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Braius you worship someone who calls himself the god of lies and you are shocked that "good things" in the world do not benefit him
#sam is committing so hard good for him#this is breaking me#critical role#bell's hells#cr3e103#cr spoilers#cr lb
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Just looked at the digital remains again and oh my god why are we not talking more about the original lyrics to backslide
If I were to backslide, tell everyone we know
Thanks for the last time they came out
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Why did I not thank you more, saving me those other times
(Don't you dare jump in)
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I'd rather you hurt me, than do nothing at all
I'd rather you let me down, than just gas me up
I'd rather you cuse me, than do nothing at all
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You won't make a sound, pick someone else I won't be around
Trapped inside your smile, don't put me on trial
Don't you see you take, everything from me
#christ this is so sad#oh my god i am havimg Feelings#something about the#why did i not thank you more#saving me those other times#(dont you dare jump in)#this is breaking me#im kind of glad those lines didnt make it on to the album i dont think i would have survived it#im curious as to why though#i really really hope its because he was doing better when actually making the song than when he originally wrote it#but i dont know#im worried about him#not to be pathetically parasocially attached to a man i dont even know#but these lines just. scare me.#i hope hes doing okay#i hope hes surrounded by the people he loves#and i hope he genuinely knows how much of an impact hes had on so many peoples lives#and i hope that doesnt scare him too much#it feels like these lines are about us#i dont know i cant articulate why this is hitting me so deeply but it is#and i hope josh is doing ok too#its easy to focus more on tylers thoughts and emotions because hes the one who verbalizes them#but i worry about josh too and i hope he also knows how much of an impact hes had#i just want to hug them both so bad#and it does reassure me that in most of the songs theres still an undercurrent of hope and a desire to keep fighting#twenty one pilots#tyler joseph#josh dun#clancy#clancy digital remains
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WHAT THE FUCK…. WHAT THE FUCK U GUYS… WHAT THE FUCKKKKKKKKK
#WDYM#WHY#WHYHYYY#SO#U MEAN#UR TRYJNG#TO TELL ME#SEVEN WILL NEVER GET TO MEET HIS BROTHER#IN VS ROUTE??? HELLO#someone tell me this is fake. HELLO#MY HEART..#man.#WTF#is thete one ending in this game#where the twins r reunited & v is safe n sound n happy as well#WTFFFF…#i hate that v lied ab saeran to him idc LIKE BE HONEST#Oughfhhshdha#this is breaking me#wtfwtfffff#mystic messenger#i cant#nika.txt
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TW- Rant post
rant below the cut<3
as i mentioned in an earlier post, i’m going through the “I hate my art” phase. keep in mind that this didn’t start recently. it’s been going on since before I joined tumblr back in july (that feels weird, i can’t believe how long it’s been). only reason i’m only just now talking about it is because i was scared it would look like i just want attention but that’s not the case at all. in fact, the reason i’m actually saying smth about it now is because it’s like, getting rlly bad. like it’s getting to where i just don’t wanna draw (digitally anyway, traditional is better atm). like, i just can’t do anything right with my art, i can never come up with anything to draw and when i ask for requests i can’t get it to look good even if i have a reference.
if anyone has any advice on how to get through this pls send it my way cause this is killing me. i love drawing things for you guys but like i can’t get myself to like anything i draw digitally anymore.
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oh fuck me the fanfics quoting Beowulf
#i do literature yall#this is breaking me#merthur#not that you'd know#but it's important to me that you know its a merthur fic#beowulf
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,, Even [...] regularly brought him books from the library in town to read and discussed them with him afterwards,
listening to his opinions as if he were a real person."
Hanya Yanagihara, A Little Life
#this is breaking me#what the fuck#spoilers#a little life spoilers#a little life#hanya yanagihara#quotes#sad quotes#i am in pain#why am i reading this#current reads#reading#bookish#literature#booklr
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me reading straight up pornography: hmm… this one just doesn’t have enough accurate character psychoanalysis to get me off
#d#rihanna sticks and stones can break my bones but fictional people’s thoughts about whips and chains excite me
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What's everyone's favourite flowers that aren't like. The normal ones. Like everyone's a fan of roses and sunflowers what's a more niche one. One you don't get in gift sets. Mine's sweet peas
#other good ones are crocuses and lilacs#one time I was ill and depressed and my mum brought me a lil milk bottle full of fresh cut sweet peas from her garden 💖#i like that theyre colourful and i like climbing plants and they smell amazing#posts brought to you by me going to the park on my lunch break just to see all the crocuses
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Spent a ridiculous amount of time last night obsessively editing my hand written zines in Photoshop to take away any tiny blemishes so they were definitely readable.
Whatever. Understand or don't.
#I can't always read hyper-neat cursive. Doctors get away with being worse than me.#I'm allowed to be messy#nariart#1 sheet zine#mini zine#8 page zine#zines#zine#Taking time to write slowly enough to be understood was a special kind of torture in school.#My brain was going 100 km/h and I couldn't keep up and also be legible.#Now I can take my time and take breaks. But I still have that little voice in my head.#narizine#nariwrites
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pls dont sleep on modern wtnv, this is from episode 259 and it made me actually laugh out loud at work
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#ordinary photo of yeti#they made astarion in a lab for me to be obsessed with.#like hottest man in game for me is halsin truthfully. astarion is my shitty little white dog with separation anxiety who bites people.#very different things. if i say i'm doing a playthrough as astarion that's when you put me down#main factor motivating me not to is i need to hear neil newbon's voice acting at least once a minute or i die.#i've got a dark urge concept rattling around the brain but i should maybe self-impose a gaming break and take care of. responsibilities 😐#babbling
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Need to clean my keyboard, got a dust bunny problem
#she wanted to a terrorist and break out of the play area twice today#so as punishment she had to hang out with me#bun#bunny#bunblr#<3#cute#lionhead bunny#:3#i love her
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Like does the high guard know about what’s been going on or
Technically a continuation of this
#transformers#maccadam#Megatron#transformers one#starscream#soundwave#shockwave#d-16#tf one#megs: we were suppose to have tcogs? :(#starscream: they’ve been RIPPING OUT bots’ tcogs before they online???#I’d like to think everyone gets along somewhat in the beginning because megatron is like. a kid to them#that’s a teenager who just went through his first break up#I haven’t drawn him much yet but I can feel myself falling deeper into the soundwave hole#he calls to me
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the devil made me do it
#and by do it i mean stop everything and draw this goofy friggin meme#IM PROUD OF THIS#fords face actuallys kills me#live... <:)#ford pre and post break up here btw LMAO#ford#bill#gravity falls#book of bill#billford#stanford pines#gf#gf stanford#bill cipher#gf bill#gf meme#i have to sleep immediately but i cant stop drawing fanart of the silly possessed book
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