#i cry every time i see a sad post

[apologetic-artist]

The worse other people around me feel, the worse I feel. Like, I'm not blaming anyone, I'm kinda blaming myself. I want to help everyone, but I can't because I'm nervous to talk to people. Every time I see a post of someone I do or don't know talking about how bad they feel, it makes me want to help, but I don't know how. I just feel so bad :[

[shrekgogurt]

okay so when I used to live in the same city as my friends we went to trivia every week which I organized and was originally started because of my birthday

now they all (all!!!!!) live in a different city to the north and I live in a different city to the south and they’re coordinating doing trivia every week again FOUR HOURS away from me and it makes me want to walk into a river and stay there

[narugen]

keep thinking abt hoshina and mina GOD.. (spoilers for manga and kn8 bside)

given what hoshina said about his previous division treating him like a burden/parasite just because he can’t handle firearms and specializes in his swords… how tiring must it have been to have to work with those people each mission despite having a common goal?

and how tiring must it have been to be constantly told off by his own father for wanting to continue his family’s tradition, or to be told to give up on being part of the jakdf by his own teacher -

before mina, a high ranking commander personally reached out to him, to recruit him into her team?

the fact that she didn’t see him during joint trainings and think: why bother with that? why bother with blades when bigger kaiju will appear? when she personally deals with bigger kaiju herself.

but she instead saw him and thought: he can help me, he can cover my weaknesses (mina not being able to handle a vegetable peeler is hilarious) and he’s someone i can trust

she sees potential in him, she sees how he can excel within her division, she saw hoshina and as captain - has probably heard everyone talk shit about him but she was still certain that he’d be one of her division’s greatest asset

(and even when platoon leader ebina refused to let hoshina help out, mina stood firm on her decision and her claim that hoshina would be useful. when she asked him if he could take down the big kaiju, and he could only promise saving the child within it - she believed him, took his word for it and waited until he carried out his promise.)

and now hoshina is the vice captain, putting faith in a new recruit whom most people wouldn’t have believed in… full fucking cycle..

tldr: it makes me rly fucking emotional to think about how hoshina was given a reason to continue improving with his swords after being told to give up all this time… and how mina had never once thought his abilities were useless 👍

also makes me crazy how protective he is of his position as vice captain, as the person who stands by captain ashiro’s side…

[whenthegoldrays]

looks like I can't "i'm just a girl" my way out of this one, ladies

[innielove]

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[aashiqeddiediaz]

in the last episode of zard patton ka bunn today, meenu graduates medical school with the highest honors after having a hell of a time getting there and she’s brought back on stage to give a speech, but she runs and puts her medals around her father’s neck in front of her cohort. her father looks up at her with a proud grin and smile, dancing in his seat with excitement, and that scene punched me in the GUT.

i cried for a good 30 minutes over it because my dad is just as supportive of me and my dreams, to the lengths he goes for me and my sisters, including right now, where he’s driving 20+ hours to see all of us during a work trip since all three of us live in different states and he lives out of america.

there isn’t a wish i’ve had that he hasn’t supported or fulfilled when it was the right time and i just really…a girly is so emotional all the time over her dad 🥹

[humblefryingpan]

I've cried 4 times today over the same thing and like every single time I am alone in a room I start sobbing

I'm tired so I put my phone down but istg the second I put it down I started thinking ab it and nearly started crying again and had to get it back on

[xcziel]

it's a great day to be in the most insane headspace

where i'm sick and thus loopy and whiplashing violently between: shocks of anger and despair and then vibrating with delight

my blood pressure is so far up i'm gonna take an aspirin this is ridiculous

the fucking slow tigers are gaining on me i swear

[ambagelbraindump]

can’t believe how much of adulthood is just having breakdown and then continuing to do normal activities while still having a breakdown bc by god somebody’s gotta do the laundry

[hauntedtotem]

sometimes I wish it was 2021 again so I can see J's reaction to me being in (literally any fandom she wasn't in) and (liking literally any character that didn't look like her)

[soldier--poet--queen]

what came first, the body dysphoria flare up or the internet deciding now was a fantastsic time to show me transmasc content

[m0e-ru]

one of my most outstanding achievements I like to be aware of is that I am a "adachi tag most used tag" blogger and I haven't drawn edgy villain "I'm sick of the world" art of him once

[mxgoldenwood]

I’m on the last episode of my (fourth? fifth?) re-watch of the Sandman on Netflix and I can confirm that two episodes still get me crying every time I watch them: “The Sound of Her Wings” and “Dream of a Thousand Cats.”

[fabcreature]

just had the last day of my internship and i'm so happy because i had fun and several people came to compliment me on the lights i did! but i'm also sad bc now that the internship is over i won't see my coworkers every day anymore 😭

[warblingmoss]

when i was a kid, my favourite colour was yellow.

this of course means my favourite flowers were daffodils, despite how infrequently i saw them. in the house i grew up in, though, we had one, maybe two plants that bloomed every spring.

since we had so few, my mother was always protective of the flowers, always warning myself and my siblings away from them, and she'd get so upset if we picked a daffodil that we were too scared to.

my dad knew, though, that they were my favourite, and as intimidating as my dad was, he was also a soft hearted and kind man, and he loved his kids more than anything, and every spring he'd pick a daffodil and give it to me just to see me happy. he took the blame every time, no matter how much it irked my mother.

this last july marked the six year anniversary of my dads passing, and while sometimes its hard to remember the best of him, every spring i get to see daffodils blooming wherever i go and remember what it felt like to be carried by him to the house, daffodil stem crushed in my small hands without a thought because i was so focused on the love my dad showed for me

Tell me a soft memory

[iwakuraz]

its such a weird feeling to go back and listen to old vocaloid songs I used to love when I was eleven years old