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danwithouttheplan · 2 months
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If I can work it into my subconscious as I'm half-asleep in between alarm clock snoozes, you know it's fucking with me.
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perilegs · 1 month
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i know astrology is fake but i'm not too keen on how a lot of people on this website seem to be clowning on it as a hobby a bit too hard. i swear the woman who thinks it's neat how she and her friends with the same sun sign are all similar isn't trying to say that you are who you are born as and there is nothing you can do to change it. it's a hobby. an interest. what happened to finding meaning and joy in the small things. does it affect you if someone enjoys tarot reading or crystals. does it make you upset someone has interests that they enjoy.
#im not saying astrology/tarot/crystals/etc. get clowned on so much bc theyre hobbies mostly enjoyed by women But....#i saw a post about some astrology study and made the mistake of opening the notes on that bad boy#not fun. and that reminded me of that old post that was basically like ''liking astrology is transphobic''#anyways idk maybe its just that my bestie is very much a ''crystal girl'' but like. stuff like that are such neat hobbies#she makes some cute little jars with pretty rocks and they make her feel better bc if you believe in something you can make it happen#when it comes to small things#like yeah if you pick up a stone that's like ''this can help you be more open with your emotions'' and you are like ''oh hell yea!''#ofc that will be on your mind and the item will be a constant reminder and actually help you with your goals#and its like. ok what really stuck with me was when i was talking with my bff and i was like ''i think all this stuff is interesting but i#feel bad bc i am superstitious and believe in some signs like lucky numbers but i know that logically its just. if i pick a lucky number of#i pay extra attention to it but i want to believe its lucky but i know how human brains work in that aspect''#and she was just like. ''so? those things dont have to exclude each other'' and it clicked#if i have a little tigers eye with me it does not make me feel more grounded magically#but if i decide (or believe) it's grounding then it will b bc it's a reminder for me to calm down#and stuff#like. ah idk how to put my thoughts into words#but i just think its unfair that a few rotten apples have ruined the perception of fun hobbies for a lot#not every astrology enjoyer is trying to sell you mlm essential oils or genuinely believe peoples entire lives are dictated upon the stars#or something#idk i just feel like these things are v misunderstood even tho im not personally like super into them myself#but ppl super mean about that stuff arent invited to look at my medieval themed fortune telling cards#idkk im sleepy and cant articulate my points someone else say this but better#leevi talks#im just saying. i dont think its bioessentialism to decide to believe you personally have a season for growth when the stars are in a#certain position or whatever
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anistarrae · 8 months
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I kinda want to get into digital painting, how do you make your paintings look so good? Do you have any tips?
its really all about practice id say, and understanding shadows and light sources.
my mom has studied art for years, she no longer does it, but she told one of the most important advices when it comes to shading. draw a small ball on where you want the light source to come from, and draw from there. imagine how it will effect every small thing in the drawing, how little or lots of light it will have.
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this is something i made while explaining this to someone a few months ago, this is what my mom told me what to do, and i learned a lot about shading from this. studying from real life is also very important, seeing how light interacts with objects, how light is reflected off to other objects, how blurry or sharp the shadow can be. its endless amounts of knowledge when looking at real life subjects.
when rendering, light sources are one of the most important things, learning the fundamentals can help you in the long run. thinking of what you want your shadows to look like too, do you want them soft or sharp, or even a mix of both? finding something right for you is important, and that's why experimentation is key for finding what you're happy with. trying so many different techniques is possible when going into digital art, take things from artists you like, redraw your favorite piece to see how they've made it, try new brushes or programs, its all up to you!
color is important when it comes to rendering, that could be said for any piece. color dictates the feeling of the piece, using many different colors in your shading can make it pop out. going back to experimenting, trying new different colors and palettes is very helpful too! play with saturations, values, try using only one hue. i stick to warms usually, but seeing what else you could be using can be fun too! color is limitless, try all that you can :D
in art, i believe experimentation is one of the most important things, it leads to your growth as an artist. i would be nowhere without it, and i very much encourage anyone to try all they can. digital art is one of the most expansive artforms, you can get almost any look with it, you can do so much with it that makes creativity limitless.
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twentyonefirstmates · 3 months
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Just looked at the digital remains again and oh my god why are we not talking more about the original lyrics to backslide
If I were to backslide, tell everyone we know
Thanks for the last time they came out
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Why did I not thank you more, saving me those other times
(Don't you dare jump in)
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I'd rather you hurt me, than do nothing at all
I'd rather you let me down, than just gas me up
I'd rather you cuse me, than do nothing at all
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You won't make a sound, pick someone else I won't be around
Trapped inside your smile, don't put me on trial
Don't you see you take, everything from me
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literaturebf · 1 year
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yeah whatever. it's never a waste of time to have loved someone and to have been loved in return. okay
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rainsyru · 1 year
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Just found out you have a tumblr! I was wondering what stuff you use to animate? and the workflow, Im always interested in learning stuff about this ^^
Yo! Regarding programs stuff I have an FAQ here
As for workflow, I have some BTS videos on YT that I think does a better job illustrating my process than a text wall would here2 and here3
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ekanatsume · 4 months
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love doesn’t have to be romantic. It’s strangers holding the door open for you. Friends laughing with you. The sun shining it’s warmth for you to bask in. The random bird or squirrel on your walk that doesn’t bolt when you pass it. There’s love everywhere, in infinitely many different forms
I actually wasn't talking about romantic love. The way you phrased it is beautiful. I think I'm too bitter to comprehend this rn. But I'll think about this the next time any act of consideration happens to me. Thank you for going out of your way to write this. I hope you have a wonderful week 💞
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opens-up-4-nobody · 1 year
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#theres this feeling i get sometimes. i find it very hard to articulate. its part despair and part awe. dispair at how beautiful the world is#all those intricate little process coming together to organize the chaos. i dont kno y i feel it so deeply or y it hurts so much#because its just. no matters what horrible things r going on in the world. ur body is this miraculous collection of chemicals and reactions#mobile containers of water with a history that spirals back billions of years. and you can hear and see and experience and reflect#and when you die the world goes on spinning without you. if we as humans destroyed this planet past the part of our ability to inhabit it#it wouldnt even matter. there would be continued life past humanity. cosmically we r tiny and insignificant and we dont matter#but were beautiful and wonderful and infinity complex and knowing that leaves me in agony. because i want to kno everything right now but#mind is too small and i walk around with the disorientation of someone whos just been hit in thr face ans i cant focus enough to read#cant make the words make sense and i cant justify the time it would take to try. so i sit on my deck. in the sun. crying as i think about#how the light hit the grass in my front yard the last time i was home. how the cliffs in the backyard are ringed with red lines of iron#separated out as the water leached through the sandstone. how every avaliable surface is stained green as organisms reach upward toward#the sun. and its beautiful and i dont kno y im crying. maybe its bc i cant just throw everything aside and chase that feeling. im not#allowed to feel it. im not allowed to talk abt it in the way i want. bc im afraid no one cares as much as me in the same way. bc when i#talk abt what i study its obscure and academic and so far from what most ppl think abt that they get intimidated and dont try to understand#so i just try not to talk abt it. or maybe im just afraid. bc i have my 1st TA meeting tomorrow and i meet with my new advisor friday#and im worried and im afraid i wont b able to do this in a way that doesnt make me feel like im dying. bc i like to b busy and i like having#a strict schedule but if u throw me that knife im going to stab myself with it bc i dont kno how wield it as a tool without hurting myself#sure ill get the job done. but at what cost? whatever. ill try to b better this time. try to hold tight to the wonder. but that feels like#reaching out into forever. knowing ill never make contact. not knowing what im reaching for.#the closest approximation to the feeling i can find is that scene in the terror. where go0dsir is asking if god is there. any god. and it#doesnt matter bc he can see god in the landscape. in an environment that's so harsh and barren that its killing him slowly in the worst of#ways and its beautiful. its still beautiful to him. there is wonder here. and im wasting my time laying in a dark room crying bc i put#myself into a container so constrictive that the surface snaps and i come spilling out as an angry liquid. smearing away into nothing#unrelated
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800db-cloud · 1 year
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I think you should be made aware that theres a minidrama on twitter claiming Shiver fans to be racist. Which...some might be. My mutual in law got DOGGED recently and i saw all of it (all they did was make a lil joke i think
so i’ve heard… :( the entire situation is terrible , honestly. i’m not big into splatoon but i am a brown person, and seeing the infighting between fans about the racism and colorism in the fanbase is. stressful, to put it VERY lightly
i’m very sorry to hear what happened to your mutual-in-law. the recent splatfest has a LOT of people agitated. thankfully nobody has been rude to me yet, but knowing the internet (and how things are going right now) who knows how long that’ll last
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roachemoji · 6 months
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can someone put out A hit on me but instead of killing me they just come and hold me. a hired thug for a hired hug
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knightlas · 1 year
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lyla... .. i love y ou.... .
#spider-man 2099#spider-man: dark genesis#sm2099#comic panels#yknow. key words. key phrases.#i do like how miguels drawn here. at least the arts p good im already so weary though#every day i read new spider-man 2099 comics#and for what? just to suffer??#idk i think. im literally not even done w the issue yet lmao#but a card system based on income and a brand new shiny 2099 avengers take and all this stuff that came around in exodus is just like.#its not so much Bad plotwise as much as it. just doesnt feel like 2099#lmao#i. augh spider-man-2o99 articulates it so much better than i am rn but like. theyre right we really dont need more 2099 reboots#like expanding on the universe? cool! what exodus and dark genesis are doin?....... um! well!#also i miss gabriel where the fuck is he. is he in here. im on page 11 if i dont see gabriel by the end i set the building on fire#im joking. but im not#plus exodus was just. i dont remember exodus past issue 1 actually#art was pretty but isnt that the one where miguel got to play side character in his own comic.#for like 2+ separate issues#i Know its the one that brought norman osborn back bc i will never know peace#i mean issue 1 was p good iirc. it. maybe i should just read exodus again#i remember seeing zero and being soooo happy because hehe my pal :) and the panel where miguel flies straight into a wall. scrunchie#i feel like every time i read a sm2099 run thats not the original i have to walk in with a hazmat suit and everything looking for parts#WAIT EXODUS. HEY WASNT EXODUS THE ANNIVERSARY ONE?? THAT MIGUEL GOT SIDELINED IN??? HIS ANNIVERSARY SERIES?????????#know im going to be upset about jax j jameson being a thing until i die#also the whole avengers 2099 thing is just. not good#i went on a whole rant in here bc im special but tumblr hates me xoxoxo#dm me if you wanna hear the why the avengers happening in 2099 is bad for the ecosystem and me personally sad face rant im gonna color#NO IM GONNA FINISHT EH COMIC. FUCK
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good-beanswrites · 9 months
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Translyrics for Eve's 名前も知らないあなたに恋をした (I fell in love with you without even knowing your name). I thought the song was so cute and fun and silly, I really wanted to try my hand at some lyrics! They're under the cut and my commentary is in the tags :3
A late-night restaurant, always in the same seat over there and
Smoking a cigarette, I see it rise and run through your hair.
Oh, what to do? I look at you and feel my heart race.
"Not much to look at, huh," you say while gazing into my face.
Pajamas on and I'm always in the same seat over here, with
Coffee, two scoops of milk, I sip it and I try not to stare.
Oh, what to do? Every line I have sounds way too cliche.
"Let's stick together, huh?" Is all that I could say.
No, I don't know your name, but I fell in love with you the same.
A late-night restaurant, you're here each day each month each week and
Smoking a cigarette, I see it trail and trace on your cheek.
Oh, what to do? I look at you and feel my heart race.
"Not much to look at, huh," you say while gazing into my face.
I bet you like me too,  I tell myself but without success, and
I remind myself it's crazy, it's crazy, it's crazy, it's crazy, it's --
Oh, what to do? It's time to clear my heart and my head.
"You know you're beautiful," is what I finally said.
No, I don't know your name, but I fell in love with you the same.
Begging on my knees, answer me please!
No, I don't know your name, but I fell in love with you the same.
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siinlight · 1 year
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My biggest problem art wise is my posing is too stiff.. idk how to add fluidity to the still movement, and it drives me crazy
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lexa-griffins · 1 year
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I'm confused 😕 do you prefer reading asks with an even split between Clarke and Lexa cumming equally or one more than the other?
I don't mind if the asks are about one or the other cumming. My point is more so that 90% of the asks I get will very much center around Clarke's pleasure, even more so when Clarke is inexperienced and - because she has a dick - Lexa having an orgasm is secondary to Clarke's. And when in an au where the main focus is Lexa's pleasure, the whole reason why I tagged the au 'pillow princess Lexa', and the way Clarke feels pleasure by giving Lexa pleasure suddenly oh how could Clarke not be given an orgasm (directly, because ive mentioned how she can very easily make herself cum while wearing the strap).
You guys can still send whatever asks, I dont mind! Its just the thing that annoys me is how Lexa is either use as a fleshlight or a dildo for Clarke during sex and how in return it turns Clarke into such a selfish lover that I find so incredibly out of character for her.
But Im just a little annoyed at the fact this is a trend, dont read into this as you guys having to police what you send me, i try to add what I want in the answer because im the one answering them, thats why i made the whole plot in nerd clarke x popular lexa about Lexa feeling taken for granted with Clarke focusing so much on herself sex started being one sided. And mostly because I dont want to write g!p Clarke in a way that's just... straight sex.
Anyways im rambling and dont read too much into this, its just a pet peeve that i kinda keep seeing time and time again, continue as usual 😅
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2024skin · 2 years
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August 14
PSA about dick-poisoning: it's real 😔 stay safe sisters
#my posts#i was so miserable in my last relationship i wish i realized then that love isnt supposed to feel that way#i had never been in love with a man before i thought it was just supposed to be different from how i felt with my girlfriends#and at the time i didnt realize that ''different'' in my head was code for miserable#i was so sickly depressed but i thought it had nothing to do with the guy fucking me and living in my house while also#telling everybody we knew that we werent dating and we weren't together. i thought because it started before i knew him#that he couldnt make it any better or any worse. and now i think#he really could've made it better but he didnt love me the way i thought he did and he didnt want to make that effort with me#and underneath it all he just didnt know what to say about it. he didnt have anything to say about it even when he was looking right at#i cant imagine my current bf acting that way he was the first person ever to be like 'what is that what do these say'#and he checks up on me so much i dont have to ask or anything he just misses me and worries about me#if my last boyfriend had cared about me that much i think he wouldve said Something. at least 'i wish you would stop'#i just felt so unwanted in my last relationship (i literally was) and the guy im with now makes me feel so different#like he wants me around all the time and not just when the rest of his life isnt working out as intended#all those tags and literally not once did i write out the words self harm or cutting or Anything contextual lmfao#'it' is the cutting babes sorry i cant articulate right
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parasolids · 2 years
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i know that the Wisdom is that Desire And Suffering Are The Same but to be honest when things suck i feel like sometimes actually wanting something is what makes me happy. like obvs its just going to be Suffering if you Desire something that you can't have but then sometimes you Desire something that you actually have the means to attain and the process of attaining in and of itself is exciting and then instead of Suffering it is Joy
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