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take a piece of me with you everywhere you go
whtober day 8: grief
#my art#witch’s heart#witch’s heart fanart#whtober 2024#whtober2024#whtober#ashe bradley#wh ashe#whnoc#inktober#inktober 2024#i started the sketch for this yesterday#i didnt realize everybody was#gonna draw him#oops
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I am going to make maia arson crimew CEO of this webbed site, as it deserves to be. This is both a threat and a promise.
#arson is such a metal middle name#i want to be named arson and go by Ari for short but im afraid if i did that I'd never get employment#actually lets be real crimew is a fucking metal last name#nonbinary folks really have the name thing down they are GOOD at that shit#sorry everybody i didnt realize its name was supposed to be all lowercase#it is now fixed on the original (obviously) but the version it reblogged has it wrong; sorry
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Okay challenge mode. You are a therapist and Eridan Ampora from Homestuck has just walked right out of his intro page into your office. How do you fix him?
put him and karkat in a room with a pile of stuff and tell them they can't leave until they've jumped into it and talked about their feelings
#realtalk therapy doesnt work unless the person getting the therapy puts in the effort to make it work#eridan starts the comic in complete and utter denial that he's in need of help#so there's really nothing i nor any stranger could do about that#HOWEVER he does talk to karkat often about his feelings (and vice versa) and#the reason they didnt hang out during the game seems to be#1) they were on separate teams and didnt realize the teams were the same team until later on#2) by then it was too late and eridan had aggro'd all his angels#3) gamzee was deliberately keeping eridan away from karkat and vice versa (likely bc gamzee had a palecrush on kk)#4) karkat was too busy falling victim to his own insecurities abt being a leader to pay attention to his actual friendships#4a) eg. it shouldve been the time player doing the frog hunt with kanaya & not the blood player#like im not saying moirallegiance with karkat would have fixed all of eridans problems but i am saying#what eridan really needed was a friend who took his problems seriously and could see past his bullshitting#and karkat already WAS that friend - they just never hung out#so by the time the meteor rolls around eridan has spent WEEKS feeling abandoned anxious and alone on his death planet#and karkat has gotten used to not thinking about eridan too much#so karkat - who is basically eridans only actual friend at that point - isnt able to get through to him & eridan snaps#like the thing about sburb/homestuck is that it really stresses the importance of friendship and working together#letting each other help with each others' problems#thats why the smallest viable game is still two people by necessity#so when we see things like gamzee snapping or eridan snapping or vriska snapping#as much as these are the 'fault' of the person snapping they also need to be viewed as comprehensive team failures#the people who should have spent the game together didnt and the people who shouldnt have spent the game together did#vriska was allowed to bully tf outta tavros and nobody intervened#eridan was left all alone and nobody tried to help him#and everybody was mean to gamzee and nobody tried to connect with him#and you know whose job it is to make sure the right people are hanging out together? the blood player#and unfortunately our blood player was so insecure that he was doing jobs that werent his to do#im not saying pale erikar would fix homestuck but i am saying pale erikar is a symptom of things being fixed in homestuck
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Prompt 92
Jaskier is mistakenly hit with a minor jinx meant to help couples intimacy. The more the person loves you, the warmer and cozier their touch. jaskier would be fine with this new tweak to his day-to-day living, if not for the fact that when Geralt reached out for him one day, Jaskier was burned by his touch. It was like he stuck his hand into an inferno. Safe to say, they had a very awkward conversation on the way to a hedgewitch's hut to remove the jinx.
#geraskier#geralt x jaskier#the witcher#geralt x dandelion#geralt loves his bard!#witcher fanfiction#fanfiction prompts#writing prompts#requited unrequited love#friends to lovers#shenanigans#fluff#humor#accidentally turned my pc off and remembered i didnt post my prompt and i had to come back and realized i forgot to write down the prompt i#my head so i wrote it posted it and NOW i can turn my pc off goodnight everybody#hehehehhh i read that in yakko's voice#Anwaysy#gnodngiht :)
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so... i,,m reading the game of thrones books.....
THEYRE JUST BABIES YOUR HONOR!! THEY ARE BUT SMALL! LOOK AT THEM!! BABIES!!!!
#i havent seen the tv show since i was a teen and i didnt watch much#so it's nice to read the books with a fresh look and also i didnt realize how YOUNG THESE CHILDREN ARE#this series could also be called traumitized children and their terrible terrifying parents#anyways im loving it#eating it up if you will#my art#the trueborn children#jon snow#got books#got#arya stark#ned stark#catelyn stark#catelyn tully#sansa stark#benjen stark#i loved the scene between benjen and jon!!#i feel like im reading at a snails pace but i am seeing all of their first relationship introductions so clearly in my minds eye#AND I HAVE TO KEEO DRAWING THEM#so#new hyperfixatiin unlocked#uh oh#I tried to keep track of everybody's exact age but I think I might be off for catelyn??#watevrr#but anyways all the children are right exactly#they're all at pivotal child growth ages!!#cersei lannister#king robert#asoiaf#a song of ice and fire
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redesigning him. bonus warriors tail doodle under the cut
#rote#rote fanart#realm of the elderlings#fitzchivalry farseer#im sold on curly hair fitz now#didnt realize his hair was curly until *dragon keeper*#i had to go through the stages of grief today#i was on board i was just dreading updating my design#but this is a vast vast improvement#everybody say thank you gradient maps#im updating. im mulling. im just glad the ponytail looks good now. the ponytail looks so good curly#i hated drawing the ponytail when i thought his hair was supposed to be straight
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I JUST REALIZED THAT THE MAIN SUIT OF ARMOUR FROM WHEN LAIOS GOT KENSUKE WAS WINGED LION THEMED. LIKE THE HELMET WAS A LION HEAD AND IT WAS COVERED IN WING MOTIFS OH MY GOD
THATS THE FUCKING LION
#i might be stupid for not realizing that LMAO#dunmeshi#dungeon meshi spoilers#maybe?#idk if most people know ab the winged lion yet#idk i didnt read the manga directly ive been vicariously expiriencing it through other people#and also the millions of frames that get posted#so I know ab the winged lion#but not everybody hates surprises as much as i do so idk if they looked at spoilers
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#i have to go in other store im shakingggg so lame didnt even realize it would stress me out so bad waaaaaahhhh#everybody send a hope hes not rhere beam attack
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I love you! I love you! I love you!
#my brain didnt let me reply/send messages -- it was a rough mental day but i just kept thinking of all the wonderful people#i thought to myself 'i wish i could tell everybody i love them! i love them!!!'#and then i realized thats why they invented tumblr dot com 😌#❤️❤️❤️#i hope your day is great! i hope your night is restful!#im not going anywhere and i hope youre not either because i love you!!#rose rambles
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omg noooo did you private a bunch of VC fics 😭😭😭
sorry :( im just really unhappy with them and they dont really get comments anyway so i just need a break where i don't have to feel embarrassed that theyre just stagnating on my page
#unfortunately i didnt realize that my subscribers will get emailed if i unhide them so that's embarrassing as fuck#my bad guys#im not sure when ill have the courage to spam everybody's emails that's so embarrassing 😭#im just really upset and i dont like them and this was like my last second self control keeping me from deleting my page entirely lol
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happy that!!! your back on tumblr i hope it goes better this time!!!! and it feels less direct to send asks wotch helps me say stuff so yayayyayayyay talking :DDDDD rven though am trying to get better at stuff like discord want to ask!!!! i keep calling doll my wife do you want to be called something like that to??
Happy to be back!! <33
I would be happy to be, if you want to! This has accidentally gotten me thinking about pronouns and gendered terms and stuff and now I'm realizing a bunch of stuff I never realized so uh?? Oops? This may take a bit to figure out. Until I actually figure that out you can call me anything youd like!! <333
#Ouppy <3#im realizing that maybe the only reason i use they/them is becuase i just want something other than my agab's usual terms but if i dont use#they/them i will literally never get anything else (nobody uses anything other than they/[insert] for me irl#so i would never be even remotely properly gendered if i didnt have they/them as an availble option)#and everybody uses the gendered terms for me outside of select scenarios and just#woah i did not realize how much how people refer to me bothers me#(actually i just dont let myself think about it because there is literally nothing i can do)
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sauce trying to befriend the popular twitch streamers and gamers is giving sheltered christian kid realizes their only hopes for friendship in school are the weird white boy reddit users who think slurs are comedy, and is just excited to have 'cool' friends so they'll do or say or get into anything their friends do to sound equally as smart just to be capable of saying (lying) that they have 'friends' to their mom when she asks about their day so their family doesn't think they poured all that money into a socially inept loser. instead, they poured all that money into a socially desperate parakeet
#mannnnnnn i knew from the Moment#ad*n was bad news#AND I AINT FORGIVING OR EXCUSING SHIT ON ANYONES PART#ignorance is common bcs it's easy but easy doesnt mean end#easy readies advancement#which is harder#not everyone realizes that#they think shits so easy cus they so smart#nah bro ure just stuck#whats the real smart move is continual growing#we gotta keep learning#or at least trying#nahhh instead everybody wanna fuckin laugh#cus pausing and actually thinking is too awkward#learning is too awkward#stupidity is 'funny'#easy comedy#ugh.#ugh#man#stunted shit and stunted stuntmen#fuckin hate the kind of ppl that get rich sometime#just lets the ppl trying to get rich after them know what kinda level they need to reach & stop at as a person#it's Not very high. in the negatives maybe#fuckin hell.#chances for accountability is everywhere and theres a shortage of accountants#hope he genuinely learns smthin from this bcs he didnt mean it in a conspiring way but still thats compounding People#people are People bro#theres a lot of people in this world. theres a lot of learning#embrace it without ego
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the difficulty of trying 2 explain to ppl that im Not being self deprecating or belittling my mental illnesses when i say something that could be perceived as overly critical towards myself but that thise things actually r true abt me. ppl did die.
#i wrote a whole post trying to explain and then i realized it judt wasnt particularly worth it so i out it in the drafts. so i wrote for#like 20 minutes and all i got is soooo insanely dissociated . can we kill connor im sick of this fucking guy#idk. i wish often incould just project my brain on a wall or sometjing abd ppl would get it and i wouldnt have to explain it#bc everytjing i say even when it sounds crazy or it sounds oike im habing a breakdown its like. its how it actually is its the truth but#nobody ever fucking understands bc i cant. word it in a way that makes it make sense to people#like my most prominent 'delusion' i cant fucking explain it to people bc theyre like Woah thats rly rly rly concerning and sounds like its#rly harmful for yourself to believe that but it literally isnt I have to believe it bc its one of the only things that actually is keeping#me alive but if i ever fucking talk abt it nobody understands it#sometimes it is very scary and it makes me miserable that its true but i know that it is true. ive woken up in terror crying abt it Multiple#times but ik that its true and its a good thing its true bc it means i am alive roght now. as alive as i always am at least#but wtvr. the post wasnt even originally abt that#it was abt dropout stuff and like. yk. bc when i say I dropped out bc i was lazy and whiny ppl think im being mean 2 myself and erasing like#the depression and the ptsd and the Identity shit and the dissociation and the panic attacks and the seizures and grief and stuff#but its like. yes all that also was going on but i also was just lazy. if i wasnt lazy i couldve judt fucking graduated and i wouldnt be#trapped now#<- That is only true for me . ik thats like a stupid thing to say but this is why i cant rlt Be honest abt how i feel abt myself dropping#out is bc i get horrific fucking guilt bc i Was judt lazy and fucking stupid and i Am a bad person for not graduating hs#but that is not true for other dropouts for other dropouts deopping out doesnt mean youre dumb or lazy and it doesnt make you a bad person#but its different for me ik everybody thinks theyre the exception but i am i Am just lazy i am just stupid and its my fault. specifically.#idk i need to go lke slam my head into a wall.#idk what happened i wasnt fucking doing bad and then i made like. a loghthearted post abt sometjing and derailed in the tags and now its#oh i remembered. i tried to sign up for a ged class and encountered 1 obstacle and fucking gave up . God. i loterally havent changed at all#we neeedddd to get rid of connor or at least get a bew one in so fucking sick of being rhe one im so sick of being Connor i dont want it#anymore . head on pike#idk. im fine. im just habing a momey. im.probably judt pissy bc i didnt sleep. maybe ill take an edible
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I forgot how fucking rude usamericans are like I was eating normally at the "restaurant" and a bunch of mormon missionaries came and did not greet. and whatever I shouldnt care that much but It fucking boiled my blood when everybody leaving or enetring would tell them "provecho" and they'll be like 🙄🙄🙄 and say nothing to them... Like idk what to tell ya. It is costumary here to greet and if you don't speak the language or more importantly don't care about the manners you can fuck off to your shit hole country omfg
I was this close to tell them "se dice gracias pinche gringo maricon☠️☠️☠️"
#like is astonishing to me realizing once more that usamericans dont have manners in general. and yeah couldnt care lees#but if youre in MY country you should fucking learn manners dude... like you come to neocolonize my stupid ppl qnd cannot be bother to fake#you care .. like even wo the cultural context how fucking braindead you have to be to just stand there with your stupid 🙄🙄🙄 face while#everybody is trying to be kind to you and not trying to reciprocate... like bro. im sorry#i do believe usamerican parenting is dogshit but i refuse to believe everymother on united states is a rude bitch and didnt thought you#how to behave .. like wtf wtf wtf what a dhithole vounty yall live in
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Getting an e-bike was literally the stupidest thing I've ever done
#text#i just want to sell it#my dad keeps trying to get me to go for a ride on jt#i didnt realize until it got here that i cant safely ride it anywhere in town#so i just circle around the neighborhood and everybody who sees me knows im a fucking retard#agoraphobia is so fun you guys
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well now that artfight has started i guess i have to draw shit dont i. thats crazy
#the heron speaketh#good god it has been a dysmal day lol#i guess i have the whole rest of the month to do this too?? i wasnt really going to do anything other than a few friends ocs#but just the idea of drawing feels. Painful tonight#the idea of many things feels painful tonight. im not well#its fine i might get motivated out of nowhere by surprise. that would be nice#a pleasant surprise seeing so many people following me though i didnt realize who was doing it this year#waving at everybody. so many cool artists follow me ............
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