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22 people just got laid off at my job due to budget cuts, I’m not one of them but that’s terrifying
#hhhhh#I doubt they’ll cut copyediting bc we already have so few people but like#I should probably update my resume just in case
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Download this easy DIY clothing repair guide (only 10 pages) from Uni of Kentucky
link to PDF
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What’s this? Silly ol’ me won a design contest? :3c
My winning entry for my local queer organization’s t-shirt art contest! If you’d like a shirt of your own, you can grab one on their website (they should be available soon!)
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I copy pasted parts of this but I do hand letter everything, because while I'm trying to work easier as I'm chronically ill, I am still chronically stupid
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misc avery thoughts: love how my parents would scream and cry and throw up if they knew about my tattoos . the tattoos in question being a baby deer and an orange
#like ???#they always acted like I was one step away from becoming an alcoholic satanist#and I’m out here like look at my green hair and baby deer :)#I feel like this ties in to never being able to make them happy ever#even if I was a cis het church going girlwomandaughterlady with 8 kids they’d still find some way to make me feel like shit#guess I’m going to hell for being too cool
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take! my heart! with you!
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bought a cute lil stationary set so I can send Luci snail mail when she moves and I’m tempted to test it out by sending her a whole ass letter that just says “bitch”
#downside of doing this now is that she can still come to my house and be like hey avery what the fuck is this#I think this is a good way to make myself a little less sad about things#if anyone else wants snail mail lmk
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I'm certain this is on Tumblr somewhere, but I haven't seen it around, so I'm sharing it myself
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feeling a lot about this tonight
trying to imagine a life without her and I just, cannot
#kinda funny to me#that I’m so much more upset about this than I ever was about my breakup last year#nobody is breaking up thank fucking god#this is a very joyful thing that also happens to make me very sad#I feel like I’ve been handling things really well all things considered#but tonight I’m going to listen to sad songs / Our songs and let myself cry for a while#I love her so fucking much and she loves me back just as much#I think losing the Rituals and having to put a really important chunk of my life behind me is another thing that I’m struggling with#I’m going to miss taking the train out there and getting coffee at jirani and then spending a few hours snuggling with my very dear friend#in her cozy familar apt#no more spontaneous roadtrips or having her come over at 11 pm to go for a drive bc we’re both sad#change is good and extremely important but goddamn does it hurt#I haven’t cried this much in a minute#how has it only been a year?? one year and this stranger off okcupid changed the entire fucking course of my life#ok crying time’s over for tonight I need to go fight the mice and then go to bed
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Wislawa Szymborska, from "Tortures," featured in Map: Collected and Last Poems
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Liz Toohey-Wiese, 2024.
"A sign installed in the largest wildfire burn I’ve ever seen, along the BC/YK border. Borrowing the aesthetics of BC Recreation Site signs, once again pointing to the overlaps of outdoor recreation, resource extraction, and the consequences of the climate crisis. Most recreation sites in BC exist along previously built logging and mining roads.
“Forced into a great and difficult transformation” was a line I heard in a lecture on Buddhist philosophy I was listening to on my drive up north. But it became another mantra I thought about while living in a place that’s been utterly transformed by resource extraction over the past century, and as I thought about the burnt landscapes I drove through."
More here.
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broke: accidentally leaving my phone charger at my ex’s house right before we broke up bc I am a fool who forgets things
woke: intentionally leaving my phone charger at luci’s house bc I am a fool who forgets things
#I took it home finally which made me weirdly sad#like this is really happening#one day I won’t be able to return there and I’m preparing for that
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2024.4.15 Draw
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at a thing and having the wierdest fuckin time bc they are playing generic spooky music ig but its a songs from one of my fav work time playlists
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