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we back baybeeee
#I was worried my new weed chocolate wouldn’t work bc I woke up a couple times last night and then at 6 am and couldn’t go back to sleep#but I was able to do the dishes take out the trash and start the laundry all before 10 am#energized! avery has got to be one of my favorite versions of myself
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one thing I highly recommend doing that's helped me through the last few days is creating a "self-care menu." the idea is to create a ready-to-go list of things that brighten your spirits or occupy your mind. on bad days, when you can't remember the things that cheer you up or can't muster the energy to make a decision, it's invaluable.
i've got mine divided into three sections: appetizers, entrees, and takeout. appetizers are small things that cheer me up quick (petting my cats, making my favorite tea, playing a favorite song). entrees are activities that take a little longer (rereading a favorite fanfic, tending to my stardew valley farm, taking a bath). takeout is things that get me OUT of the house (going for a walk, going to a coffee shop, getting a bouquet from the grocery store).
sometimes when i'm so drained of energy and joy that it's paralyzing, i pick an item off the appetizers list, then that gives me the energy to think and choose one of the entrees as well. sometimes i close my eyes and point to something at random and do that. sometimes just reading the list reminds me of all the small things that make me happy.
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currently reconnecting with a friend from college and it feels like the beginning of the plot of a hallmark movie
#we only got to hang out for like a year before I moved to dc and then we kinda lost contact#and now he’s moving to within driving distance of me#I’m not really into guys and given my track record with romantic attraction I doubt anything will happen#but hey who knows!#I knew him pre everything and it makes me so happy to see him transitioning successfully and thriving#I will hold your deadname in my hands like a little bird and tuck it away somewhere secret
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the secret to life is always having something to look forward to
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you ever think about how wild some chain of events are
like if I hadn’t responded to that one tumblr dm or gone to that picnic, I never would have met some of the best people I’ve ever known
#oh I didn’t do one for luci#tbh if it hadn’t been for tell me about your ocs I don’t know if we would have become friends#hi lydia if ur reading this u were my first transfem friend and because of you I recognized luci as a kindred spirit#and now we’re snuggle buddies for life#I need to go to bed but also what if I didn’t
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you ever think about how wild some chain of events are
like if I hadn’t responded to that one tumblr dm or gone to that picnic, I never would have met some of the best people I’ve ever known
#fuckin bonkers#tell me about your ocs is a slippery slope to friend communism#and then friend communism turns into And They Were Roommates#look at this silly nasa booklet about aliens to helping me finally escape my abusive family pipeline is real#I don’t have a fun one for bestie sorry we were fated to be friends via our parents whether we wanted to or not lmao
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misc avery thoughts: I feel bad that nobody is helping cleaning emily in the server I’m in and maybe it’s because we’re all busy and stressed as hell but also like. you’re a wildly unpleasant person to be around and maybe you need to work on that idk
#part of me is like#being part of a community means helping people you don’t like#and who can’t offer anything in return except maybe company#but also if you’re so unpleasant that most of the server is avoiding helping you maybe you need to do some introspection idk#oh I wonder if this is also because she said some shit / tried to start an argument in the other server we’re in#‘the FL porn ban is good actually’ pardon???
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dysregulated as hell this mlk day but I’m picking up my apt finally and that is helping so much
#if my house is messy then my mind also tends to be messy#now if you’ll excuse me I’m going to go see what my roomba is eating
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TO A NEW CHAPTER
Unknown; Hellen Keller; Art on Megan McGill Pinterest; "The Messiness of Emotional Healing" (2024), by Amy Bartlett; Art by @sunsbleeding; Unknown; Tori Amos; Unknown (probably base on this edit by @khristian-ity-blog).
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mmm insomnia
#I thiiiink maybe I got scammed with these sleep gummies#or maybe they just don’t it for me#I need my gross sour patch kids back aaaaaaa
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