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noelle holiday you are the only thing that matters
#deltarune#noelle holiday#noelle deltarune#deltarune fanart#I LUV U NOELLE 💖💖#anyway#it’s finals season so srry if no new art </3#i don’t wanna fail lol#pls click for better quality#my art
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So I have to pay Charon to be able to actually skip the cutscene? Or can’t it be skipped? I don’t wanna have to pay his ass cause my demons are usually dead, unless he brings me back when I last saved so my demons are still alive. Don’t wanna be revived if my demons are still dead…
Very bad luck with negotiations ~~~~
Damn it mokoi. Should’ve recruited you before napaea…. Last death was fu xhi (?) the old fart
At least you can get stuff sometimes if you have a demon and try to negotiate with them anyway. Got a medicine from a napaea but idk if I died afterward or not. Probably did based on the way stuff goes.
Much less upset about game now~~~
Leveled up to level 3 and dumped 3 points into magic, and 2 into luck. Probably should’ve went agility but eh. Saved so hopefully I stay there.
Which Burroughs apps are useful? Or just play and find out?
I’m an smt newbie and the constant posting like this is obvious, lol. Sorry for all the questions and meaningless updates ~~
I’m waiting to accidentally pay him cause I mash through charon’s text. What happens if I do? Wanna find out but not lose anything due to failed negotiation…
I guess if my demons died I’d need revival beads? Or do what crystaahl does and fuse new demons. But I don’t even have access to the cathedral yet.
Opposite of crystaahl’s just jump in attitude. Her let’s play stream is cool and she got way farther than me much faster… course she’s played nocturne and 5, and iv is my first smt game.
Sorry for stupid updates ~~
Feel like an old man I’m playing so slowly ~~~ trying to be very careful and meticulous with resources cause they seem really limited currently…..
Update: Bufu on Flynn let’s go ~~ need to summon napaea from stock to level her up to get dia but she dies so fast~~ shouldn’t have used a revival bead cause I only had one…. Rip being efficient with resources. T_T;;
#personal#thoughts#thinking#I’m a newbie and these posts are making it very obvious#newbie#to these types of games anyway#but we all start somewhere#so don’t get discouraged huh?#shin megami tensei#smt#shin megami tensei iv#smt iv#negotiation fails#lol#much less upset about it now tho#just trying to not mash through his text so fast I accidentally pay Charon#negotiations really don’t make sense sometimes#fun game#feel like an old man cause I’m playing it very slowly still#wanna get napaea to whisper dia to Flynn in case she dies again so I have it regardless#and I guess don’t feel like I’m playing incorrectly cause we all play at our own pace huh#lost in naraku#not really#I’m just staying near the entrance and trying to recruit things and maybe grind for resources#wonder if anyone even reads the tags?
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slightly concerned cause she’s coming out much pointier than I thought she would
#idk if it’ll go away LOL if it’s a fail bunny it’s okay I’ll keep it#I don’t wanna start over again cause then I get discouraged T_T
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Hi gotta go out of character for a second but in the nicest way possible: Can y’all stop being fucking weird.
Idk what part of my account screams “serious relationship drama” but here I am to remind people that I am a SHITPOST RP account. I’m here to RP as an evil twink with some questionable fashion choices in the most shitty way possible. I’m notttt here to talk about relationship stuff, so stop forcing that shit. I’m not naming names but iykyk. It was funny at first but it’s gotten really creepy really fast.
#dkingsethblog#I kinda don’t wanna post on here anymore bc of it tbh#I stay silly tho so I’ll probably make a new post some day#also shoutout to the Reese and Dr.Z accounts#those are ran by my friends LOL#I don’t know who anyone else is so don’t ask me who they are bc idk#I’ve had to block some accounts tho bc good lord#I still get the notifs for them tho#tumblr fix ur block system challenge failed
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It’s seem like I can’t escape the “people don’t want to come to work so now I gotta do their mess” shenanigans…
#literally the most two irksome work pet peeves happen today and I was pissed#1st is waiting until the last second to do or change something#2nd is people who call out for a bs reason and how I gotta do your work unprepared#I work with adult learning and online webinars stuff like that#I’m like a producer I set the webinars up and I’m supposed to moderate them intro the speakers etc#and they are live events with people attending online#why two days before the event the ceo was like I don’t like the platform let’s change it…#plus some others problems they had…#why are we discussing two days before????? we had all month to discuss changes or concerns#okay there’s major problems with the event so I gotta fix some stuff and now it’s on me#to research a new platform they want this done asap#I’m annoyed cause why is this urgency my issue?#this should have proper discussed way before we rolled out the product#THEN during that this girl in my team was basically like I’m taking off so now you have to take over my event#outta nowhere…#I gotta do the rehearsal tomorrow and I know nothing about the event…#like you have been planning this event for months and all the sudden you gotta be off…#you have been complaining that’s low attendance and it’s probably gonna fail I hate#YOU just don’t wanna do it!!!#it’s like a random classmate coming up to you and saying#you gotta do my presentation now I’m gonna be out#and not send any notes or details or nothing…#don’t know why you wouldn’t show up to your own presentation besides an emergency#which apparently they knew about it last week but tells me at the last second being vague about it#maybe it’s kiosk trauma but I can just sense the bs#like not even gonna send some sub plans or anything???#that’s nutty!!!#anyway got hit with a double whammy I was so mad#but I will calm down and deal lol#callyie chat
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Macbethposting Friday anyway I am thinking about the come you spirits etc etc and just… the implications of it all. Lady Macbeth’s motivations to do the Thing aka kill Duncan aka have Macbeth be king aka be queen herself are never cleared up and only there to be built with clues. But in any case— whether self-serving or altruistic (wanting it for Macbeth not herself)— it’s something extreme.
Extreme enough to make her want to rid herself of her very nature to achieve it. She’s insane 2 me bc she’s self-aware but not self-aware enough to know that going against who she really is will end terribly. But thing is that she Knows that she, as she is, with the qualities she has Now, won’t be able to do it. She’s desperate enough to say “okay, make me able to do it then. Rid me of my nature. Make it impossible for me to prevent myself.”
Like, the Thing that makes her do it, whatever it is, has to be big enough to get her to That Level and I fear there’s too little talk of… what it could be that also makes sense.
#j.txt#Macbeth#lady Macbeth#u see my issue w most character analyses of her is that none rly wanna go deep in2 Why She’s Like That#like they’re all like oooo she’s evil and Wicked and Manipulative and Girlboss etc etc and leave it there.#like yeah we love her for it. WHY tho. why#can i PLEASE get some substantial character analysis up in here. pleas#I do personally think it has to do with the whole losing a child/failing her duty as a wife/medieval noblewoman#aka she wants to rid herself of that humiliation but also just do something 4 Macbeth#the whole I couldn’t give u a child so I’ll give u a crown deal#I mean I also think it issss kinda like. she wants it for Herself to a degree#and is confusing that ambition w Macbeths#no I don’t want it HE does#I’m not doing this for me I do it for HIM#(it’s also for her. but that’s buried under many layers of simulated altruism )#actually idk if that’ll even go w the play lol but it’s a fun silly concept#anyway she in general is very silly. why are u SO fucksd up. who made you like this.
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I know this might be a weird question, and I have no idea if anyone else pictures written dialogue in their head like I do, but do anakin, obi-wan, cody, etc have the same accents in ur AU fics as they do in Star Wars canon??
Like all this time I’ve been imagining Obi-wan being British, anakin being American (hayden is Canadian but I have no clue how US accents work lol) and the Fett brothers being Kiwi, but then I get confused bcs HOW did they get those accents (IS CORUSCANT THE STAR WARS EQUIVALENT TO LONDON!?!?!? BCS ALOT OF JEDI HAVE ENGLISH ACCENTS BUT NOT ALL OF THEM AND UGH MY BRAIN HURTS AND 😩🫣😵🤕😭)
anyway I’ve forgotten my original point and I think I need to lie down 😟
lol this is a fair question actually
so whenever I’m doing a fic that’s not gffa but modern but I’m trying not to make it American heavy or ANTK (America need to know), I like using the planets from Star Wars as cities and/or countries because everyone who is reading a prequels Star Wars fic probably knows what Coruscant or Naboo is supposed to look like vaguely and I don’t have to describe what it’s supposed to look like (descriptions of places, my loathed nemesis)
AND when I do that, I always describe obi-wan’s accent as coruscanti, but in my head it’s definitely just the way he sounds in the movies which is British
and like in that one story where Obi-Wan is king of Stewjon (space Scotland), he’s supposed to maybe have a stewjoni accent which would be space Scottish accent but then I really just only read it in my mind as his normal British accent, even if they were fuckin. Wearing space kilts. It was too ingrained in me.
BUT THIS IS ALL TO SAY: their accents are what they are in the shows/movies, regardless of where they’re supposed to be from…..and if it makes sense (aka Cody and Rex and obi-wan are basically raised together in PBATMB but you bet your ass they sound different in my head)
#asks#my mom is a serious serious accent picker upper#she sounds more southern than my dad who is from the American south#and she’s lived there way shorter than him#some people just pick up accents easily#soooo I guess that’s a fail safe lol no matter what#maybe British obi-wan raised in nyc just#had an audiobook he listened to a lot and the accent seeped in lol#it’s always a think I wonder about being so very American and writing a lot of modern AUs#I do absolutely have AUs set in America where it’s pretty necessary to know some America stuff#(but I try to describe it better)#(roadtrip au + smithsonian au)#but in general i don’t wanna assume America knowledge like geographically or anything#so I almost always use coruscant for a city name#Naboo sometimes Alderaan as a mountain getaway ….#etc etc
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attempting to find romance and genuine human connection as a woman in her 20’s in this era of dating is really hard and sometimes i feel like giving up and saying that “romantic love is a lie, patriarchy has made it so that half of my dating pool sees me as an object to be used and not a fully realized person so what’s the fucking point” yadda yadda blah blah blah BUT seeing my team of dude coworkers be doting husbands and fathers (and doing so consistently) is like the one thing that keeps me sane while i’m fighting for my life in the situationship trenches
#example: we get a lot of free food from my job and one of my coworkers will text his wife to ask what she wants w/o fail#lizzy's personal posts#anyways i went on a really bland dinner date yesterday lol#he was nice there was just no spark so i don’t think i wanna see him again haha#i think especially with online dating discourse on all sides of the gender spectrum it’s very ‘us vs. them’#so it’s good to basically go outside and ‘touch grass’ or in this case see that there IS hope#‘wait weren’t you dating someone else?’ still am! but we’re non-exclusive and he pissed me off the other day lol
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Between Omar’s Sommerprat interview and today being my last day of hell on earth intern year for residency, needless to say I am an emotional wreck.
#i’m trying to remain stoic bc i’m still in a professional setting and surgeons aren’t supposed to Feelings™️#but i am failing miserably#what the hell was that omar 😭😭😭😭😭#(but affectionate)#he is amazing 🤎#not vulnerable my ass!!!#just because he doesn’t talk about what you want…..#and bitch please he said important things#sorry if y’all can’t relate but there aren’t only white people in this fandom lol#and some of us are immigrants or first-gen#so hush 😘😘😘#and the wanting to break the cycle of abuse/neglect from paternal figures in families#i honestly never want to hear people bitching about what he is/isn’t willing to share again#i think he made it clear he doesn’t want to dive deeper into other subject matter#he had a chance to and didn’t so please i am begging let’s respect#like go stan someone else if you don’t like it bye 👋🏼#cause i don’t wanna hear it!!!#🐓🐓🐓🐓🤎🤎🤎🤎🤎🤎🤎🤎🔪🔪🔪🔪🔪🔪🔪🔪🔪#there. i FUCKING said it.#🌺#xoxo your local mitochondria of color <3
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i’ve got my driving test tomorrow and none of my friends know heheheh
#this feels so sneaky even when it’s literally nbd#but also i don’t want any expectations lmao#i’ll tell a few of them if i fail#so they know why i’m miserable lol#otherwise hopefully i’ll walk into class and do a grand reveal of my ceritificate#trying (and failing) to not overthink and predict conversations tho#don’t wanna get my hopes up
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alright ten years of messing around later. let’s go fight volooooooo
#hehehe#peachy’s re:pla#feels almost wrong. now i’m halfway through the dlc storyline#it’s a bit awkward#but i just GOTTA do volo sooner rather than later#i don’t wanna accidentally over level my team that i specifically assembled for him#of course most of them are currently a bit under the ideal level (70) but.#i wanna make this a challenge#also i’m not spamming legendaries this time either lol#if i lose i lose! i want to win using this team. so i’ll just try again if i fail
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man. i COULD try to rewrite some of the artfight character bios to make the more concise and less intimidatingly rambley but like. I ALREADY did that. Like a month or so ago. This WAS me trying to be brief im just Bad At It LOL. I just Added More in the end bc More Lore Showed Up after a year 🧍
#Yale…… bdbfbfbtbtbynyb#He’s my biggest offender LOL I managed to reel in a lot with the others… kind of 🧍#Even with yale I was still trying to leave stuff out I just FAILED ✨#My friend is gonna try and do like#Charts of info for each character like a template or something#Which is probably smart! I did not do that 🧍#LOL I’m so bad with these things I’ve learned recently I’m very all or nothing 0 to 100#Ranging from ‘here’s a funny cat man and a frat boy neon mermaid’#To ‘here is yale and 600 paragraphs of his life story’#SORRY all I know how to do is embarrass myself but it’s fine 🕺#I don’t expect people to like. Read All That. But I typed it so I don’t wanna get rid of it#The bios and lore are just there for flavor#At least my friend I do stuff with yale with is doing it with me lol#Last year was mostly a chain between us she drew yale I drew juju#Over and over and over forever#I’m having a crisis over things that don’t matter#I’m just scared I’ll scare people off with my overwhelming Self LOL
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c (dawg) o m i n g s o o n
#it’s almost 4 in the am lemme have this joke panel p ls—#the actual chapter’s scheduled for a few hours later though… no clue why i scheduled it instead of just posting it but ✨it is what it is✨#i have no clue if i even have a target audience for the idol sengen tls nowadays lol. slow updates amirite~~~~#b ut even if i did have a target audience… it’ll be y’all on this hellsite and n o t those who read it on m a n g a d e x dangit—#anyways!!! i finally figured out how to outline text while typesetting so it (hopefully) looks easier on the eyes!!!#g o d i felt like such an idiot when the text outlining tutorial finally clicked for me#that’s 15 mins of experimentation (+almost a year’s worth of tling and failed typesetting rip) i’ll never get back#i’m prolly not gonna re-typeset my old chapters though.. i have a day job mans i don’t have the time for this (sads)#m a n i’m beat. time to turn in for the night and p r a y that i don’t get woken up early by the doorbell again—#no clue when the next chapter will be up btw i wanna emblem the fires or something—#it is suiyoubi my dudes
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#hsgsjskd noo i was kinda drunk and def distracted by everything happening around me so i missed that he’d texted me the first time ever#heart emoji last night and i failed to reciprocate it was such a sweet little msg and i just drunk typed sth back lmaoo#im so sorry lol i think he gets it though. i hope. maybe i’ll explain? or double text now ??#bc like ive had the urge to send him heart emojis but didn’t do it bc i thought it might be too much at this point lol he prob#didn’t even notice. or did he?! i don’t wanna leave him hanging😭#feeling very teenager-y at the moment lmao it’s ok tho I’m fine#the american#me
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The conversation sucked but was so what I needed. I was asked to respect his decision to move on. & I asked for the respect to not have sex anymore. Because I love my husband & it makes it harder for me to move on. I was being cordial, not trying to fight. But instead of saying okay & ending the conversation I get shit talked about me. Like what?
I want to move on peacefully as well, just as he requested & not having sex with someone I love who no longer loves me back makes me wrong? So much negative things being said to me. When the convo could’ve been so short. Just crazy. Proves me how toxic he truly is.
But the conversation was needed for me to understand that I am not the only one who messed up. I was lied to & made to believe we’d always work through it & always get stronger through our downfalls. I mean I literally got all the proof of his betrayal, but to him it was nothing & I’m the bad guy. He told me to stay when I should’ve left & now he denies it lmao Okay. We both messed up. Take accountability as I have. I was willing to always try & you lied about never giving up & always trying & that divorce was never an option. Thanks for showing me your true colors. Even showing me how much of a snitch he is by threatening me with law enforcement like really. Thank you for the push. I’m with our kids 85% of the time cause you work a lot & that’s okay I understand that but you threaten to try to get me in trouble with the law. Fake AF. So unbelievable but it’s okay. Thank god I didn’t decide to go back to that place when you asked me to for our kids. I knew it wasn’t gonna be a good idea & I’m so thankful I stuck to my gut feeling.
& he’s mad I use this app to vent instead of talking to people & posting on apps where people know us. Don’t nobody know me here. Don’t nobody even care. You left me, you can’t dictate how I heal myself from being fooled. Crazy how the truth unfolds when things get rough.
#people really switch up on you#never trust a person who speaks poorly about you when man#never trust someone who only blames you#only good thing was the children who taught me to be gentle & loving cause they so stuck up my ass. lol#I let myself trust someone after never trusting a soul due to the bad that was done to me by people who were supposed to protect me#God sees everything & saw me try my best#yes I made mistakes but nothing to be treated so poorly about#both of us fucked up & at least I take accountability for my actions#glad I could now see the toxicity & lies told#never was his love just had been settled for#I couldn’t even get the same respect of what’s best for me to move on but I have to respect his decision#I’m so dumb#I let him in & he failed me & lied to me#trying to make me believe I’m bad when I know I’m not#I tried he gave up. I kept my promise to god in my marriage not him & god sees it all so stop your lies#belittling my feelings & speaking so poorly of me#you reap what you sow. & god has a better plan for. glad he pushed my limits. it so helpful#sucks I love him but reading everything he texts me for over a month helps me. I’ve been cordial & our texts prove it#manipulation at its finest. crazy how one switches up & blames everyone else but themselves#I tried. that’s all that matters. couldn’t reciprocate the respect asked of me. respect was never there#I was never the one. I have so much proof. it helps me move on & be strong for myself#I deserve better & will better myself for myself & my kids that he asked for to do it the right way yet breaks apart another family#make it make sense. but honestly it don’t even matter. things won’t get better. he hates me & I can’t trust him#when someone threatens you with the law & is okay with being snitch you can never trust them. with no trust nothing will get better#he don’t wanna make it work. I’m happy he disrespected me. was needed to let go as asked. I was never the one#just another lesson babygirl#I know I did my best but ain’t gonna keep being stupid for someone who disrespects me & makes everything an argument#like I literally just wanted to not have sex so I can let go. sex makes things confusing. I wasn’t fighting. n got the worst said to me.#like why can’t I get the respect I was asked for. I’ve been cordial. tryna be respectful to eachother for our kids. but he cant even do tha#ashamed in myself for letting someone in. fooled me so bad it’s crazy how someone can be so fake. I’m shocked by the reaction of my request
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🎙️ Apparently that one guy who complains about me not liking him but is a dick every time I try to get over myself (rare) and reach out (same guy who was going at me about my awesome taste in shitty music) is jealous of my relationship. LOL. Sucks to suck 🤙
#🎙️#this fucking clown. lol. man he'd be Pissed and Hurt if he knew I was posting this#private blog motherfuckerrr if you see this it's because you’re snooping sooo#anyway. I WANTED to be friends with him at first#and he had the gall to go for the throat for no fucking reason#and then try to peer pressure me into accepting his ‘apology’ in front of a group#like some fucking public proposal fail/high school bully ‘apologizing’#but sure. whatever. I try to brush it off and be the bigger man#time and time again (I need to learn)#because he’s the friend of my friend and I don’t wanna make shit harder than it has to be#ahah. hahah. smiles.#my bad dude ✌️#(knows I will forget and try to be nice again like a CHUMP. give it two weeks)#about 💞
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