erica Blodtorst-Vilf *finishes a slice of pizza* I'll admit those guys are hot but as far as being better for me I don't know about that. *small smile* I want to be with you because despite what people think about you they don't know the real you. I think you're awesome.

Kane-Vilf *Looked at her* How the hell am I awesome? All I did was use and abuse you?

Erica Blodtorst-Vilf Well okay maybe you weren't always awesome but after I lost our son. *looks away sad* You were there for me every step of the way. *looks back at him* For that I'm forever grateful for that.

Kane-Vilf *My eyes saddened* Erica, I blamed myself for that. I still do..

Erica Blodtorst-Vilf *shakes my head* No, don't blame yourself. It was my fault for being in the ring. If I knew what a sadistic asshole Snitsky was I would have let you hit him with that chair. *Looks away and closes my eyes* I'm to blame not you.

Kane-Vilf *Shook my head* NO! I shouldn't have forced you down to ringside, and I should have pushed you out of the way..

Erica Blodtorst-Vilf *sighs and looks at him* Look let's not place blame on each other after all we both know it was Snitsky's fault. *growls* I should have killed him a long time ago. *grabs another piece of pizza and nibbles on it*

Kane-Vilf *Smirked* Right.. Plus, we could always try again..? *Took a bit, then realized what I said.*

Erica Blodtorst-Vilf *stopped in mid bit and blinked a few times when I realize what he said* Y-you want to have another baby with me? *blushed*

Kane-Vilf *I swallowed the pizza hard* Uhh... I did after the miscarriage, soooo.. Umm.. Yes?

Erica Blodtorst-Vilf *set my slice of pizza down* Oh right after the miscarriage but now now right?

Kane-Vilf *I thought about it* Well... M-Maybe.

Erica Blodtorst-Vilf Really? *Half smile with a blush* Well maybe someday when we trust each other again we can try. So I guess I should tell you how Edge got to me.

Kane-Vilf *Shy smile* Sure.. I still like you. *Blushed* Umm.. Yes! *Relieved that the subject was changing* Tell me.

Erica Blodtorst-Vilf *smiles* That's good to know. *my smile faded and I sighed* Alright but it's not pretty. It started soon after you were badly injured by Snitsky at Cyber Sunday or whatever the hell that pay per view was called were the fans picked the match. I was so worried about you even though I knew you'd be okay. Anyway you were recuperating at home and I had just won back my women's championship. As I entered backstage everyone congratulated me including Edge. He shows up with a bottle of water. *shrugs* I didn't think anything about it untill I started having dreams. *blushed*

Kane-Vilf *Nodded as I listen* So Edge fed you his blood? And you fell in love? *sad eyes*

Erica Blodtorst-Vilf *looks down in shame* Yes the blood bond was in place with just a little blood. *looks up at him sadly* You would think I would have known but I couldn't taste it in the water. I fell in lust with Edge not love. He didn't love me at all. I was just his play thing.

Kane-Vilf *I finished my slice and grabbed another one* I'm sorry.. I just thought you loved him and not me.

Erica Blodtorst-Vilf I know and that's what Edge wanted you to think. I never wanted to taught you but Edge insisted that we keep rubbing in the fact that he stole me from you. The man made me have sex with him on live tv and in front of a live audience. *sighs* All to prove that I, *puts up quote fingers* "Loved" him. *picks up my slice of pizza and starts eating it*

Kane-Vilf But.. You didn't? So why put up with it? *Took a bite*

Erica Blodtorst-Vilf *Swallowed* I wish I could've but he had me. Hook line and sinker. Blood bonds are very powerful. It makes you do crazy things for love. including hurt those you love.

(Ireland)

Todd Manning-Vilf I know you see Suede as this big knight in shining armor. *sad eyes* But I looked at the bigger picture. And yeah, maybe I was jealous, but why wouldn't I be? Look at you! You're beautiful...

Marty Saybrooke-Vilf *Soft Voice* You...don't know how I saw Suede.. *Curiously staring at Todd, my eyes become sad thinking about Suede* Why do you think you know everything about something you actually know nothing about? *I feel my defenses going up*

Todd Manning-Vilf *Sighed softly* I know how you feel about Suede. And if you want to see him in this big shinning light? *Flapped my arms down* Then fine! But he never wanted you until you changed. And before you change, you told him once that you were changing, and what did he do? He ended up at your door with flowers. *I put my hands in my pocket*

Marty Saybrooke-Vilf *Running my fingers through my hair* I really dont know how you live like this?*Putting my hands up in frustration* You just make up your own version of history...*pushing my hair I fold my arms a smirk falls over my face* Oh I get it, Now this all makes sense to me.

Todd Manning-Vilf AH! *I yelled in frustration* It's not a my version you beautiful, hard headed, woman! *soft laugh* What makes sense to you Marty? That I'm the dog and Suede was this angel? Even a crack head would know better than that. *I was starting to get upset again*

Marty Saybrooke-Vilf *Putting my hands to my temples , I lift my hair , completely frustrated* It's not your version? *Nervous laugh* "You're the dog and Suede's the angel"? *letting my hair fall around my face, I let out a deep sigh* This has nothing to do with Suede! *My voice rising as I point my finger at him* This is just another one of your twisted perverse theories! *My hands fall to my sides...sigh* Suede ...was a good man, but he was no saint....*Seeing how worked up Todd is getting over this ...I look away to calm myself* Todd? Why do you think you're such an expert on my life? ....And why is it so important that I see Suede as a "Saint" and you as the "Devil"....maybe that's how you saw yourself...*low voice* not that back then it was that far of a stretch....*Looking at Todd*

Todd Manning-Vilf *My rage got the best of me* THIS HAS EVERYTHING TO DO WITH HIM! It's not a theory, it's the damn truth! And yeah, maybe I am the devil, but at least I know what is happening right in front of me! Tell me one time that Suede Looooved you when you were that "party girl?" *Pointed at her* You can't! Cause there is none! He continuously pushed you away. He didn't care about you, and I'm glad he's gone!!

Marty Saybrooke-Vilf *I jump back when his face transforms into pure rage. My heart is beating steadily fast, I shoot Todd a look , My disgust and sadness are shown in my face. My fear quickly turns into rage as I begin to process what he's saying. I cover my face with my hands, my breathing intensified...when I hear him say: "I'm glad he's gone" I completely lose it...moving my hands away from my face I push my hair back while glaring at Todd* SHUT UP! I DO NOT WANT TO HEAR ANOTHER WORD!!! *Tears fall as I stare at Todd in disgust.*

Todd Manning-Vilf *Huffed, then noticed Marty emotions. I calmed myself down* He didn't deserve you, none of them did...

Marty Saybrooke-Vilf *Looking at Todd , I can't hide my hurt. Tears slowly fall ...I look up toward the stars , collecting my thoughts , I take a deep breath before settling my eyes on Todd. Soft voice* Who deserved me then? ...You?! *Wiping away a tear..hard swallow* Whatever you think Suede did or did not to...Nobody could of treated me worse than you did. *Becoming increasingly upset* How dare you stand there and make judgement about the man you killed! How dare you throw my past in my face? You know nothing about Suede *Tears fall* He was going to start a whole new life for himself...and because of you that will never happen...You don't say a word about him. Maybe he wasn't perfect ...but at least he wasn't a rapist *Turn my back to Todd walking to the other side of the roof. I close my eyes letting the cold air his my face*

Todd Manning-Vilf *Paused for a long moment and followed her.* At least I never tried to change you into someone you're not! *folded my arms* And I never deserved you. I already told you that. *soft laugh* You hear what you wanna hear, don't you?

Marty Saybrooke-Vilf *my back is turned to him, I don't respond but rather just process what is being said. A shiver runs through my body when I hear that familiar laugh...I wrap my arms around myself , turning halfway, seeing Todd from the corner of my eye...In almost a whisper as I hold myself * No, you see Todd that's where you're wrong, Suede never tried to change me...You say "I" hear what I want to hear ? *crying* Do you even remember why Suede and I broke up? *I turn my body to face Todd* Do you remember telling Suede that I was sleeping with every guy in your house? *tears fall* you fed him lies after lies , *Sad laugh* If anyone turned me into someone I'm not ...it was you! It's always about you! You and your sick vendettas! *Tears fall* Anything You think Suede did, is a direct result of you. So if you want to blame anyone...Go look in the mirror! I'm leaving! *Shoot Todd a look as I start to walk away*

Todd Manning-Vilf *I reached out and caught her arm as she passed me* Yeah, I may have told him that, but if he truly loved you, he wouldn't have cared. He wouldn't have listened to me. *Paused* And you're right the only thing worse than being a rapist is a murderer, and I'm BOTH! I never claimed to be anything else after the conviction, and I won't. I know what I am Marty, so it doesn't change the fact that Suede was a piece of garbage, in his own way.

Marty Saybrooke-Vilf *Pulling my arm out of Todd's grip* Let Go Of Me!! *My breathing intensifies* Why is this any of your business? Why do you care?! *Covering my face in my hands* I'm trying to figure out why a convicted rapist and killer ...would be outraged the most over the fact that Suede "tried to change me"? *nervous laugh as I brush my hair back* Why does this bother you so much? *Deep sigh as I pause collecting my thoughts* This is all I'm going to say on this subject. Suede was there when I needed him and I'll always be grateful. For reasons that are none of your business...we decided to just be friends *Tearing up* I'll never know how his life would've turned out. *pointing my finger at Todd* So don't you ever call Suede a piece of garbage to me again! *Tears fall*

Todd Manning-Vilf *Shook my head* Wait.. Back the hell up! You and Suede weren't together, when he died?

Marty Saybrooke-Vilf *My tear stained eyes are glued on Todd. A part of me resents him for asking questions about my life...especially from that time. Inhale a deep breath* That's an interesting choice of words "died"..*Looking away..I swallow the lump in my throat trying not to cry. Shaking my head as I wipe a tear* He was going to leave Lanview. *Tilting my head back as tears roll down my face* Ugh..I can see it so clearly, He had so much going for him. *looking at Todd I wipe away tears* Does this give you some sick pleasure? Is that why you're asking? *Wrapping my arms around myself*

Todd Manning-Vilf *Frowned* Marty, I don't take pleasure in your pain. That was a long time ago. I'm not that dumb jock anymore. *Sighed* You two broke up, before I "Accidentally," killed him? Are you SERIOUS???

Marty Saybrooke-Vilf *Looking at Todd confused* Yes! I just said so ...What? You want me to have it notarized? *Walking past Todd , I exhale a deep breath, I'm trying not to let anymore tears fall*

Todd Manning-Vilf No! It just.. Really?? *Sighed* This whole damn time I thought I broke you too up and felt like crap about it!! *punching the air* ?Are you frigging kidding me??

Marty Saybrooke-Vilf *Still holding myself. I quickly twirl around to face Todd* What do you mean?

Todd Manning-Vilf *I looked at her with wide eyes, and my mouth gaped open in disbelief* What do I mean?? You never told me!! OH God! *Slid my fingers though my hair* I thought I killed him and broke you two up!

Marty Saybrooke-Vilf *awkwardly Smiling, I couldn't help but smirk at the irony*

Todd Manning-Vilf *Glared at her* You think that's funny?? How would you feel if you thought for DECADES, that you accidentally killed someone and broke up a couple?? And I thought I was cruel!

Marty Saybrooke-Vilf *My hands over my eyes , I'm smiling as I shake my head in amazement. I remove my hand from eyes ,brushing my hair back fir comfort * I don't think it's funny ...I think it's the most appropriate metaphor...*Folding my arms*

Todd Manning-Vilf *Looked at her strange* What?? The hell with this!! It's too damn cold! You think whatever you want, okay? I don't care! It's one thing to break a couple up, it's another when you kill one of them. But it's not just him! There's Dylan MOODY! *Made a face* Yeah, he was a piece of work. Where the hell did you pick that one? The pound?

Marty Saybrooke-Vilf *Instinctively grab his arm* Oh no...no...no...There are ways of "killing" a person without actually killing them! *Realizing I'm holding on to his forearm, I quickly let go* You didn't just "Break us up" ...You did so much damage that you made it impossible for us ...*I stopped myself just short of saying it...Quickly trying to change the subject* Now you're talking about Dylan? *Throwing my hands up in the air* What is this? Some sick version of "This is Your Life?!" *Folding my arms defensively*

Todd Manning-Vilf *Looked at her hand until she moved it* I'm sorry I killed Suede. I didn't do it intentionally. That's the truth! *I teared up a little* And yes! We are bring up Dylan, and Patrick and John and Vvvvvvictor! None of them were worthy of you. Dylan was this hick that thought he could control you. The only one of all of them that "May," and that's a BIG may, have been okay, for you, was Patrick.

Marty Saybrooke-Vilf *Putting my hand up* Wait a minute! *catching my breath* You said you were sorry that you killed Suede..*Our eyes lock* You never told me that ...I want to believe it was an accident ..*Tearing up , while whispering * I really want to believe you *Tears fall* You were so out of control back then *shaking my head* You held a gun on me...you were going to rape me...again...*inhale deep breath* what's the difference ... It doesn't matter anymore...*Put my head down...After a few minutes of silence...I pick my head up to look at Todd* I don't want to do this anymore ...*sniff* I don't know why you think any of this is any business of your concern. *looking up* You want me to talk to you about Dylan? Patrick?!! *shaking my head* No...no way!

Todd Manning-Vilf Of course I'm sorry for killing Suede. I hated him, but I didn't want him dead! *Glared at her as she spoke* You don't want to talk about them, fine! But I'm just going to say this.. Dylan is a worse control freak than me! And that's saying a lot. Patrick, at least he actually loved you. John, all he ever cares about is his "Hero hair" and how he's going to save the day today. And though I wasn't there, I'm more than sure he was with you to "Save," you. And Victor! He's just a douche! He's exactly what I was in the 90's and I'll never understand what attracted you to him. *Then it hit me* Wait...

Marty Saybrooke-Vilf *Staring at Todd dumbfounded..I knew I should of walked away , but something was pulling me; this curiosity...plus, while I'd never admit it to Todd...he was right ..more or less right about each them. My eyes were looking up, embarrassed that I actually wanted Todd's opinion . I exhale a deep breath , reluctantly saying:* You HATED Patrick! And if you said three words to Dylan the whole time he was in Lanview it was a lot ! What makes you an expert on them?

Todd Manning-Vilf *Waved my hand* Shut up, shut up... *Thinking out loud* Why did Suede break up with you? *looked at her*

Marty Saybrooke-Vilf *Snapping back* Don't tell me to Shut up?! And why should I tell you anything?! Like when did we get joined at the hip?

Todd Manning-Vilf *Cracked a smile* Oh.. You don't want me to know.. *Soft laugh* What did he do? Why after everything would he just up and leave. Especially, when he knew I was out there on the run? *Pointed at her* You're hiding something.

Marty Saybrooke-Vilf *I glare at Todd unamused* Why are you so interested in my personal life? And from practically 25 years ago? *Sarcastic Tone* You really need to get yourself a hobby ...other than me! *My eyebrow raised at Todd I'm hopeful that will have him back down ..somehow though I'm not very optimistic*

Todd Manning-Vilf *I pressed my hand on a smoke stack and leaned in a little towards her* But if I stop finding you interesting, who will? *sexy smile* Come on.. Tell me? *Scrunched my nose* What's the worst that could happen?

Marty Saybrooke-Vilf *Slowly move back as Todd leans in, putting my hands on my hips I give him "The Look". Sarcastic tone* Oh that's right , How will I ever survive without you? I mean who could possibly find me interesting besides you? *Pretending to think*

Todd Manning-Vilf *smirked* You're stalling, by trying to hurt me. *Soft smile* I mean, I was just fishing, but now I know there's something. *Moved away slowly* Cough it up Kitten.. All you're hurtful words are not going to help you. Spit it out!

Marty Saybrooke-Vilf *My head was still tilted back my eyes closed ...I would have just let him rambled, until my eyes opened wide , completely puzzled . I lower my my head , with a look of confusion mixed with frustration...I let out a deep sigh* Fine! I'll tell you! On one condition! Do Not ever call me "kitten again" . I tolerate you at best...There will never come a time where you will be calling me "kitten". * I was studying Todd's face ...his over confidence worried me a little, Whatever game he was playing, I was on to him, I could see Todd having 'magic powers' before ever calling me kitten ...ever.*

(Scum Town)

Slick Dashiell-Vilf *I just got out of the shower when Abby came back in the room. She was walking a little funny* Did I fucking do that?

Abby Dickfit-Vilf *As I stepped in the room, I looked up to see Slick coming out the bathroom* Oh, yeah *soft laugh, I still had my water bottle in hand* I'll be fine in a couple hours or so *walked over to the bench and sat down*

Slick Dashiell-Vilf *I was a little concerned, it showed in my eyes as sat down next to her* Are you fucking sure? *I opened her legs and rubbed her thigh* All the other girls I've fuck ended up dead.. or were dead when I fucked them. I swear I didn't know I was causing that much fucking damage. *Looked up at her*

Abby Dickfit-Vilf *I smiled a little at his concern for me* Yeah, I'm sure I'll be fine *smiled a little more as he tried to help by rubbing my thigh* I just didn't think it would have been that rough, not that I'm complaining or anything *half smile as I looked at you* Just give me a few hours and I'll be fine *nodded a little as I moved my hair out of my face*

Slick Dashiell-Vilf *I kissed the scar on the side of her neck* You weren't brought here form me to fucking hurt you.

Abby Dickfit-Vilf *smiled to his kiss* I know, you brought me here to be yours, right? *softly rubbed your arm* But I promise you, I'm okay *soft smile, I sat my bottle down next to me* just a little sore.

Slick Dashiell-Vilf Yeah.. That was the idea. But I fucked up. *Snuggled my forehead against her neck* I always fuck up..

Abby Dickfit-Vilf Why do you think you fucked up? *smiled a little as he nuzzled against my neck. I softly stroked your arm with my thumb*

Slick Dashiell-Vilf Because every time I do something I fuck it up! *Lifted my head to look at her* I can't even fuck you right! *I jumped up and went straight for my switchblade in my jacket pocket.*

Abby Dickfit-Vilf It's okay. I promise. *looked at you* Slick, I'm not that hurt from the sex, I'm just not quite used to it being that rough yet.. *I sat there as he got up to get something from his jacket, I saw it was the switchblade. I was a little concerned*

Slick Dashiell-Vilf *I opened the blade, not listening to a word she said. I stared down at it, and teared up a little before jabbing the blade into my lower back and cutting myself* AHHHH!! *I fell to my knees from the pain*

Abby Dickfit-Vilf *I looked at your for a moment as you opened up the blade* Slick.. *I slowly stood from my seat, gasped at the sight of you slicing your lower back with the blade* Oh my god! *covered my mouth in shock*

Slick Dashiell-Vilf *I was hyperventilating from the pain after I pulled the switchblade out. I turned my head to look at her* I'll be fine. the pain goes away after awhile. *swallowed as I sat on my knees*

Abby Dickfit-Vilf *I couldn't believe what I just saw. I shook off the shock and ignored my own pain as I walked in the bathroom to look for a towel, I found one and walked over to Slick and knelt by his side, placing the towel over the wound* Slick, you're not fine *frowned as I put some pressure over the towel* Why did you do this to yourself?

Slick Dashiell-Vilf *I dropped the switchblade and touched her cheek with my bloody hand* I had to do it. I fucked up. *I gave her a sad smile* I'm okay.. It's not the first time.

Abby Dickfit-Vilf *Usually, I would have winced at the blood on his hand or my face, but I was too worried to care about that* Slick, you really didn't have to do this to yourself.. *looked at you sadly* And you didn't fuck anything up.. *I kept my hand on the towel*

Slick Dashiell-Vilf *I pulled her into a soft kiss, then broke it* When I fuck up, I have to be punished. Dad's rules. *Pressed my forehead against hers* I'll be fine..

Abby Dickfit-Vilf *softly kissed you back* I don't understand the rules you live by, but you didn't do anything wrong *I let out a soft breath as our foreheads touched. I closed my eyes for a second* I know you'll be fine, but still.. *pulled back a little as I looked at you* What makes you think you did something wrong?

Slick Dashiell-Vilf Everything I touch, breaks or dies, and that's not what I wanted to do.. *Sad eyes* I just wanted you to be mine.

Abby Dickfit-Vilf Slick.. *looked at you* I promise you that I'm okay *sad smile* I'm not dead or broken in any way *slightly shook my head* Yes, I am a little sore but I will be okay *lifted my hand to touch your neck, slowly stroking your cheek with my thumb* I'm okay, I'll be okay.

Slick Dashiell-Vilf *I pulled the towel out of her hand and away from my back* I'm the most feared person in Scum Town, and yet, I can't do anything right. *Kissed her again* I really wasn't trying to hurt you.

Abby Dickfit-Vilf *I wanted to keep the towel on his back but I let him take it, it was still bleeding just not as much* It's not your fault, Slick. *kissed you back* I know you didn't mean it, it was an accident. *looked at you* Accidents happen.

Slick Dashiell-Vilf *I threw the towel to the floor and held both cheeks* Why aren't you running?

Abby Dickfit-Vilf *I gently held onto one of his wrists as his hands cupped my face* I guess I'm just too worried about you right now to run away..

Slick Dashiell-Vilf *Soft smile* See..? I knew you were the one. The one that's prefect for me. *I slowly pulled her into a hug*

Abby Dickfit-Vilf *soft smile* I guess you're right about that.. *I gently hugged him back, being careful to not hug him too tightly* We should really bandage that up.. *slowly rubbed your upper back*

Slick Dashiell-Vilf *Kissed the side of her head* It took a lot of bitches to find you..*smiled against her head* Okay.. There's a first aid kit in the bathroom.

Abby Dickfit-Vilf *smiled a little to his kiss* Looks like you don't have to search anymore.. *soft smile as I looked at you. I nodded as I stood up and headed to the bathroom. I checked the cabinets until I found the first aid kit. I returned to the same spot and knelt beside him, setting the kit In front of me*

Slick Dashiell-Vilf You really don't have to fucking do this.. *Turned for her*

Abby Dickfit-Vilf *I opened it up and pulled out a couple alcohol rubs and opened them* I know I don't have to, I want to *I looked up at you* I know you can probably do this yourself but I just like to help.. *I held the alcohol rubs close to the wound* This might hurt a bit so, be ready.. *I paused for a minute before cleaning off the wound*

Slick Dashiell-Vilf I know it will.. *I hissed when she started cleaning it, but I didn't move.* Sometimes I think this is the worst part. Ugh...

Abby Dickfit-Vilf *I winced a little as he hissed in pain but I kept cleaning the wound* Why do you think that? *I used up both the prep pads and set them aside. I pulled out a few large gauze pads and opened them, I then reached for the bandage tape* The worst part was watching you do this to yourself.. *I felt bad as I placed the gauze on your back*

Slick Dashiell-Vilf *Half smile* I got use to being cut or burned or whatever.. But cleaning it, is such a bitch! *Pressed my lip to hold in my scream*

Abby Dickfit-Vilf *frowned as I thought of you hurting yourself* But..why..? I can't get past that.. It's just horrible to do. *I gently pressed the gauze against his back as I handed you the tape* Can you help me with the tape? Please? *I placed the other open gauze over the first one*

Slick Dashiell-Vilf *Nodded* Yeah.. *I grabbed the tape and started taping the gauze* To be fucking honest. I've never had to do it to myself, until now. Usually it's my dad that does it.

Abby Dickfit-Vilf Thank you.. *As you taped up the gauze, I pressed down on it, making sure it was secured enough to stick* So, your dad would do this to you *meaning the scars* and then he would bandage you up? *looked over at you*

Slick Dashiell-Vilf *Shook my head* No.. I'd do the bandaging. He just did the rest.. *Turned to face her* See..? *cute smile* I'm alright.

Abby Dickfit-Vilf *I finished securing all the tape as I listened* That's pretty terrible for him to do.. *looked at you and smiled a little* I know you're alright, but *looked back down at the bandage then back to you* I really don't want you to hurt yourself again *my smile faded into a frown*

Slick Dashiell-Vilf *I pulled her into my arms* Then I'll try not to fuck up again.. *smiled as I leaned in and kissed her*

Abby Dickfit-Vilf *I moved closer to you as you pulled me in your arms* I'm sure you'll do just fine. I don't think you're fucking anything up *leaned in and kissed you back*

Slick Dashiell-Vilf *I stood up, pulling her with me* I know you fucking think the worst with me, because of the whole hacksaw thing, but I really don't want to fucking hurt you. You came here, you didn't put up a fight or scream, or cry. I have no fucking reason to hurt you.

Abby Dickfit-Vilf *stood up with you* Well, what happened back then can't ever go away, and thinking about it is never easy but I try not to let it get the best of me *looked at you* I know you don't want to hurt me, otherwise you would have done it already and I'm grateful for that *soft smile* Just trust me when I say that I'm alright.

Slick Dashiell-Vilf *Confused* But you're in pain? Pain that I fucking caused.

Abby Dickfit-Vilf Slick, I never said it was it was a bad pain *soft smile* It's..a good pain *blushed a little as I brushed my hair back*

Slick Dashiell-Vilf *Giggled* A good pain? *Shook my head* How is pain good?

Abby Dickfit-Vilf Well, pain is never good but *looked at you* There are a couple different types of pain: the good kind and the bad kind. The good kind of pain could be like, I don't know, being spanked during sex or how I'm feeling right now *short laugh* and the bad kind of pain would be, well.. *rubbed the scar on my neck* you cutting yourself..

Slick Dashiell-Vilf *Back up a little* So let me get this right.. All those times you fucking came tonight, is because of that "Good Pain?" *Half Smile*

Abby Dickfit-Vilf *lowered my hand from my neck and nodded* Yeah, it was because of that really good pain *blushed a little more as I rubbed my arm out of habit*

Slick Dashiell-Vilf So.. *Leaned in and kissed the scar on her neck* My dick made you sore, but you liked it, and it made you cum, right? *Kissed it again*

Abby Dickfit-Vilf *softly smiled as he kissed the scar on my neck, I nodded as I gently placed my hands against your chest* Yes, I am sore because of you and your dick *short giggle* but I enjoyed every minute of it *slid my hands over your shoulders*

Slick Dashiell-Vilf *Lifted my head to look in her eyes* Well.. Why didn't you fucking say so? *I picked her up and carried her to the bed and gently put her down* Stay! Until you can fucking walk.

Abby Dickfit-Vilf *looked you in the eyes* I'll be sure to say so next time, promise *I softly gasped and held onto you as you carried me to the bed* Okay, but, I was gonna take a warm bath *paused as I remembered something* but I still don't have a change of clothes..

Slick Dashiell-Vilf *Sat in between her legs* I'll fucking buy you clothes.. Just stay! Once you can walk around, you can fucking shower, or whatever. *kissed her hard*

Abby Dickfit-Vilf *I really liked that Slick was concerned about me, it kind of made me like him even more now. I smiled and nodded* Okay, I'll stay in bed until I'm feeling better *gently placed my hand on your neck and kissed you back*

(Brooklyn)

Kane-Vilf *We finished eating and headed back to the living room area, as we past the entrance door we could hear Enzo yelling at the top of his lungs. "My name is Enzo Amore and I am a certified G and a bonafide stud and you can't teach that! And this right here, this is Big Cass and he's 7 foot tall and you can't teach that! And this right here, this is Carmella and she's hot as hell and you can't teach that! Bada boom! Realest guys in the room! How ya doin?" I stopped at the door* One second.. *Lifted a finger to Erica, then opened to door. Enzo and Cass had there back towards me, and before Cass could say his line, I lit a fire under there asses! Literally. They ran screaming as they tried to put it out, and I laughed as I watched* You can beat that...

Erica Blodtorst-Vilf *I followed him into the living room. When I heard Enzo and Cass out in the hall I couldn't help but laughs. I watch as Kane opens the door and sets them on fire. I laugh even harder* Oh my God that was epic! *giggles* Too funny.

Kane-Vilf *I slammed the door and headed towards the couch* That didn't bother you? *I was surprised*

Erica Blodtorst-Vilf *Shakes my head with a small smile* Nope. Not at all. In fact I thought it was kinda hot. *Smirks as I walk over and sits on the couch*

Kane-Vilf *Confused* You like it, when I hurt people?

Erica Blodtorst-Vilf *blushed a little* Well I do love watching you kick ass. I know I've tried to stop you from hurting people in the past but it was only because they, with the exception of Snitskey, were my friends. I didn't want you to hurt them.

Kane-Vilf *Nodded* Fair enough.. So You don't like Enzo and Cass?

Erica Blodtorst-Vilf Oh no I like them but I thought what you did to them was funny and you didn't hurt them too bad. *chuckles*

Kane-Vilf *smirked* They're gonna have a sore ass.. *I grabbed her and sat her in my lap facing me* But they'll be fine. *Looked up at her* Are you still with Edge now?

Erica Blodtorst-Vilf *I went willingly into his lap and straddled him as I looked down at him* No eventually he got tired of me and decided to date and marry Vickie Guerrero because she was Gm of Smackdown at the time and he wanted to keep his championship. *sighs* Guess I deserved it. Huh? For what I did to you. *looks sad*

Kane-Vilf *Thought about it* No.. No woman deserve to be treated like garbage.

Erica Blodtorst-Vilf *sad laugh* Thanks but really it's okay. I excepted my punishment. A broken heart for a broken heart. *shrugs* Seems very fitting. I guess the good thing that happened is the blood bond eventually went away.

Kane-Vilf And now you're here, suck with me again.. *frowned* I'm sure you can find better...?

Erica Blodtorst-Vilf **shakes my head and puts my finger on his lips to shut him up* Shh.. No. I doubt I'll ever find someone better than you. If that means I'm stuck with you then so be it. I'll be stuck like glue.

Kane-Vilf *I slid my hands up he ass to the waist of her pants and held it with both hands* Are you sure? Cause if you become mine again, I won't let you go..

Erica Blodtorst-Vilf *Gasps as his hands slide over my ass* Yes I'm sure this time. As long as you want me I'll be yours. I'm not letting you go either. *caressed his cheek*

Kane-Vilf *Still holding the waist of her pants* Are you saying that you are mine, right now? *smiled to her kiss*

Erica Blodtorst-Vilf *giggles* Yes, Yes I am. At least I would like to be. *shy smile*

Kane-Vilf *I gave her a half smile* Good.. *I kissed her hard and ripped her pants in two*

Erica Blodtorst-Vilf *I smiled and eagerly kissed him back. I gasped when I felt my pants get ripped* Hey those were one of my favorite pair of jeans. *smirked not really caring about the jeans*

Kane-Vilf *Her thong was still on and I grabbed her bare ass hard* I'll get you a new pair. *I kissed her again, squeezing her butt cheeks and moving under her*

Erica Blodtorst-Vilf *I kissed him back and moaned softly as he grabbed my ass a started to move under me.* A new pair. Yes. Will get. *kissed him* Mmm

Kane-Vilf *Broke the kiss* Did you just speak Yoda? *chuckled*

Erica Blodtorst-Vilf *Laughed* Yes I guess I did. See you got me all turned on and got me speaking Yoda. *gigglesnorts*

Kane-Vilf *Laughed* I'm sorry.. Would you like me to stop? *Kissed her cleavage*

Erica Blodtorst-Vilf *Bit my lip when he kissed my cleavage* Umm no I think you're doing just fine. I'm yours remember. *sexy smirk*

Kane-Vilf *Looked up at her and smiled* Bedroom then?

Erica Blodtorst-Vilf *I smiled down at him* Why Kane I thought you'd never ask. *kissed him with all my love*

(Ireland)

Todd Manning-Vilf *Trying not to laugh* It's better than Party Girl.. *Rolled my eyes* Fine! MARTY! *Gave her the look as I read her mind* You lead me to believe I "killed," this relationship, for decades! You at least owe me this.. Say it.. *Leaned my back against the bricks* What did Suede do? 

Marty Saybrooke-Vilf *Shooting Todd a look* That was a lifetime ago *Deep breath* If I'm "Marty the Party the girl" what does make you Todd? "The Monster"? "Scarface"? *Looking up as I sigh before quickly looking back at Todd* Let's get one this straight *Pushing my hair back in frustration* I don't owe you a thing! And we may have broken up, but as far as I'm concerned You did KILL my relationship with Suede... But it's obvious you're not going to drop this, so just ask!

Todd Manning-Vilf Scarface is the usual pick, lately, go with that. *Being sarcastic* Do I really have to ask again? *shook my head* Just tell me already?? Why did Suede brake up with you.

Marty Saybrooke-Vilf *Folding my arms , I roll my eyes while letting out a deep sigh* We broke up because there were...issues we couldn't get past ...ok!?

Todd Manning-Vilf *Looked at her strange* Issues? Now, that sounds like Suede. *Tilted my head* What kind of issues?

Marty Saybrooke-Vilf *Turning my back towards Todd ..I close my eyes contemplating how I'm going to answer him, when I open my my eyes they're glossy and Teared filled* He... just ... needed things ...*Turning to face Todd* things... I couldn't give to him. *Looking at Todd*

Todd Manning-Vilf *I moved closer to her and spoke softly* What things? You're rich, you could give him anything. And I never saw Suede as a gold-digger.

Marty Saybrooke-Vilf *Tilting my head up, tears flow out. I wipe them away as I look back at Todd* No it wasn't money..*walking past Todd, I lean against the brick wall ...exhaling slowly , tilting my head to side, my eyes are glazed and filled with sadness ...low voice almost a whisper* There was one thing I couldn't give him. *single tear falls from the corner of my eye*

Todd Manning-Vilf If it wasn't money or love..? *Now I was concerned and it was starting to get colder* ..What couldn't you give him? *I wanted to touch her but I didn't.*

Marty Saybrooke-Vilf *I cover my face in my hands as my breathing intensifies. I can feel myself becoming anxious and angry, Worst of all I feel completely vulnerable. Moving my hands away to look at Todd, I see a familiar look...The coldness in Todd's eyes was enough to make snap. Raising my hands I blurt out in a yelling voice* SEX! ...OK! ...I COULDN'T GIVE HIM MYSELF! *Folding my arms around myself* Are you satisfied now? *Steely glare at Todd as tears fall.*

Todd Manning-Vilf *Eyes widen* WHAT?? You're telling me that Suede left you, because you wouldn't PUT OUT?? You had just been raped, not even a year ago!! *I grabbed some boxed crates a threw them* Now I glad I killed him! *Huffed as I looked at her*

Marty Saybrooke-Vilf *Glaring at Todd* Oh Shut up! You are disgusting! *Pushing my hair back, while still leaning against the brick wall* First of all ...we're not in junior high! You don't "put out" *Giving Todd a look* I should say 'MATURE' Adults don't act like that *Folding my arms I soften my tone..looking down shamefully in a quiet voice* And It's not that I "wouldn't" ....I 'couldn't' ..*I stay silent for a moment as I look down...lost in my own thoughts. After a minute or so I look up at Todd ...my face stone cold* What you and your buddies did to me left me so broken that I couldn't stomach the thought of being intimate...so you see Todd , You did kill something ....besides taking Suede's life , you also took away my feelings and killed any chance we could of had! *Putting my hands on my hips as I walk past Todd* You really are no position to pass judgement on Suede! At least he respected my choice ...which is more than I'll ever say for you!*running my hands through the sides of my hair*

Todd Manning-Vilf *Laughed hysterically* Oh yeah, he respected your CHOICE so much that he LEFT you! *snarled* He deserves to be dead! And YES! I raped you!! But... *Raised a finger* BUT... *I couched down to her height and looked deep into her eyes* If you were mine, now, today, and we couldn't make love because of what I did to you, I wouldn't cared about the sex. I would have just loved you! Suede is douche!! *I stood up and stared down at her, not caring about what I said.*

Marty Saybrooke-Vilf *My body tenses up as he crouches down, so close to me...my eyes widened with panic. I close my eyes when he says "make love." When I open my eyes I can feel Todd looking down at me..I look straight ahead* So..*Sarcastic tone* What you're saying is...If I couldn't...*I choked on the words "make love" ..so I said nothing* ..Because of you raping me, you wouldn't care? *I look up at him, shaking on the inside, but putting up a strong front .Sarcastic tone* Is that alright? *My heart was racing as I slowly stood up looking him right in the eyes. I say in a low but serious voice* Well Todd, that's one problem you'll never have to worry about.. Because there is no chance in hell, I will Ever be yours! *Putting my hands up for protection as I walk past him, not wanting to be touched. Walking a few steps away and I cross my arms* You know the white knight really doesn't suit you? *Turned and gave him a small smirk* Well this has been so much fun...why don't we meet up in another six years and do this again ok? *Shake my head as my arms are still folded*

Todd Manning-Vilf *I stormed over and stopped an inch from her face* Yeah? Well unlike Suede, *I gave her a devilish smile* I don't expect you to magically spread your legs for me!

Marty Saybrooke-Vilf *At first I was scared, being that close to Todd ..seeing that look in his eyes..but when he gave me that smirk , my fear started turning back into anger. Waiting for some stupid remark, I knew I could give it back to him, with even more sarcasm. I start to brush my hair back, when I hear Todd's words...I was completely speechless. Tears fell as I raise my hand leaning back... I wanted to slap him with everything I had!*

Todd Manning-Vilf *I saw her hand coming and caught her by the wrist. I then realized I was being an asshole again, and I stepped back, still holding her wrist* That was.. *I felt bad* I'm sorry.. *I let her wrist go* I wasn't thinking..

Marty Saybrooke-Vilf *Putting my hand down slowly, I suddenly felt dirty all over..my expression was more of devastation than anger. I take in a deep breath and slowly exhale. a single tear falls as I speak in a shattered low tone* You're right Todd..you don't "magically expect..." *unable to say it* You're happier when you use your knees to force them apart..*A tear falls as I look at Todd with disgust, before he can say anything else, I slowly walk to door, swinging it open, and letting it slam behind me. I pause in the hallway for a moment , wiping away tears that endlessly stream down my face*

Todd Manning-Vilf *I ran after her and reached inside* Marty, that's not what I meant.. *I closed the door behind me* I'm sorry.

Marty Saybrooke-Vilf *I walked down the steps leading to the door for the hallway. My hand was on the knob when I heard Todd. I look up for a second before turning back and heading into the hallway.I reach my room fumbling in my coat pocket for the electronic key. My hands were shaky but I managed to slide the card across, opening the door. I start to close it when I see Todd coming from the stairwell. I try to slam the door shut but, Todd was able to put his foot in the doorway preventing it from closing,*

Todd Manning-Vilf *I held on to the door frame with both hands, and talked into the crack of the door.* Marty, listen to me. I wouldn't touch you, unless you wanted me to. What I said was cruel, and blunt. I didn't mean to scare you. Honest..

Marty Saybrooke-Vilf *I look at Todd , through the crack of the door as my eyes fill up with tears* 'You didn't mean to? It just flew out of your mouth? *sad sigh*I don't believe you. You want to know why? Because you're still a rapist and you're still hurting me! You can't stop hurting me! Just go back to your wife or ex wife ...I don't care...stay hidden For another 8 years...Just leave me alone!

(Scum Town)

Ivan Dashiell - Vilf *I stood up and took off my jacket and threw it on her chair* I ain't gonna hurt ya, you know? I mean, you want me to fuck you, right? *reached down to pet her hair*

Annie Wilson-Vilf I'd like to hope that you wouldn't hurt me in any way.. *pressed my lips together*

Ivan Dashiell-Vilf *I crouched down in front of her* And you want me to fuck you, right? *sexy smile*

Annie Wilson-Vilf I..*played with the ends of my hair and slowly nodded as he crouched down In front of me* Yes, I want you to fuck me..

Ivan Dashiell-Vilf *Giggled* So what's the fucking problem, then? I want to fuck you..

Annie Wilson-Vilf There are no problems at all *soft laugh* At least, none that I can think of.

Ivan Dashiell-Vilf *Smiled* Okay, you had me fucking worried there. *Stood up and turned to take off my shirt, forgetting about my back.* I thought you were gonna say "I ain't ready," or some shit like that.

Annie Wilson-Vilf *smiled a little* No, it's nothing bad or anything *my smile faded a little as I saw the scars on his back* Ivan, what..happened to you *I felt a little concerned and it showed in the tone of my voice*

Ivan Dashiell-Vilf *I turned to throw the shirt on the chair* Huh? *I then realized she was talking about my back.* Umm.. *I figured it was best to just say it. I took off my sunglasses and placed them on the nightstand and sat down next to her* My dad, did that, to us. Me and Slick.

Annie Wilson-Vilf *I sat and listened, I felt pretty bad hearing his dad this to him and his brother* That's really horrible to hear *looked at you* Why would a dad do that to his own kids? I understand a time out or maybe even a spanking but to that degree? *meaning the scars. I shook my head* that's..terrible..

Ivan Dashiell-Vilf *I took her hand in mine* That's how he punished us. Sometimes, it was a knife or a cigar, or the whip, but we deserved it. We knew better and did it anyway. *sad smile*

Annie Wilson-Vilf If you ask me, your dad took punishing you guys way too far.. *lightly squeezed his hand after listening to the things his dad used on them* To be honest, all of that is really heartbreaking to hear or even think about. I'm sorry you guys had to go through that kind of abuse.

Ivan Dashiell-Vilf *Taken back* Don't be, I told you, we deserved it. *stole a kiss*

Annie Wilson-Vilf I don't think any kid deserves that kind of punishment *smiled a little to the kiss, I kissed you back* It's still horrible to hear.

Ivan Dashiell-Vilf Well, it ain't to us. *Shrugged my shoulders* I mean, fuck yeah, it was painful, and sometimes it took us a few fuckin' day to move normally again, but.. That's was it is.. And to this day, we'll do it to ourselves if we have to. I know Slick would.

Annie Wilson-Vilf *slightly tilted my head* I just can't imagine someone doing that to their kid. *softly sighed* and why would you do that to yourselves? Is there any way where that can't happen anymore?

Ivan Dashiell-Vilf *Shrugged my shoulders* Just follow the fucking rules. *Laughed* Hey, we wouldn't do it to you..

Annie Wilson-Vilf *sighed again* Well, hopefully none of these rules, whatever they may be, won't ever be broken *used my free hand to brush my hair back* And I really don't want to be tortured in any way.. I really don't want that to happen to me.

Ivan Dashiell-Vilf *Shook my head* It fucking won't. It's strictly for me and fucking Slick. *cute smile*

Annie Wilson-Vilf *nodded a little* I'm glad to hear that, but at the same time, I don't like the idea of you or your brother having to hurt yourselves for breaking a rule.

Ivan Dashiell-Vilf Well then.. I won't break the fucking rules. *Giggled* Don't worry about it. We're use to it.

Annie Wilson-Vilf Good to know *soft smile* And I'm sure you are used to it, but I can't help but worry about it.

Ivan Dashiell-Vilf *Stood up* Come here.. *With her hand still in mine I pulled her to her feet.* You worry too fucking much..

Annie Wilson-Vilf *still holding your hand, I stood up with you* I can't help that I worry *half smile*

Ivan Dashiell-Vilf *I lifted her into my arms, then crawled on the bed and laid her down gentle, with me in between her legs* Being my girl, means you don't worry about shit! *kissed her*

Annie Wilson-Vilf *I held onto you as you picked me up, my legs wrapped around your waist as I was gently placed on the bed* I know I shouldn't worry about things, but I'm still going to be concerned *kissed you back*

Ivan Dashiell-Vilf Why?? *Kissed her cheek down to her neck* You're gonna be the happiest chick in Scum Town.. With Abby of course. And no one is gonna fuck with you. *slid my hand into her hair*

Annie Wilson-Vilf I just don't like the idea of anyone getting hurt.. *slowly slid my hands down your shoulders and chest as I enjoyed your kisses* And being the happiest girl in Scum Town does sound nice, but people can still be jerks no matter what.. *I loved the feeling of his hand in my hair*

Ivan Dashiell-Vilf *Kissed down to her chest* Trust me.. *smiled up at her* You're gonna fucking love it.

Annie Wilson-Vilf *softly panted as he kissed his way down* I guess we're gonna find out.. *smiled a little*

Ivan Dashiell-Vilf *I slid my hand out of her hair* Just relax.. *Laughed* You're in awesome fucking hand. *kissed her cleavage* I promise.

Annie Wilson-Vilf *smiled a little as I looked at you* I never had any doubts that I wasn't in good hands *softly laughed as I started to relax*

Ivan Dashiell-Vilf Well.. So far you ain't screamin', or cryin' or beggin' me to stop, so I'd say you're trustin' me so fuckin' far. *smirked*

Annie Wilson-Vilf Well, if I didn't trust you, I wouldn't have let you in my house *soft smile* and so far, I don't want you to stop..

Ivan Dashiell-Vilf *Began unbuttoning her top* Well, you're the fucking first. Cause usually they're scared of me. *cute smile*

Annie Wilson-Vilf Why would anybody be scared of you? *watched as you unbuttoned my top* besides knowing you carry a gun with you, it's kind of hard picturing that since you seem pretty likeable to me.

Ivan Dashiell-Vilf *Giggled* You have no fucking clue who we, slick and I, are, do you?

Annie Wilson-Vilf I can't say that I do, no *shook my head* Why?

Ivan Dashiell-Vilf *I slid my hand under her and pulled her up as I sat on my knees* Slick and I own Scum Town, the westside of Port Charles. *bit my lip as I took off her top and threw it* We're crime lords.

Annie Wilson-Vilf *I sat up as you pulled me up* You own the entire Westside? *I moved my hair out my face as my shirt was tossed to the side, I was a little shocked to hear he and his brother were crime lords* Oh..that's interesting to know.. So, no one messes with you guys then?

Ivan Dashiell-Vilf *shook my head slowly* No.. They fucking don't. We'll kill them, without fucking blinking. *stole another kiss*

Annie Wilson-Vilf Oh, wow.. *blinked as I thought about that* Well, whatever makes you happy I suppose *kissed you back*

(Ireland)

Todd Manning-Vilf *I pushed the door open, and I didn't have to feel her emotions to know she was scared, so I remained and the entrance.* Marty.. Just hear me out, okay?

Marty Saybrooke-Vilf *moving back jittery* Like I have a choice? *Turn and walks towards the living room *

Todd Manning-Vilf *Remaining at the door* That... "Comment," was wrong of me. I didn't.. *Sighed* I'm sorry.

Marty Saybrooke-Vilf *My back turned to Todd I pour a glass of water,. After listening to Todd, I close my eyes as I hold the glass to my lips. When I open them , I swirl the water around in the glass and take a sip. I choose to ignore Todd*

Todd Manning-Vilf *I slid my fingers though my hair and leaned against the door frame*When I said it, I lost my temper. I would never hurt you physically. *I felt like dirt and it showed*

Marty Saybrooke-Vilf *Putting the water down, I let out a deep sigh before turning to face Todd. My arms are folded* I know you wouldn't hurt me. That's not the point ...*pushing my hair back* There are certain things that should be off limits to all people ...but considering our past ...you should have like...like an extra sensitive chip in your brain , that prevents you from ever making a disgusting sexual comment about me. *folding my arms , I glance at Todd* I don't ever want THAT image in your mind...*throwing my hands up* and if you do think it, I certainly don't want to know about it! *glaring at Todd, I lean against the wall for safety ...After a few minutes of silence I finally speak* Well if you're not leaving...you might as well come in, you don't have to stand by the door. *i walk to the couch and curl up in it*

Todd Manning-Vilf *Deep breath* You're right, it was inappropriate. And again, I apologize. I wasn't trying to scare you. I was just.. angry. *Stay at the door way* I don't I should.. I keep freaking you out and it's not what I want. *Paused* May-Maybe I should just go?

Marty Saybrooke-Vilf *staring down my expression is serious, even though I'm really masking sadness. Not looking at Todd I let out a deep sigh* If you want to go ..then go...*hard swallow* I mean it's not like it's the first time you ran out on me when things got tough. *I turn my head away from Todd , trying not to reveal my true enotions*

Todd Manning-Vilf *What she said was hurtful and it made me upset, but I wanted to avoid fight with her, at least for now* You know..? It's hard to just ask me to stay. *I slowly walked in, closing the door quietly behind me.* I'll stay. If that's what you want?

Marty Saybrooke-Vilf *Tilting my head back , I think about what I want to say. When I lower my head to face Todd, my hair falls around my face. My face still Expressionless and hurt. My glossy eyes studying Todd's face for a moment* I-I just want to know why you think you know what or who's better for me? I want to know why you're bringing up a man who's been gone for 25 years? *Single tear falls* I want to know why after all these years it still bothers you that Powell was forgiven ...but when you came around ...*fixing my hair* What was it you said? "Nobody cared?" I want to know why you need to go back to 1993? Because what I see Todd? Is that you have a wife and a family ...and Powell spent his adulthood in an institution. He killed people and then wanted us to kill you! Or who we thought was you! *tears streaming down* I just want to know why this matters to you? *my eyes widen with innocence as I look at Todd*

Todd Manning-Vilf *I sat on the couch but far from her and replied in a soft voice* I just watch them, and I.. just.. know you could do better. *Tilt my head* It's not just Suede. Suede was just you second worst mistake when it came to men.

Marty Saybrooke-Vilf *my eyebrow is raised looking at Todd with curiosity* Why?...How?...*Sigh* You don't know anything about us! ...*looking down for a minute , my eyes look up at Todd* Why do you care? You Hated me when I was with Suede...but that was a lifetime ago! Everyman I was in a relationship with, was right for me at that time. *nervous smile* I just don't know why this matters to you and why did you add Powell? *turn my head to face Todd* Todd ...what is this all really about?

Todd Manning-Vilf *Paused* Marty, it's none of my business who you date, so I shut up and watched. *shook my head* They weren't right for you. *sad eyes* I know you don't want to hear it, especially from ME, be it's true. *Turn in my seat to face her* Each one of them used you. And Powell was no better. The day we were arrested, that's what he said, that didn't finish and shouldn't be charged. And the whole time that we were in court, AND before we were even arrested.. he was always nervous. *Felt bad for her* He never cared about you.. I'm sorry.

Marty Saybrooke-Vilf *Wrapping my hair behind my ear, I stare down processing what Todd is saying. After a long pause, I take in a deep breath. still facing down I answer Todd* Ok...putting Powell aside for a minute, *Brushing my hair back, I look at Todd* actually...no...I never dated Powell ..so why are you talking about whether he cared?...and 'finishing? what does that even mean? *Look at Todd with an innocent curiosity*

Todd Manning-Vilf No, you never dated Powell. Thank GOD! *Huffed* It's just everyone you've dated used you and so did Powell. *sad eyes* Powell never cared about you, except for the night of the Spring Fling.

Marty Saybrooke-Vilf *Becoming agitated, I close my eyes and take a deep breath, trying to calm myself. When I open my eyes I look directly at Todd *WHY DO YOU...*Calming myself* Why do you keep bringing up Powell? I never dated him, we were friendly...I dont need to tell you the ending..How could he "Use" me if we barely saw one another? Can you please just stop with the riddles.."He used me but cared about me the night night he raped me"? "He was nervous ? he didn't "finish"? What are you talking about? * I was curious because none of what he was saying made any sense, but I was also stalling...I really was dreading talking about the men in my life..especially now. A sad look comes over my face, as I look at Todd waiting for answers* .

Todd Manning-Vilf *I sighed in frustration as I stood up* Before and after you left the Spring Fling, Powell was a nervous wreck. All he cared about was not getting caught. And after that.. From when we were arrested. He only cared about not going to jail. He told me and Zack, the night we were arrested that he shouldn't even be charged, because never finished.. *Rolled my eyes* HE NEVER CAME! *Shrugged* You know.. Orgasm? And he used you to make it all okay.

Marty Saybrooke-Vilf *I Stand up leaning my hands against my lower back.. looking up towards the ceiling, I try to remain calm...I don't know what to ask, so many thoughts are racing through my head. I look down, feeling uneasy. Smiling nervously* He...said that?..*Looking around the room, I start to pace, still unable to look directly at Todd...sarcastic* That's a very interesting theory...*my teary eyes slowly glance at Todd* You expect me to believe that? I think that's the stupidest thing I've heard since the "twinkie defense" *Pushing my hair back, I wipe away a tear* .

Todd Manning-Vilf *I stared at her for a long moment* Like I said before.. You can always ask Zack. He was there. *Tear up* I have no reason to lie to you or to hurt you. And you know when I'm lying. *Pleading with her* Don't listen to your head or your body, it hates me and doesn't trust me. Listen to your gut! What is it telling you? Do you really think I would lie to you about this, after all these years?

Marty Saybrooke-Vilf *Raising my eyebrow when he mentions Zack* I'm good thanks! *Fold my arms while slightly rolling my eyes...I start pacing becoming increasingly upset. I stop pacing to face Todd. Running my hands through my hair , I glare at Todd* Let me ask you Todd; is everything on this planet about you? *Dropping my hands to my sides* I don't think you're lying! *Pointing at him* And I don't need you telling me what part of myself I should listen to! *exasperated I start pacing, I stop briefly to answer him.* Why do you Think I don't believe you? Hmm? Why are you telling me how I feel... ....what my body thinks and feels?! *Tears begin to form and stream down my face* Do you have any idea how that makes me feel? *look up as more tears fall, before looking at Todd* Dont you think after everything you have done to me, *folding my arms* The least you can do Is let me decide how to think and feel with my own body? ..tilting my head I let out a deep breath. Walking back to the couch I sit down leaning forward, crossing my hands as I lean them on my knees. Feeling calmer, I lower my voice* Todd, I never thought you were lying ...and I don't hate you...*Glance at Todd for a second before turning away. Sigh* I don't know?...maybe this is part of your guilt?..or 'you're healing process ...I don't know?..*pushing my hair away from my face* But, This isn't about you Todd! *My eyes tearing up as look up at Todd* You just told me every man I loved used me *standing up to face Todd , tears fall* Then out of nowhere you bring up Powell, *becoming upset My voice gets louder, as I use my hands to help get my point across* You say he used me! You bring up the... *Crying* ...And you tell me he believed he didn't do anything wrong because he didn't....BECAUSE HE DIDN'T "FINISH"? *Tears flowing down* while you're pleading your case of "innocence" , you want to know what I'm thinking of? Powell on top of me...*Put my hands over my face shamefully*

Todd Manning-Vilf *I felt bad* I'm sorry. *Looked down* I just wanted you to believe me. *Looked at her* I know it's not about me. It's about you. *I sat on the arm of the couch* I used to be very jealous of Powell. *soft smile* In a way, I guess I still am. *Looked at her* But the reason I keep bring him up, is because I know he did something to you while I was gone. And I just want to know, so I can fix it, or try to make it better.. For you.. Somehow.

Marty Saybrooke-Vilf *Wiping my tears as I answer Todd* I knew you were jealous of Powell, but believe me ...there was nothing to be jealous of...*Walking Past Todd, I lean on the windowsill looking out at the brisk night* I appreciate you wanting to help, I really do...*turn my head to see Todd* But you can't fix it...you can't fix what happened with Victor ..or Za....*I stopped myself From saying Zack* But you definitely have a right to know what happened...Can I ask? What did you hear?

Todd Manning-Vilf *Stood up slowly* Wait.. Zack was a part of this? *sighed* This just gets better and better. *Being sarcastic* What did I hear about what? I don't know anything!

Marty Saybrooke-Vilf *neevous, I try to cover* uh...I didn't mean Zack...*nervous smile* You know ...just talking about all this...*half smile* I guess he was on my mind...*Thinking quickly* Oh, you said to ask Zack..so his name just came to my mind *talking at a quick pace I change the subject hoping he bought it* You just said you "know he did something". *waving my hand* nevermind ...I'll tell you. *Deep sigh* Well aside from escaping from an institution and killing people that I cared about...*close my eyes for a minute remembering. When I open them my eyes are teary* Powell recreated his version of the spring fling *I look out the window as a shiver runs through my body*

Todd Manning-Vilf *I felt a little calmer when I heard Zack wasn't involved, but it was short lived* What?? *My eyes grew wider* Please tell me.. *My heart began to race as I swallowed hard* ... he didn't rape you again?

Marty Saybrooke-Vilf *Looking out the window deep in thought , I quickly turn around looking at Todd . My expression is one of fear and disgust, at the mere mention of rape. Oh My God ...No!! Nothing like that! *my eyes widen as I shake my head* He kidnapped Victor ...who he thought was you ...me...*mumbling* Tea and Blair. *Clearing my thought*

Todd Manning-Vilf *I nearly fell over with relief* Oh shit! You scared me. *When she told me what he did do I stood back up* What?? Why?? Did he hurt you or Blair or Tea? What happened? *I had no concern about Victor*

Marty Saybrooke-Vilf * Looking at Todd suspiciously for a min, I push my hair to the side and continue with the story* He brought us to this room ...that was identical ...*Tilting my head back to hold back tears* it was identical to Kevin's room...at the KAD house...*Looking at Todd a tear escapes* I'm telling you Todd, it was identical! *my eyes widen with vulnerability* There were things there...*Close my eyes as I remember* I don't know how he remembered these details ....

Todd Manning-Vilf *I felt her emotion and I knew this was hard for her. I walked over and stopped in front of her* Marty.. You have to tell me, if it causes you this much pain. *I want to hold her, but I didn't* Or if you need to take a break, I understand..

Marty Saybrooke-Vilf *When Todd come overs to me I instinctively tense up. I feel bad knowing Todd can tell. I look bashfully at Todd* N-No , I want you to know. *I didn't walk away from him, I just turned my body halfway having my profile facing him. *I couldn't talk about Powell and KAD, while looking right at Todd. I was afraid I might completely fall apart....Deep sigh* Powell thought Victor was you ...he had him tied to the bed...And me blair and Tea were tied to chairs. *look at Todd with sad face , then walk over to the couch and sit down. I take the throw pillow and wrap my arms around it for comfort* I don't mean to build it up *tearing up* The ironic part is that at first I had no memory of any of it...

(Scum Town)

Slick Dashiell-Vilf *After doing business on the phone I returned back to the bedroom to check on Abby* How are you fucking feeling?

Abby Dickfit-Vilf *I was snuggled up against the pillow when Slick walked in, I sat up and smiled a little* I'm feeling a little better *moved the hair from my face* Thanks for asking.

Slick Dashiell-Vilf *I sat next to her, on the bed* Do you want to shower and then we can go shopping? *cute smile* Unless you wanna keep wearing my fucking clothes?

Abby Dickfit-Vilf A shower does sound pretty nice right now *soft laugh* And I really don't mind wearing your clothes but I kind of doubt you have any dresses or shorts in your closet either *looked at you*

Slick Dashiell-Vilf *I gently pulled her on to of me. She was still nude, but I wasn't paying attention to that. I stared into her eyes* You can have anything you fucking want.. You're mine.

Abby Dickfit-Vilf *I sat on your lap, draping my arm around your shoulders as we stared into each others eyes* I think I'll be happy with some clothes right now since I'll be staying here *soft smile* If I think of something else, I'll let you know.

Slick Dashiell-Vilf *I slid my hand up her neck to her cheek as I thought for a moment.* I know I can't apologize for what I did to you, but.. that doesn't mean I don't feel. If I could take it back, I would, but I can't. *Rubbed my thumb on her lips* You're mine now, and all I can do is make you happy. *soft smile* I'm the loyalest person you'll ever met. I won't fuck anyone but you. I promise.

Abby Dickfit-Vilf *I smiled and nuzzled against his hand as I listened* I'm sure you would undo the past if you could but I try not to let it ruin my day *smiled a little as his thumb grazed my lip* And I believe that you are very loyal to those close to you *softly rubbed his shoulder*

Slick Dashiell-Vilf I might be like my dad in a lot of ways, and that might be his fucking fault, but I don't need a bunch of bitches to make me happy. I just need one. And I choose you. *stole a kiss* And I know you know there were many before you, but.. They didn't understand me. And to be fucking honest there was only one bitch that ever came close to you.

Abby Dickfit-Vilf *nodded a little* Honestly, if you want to be like your dad, that's okay with me. I mean, I don't ever plan on changing you or anyone for that matter *softly giggled when he stole a kiss, I kissed him back. I continued to listen* I'm sure it's hard finding someone who does understand you *soft smile, it faded a little as I slightly tilted my head* Oh? Who else did you like before me?

Slick Dashiell-Vilf *Deep breath* When I was in high school, I.. I guess you could fucking say that I.. fell in love, with this chick. And I thought she fucking felt the same, and one day I was going to ask her to be my.. "Date," for the prom, and I went looking for her and found her fucking this jock. *Looked at her with tear filled eyes* So.. *Paused* So I killed them.

Abby Dickfit-Vilf *I shifted a little on his lap as I listened to him tell me about him being in love with a girl. It felt a little unreal to me but at the same time I cold kind of see where he was coming from* Oh.. *frowned a little when I heard he killed the girl and the jock* I'm sorry she hurt you back then.. *rubbed his back in a comforting way when I saw him tearing up* High school girls and some guys are always jerks around that age..

Slick Dashiell-Vilf *I closed my eyes to stop the tears and shook my head* It doesn't matter. Now every girl I fuck is terrified of me. Except you.. That's why they're dead, and you're not. *sad smile when I opened my eyes* And.. You liked the way I fucked you, right? *sexy smile*

Abby Dickfit-Vilf Well *looked at you* everyone is scared of you because they know you'll do something terrible to them *sad smile* And yes, I did enjoy the way you fucked me *softly laughed*

Slick Dashiell-Vilf Yeah, but, just because I fucking kidnapped them, doesn't mean I'm gonna fucking hurt them or kill them. *cute smirk* Maybe I just want to.. *I was gonna say "Love," but decided against it.* enjoy them.

Abby Dickfit-Vilf To be fair, I don't think they knew you weren't going to kill them *soft smile* I mean if they knew you wanted to "enjoy them" *I felt like he wanted to saying something else but I brushed it off* then maybe things would have been different *looked at you*

Slick Dashiell-Vilf But that's just fucking it, Abs... *shook my head* Abby.. *giggled* If they can't see that, then they aren't for me. And I don't need that shit. *played with her hair* And if they're not for me, then fuck them. So, I just fuck them and killed them... Or the other way around. Kill them and then fuck them. *smirked*

Abby Dickfit-Vilf *I dismissed him calling me Abs again, I didn't mind it this time* Maybe if they took the time to get to know you, then it would have been different *smiled a little as he played with my hair. My smile faded when he said he enjoyed having sex with their corpses* Wait.. What? *furrowed my brow in confusion* You..would kill them, then..have sex with their dead bodies? *I was hoping I misheard that*

Slick Dashiell-Vilf *Smiled and nodded* Yeah, sometimes. Most of the time they were alive though. *shrugged my shoulders* I don't fucking care. It was just sex for me.

Abby Dickfit-Vilf Umm.. *I was pretty shocked to hear that, I wasn't sure how or what to respond to that* O-okay.. *I didn't want to think about that so I changed the subject* I think I'll go take that bath now and maybe we can go to the store after I'm done *smiled a little as I removed my arm from around him*

Slick Dashiell-Vilf *I felt something was wrong* Wait.. Held her tightly* Does that fucking bother you?

Abby Dickfit-Vilf *I was about to get up when I felt him hold me tighter. I paused as I thought of how to word this so it doesn't upset him* I-It's just a little shocking to hear that *weak smile* That's all. I promise.

Slick Dashiell-Vilf *I was confused* Shocking? What's so fucking shocking? *smiled* It's just a body. *Touched her cheek* Tell me.. I ain't gonna fucking hurt you.

Abby Dickfit-Vilf It's shocking to me because it's a dead body.. *I let out a soft breath as he touched my cheek* It's just..unsettling for me to know you like sex with corpses.. *I shook my head a little* It's nothing, I promise *small smile as I gestured to the bathroom* I should really take that bath now..

Slick Dashiell-Vilf *Giggled* Well, you don't have to worry about that... *Kissed her breasts* Cause you're very much alive and I don't want you fucking dead. And.. You're the only one I'll be fucking. *lifted my head to look in her eyes*

Abby Dickfit-Vilf *I still felt uneasy hearing that, I just nodded a little* Okay, well hopefully that doesn't happen anytime soon *soft smile as he kissed my breasts. I looked at you* I should really get going now *short laugh as I gestured to the bathroom again*

Slick Dashiell-Vilf *I grinned at her* Okay, just be careful. I don't want you to fucking fall. *I slowly let her go*

Abby Dickfit-Vilf *smiled a little* I promise, I'll be careful *As his grip on me loosened, I slid off his lap and made my way to the bathroom, I stopped at the door for a moment as I turned to look at him* Um, I suppose there aren't some clothes here I can wear in the meantime, are there? *leaned on the door* No other dresses or anything?

Slick Dashiell-Vilf *Thought about it as I looked at my shirt and boxers, she was wearing before, on the floor* I have some of my mother's clothes, in the fucking attic?

Abby Dickfit-Vilf *I thought about it, as nice as it sounded, I didn't really feel comfortable wearing his mom's clothes* If you have another shirt or some pants in your closet, I'll be okay with that.

Slick Dashiell-Vilf You sure? I don't fucking mind you wearin' her stuff, just as long as you put it back? *Looked at her* She had some nice dresses.

Abby Dickfit-Vilf Yeah, I'm sure *smiled a little and nodded* It does sound nice, but I wouldn't feel right wearing her stuff. It's not really in my place to do that. I'll happily wear another one of your shirts.

Slick Dashiell-Vilf *Thought about it* Let me go check? *Shrugged* My dad had a lot of bitches, maybe they left somethin' in his room?

Abby Dickfit-Vilf *I rested my head on the door frame* Maybe? I mean if it's clean I guess..*looked at you* But I really don't mind pants and a shirt, Slick *smiled a little* It's really fine with me.

Slick Dashiell-Vilf *I nodded* Okay.. I'll see what I can fucking do. *I stood up* Go take that bath.

Abby Dickfit-Vilf *nodded with a smile* Okay. *I walked over to the tub and turned on the shower instead of a bath. I tested the water and hopped in once the temperature was right*