#i dont know what is going on tonight
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there was a litany of reasons why we could've played for keeps this time
i know im just repeating myself put me back on my shelf
but first pull the string and i'll tell you that he runs because he loves me
he loves me
#i just had a thought idk#and im thinking about it#also i've been listening to waiting room for two hours straight haha#i dont know what is going on tonight#but im thikning about them#you should've seen him when he first got him or something#fic: You Don't Get To Tell Me About Sad#jegulus#also like looking back at the alchemy chapter made me so sad#just to grab that screenshot it killed me#they were so fucking happy#and i have tears in my eyes for some reason#it's been a Night
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an ever-growing collection
#christina ricci#misty quigley#mistynat#yellowjackets#i could also draw a parallel between melanie lynskey telling natasha lyonne that the writers dont know what happened in the wilderness#and lyonne going “hmm”. in their actors on actors interview#vs christina ricci saying she feels like shes being kept in the dark with misty bc “tv is so different than film! theres no closure..."#and sandra oh giving her a sympathetic grimace at their roundtable interview. lol#but im not choosing any more violence tonight! i have a math project due at 1am
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One of these scenes is not like the other...
Ways the book is superior:
- Lan Zhan fishing for licks
- Wei Ying deciding the next logical step is to kiss then going into a tailspin about it.
Ways the donghua is superior
- Lan Xichen's outrage
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At this point I'm pretty sure Lan Zhan is faking his drunken ways for extra attention from Wei Ying. Or he took the drunk words speak a sober person's thoughts to heart.
#i dont know whats going on with the taylor swift references tonight#im not even a swiftie#wangxian#mo dao zu shi#mdzs#the founder of diabolism#the grandmaster of demonic cultivation#mxtx#mxtx mdzs
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bobby says to eddie one shift where buck is home sick with chris. going home to see your boys? eddie smiles and says. yeah. and your boys just Sticks in eddies brain and when he gets home he sees chris and buck curled up on the couch asleep and the sight makes him pause cuz. yeah. those are his boys
#dont get me wrong#im obsessed with buck referring to chris and eddie as his diaz boys but you know eddie would also love calling buck and chris his boys#so he just. calls them that all the time#at a 118 barbeque hes like. well i gotta go round up my boys its time for us to head out.#or buck and chris go to the zoo over the weekend and hes showing hen pics buck sent and shes like. looks like your boys had a good time#and hes like. yeah 😊😊 they did#hes on the phone with abuela and shes like. howre your boys doing??#and eddie is just 🥰🥰 theyre great#he gets home from a 48 he picked up to buck and chris about to sit down for dinner and eddie goes in for hugs (that chris dodges)#and hes just like. i missed my boys#he just loves his family so much. the thought of leaving his boys together makes him so happy because he loves chris and he loves buck#and he loves that they love each other and that they both love him. and so hes always just like. my boys are spending the day together 🥰🥰#hes the guy thats sooo in love with his family and everyone knows and its sooo sweet to the point that it makes people a little sick#a firefighter from b shift chats with him during a shift change and the guy walks away from the conversation being like. i know eddie has a#perfect little family that he loves so much but i didnt know it was like. That perfect and sweet. what a lucky guy. what a beautiful family#because the guy told him to thank buck for the cookies he baked and eddie was like yeah. my boys made a mess of the kitchen making those#and started talking bout chris and buck and how they team up against him and never let him taste the dough (but they eat spoonfuls)#ofc we know buck is prob always saying. gotta go see my diaz boys. or. im making lasagna for my diaz boys tonight#and eddies like. buck you know youre a diaz boy too#yeah. okay. but you and chris are MY diaz boys#me thinks
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@artisticallyill you asked about the Battle Cody & Obi so here it is
This one is definitely a bad name. While technically accurate, it's not the defining thing about this. Battle Cody & Obi is the name of my drawing that is my Codywan FMAB AU. Truly the title says nothing, and idk what i was thinking when i named the drawing but it's my fmab au
Here's it is so far:
In this au, the jedi are the state alchemists, Obi-Wan is a general and a state alchemist and a highly revered one but I don't know what his alchemy specialization is yet. Cody is his right hand who watches his back and has several big guns and people are scared of him.
I imagine this drawing to be them fighting Maul, who would absolutely just set a bunch of things on fire, not even with alchemy but with straight up matches cuz he's petty like that and Cody and Obi-Wan are trapped by the fire and waiting to see where he strikes next.
When I was ideating this, I realized that their dynamic is already pretty similar to Mustang and Hawkeye, especially with the "we can't date cuz you're my superior officer/subordinate" and the "i will flirt with others as a tactical move but it's fake and the real adoration only comes out with you"
Find wip game post here
#tag game#my wips#obi wan kenobi#commander cody#codywan#codywan fmab au#i have so many thoughts#i also imagine that one scene where roys abouta smush envy and hawkeye stops him#cuz i want a falling obi beign held at gunpoint by his commander because cody will not let him fall#cody makes him a better jedi okay?#obiwan might start to fall and codys there#theyre a team and they work well together#cody the ever serious one and obi putting on some false bravado to go by unnoticed because people underestimate him#its perfect#i think about it all the time#obi wan loses his state alchemist watch all the freaking time#cody always has it#and he clips it to his person so it comes to a point where people think hes the state alchemist#and they dont know what theyre fighting for or who#fives is hughes too smart for his own good#there are a lot of high ranking separatists and sith but i havent assigned them to a deadly sin yet#something to think about when i go to sleep tonight#fanart#digital art#star wars#my art#my wip art#fmab au#star wars fanart#wip
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bioware trying to throw me off my mission by being like "ooo look Emmrich is a botanist!! how relatable! think about him and his love of plants!" oh yeah then why isnt HE going crazy in Arlathan ID'ing the tree species the way I am. why hasn't he said anything about how the leaf litter on the ground is chok full of oak leaves but there's NOWHERE an oak tree to be found??? it's all apsen and pine and that one special one davrin points out (marpel). where are the oaks. WHERE ARE THE OAKS
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#havin another Normal one tonight folks#this thoguht was so stupid i had to share it. i know its just bc their forest litter texture asset was Not designed for the trees they put#but also. I SEE YOU. I SEE IT#honestly tho i am in fact impressed that there's aspen trees And leaves on the ground + falling#they got the main one they're showcasing right so i dont blame them much#but botany brain... rip#ramblings#thedas ecology#dragon age#dragon age: veilguard#jade plays dav#also whenever i hear 'marple' im like did someone need to come up with a New Tree and just go uhhhh Maple no MARPLE great and move on#or what#oh well#i cant talk#in the usgs lab we named all our work cameras after trees for taking into the field (we had pinyon juniper aspen and cottonwood)#and then we got 3 NEW cameras and none of us could think of more kinds of tree than that#we were just like. WE'RE DESERT BOTANISTS WE NEVER HAVE TO DO MORE THAN SHRUBS 😭 and googled ''list of trees''
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So ive been playing a lot of elden ring, and i had no inspiration for what my tarnished should look like, so i just made raki. And now i have 3 rakis.
some lore about each raki under the cut
from left to right :
Tarahn, aka the cockroach, aka raki #3, i play her as a faith/dex build and until very recently she had like. 20 vitality so every ennemy would two shot me (but for some reason i always end up with 1hp left and surviving against all odds. hence the cockroach)
i picked the confessor class because the outfit looked cool, but now part of her lore is unlearning the rigid rules of the golden order with the help of miriel, so thats nice. i'll end my current playthrough with the frenzied flame i think and try to get a good (better ?) ending in ng+
she's a very curious person, eager go learn and discover new things, but this side of her has been very repressed, and she comes across as cold and aloof. She's very stubborn and ruthless (as all rakis are)
Raki, aka the original, one of the main characters of my comic project. They're a cyborg bounty hunter, who doesn't really like being around people. His body language is very stiff but his face really expressive. he can move surprisingly silently, and has made an habit of scaring people who are unaware of his presence. She's also very tired. Please get this cyborg a bed.
She doesnt appear in part one of the story so most info about her is a spoiler. Just know that they want something and will stop at nothing to get it.
Mikhail, aka le ouicheur, aka stupid bear cub, my witcher oc. He's from the school of the bear, and uses more brawn than brain. He really really hate being around people, and thus make a very bad witcher as he will not dare go into villages to claim money for his kills. He tends to use more his fists than his swords, and has fully mastered the sign Aard, with his signature move being an aard powered jump that will send him flying over his ennemies (he doesn't remember how to use the other signs). He cheats at cards, loves coin tricks and sleight of hand, and got adopted by Ezé, a wolf school witcher (and my partner's oc). The most chill of all rakis, but still a raki at heart, dont be fooled by his silly smile, he is still a ruthless and cold warrior.
#elden ring tarnished#witcher oc#cyborg oc#original character art#the artowl#radio isotope#ch : tarahn#ch : raki#ch : mikhail#elden ring is so great y'all#the hyperfixation is hyperfixating#be on the lookout for fanart and... maybe.... comics ?#i really love tarahn i want to tell a bit of her story#radio isotope enjoyers do not lose hope#i think about the story a lot but its not one im ready to tell right now (in terms of pure writing and drawing skills but also#because it has become quite a mess over the years and i need to untangle the themes and plot and weave it into something that make sense#also i dont want to say goodby to these guys and as long as the story isn't written they will still be here)#idk whats going on tonight my usual filter is gone youre having all my thoughts raw and unprocessed#anyway see you soon i hope#maybe with elden ring stuff#maybe with radio isotope#maybe withe other projects who knows
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i just think that nan metropolis should get a large and efficient weapon of some kind and then be allowed to wave it around and also kill people with it. like she deserves it
#me post#metropolis#metropolis podcast#i dont know exactly what i mean by this. but i kind of do#idk she is just on my mind tonight#let her go crazy go stupid
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my sweet little baby man is no longer with us
#he had his bloodwork done yesterday and the vet said it was fine but he doesnt have much time left#and my bestie is a vet tech who wanted to see the lab results bc she always does and she looked at them#and asked me if she can shiw them to her boss today and i was like sure and immediately knew something was up#today keekki was being himself#then i went to run some errands and when i came back he was laying in front of the front door with his tiny baby head against it#and i was like ''oh ok one of his seizures?''#and theyre like. keekki will drool and not move and they usually last for like 20 minutes (several vets have no idea whats up with those#but it was probably either a kidney or a blood pressure thing)#anyways. it did not pass in 20 minutes so i Knew#i laid on the floor next to him#then my bff sent me a message asking me if i have the time to talk about keekki and its not good news#at this point i was about to call the vet anyways#and she was like ''ok i showed these to my boss (a vet) and she got super angry that ur vet even let you leave the clinic''#bc apparently keekkis bloodwork was so bad he should have been put down then and there but my vet was like a fresh half graduate#so i dont hold it against her. anyways i got an euthanasia appointment for this evening and spent the time before it laying on the couch#crying with keekki in my arms#i had to carry him bc he couldnt really walk without stumbling and falling down#when i had to get up to get his carrier and stuff ready he was taking a nap on the couch where i left him and i took this pic#anyways worst vet visit of my life i could hardly even do anything but nod half the time bc speaking results in me sobbing#anyways. this fucking sucks#i dont know how ill be able to sleep tonight#its been years since i last slept at home without having a little guy plop into my arms#i spent a long time with him in the vet room when he was gone#it feels surreal ive given him his last ever forehead kisses#as i left the room i told him bye the exact same way ive been saying bye to him for the last very many years ive had him#its always moikka keekki before i go to work or the store or literally anything#and that was my last moikka keekki#i hope he felt how loved he was#my dad is sending me older pics of me and keekki and he looks so happy in them. hes always right next to me#idk man im going to stop rambling now
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Hi!! Your Cherik is so good and gorgeous 🤩🤩 If you don't mind wanna try to draw some Fall of X Cherik please?
thank you so much !!
i have a couple of ideas relating to the fall of x period specifically since theres. A Lot i wanna play with, so i hope this lil thing may be a satisfactory start :]]
and the obligatory bonus:
#xmen#xmen comics#fall of x#cherik#charles xavier#erik lehnsherr#erik magnus lehnsherr#max eisenhardt#professor x#magneto#snap sketches#for clarity on of this tag ramble im calling magneto max OK ok#sorry it took me a while to answer- ive been busy this week !#but yah like i said theres a lot of Fall Of X moments i wanna poke at#one i really wanted to doodle around was max's time with the shadow king from Resurrection of Magneto#the third issue is prob my fave in general if im so tbh .... but i wont prattle bout that ill go back to my previous prattle#i dont think i have a comic in mind prob just a doodle with shadow charles....#i mean if im devious enough i can def turn it into a comic but for now i just know i wanna do something with that#honestly even this moment i might revisit when i have more time to draw something. a lil better#i dont hate this its a sound start- but i THINK i wanna draw a smooch. a lil kiss. idk we'll see#cause im cheeky like that. 'will this be the last time i see you' 'girl idk we can kiss about it though' etc etc#god not to get off topic but im so curious what will happen with these two ... but thats for a diff post i guess#honestly if you guys have any runs i should read lemme know !! i just finished way of x and bar that ive just been reading the 60s issues#i have a couple on my list i wanna check out but im always excited to look into recs if yall think theyre worth it !!#but ya. thats all from me for now#my time is so finite this week i hope i can draw these sillies again soon .. i have a lot of ideas i fear#maybe i can sneak in one more doodle tonight ... <- doubtful
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im never forgetting when i beat sv for the first time and got ed sheeran jumpscared
#you see tonight could go either way#hearts balanced on a razor blade#we are designed to love and break and to#rinse and repeat it all again#i get stuck when the worlds too loud and#things dont look up when youre going down#know your arms are reachin out from#somewhere beyond the clouds#you make me feel#like my troubled heart is a million miles away#you make me feel...#like im drunk on stars and we're dancing out into space#celestial#celestialllllllll#we were made to be#nothing more than this#finding magic in#all the smallest things#and we notice that#what really matters lets#make tonight go on and on and on#just for clarification: i dont like the song that much its just catchy
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With how today has gone in my country, I'm going to get drunk and walk Star Trek, and at my brother's recommendation, I'm gonna watch Lower Decks. So get ready for a flood of me watching that show
#liv talks#fun fact for those who have never seen tng: theres an episode of tng called lower decks! which i suspect was the inspiration?#but i dont actually know for certain#its a very good episode and is considered one of the best episodes of tng#and i looked it up and it was the inspiration for lower decks! delightful#i hope the show is less devestating#the mood isnt quite what im going for tonight otherwise id very much watch the tng ep first#star trek#lower decks#tw drunk mention#im not yet tho
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sukuita twins AU. brocon
yuuji was at a party and someone proposed the game smash or pass. sukuna's standing somewhere flirting with some girls.
when it's yuuji's turn, the round started out just fine, yuuji saw some weird fiction characters that got recommended by his friends, some of the people he didn't know, friends and teachers too. That was until the screen flickered on a picture of sukuna.
"smash."
yuuji answered like it was his instinct. Like he knew his answer by heart. He didn't even give a chance for his friend to apologize for the mistake of putting sukuna's picture in.
everyone wanted to think that yeah sukuna is kinda good looking so it's not surprising. but the way yuuji was so firm and quick on his answer... and the way his eyes were still staring intently at the picture like how a predator would to its prey and how his breathing was unnervingly calm despite the bewildered and disgusted glances thrown at his way.
"yo... he's your brother.."
#sukuita#i love when yuuji is so unapologetically and shamelessly into his brother#i sometimes dont like how people depict yuuji as the soft cutesie one (only sometimes) tonight i need blood to splash#the boy is very dirty and straightforward. i know he would make moves on his brother without a second thought#everyone witnessed the “incident” now has 2 options. ignore wtv yuuji said (ignorance is bliss after all) or cut ties immediately cuz wtf#yuuji wants to plant the idea that his relationship with his twin is totally normal in everyone's minds so they can be together without-#-a worry of people judging them (only sukuna worries about that) so yuuji is willing to remind everyone about it as many times as it takes#yuuji doesnt care abt sukuna going around flirting with girls bc he knows wtv happens sukuna would still end up in his bed either-#-below or on top of him <3 yuuji knows sukuna needs his socialising and his ego stroked#yuuji says to himself but the moment any girl got way too close for comfort? yuuji drags sukuna out and shows him why they only need e/o#wtf am i doing. literally kicking my legs as i write this. im gonna lose my 17 followers for this lmao#jesus this post gonna haunt me tmr after i wake up. this is what happens when im stressed and bombarded with deadlines
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seriously debated whether or not i was gonna say anything about this but i use this blog like a diary anyways so. whatever
chat i think i may be hyperfixated on rocky horror picture show. okay let me provide some background because that might seem kinda out of nowhere
for those of you who may not be aware: i am a theater kid. yes i know i can hear you booing through the screen. my college's theater group does a rhps shadow cast every year, and i am on the makeup crew for it this year. id seen the movie once years ago and liked it but also found it deeply uncomfortable (because i was in like eighth grade or something and people were all but fucking and sucking on screen).
i was front center in the audience last night and HOLY SHIT yeah that was cool (guy who played frank sat on my lap, i completed the herculean task of not passing out crying because a hot guy sat on my lap and was also yknow doing frank n furter things DIRECTLY IN FRONT ME like a for a big part of the show MAKING DIRECT EYE CONTACT its a miracle im not dead this guy almost killed me he looked back at me a few times while he was sitting on my lap and i was making the biggest dumbest nervous smile ever and im 99% he could feel me shaking we made eye contact at some point guys please send an ambulance)
guys please i know rhps is. deeply deeply questionable. but the movie is so stupid and the music is good i love it so much. also shadow casts are so epic THE CALLOUTS HELP. i have the callouts rattling around in my brain theyre all so funny.
im coming out as a faggot, a pathetic faggot, a rhps fan, AND a theater kid in the same post. i think one of you just needs to kill me
#mick just yaps#im making a tag for posts like this because they are becoming increasingly common#does anyone ever read these. do any of you look at these#also if any of the people who know me in real life see this and also happened to be at the show and i just missed you. um#you didnt see this#i was never there i lied im not gay youre gay whats gay i dont know what that is#or if youre going tonight and you see me#because i am going again#because A. im doing makeup B. unfortunate hyperfixation and C. um. uh. normal reasons#i will not be able to be in the front row again because the is the virgin section (aka people whove never seen the show before) BUT#i can be anywhere else there arent reserved seats#so maybe the sides if the people im going with (my friend whos also on the makeup crew + her boyfriend) are cool with it#and they arent all reserved again
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if life is categorized by Before Loss and After Loss then I exist in the before but with a countdown to the after. and the countdown is always always present and debilitating. the loss will be debilitating too but i cant help myself. i will always suffer twice.
#i cant let go of it. i cant even enjoy good moments without thinking about how they'll just be memories one day#how they're already memories since moments pass so fast#everything is I'll Miss This and i already miss it and i cant believe once you're gone you're gone forever#and ill never ever see you again. and your shell is in the ground but where did the rest of you go?#should i look at your body one last time? on one hand itll be the last time i see you.#on the other hand it will be the last time i see you.#and the memory of you will die with me too. as if neither ever existed#it impacts me so much too bc i dont feel close to anybody really...and i dont make friends easily#so whats going to happen when the people who have always been there arent there anymore?#im going to be alone for so much of my life.#i will record your voice so im ready for when i cant hear it from the source while also knowing it wont be enough and one day#ill be wishing it lasted longer. it could be 12 hours long and ill want more.#how do you surpass this? it hasn't even happened. when it happens i don't know what ill do. considering my whole life has been#the timer. the countdown. hours and hours of anticipatory grief#and then ill be next. me. some of all thats left of you. it cant be true.#sorry. this gets worse every single year and its been going insane lately#id surprisingly been managing it well for months somehow ! it wouldnt cross my mind...and now its there again#like it accumulated and its all coming out right now. ive been crying for hrs tonight and last night#one day his things will just be things. things ive made and given him will be in my hands again.#talkys#i want to go hug my dad but then ill just cry over how one day i wont be able to....! how do i store it? how do i save it?#how do i preserve it forever....even as i take my own last breath....#i cant believe im the only one of me. and my dad is the only one of him.#i wouldnt want to be reborn as anyone else. i cant believe one day i wont get to draw or eat or be comfy in bed anymore.#i cant take it !! im so scared. ill be scared until the end. and you wont be there to hold my hand. im going to be alone.#and none of those years of grief and joy and memories will matter.#i wonder if it would help to tell him about this. i need something to hold onto for when it happens. anything. but i also know it'll make i#hurt more; obviously. just another piece of him that'll be gone one day
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And what if I said he held eye contact here before turning away as his smile fades because he was waiting for Will to say something else but he didn't. That it's almost expectant at first, not even quite asking "anything else?" That that's why it changes, why he doesn't look disappointed until the end of the gif - because he isn't yet. That he looks back up but Will is already gone, no eyes to even catch again anymore so his smile fades the rest of the way. That his smiles go from "and then...?" to "oh...my bad" to "damn..." That he closes his mouth, checks himself, catches himself, pulls himself out of the moment.
What if I said "yeah?" was urging him to keep talking and when Will just said "yeah" back and didn't elaborate Mike was disappointed and had to just go back to staring at the painting and thinking to himself.
What if I said that he was looking up because he thought he heard a breath or something and maybe Will was gonna say something else but no...he was just looking out the window, after all.
What if I pointed out the way Mike didn't say a word the entire time, which is what you do when you don't want to dare risk interrupting and having the other person lose their confidence or change what they were going to say; you want to let them finish their fully transparent thought before they remember you're there, so you stay silent. That "yeah?" was the only acknowledgement or vocalization he made the entire time and I wonder if he regretted it because maybe it interrupted after all and maybe Will would have said something else, I don't know.
Maybe he didn't know what he wanted him to say. Maybe he did know and he was waiting, hoping he'd say it but it never came.
Wouldn't that be heartbreaking? If while Will was backing down from saying it, Mike was in anticipation, crossing his fingers behind his back, hoping he would?
Or maybe he didn't know at all. Maybe he just wanted him to keep talking until he found out; just wanted to keep getting to look at him like this while he did.
But he stopped talking. And the moment was over.
I'm just- I'm thinking about him tonight.
#van scene#mike wheeler#byler povs#stranger things#the van scene#this is everything to me and it's making too much sense to igjt#tonight#i'm inspired#byler#a lesson you learn in acting is to remember you dont know how long you're going to speak for or how long they are#finn is smart#he could have been waiting for more#and if mike did know what he wanted#i think that last gif would be the moment he stopped hoping that it just hadnt come yet#Byler subtext
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