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I’m so fucking tired of this god forsaken fandom
Can we stop trying to villainize shiro. Can we fucking stop trying to villainize shiro for five fucking minutes.
This is what I mean when K/L shippers can’t fucking make a better Voltron because they can’t even see their own bias for their favorite character.
I���m so done with this fandom.
Like I actually can’t do it anymore.
#voltron#shiro#takashi shirogane#voltron shiro#leave my fucking man alone#I swear to god I can’t do it anymore#CAN WE STOP VILIANIZING THE GUY WITH SEVERE PTSD AND IS TRYING HIS FUCKING BEST#CAN WE NOT#FOR 10 FUCKING MINUTES#IM SO TIRED IF THIS FANDOM#IM SO DONE#I CANT STAND IT#IM SO TIRED#like I’m actually so fucking mad#i don’t even have the words anymore
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#i wish i could fix myself#i don’t even have the words anymore#i just wish i was different sometimes#personal
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miles “i got it” morales earth 42 miles 591 words
Between the both of you, Miles is always the first to stand up when the bell rings at the end of class. With all the textbooks you bring to school, he knows your backpack is just one mechanical pencil away from hitting a ton and for that reason he never lets you carry it yourself. In fact, he makes it his mission to pick it up before you do. With his own backpack on one shoulder, he’ll watch for the exact moment you’re done tucking your supplies away just to interrupt you as you’re mid-reach so he can scoop it up into his free hand by the top handle.
“I got it.”
Miles always pays for you guys’ dates. You knew this wasn’t abnormal when it came to relationships, seeing as he’s the guy, you’re the girl, and that’s just the ‘societal norm’ or whatever. It’s how your dad told you a male should treat the girl he’s with, and based off how Miles acts, you assumed his own father had given him the same speech as well before he passed. But even when you two take a stroll to the corner store to pick up some cheap snacks for a study session—the total coming out to as little as $4.37 for some sunchips and sour gummy worms—he still won’t let you pay.
He’s already getting his wallet out before the cashier can read the total off. And when you try and protest, he’s all—
“I got it.”
When your laces have come undone and you hadn’t noticed.
“Ma, your shoe’s untied.”
You’ll stop in your tracks and look down at your loosened laces, prepared to hand your phone off to him so you can bend down to tie them, and like always—
“I got it.”
When the pizza you ordered an hour ago finally shows up at the door and you get the ‘arrived’ notification on your phone—which he’s already seen because he’s always looking over your shoulder as you scroll your time away on tiktok, watching them with you as an excuse to be all up on you—you can bet your life on what his response will be.
“I got it.”
You knew he only wanted to be a gentleman, but at this point, you were convinced ‘I got it’ was his middle name instead of Gonzalo.
For a while now, Miles has felt like he has to take responsibility and do everything even when something isn’t asked of him, and you wanted him to know that same sentiment didn’t have to apply to the two of you. So you started trying to beat him at his own game.
Brushing past him and rushing down the concrete steps of his apartment building to make it to the passenger side door and open it for yourself before he can.
Keeping your backpack on the opposite side of your desk so you can have the chance to pick it up before him, even if it earns you a subtle glare each time. And while some days it really is too heavy for you to carry—heavy enough to make you question exactly what point you’re trying to prove here—you remain determined.
Having cash ready and smacking it down on the peeling countertop of the bodega before your snacks have even been rung up, and regardless of how insane you look and how the clerk squeezes his face at you to confirm that, the triumphant grin you give Miles (who’s struggling to contain a smile of his own) doesn’t falter.
“I got it.”
#junie’s works ᥫ᭡#ayyy two posts in one day#i literally don’t even have a theme anymore i jus be doin shit#across the spiderverse#across the spiderverse headcanons#miles morales x you#miles morales x fem!reader#across the spiderverse fanfiction#miles morales x reader#prowler miles fluff#earth 42 miles headcanons#earth 42 miles morales#earth 42 miles morales fanfiction#only put reader’s words in pink to differentiate
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yeah the iof is only targeting hamas since they started all of this right. that’s why they just ran over a civilian with a fucking bulldozer and posted the footage of it right. a civilian who was fleeing to the south of gaza which they’ve repeatedly told people to head towards only to murder them. this is clearly israel vs hamas and the 10000+ civilians were just accidental casualties right 👍🏼
#n.txt#palestine#free palestine#gaza#i’ve seen some really sick videos#but this one#made me sick to my stomach#in a different way#i don’t even have words#anymore
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IM SO EMOTIONAL RIGHT NOW NOBODY TALK TO ME
#bridgerton#polin#nicola coughlan#luke newton#bridgerton season 3#married polin is my everything#sobbing like I don’t even have the words anymore
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hey this isn’t aimed at anyone in particular but I’m saying it for the record here: if I tell you no, please stop messaging me about fundraisers and mutual aid.
I get enough messages that it’s impossible for me to keep up without devoting at least half an hour each day, when I’m not even on tumblr that long most days. Me having a boundary about this isn’t a moral failing, it’s a lifeboat for me on my own blog.
In my personal life I’m already advocating and donating literally as much as I can spare. This is not me not caring, it’s just me not willing to interact with that on the one place I go online to not interact with irl news and world events for the most part.
I cannot be upset all the time. I cannot be upset everywhere. I cannot use all my emotional and mental energy fielding my own upset from ongoing events. My options are to hold boundaries about this or stop coming online at all.
I’m all for sharing information and signal boosting to reasonable extents, but the scale of it this year is so large and so enduring that it is literally not possible to for me to participate on every account I have. I’ve previously shared links to Gaza eSIM donations and a major hub of verified Go Fund Mes here and elsewhere online. We, the online humans, know how to look those things up ourselves by now. There are many, many people choosing to do advocacy work, and right now, I can’t be one of them.
If you’re extremely upset when I tell you I can’t share/donate right now about a Gaza family or personal fundraiser you ask me to share here, just unfollow and block me. That’s what those buttons are for. Protect your own emotions and energy and get me off your feed instead of staying upset and continuing to engage with online people or content that upsets you.
Please don’t send repeated angry messages based on manufactured purity politics and moral outrage into my messages and inbox when I exercise the right to run my own blog.
#and on that note#I also think some people need to sit down and ask themselves#if their old end times anxieties and fears and preparations and word spreading#haven’t filtered straight into a new non religious end of society and end of modern world order anxiety that they’re pushing on other peopl#even if it is the end times#you cannot change that by beating your own anxieties into other people’s heads#people can care MORE when they are GIVEN ROOM TO BREATHE#first rule of sustainable activism is you can’t do it constantly and you can’t push it on people constantly#you have to pace it and you have have have have HAVE to play long games#short term activism burns you out and if it leads to full despair from burnout it can get you killed via depression#it’s not a joke#there’s a reason your elders have books and community lore about healthy activism even in times of crisis#they lived it. they learned from it. learn from them.#spend your time doing things that can make real impacts.#do little things online but unless you’re an actual information hub you shouldn’t be posting constantly about it#people won’t even want to follow you anymore eventually because that’s not why they followed you#and then you have no audience for your important message anyway.#I know this. I learned it myself on other accounts.#please. stop. harassing me.#how is harassing me going to make me MORE willing to change my mind and post? just because you demanded it?#I am an autonomous person#this is my ONE curated space on the website#you have a multitude of tags and other users#don’t waste energy on a person who already told you no. let’s call that activism rule number two#spend your energy where it’s not likely to be wasted#you’re needed for a long haul#act like it 😭#and stop spamming me 😭#hey little star whatcha gonna queue?
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#swtor#sith warrior#eralei audroti#gonna ramble in the tags real quick hope u don’t mind#six years ago today i created one of my most beloved characters of my whole entire life#and i may not really Go Here(TM) anymore but i still love her just the same#i can’t even really put into words how much she means to me#without getting too much into it…as corny as it sounds she really did help me realize so much about myself#im no stranger to putting myself in a character... i have been doing this since i was a child#but there are such sacred precious pieces of me in eralei#pieces i never even realized i planted#and i will forever be thankful for this beautiful little creation of mine#she inspired me so much#led me to deepen some friendships even#even though i don’t play swtor anymore she will always have a special place in my heart#i will seriously cherish her until the day i die#she may just be a fictional character in a video game born from my imagination#but to me she is so so so much more than that#happy birthday eralei#i love u
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200 FICS ON THE MASTERLIST!!!!! 🥳
I’m so proud of this fandom amazing work everyone
#I don’t even have words#WOW#hey remember that post I made about being sad there was almost no sfth fanfics. um. not anymore. 👍#JUST WOW#shoot from the hip#keep in mind I might have counted wrong#i did a recount recently I think? And fixed it up a bit :)#Sfth fanfiction#I really need to catch up on fics I try to read them all but it’s honestly hard to keep up but that’s a GOOD THING#also um if you’re one of the angst writers I hope you’re okay lol because DAMNN ❤️❤️
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If I had a nickel for every time I accidentally wrote a few thousand words of Arthur Pendragon x Finding Nemo’s dad, I’d have two nickels.
Which isn’t a lot but it’s weird that it happened twice.
Grammarly hates me. I quit.
#marlin finding nemo#arthur pendragon#merlin#bbc merlin#i don’t know how to tag this#shit post#merthur#sort of#ao3 fanfic#if i had a nickel#why am i like this#i’m too tired for this#autocorrect#i quit#A’s and e’s don’t exist anymore#is merlin even a real word?#this is why I don’t have a beta reader#I’d feel bad for making them put up with my shit#I just wrote 3 and a half chapters of king x fish#but hey at least it wasn’t 12k words this time.#fucking hell
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Oh boy do I love it when I see two characters with vastly different personalities and wow their backstory and motivations and developments are in some proximity tied to each other? Wow how I do love that! What’s that? They have a rival-esque dynamic? Which stems from one characters insecurities? How interesting! I can’t wait to see how the pair’s relationship progresses throughout the span of the entire show! Hopefully they will be granted with a blossoming relationship from rivals to friends to an unbreakable bond that not even the insurmountable obstacle that is time and distance can wither! Hopefully the show displays poignant moments between the two that can act as lessons the audience can learn from such as battling your insecurities and being able to rely and trust people etc.!!!!
I do love both of these characters dearly. 😈 HAHAHAHAHA SHIPPING TIME!!!
Ok, let me just binge the whole thing—
#yeah I’m sure people have said this since the break of dawn but idk I’m just so happy about this ‼️‼️😍😍#I keep thinking about that one post of mine where I said sometimes I don’t like speculation#I think this is the time I do#well klance was going in the direction where it seemed like they would be an important part in each other’s character arcs and stuff#so maybe not exactly speculation??#voltron#voltron legendary defender#vld#vld lance#vld keith#lance mcclain#keith kogane#klance#laith#aloe vera does it again guys#she did the word vomit thing again#I’m not sure if this is exactly organized and legible?#aloe vera strikes at midnight (or later) yet again#aloe vera’s late night rants??#idk anymore#there’s even more things I wish could’ve happened but then again#I’m eepy#ok again is that speculation???#why did I even say something about speculation when I can’t clearly define it?#I’m gonna b real with you I used thesuffix esque because it sounded nice ok now good night#might be edited when am fully functioning
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if I look back on my earliest of posts (which I will not do for my health) I’ll feel the need to ask that young man how he feels and if he knows how he feels. Did something come out of sync along the way between emotion and language and expression to resemble something like fear or was this always the trajectory. Would also ask him not to eat entire cakes by himself in his room in the dark looking at a laptop on the floor which all on their own are fine but combined is like actively inviting chaos into your life (Ants and migraines)
#The. Thought of having been him and or her and or them makes me sick but only by the part of Being Me#When I imagine meeting a separate individual who is otherwise identical it doesn’t bother me in the slightest#Because it would be nothing to be bothered by? It’s existing and being something#My unsolicited advice to him would be At some point you’re going to feel that suddenly you can’t put the things#You experience into words because you don’t understand what it is you are or are supposed to be feeling anymore#And you will feel immensely stupid and ashamed of it#The thing is that there’s no shame in it and you’re not stupid- the human brain is an original pokemon RB cart#And circumstances are the perfect concoction to knock you out of place and feel alone in your head#Distinct from the part of you that knows how to react appropriately. The best you can do is put things as bluntly as you can#That these things are disjointed but it is faster to say you’re upset or you’re happy or you’re sad#Even if it’s not exact it’s a start and it still communicates to others what they can do to help#And unrelated but get rid of all the clothes you don’t like. You can just not have them
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is there a reason you make exactly the same face in every picture
Great question bro 👍🏻🙄🥱
Gosh..geeez.. idk maybe because it’s my face? Or the way I smile?
So apparently you have a problem with the way I look or the way I smile? Cool noted.. 🙄
That’s a great way to kill somebody’s self-esteem when their trying desperately to get it back
Thanks bro 😔
You’re the real mvp 🤙🏻
#i don’t even have words#I guess this guy doesn’t like when I smile#so guess fucking what#I’m not going to anymore#take that bruh#btw just unfollow me and same me trouble#ask me please#ask me stuff#ask me questions#trans#transgender#trans pride#transisbeautiful#mtf#transgirl#girlslikeus#mtf hrt#maletofemale#transformation
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love going through my drafts and finding fics i have no memory of writing
#like was i planning on posting that?#it’s just like free new fanfiction#genuinely i don’t remember writing these words it’s entirely new to me#it’s not terrible but i can see why i didn’t post it#i love writing from spock’s perspective but then i feel like i’m not smart enough for it yk?#star trek#spirk#tos spirk#star trek tos#like i want to be inside spock’s brain so bad y’all don’t understand#i just have a bunch of partial fics that i’ve written in spock’s pov because i love him so much#he’s so angst it’s so fun to write#tos spock#spock#tos#even better when it’s a fandom i’m not even active in anymore#i’ve gotten messages about an incomplete fic i had on a different blog#like i’m sorry but i am not the same person i was 4 years ago when i wrote that sense8 fic#i don’t know that bitch anymore
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have to laugh when people say the finale stripped belos of his characterization bc like. if you thought his desire to save humanity was still entirely pure that’s on you my man. the fact that he tried to MURDER luz, a human child, not once but twice (three times?) makes that pretty fuckin obvious. like no he’s not evil for evil’s sake, but he’s also not genuinely trying to help anyone but himself. he’s trying to commit genocide because he thinks all of these people are abominations. fuck he even makes it clear that getting the title of witch hunter general is half the goal in kings tide. was saving humanity important to him originally? maybe. but it’s been 400 years. he’s murdering his brother regularly and trying to kill even the humans that disagree with him because he is so deep in his beliefs that he can’t let go
also i have a fever so legally you can’t be mad at me if i’m wrong about any of these facts </3 that’s how it works for sure (lying)
#toh spoilers#the owl house#rescued from my drafts i don’t have a fever anymore <33#should clarify. i do love belos. i didn’t word this great bc of the aforementioned fever but#it’s less that i don’t think belos was ever doing what he thought would help humanity#and more that. he is so far in denial about his own motives and what he’s done that he cannot be genuine in his desire to save humanity#he’s running on sunk cost fallacy. if he can’t be the one to save the day and stop all the witches then what did he even do this for#not that i didn’t wish he had more in the finale but some of the complaints i’ve seen about it are WEIRD
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I like your drawings of Cinder in nice dresses. What inspo do you use for designing her clothes?
Thank you! Basically, when I was younger I had the delusion of “memorise every country in the world or else you’re a bad person,” followed by, “learn a brief history of every country in the world within 8 years or else you’re a bad person.” I learned in the order of history-mythology/religion-clothing, and I ended up loving the traditional clothing around and in Iran, Turkmenistan, Kyrgyzstan, Uzbekistan, Kazakhstan, China, Vietnam, Indonesia, Mongolia, Bhutan, Laos, Myanmar, Thailand, Bangladesh, India, etc. It’s fairly difficult to find information about clothing in English, so I mostly pull from Hanfu for Cinder. Currently, I pretty much design how people would wear one today, ignoring old colour rules, pairing it with hair/accessories from separate dynasties, keeping bangs in hairstyles that otherwise would not have them, and sometimes adding in things that are more fantastical than historical. I would love to one day make futuristic designs, but I want to do that tastefully and respectfully, so, for now, I’m sticking closer to current-day interpretations.
#sorry for the word spam#Borders have changed so much that I don’t know the proper group names for things that are the same in several countries#or the same in certain time periods but different later on#so I felt it was safest to name a bunch off the top of my head#I can’t watch certain shows anymore#I could excuse The Gilded Age because I hate all of the outfits in it#I tried Lupin (2021) and don’t even get me started on what they did to that necklace#not only did it not look anything like the real (and immediately destroyed) necklace#but it also looked nothing like the one Napoleon gifted to Marie Louise!!!#there’s an aoqun design for her that I’ve had in my head for 2 years but I can’t pull it off correctly#and it was blue#it seems my default is the red qiyao ruqun#it’s so hard to find good info I’m sorry if I’m referring to anything wrong#Ireland is also surprisingly difficult to find clothing info#pretty easy to understand once you find it#but idk why it was that hard in the first place#apart from the majority of the fabric decomposing#ask
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